Natalie Merchant - Carnival (Lyrics)

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  • Опубликовано: 27 авг 2024

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  • @Evelynlouise089
    @Evelynlouise089 4 года назад +349

    Listening to this in 2020 in memory of Aileen 💕 it’s like the song was wrote for her. Such a broken lost soul. Rest in paradise

    • @jessicaseabolt2730
      @jessicaseabolt2730 3 года назад +43

      That’s exactly why I’m here she was failed her entire life . Rest in Heavenly peace

    • @loriechase8878
      @loriechase8878 3 года назад +23

      We are all broken souls..becoming "Awake" is the challenge for all of us. Peace to your Aileen

    • @haunted1212
      @haunted1212 3 года назад +39

      Wrote a report on miss Aileen yesterday for one of my courses. Cried just about the whole time. Not many understand when i say she's one of my favorite people to have walked this Earth.
      It's breaks my heart completely how the world just chewed her up and spit her out and then killed her. :(
      I love that Natalie gave specific permissions to Nick Broomfield to use this in his documentary knowing it was Aileen's favorite. 🖤

    • @SiddharthSinghFiery69
      @SiddharthSinghFiery69 3 года назад +7

      Same

    • @Evelynlouise089
      @Evelynlouise089 3 года назад

      @dean james why do u say that?

  • @imaCLOVER
    @imaCLOVER 3 года назад +102

    I love love love that in the comment section I see Aileen Wuornos mentions!! Finally something beautiful for her to be remembered for!! Although, its been a fav of mine forever, I smiled when they put this song in her documentary. I thought yesssss this song is soooo fitting! Heres to you Ms. Aileen may you finally have some peace girrrrl ♥♥♥♥.

    • @haunted1212
      @haunted1212 3 года назад +7

      Same!!! I thought I'd be the unpopular opinion with my comment but this thread is beautiful! 🖤🖤🖤

    • @vanman757
      @vanman757 2 года назад +7

      This world is pretty fucked, isn't it...

    • @imaCLOVER
      @imaCLOVER 2 года назад +3

      @@vanman757 that it is

    • @woman_warrior3344
      @woman_warrior3344 Год назад +2

      Right on girl !! Couldn't have said it any better ❤️

  • @nicoletravis8702
    @nicoletravis8702 3 года назад +69

    it just breaks my heart that aileen died and nobody ever gave her a chance R.I.P you beautiful angel

    • @BrettJ5150
      @BrettJ5150 6 месяцев назад

      No excuses for what she was convicted of justice was served she had a choice her victims didn't. Monster she was🙏✝️

  • @karenwingerd8929
    @karenwingerd8929 Год назад +33

    The words in this song sadly just click for me. Im an addict in recovery for the 2nd time in 18 yrs. 1st time I made it 6 mos. This time I'm at 1 yr & 6 mos. I lived a happy childhood as a country girl & I never knew why & what drew me into the city & demons that pulled me down. I guess living a sheltered life, I found it exciting & interesting. Who I thought were friends, that loved me, only used me for $. I must have had someone on my side, i never o.d. or got arrested. But i hid my addiction all these yrs. Until I realized it was killing me. I told the Only person i trusted. My elderly mom. Now, She & the rest of my family are in my corner. I may have been lost in the carnival (city)...but my true family has been there all along, truly loving me. Boy was I lost. It's still feels like a dream & a challenge, but now I look forward to each month behind that old life & I know God is with me. He forgives those who ask & try. To those that are struggling please reach out it's NEVER to late. 🙏 ❤✌️

    • @sarahs2135
      @sarahs2135 Год назад +4

      Amen, Miss Karen. No weapon formed against you will prosper, in Jesus name. Amen 🙏 (isaiah 54. The entire chapter will speak 2 your heart, I think. Also, Psalm 121. ❤) I know the ugliness of addiction, the lying demons that go with it, and the strength it takes 2 be where you are now. God bless you. You got this. One day at a time 🙏 🌈💖

    • @karenwingerd8929
      @karenwingerd8929 Год назад +5

      @Sarah S Ty that means more then you know. 🙏💕🫂

    • @lizhalpin8697
      @lizhalpin8697 Год назад +4

      Karen, Bless you. You are a true warrior. With your experience would you not go and help others. You would be their Angel and Saviour.

    • @surfside75
      @surfside75 Год назад +1

      😥😥😥

    • @karenwingerd8929
      @karenwingerd8929 Год назад +4

      ​@@surfside75I'm not sad.. My life has been a learning experience. It may have been a hard learning experience, but many of us can honestly say we've had those. And I believe a person has to step outta their comfort zone if they really want to change for the better. It's what makes us grow & flourish into a better individuals w/a kind soul. Over 1.5 yrs clean. I've never thought more vivid, clearly & my health has improved tremendously. I am health conscious now & constantly striving to be a better me, which i feel happy & free from any, all negativitythat holds me back..🫶☮️💌🌼

  • @jaskagrass2965
    @jaskagrass2965 3 года назад +108

    Watching the documentary about Aileen I thought there was something wrong with me that I felt so sorry for her. Thanks to you all I know I'm normal empathic person. Rest in peace Aileen. Hope you are getting everything best somewhere up there. Everytime I think of you my eyes feel with tears. My thoughts are with you even though I live in Poland faraway from US.

    • @ldylkr
      @ldylkr 3 года назад

      What documentary was it?

    • @paulamoyano4128
      @paulamoyano4128 2 года назад +7

      @@ldylkr life and death of a serial killer by Nick Broomfield.

    • @ldylkr
      @ldylkr 2 года назад +2

      @@paulamoyano4128 Thank you. 😊

    • @paulamoyano4128
      @paulamoyano4128 2 года назад +1

      @@ldylkr you're welcome!

    • @Bestboss1112
      @Bestboss1112 2 года назад +3

      @@ldylkr there's also the film omg the actor who plays her part u would think it wS6her there so alike jts an amazing film its called monster u have 2 c it

  • @antoniaperrotta
    @antoniaperrotta 2 года назад +27

    I think about her every time I listen to this song..this life wasn’t meant for her, rest in peace Aileen

    • @BrettJ5150
      @BrettJ5150 5 месяцев назад

      I myself do not . AW was a convicted murderer and got what the jury of her peers agreed on. Nobody knows the truth you couldn't believe what she said.

  • @elvisbenitez8209
    @elvisbenitez8209 2 года назад +19

    This is 100% spot on Aileen's song. It's literally the perfect send off song, the soundtrack to her life.

  • @michelleparsons8775
    @michelleparsons8775 3 года назад +160

    Rip Eileen . 😢 Society failed her from birth. Monsters are not born. They are created

    • @Cobra2004Silver
      @Cobra2004Silver 3 года назад

      @RUclips AUDITOR yea cuz you know. We should bow down to you almighty.

    • @nicoletravis8702
      @nicoletravis8702 3 года назад +4

      @HOW DARE YOU! looks like you don't even know what rape is

    • @wellbeing2193
      @wellbeing2193 2 года назад +1

      I personally believe she wasn't meant to be a prostitute if she hadn't suffered all that sexually-abuse and neglect from the beginning. Like perhaps the fact that she never dressed as a prostitute goes to show that she hadn't learned much about life and personal relationships.
      It also explains why she chose to marry a man but later tried to find her love for a woman. I guess she wanted someone close to whom she could relate to and to feel secure towards

    • @Pokaow
      @Pokaow Год назад +2

      Aileen Wuornos. At least spell her name correctly 😢

    • @someoneout-there2165
      @someoneout-there2165 11 месяцев назад +1

      I guess that's why they thought up the saying, "be careful what you wish for".

  • @rosslynnegibbons
    @rosslynnegibbons 3 года назад +140

    It's a shame that when someone speaks the truth, it's easier to call them mad. Rest in Paradise.Aileen

    • @thegreatawakening7thedimen837
      @thegreatawakening7thedimen837 2 года назад +7

      There is no one; hated more> than he or she~ who tells the truth- Plato

    • @dwissba68
      @dwissba68 2 года назад

      Yeah, murdering people like something a serial killer would do is another reason we call these people mad.

  • @sailingaeolus
    @sailingaeolus Год назад +28

    Such a haunting song. It cuts my soul in two.

  • @nikhib1
    @nikhib1 3 года назад +32

    I was brought here many times before in deep thought about my own life......this time Aileen brought me here R.I.P Aileen

  • @larryhamrick5254
    @larryhamrick5254 2 года назад +22

    I love Natalie Merchant. You Rock still in 2022.

  • @devlinadams4166
    @devlinadams4166 4 года назад +82

    RIP 💐💐Aileen Wuornos💔😢
    Happy 18th year in Heaven👼👼👼👼where your safe & loved 💖💖💖💖💖
    Humanity did you DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!

    • @antvee85
      @antvee85 3 года назад +8

      Absolutley !!! ❤❤

    • @devlinadams4166
      @devlinadams4166 3 года назад +7

      @@antvee85 :🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍 Thank You 👼👼👼👼👼👼👼👼

    • @mancinialessia
      @mancinialessia 3 года назад +4

      Well... i think she was’nt dirty....

    • @kimberlyhoogerhyde9437
      @kimberlyhoogerhyde9437 5 месяцев назад +1

      AMEN❤

  • @barbaradouglas4520
    @barbaradouglas4520 Год назад +11

    Aileen ❤ I'm listening to this song regretting what happened in your life thanks for sharing this beautiful song with us r.i.p

  • @shelleylynnxo
    @shelleylynnxo 2 года назад +39

    I think she deserved better than the hand she was dealt..sad 😔

  • @brendaa7726
    @brendaa7726 2 года назад +13

    Aileen brung me here. This song relates and speaks so much. I’m sorry for what you went through. Keep resting in paradise 🕊

  • @crudersdorf77
    @crudersdorf77 3 года назад +21

    This song speaks MANY VOLUMES of us who have grown up and live in a city!! PERIOD!!

  • @ericthiel4053
    @ericthiel4053 Год назад +3

    Reminds me of afternoons after high school with the radio playing in the background while I did homework....... I do all that work over for a week in 95 again. I miss the vibe of that era so bad it hurts.

  • @gwendavies9067
    @gwendavies9067 2 месяца назад +1

    Just watched documentary on Eileen and cant stop the tears from flowing for this poor soul. 🙏♥️🙏

  • @jackduncan4228
    @jackduncan4228 4 года назад +150

    In my opinion Aileen Wournos didn’t deserve even half of what she got. She defended herself against rapists who took her into the woods to rape her and perhaps even murder her. Why take her into the woods if their intentions were good? I believe anyone has the right to use deadly force to stop some bastard from raping them. She was judged harshly purely because she was a dirt poor prostitute. Her life story is just horrifying and so sad. That poor girl never caught a break and was even sold out by the one person she ever let get close enough to love. Yes the pockets of the people she shot were turned out. As far as she was concerned these rapists had taken her into the woods and hurt her, assaulted her and tried to rape and forcefully sodomise her, she was going to take some payment, even just to cover her costs. Poor Aileen was thrown to the wolves. What she needed was rehabilitation and therapy, she needed to know love with no strings attached. They can’t hurt you anymore Aileen. This world treated you like trash, you were a human being. A funny, loyal, gifted and loving human being despite the hell you experienced, despite being marginalised to the very edge of society. It pisses me off that you got what you did but that big butch bitch you loved got off Scot free. You were done so wrong. Rest in peace. If I lived in the US I’d piss on the graves of those who tried to rape you and you defended yourself against (as was your lawful right).

    • @omen911
      @omen911 4 года назад +15

      She went against the pedofilic system and she suffered what happens to all those who go against them 💔 may her soul rest in power 🙏 thank you Aileen for speaking for all the children of the night and for all the children that go missing yearly 💔

    • @dylanbarnes9191
      @dylanbarnes9191 4 года назад +3

      You do rwlize she recanted all that right she was raped as a child but non of those 7 men did anything to her except maybe the first who actually had a history but the other 6 were guilty of looking loke the first man she killed the only one who actually hurt her

    • @alyssahall6981
      @alyssahall6981 4 года назад +11

      She killed innocent men after the rape and abuse. I see why though. She was DONE. Not ALL of her murders were justifiable but I can't say I wouldn't feel that kind of hate inside me to do what she did. NoONE ever knows what one is capable of doing. Only God knows. Aileen tried to give the impression that she was a bad ass without remorse but she's been so hurt and broken inside that she was too stubborn and ashamed to let that show in her interviews. Atleast she TRIED to not let her hurt show. Tragic b.s.

    • @robbiemcclure1531
      @robbiemcclure1531 3 года назад +10

      Beautifully said..
      I feel these lyrics for her so hard... “have I been blind? Have I been lost? Inside myself and my own mind..”

    • @sagewhunder642
      @sagewhunder642 3 года назад +3

      💯💕💯💕💯💕

  • @thewickednetwork7667
    @thewickednetwork7667 Год назад +5

    Crazy to think it’s been almost 21 years since you left this world 🌎 Aileen society has failed as you said it all along. Sailed in God’s kingdom. May you be at peace 🌹🙏🏻

  • @martinayoyo8715
    @martinayoyo8715 4 года назад +49

    RIP Aileen...

  • @grungetruck8243
    @grungetruck8243 Год назад +5

    Beautiful and mysterious feeling song.

  • @rubydawn1
    @rubydawn1 4 года назад +113

    Aileen Wuornos asked this be played at her funeral

    • @redwhiteblue9866
      @redwhiteblue9866 3 года назад +5

      This song is inspiring for me from a creating lyrics perspective. Then I saw your comment... it's the only one I need to read.

    • @rozannaguirre26
      @rozannaguirre26 3 года назад +13

      I pray Aileen is forgiven and in heaven. Rest in peace Aileen.

  • @billow9721
    @billow9721 Год назад +21

    She is one of the saddest cases I have ever read about, let down and tormented by those who held her future development and final demise in their own abusive hands, killing someone is never acceptable, but she was murdered long ago by corrupt evil souls who chased her every move for their own sickening fantasises , where was justice for Aileen? Even near her end she spat in the face of mankind as death in her mind was her only release from the "Carnival". R.I.P Aileen.

  • @Mysticmindsz
    @Mysticmindsz 3 года назад +61

    I know it’s heard to empathize with a serial killer but I do for Aileen… she was failed
    Her whole life and I understand… RIP to her and the victims

  • @joey_bag_a_donuts
    @joey_bag_a_donuts 3 года назад +26

    this song has sent me into deep thoughts of introspection. the mere lyrics alone are enlightening, but the bluesie melody and guitar just hit me at the right time as I've heard this song hundreds of times before, but never listened until now. ty

    • @md-ln4fp
      @md-ln4fp 2 года назад +1

      Absolutely brother.

  • @stepahead6761
    @stepahead6761 2 года назад +13

    I came here after Aileen documentary...who am I to judge.
    Life was never fair to her from childhood.
    Monsters are not born, they're created!

  • @ninawestlake14
    @ninawestlake14 Год назад +8

    Here for Aileen Wournos. R.I.P.,honey 💛🙌

  • @danielaschauer4332
    @danielaschauer4332 4 года назад +38

    In Memory of Aileen W.❤

  • @missmarycbell
    @missmarycbell 2 года назад +11

    The last days of 2021 listening for Aileen ♥️♥️

  • @laurenhorry311
    @laurenhorry311 Год назад +15

    May she rest in peace. You could tell in that show when Nick brought up her Mom how much pain just hearing her Mom's name brought her. So sad. You could feel her soul was troubled.

  • @noleenpowseys8272
    @noleenpowseys8272 2 года назад +12

    Listening in 2022 My heart breaks for all concerned This song is captivating. How could Aileen be so devastatingly wronged her whole life💕🦋💕🦋💕

  • @shellypowlesland5698
    @shellypowlesland5698 3 года назад +24

    Rip Aileen. I'm so sorry everyone did you wrong. Yes does forgive you. I know of some things you'd been there. I felt lost alone. I was abused and I was messed up. God and myself taught me to get better. My love and life is God only. I live for him. He loves me and I will get through

    • @imaCLOVER
      @imaCLOVER 3 года назад +4

      ♥ God bless you

    • @haunted1212
      @haunted1212 3 года назад +1

      🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @surfside75
      @surfside75 Год назад +1

      Yes Shelly, you will get through as God and your friends love you so very much💙 -be blessed🙏

  • @jennybeans5750
    @jennybeans5750 3 года назад +18

    Heard this at the grocer store I was hypnotized, mesmerized by what my ears have found

  • @BigVegasAlwaysWins
    @BigVegasAlwaysWins 4 года назад +72

    Aileen Wuornos brought me here💙

    • @lindalamb222
      @lindalamb222 4 года назад +6

      Aileen Wuornos brought me here too

    • @BigVegasAlwaysWins
      @BigVegasAlwaysWins 4 года назад +5

      @@lindalamb222 Aileen was fascinating watched most of her interviews today💙

    • @lindalamb222
      @lindalamb222 4 года назад +3

      @@BigVegasAlwaysWins have you seen the movie Monster?

    • @BigVegasAlwaysWins
      @BigVegasAlwaysWins 4 года назад +3

      @@lindalamb222 yes I have

    • @johndean4727
      @johndean4727 4 года назад +2

      @@BigVegasAlwaysWins your disgusting.trash attracts trash i guess.

  • @user-bg9cs6bn4c
    @user-bg9cs6bn4c 6 месяцев назад +2

    R.I.P Aileen You’re loved ❤

  • @Larkin922
    @Larkin922 2 года назад +7

    Aileen Brought Me Here 😢🥰❤️

  • @nicolecross4834
    @nicolecross4834 Год назад +6

    She has tuched so many of us, don't you just want to save her.
    It didn't take away the fact she took life

  • @oldschoolniij7659
    @oldschoolniij7659 2 года назад +19

    rest in peace sister, you've earned it

  • @laurawilliamson2830
    @laurawilliamson2830 2 года назад +4

    Rip Aileen, you were failed by many. Wish you could see the outpouring of love for you just alone on this post. Go find your paradise, peace and no one can ever hurt you again darling ✨💖

  • @christopherseq666
    @christopherseq666 2 года назад +8

    Listening for the first time w lyrics. After watching the Documentary of Eileen Wuornos by Nick Broomfield on May 18 2022. It's no wonder she asked for this song to be played after. Beautiful Song, although i can only feel sorry for her, and every one of her innocent victims. We are truly all just enjoying The Carnival called life.

  • @onedaybutnottoday63
    @onedaybutnottoday63 3 года назад +50

    I wish Lee could see how much we love and understand and forgive her 🖤🖤🖤

    • @user-ce3uc9jo4d
      @user-ce3uc9jo4d 2 года назад +1

      100 % yes.

    • @vanman757
      @vanman757 2 года назад +3

      Why, are you one of the victims family members are you ?..

    • @dteed6282
      @dteed6282 2 года назад +1

      You think so? I wonder what the victims families would say about that. Put yourself in their shoes. They are the ones who deserve your sympathy.

    • @vanman757
      @vanman757 2 года назад

      @@dteed6282 Exactly my point mate...

    • @alexandrastuart3252
      @alexandrastuart3252 2 года назад

      @@vanman757 do you have family that are bad dates?

  • @sfr2107
    @sfr2107 2 года назад +5

    RIP Aileen. 💕💕💗

  • @screechingwind114
    @screechingwind114 2 года назад +7

    Been looking for the Mother Ship in the Sky, Aileen.🛸

  • @SiddharthSinghFiery69
    @SiddharthSinghFiery69 3 года назад +18

    Here because of the lovely Aileen Wuornos.
    In her memory ..

  • @joshuabarbour5278
    @joshuabarbour5278 2 года назад +14

    My mom wants this played at her funeral. So morbid, her fascination with her own death, and always been a topic for her. I say play it while you are alive, loud as you can stand.

  • @suikofreak546
    @suikofreak546 Год назад +4

    I want this song to be played at my funeral.

  • @Larkin922
    @Larkin922 2 года назад +12

    R.I.P. Aileen🌟🌹

  • @charlotteball2987
    @charlotteball2987 3 года назад +27

    This song was Aileen! I can’t help wonder how different it might of been for her in the Me Too movement sweeping the Globe right now!!!

    • @LilithV420
      @LilithV420 2 года назад +1

      This!!!

    • @alexandrastuart3252
      @alexandrastuart3252 2 года назад +2

      Had nothing to do with me too starting in the 80's. As a 16 year old hooker walking down the street, with everyone looking at her, she was part of the carnival. I wish I knew more about her son. To me a tragic case

    • @charannaneal3042
      @charannaneal3042 2 года назад +1

      @@alexandrastuart3252 I do too. I wonder if he was failed and turned out similar to his mother or if he actually had a chance. My heart hurts so bad for her, his mother that is. Her whole life, man she never had a chance like at all. Not a fighting chance in hell

    • @alexandrastuart3252
      @alexandrastuart3252 2 года назад +1

      No she never stood a chance. She only wanted love especially from Tyra and would do anything to get it.
      The system fails so many and Aileen is just another number to add to failures perpetrated by the judicial system, foster care, social services etc

    • @jeremiahsmomforever2844
      @jeremiahsmomforever2844 Год назад

      Not much different became she was considered poor many many are still treated this way if you don't have money you don't have a voice. Especially if your female. Sad sad world we live in and so many still blind.🦋 my son Jeremiah died in the hospital at age 28 because he didn't have good insurance they just didn't care people are worth more

  • @joegonzalezalfaro5079
    @joegonzalezalfaro5079 2 года назад +6

    RIP Aileen and all the persons lives that you took 🙏

  • @regioatl79
    @regioatl79 Год назад +2

    Just a master piece ! She has a beautiful voice !

  • @cloud6862
    @cloud6862 3 года назад +15

    Romans 12:19 Do not avenge yourselves beloved, but leave room for Gods Wrath , for it is written "Vengence is Mine, I will repay says the Lord'..... RIP Aileen Wuornos.... ''A person may have many troubles but be a righteous person'......A woman with great charisma and intelligence put threw so much in life - from the moment she entered this world....until she was so overwhelmed in pain and confusion ..........

  • @noahalfalfamabersellix9677
    @noahalfalfamabersellix9677 4 года назад +18

    Great Memories, with this Song. One of the Very Best memories I have linked to this Great Tune. Thank you Natalie

  • @ldylkr
    @ldylkr 3 года назад +15

    Forever Aileen! ❤ Hope you found peace.

  • @gregorylichtenson757
    @gregorylichtenson757 2 года назад +4

    Love You Natalie..From Gregg East Village NYC

  • @sashamoore9691
    @sashamoore9691 2 года назад +7

    Praying Aileen is no longer suffering

  • @netlock4941
    @netlock4941 10 месяцев назад +5

    The ONLY serial killer, in All My studies , I have shed tears over.
    I believe she went to heaven , and made it past judgement day...
    I believe the seven men , also in heaven forgave her 🙏

  • @Celticstorm771
    @Celticstorm771 6 месяцев назад

    A powerful song, that reached the soul of so many but especially for Aileen, your tormented soul could still see love and beauty in this world, I pray that Jesus has you in his arms, Noone will hurt you ever again, rest in paradise.

  • @manninggrinnan621
    @manninggrinnan621 3 года назад +14

    I don't know anything about Aileen. I just respond to the music individually. This is maybe the best electronically recorded song ever. It is simple stunning.

    • @Bestboss1112
      @Bestboss1112 2 года назад

      Watch the film monster then her documentary

    • @surfside75
      @surfside75 Год назад

      This song basically explained my entire life until recently.. -thank you God for saving my life🙏💙🤗

  • @allthatjazz9000
    @allthatjazz9000 3 года назад +9

    Rip Lee we love you 💘

  • @nathanbosley76
    @nathanbosley76 2 года назад +2

    This song rings so true at my age. The things I've seen, good and bad. Life has been crazy.

  • @OluwatobaAjanakuSbm
    @OluwatobaAjanakuSbm 2 года назад +5

    At the end of the day, Everyone is affected by one or many abnormalities of the world,
    But above all,
    I hope you find a place in your dear heart to forgive yourself,
    For all the decisions that brought pain to you,
    For all the actions that doesn't bring a desired outcome,
    For all the pain and inconvenience you have allowed into your dear life consciously or unconsciously,
    You are in a world and this is your first time here just like everyone else,
    You have never lived before, this is your very first experience of what being alive is,
    So making some couple of mistakes that may be horrible at some point of your life is not impossible,
    But what matters is choosing to forgive yourself no matter how much or how many times you have wronged your self, through bad decisions and actions, is all that matter,
    The best thing you can ever do for you own self is to make the decision to forgive your own self completely for every wrong you have done to your own self,
    Your body in it's natural state is pure, healthy, holy, true, happy, peaceful, fulfilled, positive and free, - "just like a "baby"
    And it is designed to remain that way forever,
    But along the line,
    As you are growing up you develop some desires and creates some wants,
    The main source of all human's problem, and suffering results from there "desires and wants" as you grow old you come up with different desires and wants, and as a result of this, failure and delay are introduced, persistent becomes necessary and hardwork/smart work with other things are required to have your desires fall in place,
    As a result of all this, you engage your mind, thoughts, and body to become unrest,
    However, some of these desires are necessities of life that must be achieved base on societal standard,
    At the same time
    The best thing to do is to take a minute out everyday to calm your mind, deliberately relax your mind, make a decision to free your spirit, on your way to achieve your desires,
    And forgive your self always,
    For allowing yourself go under so much pressure that threatens your Peace of mind,
    Make peace with yourself,
    Appreciate yourself for every single little achievement,
    Recognise when your peace is being threatened and do away with all the avoidable factors (human or non human) that may pose immediate or any form of threat to your peace of mind, physical, mental, spiritual and emotional wellbeing,
    Because you deserve perfect peace in your heart,
    And this can be achieved when you choose to forgive yourself as this will help you build the courage to go for what is good for your own soul and let go off the rest,

  • @vanman757
    @vanman757 2 года назад +6

    Yeah... I just watched the 2nd Nick Broomfield documentary he made with Aileen Wournos & he say's at the end that she wanted this song playing at her wake & plays it at the end rolling credits... So, I had to come & check out the lyrics to see what she was seeing in the song & how she related it to herself... Very interesting indeed....

  • @joyceginise7913
    @joyceginise7913 3 года назад +9

    God Bless you Aileen

  • @kimberlyhoogerhyde9437
    @kimberlyhoogerhyde9437 6 месяцев назад

    Hey girl,I can relate to your pain,struggling in this crazy world.....we will meet someday,no tears in heaven.love you Lee❤

  • @stellawest
    @stellawest 4 месяца назад

    Another woman (Aileen) who would have grown into a wise old woman and would have been able to offer so much to young women today. She was a badass. Hope you're rockin on that mothership ❤❤

  • @reginahall2971
    @reginahall2971 Месяц назад

    I agree, this song sounds like it was written about her and her life! May she rest in peace because she sure didn’t have it here on earth! She was tired of being tortured and treated as less, and she took as much control as she she possibly could in her death! My hat is off to you Ms. Eileen Wuornos!! She didn’t fail, they failed her! She took lives and I don’t agree with the fact that she was a murderer and I pray for all those families but there’s things around all of us everyday that we don’t agree with! RIP and enjoy those wings!

  • @crazylady8702
    @crazylady8702 11 месяцев назад +1

    Love this song since first time I heard it when it came out

  • @Sarah-cd2xq
    @Sarah-cd2xq 2 года назад +6

    Rest in peace aileen, sorry you went through hell on earth

  • @AriesSuperLove
    @AriesSuperLove 3 года назад +14

    This song is real soundtrack to aileen life

  • @gingerali
    @gingerali 6 месяцев назад +1

    RIP Aileen, you are in a better place now !

  • @beckysingleton596
    @beckysingleton596 2 года назад +4

    The system failed Aileen. This is haunting!

  • @shericarriero6240
    @shericarriero6240 3 года назад +3

    Shutting your eyes and playing along doesn't say your strong.. It tells me you've been weak

    • @amohvac27
      @amohvac27 Год назад +1

      The weak follow the crowd but the strong stand up for whats right and will die for it🙏🙏🙏

  • @weebryuku7747
    @weebryuku7747 2 года назад +4

    I'm so sorry, Aileen.

  • @jayannawhyte
    @jayannawhyte 3 года назад +13

    TO AILEEN❤

  • @leesutherland54
    @leesutherland54 Год назад +2

    What a song,definitite memories

  • @lunatuna9610
    @lunatuna9610 Месяц назад +1

    This song is really catchy I like it

  • @vanessaburridge2779
    @vanessaburridge2779 2 года назад +4

    Listening in 2022 ♥️ Aileen is better of than us all living people Aileen is at peace now. We on earth are not .

  • @antvee85
    @antvee85 3 года назад +20

    One of the best damn songs EVER MADE SO TRUE.... aileen brought me here as well and I loved this song as a child I understand her inside pain sad story 😭😭

  • @princesstdot
    @princesstdot 10 месяцев назад

    I SO can relate to this song when I was younger I lived on the streets and the stuff I seen carnival is an awesome song very touching and the way I read into it is so so what I felt😢 and still feel. Because I can't believe what my eyes have seen and a lot of people don't know to this day so that song I just fell in love with. It's me

  • @believinginjustice554
    @believinginjustice554 3 года назад +3

    2021 💜🦋

  • @thenerd3639
    @thenerd3639 9 месяцев назад

    All the abuse I have been through was hell I feel for this lady because I can feel her pain I think she went through worse then me but I definitely feel her pain. May you R.I.P in the lords loving arms Aileen 😢

  • @LisaLynn000
    @LisaLynn000 7 месяцев назад +1

    My life for years

  • @theunicorngamergirlgenesis9573
    @theunicorngamergirlgenesis9573 Год назад +1

    Rest in peace aileen hopefully she is in heaven

  • @hevand_co
    @hevand_co 2 года назад +4

    RIP Aileen 🙏🧡

  • @ladydnavarone3447
    @ladydnavarone3447 4 года назад +5

    This may be my new mental cleanse between NOLA and beyond 💛💚💜

  • @capsman09
    @capsman09 Год назад +1

    Hypnotist Tom Silver brought me here. He always plays this song at the Beginning of his hypnosis shows.

  • @xtracrazzzy99
    @xtracrazzzy99 4 года назад +24

    Aileen you were dealt a shitty hand. Music saves me too ❤❤

  • @queenb6041
    @queenb6041 Год назад +1

    2023 and still a favourite!!! ❤❤

  • @jameshetfield5894
    @jameshetfield5894 4 года назад +17

    If you’re familiar with Buddhism, I think the lyrics of this song fit weirdly nice if looked at from the point of view of someone waking up from samsara. Great song no matter what though😊

    • @11Rogue-Disciple11
      @11Rogue-Disciple11 2 года назад

      Yesss... exactly.
      The lyrics absolutely fit the dynamics of the process nicely. In a very poetic way..as a metaphor for life as a big circus carnival show.
      I thought this too when I first truly listened

    • @jameshetfield5894
      @jameshetfield5894 2 года назад

      Thanks for your post and namaste😊

    • @mindsigh4
      @mindsigh4 2 года назад

      carnival.....incarnate

    • @jameshetfield5894
      @jameshetfield5894 2 года назад

      Wow yes, same prefix. I never noticed that.

    • @surfside75
      @surfside75 Год назад

      And stoicism😇

  • @shamanismtarotnhealing
    @shamanismtarotnhealing Год назад

    The street carnival; when you see it, you just can't unsee it. Actors take their places next to me, hypnotized memorized, they act as if we don't see. 😎🤙

  • @natgem1094
    @natgem1094 9 месяцев назад +1

    RIP Aileen 😢 tormented and let down by society and life.

  • @StandForTruth205
    @StandForTruth205 2 года назад +2

    Rest in peace Aileen 💚

  • @jaggaruby4411
    @jaggaruby4411 6 месяцев назад

    2024 I had to listen to this ❤

  • @kevingregory4191
    @kevingregory4191 2 года назад +2

    Sad..rip Arleen.x

  • @stacy3525
    @stacy3525 Год назад

    Karen i lived a mirror life to your own and wanted u 2 know u aren’t alone. Another true reason why music has so much rich importance. Allows you the power to go back in the past plus leap into the future ❤

  • @glennjohn3824
    @glennjohn3824 3 месяца назад

    Insightful and lucid

  • @matter1340
    @matter1340 2 года назад +2

    Damn. Her song RIP LEE

  • @madameleota6731
    @madameleota6731 5 месяцев назад

    I pray that Aileen found Jesus before she was taken. Her life was so miserable. Who knows what truly happened between her and the men she killed. God knows the truth. I pray that she is at peace, finally. God bless you Aileen.