Here in 2021 cuz I was going through messages from my bestie and she’d sent this a few years ago... I never listened. I always listened so idk how I missed this one. She left me a month ago and I couldn’t tell her goodbye or even how much I loved her. Rest in heaven Mands, love you 💔
this girl is truly talented and deserves so much, her rap isn't about some stupid shit most rappers tend to write, aka Nicki Minaj etc, her lyrics have a meaning and aren't all about having a good life, good looks, money and what she wears, they are genuine and that's what I love about her🎶💕
blurryzoe The instrumental is one of Nicki Minaji's songs, Autobiography. She does have a lot of good songs, but the only ones that get recognized are the trashy ones.
I know you won't reply to this but thank you for saving my daughter she wanted to give up cause she being bully at school she tells me "Mom why do i gotta go through this i just wanna give up but I can't because i have you and a family who cares for me" and then when she hears all your songs she told me "the only 2 people i need is God and you I'm just gonna let the haters hate" thank you so much she loves you alot❤
I know you won't see this but 5 years ago you saved my life with your music thank you for everytime I listened to your songs it helped when I was going through being bullied and my family issues and it helped me get better when it came to my depression and suicidal thoughts I will always listen to your songs because you truly have an amazing gift Stay strong and God bless
I'm always crying myself to sleep at night! But I definitely use your words as protection my friends say I have a easy life...but honestly if anyone saw the thoughts that go on in my head they probably still wouldn't care! ;-; I'm crying right now I just want to thank you because every time I hear your songs it makes me feel way better and it makes me feel like your the only one who really cares. ❤️
use that energy for positive ideas and looking on the bright side. you still have a lot of life. youll look back and laugh. stay strong and ask God for the things you can't do and what you can do do it hard.
I feel like crying all the time but I don’t and I listen to these raps and they make me feel better but what usually do is look at Marilyn Monroe quotes or think about her she makes me feel stronger than I ever was and her quotes help me get by and also my two best friends to be honest it it was for my two best friends or Marilyn Monroe I don’t even think I would be here to be honest I have thought about suicide but I have never been brave enough to try it and I always used to think that I’m a waste of space and I don’t belong in this world but then I took an interest in Marilyn Monroe and I found out she was the exact same she was in out of foster homes and in a orphanage and she still became successful and she’s such an inspiration to me and not a day goes by when I don’t think about her my other friends think I am a weirdo or a creep for liking her but my two best friends don’t mind they think she’s cool like me and they support me but we don’t live in the same country so we all can’t see each other which I hate so I’m always alone at school because my friend Chantelle has new friends and my other friends are just mean to me so everything is hard but I always feel better talking about my feelings because nobody judges me I just think this society has to change and become more nicer to everyone
+wild, ridiculous and crazy world Im 14 too, and i have been through some tough shit. Just stay you boo, and dont let anyone push you down. Keep your head up, and keep pushing on. 💞
........ Speechless. this girl right here is RARE!! a mind set deeper than sex appeal.. that's something amazing and her points of view are phenomenal. I Know this is over 2 years old but I hope you're still ripping these beats and being YOU!! You're amazing
I still listen to your raps about 2 years ago I went through a horrible depression. I would lay on my bedroom floor crying with scissors and my phone would be blowing up with my friends trynna call it I always ignored them.. I am in such a better place and mind state all because of you THANK YOU 🙏
When I first found this song I was at my lowest of lows and almost kms. But thanks to this song I was able to actually get my courage and self-confidence back slowly. if the creator sees this I wanna say thank you
After I attempted my suicide I turned to rap and I proud to say that she helped me through my hard times, and I’m still rapping because she inspired me. Thank you
I hope you get famous cuz i want to see you up there for everyone can know you cu you have some good songs that come from your heart that's what I want to here this everytime I'm going to school bye have a good day
I dedicated this poém to my Dad a few months ago: I love you Dad... Don't you ever forget that... You have always been there for me, even thou your ways of doing so was perhaps a bit crazy... You taught me how to fight for myself, you always helps, and even thou our time together has of not been that long you remain strong...And I couldn't wish for anymore. In my eyes you will always be a legend, a Man that beckoned at everything that could of have been seen as scary and unpleasant. You showed me what I can do as well as NEVER to stop reaching for the higher things in life. You truly are a legend to me, and I know that you will always be, you even wrote my Initials into your arm to last for eternity... I love you undoubtedly and I am so lucky and proud to be capable of calling you my Daddy.
I was around 12-13 when I first heard this. Junior high days doing silly things, fighting my self & others just hurt & angry. A lot of those negative thoughts, contemplating life during those times but I truly felt the message. Real powerful music. Almost 21 & never thought I’d see to experience life this far. Thank you, Clariyah 🌹 Believe in yourself, to whomever reads this. You can do it.
Damnnn I’ve been here since she started and here in 2021 she’s a goat 🐐 👏🏼👏🏼 I used to cry to her raps helped me through a lot of shit man 😭 GOD BLESS HER WITH MUCH MORE SUCCESS YOU DESERVE IT 🤟🏼💙🙏🏽
I know you won't reply to this but I'm the girl my mom was talking about "Ingrid Pagan" I'm her daughter but everything she said is true so I want to thank you so much your really a talented person if it wasn't for you I think I wouldn't even be here right now thank you so much for helping me be strong in life I love you and keep up the good work💌 God bless you❣😘Your songs really help me...From now on imma leave everything in God hands😇
I love your raps .. I swear they speak to me on such a personal level.. Honestly thank you.. Cause if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be able to continue fight depression this rap gave me faith that I could make it! Continue doing what you love
your not nothing to me your everything to me your my best friend and your my favourite hero idol and my favourite hero idol music artist hero both at the same time aswell as that too thanks thank you from cheyenne thompson 22yrs old uk.
your raps are the best they help me so much please don't stop writing them because of some haters that can't get a life so fuck them haters stay strong clariyah thank u u helped me this song is so me girls r expected to be beutiful strait girls that wear dresses and skirts and crock tops and butt shorts but this made me realize to be myself which is tomboy boy shirts and long pants so thank u I am being myself from now on
Your raps save me. Every time if feel suicidal Iv listened to your music and Iv never felt someone been thru similar to me. You saved many people’s life ❤️
Miss Clariyah you helped me when I was at my lowest and I loved that you did people think they are better than me I also had bad thoughts but I saw this and thought damn she is really brave to do this I just want you to know that you helped me throught alot! I thank you! Bless you girl!!!!
Been listening since I was 10yo, you supported me through depression more than anyone else could. 16 now and I still come back to your music whenever shit gets bad again.
That is literally the dumbest thing I've ever heard .. please tell me how do you sound a color ? Can someone sound Yellow or Orange too? please tell me, sweetie .
Yes!!!!! get it girl!! I have been watching all of of videos I could find. You are soooo talented!! no one has to tell you, but keep it up. You are so inspirational.
Hey gorgeous people!! I dropped a new video about career updates & having a baby💙 link is here : ruclips.net/video/gD9WkfPP5WM/видео.html
It’s 2020 and I still come here 😭i 1st started listening to her when I was 17 her raps saved me ❤️
Me to:)))
Same here 2021🥰
Same but since I was 13
same !!
Here in 2021 cuz I was going through messages from my bestie and she’d sent this a few years ago... I never listened. I always listened so idk how I missed this one. She left me a month ago and I couldn’t tell her goodbye or even how much I loved her. Rest in heaven Mands, love you 💔
It’s 2019 and I still listen to this daily.
Its 2020 and im on it 😂❤❤
it’s 2020 and I still listen to this
It’s 2020 and I still listen to this often💜
2020 and still listen to this song
Isis Mac what about in 2020?
1,000,000,000,x better than any female rapper right now. Shes so underrated.
Rite
Truth
Because she speaks the truth. Famous female rappers only rap about sex and their dry ass pussies
KatieKatouree frr
than ANY rapper
this girl is truly talented and deserves so much, her rap isn't about some stupid shit most rappers tend to write, aka Nicki Minaj etc, her lyrics have a meaning and aren't all about having a good life, good looks, money and what she wears, they are genuine and that's what I love about her🎶💕
nicki has a lot of meaningful songs just cuz you haven't heard of them doesn't mean they don't exist
blurryzoe The instrumental is one of Nicki Minaji's songs, Autobiography. She does have a lot of good songs, but the only ones that get recognized are the trashy ones.
blurryzoe I agree so much she is a person of relent and this is the kind of music that the world should hear
Amen
maisiemayyxo nickis music was so good 😔 , especially , "marilyn monroe" and "dear old nicki"
Your amazing most rappers rap about fucking breakups while your rapping about reality you deserve way more support.
bruh like man. I love this and its not only breakups tho that's the thing about its just so heartwarming❤❤❤
You're*
No one cares about your correction
her rap is telling people about peace and you tell someone to kill themselves?
Nahh I love life.
Why hasn't she been on Ellen yet?
xNatalie16x Freal
xNatalie16x I was thinking the same thing
right
because she is raw and real...
xNatalie16x omg I agree
I know you won't reply to this but thank you for saving my daughter she wanted to give up cause she being bully at school she tells me "Mom why do i gotta go through this i just wanna give up but I can't because i have you and a family who cares for me" and then when she hears all your songs she told me "the only 2 people i need is God and you I'm just gonna let the haters hate" thank you so much she loves you alot❤
Ingrid Pagan awww I'm glad she overcame everything and stayed strong through it all, wise girl 💖
MissClariyah you I have saved my life 3 times because of your songs I love you I pray to god to let you that thanks
MissClariyah hei
***** thank you😘
Miss quick question I'm a up coming artist. I wanted to know
we need people like this to lead the generation💯💯
maria dominguez mhm
This song saved me many times when I was depressed and suicidal. Thank you.
Me too
+KatieKatouree same
It saved ALL of us 😫😫😇
+Juicycotournannii T fr💯💯
whata the name of that song on the background? ?
dang thats deep and real. So inspirational and kinda makes me wanna write some lyrics down
Diana Ramos exactly
Diana Ramos same...I've started....but I need help
Ms. halfblackgirl I'm here
Diana Ramos true
•D33_D33• #2 I already rap... but I don't post on YT. My music is way to deep. But my older brother records me rapping on Snapchat.
I respect her 💯. Hands down 🙌
I know you won't see this but 5 years ago you saved my life with your music thank you for everytime I listened to your songs it helped when I was going through being bullied and my family issues and it helped me get better when it came to my depression and suicidal thoughts
I will always listen to your songs because you truly have an amazing gift
Stay strong and God bless
I just discovered you. I am just in tears with every video I click on. Needed this thank you
me too
for those who wanted to know the background music 🎶🎶
Beanie Sigel- Feel it in the air (Instrumental)
8 years and I still remember the lyrics. You’ve always been a true inspiration. You’ve helped me so much, then and now ❤️
It’s 2020 and I still listen to this
god damn girl you have true talent, with words that people can relate to. i love it.
I'm always crying myself to sleep at night! But I definitely use your words as protection my friends say I have a easy life...but honestly if anyone saw the thoughts that go on in my head they probably still wouldn't care! ;-; I'm crying right now I just want to thank you because every time I hear your songs it makes me feel way better and it makes me feel like your the only one who really cares. ❤️
Everything will be ok I Promise!!
use that energy for positive ideas and looking on the bright side. you still have a lot of life. youll look back and laugh. stay strong and ask God for the things you can't do and what you can do do it hard.
Sha Sha 1642 ya I feel the same I feel so alone and i feel like my friends don't care but u know face it and stay strong
I feel like crying all the time but I don’t and I listen to these raps and they make me feel better but what usually do is look at Marilyn Monroe quotes or think about her she makes me feel stronger than I ever was and her quotes help me get by and also my two best friends to be honest it it was for my two best friends or Marilyn Monroe I don’t even think I would be here to be honest I have thought about suicide but I have never been brave enough to try it and I always used to think that I’m a waste of space and I don’t belong in this world but then I took an interest in Marilyn Monroe and I found out she was the exact same she was in out of foster homes and in a orphanage and she still became successful and she’s such an inspiration to me and not a day goes by when I don’t think about her my other friends think I am a weirdo or a creep for liking her but my two best friends don’t mind they think she’s cool like me and they support me but we don’t live in the same country so we all can’t see each other which I hate so I’m always alone at school because my friend Chantelle has new friends and my other friends are just mean to me so everything is hard but I always feel better talking about my feelings because nobody judges me I just think this society has to change and become more nicer to everyone
Idk what it is about this girl but whenever I'm depressed I listen to her and her voice makes me let it all out
Same
+wild, ridiculous and crazy world Im 14 too, and i have been through some tough shit. Just stay you boo, and dont let anyone push you down. Keep your head up, and keep pushing on. 💞
***** i think i added you
that's so true!
Hey Everybody!! Riyah here, yes I'm still alive and making music
I'm dropping remixes every week on my RUclips channel
She needs a record deal
........ Speechless. this girl right here is RARE!! a mind set deeper than sex appeal.. that's something amazing and her points of view are phenomenal. I Know this is over 2 years old but I hope you're still ripping these beats and being YOU!! You're amazing
damn dont stop making vídeos, your truly amazing. Gets me emocional everytime, you have a great future ahead of u 💕 i love u
oh my gosh, she is an awsome rapper I love all of her raps!
I still listen to your raps about 2 years ago I went through a horrible depression. I would lay on my bedroom floor crying with scissors and my phone would be blowing up with my friends trynna call it I always ignored them.. I am in such a better place and mind state all because of you THANK YOU 🙏
This girl is so talented. I love all her lyrics
Been listening to you since I was 13! 20 now and still love everything you have made.
Damn, this is the most realist shit I've ever heard, she deserves an award.
She's honestly the girl version of Eminem
For sure! How nice would it be if she and eminem rapping a duet would. Their both have the best sense of rhythm in my eyes
+Deliana D omg I need that duet in my life
+Joan Sto.Domingo right?!
ikr
+brooke moore true
rapping from the soul is great, you'll never be replaced by anyone. your such an inspiration :)
This is beautiful. The world definately needs to know you.
Omggg 9 years later and this is so relatable. I pray God takes you to higher heights we will win the fight.
Straight Up Gifted! grab ahold of every moment.. hang on to that pen and don't ever quit writing your own. You're Owning with all your heart! ♡
girl i love you!!!! You are so amazing! I showed my mom you and she loves you! So does my friends!
7 years later and. I’m back , you helped me get through being Homeless and now losing my brother.
Appreciate your support gorgeous, I'm so sorry for your loss and your trials and tribulations. I hope life blesses you
when she started talking anout god i started balling out my eyes💕
someone who truly speaks the truth glad to know that there is a few of us left god bless you!
She should have been famous she go so hard her lyrics an delivery everything she’s dope!
I cry every time!
***** hey! would you mind checking out my video of me rapping about bullying also?
Nah man I'm good 👍
When I first found this song I was at my lowest of lows and almost kms. But thanks to this song I was able to actually get my courage and self-confidence back slowly. if the creator sees this I wanna say thank you
You are the realest female rapper @ this moment .. You go girl .. Love from belgium ..
I love how most rappers mention God saying they are god. She praises him. So amazing 💕
Someone really needs to sign her? She should be a star already
she deserves way more recognition, everyone needs to listen to her bc this is real. she has so much talent and truth in her words💯
I may not be a girl but your videos made me not to give up thank you
I would love to
After I attempted my suicide I turned to rap and I proud to say that she helped me through my hard times, and I’m still rapping because she inspired me. Thank you
I hope you get famous cuz i want to see you up there for everyone can know you cu you have some good songs that come from your heart that's what I want to here this everytime I'm going to school bye have a good day
i come back every month of every year and listen to this song for hours i been down all the roads u speak on in this song it hit the soul just right
I dedicated this poém to my Dad a few months ago:
I love you Dad... Don't you ever forget that... You have always been there for me, even thou your ways of doing so was perhaps a bit crazy... You taught me how to fight for myself, you always helps, and even thou our time together has of not been that long you remain strong...And I couldn't wish for anymore. In my eyes you will always be a legend, a Man that beckoned at everything that could of have been seen as scary and unpleasant. You showed me what I can do as well as NEVER to stop reaching for the higher things in life. You truly are a legend to me, and I know that you will always be, you even wrote my Initials into your arm to last for eternity... I love you undoubtedly and I am so lucky and proud to be capable of calling you my Daddy.
I was around 12-13 when I first heard this. Junior high days doing silly things, fighting my self & others just hurt & angry. A lot of those negative thoughts, contemplating life during those times but I truly felt the message. Real powerful music. Almost 21 & never thought I’d see to experience life this far. Thank you, Clariyah 🌹
Believe in yourself, to whomever reads this. You can do it.
Damn I love all your raps I could feel it u rap real shit
That is what you call inspiration, she is the most real, down to earth person I've seen in this world👍🏻
PLEEAASSEE GO ON BGT AND RELEASE THESE INTO THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2021 & still listening to all her old songs! 😭🤍
this song describes me so much...
This girl is the definition of life, you made me rethink so much, thank you. xx
How are you not the top star yet?
I don’t know why you don’t have a million subscribers yet your raps are so real 💯
I've seen two videos and I already love her music ❤❤
Damnnn I’ve been here since she started and here in 2021 she’s a goat 🐐 👏🏼👏🏼 I used to cry to her raps helped me through a lot of shit man 😭 GOD BLESS HER WITH MUCH MORE SUCCESS YOU DESERVE IT 🤟🏼💙🙏🏽
U woman deserve a damn career!!! U RAP GUD no...AWESOME! and ur am awesome human!
Xx Meli xX AMEN
her songs r so deep like they literally gave me chill bumps
she has great talent she she should expose this talent on the rap game
She is so pretty..and I love all of her songs..love u girl.❤💜
I know you won't reply to this but I'm the girl my mom was talking about "Ingrid Pagan" I'm her daughter but everything she said is true so I want to thank you so much your really a talented person if it wasn't for you I think I wouldn't even be here right now thank you so much for helping me be strong in life I love you and keep up the good work💌 God bless you❣😘Your songs really help me...From now on imma leave everything in God hands😇
this truly made me cry, she raps the truth.
everything I hear on this channel is so true
You don't know how many times I listened to this song when I was down. You are the realist person I have heard and keep doing you💯💯
the best ppl r just so underrated
She is amazing. I am blown away.
this touched me😢😢💧
She needs to all be on the news she amazing💜
I love you so fucking much! You have helped me so much!! ❤
she hasnt helped you, she helped you help yourself to feel the way you deserve (you deserve to be happy and always happy)
I love your raps .. I swear they speak to me on such a personal level.. Honestly thank you.. Cause if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be able to continue fight depression this rap gave me faith that I could make it! Continue doing what you love
you're my role model, I can relate to a lot. thank you.
The part when she said I've been in different homes since 15 hit hard.
Ur amazing!! Ur so inspiring! I'm speechless and almost crying❤️❤️
i respect this girl so much right now. damn, those lyrics are deeper than the ocean itself.
i listen to you rap on a daily bases, you always put me in a better mood.
Yass :)
SLAY
i feel like this every day and i cried when i heard this
oh my gosh she is so amazing. Like really the words that are coming from her mouth make my heart hurt
Damn this was sooo good. glad I found out about you!!
your not nothing to me your everything to me your my best friend and your my favourite hero idol and my favourite hero idol music artist hero both at the same time aswell as that too thanks thank you from cheyenne thompson 22yrs old uk.
your raps are the best they help me so much please don't stop writing them because of some haters that can't get a life so fuck them haters stay strong clariyah thank u u helped me this song is so me girls r expected to be beutiful strait girls that wear dresses and skirts and crock tops and butt shorts but this made me realize to be myself which is tomboy boy shirts and long pants so thank u I am being myself from now on
i love her she raps really good
I need her songs to be on iTunes
you are my hero. your songs have helped me through all the tough times and I just wanted to say thank you so much xxx
This is so.. omg, love it.
Your raps save me. Every time if feel suicidal Iv listened to your music and Iv never felt someone been thru similar to me. You saved many people’s life ❤️
Very smart and beatiful! You give hope to rap again!
Damn straight
Miss Clariyah you helped me when I was at my lowest and I loved that you did people think they are better than me I also had bad thoughts but I saw this and thought damn she is really brave to do this I just want you to know that you helped me throught alot! I thank you! Bless you girl!!!!
YOU R SUCH A STARRRRRRRRRRRRRR......!!!!'!!!!!!!!!!!'!!!!!!!!!!!
+Torie Pavl . . . thx I get that a lot
Been listening since I was 10yo, you supported me through depression more than anyone else could. 16 now and I still come back to your music whenever shit gets bad again.
Omg she is good and telling the truth love her song and she sounds like she black😍😍😍
Tell me... What does "black" sound like. Because as far as I know. It's a color
She sounds like a black person smart mouth 😒
That is literally the dumbest thing I've ever heard .. please tell me how do you sound a color ? Can someone sound Yellow or Orange too? please tell me, sweetie .
If u sound black then u sound black im not tryna be rasict but she sounds like. Black person
In my book
she makes me happy knowing I have been dealing with depression. it....her...this is amazing
WordStaaar Baebaaaaaay!!!!☝🏾
Yes!!!!! get it girl!! I have been watching all of of videos I could find. You are soooo talented!! no one has to tell you, but keep it up. You are so inspirational.
Your songs are what helps me not to commit suicide thank you so much
Same
I love you girl. I swear you're my #1 idol. Stay a fighter, it'll all get better. I'm struggling with a lot of the same things myself.