There was this girl before she was a softie she was so nice she didn’t hate anyone she got beat up a lot but she kept smiling but then 7th grade came she changed she wasn’t that soft girl anymore she didn’t trust anyone she didn’t talk to anybody she turned into a tomboy died her hair black and a dark blue she was different....a lot different That girl was me 😔
oh hunny i just happend to read this and a tear fell down my face, i hope things are looking up for you 11mos has gone by since u wrote this, i hope things are bettter, i truly do. i would love to chat!
I'm fine, because no one truly understands. I'm fine, because if im not then I'm someone no one should be around. I'm fine, ill rather suffer alone than pull you in with me. I'm fine, no need to care for a day and forget. I'm fine because negative vibes are not wanted. Im fine, because you don't need to worry about me. Im fine, its not your burden. I'm fine, because I don't need you to constantly ask me if im alright. I'm fine, its just in my head, thats all..I'm fine because if im not then your not. I'm fine because I have to be okay. No one can make me fine but myself. I'm Fine.................... Dont worry
This song defines me so much I get overwhelemed from expectations and pressure but I dont know how to deal with it no matter how hard i try there is still a flaw
its ok. you will be ok. keep on trying . just keep on trying. you are enough. you always have been nd you always will be. keep ur head up. nobody is perfect. everyone has flaws. damn girl im right here with u in the same shoes, we are not perfect. we are , who we are and if no one understands our flaws, they never will understand and thats ok, they dont kno what it is like in our minds, and they dont have a clue what it feels like to wanna die, we will always be enough. . The sun is gunna shine, shine bright over us. We just cant carry this anymore and we wont anymore. we will one day kno what it is like to be ok. . i felt a connection to u nd ur post , my apoligizes. hope u can hear my tgoughts of love sending your way. would love for u to respond , if not its ok. stay up, you will be okay......and i DO KNO WHAT IT IS LIKE IN YOUR MIND
I love this song I’m cleaning my room and I will never ever make it up to you for being awesome who ever did this I give you my full respect ✊ you awesome dude
I can't carry this anymore. This crushing feeling that I'm nothing more than the events that have lead me here. This knowledge that no one truly understands what I'm going through. This idea that one day things will get better when I'm reality it's all just so hard every day and it only gets worse. This weight that lays on my chest and gets heavier with every breath. This thought that I'm only toxic and will kill everyone round me if I stay. This demon that screams at me every time I smile because we both know that I don't mean it. This black hole that keeps all my emotions at bay until I'm alone in my room. Life. I can't carry life anymore.
I remember that night that I slept crying with this song. The world stopped making sense and everything seemed lost. But I'm still here and I came to tell you not to worry at some point you will get the peace you seek and happiness will win you a wink. Keep fighting, I love you, you'll do well, don't stop trying. you will be able to get out of this.
I sit hear for hours or just before I go to bed just so I can feel like I can relate to someone because yet I feel so alone it just gets so hard and tiring
Carrying the last strings holding anything of a family together as the youngest not even out of high school. This weight of holding what use to be memories is my unpaid job, a job no one notices.
There was a girl, who dreamed big, to go as far as she can. But school and people that she called friends keep her down, but when she finds her group, she shine. Everything looks great then, nothing could go wrong. But the teachers decide to put her in a role she not meant to have, and she's desperately try to live up to that expectations. Her friends don't understand what she's going through, they can't be there for her as she did for them. New year came, she have hopes, hopes that she can finally do and fly far away. New year means new chapter of her life, means that she will try to fight harder for herself. But it never go like what she planned. Life gets harder, this place she called home, this people she called family, said that they will support her. But the support came in harsh words, words that she can no longer hear without crying in her room. Some nights, she will look at the scars she made, the scars that she blamed on the cats. And she wonders, then..the what if is hanging in her head. She don't know what "I'm okay" suppose to mean anymore. She don't know who's she's trying to fool. Herself, or someone else. And still, each night, she cried herself to sleep and wish for it all to just end. They said they understand, but she knows that they don't. So she wants it all to end. To just, stop feeling this pain. Was that too much to ask for?
As they all say. Pain is temporary, love is harsh, time will heal, and things will change. These are battle scars but some scars don't heal, some are fatal. There are no words that can just stop what your going through. There is nothing that can be done to make things right. The damage is done. But as everyone says, keep your head up. You can make anything possible as long as u believe u can. No success without failure. Work on yourself and strive for yourself. Don't work hard to meet others expectations, you will always disappoint yourself. Work hard for your expectations!! Head up!! The sun still shines! The moon still glows! There is always light in darkness!
Its crazy I am writing a book even though I'm not going to get anywhere with it but...not the point. While I was writing I was crying and I listened to the HOLE HOUR. :(
My friends Sunday: are you ok Danica. Me: yup I’m “fine” Monday: you ok. Me: perfectly fine Tuesday: r u ok. Me: Im ok Wednesday: r u ok dani. Me: wouldn’t be better Thursday: you good? Me: I’m fine..... Friday: u ok? Me: yup why wouldn’t I be -fake smiles- Saturday: r u sure ur ok? Me: I’m not okay life sucks I wanna die but if I commit suicide I’ll hurt all of you I don’t want you to feel my pain ever so pls just don’t ever be hurt like me pls
mi mama no entiende que no estoy actuando, mi mama no entiende que las cortadas en mis brazos y piernas no son para llamar la atención, mi mama no entiende que haber intentado suicidarme 2 beses no es por estar fingiendo estar mal, mi mama no entiende una mierda de lo que siento y lo que pasa por mi cabeza ni las ganas que tengo de irme de este mundo de mierda, las ganas que tengo de simplemente esfumarme, no entiende que mi pasado me atormenta cada segundo de mi vida, no entiende que a mi mente llegan recuerdos que me matan por dentro, no entiende, simplemente no entiende que estoy completamente rota y no estoy queriendo llamar la atención.......
respect for actually doing this
- applause -
my day's happiness is greatly extended
There was this girl before she was a softie she was so nice she didn’t hate anyone she got beat up a lot but she kept smiling but then 7th grade came she changed she wasn’t that soft girl anymore she didn’t trust anyone she didn’t talk to anybody she turned into a tomboy died her hair black and a dark blue she was different....a lot different
That girl was me 😔
oh hunny i just happend to read this and a tear fell down my face, i hope things are looking up for you 11mos has gone by since u wrote this, i hope things are bettter, i truly do. i would love to chat!
I'm fine, because no one truly understands. I'm fine, because if im not then I'm someone no one should be around. I'm fine, ill rather suffer alone than pull you in with me. I'm fine, no need to care for a day and forget. I'm fine because negative vibes are not wanted. Im fine, because you don't need to worry about me. Im fine, its not your burden. I'm fine, because I don't need you to constantly ask me if im alright. I'm fine, its just in my head, thats all..I'm fine because if im not then your not. I'm fine because I have to be okay. No one can make me fine but myself. I'm Fine.................... Dont worry
That's what we all say
this song tuley is the definition of me and listening to what the words mean just has me in tears.
This song defines me so much I get overwhelemed from expectations and pressure but I dont know how to deal with it no matter how hard i try there is still a flaw
its ok. you will be ok. keep on trying . just keep on trying. you are enough. you always have been nd you always will be. keep ur head up. nobody is perfect. everyone has flaws. damn girl im right here with u in the same shoes, we are not perfect. we are , who we are and if no one understands our flaws, they never will understand and thats ok, they dont kno what it is like in our minds, and they dont have a clue what it feels like to wanna die, we will always be enough. . The sun is gunna shine, shine bright over us. We just cant carry this anymore and we wont anymore. we will one day kno what it is like to be ok. . i felt a connection to u nd ur post , my apoligizes. hope u can hear my tgoughts of love sending your way. would love for u to respond , if not its ok. stay up, you will be okay......and i DO KNO WHAT IT IS LIKE IN YOUR MIND
Tell my maker up above that I have had enough :(
I love this song I’m cleaning my room and I will never ever make it up to you for being awesome who ever did this I give you my full respect ✊ you awesome dude
Np mate thats what I'm here for:>
I can't carry this anymore. This crushing feeling that I'm nothing more than the events that have lead me here. This knowledge that no one truly understands what I'm going through. This idea that one day things will get better when I'm reality it's all just so hard every day and it only gets worse. This weight that lays on my chest and gets heavier with every breath. This thought that I'm only toxic and will kill everyone round me if I stay. This demon that screams at me every time I smile because we both know that I don't mean it. This black hole that keeps all my emotions at bay until I'm alone in my room. Life. I can't carry life anymore.
mate this is something I can relate too on a personal level and many others
I remember that night that I slept crying with this song. The world stopped making sense and everything seemed lost. But I'm still here and I came to tell you not to worry at some point you will get the peace you seek and happiness will win you a wink. Keep fighting, I love you, you'll do well, don't stop trying. you will be able to get out of this.
This is my favorite song from him🥺
I need song suggestions pls help lol I need to please da people 🖤❤
@@moonschillvibes8381 you should do apocalypse by brye!
Thank you so so so so SO much for this.... Love the song... I can relate to every word.. Thx
"mama don't know what it's like to wanna die" hits hard tbh
I just want to be happy again.
I love you for doing this. I really needed this. Thank you.
I sit hear for hours or just before I go to bed just so I can feel like I can relate to someone because yet I feel so alone it just gets so hard and tiring
I'm up at 3AM listening to this
me as well, but it truly sucks being alone listening to this. it so hurts. expecilly when noone understands. hope your doig better
Me as well I can’t sleep And I can’t stop crying it is so hard
@@camiilaatt6835 r u ok? Message me if u would like to talk
@@kerrinlebrasseur3955 I would like to talk to someone
I was waiting for this 🥺 tyyyyy
Carrying the last strings holding anything of a family together as the youngest not even out of high school. This weight of holding what use to be memories is my unpaid job, a job no one notices.
Amo como se escucha en la velocidad 0.75 🖤
Ty
lo necesitaba, ty🖤👊🏼
There was a girl, who dreamed big, to go as far as she can. But school and people that she called friends keep her down, but when she finds her group, she shine. Everything looks great then, nothing could go wrong. But the teachers decide to put her in a role she not meant to have, and she's desperately try to live up to that expectations. Her friends don't understand what she's going through, they can't be there for her as she did for them. New year came, she have hopes, hopes that she can finally do and fly far away. New year means new chapter of her life, means that she will try to fight harder for herself. But it never go like what she planned. Life gets harder, this place she called home, this people she called family, said that they will support her. But the support came in harsh words, words that she can no longer hear without crying in her room. Some nights, she will look at the scars she made, the scars that she blamed on the cats. And she wonders, then..the what if is hanging in her head. She don't know what "I'm okay" suppose to mean anymore. She don't know who's she's trying to fool. Herself, or someone else. And still, each night, she cried herself to sleep and wish for it all to just end. They said they understand, but she knows that they don't. So she wants it all to end. To just, stop feeling this pain. Was that too much to ask for?
As they all say. Pain is temporary, love is harsh, time will heal, and things will change. These are battle scars but some scars don't heal, some are fatal. There are no words that can just stop what your going through. There is nothing that can be done to make things right. The damage is done. But as everyone says, keep your head up. You can make anything possible as long as u believe u can. No success without failure. Work on yourself and strive for yourself. Don't work hard to meet others expectations, you will always disappoint yourself. Work hard for your expectations!! Head up!! The sun still shines! The moon still glows! There is always light in darkness!
Its crazy I am writing a book even though I'm not going to get anywhere with it but...not the point. While I was writing I was crying and I listened to the HOLE HOUR. :(
My friends
Sunday: are you ok Danica. Me: yup I’m “fine”
Monday: you ok. Me: perfectly fine
Tuesday: r u ok. Me: Im ok
Wednesday: r u ok dani. Me: wouldn’t be better
Thursday: you good? Me: I’m fine.....
Friday: u ok? Me: yup why wouldn’t I be -fake smiles-
Saturday: r u sure ur ok? Me: I’m not okay life sucks I wanna die but if I commit suicide I’ll hurt all of you I don’t want you to feel my pain ever so pls just don’t ever be hurt like me pls
I 2ish this would happen to me no one even asks me one a week or even month so I deal with my problems that ig I don't have says other people
Same
Relatable.
@@kaitlynevans6477 are you ok?
@@jordyngow6168 Ya we can say that thanks for asking.
Could you do Alone In a Crowded Room by Anson Seabra next?
thankyou
I like your profile picture!
I always feel sad, thank you for this..
Respect dude
Muy bueno :D 👍👍👍👍
I also feel this way 24/7. I can’t go on much longer it’s all to much. I won’t try to kms though. 😔
I'm not depressed I just like these songs
Needed this.
i cant carry this anymore
quisiera que mi fantasía fuera realidad, :D y. que mi realidad fuera una fantasía :(
When I heard this song I searched him up just to see if he committed suicide
its says he did
mi mama no entiende que no estoy actuando, mi mama no entiende que las cortadas en mis brazos y piernas no son para llamar la atención, mi mama no entiende que haber intentado suicidarme 2 beses no es por estar fingiendo estar mal, mi mama no entiende una mierda de lo que siento y lo que pasa por mi cabeza ni las ganas que tengo de irme de este mundo de mierda, las ganas que tengo de simplemente esfumarme, no entiende que mi pasado me atormenta cada segundo de mi vida, no entiende que a mi mente llegan recuerdos que me matan por dentro, no entiende, simplemente no entiende que estoy completamente rota y no estoy queriendo llamar la atención.......
Muy bueno :D 👍👍👍👍