Thank you Emma for sharing your sister with all of us. I dealt with hospice here I. America for quite a bit. My Daddy passed away in 1996. I was 28. He passed peacefully in his sleep at home. He had a beautiful smile on his face. My best friend ( also a twin ) had breast cancer that spread to her brain. I dealt with hospice with her also. She was at home on their farm where she could see their pastures. I’m praying for Sooz and you! Pain control and comfort are the most important. Sending you the warmest hugs from Oklahoma City, Oklahoma USA 🇺🇸
Please don’t apologise sweetie, we are just grateful for you sharing your life with us. You take care of yourself and let the hospice staff take the strain. You and Sooz ‘Two beautiful souls entwined forever’ xx ❤
Please don’t underestimate how important your blogs are. For anyone needing hospice care, and their families, it’s invaluable to see what this care is like and how different it is to a hospital ward.
So pleased Sooz has arrived safely at the hospice. It looks so much more private & calming. Hopefully they can sort out her pain meds and sickness and make her more comfortable. Take care of yourself too Emma. Sending lots of love & soothing hugs 💕 xx
Well can't believe it but actually had a brilliant doctor who saw Dad today who actually listened to us and was funny to boot but I thought to myself gosh his accent sounds like Ash but didn't want to surmise as I remember when I lived in London people would ask me what part of Australia are you from?🙄🤦♀️ Then the more he spoke I thought bugger it so asked him if he was from Yorkshire and he was!!!!! from a place called Pockinton I think, ha ha took a Yorkshireman to come 12,0000 miles to the bottom of the world to sort my father out 😅 Hospice looks OK guys but the lovely food was a bit bitter sweet tbh as when I did my shifts with my dear sister in law I felt so guilty eating this amazing food where she had lost her ability to swallow at that stage and was being tube fed and she LOVED her food being a Maori, Samoan woman 😊, hoping your sickness can be relieved Sooz I had nausea and vomiting for 4 months after my brain injury and it was horrible and as I said to the Doc I would rather have the severe headaches than the nausea xxxxx❤❤❤❤
Please make sure you take care of yourself, take extra vitamins as I know your exhausted both physically and mentally. Sooz big, big hugs and snuffles your both genuinely love and respected two courageous and admirable ladies you are.
That hospice looks lovely and the food looks great. I hope if I’m ever in a situation like Sooz that there’s someone there for me like you are for her. Prayers to Sooz for peace and comfort. 🙏
Glad she is at the Hospice, such a heartwarming place that feels like she's in great hands. No need to suffer in pain, and hopefully they don't let that breakthrough pain stand a chance. xx
Oh Sooz, such such a different environment, I hope you and your beautiful family find some peace and strength. They will be able to look after Sooz the way that everyone deserves in this situation, I found so much peace when my hubby was in the Weald of Kent Hospice, I could never find the words to thank them for what they did for my husband and I, god bless you all xxx
I’m glad Sooz is in safer and quieter environment ❤️ Regarding this topic, 16:53 I felt the same. I’d only ever had bad experiences with anything to help with anxiety. Until I couldn’t make the decision and the palliative care team made a wee concoction for my driver. The combo was pain meds + Levomepromazine (as I’m sick constantly, even though I’m nbm) and they put a smidgen of Midazolam in it too. The first I knew, was I just felt more settled. I had developed agitation which wasn’t only bad for me, but scary for my family to see. I don’t remember that part, all I know was suddenly feeling more settled. I didn’t feel out of it, or high. Which is a feeling I hate. I feel like Sooz is the same way, and wants to feel in control of her faculties. Up until the time for our EOL plan goes into action. It’s just a scary time all in. 💟 My hope is that they will get in top of Suzie’s main troublesome symptoms. That they’ll let you get some much needed rest so that you can be there as Sooz’s twin Sister 🩷 and you not be ran ragged. I hope you know me well enough already to know what I mean by that. I know you’ll do anything to make life a bit easier for Sooz. I’ve also this year seen carer burnout in my other half, and it’s horrific. 💔 I know at the hospice they’ll look after both your needs 💕 which is important. As well as Jason, and everyone else who’s most important to Sooz 💕 I never want it to seem as if I don’t recognise how tough this is on Jason. Even though it’s a lovely place, it’s really hard to push it to the back of your mind, why you’re there🥺. It’s just rotten, Emma. 💕 Sooz has been suffering way too much at home though, it feels like she had got to a really scary place and was needing way more help than she was getting. Poor love was just there, being brave while everything in her blood had depleted. This whole thing is so hard. I wish it could be different for you 🥺🌸🙏🌸 🙏 xxxx
Hospice care will bring you peace and the confidence Sooz will be so well cared for....its a different ball game from hospital. Sending love for you all lovely sisters xxx
Emma, you are showing such strength. Sooz will be so proud of you. I am in the same situation as you with my husband. It's so hard for everyone. Sending my love to Sooz and you. Take care xx 🩷
I just found out that I am currently in remission. I had colon cancer. While I was going through all the chemo and radiation, all my health issues came to light. I had a brain aneurysm, basal cell skin cancer on my face and a large mass on my thyroid. The only thing that got me through the chemo, radiation, brain surgery and the rest was the love of my siblings. We talked almost daily and my sister traveled to be with me for the most terrifying parts. Sooz is so lucky to have you as her sister. Nothing is a closer bond.
Hello from Swanton, Vermont USA! Thank you for these videos. I'm new here. (But hardly "new!") I'm a 67 yr old retired RN and grandmother of eight. All in Vermont! I very much enjoyed the ride through York. What a beautiful city to have grown up in! A bar named "Salvation" and a lovely old church is now a bar? British humor and I love it! Was the burned out building hit in the War? There are so many gorgeous old buildings! We have nothing like them in the US. We don't have the wonderful history you have in Europe. But driving on the left, just feels a bit dizzying to me. I can't imagine what you are going through right now. Identicals begin their lives here on Earth as one tiny zygote that split to proceed through life, each with your own unique experience. Yet, you are always connected in a deeper way than any other relationship can have. You are blessed to be with Sooz through her final days here. You are helping her so much not just physically and mentally, but spiritually as well . And she is so blessed you are there for your shared connection to go through a second separation. You must go on with your journey with her waiting patiently while watching your life here as you have more precious days in your coming adventures until it's your turn to move on and join her. Personally, I absolutely believe in an afterlife. That she will remain close to you in spirit and you will be together again. I send my love and prayers that you both can find peace, love and comfort during the hardest moments. And thank God for the beauty you have in savoring the bittersweet long good-bye. It's really more of a Farewell Until We Meet Again. Hugs and all best wishes. ❤️
Lovely to hear Sooz’s voice sorry you are both till going through so much, I prayed for Sooz in church today and I know that God is with Sooz holding her hand through all this, yours as well Emma. The view from to hospice is gorgeous I hope Sooz is feeling well in this moment and that she can enjoy the time spent with friends and family and can get comfort from your loving arms ❤
I know things are so difficult right now but you and Sooz are still encouraging and supporting so many others.The two of you are angels. Sending prayers and love to you and Sooz and the whole family.❤🙏
God has you both in the Palm of His Hands. Please believe. This world is just a testing ground, but Heaven is our reward, and oh, how beautiful it will be for your brave sister. Our Lord will put His arms around her, and say “ welcome home, my child”.
Your drive through made me miss England! I was born and live in New Zealand but have spent a lot of time in the UK. My parents are both English. The hospice fed me while I stayed with my mum also. I had a cot I made up beside her bed that I slept on for 3 weeks. My stepfather gave them a large donation since they agreed to feed me. They never asked me to leave. I think they knew I wouldn’t. They were so wonderful. I admire people who work in hospice so much! You are doing amazing at being there for your sister! I know how exhausting it is.
I’m sorry that you are going through this. I’ve been through it twice with my brothers. Let the staff take care of Sooz and you. Enjoy your time together as twin sisters. We love you gals. 🙏🏼🛐 Thanks for taking us on the drive. I loved seeing York. Bless you both.
Emma the drive thru York was Amazing! Wherever you film while driving is Absolutely Beautiful, TY❣️ The view from the Hospice suite is Amazing! The beautiful sunrise, the peaceful enviroment, and the Gorgeous food! (Bravo/Brava to the chef's 💛). Prayers were answered for Sooz getting out of hospital & into a more calm & less congestive environment 🙏 Plz let Ash, Jason, Kevin & Mum know we are continually praying and sending Much Love & hugs to them as well, and will not stop! Emma, loving you all with more than words can say ((xxoo)) 💞 ~Peg
Thank you for showing us around! It looks really nice and the food looks good. Will you be staying there now with Sooz? Do you knit or crochet to pass the time when Sooz is sleeping? Hi Sooz hope you’re not in so much pain now, this hospice care will be better for Emma, she will probably still help you, but the nurses will probably help more. It really seems more calm and peaceful there. You guys please take care, Emma please get more rest when you can, they must be going to feed you also, so good did you bring a cozy blanket and pillow Emma, look I know how busy you are you don’t have to answer me ok love you both. 😘🙏🏻💕♥️
My dad was assistant director at Aviva when it was the GA. I enjoyed the tour. I worked at Clifton Psychiatric Hospital. A trip down memory lane for me. I moved away 1991. The hospice will be a safe place. My love to you all. ❤ An addition…. my dad died from cancer and he always had a terrible time if he had to go to York Hospital in between appointments in an emergency. He went to Leeds for treatment and they were so much better. My sister still lives in York and she is always telling me bad things about York and having to argue with doctors. Life shouldn’t be a postcode.
What a beautiful city. Loved the guided tour. You are so gracious, going through a very hard time, but making sure we are along. Thank you and much love Em. A grandma in Texas is praying for you all
Wow what a drive loveliest drive hospice looks so nice that grass elephant wow cute 😍 and that memory tree so nice 😊food looks delicious 😋 thanks for sharing this ❤
Prayers for you and your sister sweetheart. I lost my sister who is also my best friend my confidant and my everything 6 years ago. I'm not going to lie it hasn't been easy but the memories are all good when I think of her I smile the same way you are gonna smile when you think of Sooz. You're being a wonderful sister to her and I know you wouldn't have it any other way I'm so happy that she has you at this time and all the time. hugs to both of you from California. Xoxox❤
Emma, you are such a warrior sister and carer for your sweet sister. The yummy food at the hospice was so gorgeous, wanted to grab it from the phone screen! Hopefully the hospice see sense and Sooz can get her care from the hospice to avoid any unnecessary stress. Praying for you both to have peaceful and memorable times together. Thank you for powering thru the vlogs, we sure appreciate it and send you love and hugs. 🌷💖✨🌟💪💋😘
Lovely view outside and so cozy inside. Emma, you and sweet Sooz will hopefully be more comfortable here as you spend as much quality time together as you can. So glad they have a therapy dog! Kindred souls, you both are! Hugs and kisses to you both. 💞
Sending much love and strength to you Emma and darling Sooz as you navigate this wretched yet priceless journey. Sending much love to all from Carmel by the Sea xoxo
Also sending much love from near Carmel by the Sea. I’m in Santa Cruz, California. Thank you Emma for showing us around York and around the hospice. This is such a sad difficult time but I’m so glad Sooz has you by her side and that if she has to be in hospice that the place seems very lovely. I’m so glad they are taking care of you too. ❤️🙏🦋
Thank you for the beautiful tour of York. It was lovely to see all your wonderful memories you made together. ❤ I hope Sooz is feeling better today. You both are amazing. Much love, hugs and prayers from Pennsylvania. 🙏🏻🦋
What a beautiful sunrise. Just gorgeous, it's the simple things in life that mean so much. The memory tree is a lovely idea, so that loved ones know they aren't forgotten. I hope things settle for Sooz so shes a bit more comfortable, much love to you and Sooz xx ❤❤❤
Great to hear you having a little giggle regarding the tesco hug , and even better to see that you are eating " proper " food Emma, was lovely to hear Sooz's voice again , hope her stay is a comfortable one and you get to visit her often ❤❤❤
Looks like a lovely place. As hard as it still is I can see a slight difference in you Emma, you're not having to deal with everything yourself, it makes a difference for sure. Lovely to hear Sooz. Love as always ❤❤
Thinking of you. I have a young friend on hospice at home care. Sooz will be much more comfortable, and her pain will be better controlled now. Sending hugs and prayers xxx
Hello girls' ,cor what a relief to be out of hospital and into the hospice , I'm sure it will make Sooz feel loads better even though she still has to cope with pain and sickness which hopefully can be tweaked. Emma just to see the stress and anxiety leave your face because you know Sooz is now settled was really a lovely moment to witness. Just wanted to say hi and send my love to you both........ Enjoy the grub it looks like they have employed a 5 staff chef ! Bloody hell is looks scrumptious 😂❤❤❤❤❤
Seems a lot more peaceful there,food looks amazing🫶I hope the calm will radiate through Sooz and give her more comfort than she’s had…Take care you too sweet Emma💞🍄🐌
We loved York ,they have a beautiful church we stayed there a few times when we lived in Grimsby but sadly my daughter needed me here where we are now , so we sold our house and came to look after her for a year ,so glad sooz is going into hospice she’ll have all the care she will need there and it’s anytime visiting which is great ,we were always given food if we were there ,it was so different to her hospital so much more relaxed ,I’m sure she’ll start to relax there ,I’m keeping you in my prayers for strength for both of you and asking god to watch over sooz and you ,has you’re mum visited her or is that not possible,you take care god bless you and your family xx
Thank you for sharing the city of York, it is gorgeous❣️❣️Never apologize, you are amazing and thank you for sharing, it’s been an honor to meet you and Susie, sending love, hugs and prayers♥️🥰♥️🙏🏼♥️❣️❣️❣️❣️
Awwwwww sweetheart. Thanks for sharing your channel ☺️ 😁 gosh prayers 🙏💞 again for her to have a better day my twin sister is progressing ok day by day ❣️
The hospice that my aunt was transferred to was absolutely amazing. We felt so blessed. They were incredible. I hope they continue to take very good care of Sooz as well❤
Prayers 🙏🙏. You look exhausted Emma! Hospice should have much more staff and lots of knowledge of pain management. Talk with them as well, here in the USA, we have medication dispensers, all computerized. If she is scheduled every 2 hours, the computer will not open until that time. This can delay getting her pain medication. I only know home health Hospice care, not in house hospital care, they should be so much better at giving her individual, pain free care. I am praying for you all! 🙏❤️✝️. Love your location, looks so nice and clean!
Thank you Emma for sharing Sooz move to the beautiful hospice. Looks so calming with the grounds view. I pray for Sooz to have a comfortable pain free night. Rest well Emma & thank you again for sharing ❤
Thank you for the update. Loved the tour. I felt like I was reliving my fathers more from the hospital to hospice. The noise level difference was tremendous. We, he and I, felt a sense of peace with the quiet of hospice. We had wild turkeys and deer in our view. I hope there’s a sense of peace and calm for you and Sooz. Xxoo
What a beautiful place and the food looks wonderful. Hospice is so good. I pray for Sooz to get to a comfortable place and for you Emma, I can't imagine how hard it is to watch my sister in that condition. My heart, love and prayers for you both❤❤❤
Thanks for your updates Emma, the hospice looks really nice, the food looks amazing, great views & a nice room, this will certainly help Sooz to be more comfy. It was lovely your little tour of where you grew up, loved all the old buildings, they look so historical, we dont have too much of that in Australia. Your doing a great job caring for Sooz & Im really happy that you can be there with her so much. Sending much love & prayers for you all from Australia ❤
Thank you for the tour of York. I really enjoyed it. My mother passed from cervical cancer. I am truly sorry this is happening to your family. I wish you peace.
I believe this is the best for everyone right now. Emma you get better rest plus knowing she is being taken care of properly…Jason can get rest and visit her everyday. I’m not sure where she is from you now….is it far honey? Beautiful room Sooz. I’m thinking about you all every day extending out to you big big hugs.🫂. Sooz you will settle in nd they can get you on a regime that works best for you so you have the least amt of pain. Love to you all….🦋❤️🧚🏼. P.S. Sooz try asking for gravol to take before pain meds. Hopefully that stops the sick feeling. 🤞
Please don't apologise for anything! We understand how tough things are for you. It must be a relief that Soos is now in the hospice, what an amazing place!
I’m a new subscriber from Perth Western Australia, you’re a wonderful, caring sister and I’m sure it’s a huge comfort for Sooz to have you by her side ❤
A friend of mine who worked as a nurse for Macmillan, said by the time people go to hospice, they need their loved ones to be just that, their sister, daughter, partner, friend. The staff are there to do all the caring, all the things you’ve been doing, out of love, but they’ve exhausted you and left you with a different kind of role to play. Now it’s time for you and Sooz to be sisters, the twins or the girls as I’ve no doubt you’ve been called. Hold hands, sit in silence or sing, laugh at old memories, cry, talk, don’t leave anything left unsaid. Emma you have been a rock for Sooz, I can only imagine how you feel. I’m close to my younger sister and about 5 years ago she was incredibly ill and we thought we would lose her. I basically moved myself into the hospital and I did whatever I could to take care of my precious sister/best friend/partner in crime. We were fortunate, although my sister has been left disabled I still have her and I wish you could have that outcome. If love alone could save Sooz she would be the picture of health because she is clearly loved very much. I hope you can both feel the prayers, strength, love and light that are being sent to you both from afar. Don’t apologise Emma, thank you for these insights, they’re far more than your followers expect from you.
I am so relieved to hear Sooz made it to the hospice safe and sound. Their food looks devine. Thanks so much Emm for the tour through York, its absolutely gorgeous. I wanted to let you know i just finished what ive been working on for you so I will be sending it to you through instagram sometime today. Sending lots of love! 💕❤💕❤
@@alisonparsons9609 I made her a slideshow video with pictures of her and sooz. I went through some videos of hers and screenshotted pictures from the videos of her and sooz so she can have those moments in picture form too. I wanted to do something nice for them because they are helping so many people with Emma's channel and because I wanted them to have a beautiful video they can always go back to and watch and reminis. I was racking my brain to think of something that I could do to thank them for what they are doing and just so they know that they will never be alone and that all of us are here always. They are such kindhearted people who are going through something that they shouldn't be going through, it absolutely breaks my heart.
What a beautiful sunrise and view for beautiful Sooz. i loved how in your last video she wanted her eyebrows doing and lashes-love love love that-hope her spirit remains happy and that her pain vomiting blood loss and electrolytes etc are sorted easily. Look after yourself as well lovely Emma. Prayers for both of you and your family members.
I came across Sooz & your lives Emma, on here a little while back. I have so much I would love to say, but I just want to thank-you both. You have brightened my days with your strength, love & care for one another! I have taken so much away from your bond & what your message is. I pray everyday you’re both safe, healed & able to move forward with the love you share together & with all of us. I wish I could be there to help & comfort you in any way that I could. Sending best wishes & thoughts from Canada. ❤❤
Thank you for sharing York with us, it’s my absolute favourite city! I hope Sooz settles in nicely and is made comfortable, the hospice looks so peaceful. I love that they have therapy dogs too. Will Pepper be able to visit? Sending you all much love xx
You have been so unselfish sharing your lives and it is a very vulnerable time to be sure. Fortunately we know that Sooz will be so much more comfortable at the hospice. York is a beautiful city from what you have shared. I love the little villages with the houses right on the street. They are so precious. My husband and I watched this lovely video actually 2 of them, one was from a canal boat moving down the canal through the locks and then there was a bus with people getting on and off. I loved those videos. I think they were removed from Prime but it made me so sad. I could have watched them over and over. Here I am babbling but that was my virtual visit. Hugs and kisses from Maryland!!!
So glad that the hospice staff are looking after you both 😇 they are angels 💕 we love York...I went on a school trip and always wanted to go back..I took my son two years ago and he loved it too x
So lovely to have this tour of where you grew up in York, sounds like really lovely, happy memories, a trip down memory lane ! ❤ I love York, such a beautiful city. I remember I had a week long break with my brother when we were in our 20s there, we had such fun! We are very close 😊 Gorgeous view from the room, look at that sunrise 🌅 awww love that little light that Sooz has ✨️ Those fish & chips look yummy ❤ Awww it's deja vu with the lovely elephant 🐘 Glad you're getting outside for a walk and some fresh air and sunbeams, you must be exhausted. Poor Sooz, that must be so distressing for you Emma. Getting outside just for 5-10 minutes can help you ground for a bit. The lovely Vicky who gave Sooz that cute box of retro toys 🧸 Prayers and hugs ❤ 🙏 xxxx
Thank you Emma for sharing your sister with all of us.
I dealt with hospice here I. America for quite a bit. My Daddy passed away in 1996. I was 28. He passed peacefully in his sleep at home. He had a beautiful smile on his face.
My best friend ( also a twin ) had breast cancer that spread to her brain. I dealt with hospice with her also. She was at home on their farm where she could see their pastures.
I’m praying for Sooz and you!
Pain control and comfort are the most important. Sending you the warmest hugs from Oklahoma City, Oklahoma USA 🇺🇸
Please don’t apologise sweetie, we are just grateful for you sharing your life with us. You take care of yourself and let the hospice staff take the strain. You and Sooz ‘Two beautiful souls entwined forever’ xx ❤
Thank goodness she finally got into hospice. They really care of how much pain someone is in. ❤🙏
Please don’t underestimate how important your blogs are. For anyone needing hospice care, and their families, it’s invaluable to see what this care is like and how different it is to a hospital ward.
Just doing my best x I think it's so important to see bits and bats as I had no idea before Sooz was diagnosed xxx
So pleased Sooz has arrived safely at the hospice. It looks so much more private & calming. Hopefully they can sort out her pain meds and sickness and make her more comfortable. Take care of yourself too Emma. Sending lots of love & soothing hugs 💕 xx
I prayed for you, sooz, ash and Jason before church ⛪️ 🙏🏻 never apologize to us em, hun. We are here for you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Well can't believe it but actually had a brilliant doctor who saw Dad today who actually listened to us and was funny to boot but I thought to myself gosh his accent sounds like Ash but didn't want to surmise as I remember when I lived in London people would ask me what part of Australia are you from?🙄🤦♀️ Then the more he spoke I thought bugger it so asked him if he was from Yorkshire and he was!!!!! from a place called Pockinton I think, ha ha took a Yorkshireman to come 12,0000 miles to the bottom of the world to sort my father out 😅
Hospice looks OK guys but the lovely food was a bit bitter sweet tbh as when I did my shifts with my dear sister in law I felt so guilty eating this amazing food where she had lost her ability to swallow at that stage and was being tube fed and she LOVED her food being a Maori, Samoan woman 😊, hoping your sickness can be relieved Sooz I had nausea and vomiting for 4 months after my brain injury and it was horrible and as I said to the Doc I would rather have the severe headaches than the nausea xxxxx❤❤❤❤
Pocklington wow that's not too far from us xxx
@@TheDogPooProlol sorry for the mis spelling, think I was too engrossed in his dreamy brown eyes😅
Please make sure you take care of yourself, take extra vitamins as I know your exhausted both physically and mentally. Sooz big, big hugs and snuffles your both genuinely love and respected two courageous and admirable ladies you are.
That hospice looks lovely and the food looks great. I hope if I’m ever in a situation like Sooz that there’s someone there for me like you are for her. Prayers to Sooz for peace and comfort. 🙏
Glad she is at the Hospice, such a heartwarming place that feels like she's in great hands. No need to suffer in pain, and hopefully they don't let that breakthrough pain stand a chance. xx
Oh Sooz, such such a different environment, I hope you and your beautiful family find some peace and strength. They will be able to look after Sooz the way that everyone deserves in this situation, I found so much peace when my hubby was in the Weald of Kent Hospice, I could never find the words to thank them for what they did for my husband and I, god bless you all xxx
Thanks!
Oh ny goodness thank you so much 💖 🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m glad Sooz is in safer and quieter environment ❤️ Regarding this topic, 16:53 I felt the same. I’d only ever had bad experiences with anything to help with anxiety. Until I couldn’t make the decision and the palliative care team made a wee concoction for my driver. The combo was pain meds + Levomepromazine (as I’m sick constantly, even though I’m nbm) and they put a smidgen of Midazolam in it too. The first I knew, was I just felt more settled. I had developed agitation which wasn’t only bad for me, but scary for my family to see. I don’t remember that part, all I know was suddenly feeling more settled. I didn’t feel out of it, or high. Which is a feeling I hate. I feel like Sooz is the same way, and wants to feel in control of her faculties. Up until the time for our EOL plan goes into action. It’s just a scary time all in. 💟
My hope is that they will get in top of Suzie’s main troublesome symptoms. That they’ll let you get some much needed rest so that you can be there as Sooz’s twin Sister 🩷 and you not be ran ragged. I hope you know me well enough already to know what I mean by that. I know you’ll do anything to make life a bit easier for Sooz. I’ve also this year seen carer burnout in my other half, and it’s horrific. 💔 I know at the hospice they’ll look after both your needs 💕 which is important. As well as Jason, and everyone else who’s most important to Sooz 💕 I never want it to seem as if I don’t recognise how tough this is on Jason.
Even though it’s a lovely place, it’s really hard to push it to the back of your mind, why you’re there🥺. It’s just rotten, Emma. 💕 Sooz has been suffering way too much at home though, it feels like she had got to a really scary place and was needing way more help than she was getting. Poor love was just there, being brave while everything in her blood had depleted.
This whole thing is so hard. I wish it could be different for you 🥺🌸🙏🌸 🙏 xxxx
Hope this hospice is the perfect and right place for Sooz, where she can get care, comfort, peace and rest.
The hospice is lovely, peaceful and so much quieter ❤❤❤❤ so very happy you are there. Sending love❤ and prayers
You are always so respectful Always aware of Sooz's dignity x
Hospice is a peaceful place to stay. Praying for you all. Much love from Kentucky Lesley and medical service dog Jake.
Hospice care will bring you peace and the confidence Sooz will be so well cared for....its a different ball game from hospital. Sending love for you all lovely sisters xxx
Emma, you are showing such strength. Sooz will be so proud of you. I am in the same situation as you with my husband. It's so hard for everyone. Sending my love to Sooz and you. Take care xx 🩷
Thinking of you ❤
Oh no 💔😞 sending you and your husband my love xxx
Jan, love and hugs for you too ❤
So sorry to hear this Jan 😢 Sending love ❤️ 🙏
@@danicacharles4221 thank you so much. x 🩷
I just found out that I am currently in remission. I had colon cancer. While I was going through all the chemo and radiation, all my health issues came to light. I had a brain aneurysm, basal cell skin cancer on my face and a large mass on my thyroid. The only thing that got me through the chemo, radiation, brain surgery and the rest was the love of my siblings. We talked almost daily and my sister traveled to be with me for the most terrifying parts. Sooz is so lucky to have you as her sister. Nothing is a closer bond.
Sending you all my love 💓
Hello from Swanton, Vermont USA! Thank you for these videos. I'm new here. (But hardly "new!") I'm a 67 yr old retired RN and grandmother of eight. All in Vermont!
I very much enjoyed the ride through York. What a beautiful city to have grown up in! A bar named "Salvation" and a lovely old church is now a bar? British humor and I love it! Was the burned out building hit in the War?
There are so many gorgeous old buildings! We have nothing like them in the US. We don't have the wonderful history you have in Europe. But driving on the left, just feels a bit dizzying to me.
I can't imagine what you are going through right now. Identicals begin their lives here on Earth as one tiny zygote that split to proceed through life, each with your own unique experience. Yet, you are always connected in a deeper way than any other relationship can have.
You are blessed to be with Sooz through her final days here. You are helping her so much not just physically and mentally, but spiritually as well . And she is so blessed you are there for your shared connection to go through a second separation.
You must go on with your journey with her waiting patiently while watching your life here as you have more precious days in your coming adventures until it's your turn to move on and join her.
Personally, I absolutely believe in an afterlife. That she will remain close to you in spirit and you will be together again. I send my love and prayers that you both can find peace, love and comfort during the hardest moments. And thank God for the beauty you have in savoring the bittersweet long good-bye. It's really more of a Farewell Until We Meet Again. Hugs and all best wishes. ❤️
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❤ you are amazing brave twin sister beautiful York and a gorgeous sunset ❤ much love prayers and special hugs 🌌🦋🌻🌈💐
Lovely to see you Emma. Say hello to sooz for me x. You are such lovely sisters
Looking lovely my dear
Apologize for nothing
You have a heart of Gold
Supporting your darling twin
Hospice is marvelous 😊
Much better, more quiet private setting with beautiful gardens. ❤
Lovely to hear Sooz’s voice sorry you are both till going through so much, I prayed for Sooz in church today and I know that God is with Sooz holding her hand through all this, yours as well Emma. The view from to hospice is gorgeous I hope Sooz is feeling well in this moment and that she can enjoy the time spent with friends and family and can get comfort from your loving arms ❤
I know things are so difficult right now but you and Sooz are still encouraging and supporting so many others.The two of you are angels. Sending prayers and love to you and Sooz and the whole family.❤🙏
God has you both in the Palm of His Hands. Please believe. This world is just a testing ground, but Heaven is our reward, and oh, how beautiful it will be for your brave sister. Our Lord will put His arms around her, and say “ welcome home, my child”.
AMEN~So Beautifully Stated☆♡☆...
Your drive through made me miss England! I was born and live in New Zealand but have spent a lot of time in the UK. My parents are both English.
The hospice fed me while I stayed with my mum also. I had a cot I made up beside her bed that I slept on for 3 weeks. My stepfather gave them a large donation since they agreed to feed me. They never asked me to leave. I think they knew I wouldn’t. They were so wonderful. I admire people who work in hospice so much!
You are doing amazing at being there for your sister! I know how exhausting it is.
I’m sorry that you are going through this. I’ve been through it twice with my brothers. Let the staff take care of Sooz and you. Enjoy your time together as twin sisters. We love you gals. 🙏🏼🛐
Thanks for taking us on the drive. I loved seeing York. Bless you both.
Emma the drive thru York was Amazing! Wherever you film while driving is Absolutely Beautiful, TY❣️ The view from the Hospice suite is Amazing! The beautiful sunrise, the peaceful enviroment, and the Gorgeous food! (Bravo/Brava to the chef's 💛). Prayers were answered for Sooz getting out of hospital & into a more calm & less congestive environment 🙏
Plz let Ash, Jason, Kevin & Mum know we are continually praying and sending Much Love & hugs to them as well, and will not stop! Emma, loving you all with more than words can say ((xxoo)) 💞
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Thank you for showing us around! It looks really nice and the food looks good. Will you be staying there now with Sooz? Do you knit or crochet to pass the time when Sooz is sleeping? Hi Sooz hope you’re not in so much pain now, this hospice care will be better for Emma, she will probably still help you, but the nurses will probably help more. It really seems more calm and peaceful there. You guys please take care, Emma please get more rest when you can, they must be going to feed you also, so good did you bring a cozy blanket and pillow Emma, look I know how busy you are you don’t have to answer me ok love you both. 😘🙏🏻💕♥️
Beautiful tour of the city. Wrapping my arms around you both.
My dad was assistant director at Aviva when it was the GA. I enjoyed the tour. I worked at Clifton Psychiatric Hospital. A trip down memory lane for me. I moved away 1991. The hospice will be a safe place. My love to you all. ❤ An addition…. my dad died from cancer and he always had a terrible time if he had to go to York Hospital in between appointments in an emergency. He went to Leeds for treatment and they were so much better. My sister still lives in York and she is always telling me bad things about York and having to argue with doctors. Life shouldn’t be a postcode.
Bless your dad x x Big hugs x
So peaceful, nice food and rest. Hopefully, Sooz will be a lot more comfortable in there when they settle her in.
Love you all xxx ❤❤❤
You are an amazing sister. Praying your time in hospice goes by with both you and Soon feeling supported.
Beautiful place the food looks good, she is lucky to have a good sister like you, God bless❤️🙏🏽
What a beautiful city. Loved the guided tour. You are so gracious, going through a very hard time, but making sure we are along. Thank you and much love Em. A grandma in Texas is praying for you all
Beautiful buildings driving through York💞 sending you and sooz my love ❤️❤️
Wow what a drive loveliest drive hospice looks so nice that grass elephant wow cute 😍 and that memory tree so nice 😊food looks delicious 😋 thanks for sharing this ❤
Thank you for the beautiful tour. You are so kind. Sending you hugs full of love, comfort, strength, courage, & peace.❤
Prayers for you and your sister sweetheart. I lost my sister who is also my best friend my confidant and my everything 6 years ago. I'm not going to lie it hasn't been easy but the memories are all good when I think of her I smile the same way you are gonna smile when you think of Sooz. You're being a wonderful sister to her and I know you wouldn't have it any other way I'm so happy that she has you at this time and all the time. hugs to both of you from California. Xoxox❤
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Emma, you are such a warrior sister and carer for your sweet sister. The yummy food at the hospice was so gorgeous, wanted to grab it from the phone screen! Hopefully the hospice see sense and Sooz can get her care from the hospice to avoid any unnecessary stress. Praying for you both to have peaceful and memorable times together. Thank you for powering thru the vlogs, we sure appreciate it and send you love and hugs. 🌷💖✨🌟💪💋😘
Lovely view outside and so cozy inside. Emma, you and sweet Sooz will hopefully be more comfortable here as you spend as much quality time together as you can. So glad they have a therapy dog! Kindred souls, you both are! Hugs and kisses to you both. 💞
Sending much love and strength to you Emma and darling Sooz as you navigate this wretched yet priceless journey. Sending much love to all from Carmel by the Sea xoxo
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Also sending much love from near Carmel by the Sea. I’m in Santa Cruz, California. Thank you Emma for showing us around York and around the hospice. This is such a sad difficult time but I’m so glad Sooz has you by her side and that if she has to be in hospice that the place seems very lovely. I’m so glad they are taking care of you too. ❤️🙏🦋
Carmel by the sea.....what a beautiful place that sounds 💖💖💖💖💖🌊⛱️🏖🌊
Hugs by the baked goods is perfect! A sweet gesture in a sweet area! Take care and know that we all care about you two and that you are in my prayers.
Bless you for sharing the memory tree is beautiful ❤🙌
Thank you for the beautiful tour of York. It was lovely to see all your wonderful memories you made together. ❤ I hope Sooz is feeling better today. You both are amazing. Much love, hugs and prayers from Pennsylvania. 🙏🏻🦋
What a beautiful sunrise. Just gorgeous, it's the simple things in life that mean so much. The memory tree is a lovely idea, so that loved ones know they aren't forgotten. I hope things settle for Sooz so shes a bit more comfortable, much love to you and Sooz xx ❤❤❤
Sending hugs and love to you Emma and Sooz……🦋💙🦋
I am so glad Sooz is in a more peaceful environment. Sending so much love to the both of you and of course family❤
Great to hear you having a little giggle regarding the tesco hug , and even better to see that you are eating " proper " food Emma, was lovely to hear Sooz's voice again , hope her stay is a comfortable one and you get to visit her often ❤❤❤
Looks like a lovely place. As hard as it still is I can see a slight difference in you Emma, you're not having to deal with everything yourself, it makes a difference for sure. Lovely to hear Sooz. Love as always ❤❤
Thinking of you. I have a young friend on hospice at home care. Sooz will be much more comfortable, and her pain will be better controlled now.
Sending hugs and prayers xxx
Hello girls' ,cor what a relief to be out of hospital and into the hospice , I'm sure it will make Sooz feel loads better even though she still has to cope with pain and sickness which hopefully can be tweaked.
Emma just to see the stress and anxiety leave your face because you know Sooz is now settled was really a lovely moment to witness.
Just wanted to say hi and send my love to you both........ Enjoy the grub it looks like they have employed a 5 staff chef ! Bloody hell is looks scrumptious 😂❤❤❤❤❤
Seems a lot more peaceful there,food looks amazing🫶I hope the calm will radiate through Sooz and give her more comfort than she’s had…Take care you too sweet Emma💞🍄🐌
We loved York ,they have a beautiful church we stayed there a few times when we lived in Grimsby but sadly my daughter needed me here where we are now , so we sold our house and came to look after her for a year ,so glad sooz is going into hospice she’ll have all the care she will need there and it’s anytime visiting which is great ,we were always given food if we were there ,it was so different to her hospital so much more relaxed ,I’m sure she’ll start to relax there ,I’m keeping you in my prayers for strength for both of you and asking god to watch over sooz and you ,has you’re mum visited her or is that not possible,you take care god bless you and your family xx
Mum can't visit but they're both OK with it xx
Thank you for sharing the city of York, it is gorgeous❣️❣️Never apologize, you are amazing and thank you for sharing, it’s been an honor to meet you and Susie, sending love, hugs and prayers♥️🥰♥️🙏🏼♥️❣️❣️❣️❣️
Awwwwww sweetheart. Thanks for sharing your channel ☺️ 😁 gosh prayers 🙏💞 again for her to have a better day my twin sister is progressing ok day by day ❣️
The hospice that my aunt was transferred to was absolutely amazing. We felt so blessed. They were incredible. I hope they continue to take very good care of Sooz as well❤
Hello lovely ladies . Been thinking about you both , sending you both massive hugs lots of love xx
Prayers 🙏🙏. You look exhausted Emma! Hospice should have much more staff and lots of knowledge of pain management. Talk with them as well, here in the USA, we have medication dispensers, all computerized. If she is scheduled every 2 hours, the computer will not open until that time. This can delay getting her pain medication. I only know home health Hospice care, not in house hospital care, they should be so much better at giving her individual, pain free care. I am praying for you all! 🙏❤️✝️. Love your location, looks so nice and clean!
Looks like a wonderful place Emma for Sooz! I’m so glad she’s somewhere comforting with great food. Bless you and Sooz 🙏🏼🙏🏼 😀🤗💕
Thank you Emma for sharing Sooz move to the beautiful hospice. Looks so calming with the grounds view. I pray for Sooz to have a comfortable pain free night. Rest well Emma & thank you again for sharing ❤
Thank you for the update. Loved the tour. I felt like I was reliving my fathers more from the hospital to hospice. The noise level difference was tremendous. We, he and I, felt a sense of peace with the quiet of hospice. We had wild turkeys and deer in our view. I hope there’s a sense of peace and calm for you and Sooz. Xxoo
What a beautiful place and the food looks wonderful. Hospice is so good. I pray for Sooz to get to a comfortable place and for you Emma, I can't imagine how hard it is to watch my sister in that condition. My heart, love and prayers for you both❤❤❤
Thanks for your updates Emma, the hospice looks really nice, the food looks amazing, great views & a nice room, this will certainly help Sooz to be more comfy. It was lovely your little tour of where you grew up, loved all the old buildings, they look so historical, we dont have too much of that in Australia. Your doing a great job caring for Sooz & Im really happy that you can be there with her so much. Sending much love & prayers for you all from Australia ❤
Prayers for you and Sooz❤
The food looks fabulous! Hoping Sooz feels better and can enjoy the food.
Take care⚘️
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Sending love and prayers🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
So calm and peaceful- such a difference to the hospital. Glad they are feeding you too! xx
Lovely video as always darling. How is Ash doing? Must be so difficult for him also worrying about you as well. Hope he can post a little clip soon xx
No words, just prayers ❤️
Thank you for the tour of York. I really enjoyed it. My mother passed from cervical cancer. I am truly sorry this is happening to your family. I wish you peace.
Emma sending ❤❤❤ thinking of you Sooz Ash Jason and especially ❤❤❤ your mum gentle hugs to Sooz xxx
Sending prayers and peace 🙏❤️
I believe this is the best for everyone right now. Emma you get better rest plus knowing she is being taken care of properly…Jason can get rest and visit her everyday. I’m not sure where she is from you now….is it far honey? Beautiful room Sooz. I’m thinking about you all every day extending out to you big big hugs.🫂. Sooz you will settle in nd they can get you on a regime that works best for you so you have the least amt of pain. Love to you all….🦋❤️🧚🏼. P.S. Sooz try asking for gravol to take before pain meds. Hopefully that stops the sick feeling. 🤞
i hope her last journey is peaceful and pain free ❤
Me too. Xx
Will keep praying every day for beautiful sooz sending u all massive hugs xxx ❤
It seems like you have been able to calm down a little with the change of scenery and sunshine! I'm praying for you both to have some rest and peace!
Awww ,you look so tired emma .x
Please don't apologise for anything! We understand how tough things are for you. It must be a relief that Soos is now in the hospice, what an amazing place!
Thankyou for the update Emma ,I’m glad sooz is all settled in,it looks lovely there & peaceful.Lots of love to you both ❤❤🤗🤗xx
What a lovely hospice. Hope they can sort the pain and sickness to make her more comfortable. You take care Ems. Love you all loads. 😢😢🙏💝💝💝💝🤗🤗🤗🤗
I’m a new subscriber from Perth Western Australia, you’re a wonderful, caring sister and I’m sure it’s a huge comfort for Sooz to have you by her side ❤
A friend of mine who worked as a nurse for Macmillan, said by the time people go to hospice, they need their loved ones to be just that, their sister, daughter, partner, friend. The staff are there to do all the caring, all the things you’ve been doing, out of love, but they’ve exhausted you and left you with a different kind of role to play. Now it’s time for you and Sooz to be sisters, the twins or the girls as I’ve no doubt you’ve been called. Hold hands, sit in silence or sing, laugh at old memories, cry, talk, don’t leave anything left unsaid.
Emma you have been a rock for Sooz, I can only imagine how you feel. I’m close to my younger sister and about 5 years ago she was incredibly ill and we thought we would lose her. I basically moved myself into the hospital and I did whatever I could to take care of my precious sister/best friend/partner in crime. We were fortunate, although my sister has been left disabled I still have her and I wish you could have that outcome. If love alone could save Sooz she would be the picture of health because she is clearly loved very much. I hope you can both feel the prayers, strength, love and light that are being sent to you both from afar.
Don’t apologise Emma, thank you for these insights, they’re far more than your followers expect from you.
He's here every day but doesn't like to be on camera x plus he has the dog and work so he must go home to sleep xx
Amazing message ❤️ xx
Hi Emma and Sooz So pleased you have moved to the Hospice it looks peaceful and the food looks nice Lots of love and Hugs xxxxx 🙏♥️♥️❤️
That was a beautiful sunrise. Thank you for sharing that view with us. Thinking of you and Sooz. ❤❤❤❤
I am so relieved to hear Sooz made it to the hospice safe and sound. Their food looks devine. Thanks so much Emm for the tour through York, its absolutely gorgeous. I wanted to let you know i just finished what ive been working on for you so I will be sending it to you through instagram sometime today. Sending lots of love! 💕❤💕❤
That sounds interesting, what is it? Xx
@@alisonparsons9609 I made her a slideshow video with pictures of her and sooz. I went through some videos of hers and screenshotted pictures from the videos of her and sooz so she can have those moments in picture form too. I wanted to do something nice for them because they are helping so many people with Emma's channel and because I wanted them to have a beautiful video they can always go back to and watch and reminis. I was racking my brain to think of something that I could do to thank them for what they are doing and just so they know that they will never be alone and that all of us are here always. They are such kindhearted people who are going through something that they shouldn't be going through, it absolutely breaks my heart.
What a beautiful sunrise and view for beautiful Sooz. i loved how in your last video she wanted her eyebrows doing and lashes-love love love that-hope her spirit remains happy and that her pain vomiting blood loss and electrolytes etc are sorted easily. Look after yourself as well lovely Emma. Prayers for both of you and your family members.
Thinking of you both 😘😘
my aunt used to talk about York all the time and how she loved going there
I came across Sooz & your lives Emma, on here a little while back. I have so much I would love to say, but I just want to thank-you both. You have brightened my days with your strength, love & care for one another! I have taken so much away from your bond & what your message is. I pray everyday you’re both safe, healed & able to move forward with the love you share together & with all of us.
I wish I could be there to help & comfort you in any way that I could. Sending best wishes & thoughts from Canada. ❤❤
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God bless you and your precious family. Thinking about you and Sooz all the time
Thank you for sharing York with us, it’s my absolute favourite city! I hope Sooz settles in nicely and is made comfortable, the hospice looks so peaceful. I love that they have therapy dogs too. Will Pepper be able to visit? Sending you all much love xx
Yes Pepper can visit xxx
That's fantastic. X@@TheDogPooPro
You have been so unselfish sharing your lives and it is a very vulnerable time to be sure. Fortunately we know that Sooz will be so much more comfortable at the hospice. York is a beautiful city from what you have shared. I love the little villages with the houses right on the street. They are so precious. My husband and I watched this lovely video actually 2 of them, one was from a canal boat moving down the canal through the locks and then there was a bus with people getting on and off. I loved those videos. I think they were removed from
Prime but it made me so sad. I could have watched them over and over. Here I am babbling but that was my virtual visit. Hugs and kisses from Maryland!!!
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So glad that the hospice staff are looking after you both 😇 they are angels 💕 we love York...I went on a school trip and always wanted to go back..I took my son two years ago and he loved it too x
Big hugs to you both and 🙏 🙏 xxx
So lovely to have this tour of where you grew up in York, sounds like really lovely, happy memories, a trip down memory lane ! ❤ I love York, such a beautiful city. I remember I had a week long break with my brother when we were in our 20s there, we had such fun! We are very close 😊 Gorgeous view from the room, look at that sunrise 🌅 awww love that little light that Sooz has ✨️ Those fish & chips look yummy ❤ Awww it's deja vu with the lovely elephant 🐘 Glad you're getting outside for a walk and some fresh air and sunbeams, you must be exhausted. Poor Sooz, that must be so distressing for you Emma. Getting outside just for 5-10 minutes can help you ground for a bit. The lovely Vicky who gave Sooz that cute box of retro toys 🧸 Prayers and hugs ❤ 🙏 xxxx
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The food looks amazing at the hospice. Prayers for you both. ❤❤❤