It's been a while since we got deep, so here we go. Remember you are brave, you aren't your disorder; you can do this. TIMESTAMPS: 1:42 - What Bulimia Does To Your Body 4:50 - How Bulimia Has Affected Me + My Body 9:28 - How I Recovered/How You Can Recover (tips) 17:47 - A Little Motivational Speech For Recovery ___________________ DON'T FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE!! (love you) Go follow me on all the social medias (just 2 lol) (if you want): Instagram - instagram.com/elenabatman/ Twitter - twitter.com/ElenaBateman ___________________ FOR BUSINESS ENQUIRIES: enquiries.eb@.eu
Girl, Remember, we love you. I still suffer of consequences like scars in my throat (to this day, when I have the stomach flu they open up again and I spit blood) and damage to my vocal cords and I deeply feel you. Thank you for talking about it
This video was a while ago so you might not see this comment but I just wanted to say how brave and kind you are for making this video to help others. With the ongoing acid reflux you are having it might be worth asking your GP if you can have a PPI (like omeprazole), they usually work better for acid than the over the counter stuff like the Rennie's you have been taking. They are also available in easier to swallow formulations. Also just wanted to say, I would never have guessed about your teeth, they look lovely on camera. I don't usually comment on videos but thought this definitely deserved one. Keep well, your videos are great!
Bulimia is addictive and doesn’t even make you lose wait for most people, there is also a stigma that it is mostly women, I’m a man and I struggled with bulimia for the first two years of high school, it’s terrible.
I read somewhere that the number of men/boys who suffer from EDs are much, much higher than we think, but the stigma and most programs are completely centered around women/girls so they very rarely get help.
I have bullimia, and I can't stop throwing up after eating. I'm skinny, but I feel like I need to be skinnier. I'm 13 , my height is 5'7 , and I weigh 101 pounds.
シkarina Try talking to the school counsellor or really any other adult you can trust. It will be alot easier for you if you’re getting help and support early on 💕
Bulimia is evil. The behaviour is so addictive and uncontrollable, once the urge happens it’s impossible to stop it. I have hiatus hernia and extremely destroyed teeth and had 3 rotten so much they had to be removed, having teeth implants in my 30s. What helped me was Fluexetine (Prozac), people don’t believe it, I never believed it will ever stop from medicine. But meds helped somehow for “the urge” disappear. I put on a big amount of weight and then lost it gradually to normal weight. I still have unhealthy relationship with food sometimes. But I don’t have ED. Please please if anyone who struggles here need help - try this medication. It helped me and a lot of other people. Bulimia took so much from me I never finished Uni couldn’t hold any job, relationship, was lonely for years pushing people away, broke, suicidal, almost homeless. I will never get those years back and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. (It ended up well I’m now happily married and a mum!)
I am a recovered bulimic, and I want you to trust me when I say that scaring eating disorder patients into recovery doesn't work. You're just proving that you lack empathy.
Kateřina Kubíčková I know, She already knew that it was bad for her but she didn’t know any specific consequences, so she carried on. This video highlighting specific irreversible changes to do with beauty (teeth, hair etc) sort of gave her a slight push. To talk to her parents and get some professional help. It took her quite a while afterwards, but now she has officially recovered, this video was at least a catalyst in that.
@@homosexualpancakes I understand where you're coming from but eating disorders and other mental illnesses are on a spectrum that is individual; some people may recover much faster than others, it depends on many factors with a person.
I started purging after meals yesterday, and I'm trying to get the thoughts out of my head. I'm 13 years old. This video helped so much. I'm going to try not to do it anymore. Thank you so much. Edit: a year later, I am much better now. I still get those thoughts every so often but I haven't acted on them in a while
You are so young honey. Growing up is going to be hard obviously, but you are worth living it in such a way that you will not regret decisions, when you are older. I am so happy that you saw this in time. You can do it 🖤
I was on the relative mild side of bulimia and I have major staining, constant pain from sensitivity and occasional cavities that suck. If you can do something to avoid purging, please do, it's a constant downward spiral
I'm 27 and bulimic since my 15's. I've already lost two teeth. I'm trying to have self-control but these past three weeks have been so hard for me that after 4 months without binging and purging it started all over again. I'm so tired, I just want it to stop. I want to thank you for this video. I hope you have overcome bulimia and I hope I can do the same.
I know that teeth problems are the worse feeling in the world. I am 30 and my dentist has been yelling at me for a few years to get dentures. It is a heartbreaking thing to hear.
Last night was one of those nights. I binge and binged until it finally hit me- you know that feeling you get when you just look yourself in the mirror and think "Shit, what have I done" and that was when I purged. I turn 18 today, and most likely it was just mere coincidence but the fact you published this video on my birthday means something to me. I'm an adult now, going to college soon, and I don't want this to be the life I'm living. I want to take responsibility. I want to recover, and love myself and my body. I know this video must've been hard for you to make, and for that I salute you! You are strong and beautiful and I'm so glad you're on youtube sharing your story and your beautiful self with the world. Cheers lovely :)
Oh wow, I barely noticed all these replies! Thank you so much everyone :) I love how we can all connect through this platform in the name of supporting one-another. To give you an update, I have not binged nor purged in quite a while. At times I still have issues with emotional eating, especially right now during quarantine, but keeping myself busy, forgiving myself for my mistakes and confiding in others has done me a huge difference. I hope you are all also doing well and wish you all the best 🌸 Much love!
Can you believe that I stopped? It's been like almost a month since I last did it and I am so proud, I was about to puke BUT I DIDN'T👍👍👍 and I gained weight not knowing HOW but it's fine, I don't have to LOVE my body now, I have only to accept it, and if I don't think I look good, I can't change it so what's the point of making a problem for it? I have something more important to resolve in my life, so..
I know this video was difficult for you, but you’ve made so much progress and I think sharing your experiences is hugely important and if only one person is helped then it was worth it. You’ve touched on some really important consequences of being bulimic but I wanted to pick up on your point “that having a bad day when you’re recovered is still a million times better than a good day when you’re still ill”. From a parental perspective I have been fortunate to witness these days (good and bad) and the happy young woman you are now, is so far from the unhappy teenager you were then. I am so proud of all you have achieved on your journey to recovery and the fact that you share these painful experiences so that others may avoid stepping onto those pathways or may be helped in stepping on the road to recovery. You really are an amazing human bean!! Love you xx (sorry for over sharing, not sorry).
I’m a guy and I’ve had “disturbed eating” since I was a teen. No help for guys where I lived. Started throwing up, but couldn’t handle that, so I started starving myself and could hold on for a few days then I would eat crazy amounts and then starve myself again, because I felt disgusting after eating so much. I got addicted to the feeling of being “empty”. Then I got type 1 diabetes at age 14 and then my entire life started being centered around food. Everything I did was centered around eating, insulin and blood sugar. My mental health issues exploded after that. I couldn’t stop eating there, because it was obvious to everyone following my health, and because I couldn’t fake my blood sugars. I would have to give my blood sugar profile to my doctor every three months, and my mom kept watch. Then it just developed into depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts, and one attempt. I tried overdosing on insulin, but I panicked right after, when I had done it, and drank an entire carton of orange juice to compensate for the insulin I had injected. I never told anyone. It took a long time but I eventually got better, but still suffer from dysthymia (persistent depressive disorder) and anxiety. It has cost me a lot, both economically and years of productive life. It took almost a decade for me to complete the necessary schooling for me to enter university, something that should have taken me three years. However, I do feel better and I’m not suicidal anymore. :)
Reading your story brought tears to my eyes, I’m truly sorry for what happened to you and I’m relieved you’re not suicidal anymore. I personally went through a small period of anorexia and I’m grateful that I recovered from it, though mentally it’s still very hard. I still am counting my calories, feeling like shit when I eat too much and I stil weigh myself at least 2 times a day. And I’ve had suicidal thoughts since I was 10, and I have regular panic attacks and anxiety. So everything you said resonated with me, I understand how hard it must be. But be proud of what you achieved!! You completed your schooling and you improved you mental health drastically, because you’re strong. We all are and we can get through this together. I obviously don’t know you but I feel proud of what you achieved and I’m sure you’ll do even more in the future. Keep being strong, and find people who understand you. Talking is always the way to feel better
I'm so happy you did get out of that and if you did it then in the future, you don't have to go back there, I'm happy for you and proud because of every you suffered and still you did all of that, you can do anything and go through so many things being better than the situations, thank you for living! Your a precious human, all of us are
I will admit as serious as this topic is I bursted out laughing at 10:53 "stop motorcycling it's rude". Thanks for reaching out on a social platform like this! Mental Health has to be talked about!
I cry when you tell all the damage of bulimia, it’s just that I can’t stop, I try so hard to recover so much times and failed that I just give up, but hear your story make me realize that I want to be better, so I’ll try again and again until I finally be able to stop it. Really thanks for your words. I really like your videos!
I’m bulimic since high school, I’’ñm trying to reduce purging since I feel my teeth different; they are more sensitive and it hurts a lot to eat something sweet. I hope that someday I will be able to stop this. Hugs.
Im in my 40s and have been bulimic for my entire adult life. I haven’t purged in 2 years thanks to Wellbutrin but I know if I stop the meds I’ll start to purge again. My teeth are absolute shit, but appear presentable for now. I’ve lost 3 molars (one was just a wisdom tooth) and got 1 implant to keep my face from collapsing. It feels kinda nice to say it out loud (so to speak). I know this video is on the older side, and I hope anyone out there who is reading this gets the help they need. Don’t wait 20+ years like me. NONE OF YOU ARE YOUR TEETH! I know some of the kindest people in the world with a mouth filled with rotting teeth. Some of the biggest SCUMBAGS I’ve ever met had beautiful teeth. I’ll take the good person over the Scum any day of the week.
Hi Elena, I know I commented the other day for the first time and I wasn’t going to go into this but from this video I am. So a few months ago I was admitted into hospital for bulimia and it sucked :( This was through the CAMHS referring me which I am so pleased about. I knew it wasn’t right but i had to go for my own health. luckily through therapy upon therapy I am in recovery and haven’t purged in over 5 weeks. It sucks that I’m 15 and I know I’ve already ruined my body. I still struggle day to day but I’m working on it. Thank you for just posting this video just to spread the message about bulimia and for giving me the hope that I can one day fully recover. Keep on going you can do this. Love you xx
BOO YOU GOT THIS. 5 WEEKS IS INCREDIBLE, WE LOVE AN ICONIC HUMAN. You're still young, you haven't ruined your body!!! Your body has got at least 100 more years of wonderful life to live, and because you've got that - you haven't ruined it even in the slightest. Everyone struggles with something, and this is your battle to fight but know you've got a whole COMMUNITY of people to love n support you in this lil gang of ours. I got you boo, if I can do it - you can. You really fucking can. Don't give up even when it's hard and it hurts your brain; every minute you spend trying to recover is a minute further away from this illness. I love you, keep going x
I pray you are doing much better dear. Like all things in life. Recovery is a journey, and process. Don't give up fighting. You can and you will recover.
i really appreciate you talking about this issue, you do a great job at educating about this. i am recovering from bulimia as well and wish you the best for the future. Love from Germany xx
I’m glad that you had parents that were willing to support you in your journey. I told my mother about my anorexia about four years ago. She still mentions about how fat I’ve gotten since then. At this point I have given up on trying to rely on my mother for being my support system because she has never supported or understood the condition I was in. I am still trying to recover now, but I’m choosing to recover on my own for a little while.
I can't stop eating. I always have the compulsion to eat, and I feel so sick for eating too much. Few days ago I started having ideas of purging them out. It's good that I stumbled in this video. Thanks for sharing your story, this prevented me from doing something that would ruin my body.
Hunnie the moment u started tearing up honestly just made me want to reach out and give u a massive hug. So proud of u and what uv overcome u are amazing and so inspirational luv u so much boo
I always knew bulimia was bad but never knew the details and the extent of damage you could do to yourself, you are such a brave persons for putting this video out there❣️ especially as I’ve related to so many of the thoughts you’ve had while in the destructive mindset, thank you ❤️❤️
5:30 *ROTTEN TEETH?!* Excuse me your teeth are perfect dont cry boo i got yellow teeth cuz the damn coffee im Graceful that i never got cavities but gurl urs r perfect whayaa talkin abt!?
You cry, I cry. Anyway, you're the one of the strongest people I've known and even if it must be very difficult telling an experience such hard as yours, it makes me think twice about doing something stupid and avoid weird thoughts...
I'm so glad it makes you think about making healthier choices and keep dangerous thoughts at bay; it really makes posting content like this worthwhile, thank you x
I haven't finish the video but i just want you to know how brave you are. And im so glad that you are brave enough to share this with the world cause i can see how hard this is to talk about.
Thank you for this. I’ve been throwing up for months now and when I watched this video, I was almost in tears. Nothing has helped me more than this video. Thank you for this
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
her advice is general for any illness: "it's okay to slip up as long as you don't give up, and as long as you don't give up you won't fail" tw: . . . . . . . . . . . . . examples of things: cutting, bulimia, anorexia, burning, or in general any form of self harm. even staying in bed all day from depression is self harm. try to get better. the only person who can achieve that is you, by the way, yourself, not anyone else. recovery begins with you and yourself. love you all. stay safe out there. also stay safe because of covid
Ellbat, you are honestly such a tough, little, brave cookie (connoisseur). Your cute quirks, adorable demeanour, and your overall FLUFFY self makes me want to wrap you up in a blanket, hold you close to me, and protect you from every other bad thing in the world. You're such an enormously strong, amazing and beautiful person that I had the ever good fortune of coming across. Stay strong, love
This video helped me a lot. I struggled so hard for so long with the same things and CAMHS let me down. They never told my mum about anything to do with my eating and never tried to help the situation. It went on for two years and my mum had to find out by walking in on me. And it was the hardest thing for me. But if you can do it so can I and anyone else. You’re such a strong girl and you’re so beautiful regardless of what its done to your body. I’m so proud of you cxxx
Out of all the eating disorder videos I’ve seen. This is the most helpful. The most heartbreaking. The most inspiring. And the least triggering of all of them. Good job. I’m proud of you. :)
You are so sweet. I am 28 with three kids. I've been bulimic since I was 14. To see someone have the courage to talk about it and share their feelings is so heartbreaking but inspiring. The thing you said about the pill is true. Mines get stuck in my esophagus too. I was healed from it from awhile but I started back. Please pray for me. I'll pray for you. I used to hide buckets of throw up under my bed and in my closet as my brother's room was right next to mine and they would tell on me if they heard me purging so I would do it in the shower in cups. put it in the toilet and flush after I got out. I've been to unison. I've had counseling and I'm still struggling.
You have changed my life forever. I'm telling my mum today. Thank you.❤ you're a gorgeous human, I will forever be grateful. I hope you're alright in life, so much love!!❤bless you.
This was amazing to watch. I’m 16 and my teeth are dying too. Recently I’ve started recovering and I’ve had to have 8 fillings in my front four teeth. Thank you for helping me xx
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
My god u r one of the most strongest people who I have ever seen everything you have gone through I'm always here to talk Ilysm u are amazing and will always be my inspiration and what I look up to I don't know how u could even get through it I could never think of it xx Keep strong and being unbelievable inspirational xx
I really did love the kind words that you shared in this video I struggled with a mental illness and honestly you’re right when you recover you honestly do see the good in life and it’s so much better for anybody reading struggling with anything I hope you over come it bc life is a beautiful thing 💗
I'm so proud of you for doing this, you're helping so many people and as someone who has also gone through mental disorders, it's good to see someone talking about how even physical disorders can affect you mentally and ruin your life, bless you for this and please have a wonderful life❤️
Thank you so much for posting this video ❤️ I've never struggled with any eating disorders but I've been struggling with other mental health/chronic illnesses for about a year and a half now and seeing such a strong and brave person talking about recovery and being such a constant inspiration is so important, to me and many others (just look at this comments sections😊). I know people who are struggling with eating disorders or have in the past and what you're doing to help educate and create open discussion is worth more than I could possibly describe xx
seeing you be so open and honest about things like this is why i love your channel so much. you’re never afraid to speak about things other people would shy away from or consider taboo, and it’s such a breath of fresh air. i’ve personally never experienced bulimia, but i feel like a lot of the things you’ve said in this video apply to an awful lot of other mental illnesses, too; i’m pretty sure i have... some sort of depression and a lot of the messages here were very eye-opening and reassuring. so thank you for being so open, elena, you’re an absolutely amazing person ❤️
I have to tell you that I know it is very hard... I don't know. You're strong enough to talk about this. I am bulimic. So I'm very happy for this just because you can help so much people talking about ED.
Ellbat, I love you so much. I'm just starting to watch your video, but I wanted to comment to let you know that you are amazing and we all love you so much. So many people can relate to what you have gone through. I know how tough it can be. You are amazing, beautiful and loved ❤ x
You’re honestly so sweet and I appreciate you so much. Thank you for watching n supporting me, and for taking the time to comment such wonderful things. You’re an absolute gem and I love you 🖤
I can totally relate. My teeth were so bad I had to get dentures. I’m 20 and have fake teeth.... 😞. You are very strong for posting this video. Stay strong and positive. ❤️
Ellbat, you have made a very courageous video and it does make a difference - you make a difference (never forget that)! When I was 13 years old, I developed Anorexia and it took me well into my 20's to address it, and I didn't address it on my own - I was forced to. The thing that finally caused me to gain weight was ultimately prescribed allergy meds for hives. Fast forward to now and I still struggle with often being disgusted by the sight or smell of food. It doesn't help that I was raised in an industry that often hires based on weight, "thin in is!" But that is slowly changing and I see it around me that the industry is not as focused on weight as before. That still does not change the little voice in my head that says, "Don't eat that, you'll get fat." I struggle with body image daily, but watching your video gives me some comfort and some hope that if we all, all of us damaged ones, if we all just keep trying and recovering (no matter how slow of fast), that there is no wrong way - we are still on the right track! Keep fighting and keep recovering! Thank you for posting this very inspirational video and..."You do you boo!" :) Live your best life!" I love your vids!
I'm honestly glad I have emetophobia because I think that was the only thing stopping me from bulimia, I would binge sit by the toilet, then have a panic attack when I would almost throw up. Love you Ellbat❤
I also have emetophobia,for me my phobia caused anorexia when I was younger ,I would literally starve in order to not be "nauseous"glad that's behind me
@@Србомбоница86 I completely understand that, I think thats sadly a pretty common thing with emetophobia, I overeat because the feeling of hunger makes me anxious
Oh Ellbat its like looking in a mirror. I've suffered from an ED and I've had dental problems , stomach issues irregular periods and miscarriage and almost died from seizures and kidney failure. It's so refreshing to hear you openly talk about this , much love and respect ❤️
I want to climb through the phone rn and give you a massive hug. You are so strong and beautiful and intelligent. Thank you for sharing your life with us
Hey. I just want to say thank you so much for this. I never had this issue but my best friend suffers from severe anorexia and bulimia and i know it’s very hard for here because she wants to stop it but she never does. and she wants my help and watching this made me understand her more and help her. She doesn’t think she can get better and she even tried to end her life.(she has professional help) but i think that this helped me giving her more support that she needs
I really love your message, how raw and truthful this is about the not glamorous aspects of bulimia. I hope teenagers get to see this, an honest recollection of what this disorder leads to. I used to think bulimia was kind of brilliant to be able to binge eat and not gain weight. I wish I had seen this video as a teen, I would have thought twice about it. Thank you for being so brave and honest, the world needs more messages like this one!
i have no idea how you felt back then and like making this video, but it is sooo good of you that you made this video. and i have never cried when a youtuber like got a tear, but when you almost started to cry i legit shed a tear but yeah this video will help other people who are struggling with this
five years later i really want to thank you for this video. Im fourteen and ive been struggling with bulimia for about 2 years now and in recovery for 4 months with lots of relapses. Tbh i dont think ive ever cried that much watching an youtube video. I think i cried that much because it felt like someone finally understood me. I relate so much to everything youve said and i also got emotional when you were talking about life lasting consequences and the fact i already have some of those. youve really opened my eyes that i should really have a talk about this with my parents. I mean, they know about my illness, im medicated and been to several doctors but they still kinda of ignore it, like you said, i must really face the problem so that i can recover. Bored eating is such a big thing for me, especially when im home alone. Ive found that distracting me from it really helps, especially when theres someone else to intervein. If i cant physically see a friend ill call them and just keep chatting. I will surely have a talk with my mom and ask her to stop me whenever it looks like im binging. I have been way worse and everything ive been doing in these four months is helping but recovery still is hard. Anyways, i just really wanted to thank you for this because im sure youve helped not only me but tons of lucky people who were struggling and found your video. It helps a lot to know youre not alone and other people have struggled with the same thing as you.
So glad to be seeing such raw videos like this❤️ I’m happy to see you’ve recovered and able to talk about this stuff. I’ve recovered but struggle seriously to talk about it this so nice to hear this thank you for this❤️ I’m a new subscriber and I am so thankful I found your videos they’re amazing
You have no idea how many people you’re helping with this video, thank you for being so strong and sharing your story girly💕💕💕💕sending you lots of love
I was on and off bulimic for about 4 years and when I discovered the damage it can do, I found the motivation to stop and get help. I didn’t stop immediately, it’s almost impossible to go cold turkey. It takes time but goddamn is it worth it. Much love!
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
Thank you so much for making this video. Everything you said is so true and I can absolutely relate to all of it. Bulimia is truly a horrible disease and it’s an ongoing battle, even after years in recovery, however, recovery is possible if you keep trying. I’m personally glad I haven’t given up and think everyone who’s taking steps to recover should be beyond proud of themselves 💜 These steps do work. Life really is a beautiful thing. Love and live it well.
I just subbed to you like fifteen minutes ago and I found these videos about your ED. So relatable. I am 27 and suffer from anorexia and bulimia. Bulimia not so much. But when I have my episodes of eating healthy, I become obsessed and lose a bunch of weight and I start obsessing over weight loss and food and exercising. I get angry when something gets or tries to get in the way. I haven’t binged in a while so I haven’t purged. I am a healthy weight right now but my mindset is not healthy at all. I’ve been suffering since age 16. Never once have I had a day where I don’t worry about my appearance, my weight, my clothes fitting. Not one day. 😞
One of my friends who is in her twenties, she just got all her teeth removed in the last few months, and now she has denchers, they're really pretty though, and I'm happy for her... she had her teeth removed because of the damage smoking did them.
thank you for opening up about what happened as someone who hasn't suffered from an eating disorder but has been really close very many times cause ive been praised about my weight and if i gain any weight i would lose what makes up my identity and im terrified to gain any weight when people like you open up it helps people close to fight the want to try to make myself sick to get rid of everything. thank you (i dont even like being as skinny as i am i cry when i lose weight cause im already underweight i cry when i gain weight cause im scared of people thinking seeing me differently)
I think it's very nice for of you to share your story, for those that are suffering, I always thought I had an ED, but I was to scared to get help, but I think I overcome it, stay strong love. P.S I always thought your teeth were lovely, you are a lovely person inside and out.
We all have our bad days where our mind works against us, but just remind yourself of how beautiful you are and do something everyday that makes you happy. I’m glad you are too. 🖤
Me too. I never restrict or purge. But the distrubed image or thought come to my mind. How do you get rid of them until you do an action? I know what will it do and I don't want that. Will it be gone. Like I feel anxious when the thought reoccurring or rumminating. I even went to the doctor and going to the counsellor about it. I am so scared. Can this happen to anyone? Or is too much health anxiety?
Hey, I’m Maggie, I struggled with bulimia for a long time and I am now roughly a year and a bit into recovery and I am so thankful for the fact I chose recovery. If you want a friend to talk about this too, please feel free to message me on Instagram @magdalleene and we can chat if you want. Please know it does get better and you can do this. Stay strong x
I'm so glad you're educating people on this because there was a time where I thought that I might try this. But I'm better now and now I stick to exercising
Aw, I'm so proud of you for doing this. I know this was hard for, but you doing this will help many others suffering from this disorder. You go girl!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
It's been a while since we got deep, so here we go. Remember you are brave, you aren't your disorder; you can do this.
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Ellbat u r amazing and I can't even comprehend what you've gone through u are so unbelievable strong and brave xx
Girl,
Remember, we love you. I still suffer of consequences like scars in my throat (to this day, when I have the stomach flu they open up again and I spit blood) and damage to my vocal cords and I deeply feel you. Thank you for talking about it
You are an incredible role model and I am so proud of how far you have come xx you deserve all the happiness in the world xoxo
Good on you for giving awarness and great advice. Stay strong beautiful
This video was a while ago so you might not see this comment but I just wanted to say how brave and kind you are for making this video to help others. With the ongoing acid reflux you are having it might be worth asking your GP if you can have a PPI (like omeprazole), they usually work better for acid than the over the counter stuff like the Rennie's you have been taking. They are also available in easier to swallow formulations. Also just wanted to say, I would never have guessed about your teeth, they look lovely on camera. I don't usually comment on videos but thought this definitely deserved one. Keep well, your videos are great!
Bulimia is addictive and doesn’t even make you lose wait for most people, there is also a stigma that it is mostly women, I’m a man and I struggled with bulimia for the first two years of high school, it’s terrible.
I have an uncle who had bulimia. I myself have battled both bulimia and anorexia.
I read somewhere that the number of men/boys who suffer from EDs are much, much higher than we think, but the stigma and most programs are completely centered around women/girls so they very rarely get help.
I have bullimia, and I can't stop throwing up after eating. I'm skinny, but I feel like I need to be skinnier. I'm 13 , my height is 5'7 , and I weigh 101 pounds.
シkarina Please seek help from the people around you
シkarina Try talking to the school counsellor or really any other adult you can trust. It will be alot easier for you if you’re getting help and support early on 💕
Glad someone is actually telling people out there of the actual consequences.
it's true, eating disorders are so glamorized that people forget about the actual consequences
i gotta horror story of my own, for what happens with ANOTHER type of addiction... (coming soon) ... i'm almost ready to tell my story..
Bulimia is evil. The behaviour is so addictive and uncontrollable, once the urge happens it’s impossible to stop it. I have hiatus hernia and extremely destroyed teeth and had 3 rotten so much they had to be removed, having teeth implants in my 30s. What helped me was Fluexetine (Prozac), people don’t believe it, I never believed it will ever stop from medicine. But meds helped somehow for “the urge” disappear. I put on a big amount of weight and then lost it gradually to normal weight. I still have unhealthy relationship with food sometimes. But I don’t have ED. Please please if anyone who struggles here need help - try this medication. It helped me and a lot of other people. Bulimia took so much from me I never finished Uni couldn’t hold any job, relationship, was lonely for years pushing people away, broke, suicidal, almost homeless. I will never get those years back and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. (It ended up well I’m now happily married and a mum!)
I am a recovered bulimic, and I want you to trust me when I say that scaring eating disorder patients into recovery doesn't work. You're just proving that you lack empathy.
@@marylane6835 what what do you say help you the most
The worst part is when you know about all of this damage but you just can't stop no matter how much you want to.
My friend has Bulima and I showed her this and it helped her stop!Thanks you!
I have bulimia and I really cant stop. so this video is realy good but it didnt help me
Well, bulimia is very serious eating disorder, so i think your friend lied or something because it’s really hard to stop
Kateřina Kubíčková I know, She already knew that it was bad for her but she didn’t know any specific consequences, so she carried on. This video highlighting specific irreversible changes to do with beauty (teeth, hair etc) sort of gave her a slight push. To talk to her parents and get some professional help. It took her quite a while afterwards, but now she has officially recovered, this video was at least a catalyst in that.
@@homosexualpancakes I understand where you're coming from but eating disorders and other mental illnesses are on a spectrum that is individual; some people may recover much faster than others, it depends on many factors with a person.
there’s no way-
I started purging after meals yesterday, and I'm trying to get the thoughts out of my head. I'm 13 years old. This video helped so much. I'm going to try not to do it anymore. Thank you so much.
Edit: a year later, I am much better now. I still get those thoughts every so often but I haven't acted on them in a while
You are so young honey.
Growing up is going to be hard obviously, but you are worth living it in such a way that you will not regret decisions, when you are older.
I am so happy that you saw this in time.
You can do it 🖤
If it happens again please talk to your parents about it, it doesn't harm to get some extra help and it takes bravery to ask for it. You can do it ❤️
@@mry1544 thank you 🖤
I started purging at 13 and am now 19 with more than 12 fillings. never purge again
I was on the relative mild side of bulimia and I have major staining, constant pain from sensitivity and occasional cavities that suck. If you can do something to avoid purging, please do, it's a constant downward spiral
I'm 27 and bulimic since my 15's. I've already lost two teeth. I'm trying to have self-control but these past three weeks have been so hard for me that after 4 months without binging and purging it started all over again. I'm so tired, I just want it to stop. I want to thank you for this video. I hope you have overcome bulimia and I hope I can do the same.
Marcelle Marcelle hey honey, how are you doing now?
How are you doing now?
I hope you are progressing well with your bulimia. My thoughts are with you. You can do this! You will get through it.
Hi!! I hope you're doing good now! Remember that you can get over it, and you will, I'm sure ♥️♥️
I'm sure you will do it, just keep going and trust yourself
I know that teeth problems are the worse feeling in the world. I am 30 and my dentist has been yelling at me for a few years to get dentures. It is a heartbreaking thing to hear.
@@clover3566 Whats funny about that?
@@peachxtaehyung nothing, they're probs just a jerk..
I may be late but I know how you feel I've been shouted at by my dentist since I was about 15.
You re right teeth problem is worse feeling in the world, you can't enjoy, keep distance from people
Crap dentist .
Last night was one of those nights. I binge and binged until it finally hit me- you know that feeling you get when you just look yourself in the mirror and think "Shit, what have I done" and that was when I purged. I turn 18 today, and most likely it was just mere coincidence but the fact you published this video on my birthday means something to me. I'm an adult now, going to college soon, and I don't want this to be the life I'm living. I want to take responsibility. I want to recover, and love myself and my body. I know this video must've been hard for you to make, and for that I salute you! You are strong and beautiful and I'm so glad you're on youtube sharing your story and your beautiful self with the world. Cheers lovely :)
hey how are you doing now?
Dang, that hit. I am 25 and turning 26 in 5 days and I am still the same. Hope you've been doing well and recovered. I hope to make that change soon.
I hope you’re better
How was your day?
Oh wow, I barely noticed all these replies! Thank you so much everyone :) I love how we can all connect through this platform in the name of supporting one-another. To give you an update, I have not binged nor purged in quite a while. At times I still have issues with emotional eating, especially right now during quarantine, but keeping myself busy, forgiving myself for my mistakes and confiding in others has done me a huge difference. I hope you are all also doing well and wish you all the best 🌸 Much love!
Bless you I hate to see you cry
Can you believe that I stopped? It's been like almost a month since I last did it and I am so proud, I was about to puke BUT I DIDN'T👍👍👍 and I gained weight not knowing HOW but it's fine, I don't have to LOVE my body now, I have only to accept it, and if I don't think I look good, I can't change it so what's the point of making a problem for it?
I have something more important to resolve in my life, so..
I know this video was difficult for you, but you’ve made so much progress and I think sharing your experiences is hugely important and if only one person is helped then it was worth it. You’ve touched on some really important consequences of being bulimic but I wanted to pick up on your point “that having a bad day when you’re recovered is still a million times better than a good day when you’re still ill”. From a parental perspective I have been fortunate to witness these days (good and bad) and the happy young woman you are now, is so far from the unhappy teenager you were then. I am so proud of all you have achieved on your journey to recovery and the fact that you share these painful experiences so that others may avoid stepping onto those pathways or may be helped in stepping on the road to recovery. You really are an amazing human bean!! Love you xx (sorry for over sharing, not sorry).
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUM IM CHOKING UP COME GIVE ME A HUG PLEASE
I’m a guy and I’ve had “disturbed eating” since I was a teen. No help for guys where I lived. Started throwing up, but couldn’t handle that, so I started starving myself and could hold on for a few days then I would eat crazy amounts and then starve myself again, because I felt disgusting after eating so much. I got addicted to the feeling of being “empty”.
Then I got type 1 diabetes at age 14 and then my entire life started being centered around food. Everything I did was centered around eating, insulin and blood sugar. My mental health issues exploded after that. I couldn’t stop eating there, because it was obvious to everyone following my health, and because I couldn’t fake my blood sugars. I would have to give my blood sugar profile to my doctor every three months, and my mom kept watch.
Then it just developed into depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts, and one attempt. I tried overdosing on insulin, but I panicked right after, when I had done it, and drank an entire carton of orange juice to compensate for the insulin I had injected. I never told anyone.
It took a long time but I eventually got better, but still suffer from dysthymia (persistent depressive disorder) and anxiety. It has cost me a lot, both economically and years of productive life. It took almost a decade for me to complete the necessary schooling for me to enter university, something that should have taken me three years.
However, I do feel better and I’m not suicidal anymore. :)
Reading your story brought tears to my eyes, I’m truly sorry for what happened to you and I’m relieved you’re not suicidal anymore. I personally went through a small period of anorexia and I’m grateful that I recovered from it, though mentally it’s still very hard. I still am counting my calories, feeling like shit when I eat too much and I stil weigh myself at least 2 times a day. And I’ve had suicidal thoughts since I was 10, and I have regular panic attacks and anxiety. So everything you said resonated with me, I understand how hard it must be. But be proud of what you achieved!! You completed your schooling and you improved you mental health drastically, because you’re strong. We all are and we can get through this together. I obviously don’t know you but I feel proud of what you achieved and I’m sure you’ll do even more in the future. Keep being strong, and find people who understand you. Talking is always the way to feel better
I'm so happy you did get out of that and if you did it then in the future, you don't have to go back there, I'm happy for you and proud because of every you suffered and still you did all of that, you can do anything and go through so many things being better than the situations, thank you for living! Your a precious human, all of us are
I will admit as serious as this topic is I bursted out laughing at 10:53 "stop motorcycling it's rude".
Thanks for reaching out on a social platform like this! Mental Health has to be talked about!
You are so strong for telling your story, thank you.
I cry when you tell all the damage of bulimia, it’s just that I can’t stop, I try so hard to recover so much times and failed that I just give up, but hear your story make me realize that I want to be better, so I’ll try again and again until I finally be able to stop it. Really thanks for your words. I really like your videos!
Hi how are you doing now?
hey boo, really hope you’re doing okay x
Are you ok?
Hey Darling. You are so strong for trying and trying again! We hope to hear from you soon beautiful xx
That’s amazing, and that’s really inspiring. :)
I’m bulimic since high school, I’’ñm trying to reduce purging since I feel my teeth different; they are more sensitive and it hurts a lot to eat something sweet.
I hope that someday I will be able to stop this.
Hugs.
Please stay strong. You got this❤
Tanya Ocampo can I get a prayer please
hope you're feeling better, lot of love❤
Tanya Ocampo thank you so much. You truly are very kind and this really helped. You're so beautiful thank you very much.
Gabriela Rangel i cant understand? Why do you feel weird about your teeth ? Is it becasue of vomiting after eating?
i’m bulimic and this really really helped me knowing i’m not alone with this. i’m trying so hard to get better
I couldn’t finish the video but I’m so in love w you for doing this ❤️
Im in my 40s and have been bulimic for my entire adult life. I haven’t purged in 2 years thanks to Wellbutrin but I know if I stop the meds I’ll start to purge again. My teeth are absolute shit, but appear presentable for now. I’ve lost 3 molars (one was just a wisdom tooth) and got 1 implant to keep my face from collapsing. It feels kinda nice to say it out loud (so to speak). I know this video is on the older side, and I hope anyone out there who is reading this gets the help they need. Don’t wait 20+ years like me.
NONE OF YOU ARE YOUR TEETH! I know some of the kindest people in the world with a mouth filled with rotting teeth. Some of the biggest SCUMBAGS I’ve ever met had beautiful teeth. I’ll take the good person over the Scum any day of the week.
lots of hugs, hope you are having a great day today ❤
Hi Elena, I know I commented the other day for the first time and I wasn’t going to go into this but from this video I am. So a few months ago I was admitted into hospital for bulimia and it sucked :( This was through the CAMHS referring me which I am so pleased about. I knew it wasn’t right but i had to go for my own health. luckily through therapy upon therapy I am in recovery and haven’t purged in over 5 weeks. It sucks that I’m 15 and I know I’ve already ruined my body. I still struggle day to day but I’m working on it. Thank you for just posting this video just to spread the message about bulimia and for giving me the hope that I can one day fully recover. Keep on going you can do this. Love you xx
BOO YOU GOT THIS. 5 WEEKS IS INCREDIBLE, WE LOVE AN ICONIC HUMAN. You're still young, you haven't ruined your body!!! Your body has got at least 100 more years of wonderful life to live, and because you've got that - you haven't ruined it even in the slightest. Everyone struggles with something, and this is your battle to fight but know you've got a whole COMMUNITY of people to love n support you in this lil gang of ours. I got you boo, if I can do it - you can. You really fucking can. Don't give up even when it's hard and it hurts your brain; every minute you spend trying to recover is a minute further away from this illness. I love you, keep going x
Ellbat thank you so much!!! Your support is incredible it really is. See u in your next video x
I'm so happy for you! How are you now?
I pray you are doing much better dear. Like all things in life. Recovery is a journey, and process. Don't give up fighting. You can and you will recover.
@@SunnyRoseShine i almost gave up on life
i really appreciate you talking about this issue, you do a great job at educating about this. i am recovering from bulimia as well and wish you the best for the future. Love from Germany xx
I’m SO proud of you for being in recovery. YOU GOT THIS. KILL IT. SLAY DOWN THIS ILLNESS. I HAVE TO MUCH LOVE N FAITH IN YOU 🖤
Ellbat thank you so much, I will 💛💛
I’m glad that you had parents that were willing to support you in your journey. I told my mother about my anorexia about four years ago. She still mentions about how fat I’ve gotten since then. At this point I have given up on trying to rely on my mother for being my support system because she has never supported or understood the condition I was in. I am still trying to recover now, but I’m choosing to recover on my own for a little while.
Bulimia is really not talked about enough. It’s shocking that most of this is new to me.
I can't stop eating. I always have the compulsion to eat, and I feel so sick for eating too much. Few days ago I started having ideas of purging them out. It's good that I stumbled in this video. Thanks for sharing your story, this prevented me from doing something that would ruin my body.
Hunnie the moment u started tearing up honestly just made me want to reach out and give u a massive hug. So proud of u and what uv overcome u are amazing and so inspirational luv u so much boo
eating disorders destroy people, i’ve been there and it sucks🥰 sending you hugs girly i’m so happy you made this video, you’ve helped tons of people 💓
Thank you . I needed this. You have saved me , I've been bulimic for 6 months and I wasn't even aware till recently .
I always knew bulimia was bad but never knew the details and the extent of damage you could do to yourself, you are such a brave persons for putting this video out there❣️ especially as I’ve related to so many of the thoughts you’ve had while in the destructive mindset, thank you ❤️❤️
5:30 *ROTTEN TEETH?!* Excuse me your teeth are perfect dont cry boo i got yellow teeth cuz the damn coffee im Graceful that i never got cavities but gurl urs r perfect whayaa talkin abt!?
The teeth that are dying are at the back of my mouth so you wouldn’t be able to see them 🖤 but thank you boo!
Perfection doesn't exist!! But trust me I love myself very very much and you should love you too!! ❤️
There is a lot of things they can do to fix her teeth, also they can make fake teeth as well
madeofmilktea yes it is
You cant even see all of her teeth..
currently in bulimia recovery. thank you for this
How are you? Are you ok?
You cry, I cry.
Anyway, you're the one of the strongest people I've known and even if it must be very difficult telling an experience such hard as yours, it makes me think twice about doing something stupid and avoid weird thoughts...
I'm so glad it makes you think about making healthier choices and keep dangerous thoughts at bay; it really makes posting content like this worthwhile, thank you x
*virtual hug >0>*
you're here too? i love your videos!
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I haven't finish the video but i just want you to know how brave you are. And im so glad that you are brave enough to share this with the world cause i can see how hard this is to talk about.
Youre so genuinely sweet, thank you x
We love you. Stay strong. 💖💖
stay strong, we love you 💕
I got my mental muscles flexing as strong as they can, I love you too! ❤️
It made sense and was helpful. I’m on month 6 of recovery and I am learning a lot about me. Keep being savage 🤙🏽
SO PROUD OF YOU!
Thank you for this. I’ve been throwing up for months now and when I watched this video, I was almost in tears. Nothing has helped me more than this video. Thank you for this
I hope you’re doing better now :)
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
I also have an eating disorder, Anorexia and you inspire me much because I want to recover. You’re so strong...👏🏻💕
her advice is general for any illness: "it's okay to slip up as long as you don't give up, and as long as you don't give up you won't fail"
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examples of things: cutting, bulimia, anorexia, burning, or in general any form of self harm. even staying in bed all day from depression is self harm. try to get better. the only person who can achieve that is you, by the way, yourself, not anyone else. recovery begins with you and yourself. love you all. stay safe out there. also stay safe because of covid
Ellbat, you are honestly such a tough, little, brave cookie (connoisseur). Your cute quirks, adorable demeanour, and your overall FLUFFY self makes me want to wrap you up in a blanket, hold you close to me, and protect you from every other bad thing in the world. You're such an enormously strong, amazing and beautiful person that I had the ever good fortune of coming across. Stay strong, love
I hope you’re doing okay and stay strong 💕 Honestly seeing you so choked up makes me sad, I really hope you’re getting better.
I’m 100% recovered now, I really am a happy bunny. I’m sorry you got choked up!! 🖤
This video helped me a lot. I struggled so hard for so long with the same things and CAMHS let me down. They never told my mum about anything to do with my eating and never tried to help the situation. It went on for two years and my mum had to find out by walking in on me. And it was the hardest thing for me. But if you can do it so can I and anyone else. You’re such a strong girl and you’re so beautiful regardless of what its done to your body. I’m so proud of you cxxx
I really hope you’re ok - recovery is entirely possible; keep strong!! 💕
Out of all the eating disorder videos I’ve seen. This is the most helpful. The most heartbreaking. The most inspiring. And the least triggering of all of them. Good job. I’m proud of you. :)
You are so sweet. I am 28 with three kids. I've been bulimic since I was 14. To see someone have the courage to talk about it and share their feelings is so heartbreaking but inspiring. The thing you said about the pill is true. Mines get stuck in my esophagus too. I was healed from it from awhile but I started back. Please pray for me. I'll pray for you. I used to hide buckets of throw up under my bed and in my closet as my brother's room was right next to mine and they would tell on me if they heard me purging so I would do it in the shower in cups. put it in the toilet and flush after I got out. I've been to unison. I've had counseling and I'm still struggling.
You have changed my life forever. I'm telling my mum today. Thank you.❤ you're a gorgeous human, I will forever be grateful. I hope you're alright in life, so much love!!❤bless you.
You’re so brave I love you
This was amazing to watch. I’m 16 and my teeth are dying too. Recently I’ve started recovering and I’ve had to have 8 fillings in my front four teeth. Thank you for helping me xx
Ruby Marshall glad I can relate to someone
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
you'r a great woman.
i want to give her a hug so bad
She is one of my favorite youtubers ever, she is so real with us whilst still having fun and just being a darn JOLLY person. Much love ❤️❤️
No words to convey how powerful your video is. I just want to hug you. Thank you for sharing your experience.
thank you so much for talking about this. you are so strong and loved.
Thank you for watching n supporting me 🖤🖤🖤 I LOVE YOU
You are so brave and so beautiful and so honest. Thank you so much for reaching out to people suffering from bulimia and anorexia everywhere.
My god u r one of the most strongest people who I have ever seen everything you have gone through
I'm always here to talk
Ilysm u are amazing and will always be my inspiration and what I look up to
I don't know how u could even get through it I could never think of it xx
Keep strong and being unbelievable inspirational xx
I’m here for you too!! You amazing n wonderful human 🖤
I really did love the kind words that you shared in this video I struggled with a mental illness and honestly you’re right when you recover you honestly do see the good in life and it’s so much better for anybody reading struggling with anything I hope you over come it bc life is a beautiful thing 💗
I love that you’re so honest and real about these topics. I really appreciated you for these.
I'm so proud of you for doing this, you're helping so many people and as someone who has also gone through mental disorders, it's good to see someone talking about how even physical disorders can affect you mentally and ruin your life, bless you for this and please have a wonderful life❤️
you are so strong!!! much love
Thank you so much for posting this video ❤️ I've never struggled with any eating disorders but I've been struggling with other mental health/chronic illnesses for about a year and a half now and seeing such a strong and brave person talking about recovery and being such a constant inspiration is so important, to me and many others (just look at this comments sections😊).
I know people who are struggling with eating disorders or have in the past and what you're doing to help educate and create open discussion is worth more than I could possibly describe xx
seeing you be so open and honest about things like this is why i love your channel so much. you’re never afraid to speak about things other people would shy away from or consider taboo, and it’s such a breath of fresh air. i’ve personally never experienced bulimia, but i feel like a lot of the things you’ve said in this video apply to an awful lot of other mental illnesses, too; i’m pretty sure i have... some sort of depression and a lot of the messages here were very eye-opening and reassuring. so thank you for being so open, elena, you’re an absolutely amazing person ❤️
I have to tell you that I know it is very hard... I don't know. You're strong enough to talk about this. I am bulimic. So I'm very happy for this just because you can help so much people talking about ED.
Ellbat, I love you so much. I'm just starting to watch your video, but I wanted to comment to let you know that you are amazing and we all love you so much. So many people can relate to what you have gone through. I know how tough it can be. You are amazing, beautiful and loved ❤ x
You’re honestly so sweet and I appreciate you so much. Thank you for watching n supporting me, and for taking the time to comment such wonderful things. You’re an absolute gem and I love you 🖤
Bless you ❤️ I’m happy that you have recovered from the bulimic mentality. You’re so strong ❤️
I can totally relate. My teeth were so bad I had to get dentures. I’m 20 and have fake teeth.... 😞. You are very strong for posting this video. Stay strong and positive. ❤️
I'm so so SO glad you got through this, we get to have your video's, and more importantly you get to have your life
THIS HAS MADE ME CHOKE UP YOURE SO SWEET
Ellbat Stay awesome boo Xx
worst part is when the dentist has “the talk” with you
it's really hard and embarrassing
Ellbat, you have made a very courageous video and it does make a difference - you make a difference (never forget that)! When I was 13 years old, I developed Anorexia and it took me well into my 20's to address it, and I didn't address it on my own - I was forced to. The thing that finally caused me to gain weight was ultimately prescribed allergy meds for hives. Fast forward to now and I still struggle with often being disgusted by the sight or smell of food. It doesn't help that I was raised in an industry that often hires based on weight, "thin in is!" But that is slowly changing and I see it around me that the industry is not as focused on weight as before. That still does not change the little voice in my head that says, "Don't eat that, you'll get fat." I struggle with body image daily, but watching your video gives me some comfort and some hope that if we all, all of us damaged ones, if we all just keep trying and recovering (no matter how slow of fast), that there is no wrong way - we are still on the right track! Keep fighting and keep recovering! Thank you for posting this very inspirational video and..."You do you boo!" :) Live your best life!" I love your vids!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your mom seems like an amazing person❤️
I'm proud of you and i love you so much, your beautiful and your such an inspiration😍😍❤️
I love you too you beautiful human
Ellbat oh my goddd😭😍😍😍❤️🌍
I really like this video because you don’t just tell us your story you provide actual helpful to people who may be going through the same thing
I'm honestly glad I have emetophobia because I think that was the only thing stopping me from bulimia, I would binge sit by the toilet, then have a panic attack when I would almost throw up. Love you Ellbat❤
I also have emetophobia,for me my phobia caused anorexia when I was younger ,I would literally starve in order to not be "nauseous"glad that's behind me
@@Србомбоница86 I completely understand that, I think thats sadly a pretty common thing with emetophobia, I overeat because the feeling of hunger makes me anxious
omg this is so tragic i’m sorry but i’m glad you made it through such a horrific experience
Thank you so much for making this and helping educate people who may not be aware or know about issues like this 💕
Thank you for watching n supporting content like this ❤️
I didn’t know about the nerves to your brain about your stomach being full. That makes so much sense.
I admire you for making this video I know how hard it can be to talk about these things
Oh Ellbat its like looking in a mirror. I've suffered from an ED and I've had dental problems , stomach issues irregular periods and miscarriage and almost died from seizures and kidney failure. It's so refreshing to hear you openly talk about this , much love and respect ❤️
I want to climb through the phone rn and give you a massive hug. You are so strong and beautiful and intelligent. Thank you for sharing your life with us
you are such a strong person and a great advocate! You are kind, smart, forth coming, unapologetic, caring and amazing. Wishing you a long happy life!
Hey. I just want to say thank you so much for this. I never had this issue but my best friend suffers from severe anorexia and bulimia and i know it’s very hard for here because she wants to stop it but she never does. and she wants my help and watching this made me understand her more and help her. She doesn’t think she can get better and she even tried to end her life.(she has professional help) but i think that this helped me giving her more support that she needs
I really love your message, how raw and truthful this is about the not glamorous aspects of bulimia. I hope teenagers get to see this, an honest recollection of what this disorder leads to. I used to think bulimia was kind of brilliant to be able to binge eat and not gain weight. I wish I had seen this video as a teen, I would have thought twice about it. Thank you for being so brave and honest, the world needs more messages like this one!
i have no idea how you felt back then and like making this video, but it is sooo good of you that you made this video.
and i have never cried when a youtuber like got a tear, but when you almost started to cry i legit shed a tear
but yeah this video will help other people who are struggling with this
five years later i really want to thank you for this video.
Im fourteen and ive been struggling with bulimia for about 2 years now and in recovery for 4 months with lots of relapses. Tbh i dont think ive ever cried that much watching an youtube video. I think i cried that much because it felt like someone finally understood me. I relate so much to everything youve said and i also got emotional when you were talking about life lasting consequences and the fact i already have some of those.
youve really opened my eyes that i should really have a talk about this with my parents. I mean, they know about my illness, im medicated and been to several doctors but they still kinda of ignore it, like you said, i must really face the problem so that i can recover.
Bored eating is such a big thing for me, especially when im home alone. Ive found that distracting me from it really helps, especially when theres someone else to intervein. If i cant physically see a friend ill call them and just keep chatting. I will surely have a talk with my mom and ask her to stop me whenever it looks like im binging.
I have been way worse and everything ive been doing in these four months is helping but recovery still is hard.
Anyways, i just really wanted to thank you for this because im sure youve helped not only me but tons of lucky people who were struggling and found your video. It helps a lot to know youre not alone and other people have struggled with the same thing as you.
❤ you're such a precious human being and I (not so) secretly love you so much, girl. You are incredibly strong!
The only thing that I’m able to say now is thank you for this video. It is so sincere, genuine and heartfelt, thank you so much❤️
So glad to be seeing such raw videos like this❤️ I’m happy to see you’ve recovered and able to talk about this stuff. I’ve recovered but struggle seriously to talk about it this so nice to hear this thank you for this❤️ I’m a new subscriber and I am so thankful I found your videos they’re amazing
You have no idea how many people you’re helping with this video, thank you for being so strong and sharing your story girly💕💕💕💕sending you lots of love
I was on and off bulimic for about 4 years and when I discovered the damage it can do, I found the motivation to stop and get help. I didn’t stop immediately, it’s almost impossible to go cold turkey. It takes time but goddamn is it worth it. Much love!
Please help me, I do this thing, but at times that are not continuous (periods) how do I know that I have symptoms of bulimia. I really regret what I did and I do not want to hurt my body
I started "purging" two weeks ago. I will stop it today, your video convinced me. Thank you and I hope you the best.
Thank you so much for making this video. Everything you said is so true and I can absolutely relate to all of it. Bulimia is truly a horrible disease and it’s an ongoing battle, even after years in recovery, however, recovery is possible if you keep trying. I’m personally glad I haven’t given up and think everyone who’s taking steps to recover should be beyond proud of themselves 💜 These steps do work. Life really is a beautiful thing. Love and live it well.
I just subbed to you like fifteen minutes ago and I found these videos about your ED. So relatable.
I am 27 and suffer from anorexia and bulimia. Bulimia not so much. But when I have my episodes of eating healthy, I become obsessed and lose a bunch of weight and I start obsessing over weight loss and food and exercising. I get angry when something gets or tries to get in the way.
I haven’t binged in a while so I haven’t purged. I am a healthy weight right now but my mindset is not healthy at all.
I’ve been suffering since age 16. Never once have I had a day where I don’t worry about my appearance, my weight, my clothes fitting. Not one day. 😞
One of my friends who is in her twenties, she just got all her teeth removed in the last few months, and now she has denchers, they're really pretty though, and I'm happy for her... she had her teeth removed because of the damage smoking did them.
thank you for opening up about what happened as someone who hasn't suffered from an eating disorder but has been really close very many times cause ive been praised about my weight and if i gain any weight i would lose what makes up my identity and im terrified to gain any weight when people like you open up it helps people close to fight the want to try to make myself sick to get rid of everything. thank you
(i dont even like being as skinny as i am i cry when i lose weight cause im already underweight i cry when i gain weight cause im scared of people thinking seeing me differently)
I think it's very nice for of you to share your story, for those that are suffering, I always thought I had an ED, but I was to scared to get help, but I think I overcome it, stay strong love. P.S I always thought your teeth were lovely, you are a lovely person inside and out.
I'm so glad you're in a healthy place now! Thank you so much x
Ellbat no thank you, you're welcome, my mind still struggles, but I'm glad I'm better.
We all have our bad days where our mind works against us, but just remind yourself of how beautiful you are and do something everyday that makes you happy. I’m glad you are too. 🖤
Ellbat thank you so much, hope your realize how wonderful you are as a person too.
Me too. I never restrict or purge. But the distrubed image or thought come to my mind. How do you get rid of them until you do an action? I know what will it do and I don't want that. Will it be gone. Like I feel anxious when the thought reoccurring or rumminating. I even went to the doctor and going to the counsellor about it. I am so scared. Can this happen to anyone? Or is too much health anxiety?
i’m so glad that you’ve opened up. we love you!!
You’re so brave & strong for talking about this touching subject.
I never suffered from bulimia or know personally anyone who did and yet have the need to thank you because this will help so much people 🙏👏🙏👏
Watching this after treatment is incredibly heartbreaking. I can’t believe how broken I was to do all this to myself for so long. 😭
Thank you for being so open and honest. I am in the depths of bulimia atm and do not really see a way out, but I know this needs to end
Hey, I’m Maggie, I struggled with bulimia for a long time and I am now roughly a year and a bit into recovery and I am so thankful for the fact I chose recovery. If you want a friend to talk about this too, please feel free to message me on Instagram @magdalleene and we can chat if you want. Please know it does get better and you can do this. Stay strong x
I'm so glad you're educating people on this because there was a time where I thought that I might try this. But I'm better now and now I stick to exercising
Aw, I'm so proud of you for doing this. I know this was hard for, but you doing this will help many others suffering from this disorder. You go girl!!! ❤❤❤❤❤