still trying to figure out how to upload w/o youtube nuking the quality. sorry my videos r always 3 pixels, but the essence and spirit is always there!
Gives me an early Mountain Goats vibe! Like All Hail West Texas, you and your style do a good job turning the limitations of equipment into a feature (: maybe with some Pvris undertones? Cool AF whatever the case, you've got a fan in Michigan if you ever tour! Definitely listen on the daily
Hey, i'm not sure you'll ever read this, but your music has been a HUGE crutch in my last couple months. My older brother fell into gang violence and drugs and was living in a tent outside the city and the cops found him burned alive, just a charred corpse, and I haven't been able to release a single tear because I just refused it to be true. We were from the same father from different mothers, so different households and both were abusive. Everyone hated him and everyone hated me but when, the few times I got to see him, was peace. It all went away, he was strong and violent and taught me how to be a man, and I stood up for him and he stood up for me against our own family both sides. But, in the last couple days i've been getting drunk to your songs and finally crying, over, and over, and over, and I just want to thank you. Through your voice i'm allowed to still live with my brother, and it means the WORLD to me. We aren't punching each other, or racing cars anymore but, he's here, I know he his, thank you. Something in the emotion of your voice connected with me and allowed me to finally let it all out, I am forever grateful.
You have a gift for transmitting emotions. The quality of the video or audio on RUclips does not matter. The soul of an artist that you have shines and is visible to all of us. Thank you for sharing it and for continuing to fight to achieve your dreams. 🖤✨
This is a masterpiece. The story, the emotion, the chords. All spectacular! And not even RUclips can diminish your quality and spirit because this. This is quality.
Lyrics [Verse 1] Sweet sad face So heavy From being alone I hold you And my arms Feel tired We sit for hours Listening to the static In our heads In our heads In our heads [Chorus] Oh Oh, baby It's so painful To be together I should've left Already [Verse 2] Do you Really love me Or do you just love The idea Of it Do you Really see me Or am I to you A thing Of fantasy [Chorus] Oh Oh, baby It's so painful To be together I should've left Already [Verse 3] I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I've become something I didn't know I could be I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry [Outro] Oh Oh, baby It's so painful To be together I'm sorry I... I... Should've known better
Incredible talent, incredible instrumentals, incredible vocals and emotion. I can hear the passion and emotion especially toward the end. This is true art, this is someone laying their soul out.
SUCH an underrated artist, really glad you showed up on my reccomend one day because you stand out as a great artist, keep your dreaming going because it's a good one🔥🔥
My long term girlfriend just broke up with me. She had been doing a bunch of different things that hurt me, but I love her so much so I let it go. I changed over and over again to be who she wanted me to be but it wasn't enough. When she said she couldn't be with me it hurt like nothing else. I listened to these songs before we broke up, and now afterwards. Music hits way differently after a break up like that. I still really love her and I know I shouldn't but if she would ask I would go right back.
Whouaw- this song is just amazing thank you you to exist and make song :3. Please continue ^^ When painful together will be aviable on spotify ? I can't want to put the song in my playlist ;-;.
Your song is awesome. And the people here do understand that. Overwhelming guitarplay. Loved every second! But why does no one here talk about how beautiful you are.
Wahou , encore une fois , j'ai reçu une claque émotionnellement !!! Merci , mille fois merci ! Au travers de cette chanson , j'ai ressenti tellement d'émotions et de sentiments . Une âme mélancolique et torturée mais en même temps apaisante et généreuse , un esprit tellement fort et sensible à la fois. Merci de nous partager tes chansons qui sont très touchantes. C'est pas grave la mauvaise qualité video , le plus important c'est ce que tu fais ressentir grâce à ta voix , tes textes et ta musique ! Je te souhaite les meilleures choses , que tes voeux se réalisent. Je vais partager cette video et ta page youtube autour de moi le plus possible.
descubrí a esta niña por casualidad y volví a eso del 2017 cuando era feliz escuchaba lil peep y mi mayor preocupación eran mis notas y no morir virgen
Okay the chord progression and like, minor discordant sound happening at the minute mark onwards is just MMPH and then the breakdown back to nervous calm. Did you summon Kurt Cobains soul or something?
damn oliva, i just got outta a really bad relationship, i was trying to move on after dating someone for a year. i am really happen that i left the one right after. i feel horrible for what i did and i really hate myself for it. i don't think i could have found this at a better time. Even though now I'm trying to move on from now 2 people and idk what to do or how to live, but i know i did the right thing. I just wish i could get back what i once had, even though i was being abused and manipulated it felt so good. it felt good to want and to need, but she really did not need or want me, it was all one sided. thank you olivia
i dont wanna be weird but i was playing this on in the back ground as I draw and at 1:55 i had an ex tell me these exact words. perception of reality is a really complex thing, assuming is a dangerous part of it if youre assuming negative things or the wrong things. Perhaps i did only love the idea of it, im unsure how that's possible, its a perspective of reality i think is a bit too black and white but its valid. i can be psychotic and delusional and its a hard thing to process a crazy persons intentions when they cant understand it themselves, but now that i realize it was potential in us that you were after, I had to have been way to absorbed in my overthinking spirally panicky existential nature to ever listen to your emotions, your perspective. and now i own my sins, i pay for them and i hope you manifested the one for you and I hope to lern my lesson. the universe hasnt killed me yet so... I suppose i take that as a good sign and I wait til it does catch up to me, as it will all of us. What's meant to be will be
still trying to figure out how to upload w/o youtube nuking the quality. sorry my videos r always 3 pixels, but the essence and spirit is always there!
Definitely has some incredible spirit
-CHEFS KISS.🤌🏾-
Gives me an early Mountain Goats vibe! Like All Hail West Texas, you and your style do a good job turning the limitations of equipment into a feature (: maybe with some Pvris undertones? Cool AF whatever the case, you've got a fan in Michigan if you ever tour! Definitely listen on the daily
deez
It adds to the charm
the authenticity of a song made at home rather then a studio is beautiful. I love this so much keep it up.
Hey, i'm not sure you'll ever read this, but your music has been a HUGE crutch in my last couple months. My older brother fell into gang violence and drugs and was living in a tent outside the city and the cops found him burned alive, just a charred corpse, and I haven't been able to release a single tear because I just refused it to be true. We were from the same father from different mothers, so different households and both were abusive. Everyone hated him and everyone hated me but when, the few times I got to see him, was peace. It all went away, he was strong and violent and taught me how to be a man, and I stood up for him and he stood up for me against our own family both sides. But, in the last couple days i've been getting drunk to your songs and finally crying, over, and over, and over, and I just want to thank you. Through your voice i'm allowed to still live with my brother, and it means the WORLD to me. We aren't punching each other, or racing cars anymore but, he's here, I know he his, thank you. Something in the emotion of your voice connected with me and allowed me to finally let it all out, I am forever grateful.
You have taught me that being online and never looking up is a good thing. Almost missed this upload
i’m chronically online as well, us loners stick together
Quickly becoming one of my favorites along with Hop Along and Ume. Thanks for the awesome music
You have a gift for transmitting emotions. The quality of the video or audio on RUclips does not matter.
The soul of an artist that you have shines and is visible to all of us.
Thank you for sharing it and for continuing to fight to achieve your dreams. 🖤✨
omg Olivia I'm so in love with your songs, they make me cry, but it's a good thing, because before, I didn't feel anything at all. So, thank you
as a composer myself. i really like your melodies.
your chord changes are uniquely your own.
you have a strange, but lovely charm.
This is a masterpiece. The story, the emotion, the chords. All spectacular! And not even RUclips can diminish your quality and spirit because this. This is quality.
I love your songs so much they always hold so much meaning and your voice is always so amazing
Olive if u ever read this, know that ur such an inspiration 2 me! thank u sm for always putting out awesome stuff 🤍
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sweet sad face
So heavy
From being alone
I hold you
And my arms
Feel tired
We sit for hours
Listening to the static
In our heads
In our heads
In our heads
[Chorus]
Oh
Oh, baby
It's so painful
To be together
I should've left
Already
[Verse 2]
Do you
Really love me
Or do you just love
The idea
Of it
Do you
Really see me
Or am I to you
A thing
Of fantasy
[Chorus]
Oh
Oh, baby
It's so painful
To be together
I should've left
Already
[Verse 3]
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I've become something
I didn't know I could be
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
[Outro]
Oh
Oh, baby
It's so painful
To be together
I'm sorry
I...
I...
Should've known better
The amount of honesty and emotion in all of your songs is beautiful and genuine. Such incredible talent in every release
Keep practicing and working. You're awesome! I'm an old painter and still learning. You have what it takes!! ❤
Incredible talent, incredible instrumentals, incredible vocals and emotion. I can hear the passion and emotion especially toward the end. This is true art, this is someone laying their soul out.
thank you
This song hit home, ty for this masterpiece I'm glad I got to witness
Love this song, reminds me of me and my mates jamming out in our early 20s, only you're much much more polished of course
SUCH an underrated artist, really glad you showed up on my reccomend one day because you stand out as a great artist, keep your dreaming going because it's a good one🔥🔥
I love listening to your songs, they are very beautiful
This is amazing! Keep up the fantastic work Olivia!
To admit that these lyrics are a reflection of me is easy.
Please never stop making songs, you are a very big inspiration for me. thank you
You have been a big inspiration for me to make my own music, so thank you for the amazing music. You’ll make it big
You're unfairly pretty lol this is such a cool jam. Everyone needs a homie like you around to liven the room
Thanks for sharing this. It's beautiful.
Another late night banger so glad I came across ur songs
wish this was on spotify
My long term girlfriend just broke up with me. She had been doing a bunch of different things that hurt me, but I love her so much so I let it go. I changed over and over again to be who she wanted me to be but it wasn't enough. When she said she couldn't be with me it hurt like nothing else. I listened to these songs before we broke up, and now afterwards. Music hits way differently after a break up like that. I still really love her and I know I shouldn't but if she would ask I would go right back.
Thnxs4existing. I needed this.
The song rocks! The chords are so satisfying. Love your guitarwork and the dynamics as well as the expressiveness of your voice. Cheers.
Always excited to hear something new from you!
Whouaw- this song is just amazing thank you you to exist and make song :3. Please continue ^^
When painful together will be aviable on spotify ? I can't want to put the song in my playlist ;-;.
painfully beautiful
crazy part is after this tour with sign crush motorist she is gonna be the new up coming artist. preemptive congrats Olivia!
damn i felt this one. i just recently got out of a relationship that i absolutely was not ready for.
Your song is awesome. And the people here do understand that. Overwhelming guitarplay. Loved every second! But why does no one here talk about how beautiful you are.
Windful prayer of this healing myusikd
Your music feels very homey on this channel, glad I'm a little early this time
Wahou , encore une fois , j'ai reçu une claque émotionnellement !!! Merci , mille fois merci ! Au travers de cette chanson , j'ai ressenti tellement d'émotions et de sentiments . Une âme mélancolique et torturée mais en même temps apaisante et généreuse , un esprit tellement fort et sensible à la fois. Merci de nous partager tes chansons qui sont très touchantes. C'est pas grave la mauvaise qualité video , le plus important c'est ce que tu fais ressentir grâce à ta voix , tes textes et ta musique ! Je te souhaite les meilleures choses , que tes voeux se réalisent. Je vais partager cette video et ta page youtube autour de moi le plus possible.
I thought it was edited, so much red!
Flamethrower of a song
Your voice and rhythm get me
-THREE TIMES REPLAYED..ANOTHER ONE I CAN JUST PLAY ON REPEAT AND MEDITATE.🙌🏾🙏🏾🤌🏾-
real
Refreshing to hear this style from someone new🔥
Thank you very much for your songs! They're beautiful! Спасибо!
cool riff and transition also i liked the ending
Thank you as always for your work, olivia!
When will it be available on spotify? Can't wait..
-HIGH FREQUENCY BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO DROP ANOTHER ONE.-
olivia your music is everything to me i love it so much
please come to st louis!!
loves your's songs
Nice find for me. Sounds awesome
It's painful to be apart, too...
How do we win?
Where is Love?
Someone I once dates asked me if i was in love with the idea of love... she was wrong and right at the same time
I like the sound in this song! I’m also a songwriter, you sound hella good! I have a similar style with my guitar
descubrí a esta niña por casualidad y volví a eso del 2017 cuando era feliz escuchaba lil peep y mi mayor preocupación eran mis notas y no morir virgen
damn that was sick af. you were jammin so hard, I could feel the soul on that one.
saw you live and you played this, had to be my favorite song. are you going to release it on any other platforms?
nother banger
Beautiful song ❤❤❤
this iss really pretty
What a voice, my god
i love your music! greetings from Mexico! ❤️
Love you Olive
I need a boa-duvet cover from you omg
Yeah, this is fire. That breakdown. Sheeeesh
painfully accurate
Okay the chord progression and like, minor discordant sound happening at the minute mark onwards is just MMPH and then the breakdown back to nervous calm. Did you summon Kurt Cobains soul or something?
Such a beautiful song
damn oliva, i just got outta a really bad relationship, i was trying to move on after dating someone for a year. i am really happen that i left the one right after. i feel horrible for what i did and i really hate myself for it. i don't think i could have found this at a better time. Even though now I'm trying to move on from now 2 people and idk what to do or how to live, but i know i did the right thing. I just wish i could get back what i once had, even though i was being abused and manipulated it felt so good. it felt good to want and to need, but she really did not need or want me, it was all one sided. thank you olivia
Great song 💯
You should try facgce tuning, would love to hear that
straight up a vibe
That music makes me feel alive ❤🇧🇷
i dont wanna be weird but i was playing this on in the back ground as I draw and at 1:55 i had an ex tell me these exact words. perception of reality is a really complex thing, assuming is a dangerous part of it if youre assuming negative things or the wrong things. Perhaps i did only love the idea of it, im unsure how that's possible, its a perspective of reality i think is a bit too black and white but its valid. i can be psychotic and delusional and its a hard thing to process a crazy persons intentions when they cant understand it themselves, but now that i realize it was potential in us that you were after, I had to have been way to absorbed in my overthinking spirally panicky existential nature to ever listen to your emotions, your perspective. and now i own my sins, i pay for them and i hope you manifested the one for you and I hope to lern my lesson. the universe hasnt killed me yet so... I suppose i take that as a good sign and I wait til it does catch up to me, as it will all of us. What's meant to be will be
what? you mean that your partner said exact The same words as they were playing in the song at that moment?
@@szymonadamczuk5367 she said thoes words and they just stuck with me
With like an owl song voice still full la backbeating
Like falalaworyh a boomhoot
this is so good i love it more than i love macaroni and cheese ❤
she loves the smiths as do i!!
Alluring chords, entrancing voice.
you are the best
Sick stuff❤
Very good and nice song
Love it
Genuinely good, very inspiring
You should be hitting that Harmonic note every time
Your music reminds me so much of Laura Veirs. I have to wonder if she's an inspiration to you? Great stuff!
I don't even know why you love me. But I will try. I want to feel again. I am tired of feeling numb
i love your music
This reminds me of the cranberries in the best way possible
You’re so talented
So authentic
I'm here, I made it. You're cool as always :)
Excellent 😊
AAAAAAAAAA thisss iss soooooo gooood
Are you okay olivia? This seems pretty sad
We got a psychiatrist
banger
Slay bruv, keep banging the Gtar fella💅
bro, thank you ❤
So talented!