[WR] PSO FOnewearl Speedrun in

WARNING: THIS RUN IS AN EMETIC
to be fully transparent about my thoughts regarding this run, i immediately ended stream and went to go cry and process my disappointment and sadness. my goal was a sub 135, but this run didn't feel like it was valid. i feel like i did not deserve to accomplish my goal this way because i played so terribly the whole time... i feel like i don't want to acknowledge this run as mine...
gifoie/zonde 2/scape doll/priest mind all appeared before de rol le. i got hit by tentacles not once but TWICE and didn't die either time... the worst mines 1 and a trash mines 2 appeared to ruin things, but barta 4 and rabarta 2 dropped in mines 2, alongside gizonde showing up on my first trip to the shop. vol opt gave a good pattern as well! i then got a great ruins 1.... and died... near the end... and got the best ruins 2 and 3 to follow it up...
i don't know what i will do now. i feel that this run doesn't count... i don't deserve it. i also feel that i'd be dishonest with myself if i continued grinding for a sub 135 when i already have one. i don't know. i am not happy to share such negative thoughts and feelings, but i am an honest person. i considered erasing this run from history :/
life is this crazy, mystical thing. and sometimes, you just go out like a buster
-mang0
Have a nice day

[@OOKIEDOKIE]

speedrunners are always so hard on themselves! good run!

[@Sheikah_Architect]

You did it again! I don't watch Twitch anymore so good to know you're still winning! 🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸
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[@MagusSiro]

congrate

[@illymns3339]

Congratulations 🎉 the cookies brought good luck
Dark falz is so cheap, imo u did a great run no matter what ❤

[@letsmakeit110]

Really enjoyed watching this run, although I can appreciate you being disgusted with it.
I used to run the pokemon tcg for the gameboycolor. Nowhere near your level, but I noticed that my best-executed runs never matched up with my luckiest runs. Just the nature of these heavy rng games I think.
It's also fair to say that while the execution was poor by your standard, your standard is really really high. We're talking what, 3 seconds of inattentiveness? 2 hits from boss and one costly hit from a random ruins 1 enemy. If 99.99% of the playerbase tried to replicate they'd do a lot worse for sure. You still clutched out all the Falz DP dodges, for example.