Life Update AFTER 2 Years of Trauma, Job Loss & Intense Stress | A Decade Young Ep 2 | AmandaMuse
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Life Update AFTER 2 Years of Trauma, Job Loss & Intense Stress | A Decade Young Ep 2 | AmandaMuse
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Episode 2 of my June 2022 series covering the reality and impact of the last 2 years. It was a rollercoaster and I'm thrilled to be off that chaotic ride. Bring on smooth sailing. Who's with me? Thanks for watching xo Amanda
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"A river cuts through rock, not because of its power, but because of its persistence". YOU DID IT!
I found you for the exact same reason you started RUclips. I moved away from my family and had small kids. I wanted to feel part of something. Once I found you and a few other RUclipsrs I gained the courage to start my own channel. I love following you on your journey. Maybe I should rephrase that, I love being a part of your journey. It has helped shape mine. We are friends you just don’t know it 😂. Thanks for sharing and being you.
We ARE friends! I have your artwork hanging on my wall. Thank you for being here 💕
Follower since you moved back to Canada. Watch every video and I bought at least 4-5 candles in this time. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and I’m so happy that you, Dean, the family, the house, all made it through. I never doubted you and your capabilities and the way you and Dean shifted to make it all work is aspiring. Thank you for being so authentic. I’m excited for the future for Amanda Muse.
Thank you Patricia! I saw those candle purchases. You were a wonderful support 💕
The first video i saw from you was the one of you crying about sending Esme to kindergarten it was so sincere. I loved you then and love you now.
I’ve been here through it all and will continue to be. 🙂💜
Follower since the very beginning and Amanda when I say I'm so happy for you and proud of you, I am so freaking happy for you and proud of you. Love this and will be here for all that is to come!
Felt all the feels. You’re amazing. Well done surviving. Im loving these videos.
All I can say is I'm so proud of you Amanda ❤️!! You are absolute goals.
Thank you for sharing so vulnerably. You’re an inspiration 🥰
You are inspiring! Sending you love! Thank you ❤️
So glad to hear you are doing so well! Can't wait to hear about all your new adventures!
So happy for you that ye are getting your heads above water xx love and joy to you x
Proud to have been following your journey on RUclips these last 7 years. You continue to be an inspiration to me! ❤️
❤ thanks so much for sharing your story. You are an inspiration ✨️
I had a cry along with you! I found your channel so helpful during the pandemic. Just knowing someone else was out there doing the thing with me and sharing your real feelings and self. So glad you’re getting back to a good place ❤️
Thank you for sharing. My prayers for you, the family, and your Dad. You really are ok, and know this.
Thank you Amanda, for being you and for sharing your story with the world. It means so much to so many people, including me! I’m so lucky to have found you and for being able to go through this journey with you from afar! I’m excited to see what life has in store for you. Take care!
Amanda!! I’ve been watching you last 9+yrs. So happy for your family!! 😊. Always cheering for you 🥰
I’m so glad you are on the other side of this whole thing! I’m so proud of you 👏.
Omg I can’t stop crying 😢 you make everyone feel like we are not alone thank you for sharing
I’m so glad I found you here on RUclips! I came across your videos when I was also pregnant with my second baby ( you were pregnant with Jack) which also was a little boy and also via C-section. Living in Germany with my husband and our only son at the time and I felt like I was going through it with you. I can’t believe it’s been so many years and still look for your videos. We love you ❤
You did it!!!! What an AMAZING role model, especially for you children.You showed great bravery in being vulnerable. Hugs to you & Dean- well done! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Thanks Amanda for sharing. You are a survivor like all of us
I'm sorry to hear what you've been through. I watched a few of your videos along the way through the pandemic and just thought, "Wow, she's stronger than me". I don't think anyone who has had to go through what you guys (and many others) have gone through will come out unscathed. We will all be healing from this for many years to come. It's just not been fair. But it's pretty amazing that you not only held it together, but appeared to be taking it all in your stride and then came out the other side all. Many others haven't I guess. The world is a different place now. It's good you are still here sharing your life with us. xxx
I feel this on so many levels!!!
Coffee and tears over here ❤️ all the love to you and yours Amanda
I'm laying in bed, catching up on your videos, and I'm crying with you 😭 I started watching you 5 years ago, pregnant with my first baby. I've been along for the ride the entire pandemic, haven't missed a video in 5 years lol 😳 you did it girl!!! You effin did it and damn straight you should be proud. You helped alot of people along the way too. I feel like you helped me alot. I had another baby and lost my father during this pandemic. It was hell to say the least. When I needed to escape the awful reality I'd spend some time catching up on your videos. You're amazing and please keep it up. Can't wait to see where you're going from here. I'm with you for the long run! 🙌
Thank you for being here 💕
Thank you Amanda! All of us can so relate, I was so ready to throw in the towel with my honey of 7 years. It was so difficult. 😪
Your house sounds so very special. I’m so touched to hear about your loving your house. It’s so humbling in having your own home. I get so emotional knowing I have my own mailbox. Tears of joy.
Soooooo proud of you!
I'm so glad that things are turning around for you and your family. Thank you for sharing in such a vulnerable way. My husband lost his job in April 2020. I know that, for him, it was the hardest part of his life so far, but for me, it was the best thing that could have happened. We got to spend 8 months as a family, making fantastic memories every single day. We had savings that was more than enough to sustain us through that time. (Not that I wanted to use our rainy day fund, but I know exactly how blessed we were that we had it.) I was able to start homeschooling my kids, which is something I wanted but my husband wasn't on board with yet. We were able to move back to our home state and can now visit family much more regularly. While my husband acknowledges all of those things as truths, losing his job was devastating to him. Job loss as the primary or sole provider can be absolutely horrible. Did Dean deal with a loss of identity, as a provider for his family or as a pilot? Are there any positives that you or Dean have seen, even through all of the trauma and change?
Thank you Amanda.
I was okay during the pandemic, but life is hiding me harder now then ever. So thank you🙏
I found you right after you had Esme. Thank you for always sharing what’s real. Sometimes it can feel others have perfect easy life. Sharing empowers us to plow along and face challenges. Hugs.
Big hugs to you Amanda and 👏 👏 👏
I feel your joy!!!❤️
Stay strong Amanda, we're always by your side 👍💪
Thank you!
Hey I just found you on Tiktok and here as well, I am also from Ontario! Kuddos to you for all your and your family accomplishments 🥳. Looking forward to watch more content from you 😊
Thanks for coming over to say hi!
Aw Amanda! My heart!!! I’m so happy for you!!! This is all to be CELEBRATED!!! These last few years have been a shit show but we made it!!!! Excited to see what is to come!!!
Amanda ♥️
I am so excited to go on this journey with you as you transition your content!
Follower since you guys lived in Malaysia! You have evolved so much and experienced so much.
Your content makes us all feel less alone, the past 2 years have been a very literal representation of WTF!
Thank you for being you and sharing that with us 💖
Thank you Heather! I'm so pumped for this next chapter.
Thanks for sharing this video. It's wonderful of u to share your life experience esp in d crisis. Really good to hear that your husband got his job back. What a relief.
It is such a blessing for our family. Thank you 🙏
@@AmandaMuse I'm happy to hear that life is getting better with u. 🙂
Ever since I started following you, I’ve been a loyal viewer and am here to stay 🤗 …I bought at least 4 candles despite the crazy shipping costs to Switzerland 😂, and when the candles finally reached my doorstep I just cried 😭 I love your authentic, raw and relatable content. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us!
Oh and btw, am super happy seeing you on the other side of all of it ❤️ You f***n did it but I had no doubt you would ☺️Love to you all❣️
I started crying with you! Omg Amanda, I feel with you, for you, I can relate, everything all at once. Thank you for sharing and being so real! I’m not religious, but I just know what you have put in will come back and bless you. You have always been so awesome and worthy of success, but after what you’ve put in over the past two years, I just know it will come back to both you an Dean X10!!! Lots of love to you and your sweet fam 😘❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much Amanda!! XO
I'm so happy that I stumbled upon your channel during the pandemic. I feel like you are the extroverted version of my introverted self 😆. I've been a loyal viewer since the first time I found you, and I'm here for the long haul! Thank you for sharing your life with us, and being real, raw and relatable. Excited for episode 3!
Oh and PS- you did the damn thing, girl. You're amazing 👏🏼
I DID! Thank you for being here XO
Oh my sweet Amanda. I’ve been with you for close to a decade and have worried and stressed for you over these past two years. Happy to see this today. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you 🙏 it is such a blessing to be on the other side of all of it.
I got hurt at work in December right before Christmas and still not back to work. It’s so stressful and you and this channel has helped me so much….THANK YOU ❤️
I hope you are in the mend.
Amanda, you are a all star! Thank you for being so you! You did trigger me a little when you started talking March 13. My day was March 16 when the Sobeys closed my job in the deli.. (we still worked) it was hard. I understand and feel what you are feeling with a lot of it! It was hard. You are strong and inspiring. I am glad to watch you again! ❤️ from Alberta!
So triggering, holy smokes. Thank you for being here XO
The biggest thing I hear after the relief of all you guys have been through and you personally is your thinking and preparing for shit to hit the wall as life does happen and to have a big toolbox of coping skills and a support system in place for these times. I am working on that as well and I don’t really ever talk to people about it but after being through so much of my own personal shitstorm of life I can see what worked and what didn’t and what is essential to survival. Someone else said persistence is one very essential skill as well as what you did with trying to solve problems from all angles but then having skills for depression and anxiety flares that if you are prone towards them then yeah you have to have a good skill set both physically and mentally and in daily life with a good amount of structure. And by structure I don’t mean a strict regime but that you have routine and you know what you need like your meditation to check in and work on what’s happening at the moment and not carry your shit around that maybe minor but have that ball hit some crisis and then you have been snowballed and can’t get up. I fully get it. I don’t have at all the same life, no kids and all of that but I have a lot of parallels in other ways and I never could pinpoint it but I think your drive for the betterment of your life no matter what and your patience and seeking all solutions and fighting for your family to survive and your hard work to mean something like being able to have a home and gift your kids what you didn’t have is core. You are amazing and stand for so so many women (and couples who struggled and families who maybe did have to fear financial crisis and grieve losses of dreams and lose homes). I very much relate to that fear and we did lose our home not to pandemic but to health issues putting both of us partners into financial devastation. We also did lose a good bit of our healthy marriage in this time of change and we still fight now to be together even when we are fighting like cats and dogs bc we know at the core we do share something that can’t be replaced. There are definite damages that happen when these times hit and a lot depends on how much damage and how able you both are to repair and rebuild and it has to come from both sides and not just one person. It’s a whole other topic but I’m so proud of you for standing up and fighting your ass off to keep your husband, to protect the gifts you want to give your children and all while suffering. You did it! So yeah building a bit of a crisis prevention and treatment toolbox is the most intelligent thing to do. You see life throws shit now and accept that so now you want to see how you will more quickly stand if knocked down or how to even stay standing even while the storm tries to blow you down. Keep talking about it and what you have found that helped you survive and how you plan to be prepared. I swear the old “be prepared” Girl Scout lesson we were taught really is the basis for so much of life. I appreciate your willingness to share your tears and some of your childhood to give light to your motivation. Keep on truckin’!
Big hug 🥰
When you said the Friday before March break I felt that. Literally I remember that day like yesterday. Felt like the world was ending, same grocery haul experience. Wow
So triggering.
I ....remember you Amanda ....stay strong
Thank you!
Can you please expand on what self trust/talk you did with yourself to pull you through?
I love that in an hour 300 of your lovers are here to listen and learn with an open heart ♥️
It truly warms my heart. Thank you for being here XO
I think what got me through the pandemic was realizing there were people living in shelters or in the hospital on ventilators. 🤔
Thank you for being so candid and honest about how hard this pandemic has been on your family. I think it’s so easy to go back to “normal” and not give time and honesty to how much this has affected us personally. Also; I am so happy I bought candles from you & Dean and the smell of magik/Esme’s hand written note made my pandemic a little bit happier ❤️ so thank you ❤️🫶🏻
Crying with you ♥️
Great things are coming
17:40 FULL SOBBING. We had a pile of life happen during the past couple years (fully not pandemic related, just coincident timing) and it's been a fucking FIGHT to stay together. My stepson (with a lot of difficulties of his own) came to live with us, then my husband lost his job in the midst of trying to finish renovating a house and property to sell, THEN we moved to Ecuador from the US (long standing dream) THEN we had ALL our carefully layed plans here FALL APART because of other people. And we're still slogging through hard hard times. I really thought, several times, that we weren't going to stay together. Thank you for being open and honest, it feels a little less lonely...
time to come back to malaysia and recharge your soul with food and friends. covid mess up lots of people and you need a well deserved trip.
You fucken did it Amanda 👏 that takes a strong ass woman ..you had me in tears I felt your pain. You can do it .❤️
Just wondering, how do you get your skin looking so fine? You are gorgeous inside and out. Also, you are more than enough just as you are!
Just keep in mind. God created us and plan everything. God just want to test us to be kind or bed reaction... Just go through your life journey with kindness and do the right thing at the right time .
I think I found you in parenting video. Our children are similar ages. I followed you on Snapchat and Instagram. Can’t remember if you were on periscope. Love your content even if I’m not here as much.
Ps. Sending healthy wishes for your dad. I know that’s horribly scary all by itself. How is he doing now?
"and I fucking did it"!!! My favorite part. YES YOU DID!
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what exactly was your trauma?as a result of covid?if yes,i wouldnt consider covid a type of trauma since we all experienced the covid consequences.a real ptsd is a very severe situation usually from a loss of a close one,death under certain circumstances ,a severe medical issue of health and so forth.
Eww March 13th gave me the chills. It's one of those dates that I think most people will remember where they were. I can remember racing around the grocery stores trying to find toilet paper. I managed to find a pack of 48 rolls of Hello Kitty toilet paper. 😂
You’re so right - a date we’ll all remember.
Hello
You fucking did it. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Your hairstyle though.... Amazingly beautifully simpathically hottelly nicely lovely 😛💋