Millie I respect you so much as a person, you're probably the most real RUclipsr I watch which is so refreshing. Completely understand what you mean when you say "I just can't be in a relationship at this stage in my life, I've got a lot of work to do on myself" Never resonated with something so much. You're amazing, never stop being you pls x
I feel so connected to you Millie esp when you talk about your mom. I also lost mine and I feel like you speak my mind. I have never been able to put these feelings into words before so in a way you help me understand myself better ❤Please dont ever stop talking about this topic 🙏🏽 Also, I have a similar bracelet with two wings 😍
I know how you feel when you say you can’t be in a relationship. I’m in rehab at the moment and it’s fucking hard, I have to work on my spirituality A LOT if there’s any chance of me staying clean. I have to be mindful of myself every day and even selfish as much as I wish I didn’t have to be. Relationships simply aren’t in the cards for me at the moment so I really relate! I know you can get through this though Mille you seem to have your head screwed on and your going in the right direction even though it’s hard! A little growth is still growth
positive, stable, loving relationships for me, the kind that heal & transform, are ones where there’s room to mess up or be an idiot, to hold stupid beliefs, to be a work in progress in our unpatterning from toxic norms. don't be hard on yourself, and healing before getting into a relationship is one of the biggest myths, there are days when you're not gonna love urself anyways so remember that you deserve to be loved no matter what happens and just like we're hurt in a relationship, we heal in a relationship! take care
Millie, I work in a nursing home and am trained to look after people in their last few weeks/hours/days/minutes and I still find it heartbreaking, I cannot even imagine how hard it must have been to do that for a loved one. Make sure you talk to someone about the experience you went through, I hate the thought of you suffering, sending you so much love xx
I think two "whole" people meet and just vibe together in life by love, spending time, chats, fun, routine and activities. There doesnt have to be such a thing where you each have to give 50% of yourself to fill the other... your both the full 100% each internally-individually, living side by side in love. Not that "i found my other half" type thinking. Also, what if theres more to miss out on by pushing someone back that you just naturally feel comfortable and open with? Surely the feeling of love always wins over everything even fear of loosing someone. Love>Fear ❤xxx
This is how I think about it… you should still be able to work on yourself whilst being with someone else if the relationship is healthy and right. And if you push them away and let them go, you might regret that in the future. Because if you push them away, you have lost them and the fear of losing them comes true inevitably, when you may never have lost them anyway x
Can I genuinely ask why you are trying to change your accent so much? I've loved your videos for years but the forced southern accent makes it so difficult to listen to what you're saying, your old accent was fine! No hate btw its just sad to see x
awh Millie, the gut that it must take you to constantly have to speak up about personal things that have happened in your life honestly inspires me & im sure many others too, you are honestly my comfort youtuber for so many reasons but for one huge reason is that you are just so real and genuine, I love that so much about you, to be able to take risks & face the hardest challenges honestly just shows how much of a strong person you are, throughout the years you have created such a strong fan base, you are an absolute inspiration & I really do hope you realise how appreciated & loved you are, slay queen, im so proud of you 💗
Thank toy for talking about it. I also lost my mum to cancer in a hospice when i was 18 and it was so traumatic. Hearing the symptoms of ptsd you described would have meant the world for me back then as no one was talking about death. Sending you love and healing. It's been 4 years for me but I can say that it does get better. Keep praying to god read book of job and keep staying on your spiritual path. lots of love xxx
I've been subscribed for a long while now, I've also lost my mum, I relate to everything you say and it's so calming and empowering to watch your process of growth and grief alongside myself.
I'm probably 1 of your oldest viewers 🤪 (45), you've given me so much peace on how to deal with my grief around my mum. She has cancer and has recently taken a turn for the worse. Mentally she's not the same person anymore and it's tough. I hate showing emotion, but it's comes out whether I want it to or not and I'm learning to let it be. Watching someone young being so wise and sharing how they've dealt with their grief really helps. Thank you ❤️ (and sorry for the ramble)
Everyone could tell you still needed time to heal from the loss of someone you loved and that you wasn’t 100% yourself but you looked so happy with Jamie. I think you guys will find your way back to one another when the timing it right and when you’ve found yourself again and feel 100% right again x stay strong beautiful you will get through this ✨❤️ we support anything that you do or decide
So it just fizzled out between you guys which is fine but what you said about Bali and being spiritual i don’t think jamie was a very deep person in that sense. Your still so young and lots of life ahead xx
I lost my dad to cancer in February this year, watching this video has made me realise that every emotion I’m feeling is very normal and that I’m not insane for feeling the way I am. Thank you for being so open it really does help❤️sending you love always.
I’ve never been able to put into words my thoughts and feelings of loosing my dad, after hearing you talk in this video I have the exact same feelings and experiences mentally. Sending you all the love in the world never feel bad for remembering or talking about your mum, we can never talk about them enough❤️
I am tearing up with you🥹 I always knew Jamie was a stand up guy but I hope you cross paths again when you are the best version of you. Love you no matter what xo
100% relate to you! I’m going through a rough spell at the minute I never used to cry and now I feel like all I do is cry. It’s so hard to watch one of the people you love the most deteriorate in such a short amount to the worst disease it’s honestly traumatic. Stay strong girl x
It hurts to see you so hurt the pain of losing your mum is a pain no one understand till it happen to them it fucks you up in soo many way I lost my mum April last year to cancer it’s just horrible always happens to the best I bet your mum is soo very proud of you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Millie please don’t feel like you can’t talk about your mum or get emotional online. I honestly feel so comforted hearing you talk about her and your experience and its also good for you to talk to us. I related to you in this video on so many different levels and I just want to say thank you and I’m proud of you
This isn't sympathy, but I'm so proud of you Millie. You're so so bloody strong, and I honestly admire your bravery in sharing this, especially to help others too, wow ❤️ Keep doing you and you will get there step by step. Sending so much love x
Hey Millie I just wanted to say I think your incredible, with everything your feeling it is totally okay to feel you need time to be on your own and work on your self. I love you and your channel. Also you are so stunning.stay you .love Oriane x
Personally I think if your in a relationship its the other half's role to look out for and help you. SOme would expect some time and space but I would want to be hugged every single day.
Exactly the same.. but with my dad a couple of months ago. It’s like you had to be there but the devastation and trauma afterwards is so hard. Thing is I was an anxious person had panic attacks and stuff and I knew how I’d feel afterwards but I thought well it’s him or me. Meaning i can avoid being there and not seeing all that and make sure I’m ok or be there every step until his last breath to comfort him… I chose him. Fk my mental health as long as I was there and I was comforting him as he left then anything else can get fked. Seems harsh but as much as I’ll never get over that I don’t regret my choice x.
Your grieving Millie and that's only natural. When my Dad died I cried I got angry. You name it I felt it. I believe part of me died when he died. You need to talk about your Mum it's all part of healing. . I think we all need to work on ourselves. Take care and look after yourself ❤
If you’re interested maybe you could do a video on your experience with grief? I’d really get comfort from that and I’m sure others would too! Only if you’re comfortable though xx
Genuine advice, u shouldn't try and be who u were. Ur mom passed, u went into a crazy experience in locked in, met new people, learned new lessons, went into what u say was a healthy relationship with Jamie, and probably much more. Ur a new person with new experiences. Don't try and be who u used to be, be someone ur happy to be now and moving on.
you've gone through so much, at such a younge age, your an inspiration, never stop sharing, I love your videos they always put a smile on my face x Also why not to only fans, you do you girl !
you’re content really helps me with my grief,i’m so sorry about your mum and please never feel like your talking about losing her too much because it is still quite fresh and we love listening to what you have to say and hopefully talking about her helps you heal and sort through your feelings the good and the bad. we love you&please take time for yourself and don’t feel pressured to share things your not comfortable with❤️
I so know what you mean by “finding your old self” and you can…to an extent. I think it’s so amazing you’re working on yourself it’s definitely one of the best things you can do ever. But you will never truly be your old self as that was a different person. That person hasn’t had the experience and lessons/ trials the “new you” has, you have to love and appreciate who you are now. As you currently are so much more wiser and open minded than your old self ever was. Instead of viewing the old me vs the new me, maybe take that away? And just view yourself as continuously growing and flourishing. Idk I don’t really know what I’m talking about or if that makes sense but just a thought lol xx
Millie, I lost my dad to cancer 2 months ago. I was with him a lot in his last 2 weeks and I was with him when he passed. I relive that moment everyday, it's so hard to process. It doesn't feel real.
Millie, you are one of my favourite people to watch on RUclips because you are so open and honest but please never feel like you owe us a right to know what’s going on in your life. Some things are so personal and people will understand that we don’t have a right to know everything! You’re on a journey of healing and have lots of support followers here to help you you and see you shine gurl! 🌞🤍
Millie I just want to hug you. I’ve never seen a RUclipsr this transparent- perhaps you do need to let out more tears instead of finding distractions. Holidays and cars will only feel good temporarily. I don’t know you, but love you the world. I wish you peace and healing❤️
It’s weird that when I come to catch up on you’re videos, we’re always going through the same types of things mentally. We’re both on the same sort of spiritual and emotional journey for finding ourselves and I hope you find you’re peace and I hope you find you’re happiness girl time will help you heal ❤️❤️
Hey Millie love you and the videos you create you put all your time and dedication in all your videos I'm sorry to hear about you and Jamie but as the staying goes there's plenty more fish in the sea
Maybe a business idea for you would be something related to your views on spirituality. I absolutely love how passionate you are about it and I love hearing your thoughts on it xxx
I lost my mum to cancer 6 days after my 18th birthday and then lost my dad when I was 22. It absolutely changes you! And I will never ever ever apologize for talking about the both of them. The trauma I still have from both of their deaths will haunt me forever. I'm 30 now and it's still hard now as it was back then. It's changed me so much as a person in more bad ways then good but I'm still learning how to cope and grieve. It's not easy and it's no walk in the park. I've been told numerous times to get over it and honestly I don't talk to them anymore and if I do I have no respect for them. It's an emotional Rollercoaster and millie, cry as much as you want. The sympathy is understandable. I'm the same. Sending love
I lost my step mum in 2013 to breast cancer. This video speaks to me like nothing I’ve ever watched on grief has. Especially about not caring about small things. I find I lack sympathy with other people unless they have gone through a similar situation which makes me feel really guilty. I love how honest you are. Never apologise for speaking about her, you are processing your emotions and helping thousands of people do the same. ❤
I recently got diagnosed with PTSD and the emotions and thoughts you described sound almost identical to mine, maybe it's something you could look into? sending love and healing xxx
I lost my mom in December 2020 as well. My heart is with you. Sedated in the hospital for three weeks. Healing myself was the best thing I could’ve done and it never truly ends
I don't think you should ever worry / apologise for crying or speaking about the aftermath of losing your mum. I've recently lost my auntie to cancer. My 14 year old cousin, has lost her mum. Like you said in this video, you are my comfort youtuber, without sounding cringe and me watching your videos has allowed me to try and understand / prepare how to be there for my cousin. I am building up to it, as i think things may be a little to raw at the moment, but i will recommend her watching your videos, as I know she'd be able to relate massively and gather hope she can find comfort in the fact she isn't alone in feeling this way. For that I can only thank you. Keep being you, I hope things get better. I know a lot of people may say it, but 100% your mum would be so proud for expressing your feelings on such a huge platform - look at how many people you're helping... ♡
Have you reached out to families that have suffered the same through the fundraising events or awareness ie race for life. One of the major things which everyone says it to realise your not alone. Attending something like that keeps there happy memories alive and find people that have suffered similar to you x everyone is different though
You are my comfort youtuber! I lost my gran to cancer in 2020 and she was a motherly figure to me, and we took care of her until the very end. I also try and block out the pain but during vulnerable moments it might hit me all at once and I get this overwhelming sense of grief. Sending you lots of love xxx
Mills, don’t ever feel like you can’t talk about your mum too much, she’s your mum! One of the most important people in your life, talk about her as much as you like! People hide away from talking about the memories some people relate and feel safe when you do because they might be going through something similar! It’s your channel talk about whatever you like - you’re so strong you should be proud of yourself ❤️
I don’t judge your decision as long as you felt it was right for you and yeah it’s true you have been through soo much that has put a lot of Strain on your mental health as much as I think Jamie was perfect for you and you was happy with him i completely understand your break up… you just need time to figure yourself out and work on who you are as a person which is okay as well.. I just hope things work out in the future and I just hope that one day you and Jamie will get back together again but for now it is what it is ❤️❤️❤️ also You’re Damn Gourgeous I wish I could be your right now
i lost my mum to breast cancer in april and it was the worst experience in my life. i also lost my dad in 2018 and that as well was the worst. i feel you on that one
I love that you're raw and real! Have a good cry girl, makes me feel better having a cry every now and then! I lost my nana to cancer and now everything reminds me of her and makes me ball my eyes out! Keep being you, because you is beautiful! 💖💖
Hope you're doing okay Millie ❤️
stan arthur
love u 🥺
You and Jamie seemed like a amazing couple.. everything happens for a reason ❤
Millie I respect you so much as a person, you're probably the most real RUclipsr I watch which is so refreshing. Completely understand what you mean when you say "I just can't be in a relationship at this stage in my life, I've got a lot of work to do on myself" Never resonated with something so much. You're amazing, never stop being you pls x
I feel so connected to you Millie esp when you talk about your mom. I also lost mine and I feel like you speak my mind. I have never been able to put these feelings into words before so in a way you help me understand myself better ❤Please dont ever stop talking about this topic 🙏🏽 Also, I have a similar bracelet with two wings 😍
I do understand but on the other hand I think Jamie was so good for you :( So grounding and nontoxic! Xx
right person wrong timing 💔
I know how you feel when you say you can’t be in a relationship. I’m in rehab at the moment and it’s fucking hard, I have to work on my spirituality A LOT if there’s any chance of me staying clean. I have to be mindful of myself every day and even selfish as much as I wish I didn’t have to be. Relationships simply aren’t in the cards for me at the moment so I really relate! I know you can get through this though Mille you seem to have your head screwed on and your going in the right direction even though it’s hard! A little growth is still growth
You can do it!!!
Good luck in your recovery, you are doing great, getting help is a major step, in getting and saying clean. Xx
sending so much love to you, and my god can you sing girl!! looked at your vids and im obsessed w your voice xx
positive, stable, loving relationships for me, the kind that heal & transform, are ones where there’s room to mess up or be an idiot, to hold stupid beliefs, to be a work in progress in our unpatterning from toxic norms.
don't be hard on yourself, and healing before getting into a relationship is one of the biggest myths, there are days when you're not gonna love urself anyways so remember that you deserve to be loved no matter what happens and just like we're hurt in a relationship, we heal in a relationship!
take care
I really hope you and Jamie get back together someday. The perfect couple.
Millie, I work in a nursing home and am trained to look after people in their last few weeks/hours/days/minutes and I still find it heartbreaking, I cannot even imagine how hard it must have been to do that for a loved one. Make sure you talk to someone about the experience you went through, I hate the thought of you suffering, sending you so much love xx
Me too!
I think two "whole" people meet and just vibe together in life by love, spending time, chats, fun, routine and activities. There doesnt have to be such a thing where you each have to give 50% of yourself to fill the other... your both the full 100% each internally-individually, living side by side in love. Not that "i found my other half" type thinking. Also, what if theres more to miss out on by pushing someone back that you just naturally feel comfortable and open with? Surely the feeling of love always wins over everything even fear of loosing someone. Love>Fear ❤xxx
This is how I think about it… you should still be able to work on yourself whilst being with someone else if the relationship is healthy and right. And if you push them away and let them go, you might regret that in the future. Because if you push them away, you have lost them and the fear of losing them comes true inevitably, when you may never have lost them anyway x
we love you millie your so inspirational and so proud of how far you’ve come xxx
hoping its clickbait 😩
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Can I genuinely ask why you are trying to change your accent so much? I've loved your videos for years but the forced southern accent makes it so difficult to listen to what you're saying, your old accent was fine! No hate btw its just sad to see x
Soo sorry, to hear about your mum. she was my primary school teacher in year 5, 7 years ago at marsden. She was a pure soul, may she rest in peace 🕊️
awh Millie, the gut that it must take you to constantly have to speak up about personal things that have happened in your life honestly inspires me & im sure many others too, you are honestly my comfort youtuber for so many reasons but for one huge reason is that you are just so real and genuine, I love that so much about you, to be able to take risks & face the hardest challenges honestly just shows how much of a strong person you are, throughout the years you have created such a strong fan base, you are an absolute inspiration & I really do hope you realise how appreciated & loved you are, slay queen, im so proud of you 💗
Thank toy for talking about it. I also lost my mum to cancer in a hospice when i was 18 and it was so traumatic. Hearing the symptoms of ptsd you described would have meant the world for me back then as no one was talking about death. Sending you love and healing. It's been 4 years for me but I can say that it does get better. Keep praying to god read book of job and keep staying on your spiritual path. lots of love xxx
I've been subscribed for a long while now, I've also lost my mum, I relate to everything you say and it's so calming and empowering to watch your process of growth and grief alongside myself.
I'm probably 1 of your oldest viewers 🤪 (45), you've given me so much peace on how to deal with my grief around my mum. She has cancer and has recently taken a turn for the worse. Mentally she's not the same person anymore and it's tough. I hate showing emotion, but it's comes out whether I want it to or not and I'm learning to let it be. Watching someone young being so wise and sharing how they've dealt with their grief really helps.
Thank you ❤️
(and sorry for the ramble)
I'm 35 this year and often wondered if there were people 30 and above lol 😂
I’m 30. Always watch millie she is such a strong girl xxx
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I lost a parent at 18 and I really appreciate you being open about your feelings, thank you
Strongest female influencer ever! You inspire me so so much:)❤️
can you please do a updated makeup routine? your blush across your nose looks so good 🫶🏻
Tbf you can still see how much she actually loves Jamie, just she just isn’t ready
I nearly cried at you apologising for talking about your mother. Never apologies for that, talk about her as much as you need! X
Everyone could tell you still needed time to heal from the loss of someone you loved and that you wasn’t 100% yourself but you looked so happy with Jamie. I think you guys will find your way back to one another when the timing it right and when you’ve found yourself again and feel 100% right again x stay strong beautiful you will get through this ✨❤️ we support anything that you do or decide
So it just fizzled out between you guys which is fine but what you said about Bali and being spiritual i don’t think jamie was a very deep person in that sense. Your still so young and lots of life ahead xx
Can we deep how they broke up but they still follow each other on insta.
I lost my dad to cancer in February this year, watching this video has made me realise that every emotion I’m feeling is very normal and that I’m not insane for feeling the way I am. Thank you for being so open it really does help❤️sending you love always.
right person wrong time. you 2 will hopefully find yourself together again one day
I’ve never been able to put into words my thoughts and feelings of loosing my dad, after hearing you talk in this video I have the exact same feelings and experiences mentally. Sending you all the love in the world never feel bad for remembering or talking about your mum, we can never talk about them enough❤️
This is just the saddest video I’ve watched 😢
I am tearing up with you🥹 I always knew Jamie was a stand up guy but I hope you cross paths again when you are the best version of you. Love you no matter what xo
Right person wrong time is so real. I met my fiancé 3 years ago and it didn’t work, met again last year and it was so different.
100% relate to you! I’m going through a rough spell at the minute I never used to cry and now I feel like all I do is cry. It’s so hard to watch one of the people you love the most deteriorate in such a short amount to the worst disease it’s honestly traumatic. Stay strong girl x
everything happens for a reason, healing should be everyone’s first priority 💗 your such an amazing soul to recognise that
It hurts to see you so hurt the pain of losing your mum is a pain no one understand till it happen to them it fucks you up in soo many way I lost my mum April last year to cancer it’s just horrible always happens to the best I bet your mum is soo very proud of you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Millie please don’t feel like you can’t talk about your mum or get emotional online. I honestly feel so comforted hearing you talk about her and your experience and its also good for you to talk to us. I related to you in this video on so many different levels and I just want to say thank you and I’m proud of you
Right guy wrong time 😕
This isn't sympathy, but I'm so proud of you Millie. You're so so bloody strong, and I honestly admire your bravery in sharing this, especially to help others too, wow ❤️
Keep doing you and you will get there step by step. Sending so much love x
You and Jamie were cute together 🤧
Hey Millie I just wanted to say I think your incredible, with everything your feeling it is totally okay to feel you need time to be on your own and work on your self. I love you and your channel. Also you are so stunning.stay you .love Oriane x
Ever a chance of you and Jamie ever getting together
Personally I think if your in a relationship its the other half's role to look out for and help you. SOme would expect some time and space but I would want to be hugged every single day.
Exactly the same.. but with my dad a couple of months ago. It’s like you had to be there but the devastation and trauma afterwards is so hard. Thing is I was an anxious person had panic attacks and stuff and I knew how I’d feel afterwards but I thought well it’s him or me. Meaning i can avoid being there and not seeing all that and make sure I’m ok or be there every step until his last breath to comfort him… I chose him. Fk my mental health as long as I was there and I was comforting him as he left then anything else can get fked. Seems harsh but as much as I’ll never get over that I don’t regret my choice x.
Your grieving Millie and that's only natural. When my Dad died I cried I got angry. You name it I felt it. I believe part of me died when he died. You need to talk about your Mum it's all part of healing. . I think we all need to work on ourselves. Take care and look after yourself ❤
I lost my dad unexpectedly I'm 2019. You explain how I feel so well. Cry at anything and don't care at the same time
If you’re interested maybe you could do a video on your experience with grief? I’d really get comfort from that and I’m sure others would too! Only if you’re comfortable though xx
omg i hope you’re okay stay strong queen ❤️
You really need to get some CBT, find a therapist that you really connect with and it will help no end 💗
Everyone has to remember that if they didnt meet on an online show the relationship wouldve probably never been online in the 1st place
I am single I could be your prince charming but I am sorry that it’s happened
Genuine advice, u shouldn't try and be who u were. Ur mom passed, u went into a crazy experience in locked in, met new people, learned new lessons, went into what u say was a healthy relationship with Jamie, and probably much more. Ur a new person with new experiences. Don't try and be who u used to be, be someone ur happy to be now and moving on.
I have bpd and some of the things you say really remind me of myself
Just like every other gyal
Hi Millie! Huge fan of you here!
When your MILT token will be released and how we can buy it? Cheers!
You must get professional help Millie- a counsellor or therapist xx
you've gone through so much, at such a younge age, your an inspiration, never stop sharing, I love your videos they always put a smile on my face x
Also why not to only fans, you do you girl !
you’re content really helps me with my grief,i’m so sorry about your mum and please never feel like your talking about losing her too much because it is still quite fresh and we love listening to what you have to say and hopefully talking about her helps you heal and sort through your feelings the good and the bad. we love you&please take time for yourself and don’t feel pressured to share things your not comfortable with❤️
I so know what you mean by “finding your old self” and you can…to an extent. I think it’s so amazing you’re working on yourself it’s definitely one of the best things you can do ever. But you will never truly be your old self as that was a different person. That person hasn’t had the experience and lessons/ trials the “new you” has, you have to love and appreciate who you are now. As you currently are so much more wiser and open minded than your old self ever was. Instead of viewing the old me vs the new me, maybe take that away? And just view yourself as continuously growing and flourishing. Idk I don’t really know what I’m talking about or if that makes sense but just a thought lol xx
Millie, I lost my dad to cancer 2 months ago. I was with him a lot in his last 2 weeks and I was with him when he passed. I relive that moment everyday, it's so hard to process. It doesn't feel real.
I just wanna hug you… 🤗 I feel for you so much in this video thanks for letting us in and thanks for being real hope your okay xx
Millie, you are one of my favourite people to watch on RUclips because you are so open and honest but please never feel like you owe us a right to know what’s going on in your life. Some things are so personal and people will understand that we don’t have a right to know everything! You’re on a journey of healing and have lots of support followers here to help you you and see you shine gurl! 🌞🤍
When talking about losing a parent, you explained the feelings so well. Really related to everything and it was so nice to be reminded I’m not alone
You can't protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness millie
Millie I just want to hug you. I’ve never seen a RUclipsr this transparent- perhaps you do need to let out more tears instead of finding distractions. Holidays and cars will only feel good temporarily. I don’t know you, but love you the world. I wish you peace and healing❤️
Love you ❤️ stay strong gurly xoxo
it is so refreshing how honest and open you are with us, this is why you are my fave
It’s weird that when I come to catch up on you’re videos, we’re always going through the same types of things mentally. We’re both on the same sort of spiritual and emotional journey for finding ourselves and I hope you find you’re peace and I hope you find you’re happiness girl time will help you heal ❤️❤️
NEVER feel like you’re talking about your mum too much. Your words have described EXACTLY how I feel and comforted me so much to know I’m not alone 🤍
Hey Millie love you and the videos you create you put all your time and dedication in all your videos I'm sorry to hear about you and Jamie but as the staying goes there's plenty more fish in the sea
Maybe a business idea for you would be something related to your views on spirituality. I absolutely love how passionate you are about it and I love hearing your thoughts on it xxx
stay strong you're so gorgeous ❤❤
Jesus is Lord
Your videos make my day 💕
I lost my mum to cancer 6 days after my 18th birthday and then lost my dad when I was 22. It absolutely changes you! And I will never ever ever apologize for talking about the both of them. The trauma I still have from both of their deaths will haunt me forever. I'm 30 now and it's still hard now as it was back then. It's changed me so much as a person in more bad ways then good but I'm still learning how to cope and grieve. It's not easy and it's no walk in the park. I've been told numerous times to get over it and honestly I don't talk to them anymore and if I do I have no respect for them. It's an emotional Rollercoaster and millie, cry as much as you want. The sympathy is understandable. I'm the same. Sending love
I lost my step mum in 2013 to breast cancer. This video speaks to me like nothing I’ve ever watched on grief has. Especially about not caring about small things. I find I lack sympathy with other people unless they have gone through a similar situation which makes me feel really guilty. I love how honest you are. Never apologise for speaking about her, you are processing your emotions and helping thousands of people do the same. ❤
I recently got diagnosed with PTSD and the emotions and thoughts you described sound almost identical to mine, maybe it's something you could look into? sending love and healing xxx
Aww Millie, I’m so proud of you! you work on you girlie, hate to see you cry, always wishing the best for you 😘❤️
I lost my mom in December 2020 as well. My heart is with you. Sedated in the hospital for three weeks. Healing myself was the best thing I could’ve done and it never truly ends
love u queen, if it’s meant to be it’ll be🫶🏻
I don't think you should ever worry / apologise for crying or speaking about the aftermath of losing your mum. I've recently lost my auntie to cancer. My 14 year old cousin, has lost her mum. Like you said in this video, you are my comfort youtuber, without sounding cringe and me watching your videos has allowed me to try and understand / prepare how to be there for my cousin. I am building up to it, as i think things may be a little to raw at the moment, but i will recommend her watching your videos, as I know she'd be able to relate massively and gather hope she can find comfort in the fact she isn't alone in feeling this way. For that I can only thank you. Keep being you, I hope things get better. I know a lot of people may say it, but 100% your mum would be so proud for expressing your feelings on such a huge platform - look at how many people you're helping... ♡
It’s a shame you ended things with Jamie…. He was what you needed
How do you know what she needs?
Have you reached out to families that have suffered the same through the fundraising events or awareness ie race for life. One of the major things which everyone says it to realise your not alone. Attending something like that keeps there happy memories alive and find people that have suffered similar to you x everyone is different though
Awh Millie, you are such a brave and wise soul! Self-love is definitely the cure and I wish you the best of luck on your journey xx
You are my comfort youtuber! I lost my gran to cancer in 2020 and she was a motherly figure to me, and we took care of her until the very end. I also try and block out the pain but during vulnerable moments it might hit me all at once and I get this overwhelming sense of grief. Sending you lots of love xxx
Mills, don’t ever feel like you can’t talk about your mum too much, she’s your mum! One of the most important people in your life, talk about her as much as you like! People hide away from talking about the memories some people relate and feel safe when you do because they might be going through something similar! It’s your channel talk about whatever you like - you’re so strong you should be proud of yourself ❤️
There's still time can get back together
You break up not happy anyone
Been waiting for this
U don’t want sympathy so I wish u abundance self love and endless light 🤌🏼Pur queen
I don’t judge your decision as long as you felt it was right for you and yeah it’s true you have been through soo much that has put a lot of Strain on your mental health as much as I think Jamie was perfect for you and you was happy with him i completely understand your break up… you just need time to figure yourself out and work on who you are as a person which is okay as well.. I just hope things work out in the future and I just hope that one day you and Jamie will get back together again but for now it is what it is ❤️❤️❤️ also You’re Damn Gourgeous I wish I could be your right now
Love your outfit and your home. Sorry to hear about that. Thanks for sharing this sweetie.
i lost my mum to breast cancer in april and it was the worst experience in my life. i also lost my dad in 2018 and that as well was the worst. i feel you on that one
Wow all I can say is we so proud of you and I wish I was your friend so I could give you a hug x
We love you Millie 🤍
You and jamie are so cute together
Hope your okay! X
I love that you're raw and real! Have a good cry girl, makes me feel better having a cry every now and then! I lost my nana to cancer and now everything reminds me of her and makes me ball my eyes out! Keep being you, because you is beautiful! 💖💖