I agree as someone going through the death of extremely close relatives (husband, brother and mom. Normally I don’t read celebrities but she is so insightful. It’s the first time since April I didn’t feel alone.
No one truly understands her! She said she has felt pure love and she doesn’t need to experience that anymore… WHEW. That’s different. That is the ultimate and highest form of love that you can experience to where you have zero urges but to participate in being your best self. I love her for being truthful and transparent in this.
Facts! I feel this very much; after my boyfriend passed away, (he was also shot & killed so it was very unexpected, similar to this situation in that way.), I also feel that I've already experienced a true genuinely pure love from this man who I know in my heart was and always will be my soul mate, (which I also believe you only get one soul mate in this earthly life), so I feel no need, and still don't to this day, to have love again. I know if it's meant to be it'll be, naturally. But here I am almost 6 years after his passing and Ive never felt the need to be with another lover. I only feel the need now to learn more about my own self, my relationship with God, etc. . But I welcome whatever plan God has for mu life, even if that does mean one day sharing a true love with someone new.
I a great The only reason I can take is maybe she's getting threatened I'm not quite sure because this is a bizarre I would be and she's loud like me like she would she wants justice I don't get it yeah I don't get it cuz I'm a Justice kind of girl though you know and when
I can relate to this so much when my baby daddy committed suicide or so we thought guess what? Well now it's coming to terms that we can't even find that quote unquote detective blah blah blah it's the whole thing and I knew it from the beginning I knew it might get and didn't want to trust myself well needless to say we've opened it back up tell me we never know what's going on behind the scenes
This woman by far is not missing that mark she speaks so highly of. She’s accepted Gods plan and is devoting her life to living in her purpose daily. She is living in herGod given truth. There’s is nothing more purposeful and powerful than that!
@@nunim2496 + Exactly…Well said ppl. Are So starstruck and gullible that anything they say people take it and run wit it instead of them studying and researching peoples background …and find out there was never ever was a marriage certificate the higher ups set peoples in place to do the dirty work hmmm…I’m just saying
The sadness in Lauren’s eyes was penetrating. She is clearly still grieving, and appears to be processing her grief and loss through a spiritual journey. I wish her peace and a twinkle in her eye sooner than later.
Yeah. I sensed the grief even in her voice. AndI when I realized she was wearing his photo on the necklace around her neck, my heart cried for her. May God truly wholeheartedly reveal himself to her so she will heal.
Yes man it's sad. I didn't even know nip and I know how I felt and still feel when I hear his music so I can just imagine how she feels. It's just a whole sad situation.
@@stigerlove97 She said that her prayers didn’t work when Nipsey got shot, and when he passed, she started questioning God like “why would you do this to ME?”. She asked herself “well why not YOU?” Basically - what makes her special or immune to this happening to her, while there are so many other women and people who go through similar things. Her spiritual relationship with God started right then when she acknowledged that.
When Puff told Lauren "You have showed everyone what it looks like to hold a man down and love him; now show them what it looks like when it all crumbles, that's your responsibility" gave me goosebumps!!
Lauren is very self aware, I love hearing her talk - because she always speaks with true intention. I know she loves being lowkey, but I really think she should share her knowledge, because she has a lot.
I think that is truly her gift.. so many people have gone through the same thing and her knowledge could really help someone. I teared up watching this.
I agree, I could listen to her talk for hours. She is a guided individual and her gems are tokens for the path. Such good energy and just overall very eye opening words of wisdom.
I understood and felt every single word she said we have alot of similarities, she loves him like I love my son father, they were meant to be, sadly he was taking from her physically but now they have a spiritual relationship im pretty sure he shows her a million signs that he is around. She loves him so much she doesn't want to love anyone else. But honestly if it's meant for her to be in another to love again, God and Nip will let her know when it's ok! I loooove how she speaks about God. She knows that he is real and he is.
When Lauren London said: "I'm not judging a soul no more because my judgment of them was my harsh judgment of myself", I felt that! I wish more people would understand this.
Gibberish, verbal diarrhea,people know how to say things tht sound nice. We will never stop judging each other but the actions we take after the judging tells if wev learned from our own experiences
It took me a year to watch this interview, I didn't want to be in my feelings. When I tell you I cried the entire interview and after, she spoke the realist, purest, and most genuine words of wisdom. Lauren is my birthday twin 12/5, I'm just 8 years older. I lost my high school sweetheart, the father of my only child when we were 27, in the same manner. It's been 19 years, and sometimes that pain will hit like it was June 14, 2004, all over again. I'm so grateful and thankful for Lauren sharing and being transparent. I'm from Cali, Compton, to be exact, and we all love us some Lauren and Nipsey. When Pac wrote the song "2 Live and Die in LA," I don't think people really understood how powerful the words to that song truly were. I pray that Lauren and her family healing journey continues 🙏🏾. Thank you, Angie and Lauren, for a great meal. My soul was fed.
I agree, I’ve watched other interviews with her and although she always shows up as her true authentic self this might’ve been the first time I feel she’s opened up in this capacity and this heavily. I was blown away with this interview.
When the phone calls, visits, cards and food stop coming and people go back to their lives that’s when grief really gets real. I felt everything she said.
Talk to me... I lost my 1st child, a son at that!!! That love shit last about 2weeks tops, then everyone is back to talking shit, talking behind your back and completely forgetting what you just went through!!! R s
Angie is amazing, she doesn’t get the flowers she needs. Her energy and spirit allowed Lauren to open up in a way she never did in three years since losing Nipsey. I could watch these two all day. I need part 2 and 3
She's allowing GOD to be GOD and life to be life and trying to figure it out like so many. I really honor her. This is one of my favorite interviews she's done because she's so raw, real and honest.
The fact that Lauren is so private she doesn’t do many interviews and when she does it’s everything for me she’s in the industry but not into the daily nonsense I respect that about her so much she gets it rip nip
Another gem, "I wanna disappear but I don't feel like that's my calling. It would be selfish..." I FELT that. So many times I isolate myself and I get so comfortable with my peace and my routine that I really want to just disappear off of the face of the earth. Then I think of my family and my friends and how much I learn from them but also the insight I give to them. We all learn from each other and who am I to take that away from them...
I felt that when she said that too. Watching this gave me chills for real. It made me feel like I felt what she went through. I understand that she doesn't want pity. She doesn't want people feeling sorry for her because death is something that we all must face in life. we're human. But my most favorite is just her sharing her story and seeing her smile. 😘
“You begin a relationship with God once you start to question Him - and I had some questions” Lauren you gave so many of us chills from this interview. I’m wishing you and your family nothing but peace and protection moving forward, as well as higher alignment between you and God. We love you. Thank you for the gift of your knowledge and insight and for being brave enough to speak out and share your experience
@@CoreGroupWarrior how do you know your God is real, also if you are soo Godly why are you passing judgment on this woman! Go read your Bible babe and be happy! She’s happy
@@Peach-hl3hz hello I’m not passing judgement I’m stating the truth! Which is what she is seeking…she is not happy that’s what she is searching for but she won’t find happiness until she finds Jesus. Her happiness was based in a man and now that, that man is gone she is seeking again. Her ideas are very new age witchcraft. I know my God is real because of my life and what I have been thru. Praying to any other god is talking to a wall but Praying to Jesus your prayers get heard and He shows up…try it for yourself!
@@CoreGroupWarrior she’s not happy because she just lost some one very close to her! Not because she can’t find God! And yes you are passing judgment! it’s soo sad you can’t see it!
@@Peach-hl3hz I’m not here to discuss someone else happiness with a stranger who is not happy. I pray for your eyes to be open before it’s too late. Good day
She is I just wish she would have I just wish she would open up on her own also I wish you would tell that little group of silly silly and his sister I know they were having a good time but it was weird the Bob was off on that video and her pop-up shop was Lauren in the middle of it no but it's so creepy
Oh yeah she's way more than an impact I should look up her chart cuz man I tell you what look up someone's chart and you can learn a lot about someone but it's really hard to get into that and learn charts but once you do it's it's very a lot easier to work with people... There's a beautiful book basically something about we're all psychic I would love to recommend that back to anyone buddy because we literally are
I love how vulnerable, raw and real Lauren is! Her authenticity in this interview made me love her even more she’s so beautiful , intelligent and strong❤️
As a man I can only pray for a woman so close spiritually. She’s the definition of loving someone even after their departure and that’s so dope to me. Time for me to get closer to god and be okay with being alone for the time being.. Thank you Angie. Thank you Lauren... Long live king Nipsey..!!
There are so many women out here like Lauren. As others have said you just have to start your work and once you're in alignment you all will find each other at the divine right time.
She became like this through the man she was with. So yes, it's important to be alone and build yourself first so a woman feels free to connect deeper knowing your are both grown and spiritually mature.
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A lot of times thats how God will get our attention. Her sharing is such a great testimony to others. We are overcomers by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony ❤️❤️ This journey is awesome to watch and listen too. Great comment
My pastor used to always preach that! She said "never be afraid to let God use you to show you he us still God!" She used to be on pcp for 15 years and quit cold turkey, she met my uncle, they were hustling and almost got caught up, gave their life to God, she got her masters and they been preaching the word ever since. They still held testimony service and everything. It really helped everyone see, we all go through stuff so why not you? What makes you exempt? You don't question the blessings...🤷🏿♀️
Lauren said " I just dont want to miss my mark. Whatever God has for me to do on this earth in the realest way.." I felt that. Thank you Angie - this was sooooo gooooood. Sending love from Johannesburg, South Africa.♥
Exactly and how is that just going past people's heads that it is not about materialistic it's not about ever you know everything it is about our purpose
Where did you get that at? You must not truly know or understand Boog! She’s a deep woman! She’s always been enlightened & spiritually woke. Chile please.
When she said, “ I just don’t wanna miss my mark and I want to do everything that God set out for me to do” that hit me so deep! amazing interview!!!! Thank you both.
This actually broke my heart. When Lauren said she don’t need love no more I felt that because she will not ever find what she had with Nipsey. My heart still aches for her she didn’t deserve this😢
I can see why her and Nipsey were together, can you imagine their conversations? Two lovely people and I'm glad to finally hear her speak. I did not know that Lauren is so intelligent and spiritual and I guess she had to wait until she was strong enough to speak about him without breaking down. Much love to her and her children and I wish her much success.
Agreed!! This got me super emotional. I was on my way with my husband to the Marathon Store the day Nipsey's life was taken. I'm still speechless. We ended up going to the family's house first. Thanking Jesus for blocking and shielding. My mind can't take it. Jesus fix it. Amen
I love the fact that she said she's experienced real love. Many of us crave to be, shown, and feel pure love from our person. It's beautiful that she was able to share that experience with Nip. Thank you Angie for holding this space for us all
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This interview brought tears to my eyes. Just seeing this woman share her journey, its strange but It’s as if I could feel the energy during the interview.
when i say, lauren can change the whole world with her words i mean it, she just gave me a whole different perspective on life, love, self awareness, and ego , i love her and her new journey, it just shows me how death isn’t all about the bad, good things can come out of you losing a person very close to you, i love you lauren and i always will❤️
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The fact that not one tear was dropped during this interview ironically shows how deep Her understanding of herself now is- may we all be so fortunate to take this introspective journey before we leave this earth
Angie didn’t ask no sensitive type questions the whole interview and didn’t really touch too deep into the Nipsey Hustle situation it’s like she was tryna avoid any sadness or emotional stuff the whole interview
Lauren has a soulfulness, humility, and a level of awareness that would make her a great coach in grief, transitional awareness, and the power of intention
“My kids deserve a happy mom!!” “Cam is happy when I go to work” The fact that she stepped outside her grief to celebrate even small wins ( taking a shower) or doing the shadow work of looking at the bigger picture (my kids happiness) Nip is not even physically here, yet he is still teaching her! I love her so ❤️❤️
This wasn't an interview. This was a conversation and a powerful one at that. Nipsey Hussle forever 💙 Congratulations Angie on the launch of your new podcast
I think she picked up Nip’s spiritual side. She’s learning now what he was connected to. She’s not the same… check out the old videos. She thought spirituality was weird like.
Lauren actively is in her healing process. Her spiritual journey. That’s a queen who needs positive energy around. She’s very sensitive. She needs a hug. She deserves everything she asks for. It’s her putting positive thoughts out in the universe. It’s a method to this interview. She needed this
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I lost my boyfriend unexpectedly in 2021 and this entire interview is gold. I have lost count of how many times I have listened to it. It helps me so much to understand my grief and how it affects everyone.
Omg this is the BEST interview EVER!!! The language she helped us add to our healing: ‘Death Etiquette’ ‘Just Sit With Me.’ ‘Food helps with depression, but higher frequency foods are TRULY helpful to healing’
I'm a therapist and I've been trying to understand grief more because I feel there is no way to conceptualize it. The idea of death and loss changes from person to person. But the way Lauren just verbalized her grief and love inspired me to do my own work, and help my clients navigate it from a different perspective. Thank you both 💕
I totally agree. As a mental health nurse it’s often hard to know what’s the best response. Though I have formal training in dealing with grief, her TRUTH really enlightened me.....
I completely understand after 2 divorces, I am 41 years old. Im so much more focused on loving the Lord and Im done focused on being in love on this Earth, moving forward is also about me and my kids. Amen Lauren! I completely agree.
This made me cry. Here I am worrying about how my car gonna get fixed wheres the love of my life and why my life is so behind when I finished watching this I just wanna be a nun too on a island with God. I'm tired of living to pay bills, impressing pple on social media and having to feel like we're competing with others All that stuff doesn't matter. 🙏🏾❤️
You are me! I read this and it resonated so heavily that I had to take a breath and reread. I understand the space you’re in because I am here with you. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone, but so much more encouraging to know that we’ll make it. I’m praying for you 🙏🏽
Yes ! I was just thinking how good this interview could have been with someone better than Angie . She just is laughing the whole interview , I think it's à subconscious thing she does to pander to the artist , but that is just my opinion
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I love how she mentions how diet plays a big role in low/depressed moods! I learned from a psychiatrist after the loss of my 31yo cousin & then 3 months to the day that he passed, his mom(my mother's little sister) died. My aunt has always been my soulmate she might not be my mom but I was her spitting image so to say I fell into a really dark place can't even express my pain. Keeping pre/probiotics(yogurt, kefir, hard cheeses, fruit, whole grains/ect) in my diet as well as making sure that I am taking magnesium, B12, fish oil as well as things that support your gut. Your gut health determines the mood of your brain by increasing feel good hormones! Sugar increases the amount of negative hormones in the brain. Especially cortisol which is a stress hormone. Grief is so complex but there is hope that you can & will get your happiness back! Just take care of your mind body & spirit. 💪🏾☺️🤞🏾
When she spoke on future relationships and not wanting to participate, it broke my heart because I know she is still grieving so hard that it probably pains her to even think about loving another man. I can relate, my boyfriend of many years was tragically killed, shot and burned, leaving me and my kids broken. It shattered me to my core, and I felt depleted, feeling that I would never love again and with no desire. She will love again, and it will be a pure love, when God see's fit. I met my, now, boyfriend several years after that tragedy and I love him so much and I can still appreciate the love I had for my boyfriend that was killed. Life is funny that way because as I lay next to him now I cant imagine loving someone more. I wish Lauren all the love and happiness her heart can take. I also love to see the growth that she has made through this tragedy.
I’ve seen people clown her since Nips death…”She only talks about him now.” “She’s gaining so much weight.” “She looks depressed.” “She’s annoying now.” This is a queen! She is out here living the best way she knows how and is doing so gracefully…Strong, encouraging, and a great example of what a intentional, dedicated human looks like. Bless her on her journey. I know Nip is so proud of who she is/becoming!
Thank you!! Grief is very complex it is expressed in different ways. Those same people who say those things will eventually see how it feels to lose a loved one and won't know how to handle it. She's doing an amazing job holding it together I'm sure she still breaks down because that was the love of her life! They both loved each other immensely 💕
I don’t know how to describe it but whenever I’m feeling shitty, anxious, or depressed, I legitimately think about Lauren London. Like as a source of strength. She has embraced this new phase with so much grace. I am amazed with how much peace and power her presence holds.
"I just don't want to miss my mark, whatever God has for me to do on earth in the realest way...I do not want to miss that mark." THIS!! Love the interview, so good!
Lauren London’s loss is not a private loss because it’s shared by many. But her testimony will be greater than her loss…. in time. She is literally on an assignment and she may be unaware of that. An assignment much greater than what her sweet imagination can hold. I pray for her road to peace and self discovery. I loved Nipsey. He was an experience. He was loaned to ALL of us. I thank God he left us with his jewels and the charge to be, dream and live greater. Lauren is one of ours…. Let’s protect her with everything! 🏁🏁🏁🙏🏽👑
All she wants with the rest of her life is peace. That speaks volumes. Nipsey’s death truly humbled her and has her mentally where our Father wants us to be. That peace above all understanding that is a gift from the Most High through our obedience. That’s what I want and need and continue to strive for because at the end of the day, that is what truly matters. Being at peace and in the Most High’s security.
“Front row at the funeral hits different.“ Lauren London is experiencing a transformation that is personal and spiritual and transferable. Her energy is palpable and THIS is what will touch lives and inspire others. She will serve a greater purpose. This was a beautiful interview.
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I love how she said something about death being something we all have to experience. How she kind of took the conversation off of it being about her and made it about all of us as humans. I’ve been procrastinating on my spirituality lately but watching Lauren and Angela makes me want to discover myself in that way again.
@@creativeblackgirlstorytelling Yes….and this is what I mean, exactly, about her purpose and inspiring a greater purpose. Out of death she will be born again. I don’t mean this in the literal way but in the way Christ described it in scripture. The same idea applies for here, in that she will rediscover a newness, a transformation that will a change the way she was prior to, and she will birth a new thing, spiritually. She said in her interview (this girl is deep) death to ego! She’s on something so high….so intuitive that her perspective and vibration will operate on something so pure and true and real in the most raw way. I love what Spirit is doing in her life and I think she will many.
Lauren's word is so strong. I literally felt every thing she way saying. Her eyes also tell a different story. They look so sad at some points throughout the interview yet so powerful.
I can't think of another person on this planet who would have given the exact type of space and energy required for this episode. This podcast already feels so solid.
“Instead of experiencing the person you’re with, you’re in possession of them because you’re operating from ego”. Wow. This is a gem that I’m going to apply to all relationships for life. Extremely profound knowledge.
She's matured. Zechariah 13:9 kjv And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.
i swear i see so much of myself in Lauren. Her transparency ,the need to go deeper. the way she turned within. Just a beautiful spirit. enlightened and down to earth at the same time.
this was a perfect way to interview someone the right way, not badgering her with questions. she actually got to know Lauren and where she is currently headed and it was beautiful.
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It almost as if the tragedy has made her more beautiful. She’s definitely in tune spiritually. She’s one of my favorite ppl in Hollywood. This is what beauty with depth looks like
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25:25 Create boundaries. So if you are an empath, you're not absorbing, you're observing. You don't have to absorb. Being empathetic is fine, but don't take on other's energies. Keep doing your work. This is your journey.
I’ve watched this more then 10 times ! Made me think deep about life, love, loss, death….I might have to watch it a few more times ! I think I’m just in ❤ with Lauren !
Wow I needed this interview bad I lost my brother and then my soulmate... I thought I was crazy going through what I was going thru but now I feel better because these feelings are natural and a part of grieving
This is one of the best interviews of all time. So many gems were dropped in this conversation. Angie has had many iconic interviews but this by far is one of the greatest. I simply LOVE and ADORE Lauren London. ♥️. May God continue to bless and guide her and her family. The Evolution of Lauren is admirable., 🙏🏾
When Lauren said “Why not you, girl who are you?” The hairs on my back that I didn’t know existed quivered. I felt EVERY SINGLE BIT of that emotion because I could see it in her eyes. It literally made just understand so much about my own sentiments towards God and healing from tragedy. Thank you Lauren🙏🏾🥺
So much same. I think I’ve carried this quiet resentment since my mom transitioned in 2019, and when Lauren said “…women go through this everyday…why not you?” it made me really think about how I’m not the first person to experience the death of their mom/parent. Why not me? This whole interview was so very good!
Lauren’s calling to me seems to be bringing light, love, clarity, understanding, and new perspectives to others. Idk if she truly understands how beautifully deep she is and how much she helps others.
@@clashon4life843 we know our own it just that when we grow it gets harder to focus on harder to see but trust everyone has done a little bit of what they destined to do in their life times something I realized adults do as they get older is chase the younger child in themselves its cause in childhood we get it a glimpse of our callings
kudos to angie for finally letting her open up with the world. takes a special skill to get that out of someone that doesn’t wanna talk to podcast or radios or press. angie deserve an award for this amazing journalism 💪🏾
"What would Hussle do if it was me." This interview was painfully beautiful. Lauren is so well spoken and you can truly see God's purpose and glory flow within her. As a mother as well loving on your babies is sooo important especially after something so traumatic. I would love to just go camping with Lauren and pick her brain she is so spiritually aware and experienced in life. This was one of the best interviews I've seen in years.
I was so afraid to watch this but I’m so glad I did. Lauren’s journey is a powerful one. The still picture of Lauren smiling while she and Angie are embracing gave me all of the feels.
The self awareness is so real in Lauren, its amazing and beyond this world. “You are your own healer” , this is so real. Working on yourself and digging deep is so hard because sometimes we find out stuff we don’t like and you have to learn to accept that we are just human. The amount of times I cried during this conversation was beyond me.
omg same! I cried so much. Digging deep and being honest with yourself is the hardest thing to do but necessary to heal. The stuff she was saying about the need to possess and cling to others because of fear hit home for me.
Nipsey and Lauren were most definitely soulmates. I can only imagine how she’s still feeling from losing him but to see her strength afterwards and to see how far she has come is inspiring. Her getting more in tuned with her spirituality and getting close with God is all she needed to get thru the tough times. I love it and I love her and the energy she’s putting out. This interview brought me to tears and I love how empathetic Angie was to her and her feelings and not making her feel uncomfortable with off the wall questions. Lauren handled herself so well and I pray she continues to get thru although I know it’s probably hard at times 🙏🏽
I sincerely aspire to be this still in life. This IS her purpose… to show us that this level of spiritual growth is achievable, even through grief & loss. Sending her love & light ❤
This was so beautiful and sad to watch, because she basically said that she loss her one and only true love… she has no desire to try and find that again… she seems at peace now, but I know it’s still hard for her…. I think she has comfort in just knowing they both knew they loved one another!!
Lauren , Lauren , Laurennnnnnn . Jesus I wish I could give her a big hug . She’s definitely a rare breed ! I hope we get to see more of her in the future
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There is truly nowhere to go, nothing to learn, or anything to aquire or alter. The circumstance and consequence of death or loss has the unique ability to return us to our innate sensitivity and innocence. We are all on a journey of returning to simplicity, humility, and quietness.
Woah. When she said and I paraphrase "You're in this tunnel and you see nothing but black going forward and you can look back because nothing is back there. You hear voices but that's all. You just have to keep moving forward" 🥺😩 I felt this!
This interview is sooo deep & wholesome. I went through a spiritual awakening this 2022 so I can resonate with everything Lauren is saying. I’m now so self-sufficient that it scares people.
This was truly a dope interview. I admire the way Angie was able to carry the interview in such a sensitive manner but also not "too" heavy. There is so much to learn from Lauren! So admirable... I will probably watch this interview a few more times.
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I have never resonated more than when she spoke of feeling detached from Earth and this earthly life. From one Starseed to another, I feel that everyday. My soul is achingly homesick for a place I can't recall but know isn't here. 🥀
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That was literally the moment I sat up and started listening deeper. I had never heard anyone convey feelings that I have struggled with like that before. I didn't know that was a real thing for people other than me.
Girl sometimes I feel so out of place here and it’s not in a I want to die way.. I don’t want to die but I know this isn’t my destination… I know it’s some other place after this life… it’s weird to constantly feel it and be aware of it while other people seem so blind to it.. like why am I so aware of this.
i truly hope lauren starts a ted talk or podcast. she is so intelligent & beautiful. i love the way she speaks & her wisdom is so enlightening. i would absolutely love to know more about what she thinks.
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I love this interview. I'm happy that Lauren has gradually been able to climb out of that darkness. It's takes a STRONG individual to be in that position. Proud of her. Long live Nip! 🏁
Angie deserves some kind of journalistic award for this interview. Perfect conversation from start to finish.
Loved this conversation
It was a such an inspirational interview. It was so deep and beautiful to experience.
Yes she executed this really well
Agreed!!!
Agreeeeeeeeeeee
“I’ve been to funerals, but being in the front row hits different” I felt that 🫶🏼
I second that 🥲
I just bury my daughter on 7 11 and my God I felt this
@@maudriedepradine4003 I’m so sorry, I can’t even imagine! Sending Love,peace, and light your way ❤️
@@leticiabeanguido thank you 💕💕💔💔
Wait till you're a pallbearers, then the concept of life becomes minescule, were just living through time
She needs to write a book on how to survive grief. This was an insightful REAL interview.
I agree as someone going through the death of extremely close relatives (husband, brother and mom. Normally I don’t read celebrities but she is so insightful. It’s the first time since April I didn’t feel alone.
@@marycookmoore3956 So sorry for your loss. Blessings and peace to you.
I would absolutely buy that book in a heartbeat!!
🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤
It would be a New York Times Bestseller.
No one truly understands her! She said she has felt pure love and she doesn’t need to experience that anymore… WHEW. That’s different. That is the ultimate and highest form of love that you can experience to where you have zero urges but to participate in being your best self. I love her for being truthful and transparent in this.
Facts! I feel this very much; after my boyfriend passed away, (he was also shot & killed so it was very unexpected, similar to this situation in that way.), I also feel that I've already experienced a true genuinely pure love from this man who I know in my heart was and always will be my soul mate, (which I also believe you only get one soul mate in this earthly life), so I feel no need, and still don't to this day, to have love again. I know if it's meant to be it'll be, naturally. But here I am almost 6 years after his passing and Ive never felt the need to be with another lover. I only feel the need now to learn more about my own self, my relationship with God, etc. . But I welcome whatever plan God has for mu life, even if that does mean one day sharing a true love with someone new.
I a great The only reason I can take is maybe she's getting threatened I'm not quite sure because this is a bizarre I would be and she's loud like me like she would she wants justice I don't get it yeah I don't get it cuz I'm a Justice kind of girl though you know and when
I can relate to this so much when my baby daddy committed suicide or so we thought guess what? Well now it's coming to terms that we can't even find that quote unquote detective blah blah blah it's the whole thing and I knew it from the beginning I knew it might get and didn't want to trust myself well needless to say we've opened it back up tell me we never know what's going on behind the scenes
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 So sorry for your lost🙏
@@lexindacut4177 Jesus is coming back. Have faith in Him alone to be saved.
This woman by far is not missing that mark she speaks so highly of. She’s accepted Gods plan and is devoting her life to living in her purpose daily. She is living in herGod given truth. There’s is nothing more purposeful and powerful than that!
Well said👏🏽👏🏽❤️
💯💯💯💯💯💯
She wasn’t living the purpose with her boyfriend If he loved her than she would have been his wife.
@@nunim2496 + Exactly…Well said ppl. Are So starstruck and gullible that anything they say people take it and run wit it instead of them studying and researching peoples background …and find out there was never ever was a marriage certificate the higher ups set peoples in place to do the dirty work hmmm…I’m just saying
Agree.
The sadness in Lauren’s eyes was penetrating. She is clearly still grieving, and appears to be processing her grief and loss through a spiritual journey. I wish her peace and a twinkle in her eye sooner than later.
Yeah. I sensed the grief even in her voice. AndI when I realized she was wearing his photo on the necklace around her neck, my heart cried for her. May God truly wholeheartedly reveal himself to her so she will heal.
Yes man it's sad. I didn't even know nip and I know how I felt and still feel when I hear his music so I can just imagine how she feels. It's just a whole sad situation.
Omg I thought I was the only one that could see the pain in her eyes.
I’ve heard that you never get over losing someone you just slowly start to learn how to live with it
Amen 🙏 for us all fr
The “why not you, girl? who are you?” part choked me up. Acknowledging the ego is so powerful.
I don't get what she means by that
@@stigerlove97 She said that her prayers didn’t work when Nipsey got shot, and when he passed, she started questioning God like “why would you do this to ME?”. She asked herself “well why not YOU?” Basically - what makes her special or immune to this happening to her, while there are so many other women and people who go through similar things. Her spiritual relationship with God started right then when she acknowledged that.
🙏🏻💡👑🔐🙏🏻
I come back to this interview every few months and the gems still hold. The “why not you” part gets me every time. A constant reminder to myself.
I don't get what she means by that
Same
Same! I’ve been on a spiritual journey for 4yrs now and this interview gives me sooo much more understanding!
Damn same. Im here right now for that part. I need to hear that.
When Puff told Lauren "You have showed everyone what it looks like to hold a man down and love him; now show them what it looks like when it all crumbles, that's your responsibility" gave me goosebumps!!
Me too!!
It was giving Coretta Scott King....
Girl the way I just got chills on that part
@@tirzahbless listen!!! He ain't ever lied either.. GOOSEBUMPS!
Literally gave me chills.
Lauren is very self aware, I love hearing her talk - because she always speaks with true intention. I know she loves being lowkey, but I really think she should share her knowledge, because she has a lot.
I think that is truly her gift.. so many people have gone through the same thing and her knowledge could really help someone. I teared up watching this.
I agree, I could listen to her talk for hours. She is a guided individual and her gems are tokens for the path. Such good energy and just overall very eye opening words of wisdom.
Straight up ‼️‼️‼️
Loving Lauren London! So proud of how triumphant she is. Being a mom and a really good friend.
I understood and felt every single word she said we have alot of similarities, she loves him like I love my son father, they were meant to be, sadly he was taking from her physically but now they have a spiritual relationship im pretty sure he shows her a million signs that he is around. She loves him so much she doesn't want to love anyone else. But honestly if it's meant for her to be in another to love again, God and Nip will let her know when it's ok! I loooove how she speaks about God. She knows that he is real and he is.
When Lauren London said: "I'm not judging a soul no more because my judgment of them was my harsh judgment of myself", I felt that!
I wish more people would understand this.
She spoke facts 💯❤️
I wish they would too… could you imagine the overall change it would cause for the better?
💯
I felt that too! I’m definitely going to work on that.
Gibberish, verbal diarrhea,people know how to say things tht sound nice.
We will never stop judging each other but the actions we take after the judging tells if wev learned from our own experiences
It took me a year to watch this interview, I didn't want to be in my feelings. When I tell you I cried the entire interview and after, she spoke the realist, purest, and most genuine words of wisdom. Lauren is my birthday twin 12/5, I'm just 8 years older. I lost my high school sweetheart, the father of my only child when we were 27, in the same manner. It's been 19 years, and sometimes that pain will hit like it was June 14, 2004, all over again. I'm so grateful and thankful for Lauren sharing and being transparent. I'm from Cali, Compton, to be exact, and we all love us some Lauren and Nipsey. When Pac wrote the song "2 Live and Die in LA," I don't think people really understood how powerful the words to that song truly were. I pray that Lauren and her family healing journey continues 🙏🏾.
Thank you, Angie and Lauren, for a great meal. My soul was fed.
Exactly this is my 2nd attempt to watch it
Sorry for your loss sweetheart!
@brianacrespo6378 thank you
Me too
Did the LAPD kill him too?? 😢😢
She was so transparent in this interview, that means Angie made her extremely comfortable. Love this!
I agree, I’ve watched other interviews with her and although she always shows up as her true authentic self this might’ve been the first time I feel she’s opened up in this capacity and this heavily. I was blown away with this interview.
Yessss 💯💯♥️
Angie usually gets people to relax she was the best for this interview
Angie is the GOAT!!! 🏆🔥🎙❤️
Angie's gift 🌟🌟🌟
When the phone calls, visits, cards and food stop coming and people go back to their lives that’s when grief really gets real. I felt everything she said.
Talk to me... I lost my 1st child, a son at that!!! That love shit last about 2weeks tops, then everyone is back to talking shit, talking behind your back and completely forgetting what you just went through!!! R s
I second that.. My mom passed away three years ago. It's still feels new. You know who is real in your life and who's not..
Facts
@@bryandungee1029 😭that hit me
R💯💯
Angie is amazing, she doesn’t get the flowers she needs. Her energy and spirit allowed Lauren to open up in a way she never did in three years since losing Nipsey. I could watch these two all day. I need part 2 and 3
Facts!!
TH0T angie
Literally this
I love Angie ❣️
FOH lol.
She's allowing GOD to be GOD and life to be life and trying to figure it out like so many. I really honor her. This is one of my favorite interviews she's done because she's so raw, real and honest.
When Lauren said "it's different when you're sitting in the front row of a funeral". FELT THAT !!
Yes! I definitely felt that too.
Me to.. I know what that front row feels like…
Sure did feel that!
Me too. Unfortunately I've felt that front row feeling twice...when she said that it gave me chills
Yep...
Or sitting in the few reserved seats at the burial site
The fact that Lauren is so private she doesn’t do many interviews and when she does it’s everything for me she’s in the industry but not into the daily nonsense I respect that about her so much she gets it rip nip
444
She’s a class act
That word intent is so real. I believe that's when she will speak
She's apart of all the Hollyweird shit too,
@@finedeva Thank you for this message I love it thank you very much
Another gem, "I wanna disappear but I don't feel like that's my calling. It would be selfish..." I FELT that. So many times I isolate myself and I get so comfortable with my peace and my routine that I really want to just disappear off of the face of the earth. Then I think of my family and my friends and how much I learn from them but also the insight I give to them. We all learn from each other and who am I to take that away from them...
I feel exact same way, wanna disappear
35.38 is how I feel at times I swear
I felt that when she said that too. Watching this gave me chills for real. It made me feel like I felt what she went through. I understand that she doesn't want pity. She doesn't want people feeling sorry for her because death is something that we all must face in life. we're human. But my most favorite is just her sharing her story and seeing her smile. 😘
@@itskishonbish beautifully worded! 100% agree with that observation
ME
THIS WAS A REAL INTERVIEW - like I’ve watched this maybe 4 times already bc it really hits home on a lot of levels for me , and Angie is so genuine 😭🤍
One of the best interviews I’ve ever watched in my life.
“You begin a relationship with God once you start to question Him - and I had some questions”
Lauren you gave so many of us chills from this interview. I’m wishing you and your family nothing but peace and protection moving forward, as well as higher alignment between you and God. We love you. Thank you for the gift of your knowledge and insight and for being brave enough to speak out and share your experience
She is not talking about our creator her lower case god is a false idol .
@@CoreGroupWarrior how do you know your God is real, also if you are soo Godly why are you passing judgment on this woman! Go read your Bible babe and be happy! She’s happy
@@Peach-hl3hz hello I’m not passing judgement I’m stating the truth! Which is what she is seeking…she is not happy that’s what she is searching for but she won’t find happiness until she finds Jesus. Her happiness was based in a man and now that, that man is gone she is seeking again. Her ideas are very new age witchcraft. I know my God is real because of my life and what I have been thru. Praying to any other god is talking to a wall but Praying to Jesus your prayers get heard and He shows up…try it for yourself!
@@CoreGroupWarrior she’s not happy because she just lost some one very close to her! Not because she can’t find God! And yes you are passing judgment! it’s soo sad you can’t see it!
@@Peach-hl3hz I’m not here to discuss someone else happiness with a stranger who is not happy. I pray for your eyes to be open before it’s too late. Good day
Probably one of my favorite interviews of 2022. She’s a true warrior. A true light.
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❤❤❤ AMEN SHES A BEAUTIFUL SOUL WE NEED MORE FEMALES TO INSPIRE OUR YOUTH LIKE HER
This just helped me so
Much I wish she knew
Yes…she is ❤
She is I just wish she would have I just wish she would open up on her own also I wish you would tell that little group of silly silly and his sister I know they were having a good time but it was weird the Bob was off on that video and her pop-up shop was Lauren in the middle of it no but it's so creepy
She’s an empath. Highly, spiritually connected. She’s tapping in 💞
Oh yeah she's way more than an impact I should look up her chart cuz man I tell you what look up someone's chart and you can learn a lot about someone but it's really hard to get into that and learn charts but once you do it's it's very a lot easier to work with people... There's a beautiful book basically something about we're all psychic I would love to recommend that back to anyone buddy because we literally are
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 interested
She’s definitely tapped in! I love it❤️
@Tiffany’s Beautiful Journey yeah her 3rd eye open
I love how vulnerable, raw and real Lauren is! Her authenticity in this interview made me love her even more she’s so beautiful , intelligent and strong❤️
Lauren needs a book. Everything about her is inspirational ✨ we need more women like her in this industry. I’ll always have respect for this woman.
Not really
About what🤔🤔
Same! 🙏🏾
Call it "Laurynspiration" 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@Jay dilla who else she got a kid for?
As a man I can only pray for a woman so close spiritually. She’s the definition of loving someone even after their departure and that’s so dope to me. Time for me to get closer to god and be okay with being alone for the time being.. Thank you Angie. Thank you Lauren... Long live king Nipsey..!!
I hear you! I think the more you align with your spiritual beliefs you may manifest that woman in your life. Keep rising!
@@loveinthematrix beautifully said
@@genevansmoak4652 thank you mama!! 💖
There are so many women out here like Lauren. As others have said you just have to start your work and once you're in alignment you all will find each other at the divine right time.
She became like this through the man she was with. So yes, it's important to be alone and build yourself first so a woman feels free to connect deeper knowing your are both grown and spiritually mature.
Wow, when she questioned God and then checked herself and said “Why not you?” - hit hard. ❤️
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Definitely. It took me years to get to the "why not you" after my sister died.
A lot of times thats how God will get our attention. Her sharing is such a great testimony to others. We are overcomers by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony ❤️❤️ This journey is awesome to watch and listen too. Great comment
I haven’t reach im still at the why 💀😩
My pastor used to always preach that! She said "never be afraid to let God use you to show you he us still God!" She used to be on pcp for 15 years and quit cold turkey, she met my uncle, they were hustling and almost got caught up, gave their life to God, she got her masters and they been preaching the word ever since. They still held testimony service and everything. It really helped everyone see, we all go through stuff so why not you? What makes you exempt? You don't question the blessings...🤷🏿♀️
Lauren said " I just dont want to miss my mark. Whatever God has for me to do on this earth in the realest way.." I felt that.
Thank you Angie - this was sooooo gooooood.
Sending love from Johannesburg, South Africa.♥
Exactly and how is that just going past people's heads that it is not about materialistic it's not about ever you know everything it is about our purpose
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 Amen Whitney!!! Amen!
Felt that so deep.....words cannot explain....
When she said that, I thought, if God has some path for you to walk, then you can not miss it. Accepting his journey is key.
Indeed
She talks just like Nip , just so deep not everyone will get what she’s saying , powerful woman
She's been spending a lot of time with Nipsey Hussle's mother.❤️ I can hear it. His mother is very spiritual. A natural healer.
ASÉ 🗣💜
Where did you get that at? You must not truly know or understand Boog! She’s a deep woman! She’s always been enlightened & spiritually woke. Chile please.
@@me_839 All spiritually enlightened and woke people have had spiritual influences. It's how ascension occurs. It's a good thing.
She's always been a reader and she studied under Queen Afua prior to his passing and even more so after. Sis, is a healer and healing.
When she said, “ I just don’t wanna miss my mark and I want to do everything that God set out for me to do” that hit me so deep! amazing interview!!!! Thank you both.
That's all of our purposes. Do God's will and achieve your destiny!!!
The world is full of distractions
It hit me deep as well.
This actually broke my heart. When Lauren said she don’t need love no more I felt that because she will not ever find what she had with Nipsey. My heart still aches for her she didn’t deserve this😢
I can see why her and Nipsey were together, can you imagine their conversations? Two lovely people and I'm glad to finally hear her speak. I did not know that Lauren is so intelligent and spiritual and I guess she had to wait until she was strong enough to speak about him without breaking down. Much love to her and her children and I wish her much success.
She sounds like him
She's always been like that... even before they were together. Partner Is always supposed to make you stronger.
I pray I find a man that I can talk to like that ✨🚀
I agreee I love her
Lots of ppl are deep this ain't shit new
The smile on her face when she said she experienced pure love. You can tell she really loved Nipssey.
Agreed!! This got me super emotional. I was on my way with my husband to the Marathon Store the day Nipsey's life was taken. I'm still speechless. We ended up going to the family's house first. Thanking Jesus for blocking and shielding. My mind can't take it. Jesus fix it. Amen
I love the fact that she said she's experienced real love. Many of us crave to be, shown, and feel pure love from our person. It's beautiful that she was able to share that experience with Nip. Thank you Angie for holding this space for us all
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This interview brought tears to my eyes. Just seeing this woman share her journey, its strange but It’s as if I could feel the energy during the interview.
Yea at 36 minutes mines started to fall.
when i say, lauren can change the whole world with her words i mean it, she just gave me a whole different perspective on life, love, self awareness, and ego , i love her and her new journey, it just shows me how death isn’t all about the bad, good things can come out of you losing a person very close to you, i love you lauren and i always will❤️
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amen
Amen
THIS!!!!!!
I agree. Shes definetly walking in her purpose
The fact that not one tear was dropped during this interview ironically shows how deep Her understanding of herself now is- may we all be so fortunate to take this introspective journey before we leave this earth
Yeah, if you Judge others you'll be judged first, I love her spiritual growth!
Not one mf tear RIH Nipsey
Sometimes it’s no more tears left to cry. Once you’re all cried out you gain your strength.
Another possible Tupac Hoax with subconscious program left behind
Angie didn’t ask no sensitive type questions the whole interview and didn’t really touch too deep into the Nipsey Hustle situation it’s like she was tryna avoid any sadness or emotional stuff the whole interview
Lauren has a soulfulness, humility, and a level of awareness that would make her a great coach in grief, transitional awareness, and the power of intention
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“My kids deserve a happy mom!!” “Cam is happy when I go to work” The fact that she stepped outside her grief to celebrate even small wins ( taking a shower) or doing the shadow work of looking at the bigger picture (my kids happiness) Nip is not even physically here, yet he is still teaching her! I love her so ❤️❤️
This wasn't an interview. This was a conversation and a powerful one at that. Nipsey Hussle forever 💙 Congratulations Angie on the launch of your new podcast
It’s very clear to see what Nipsey saw in her she’s truly a beautiful soul.🏁🏁💙
Right, I always crushed on her for the obvious, but I see how truly beautiful she really is💪🏿
I think she picked up Nip’s spiritual side. She’s learning now what he was connected to. She’s not the same… check out the old videos. She thought spirituality was weird like.
Nipsey planted seeds and they are flourishing
Very clear. Rip Nip.💙❤
Exactly. She is spiritual, smart and beautiful.
Lauren actively is in her healing process. Her spiritual journey. That’s a queen who needs positive energy around. She’s very sensitive. She needs a hug. She deserves everything she asks for. It’s her putting positive thoughts out in the universe. It’s a method to this interview. She needed this
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I lost my boyfriend unexpectedly in 2021 and this entire interview is gold. I have lost count of how many times I have listened to it. It helps me so much to understand my grief and how it affects everyone.
Omg this is the BEST interview EVER!!! The language she helped us add to our healing: ‘Death Etiquette’ ‘Just Sit With Me.’ ‘Food helps with depression, but higher frequency foods are TRULY helpful to healing’
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I'm a therapist and I've been trying to understand grief more because I feel there is no way to conceptualize it. The idea of death and loss changes from person to person. But the way Lauren just verbalized her grief and love inspired me to do my own work, and help my clients navigate it from a different perspective. Thank you both 💕
I hope that you can take this interview and help others navigate through life, and grief.
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I totally agree. As a mental health nurse it’s often hard to know what’s the best response. Though I have formal training in dealing with grief, her TRUTH really enlightened me.....
Same, i agree
The hurt of losing Nip is written all over her face. God bless and keep her 🙏🏾
🙄
I completely understand after 2 divorces, I am 41 years old. Im so much more focused on loving the Lord and Im done focused on being in love on this Earth, moving forward is also about me and my kids. Amen Lauren!
I completely agree.
This made me cry. Here I am worrying about how my car gonna get fixed wheres the love of my life and why my life is so behind when I finished watching this I just wanna be a nun too on a island with God. I'm tired of living to pay bills, impressing pple on social media and having to feel like we're competing with others All that stuff doesn't matter. 🙏🏾❤️
You can do it! This life is not to impress others.
@@KLB1218 thank u means alot
Felt this
God may be calling you into a wilderness season! No better feeling than isolating with Jesus. You got this. 🙏🏾
You are me! I read this and it resonated so heavily that I had to take a breath and reread. I understand the space you’re in because I am here with you. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone, but so much more encouraging to know that we’ll make it. I’m praying for you 🙏🏽
I wish Lauren had a podcast. I can tell she is vibrating on such a high level. She is a very enlighten soul. I would love to hear more of that.
Facts!
Yes ! I was just thinking how good this interview could have been with someone better than Angie . She just is laughing the whole interview , I think it's à subconscious thing she does to pander to the artist , but that is just my opinion
True
“Women go through this shit daily.” That part damn near made me tear up.
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I love how she mentions how diet plays a big role in low/depressed moods! I learned from a psychiatrist after the loss of my 31yo cousin & then 3 months to the day that he passed, his mom(my mother's little sister) died. My aunt has always been my soulmate she might not be my mom but I was her spitting image so to say I fell into a really dark place can't even express my pain. Keeping pre/probiotics(yogurt, kefir, hard cheeses, fruit, whole grains/ect) in my diet as well as making sure that I am taking magnesium, B12, fish oil as well as things that support your gut. Your gut health determines the mood of your brain by increasing feel good hormones! Sugar increases the amount of negative hormones in the brain. Especially cortisol which is a stress hormone.
Grief is so complex but there is hope that you can & will get your happiness back! Just take care of your mind body & spirit. 💪🏾☺️🤞🏾
When she spoke on future relationships and not wanting to participate, it broke my heart because I know she is still grieving so hard that it probably pains her to even think about loving another man. I can relate, my boyfriend of many years was tragically killed, shot and burned, leaving me and my kids broken. It shattered me to my core, and I felt depleted, feeling that I would never love again and with no desire. She will love again, and it will be a pure love, when God see's fit. I met my, now, boyfriend several years after that tragedy and I love him so much and I can still appreciate the love I had for my boyfriend that was killed. Life is funny that way because as I lay next to him now I cant imagine loving someone more. I wish Lauren all the love and happiness her heart can take. I also love to see the growth that she has made through this tragedy.
Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. My condolences to you and your family 💗
I relate so much to this pain and hurt. May God continue to bless you and your family.
I can understand her, i lost my first love in 2010..its 2022 and i still have not had love like that again, the good pure most loving kind..
But a relationship doesn’t define you.
It s normal to be in couple again...maybe you are too much passionnate in general
& this is why Angie is still a big deal. one of the best interviewers.
Lauren is ethereal. beautiful in & out.
DOPE INTERVIEW!!!
I’ve seen people clown her since Nips death…”She only talks about him now.” “She’s gaining so much weight.” “She looks depressed.” “She’s annoying now.” This is a queen! She is out here living the best way she knows how and is doing so gracefully…Strong, encouraging, and a great example of what a intentional, dedicated human looks like. Bless her on her journey. I know Nip is so proud of who she is/becoming!
All of this. 🌱💚
This here 🙌🏾
exactly. people aint got no compassion nowadays.
Thank you for saying this
Thank you!! Grief is very complex it is expressed in different ways. Those same people who say those things will eventually see how it feels to lose a loved one and won't know how to handle it. She's doing an amazing job holding it together I'm sure she still breaks down because that was the love of her life! They both loved each other immensely 💕
I don’t know how to describe it but whenever I’m feeling shitty, anxious, or depressed, I legitimately think about Lauren London. Like as a source of strength. She has embraced this new phase with so much grace. I am amazed with how much peace and power her presence holds.
"I just don't want to miss my mark, whatever God has for me to do on earth in the realest way...I do not want to miss that mark." THIS!! Love the interview, so good!
I felt that in my soul
@@biancagaines2494 same
Lauren London’s loss is not a private loss because it’s shared by many. But her testimony will be greater than her loss…. in time. She is literally on an assignment and she may be unaware of that. An assignment much greater than what her sweet imagination can hold. I pray for her road to peace and self discovery. I loved Nipsey. He was an experience. He was loaned to ALL of us. I thank God he left us with his jewels and the charge to be, dream and live greater. Lauren is one of ours…. Let’s protect her with everything! 🏁🏁🏁🙏🏽👑
Beautifully said ❤️
I LOVE THAT💞💞💞💞🙌🙏
It’s not the same type of loss. We lost nipsey she lost ermias.
YES ‼️❤️🤘🏾
Realest message ever !
when Lauren said the front row of a funeral is different and I FELT THAT !!!TEARS FALLING.. GOD BLESS YOU LAUREN AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY
I felt that too. Tears began to fall because I’ve been front row to two funerals and it was beyond painful.
Truly understand with the loss of my brother
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too 🥺
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too. I couldn't sit in the front row. Too much to bear.
All she wants with the rest of her life is peace. That speaks volumes. Nipsey’s death truly humbled her and has her mentally where our Father wants us to be. That peace above all understanding that is a gift from the Most High through our obedience. That’s what I want and need and continue to strive for because at the end of the day, that is what truly matters. Being at peace and in the Most High’s security.
“Front row at the funeral hits different.“
Lauren London is experiencing a transformation that is personal and spiritual and transferable. Her energy is palpable and THIS is what will touch lives and inspire others. She will serve a greater purpose. This was a beautiful interview.
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So Powerful
I love how she said something about death being something we all have to experience. How she kind of took the conversation off of it being about her and made it about all of us as humans.
I’ve been procrastinating on my spirituality lately but watching Lauren and Angela makes me want to discover myself in that way again.
@@creativeblackgirlstorytelling Yes….and this is what I mean, exactly, about her purpose and inspiring a greater purpose. Out of death she will be born again. I don’t mean this in the literal way but in the way Christ described it in scripture. The same idea applies for here, in that she will rediscover a newness, a transformation that will a change the way she was prior to, and she will birth a new thing, spiritually. She said in her interview (this girl is deep) death to ego! She’s on something so high….so intuitive that her perspective and vibration will operate on something so pure and true and real in the most raw way.
I love what Spirit is doing in her life and I think she will many.
Lauren's word is so strong. I literally felt every thing she way saying. Her eyes also tell a different story. They look so sad at some points throughout the interview yet so powerful.
Yasssssss!
The Eyes never lie Chico
I can't think of another person on this planet who would have given the exact type of space and energy required for this episode. This podcast already feels so solid.
I get her so much. I think that my love for my husband is so deep that I could not imagine that connection with anyone else. She truly loved Nipsey
“Why not you, who are you?” I had to get out of my ego! ~Powerfull statement! Love you Lauren 💕
I agree ☝🏽
Brought Tears To My Eyes!! 😢
“Instead of experiencing the person you’re with, you’re in possession of them because you’re operating from ego”. Wow. This is a gem that I’m going to apply to all relationships for life. Extremely profound knowledge.
Everyone projects their expectations because of ego. People control you through their desires of how they want you to act, for them.
Yessss definitely make you think!!! That was so POWERFUL and will definitely stick with me going forward in new relationships.
💯💯
She radiates such a mature healed energy & speaks so highly of Nipsey, hearing how much he inspires her shifts your perspective on love.
She's matured.
Zechariah 13:9 kjv
And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.
The beauty of love is no matter what happens death makes you realize how petty most of our issues are within relationships
i swear i see so much of myself in Lauren. Her transparency ,the need to go deeper. the way she turned within. Just a beautiful spirit. enlightened and down to earth at the same time.
Get your own life stop comparing yourself to others 😅she is a regular person you just idolize her lol😅
this was a perfect way to interview someone the right way, not badgering her with questions. she actually got to know Lauren and where she is currently headed and it was beautiful.
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Angie gives mother figure vibes it feels more like two people talking instead of a interview
It almost as if the tragedy has made her more beautiful. She’s definitely in tune spiritually. She’s one of my favorite ppl in Hollywood. This is what beauty with depth looks like
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25:25 Create boundaries. So if you are an empath, you're not absorbing, you're observing. You don't have to absorb. Being empathetic is fine, but don't take on other's energies. Keep doing your work. This is your journey.
As an empath myself I live by this mantra 💜💜
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Beautifully said❤️
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How do you do that tho?
I’ve watched this more then 10 times ! Made me think deep about life, love, loss, death….I might have to watch it a few more times ! I think I’m just in ❤ with Lauren !
Same here…. it’s not only about death, but people who’s going through things in general. We are not alone!
Wow I needed this interview bad I lost my brother and then my soulmate... I thought I was crazy going through what I was going thru but now I feel better because these feelings are natural and a part of grieving
This is one of the best interviews of all time. So many gems were dropped in this conversation. Angie has had many iconic interviews but this by far is one of the greatest. I simply LOVE and ADORE Lauren London. ♥️. May God continue to bless and guide her and her family. The Evolution of Lauren is admirable., 🙏🏾
facts! i was never a fan of angie martinez but now i have another level of respect for her
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@@Z-List-Nation but yet she still won’t drop the full 2Pac interview. Smh!
@@ironfist458 + Exactly…. Because the high ups call all the shots and the puppets Don’t
When Lauren said “Why not you, girl who are you?” The hairs on my back that I didn’t know existed quivered. I felt EVERY SINGLE BIT of that emotion because I could see it in her eyes. It literally made just understand so much about my own sentiments towards God and healing from tragedy. Thank you Lauren🙏🏾🥺
So much same. I think I’ve carried this quiet resentment since my mom transitioned in 2019, and when Lauren said “…women go through this everyday…why not you?” it made me really think about how I’m not the first person to experience the death of their mom/parent. Why not me? This whole interview was so very good!
same!! literally gave me chills & brought tears to my eyes
That statement hit me hard because a lot of times I question God and say “ Why me?” But now she gave me a clear understanding.
@TS RD I shed some tears. Whewww
Lauren’s calling to me seems to be bringing light, love, clarity, understanding, and new perspectives to others. Idk if she truly understands how beautifully deep she is and how much she helps others.
It’s Amazing 🤩 How We Can Clearly Understand Other Folks Calling But Not Our Own!!!
@@clashon4life843 we know our own it just that when we grow it gets harder to focus on harder to see but trust everyone has done a little bit of what they destined to do in their life times something I realized adults do as they get older is chase the younger child in themselves its cause in childhood we get it a glimpse of our callings
Truly one of the best podcast that cover grief absolutely so beautifully I come back every once in a while and learn something new every time
“You don’t really have a relationship till you question God” I cried so hard hearing her say that! Whew
Omg it hit me too
kudos to angie for finally letting her open up with the world. takes a special skill to get that out of someone that doesn’t wanna talk to podcast or radios or press. angie deserve an award for this amazing journalism 💪🏾
"What would Hussle do if it was me." This interview was painfully beautiful. Lauren is so well spoken and you can truly see God's purpose and glory flow within her. As a mother as well loving on your babies is sooo important especially after something so traumatic. I would love to just go camping with Lauren and pick her brain she is so spiritually aware and experienced in life. This was one of the best interviews I've seen in years.
I was so afraid to watch this but I’m so glad I did. Lauren’s journey is a powerful one. The still picture of Lauren smiling while she and Angie are embracing gave me all of the feels.
This interview could have been 4 hrs long and I would have watched it, I love this woman!! She a whole different vibe💛
I know right..... no twirling of the head, no flipping hair or smackinh lips... no attitude while speaking.... shes a breath of fresh air
The self awareness is so real in Lauren, its amazing and beyond this world. “You are your own healer” , this is so real. Working on yourself and digging deep is so hard because sometimes we find out stuff we don’t like and you have to learn to accept that we are just human. The amount of times I cried during this conversation was beyond me.
omg same! I cried so much. Digging deep and being honest with yourself is the hardest thing to do but necessary to heal. The stuff she was saying about the need to possess and cling to others because of fear hit home for me.
I’m currently in the second half of the interview and I don’t know if I can even make it to the end.
God is our healer. We can not take credit for nothing. May God’s will be done.
I was fighting tears the whole time
Nipsey and Lauren were most definitely soulmates. I can only imagine how she’s still feeling from losing him but to see her strength afterwards and to see how far she has come is inspiring. Her getting more in tuned with her spirituality and getting close with God is all she needed to get thru the tough times. I love it and I love her and the energy she’s putting out. This interview brought me to tears and I love how empathetic Angie was to her and her feelings and not making her feel uncomfortable with off the wall questions. Lauren handled herself so well and I pray she continues to get thru although I know it’s probably hard at times 🙏🏽
Nip was food for her soul you can see how he uplift her
How you know?
I Pray heaven is real and they meet again and live forever with their children in heaven
I agree 100%
@@hoodrat279 how do you not know?
I sincerely aspire to be this still in life. This IS her purpose… to show us that this level of spiritual growth is achievable, even through grief & loss. Sending her love & light ❤
This was so beautiful and sad to watch, because she basically said that she loss her one and only true love… she has no desire to try and find that again… she seems at peace now, but I know it’s still hard for her…. I think she has comfort in just knowing they both knew they loved one another!!
I love your comment it sincerely resonates with there experience.
lost, not loss
This interview was heaven sent
Lauren , Lauren , Laurennnnnnn . Jesus I wish I could give her a big hug . She’s definitely a rare breed ! I hope we get to see more of her in the future
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fully agree 👍
There is truly nowhere to go, nothing to learn, or anything to aquire or alter. The circumstance and consequence of death or loss has the unique ability to return us to our innate sensitivity and innocence. We are all on a journey of returning to simplicity, humility, and quietness.
That question of "can we exist by ourselves" and the notation that it disrupts a fantasy that we've all created spoke to my soul. This was beautiful!
Absolutely agree!
Yes💕
Woah. When she said and I paraphrase "You're in this tunnel and you see nothing but black going forward and you can look back because nothing is back there. You hear voices but that's all. You just have to keep moving forward" 🥺😩 I felt this!
She seems so pure and has reached an area in life most never will. I would love to see her journey moving forward
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Agreed 30:58 that’s how I was feeling watching this
Stop idolizing people 😅
This interview is sooo deep & wholesome. I went through a spiritual awakening this 2022 so I can resonate with everything Lauren is saying. I’m now so self-sufficient that it scares people.
This was truly a dope interview. I admire the way Angie was able to carry the interview in such a sensitive manner but also not "too" heavy. There is so much to learn from Lauren! So admirable... I will probably watch this interview a few more times.
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I agree. I luv how Angie handled the interview as well
Will mos def watch again. Lauren gave so much & I feel there was much more.
@@Ladyluvlee 💯
Omg! Everything I wanted to say🙏
I cried for 40+ minutes straight out of pure emotion - reflection, peace, sadness, joy - with this interview.
So did I cus I've been in her shoes still going through it
I have never resonated more than when she spoke of feeling detached from Earth and this earthly life. From one Starseed to another, I feel that everyday.
My soul is achingly homesick for a place I can't recall but know isn't here. 🥀
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That was literally the moment I sat up and started listening deeper. I had never heard anyone convey feelings that I have struggled with like that before. I didn't know that was a real thing for people other than me.
@@madisonhigh5269 Yes, you're probably a Starseed too which is someone with a soul that doesn't originate from Earth.
Ase sister 🙌🏾
Girl sometimes I feel so out of place here and it’s not in a I want to die way.. I don’t want to die but I know this isn’t my destination… I know it’s some other place after this life… it’s weird to constantly feel it and be aware of it while other people seem so blind to it.. like why am I so aware of this.
I just lost my husband of 14 1/2 years this truly touched my spirit. I felt it deep down!! Thank you
Nobody cares because your not Laura London
I loved EVERYTHING about this interview. When she said “Why not you girl, who are you?” I FELT every bit of that!!! Lauren is a beautiful soul!
i truly hope lauren starts a ted talk or podcast. she is so intelligent & beautiful. i love the way she speaks & her wisdom is so enlightening. i would absolutely love to know more about what she thinks.
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I love this interview. I'm happy that Lauren has gradually been able to climb out of that darkness. It's takes a STRONG individual to be in that position. Proud of her. Long live Nip! 🏁
This might be Angie’s best interview ever. Lauren London, so deep and real!
When I tell you when I first saw it I was like it is thee best ❤