Use headphones for the best tingles :) Timestamps: 0:00 Introduction (writing & paper sounds, tea brewing) 3:56 Consultation 8:34 Body Scan Relaxation 14:33 Binaural counting down from 100-1 31:06 Hypnosis Visualization 37:09 Powerful Positive Suggestions to help you live your BEST life 55:03 Binaural counting up from 1-100 1:11:09 Outro
Thank you so much for everything that you do. No part of it goes unnoticed ♥️ I truly appreciate and value your existence from the very bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul. You have the kindest heart and the warmest spirit and you deserve nothing but goodness for all that you do
I just have to say, I love the minimalist approach you took in this video. Your soundscape videos with background music are among my favourite videos but it's nice to just come back to something without music from time to time and to just let myself fall.
Thanks so much for how gentle and safe the beginning was. So many details helped. The body scan and steps help a lot too. It felt understanding and in control/idk. I was instinctively averse to a lot of the affirmations recently, even when like that, but it helps to get there regardless. That's not as easy for me anymore for reasons. I was more receptive today and that's happy. I'm passively very emotional/troubled now when safe enough and it's difficult and feels complicated to let go and take the time for this, but this guided well and helped not drifting off in such ways as much during it. 'me wouldn't have allowed someone in on this level years ago and it feels a bit like a ghost at times. It used to manage stuff like mentioned in the affirmations. I actually feel positive and hopeful today about all of this. Old positive self care mentality feels really accessible (and not excessive/threatening). Honestly the last weeks were extremely awful and felt intense all day/night internally for me, despite being away from the old place. I've been starting to get a grip again and this is hopeful somehow. I'll be putting time for this. It was really relaxing also, so much so I fell asleep early often without intending to. (I felt horrible about not writing anything meaningful faster for this since I care about that, and the statements at the end felt really caring/understanding - regardless of this of course. Apologies still.)
I would like to deeply thank you for this video and for all other videos u have done, as some who suffers from C-ptsd since 17 years, i always find comfort listening to you, and you only above all other ASMR channels. For real you don't know how much you are helping me, you have my respect and gratitude.
I agree entirely, but I definitely miss a lot of her older videos. I understand that as a content creator we grow tired of our previous versions of ourselves and always feel we need to improve upon ourselves and our work, but at the same time I don't think we should forget ourselves and all the previous lives we lived. Time and memory are such fragile things, and we shouldn't take them for granted. Some of your older videos have helped me as well with depression and PTSD symptoms such as cognitive dissonance. your videos have always grounded me and while I do appreciate all the effort you put into your newer videos, I also greatly value the simplicity and the wholesomeness of your older Sage videos
Happy New Moon in Aquarius! I hope that the start of your year has gone well for you, I’m always sending you positive energy from America! Much love! 💕
Can it get better than a fellow tealer making an emotionally intelligent warm hearted super long asmr video? I doooon't think so😍 This is incredible work Ally. Thank you so much❤️ Ps: Cheers to putting the book in here as well. Hopefully many people will check it out. Such a game changer *hugs*
I don’t usually comment but your videos are incredibly calming. I have ADHD and that is not easy to do so I greatly appreciate every video you put out!
This put me to sleep so fast, I missed a lot of the roleplay so now I'm going to listen to it again! this was so great tho. I always love your setups. Happy 2020
@@Escreality I'm free now. They released me couse I told them I have no negative thoughts anymore...I lied. It's impossible with bipolar disorder in depression episode. And how are you?
So today I found A rather unusual deck of cards and how they seemed to connect to themselves. What's more interesting is the connection each one. For instance this deck had a jack card which was new from my experience in decks so I wondered how it connects to the others. It had a very strong connection with the queen and when treating it to not so pleasent interactions ( lightning on fire or slowly cutting at it bit by bit that sort of thing) the queen had a considerable reaction of suffering. Interesting indeed. Further research will need to be done.
More interesting developments. Indeed the jack card hold a strong connection to the queen as the more it is twisted the more the queen breaks down becoming frail and fragile. But what's most interesting is a new card that has surfaced that was lurking in the shadows of the deck. This card is something else. It seems to be quite fond of the shadows as if all it's color has faded away and only a fully blackened out card remains. But there is more. This card, this card is slowly devouring it's box it's been held in. Like it's imprisoned. A storm of darkness that has yet to surface. And the queen. The queen seems drawn to the shadows as if it's looking for something. But as the queen gets closer you can seen the queen starting to decay as if the card inside the shadows is devouring it. This is interesting indeed. What is this card of the shadow and what will become of it. More investigating will be needed. Something powerful is coming I can feel it
Hope you're doing well. Can you please reupload recently deleted videos ? A lot of those were really helpful. Some were my go to videos when I couldn't sleep. Hide it behind patreon if you must, but let me know. Thanks.
If you’ve read the faq (and the answers to all of these questions) she won’t do that at any cost, she has some of them in an old playlist here.. and really doesn’t enjoy having those there either. So you’ll just have to respect that as it is her content and if she doesn’t feel comfortable sharing it everyone should respect that even if it helps some. A lot of people reupload content creators old content and I personally thinks it’s rude cause it’s her’s content and that’s why you don’t get any answers either. She made a faq about it and I think respecting that is the least. But many download a copy of their favorite videos, but doesn’t it feel wrong watching them knowing she’d feel awful knowing people did so I’m taking the time to answer but I shouldn’t, she’s talked about this so many times
Awesome Video :-) but may I ask you something? Where is the "war is over video of yours? It helped me so much during an anxiety attack or fear in general? Anyway, much love🥰🤗
Today I awoke from hearing the sweet sounds of tormented screaming. There truly is no better sounds to wake to. How truly relaxing. Like if you cut a small but of flesh and slowly pulled it all the way down. Now that's a truly wonderful scream
I've noticed a trend that when she does close-up whispers/soft-spoken, she doesn't like to show herself. Maybe it's weird for her? I donated to Cutebunny992 years ago requesting the same style and she said she was uncomfortable doing such things. Maybe it's similar.
@@wingy200 She also keeps the microphone out of frame, which makes it a lot harder to manage placement of everything to be able to be 'close up' audio-wise, aligned properly with both sound and visual placement, and not running into some part of the actual recording setup between the mic, camera, lighting, etc... and then juggling that lot would detract from how natural she could make it all feel for the viewer. By using a more 'static' backdrop, it frees her up to be a lot more creative with the soundscape, and lets the viewer/listener fill in the visual details with their own imagination. And, especially for longer recordings, it also frees her to layer audio after the fact, free of disjoint visual cues, and pretty well completely avoid visual 'cuts' for cleaning up things like noisy neighbors (because the probability of getting 70+ minutes of usable footage in one take is pretty much nonexistent).
i don't remember much after the stair 25 i guess, i do remember about a key and a door, i remember she was saying things but i don't know what, the last thing i do remember is she saying to me open my eyes, they are pink for some reason, i spend 1 hour here but i don't remember almost nothing about this hour, it was like 15 minutes for me XD
i love your asmr im from China and four years ago i first watched your asmr video i still remember the title of that video was "{ASMR} Good Morning! Coffee And The Newspaper With Your Girlfriend - Roleplay" i really liked it and put it into my favorites This time i use VPN to find you on RUclips. But...i find that my girlfriend had left me... i mean that video is not available and i now regret not having saved that video
Night time. There is no better time of day. And how it comes about speaks volumes. It's a lot like the shadows I been researching. How it slowly takes over everything and consumes the land into shadow. As if all life has been washed away. Quite emptyness. Like a Barron wasteland left to die. It is like returning home after a long day but even better. All it needs now is the darkness to take shape and then the nights will be truly powerful. The shadows are coming, I can feel it's approach. Hold on to your loved ones. Hold on to your souls. It's gonna be a bumpy ride. I wonder how this will mix in with this deck of cards. How far can one twist the queen before it becomes truly deformed.
That sucks that it's gone. I liked that one. She also removed her Breakfast with your girlfriend video. I loved that one. I'm not that surprised since I know Ally hates all her old videos but I still always feel bad when they're gone. I think that one day she'll remove all her old videos.
It's not completely logical, but I've been delaying commenting and thanking you for helping until it'd feel more assured and until I'd be minimally trustful about it. I value interacting here, but I was avoiding until that. For the first time in some years I feel like I'm allowed to take care of me. I feel harmony being built in me again. Good habits are being orchestrated and maintained, though it's really not perfect and settled yet. I still avoid things that remind me of old strategies of stressed complex resilience and conditioning, and I avoid too much of those, but it's going better. I can actually be very slightly intense about some things and be involved/care about critical things more. Regardless, I don't have those extra layers of intensified terror and I lack many unsafe feelings in my relational patterns towards reality. I have my bits of terror to frantic evasion, but I also get the opposite and feel grounded often. I've mentioned for the last months that I feel the most extreme amount of relief about this constantly. I even had some really significant old personal holidays to celebrate my self care, self understanding/sympathy, protection, etc. and internal relationships like I used to. The next couple days will test those things very intensely for me. I am terrified, but I will try for me. 5th march is a bit of a significant day when something really hurt and broke me. I would've liked to have that day. I'm going back to an old place somehow. It's irrational how extremely intense and guarded I get for very long even after I'm away from that place. It'll test this new hope and stress me out, but I'll see if I can actually be there for 'me if actual awful stuff happen again. I've been really wanting to say thank you. There's nothing I could've truly wanted apart from that, and I attribute most of the initial switch to this video. All the relief is due to you and I'm really seriously and meaningfully grateful.
I realize this was very matter-of-fact and seemed impersonal. That was my main state of mind that day or two while I was taking care of things, very worried/scared and keeping focus. I just wanted ~to explain why the help had been meaningful, to mention how relieved I had been everyday for a month about desperate issues having a slight hope for progress, and to give thanks. Didn't mean to make it so self centered about going back there and that I was worried it'd destabilize. It felt more authentic I imagine.
You're awesome. Truly. But once, could we get a hot chocolate or hot apple cider, or cup of soup? Tea tea tea, always tea. 😅😅😅 - 💜 ya, kiddo. Keep up the great service to your minions. ☽✪☾
I feel like theres too much nothing in this video. Between talking you have some longer pauses, which gets very obvious when youre counting. In this period, there is no music, obviously no talking, the only background noise is some slight static and there are also no visuals. This to me at least, makes the video feel very empty, and every time you start counting It feels like a slog to get back to the good parts.
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Use headphones for the best tingles :) Timestamps:
0:00 Introduction (writing & paper sounds, tea brewing)
3:56 Consultation
8:34 Body Scan Relaxation
14:33 Binaural counting down from 100-1
31:06 Hypnosis Visualization
37:09 Powerful Positive Suggestions to help you live your BEST life
55:03 Binaural counting up from 1-100
1:11:09 Outro
Love this mix of relaxation techniques. Your voice and words are so soothing for anxiety and relaxation. Thank you!
Thank you so much for everything that you do. No part of it goes unnoticed ♥️
I truly appreciate and value your existence from the very bottom of my heart and the depths of my soul. You have the kindest heart and the warmest spirit and you deserve nothing but goodness for all that you do
Enjoyed this very much my depressed mind got so much peace from this video❤️
Hypnotize me
31:08
Loved this one, but adding a music version would be amazing as well. A notification from you ensures a no PTSD night.
Honestly though. Just one night without flashbacks all i ask
Yess I love her music versions!
I just have to say, I love the minimalist approach you took in this video. Your soundscape videos with background music are among my favourite videos but it's nice to just come back to something without music from time to time and to just let myself fall.
what therapist plays music during therapy? XD
@@Escreality good point^^
@@Escreality Mine used to. =x But there were good reasons for that.
There are no-music versions in the descriptions of these videos.
@@efethecaptain6 I know. I just prefer the ones with music
Thanks so much for how gentle and safe the beginning was. So many details helped. The body scan and steps help a lot too. It felt understanding and in control/idk.
I was instinctively averse to a lot of the affirmations recently, even when like that, but it helps to get there regardless. That's not as easy for me anymore for reasons. I was more receptive today and that's happy.
I'm passively very emotional/troubled now when safe enough and it's difficult and feels complicated to let go and take the time for this, but this guided well and helped not drifting off in such ways as much during it. 'me wouldn't have allowed someone in on this level years ago and it feels a bit like a ghost at times. It used to manage stuff like mentioned in the affirmations.
I actually feel positive and hopeful today about all of this. Old positive self care mentality feels really accessible (and not excessive/threatening).
Honestly the last weeks were extremely awful and felt intense all day/night internally for me, despite being away from the old place. I've been starting to get a grip again and this is hopeful somehow. I'll be putting time for this.
It was really relaxing also, so much so I fell asleep early often without intending to.
(I felt horrible about not writing anything meaningful faster for this since I care about that, and the statements at the end felt really caring/understanding - regardless of this of course. Apologies still.)
More like this, please. This is the most relaxing, anxiety and depressing chasing video I've found, ever! Amazing job.
That white noise in the background with your soft whispers and this darker image is just perfection!
I would like to deeply thank you for this video and for all other videos u have done, as some who suffers from C-ptsd since 17 years, i always find comfort listening to you, and you only above all other ASMR channels.
For real you don't know how much you are helping me, you have my respect and gratitude.
Fellow C-PTSD sufferer here, I'm so very glad to hear my videos help you so much. It's like I'm helping myself by helping those like me
I agree entirely, but I definitely miss a lot of her older videos. I understand that as a content creator we grow tired of our previous versions of ourselves and always feel we need to improve upon ourselves and our work, but at the same time I don't think we should forget ourselves and all the previous lives we lived. Time and memory are such fragile things, and we shouldn't take them for granted. Some of your older videos have helped me as well with depression and PTSD symptoms such as cognitive dissonance. your videos have always grounded me and while I do appreciate all the effort you put into your newer videos, I also greatly value the simplicity and the wholesomeness of your older Sage videos
Hey C-PTSD gang
But seriously tho me 2
I wanted to say something similar, but i always seem to fail to put my feelings and thoughts into the right words.
@@nealsterling8151 😉
For me, you are the best asmrtist. No one makes me sleep like you do.
Went to a hypnotherapist once they told me I was obviously deluded because I'm clearly human. My mistake it was a hippo therapist.
Thay's such a Keith joke.
@@greengraciano6846 indeed a very Keith thing to say
Oh, Keith!
Damn you Keith, with your witty banter. Classic Keith.
Like a joke I heard when I was a kid. “What happens when you mate an elephant with a rhinoceros(rhino)? Answer: (h)el-ef-i-no.”
Ally: 67
Me:zzzz
Ally: 68
Me:zzzz
Ally: 69
Me: *nice
Heh
Your spirit touches universal
This was soooooo relaxing I really needed this 😊
Holy heck what ever settings or new mic you have is ridiculously crisp and clear , it was startling how tangible everything sounded. bravo :)
this is insanely awesome, my new fav ASMR video for sure! Thank you!
Your long formats are Gold!
Happy New Moon in Aquarius! I hope that the start of your year has gone well for you, I’m always sending you positive energy from America! Much love! 💕
You are a star , a mistress of synchronicity. perfect timing.
I'll take that tea and a long .long ...sleep
Thank you xx
What a wonderful joy to have a new video from you-always the most relaxing, most true ASMRtist around!
Really great. Long videos like this are an experience.
You are still doing an amazing job and I love your non money grabbing attitude!
Can it get better than a fellow tealer making an emotionally intelligent warm hearted super long asmr video? I doooon't think so😍 This is incredible work Ally. Thank you so much❤️ Ps: Cheers to putting the book in here as well. Hopefully many people will check it out. Such a game changer *hugs*
Love your videos I've been watching them for years, you definitely have your own style
I don’t usually comment but your videos are incredibly calming. I have ADHD and that is not easy to do so I greatly appreciate every video you put out!
This put me to sleep so fast, I missed a lot of the roleplay so now I'm going to listen to it again! this was so great tho. I always love your setups. Happy 2020
I appreciate you sharing your gift
Thanks for making a longer video!
Nice to see another upload. Happy new year
Your the best soft speaker ever
Man your voice is enchanting plus your book collection looks interesting- research time haha. Thank ya again [Esc] and positive 2020 for you.
Finally！Thought you were too busy to make a new video, it's nice to hear your voice
Exactly what I needed today! Thank you!!!
19:44
Best part
IT wouldn't be a happy new year if we haven't got any news from you :D
I love the way your voice sounds!
It was hard to finish this comment bc I kept getting lulled into the video
Happy new year to you let 2020 good for you
Happy new year!!!
Ally HypnoTherapy is best Therapy
Hi, thank you for your hard work.
Amazingly relaxing
please do more hypnosis/hypnotherapy, you're really good at it
I just found this channel again I was watching since when your channel was called Rena sage
I'm in mental hospital and your therapy gives me more than any therapy here in this place.
Same. Any release date in sight?
@@Escreality I'm free now. They released me couse I told them I have no negative thoughts anymore...I lied. It's impossible with bipolar disorder in depression episode. And how are you?
Thank you. Praise you
This is not a roleplay.
You already are a therapist and your work is hypnotic as always.
You are underrated.
So today I found A rather unusual deck of cards and how they seemed to connect to themselves. What's more interesting is the connection each one. For instance this deck had a jack card which was new from my experience in decks so I wondered how it connects to the others. It had a very strong connection with the queen and when treating it to not so pleasent interactions ( lightning on fire or slowly cutting at it bit by bit that sort of thing) the queen had a considerable reaction of suffering. Interesting indeed. Further research will need to be done.
More interesting developments. Indeed the jack card hold a strong connection to the queen as the more it is twisted the more the queen breaks down becoming frail and fragile. But what's most interesting is a new card that has surfaced that was lurking in the shadows of the deck. This card is something else. It seems to be quite fond of the shadows as if all it's color has faded away and only a fully blackened out card remains. But there is more. This card, this card is slowly devouring it's box it's been held in. Like it's imprisoned. A storm of darkness that has yet to surface. And the queen. The queen seems drawn to the shadows as if it's looking for something. But as the queen gets closer you can seen the queen starting to decay as if the card inside the shadows is devouring it. This is interesting indeed. What is this card of the shadow and what will become of it. More investigating will be needed. Something powerful is coming I can feel it
I watch your videos since 2016 :)
Ty for posting today, Ally!! I'm taking a few days off, and this is a fantastic addition to the de-stressing regimen I'm following!!🤗🤗🤗💖💖💖
Love ur content queen
Love it 😁
I like your videos :)
Hope you're doing well. Can you please reupload recently deleted videos ? A lot of those were really helpful. Some were my go to videos when I couldn't sleep. Hide it behind patreon if you must, but let me know. Thanks.
If you’ve read the faq (and the answers to all of these questions) she won’t do that at any cost, she has some of them in an old playlist here.. and really doesn’t enjoy having those there either. So you’ll just have to respect that as it is her content and if she doesn’t feel comfortable sharing it everyone should respect that even if it helps some. A lot of people reupload content creators old content and I personally thinks it’s rude cause it’s her’s content and that’s why you don’t get any answers either. She made a faq about it and I think respecting that is the least. But many download a copy of their favorite videos, but doesn’t it feel wrong watching them knowing she’d feel awful knowing people did so
I’m taking the time to answer but I shouldn’t, she’s talked about this so many times
This is so calm, and relaxing huggs love you, fam❤
YES - bringing back the Fraktur script! Although, if any ASMRtist was going to do it, it would be you, wouldn’t it? ;-)
Awesome Video :-) but may I ask you something? Where is the "war is over video of yours? It helped me so much during an anxiety attack or fear in general?
Anyway, much love🥰🤗
Man, Teal Swan must be really serious if even Aly has her books.
Today I awoke from hearing the sweet sounds of tormented screaming. There truly is no better sounds to wake to. How truly relaxing. Like if you cut a small but of flesh and slowly pulled it all the way down. Now that's a truly wonderful scream
This was lovely, thanks Ally.
Jep, Patrons get Early Access (usually about 3-4 days)
I wish you'd do one of these where we could actually see you.
I've noticed a trend that when she does close-up whispers/soft-spoken, she doesn't like to show herself. Maybe it's weird for her? I donated to Cutebunny992 years ago requesting the same style and she said she was uncomfortable doing such things. Maybe it's similar.
@@wingy200 aw i remember bunny
@@TurtleStranger She is definitely missed.
@@wingy200 She also keeps the microphone out of frame, which makes it a lot harder to manage placement of everything to be able to be 'close up' audio-wise, aligned properly with both sound and visual placement, and not running into some part of the actual recording setup between the mic, camera, lighting, etc... and then juggling that lot would detract from how natural she could make it all feel for the viewer. By using a more 'static' backdrop, it frees her up to be a lot more creative with the soundscape, and lets the viewer/listener fill in the visual details with their own imagination. And, especially for longer recordings, it also frees her to layer audio after the fact, free of disjoint visual cues, and pretty well completely avoid visual 'cuts' for cleaning up things like noisy neighbors (because the probability of getting 70+ minutes of usable footage in one take is pretty much nonexistent).
i don't remember much after the stair 25 i guess, i do remember about a key and a door, i remember she was saying things but i don't know what, the last thing i do remember is she saying to me open my eyes, they are pink for some reason, i spend 1 hour here but i don't remember almost nothing about this hour, it was like 15 minutes for me XD
I love you so much!
She back
Sorry I'm just commenting but really what chance do I have to stay awake when you release videos like this.
Уже писал, но сибки тебе Ally. И с новым годом! Пусть все у тебя будет хорошо и сопутствует удача.
И пожалуйста.. Не удаляй старые видео.
What does that mean?
I hope that you're okay
Holy I stopped the video, went to make food, came back an hour later and hear this 11:05 ...
Can you please re upload the “war is over” video 🙏🏻
i love your asmr
im from China and four years ago i first watched your asmr video
i still remember the title of that video was "{ASMR} Good Morning! Coffee And The Newspaper With Your Girlfriend - Roleplay"
i really liked it and put it into my favorites
This time i use VPN to find you on RUclips.
But...i find that my girlfriend had left me...
i mean that video is not available
and i now regret not having saved that video
Night time. There is no better time of day. And how it comes about speaks volumes. It's a lot like the shadows I been researching. How it slowly takes over everything and consumes the land into shadow. As if all life has been washed away. Quite emptyness. Like a Barron wasteland left to die.
It is like returning home after a long day but even better. All it needs now is the darkness to take shape and then the nights will be truly powerful. The shadows are coming, I can feel it's approach. Hold on to your loved ones. Hold on to your souls. It's gonna be a bumpy ride.
I wonder how this will mix in with this deck of cards. How far can one twist the queen before it becomes truly deformed.
My Queen!
Quoting Jon Snow eh? "mAh Kween"
Honey, Where is your war is over angel video????
Man that was a cool vid.
@@alexgonick it was my favorite :(
Lincoln Resende one of mine as well.
That sucks that it's gone. I liked that one. She also removed her Breakfast with your girlfriend video. I loved that one. I'm not that surprised since I know Ally hates all her old videos but I still always feel bad when they're gone. I think that one day she'll remove all her old videos.
@@mrwatcherman1124 :/
It's not completely logical, but I've been delaying commenting and thanking you for helping until it'd feel more assured and until I'd be minimally trustful about it. I value interacting here, but I was avoiding until that.
For the first time in some years I feel like I'm allowed to take care of me. I feel harmony being built in me again. Good habits are being orchestrated and maintained, though it's really not perfect and settled yet. I still avoid things that remind me of old strategies of stressed complex resilience and conditioning, and I avoid too much of those, but it's going better. I can actually be very slightly intense about some things and be involved/care about critical things more.
Regardless, I don't have those extra layers of intensified terror and I lack many unsafe feelings in my relational patterns towards reality. I have my bits of terror to frantic evasion, but I also get the opposite and feel grounded often. I've mentioned for the last months that I feel the most extreme amount of relief about this constantly.
I even had some really significant old personal holidays to celebrate my self care, self understanding/sympathy, protection, etc. and internal relationships like I used to.
The next couple days will test those things very intensely for me. I am terrified, but I will try for me. 5th march is a bit of a significant day when something really hurt and broke me. I would've liked to have that day. I'm going back to an old place somehow. It's irrational how extremely intense and guarded I get for very long even after I'm away from that place. It'll test this new hope and stress me out, but I'll see if I can actually be there for 'me if actual awful stuff happen again.
I've been really wanting to say thank you. There's nothing I could've truly wanted apart from that, and I attribute most of the initial switch to this video. All the relief is due to you and I'm really seriously and meaningfully grateful.
I realize this was very matter-of-fact and seemed impersonal. That was my main state of mind that day or two while I was taking care of things, very worried/scared and keeping focus. I just wanted ~to explain why the help had been meaningful, to mention how relieved I had been everyday for a month about desperate issues having a slight hope for progress, and to give thanks. Didn't mean to make it so self centered about going back there and that I was worried it'd destabilize. It felt more authentic I imagine.
Mariages freres. Good choice.
damn not gonna lie that backwards counting kinda got me... thought it was gonna be a waste of 2+ minutes on that one but i was wrong lol
Let that be a lesson to ya! You can *always* count on Ally! (I'll see myself out).
You have a very unique accent, where are you from originally
There's 99 problems on the wall, but 98 percent is'nt my issue!!!!!
You're awesome. Truly. But once, could we get a hot chocolate or hot apple cider, or cup of soup? Tea tea tea, always tea. 😅😅😅 - 💜 ya, kiddo. Keep up the great service to your minions. ☽✪☾
mmm, a hot cup of spiders.
@@josephlongbone4255 hahaha...sure. But I'd love to see how they got in there in the first place.
Ummm I love you
❤️
I feel like theres too much nothing in this video.
Between talking you have some longer pauses, which gets very obvious when youre counting.
In this period, there is no music, obviously no talking, the only background noise is some slight static and there are also no visuals.
This to me at least, makes the video feel very empty, and every time you start counting It feels like a slog to get back to the good parts.