Anson Seabra - I Can't Carry This Anymore (Official Lyric Video)
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- Опубликовано: 9 янв 2019
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• Lyrics
Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
Tried but I can't
Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time
Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay
Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough
You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay
Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die
I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay
I know I'll be fine it's just that
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that
I have had enough and
I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay
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Anson Seabra this is beautiful
thanks for discribing my everyday feelings🖤
Don`t give up @@gracienicole5047
Everythime I feel sad I listen to your song and they calm me very much
What was your inspiration for this song ? I liked it , it's a song I can listen to on repeat.😊
"Mama said the sun will shine; But Mama dont know what i feels like to wanna die."
How many people can relate to this?
💔💔
Me 💓-💔
savana mathews me ...
Too Much
I wish I could say I can't relate but...
The worst pain to feel is no tears, no noise... just the *pain*
Yep
I wanna cry but I can’t I’m trying but... nothing is happening
I am at a point that I hardly cry anymore.
The worst part is when you feel numb & empty. It usually happens after the pain part
i don't cry anymore really
pretending to be okay is harder than battling depression itself
I mean yeah
im suicidal, but im so thankful to have songs like this on the earth. Thanks to all the singers who making that. The only thing where i can put my emotions in. Much love.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@@TK-uz4ts thank you
Hey bro, me too. But don't lose hope. I found my exit from that tunnel, and I believe that you can do it too. I know that is not easy, but at the end of the tunnel, everything will be better and you will feel that strange thing that most people call "happiness" (which is way better than you can think, trust me). And remember, if you need, we are always here for you.
You're not alone in this. Jesus loves you so much, and even if you don't believe in Him, please remember that you are loved!
Do song really heal you baka you are just a weak soul telling your mere feelings to strangers
I miss the nights when I went to bed without tears in my eyes.
Same
Agreed
I envy the 12 year old me who cried because she got a bad grade on a test. I wish I could just go back in time.
Me too
same ;/
*Depressed people don’t want to die... They just want the pain to stop...*
Absolutely this 😢
I wish all the happy ppl could know this
EXACTLTLPYLY
so true, people just dont understand
I felt that bad
I've never understood how online hundreds, thousands, sometimes even millions of people say they are feeling the same way as you but as soon as you go into a public place, you see everyone with smiles, laughter, and always surrounded by multiple people acting the same way. I always just feel so alone ig.
i feel they exact same way. i talk to people and they say that they feel the same way but then after that they act like nothing is wrong and their life is perfect
Because we are made to feel like a burden.
It's a mask. If someone loves you and is truly connected to you, they see through the mask. They look through it and in to your soul. Don't ever let go of That One.
pls same
It's easier when you're just a pixelated screen
“Mama said the sun gonna shine but mama don’t know what it’s like to want to die.” Hit hard yet amazing for crying your heart out
I feel like in the comment section we are like a family
A very broken family.
It is, we're all a family from different countries, from different cultures and religions:)♡
And it hurts that the people in the comment section of sad songs understand me more than my own family and "friends"
@@audrey665 It hurts when you realize that the people who think they know you don't know you better than some random person on the internet that you saw by chance
@@audrey665 wow that hit hard. Sadly, I have to agree. I feel the same...
My depression want me to die but my anxiety is scared to
We love you ❤️
We love you❤️
Same
IO love you
survive the covid 19
My mother told me back when I was in my early 20s, that I was just going through "a phase". In my early 40s now, it's a hell of a long phase!!!
"I wonder what it's like to be ok". This hit me so hard. 😢
I forgot the feeling of feeling ok
Depression: Wants to die
Anxiety: Scared of everything, including dieing
...When I have both..
Ig I have both but idk
but deep inside you don't wanna die you just want the pain to end
I have both.. 😔 it hurts so bad because I don't know what to fucking do anymore. But im fine...
...
Right..? 🙃
Both 😔
i don’t wanna end my life, i just want this thing inside of me to escape..
Agree
I don't want to say the "someone loves you" stuff, but don't forget to turn on the light sometimes
Sending you virtual hugs
you have to be strong and beat that thing inside u cause believe me I know that u can do it ❤
Mya Janego Same, I wish I could convey that to my mother without worrying her.
It's almost therapeutic to find songs like this, the ones that I can legit feel in my heart, I don't feel as alone
Thank you for being the one artist to not just discuss suicidal ideation but to give some of the reasons behind it. It's so validating even though it's painful.
We are all just suicidal people telling others suicide isn't the answer.. Edit: why did my comment get more likes than Ansons i-
.
I felt that
@@krishnier1576 Guess I'm selfish then. Peace ✌️
@@krishnier1576 Oh wow so I am selfish because I have like..mhm.. literally no one who cares, right.
@@krishnier1576 Never, ever call someone selfish that doesn't make the situation better it just makes them feel worse you don't know what's going on in there life?! And many people do care! But they have enough and think it's the only way I've heard people say "I'm like a domino, and once I fall down everyone does to"
I don’t want to die, I just want to close my eyes and finally, feel alright.
You will be alright. Just find something that you care about. Whatever it is do it. Smile and be happy.
This is what I was like I listened to this song when I was suicidal and I woke up with birds chirping and the sun ready
that song helps :)
Same
Listen I'm not gonna bulls**t you and say everything going to be alright and life will be rainbows and butterflies, but I can say that eventually it won't hurt as bad. The longer we deal with the pain, the better we get at handling it. This song is definitely good. There's also a song called "This is what self-destruction feels like" this song is really good. I hope it helps and if you ever want to talk about it we all here.
The chuckle at the 2:57 Where he says
I can't carry this anymore.
I feel those who are truly in pain know how much pain is in that chuckle.
When you don't even have it in you to cry anymore, that's when you know... The deafening silence.. The immense pain of pure numbness.. The overwhelming strength it takes to get out of bed.. That's how you know.....
Hey : don't be like me I.... don't want you to be ...... : )
Problems of being the nice friend :
- No one ever asks you how you're doing.
- You have the feeling that you need to make others smile.
- No one notices it if you're in a dip bc you are used to not show your emotions bc they already have enough problems without you...
*...*
Hii!! how are you ✨❤️
Are u ok
Right
Me.. 💔
Never found a more relatable comment
This lockdown is extra harsh when you’re an overthinker who constantly needs distractions to not feel sad or lonely
Update: Thanks for all the likes everybody. These last few weeks have been rough. I constantly find myself trapped in my own mind. Every night I’m at war with my own thoughts and I’m constantly loosing every battle. My own thoughts want to take me out. I just wanted to say that I love you all and I hope you all find happiness because I feel that I will never find it
I'm an over thinker too, and its been hard on me also. Just know that you have to stay strong and you'll be able to go back to everything!❤️
Yeah. I keep thinking that all of my friends are ignoring me and I start to think that they probably hate me when they’re probably just busy, but one can never know for sure
Word to that
For me, it's absolutely worse because of my depression. School helped me distract myself from my mind but now I'm stuck in my house with nowhere to go 😔
Ans when you need to constantly need to be surrounded with people cause you’re scared of yourself and what you might do if you’re alone for too long
"wonder what it's like to be ok"
this hits hard, especially now that the only reason I am still trying to stay alive is because I don't want to hurt my family
The worst feeling is not feeling loved when you do get loved
I know.... it's like, I know im loved, yet I don't feel it? its like my brain is fighting about which is true sometimes.
•cry yourself to sleep
•sit in bed for an hour in the morning contemplating life
•put on a fake smile and go through the day
•don’t let anyone know you aren’t ok
Repeat, every day...
Color POPlife is endless cycle psychological torture
If only they knew
yk whats worse then that? people knowing youre not okay and knowing youre suicidal and just not caring and making it completely clear that they wouldnt care if you ended your life.
completamente es un ciclo sin fin en mi vida actualmente
Ok thanks for idea
Am I the only one who has those days where you feel so worthless? Like you don't deserve anything and everything you do is a mistake but you keep denying it could even be depression... Same
You’re not alone. I feel that way too. I have 1 friend and I’m always worried I annoy her. I feel like my looks get me by but everyone hates my personality which is the one I can’t change. I got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and have started seeing a therapist. I highly recommend it. It helps so much to have someone to talk to that cares and you know you aren’t bothering them with your problems cause they get paid
Miranda Boam my whole family has struggled with anxiety, ADHD, depression, and ect... But I always figured that Ill be the one who was fine. but lately my thoughts just get to me, even my best friend If she hangs out with someone I get super scared and jealous bc I feel like they are talking behind my back.. Im scared to talk to anyone abt it, I feel like they will judge me bc my life is perfectly fine.
same
I always feel like I’m being replaced when friends hang out with other people. I learned it’s a big part of BPD. You should look into videos of what life is like for people with BPD. I find a lot of comfort in hearing people describe the exact way I feel and knowing I’m not complete alone in feeling that way.
I'm here for you. My Instagram is whoaa.alley if you ever want to DM me and need someone to talk to. Stay stronf Love.
“But mama don’t know what it’s like in my mind…” Hits home too closely… 😔
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
This song brings back the nights where I shed so many tears without anyone knowing. The silent cries, the silent nights, and the hurtful thoughts I had, and then goes out of my room with a smile on my face. Thank you for making this song, I felt understood.
Came back here with the same thoughts and feelings I had. The day will end and the sun will eventually shine. I'm going to be just fine. Even if I don't feel like it, still.. I believe that I can get through this, just like I always did.
Do you ever have those awful days where you’re so sad that you can’t even cry? Cause same.
Everyday, for years now .
I can only cry whenever I drink... so I drink
that’s turned into everyday for me.
IamRael me too
Yep. Every single day
I feel like I’m drowning and everyone’s just standing there watching me struggle.
chanmp3 That is what I always related my pain to when I was going through a different kind of depression just a few months ago… now it is different.
Same worst part is when they judge you for so
I love you
Want me to jump in and save you?
And some of the people watching ate telling you 'just swim'😭
I remember when I used to listen to this daily,
I had a really hard time and everyday I didn’t think I had something to be here for and wanted to unalive myself.
I haven’t listened to this for about a year already, I started started loving myself and being myself around people, I felt like a had something to live for and especially for myself.
Im slowly getting over my biggest fears and it feels amazing 😊
So to those who are going through a hard time please keep on going it might take a month even years but it’s totally worth it at the end
I love you and whoever reads this I hope you know that you’re strong
Thank you for sharing this and giving those of us out there that are still struggling hope. ♡
@@PokeCallie 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
I won't ever be ok
Thank you very much!❤️ I'm having a hard time and it's encouraging to think that I'm not alone.. and that there is hope. (My English is also not perfect.. ;) ) Thank you❣️
Thank you ❤
“I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.” ― Mark Twain
The feeling of crying inside with no tears flowing just really hurts so bad
Yep I want to but I can’t cry
I'm just too numb from the pain that I don't think I'm able to cry anymore
Yes I wish I had the ability to cry
yes i knowwww
I still can flowing tears from my eyes.. but this is silent cries and that's hurt until it feel numb-everytime
I hate when they ask “are you okay?”
Because that’s just another reminder that I’m not..
Weirdo Jill sorry :( people don’t care enough to ask me so I know how you feel and it’s not fun. I hope everything gets better soon ❤️ remember it’s okay to be sad and cry. You deserve happiness too
and like, you have to say yes, because if you say no they'll ask you why, but they don't actually want to hear why, they just want to hear you say your fine and move on
@@urmum8977 This depends on who asks you this. Some people mean it and want to help you (or at least want to listen to you) and some people don't. But in this case it's their own fault. They shouldn't ask if they don't want to know the answer.
That hit different but let's be honest we also say we are good even if we are not tho when they say that xx ❤️
Exactly
It doesn’t matter if this song blows up or if millions of people here it. This will always be our song that we can come here to cry to. This song is for all of us here, because we should know that we are worth it. We all need this song
i have autism, this song is just simply beautiful. It speaks to me in so many ways. It makes me feel a little more understood. Thanks, Anson.
Yeah me too
Once i said "i can't carry this anymore", today i can say "i don't carry this anymore".
@LinaMarie
Love this.💖
HEY I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! 💗
I finally understand what that meant. I let go of my past and now i understand what you meant
but as soon as you think it's gone, it comes back and in an even worse way. The cycle just doesn't stop.
@@umerrafiq5828 I'm sure you will find your way out of this cycle. But, i know what you mean and i would lie if i'd say your wrong. In live you will have a lot up and downs, but everyone can lern to dance in the rain, even you. You can't decide when happy times come and when bad times come, you can just decide what you do with the time thats given you. You don't have to be Happy all the time. Take yourself the time you need to stay up and go on.
Is anyone else scared of crying or letting out their feelings in front of others because they might say your being silly or childish or irrational or they’ll just get laughed at or is it just me
Don’t worry you’re not alone:)
Yes..
No it's not just you people ,on the bus said I do the stuff I do for attention but little do they know I'm slowly dying and there making it worse -💔🖤
I told myself, there's just people who stupid will say that, but everytime I'm upset.
I tried that and I got told by the only person I had that “they don’t give a fuck and they don’t want to hear whatever dumb shit I have to say”
Whoever reading this , thank you for staying alive that's the bravest thing you did.
Maybe life is difficult but please try to treasure it. ❤
"I know I'll be fine, It's just that every time this comes back" This had it for me. You know its not the last time you'll feel this way, but hold on! You're not alone! This is the lowest you'll get. I promise there will be a better tomorrow or at least a better tomorrow for your friends and family. Hold on, please. Your life is worth it!
I hope one day to come back to this song and not relate to it anymore and just seeing it as a touching song about a miserable lifetime I once had.
Edit: It's been almost half a year and I'm still not at the place I want to be. But I feel a lot better now and just keep living, fighting. Every day.
Thank you all for your comments, I sincerely hope you find happiness, luck and peace when you wish for it.
You are so strong and beautiful!💕🍃
me too :(
Relatable
You can do it. Bake a cherry pie when that day is come 🍒 😌love you
Same here. Every day is a struggle to make that happen one day...
I hope that for you too. I get u
"But Mama don't know whats its like to wanna die" HIT DIFFERENT
I’m on the suicide watch and I’m 16 days clean from self harm ✌️
You can do this.
To anyone reading this, we got this.
We can carry it.
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
not really
You know it hurts when no noise leaves your mouth and your silent tears run down while your partner is next to you asleep.
the only times people care:
-when your born
-when you die
Or when you almost die
Or when you sick
@@mixmood6822 People care when you're sick?
@@khaoskaida-indigo9095 yeah doctor care when you are sick😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Hmm but i feel like I was not ment to be born and that I have ben ded for years and no one has said anything
I'm that friend.
That friend that walks in the back if the side walk isn't big enough.
That friend who gets left behind.
That friend who has all their problems over looked.
That friend who can't let out their feelings because "they have problems to".
That friend who is "always sad".
That friend who gets called dramatic if they try to let out their feelings.
That friend who gets called toxic when they stand up for themselves
That friend who only gets picked for partners in an odd group bc their smart
I'm that friend.
I’m going trough the same. It hurts!Everybody is just talking about themselves and no one is listening to my problems:)I just want to die
Melinda 77 I'm here for you! If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here! I know how it feels and it sucks but don't die.
No One Thank you! I’m there for you too! Life sucks!! I just can’t anymore
Melinda 77 yeah
I hope you're okay💓 don't give up, you can face it 💓one day everything will change to way you want it to be just... Just never ever give up okay💓 You're So Strong
Today I found my story written on this song…today I realized God is my only company and the only that will always understand me. I don’t feel human anymore…
It's crazy how many people come back to this everyday. This song is legendary 💕
2022 anyone??
*Being depressed😔 is like living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die*
i love you, and i care for you ♡ you have to know that you deserve the entiere fcking world, because you are BRAVE, and you WORTH IT !!
That's right
@@bleuennquerel8728 you are the good person, keep it up, :(
And a soul that just wants to be free
it really is..
“Tell my maker up above that i have had enough” HIT ME
mollie b Dude same
Your Creator says you were fearfully and wonderfully made stay just a moment longer and I will show you how this Dark world needs You...Yes all of you. Love God
Same
@@oli.the.oddball it's not that u r a puppet, ur His son. He won't let u go through something that u can't handle. So stay strong cus at the end of the day, we all knew that God has an amazing plan for us..
Mood
I've dealt with depression my entire life and I always isolate. Then, I'll have a moment where I come back to life and then I have to wade through the wreckage of reality. Relationships dead. My self worth, dead. But damn it, I'M alive. I pray you all find balance and serenity. It seems like a dream someone else dreamt and I'm just trying to put it in a jar.
What if mama is the problem?
😟😕🥺❤️🩹❤️🩹
Everyone here complains about when they have to lie when people ask if your ok.
It hurts when you can act so well nobody even asks
Yeah I know that.
I wish somebody would ask. Not because I could answer honestly but because this loneliness feels like a confirmation that I’m just worthless. That nobody would ever see my tears. That I don’t even need to hide because there’s no one to hide my feelings from. I’m just tired.
Ama Sophie My feeling exactly no one even thinks to ask or notice that’s why it hurts so bad
Same, my friends think im crazy
Same, but, what to do? When I'm sad my mom says, are you gonna make me sad too :( ? If it weren't for my mom I think I will not be here right now. So I just want she to be happy. If she's sad, at least don't will be my fault, and I'll can be there to help her. 🌌✨
“Momma said it’s gonna be alright... momma don’t know what it’s like in my mind”
That got me goosebumbs, i honestly started crying right here
I don't remember what it feels like to be happy anymore.
This relates to me so well, that im hurting so i can just go numb
"Are you okay?"
How I wish there's someone would actually say that.
Are you oke?
@@malinzgraggen299 thank you 🤭 i'd really appreciate that 😍
@@malinzgraggen299 thank you 🤭 really appreciate it 😍
@@malinzgraggen299 i hope you're okay too 😊
People say it all the time. They just don’t actually want to hear our problems. They just wanna hear you say I’m fine.
I feel like I'm not even qualified to feel this sad. Everyone has valid reasons, everyone is going through a harder time than me to be listening to these songs and crying. I don't even know why im so sad suddenly anymore.
I'm sorry for your sadness. I wish I would personally know you to make you smile. The Marine Corps thought me that pain is weakness leaving your body. Let it out and be strong. You are important. Sorry I never meet you.
@@davidvargas9549 😔you absolutely made my day...thank you so much
I hope you're doing better and okay! Just try to take care of yourself and remember that everything will get better, even if it takes some time. have a nice day :)
Ha me too. I mean, White single child in an upper-middle class family. Im just being a dramatic bitch. Haha, now I get why my brothers a drug addict, and to be honest I always knew why my cousin committed suicide. Wish I was that brave
@@Kitsune-gx7km hey no don't say that, u have a right to feel however u feel even if other people dont think that reason is good enough
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.
Joshua 1:9
Clinical depression, seasonal depression, emotional burnout from an emotionally draining field of work, mental burnout from taking on too much at work because it's expected, bent, broken, and wracked with longing for friends after the last two years, constant anxiety, memory issues from all of it... I can't carry it.
the fact that we all relate to these lyrics just shows how broken we all are .
but remember it's okie, because we're all here to support each other because we know how badly it hurts . have a wonderful day guys
i Love you
thank you
💕
Aw this made me smile:)
But when will it get better? When will all the pain go away?
No one notice your pain
No one notice your tears
No one notice you stress
They just notice your mistakes
THIS
Holy fuck this is so..true
Yep
So so true my friend.
:)
This song is so true I wish I could wake up and not cry or go to bed crying my eyes out 😭😭
Thank you for your music, Anson. Whether it’s an uplifting song, like Trying My Best, or a song where you just need to get how you’re feeling off your chest, I’m glad that I came across your music this past year.
After 70+ rounds of ECT and the memory loss that has resulted, the only sure thing I’ll be able to remember is music. My love for it, my love for singing (tho I can’t bring myself to sing in front of others very often, if at all), and if I could change my course in life it would be choosing to be a musician. I may not have any talent with writing, and maybe even singing, but music is the only thing that can keep me grounded. That can help me feel, process, and cope with my thoughts and experiences.
With all of the comments you get across your videos, you’ll probably never see this one… but I really wish I could sing with you. With my social anxiety I probably couldn’t bring myself to actually produce any sound, but maybe one day I can work up the courage to put my voice out there.
So really, thank you again for sharing your music and your creativity, I hope you never stop.
*I'm used to being the happy kid the one that everyone can trust with their problems but I have no one to talk to so I just pretend to be the happy kid that always cracks jokes till my cover is exposed.*
If you ever want to talk, my instagram is moon.child.enthusiast. I've been through what you just said, so please do not think you are alone.❤️❤️
Same
Ever since I was little I always solved everyone's problems... Why can't they just make an effort to fix me...
Hey, do you want to talk? Cause I don't mind listening :)
Start living for you! Quit pretending! Take the mask off!! Its easier to breath!
“Mama said the sun’s gonna shine, but she don’t know what it’s like to want to die” I felt that...😢
I wish, I would just felt it. But I experienced it.
Same
Alexis .D same
Same
Alexis .D same but it’ll be okay. hopefully you’re doing better.
How can a song be so horrible and yet so beautiful at the same time ? Yet again, life is that way too. Sending love and prayers to all with heavy hearts.
This has been on repeat 😢😢 I really can’t carry this anymore…
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
you’re not alone in this, stay strong praying for you :)
I need to cry,
to let it all out
but I can't,
My body won't let me...
Neither will mine.
I feel you on that one. Like I feel the pain and feel like crying but I can't. No matter how hard I try, my body wont let me.
We're in the same boat then...
I wanna cry, let it all out, but same as you
My body won’t let me cry
@@moonish_ yea. Not being able to cry is frustrating sometimes
"Wonder what it's like to be OK"
"Would you like me if i drank that"
"Heavy from the hurt inside my veins"
"If you wanted i could take that"
"I'll do anything for love"
"I don't feel like I'm enough"
"I could promise if you knew me you would walk away"
"Mama don't know what it's like to wanna die"
These lines hit me hard
Edit: didn't expect people to feel the same.
Peace out same bro
God I’m crying now
Same...
So true 😭and the bit that says tell my maker up above that ive had enough that hits so hard
@Peace Out @LucyTheEvilFox @Corrupted Griffin @Kaci Rush all of you can talk to me if need be. ill listen
Same I’m depressed
I have bipolar I take the meds, I do the therapy, and yet a part of me always feels sad. My depression get so bad sometimes. I’m glad I have a song I can relate to. Love and support to all those struggling. ❤️
Same but just remember pain makes u stronger
Miss the nights when i could cry and just let it all out when i laid in my bed,
lately I feel like I died a long time ago, i survived life for so long and im tired, I am a tired old soul in a young body
and my problem is, I forgot how to actuall live my life and enjoy it.
I’m so tired of taking care of everybody making sure that they are ok I just wish they would ask if I’m ok. I cried earlier today because stress of school seeing my mom get stressed which is hard because she is already having a tuff time and then having to make sure everyone is ok and it just has been really hard, not to mention what has happened in 2023 which was the worst year of my life. I just want to stop caring but caring is what I do I can’t stop caring because if I stop caring then everyone will fall.
i wanna die but i dont wanna upset ppl if i did lol
update 9 months later* i feel so much worse.
ginger dude oh my god I feel that too deeply :'(
life will always get better no matter if you think it isn’t gonna. but i promise ❤️
we all care about you. I hope you’re okay. I’m here if you wanna talk
I feel you. Because I feel the same way as you do.
You see the problem with me is that nobody cares, I'm a burden and everybody would be better off without me
I swear the FBI agent in my phone knows when I’m in a bad mood and always recommends songs that get me feeling better..
Thank you FBI agent, you're the best.
(edit: this song is a bomb and I love it)
Sooooo related
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It’s me YOU KNOW WHAT ITS SUMMER VACATION-
This is such a mood
@@Itsme-fo7xf You're*
Yeah i cried hearing this song.maybe one day all of my sorrowful things will fade away.maybe i will have the strength to heal myself.
It is too relatable ,
I'm crying my soul out.
don’t know if anyone cares but
i just came back to this song after about a year and a half of being completely clean and generally not slipping back into that depressive state of mind. i remember looking out of my window and begging a god that i don’t even believe in to end my pain. i wanted to die at that point in my life. i cried listening to this song again after a while, not really because i was sad, but because i was proud of hi far i’ve come and so badly wanted to give that girl crying in her bedroom every night a big hug and whisper ‘it will be ok’. i am a bit worried because during quarantine i feel i’ve started to slip into old, triggering habits. i don’t know if anyone will have read this far but i want to tell people going through the same thing i did, that even though at this point in time everything seems hopeless and life seems pointless, there is good around you and there is good to come. you’re at a rough chapter in your life, every character has them, but soon you’ll turn a page and it will start to get better, it’s all part of your story. i love you❤️
❤️❤️
❤️❤️ I actually started tearing up after reading this ❤️❤️❤️ mainly because I know people who have gone through/are going through that and now, going through the comments here I'm seeing so many more people who are going through the same. Thank you, this is what we needed to see
Thank you for sharing maggie, just got on antidepressant I have to keep fighting
❤❤
I’m so proud of you❤️ thank you for giving other people that see your comment, including me have hope❤️
*Deadly.*
What is more deadly,a gun or a thought?
A gun gives you the opportunity,but a thought pulls the trigger.
Dang, That's true
words are the fuel.
Ahh shitt😭
@@your.local_ghost the words is the bullet
w o a h
I’m a Mama & I understand… & the only reason I’m still here is because of my 2 young boys that depend on me to show them what love is supposed to be like. The thoughts that envelop someone struggling with depression are uncontrollable & overwhelmingly devastating, to feel like this world would be better off without you like your presence is not beneficial or a burden is heart wrenching. I can’t imagine one of my boys feeling this agony & I would go to the ends of the earth to protect them… I would face any torture, any pain, any devastation, any depression, anything with every piece of my being, & be wanting to disappear but I will never leave them like that, nor will I let them believe that they weren’t enough to make me stay, that they weren’t everything I ever hoped for & that they aren’t important enough to make me fight with everything I have & everything I am to prove to them that our love is stronger then my weaknesses & that they are the most amazing, special & perfectly made people in my world & that I deeply love them unconditionally in every way, everyday & will now always & forever.
What I have always told them is that I fell in love with them at first beat because the second I heard their little heart beating over the baby monitor I was hooked they changed my world end I would go through everything every pain every heartache everything all over again with a smile on my face if I knew that they were at the end so knowing that I can do the same now that I have them because they deserve to have a mothers love & no one can ever love them the way I do.
I need them to know that’s how I feel.
And I’m sure there’s a lot of other parents who love their children the same a lot of your parents all of you young kids and adults reaching out for love acceptance and understanding you’re worth it whether you believe it or not you are you’re special and priceless and irreplaceable there’s only one of you in this whole universe and this world needs you for some reason or other it needs you and you’re strong enough to stay to find out even though sometimes it doesn’t feel like you are I promise you are, please don’t give up. Life is not easy or fair it’s what you decide it’s going to be so surround yourself with only positivity & force yourself to be positive temporarily, & it will make a make a difference.
I’m sending you all some love… even if the sun doesn’t shine & it’s not ok. Your Special & you have purpose & your loved.
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
2019 has sucked. i got broken up with someone who had been dating me for 3 years. one friend died in a car crash. another friend took their life. my depression and anxiety are just getting worse. i’m back to the therapist. my mom is sick with a chronic illness. my grandma has cancer. my great grandpa died. my baby cousin is on a breathing machine. i have barely any friends, only a few. only one who understands. but yet every. single. day. i put on a smile, i help my classmates who cry, but most of them are crying because there boyfriend/girlfriend broke up with them. i’ve lost friends from trying to help them, they say i don’t understand what it’s like to cry myself asleep because i am always smiling. always happy. little does anyone know that i cry more then humanly imaginable. i cry so much that pillows will get soaked after i cry on them. i’m so young too, 16 years old. i know that the most hurt people most the time seem to be the happiest. which is where a little speech comes in, if your friend seems happy, obviously there’s a high possibility that they ARE happy. but look into their eyes, do they look hurt? you may not think you know what the look of hurt looks like, but once you see it, you’ll know exactly what it is. then, if you see that look, start being there more then ever. ask them if they’re ok. they’re going to say yes... but just keep asking. if they ask why you’re asking then tell them: “you look hurt, i don’t think you’re ok.” some friends are stubborn but eventually they’ll open up. just remember that they’re going through something bad, so be patient with them.
EDIT: thank you so much for the support it means everything🥺 and if any of y’all need to talk text me @ 7122303144
oofxfishy I had a very similar 2019 to you and I know what it feels like and I’m sorry. I hope it gets better for both of us one dau
I don't know what your name is.. I don't know who you are.. all I can tell you is this. What you wrote made me cry. I know that wishing can't do anything, but I honestly wish for you to someday somehow manage to find peace within yourself. I don't know how to say this.. I just know hopelessness. I wish I could help you like you've helped people. I wish, but I probably can't do shit, since I don't know you, but what I want you to know is that you're fucking amazing. You're amazing for putting on a smile, for feeling what true pain is like, and not letting yourself be a broken person. And by "broken person", I certainly don't mean a sad person. I know you're sad. But, you know, from my own understanding.. the people that are so sad, also end up being rude, selfish, angry, sociopathic kind of people. And I'm not blaming them. But that's truly what you'd call "broken". And I'm very proud of you.. and no, I don't know you, but I don't need to know you to be proud of you. I just know that little piece of you, and that's enough for me. You are the reason I want to keep going.. people like yourself. I like to see that. I like to see people who refuse to break, even when they are depressed, anxious, hopeless, everyday..
I do want to encourage you, but I mostly said what I said for the sake of honesty. I do truly believe you're amazing, aside from just complimenting you.. and.. I know it's not enough to fix your problems.. but I hope it can make you feel, even, just slightly better than how you've been feeling a minute ago.
I'm sorry if this is too emotional, or too long, or too of anything.
Cosmic I’m not even going to lie, but that made me shed a few tears...
@@fishy1724 Keep it up, soldier.. keep it up.
You're a warrior. A fucking blessing in this shitty universe. I don't know why things had to happen that way. Why? Why something happens the way it happens?
But I believe for the human whose own heart is hurt and wrapped in chaos is putting effort to soothe other souls, must be adorned with peace and goodness and endless appreciation. Thank you for existing. Thank you for being so kind and humane. Thank you for spreading goodness. I'm a total stranger to you but we're under the same sky and I'm proud of you.
Please pat yourself and scream these words at yourself "I'm enough and I'm so worthy ". You deserve the Universe.
Take love from a 19 year old brother.
Am I the only one laying in bed in the middle of the night and crying my eyes out
Nope
You are certainly not the only one
@@katharina.-1398 we may know it but it sure feels like we are the only ones.
No you're not
Nope
I really hope it comes out on Spotify! And don't forget we are always here and we support you skippy!❤
People aren’t *weak…* They have just been *strong* for to long..
But all they see is the weak you they just forget the strong you
“Wonder what it’s like to be okay.”
Wonder if I’ll ever find out.
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I’m sure you’ll find out one day :)
james got a labtop he knowes now
I hope you do one day!
I wonder to I dont even know if I know whay happiness feels like anymore.
Hey, are you okay?
It’s okay to not be okay.
I just wanna let you know people around you love you
You’re important
You’re special
I love you
I love you for you...
And there is someone that cares about you.
I need you to stay alive for me..
I know when I say it’s going to be okay you don’t believe me
But I’ve been in this situation
It all gets better at some point.
And I need you to stay alive to see it
Øne_bîtch thank you for loving me for me, even though you don’t know me. you got me crying
I don't agree.. Sorry.. I have had fake friends.. Fake lies.. Everything builds up.. The judgement.. Laughing.. I can't.. I just can't..
Øne_bîtch I cant trust people anymore. They expose,backstab,rumors,betray me and end up asking me why I don’t like anyone but my 3-5 friends
no my dad left me
ill stay alive for you but I'm in pain if I do ill only e more sad I hear screaming in my head every sec when I sleep when I'm awake ill need wish I could end myself but id want too
This song just hits different yall. Whenever you are feeling some emotions this song takes over.
My mind right now- "What more could i lose?".hurts so bad, hope oneday i won't feel this way.
who else listens to sad songs when they are feeling sad, just to make yourself even more sad.
I do - :)
It forces us to feel, respond to the pain, to break the damn so we can't hold it in anymore, to cry, to let go of at least some weight... so that we can carry more because we know there's more to carry.
I listen to these sad songs because i need to cry and i need to acknowledge how much pain im actually holding on to, so that I don't fool myself into thinking I'm fine.
I hope everyone in these comments feel better soon... keep fighting.
Me but sometimes they make me a little less sad but sad songs are not sad to me and sad movies that my mom cry to don't make me cry.
Just to fell something
@@stranger5829 yea
"I don't feel like I'm enough"
-me everytime I like someone
same
@@AnsonSeabra AW YOU BOTH DESERVE SO MUCH LOOOVE
Me everytime I wake up from bed
I feel you
Chin up you..the experience you have will make you a more wonderful person partner friend brother sister mum dad you will have total heart compassion for the right people in all circumstances throughout hard times you are stronger than you already no .xx
For anyone who's reading this just now that you're not alone I've been in pain even hurting myself but just no that you still have people that still love you so no matter what comes in your way just no that there will be happiness in the future so don't think that your life is useless because life will get better just no I've been in the same thing depression anxiety and all that stuff but if you need to talk it out I'm here for you ❤
I just want to make it
@@syriusblacc9746 it's going to be okay. just don't give up there's still people who love you. im here if you want to talk
i REALLY can’t carry this ANYMORE! 😢😢😢😢😢😢❤
How does he sing my exact thoughts
Same
Same
same.
Same
Same
ever feel like you’ll never be enough?
like no matter what you do
it’s not enough
for anyone
you wanna disappear
you don’t wanna die
you just wanna disappear
or go somewhere where no one knows you
start over
no one can judge you
at all
every day, all you have to do is be good enough for yourself
I feel it too,I did my best and its not enough
Omg never found something that I could relate to more
Hello5 it sucks to feel this way
@@ZoeRaae I agree
I love my mummy......make sure we have enough special moments to share with all those who care about us...and never run out of time we have use every minuscule second to make sure that all the special people in life know there special
Being born as a person with a disability that forces me to limit my interaction with other people, this song somehow comforts me when times are really lonely and I would wish I was born differently
Ive never related more to a song. Its currently 5:30a.m and im laying in bed, eyes full of tears. I haven't related more to a song than this
yup crying aswell..in bed..at night..wooo..uhhh
Chares Argyris True happiness can only be found in God, for only He can meet the deepest yearnings of our hearts. Let me explain.
You see, we aren't on this earth by accident. God created us, and He put us here for a reason: to know Him and to enjoy His presence in our lives, both now and throughout eternity. God even created us with an empty place in our hearts -- an empty place that He alone can fill. The Bible says, "He has also set eternity in the hearts of men" (Ecclesiastes 3:11).
Whenever we try to fill that empty place with anything or anyone other than God, we are bound to fail. No matter how many things we have or how successful we are, that empty place is still there. But when we come to Christ, we discover that God loves us, and He makes us part of His family. More than that, He comes to live within us by His Holy Spirit. Think of it: God wants you to be part of His family forever -- beginning now.
By faith turn to God and tell Him that you know you need Him. Then open your heart and life to Christ and ask Him to fill the empty places in your life. Jesus promised, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives" (John 14:27). Turn to Christ today and discover the joy and peace He alone can give.
www.google.com/amp/s/www.seattlepi.com/news/amp/True-happiness-can-only-be-found-in-God-1213644.php
@@TheFulfilledPotential I see what you are saying and I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but I want to give you advice if you don't mind. What I think your problem is that you never actually let God in. God can heal, but you have to trust in him fully and ask him into your heart. If God can not heal you, then he is a weak God, but God is not weak, he created the earth, he created you and me, I promise he can and will heal you, but you have to trust that God can do it and you have to let him into your heart so he can work in your life or in other words, let God have to control! God loves you, he sent his only son (imagine sending your son to die the way Jesus died!) and that is how much he loves you. By Jesus dying on the cross, he paid the price of your sins. Trust that Jesus died and ask him into your heart, Let him take control and you will experience true happiness.
Relatable.
@@TheFulfilledPotential I use to believe there was a god that could heal and relieve you of your pain and suffering because he died on the cross for us. But I lost hope after being in fourth grade. My grandma had stage four colon cancer and the day before she died i sat by her bed for hours and just prayed for her to live and told her how much i loved her. She didn't talk anymore for about a month before she died because she was so sick but right after I stopped praying and told her i loved her for the last time before i went to bed she spoke and told me she loved me too. that was her last words before she died in front of me. I was so happy she said she loved me I freaked out and couldnt belive it. I thought she was going to get better... But when she died I stopped believing. my grandma went to church every sunday for her entire life and loved and belived in god. Its why I prayed for her. But I just couldnt belive in someone who when you pray for hours in desperate hope gives you a glimmer of hope and then lets a little boy watch his grandmother die.
I just want someone who would say "I know you're not okay" instead of asking "are you okay"
I just want someone who really cares
I just want someone who knows what I really feel
I just want someone who would cheer me up the way I cheer others up
I just want someone....
someone who can understand me.
You'll find that someone soon, stay strong, but I know that's easier said than done.
Ur Ok. Im praying for everyone in chat.
Yeah when ppl asks "are you okay?" It feels like they are expecting "yes" as the answer and I personally can't say "no I'm not okay" so I juts go like "yep never better😆"
Its ok to not be ok
We often give others the things we want.
I understand you🫂
I love Anson Seabra. His music really speaks to my soul.
Thank you,, Anson! “Everything will be okay.” ❤️❤️❤️
I've been in a living hell for as long as I can remember. Since I was as young as 8 ive been fighting a battle against depression, anxiety and for the last 3 years ptsd. Clearly I've been losing. I'm tired of living in this world of grey. I'm honestly ... getting close to my breaking point.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best