Phora - Feel [Official Music Video]

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  • Опубликовано: 8 фев 2025
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    Phora performing Feel under Yours Truly Records
    Additional vocals by Breana Marin
    Lyrics:
    First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs
    Pop this, take that ‘till I feel numb
    All I ever wanted was to be yours
    All I ever wanted was to feel love
    But I’m 6 pills in and I feel fine
    Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine
    I just don’t know what to do now
    Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time
    Can’t feel my face and I cant move
    But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose
    So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
    Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you
    You ever so lost that you feel alone
    You ever scared to end up on your own
    You ever get hurt till you can’t feel
    I ain’t never had a place I can call home
    I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
    I ain’t never had a home I can come to
    I ain’t ever have nobody really love me and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you

    But it’s really hard to think about you
    Can’t breath
    Can’t eat
    Can’t sleep without you
    And they all say I lost myself trynna find you
    But I’m not me without you
    I don’t want to go through it no more
    I don’t want to do it no more
    I just took all these pills
    Fuck love
    Fuck life
    I can’t do it no more
    Think I’m fading out
    Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
    Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out
    Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
    Breana Marin:
    Doing everything I can to feel something
    ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
    Don’t know what to think
    Don’t know how to move
    ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
    Doing everything I can to feel something
    ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
    Don’t know what to think
    Don’t know how to move
    ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
    Phora
    Yours Truly
    Phoraone
    Phora Songs
    Phora Music
    #Phora #YoursTruly #Feel #Phoraone #Yourstrulyforever #phorayourstruly
    Directed by George Orozco & 6th Element

Комментарии • 5 тыс.

  • @britheworkfromhomemom
    @britheworkfromhomemom 6 лет назад +2849

    When he said “I ‪ain’t ever have nobody really love me and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you.” I FELT THAT‬

    • @m.o.e4704
      @m.o.e4704 6 лет назад +6

      Me too

    • @jovieg5861
      @jovieg5861 6 лет назад +2

      Same

    • @malikhodge6272
      @malikhodge6272 6 лет назад +3

      Word.

    • @annmikhail564
      @annmikhail564 6 лет назад +2

      TheBeautyBri_ same love

    • @stillmoving-hh8js
      @stillmoving-hh8js 6 лет назад +10

      Thats because you haven't found the right guy to listen and comfort you after a stressful day you see the good girls all ways look for the bad guys and those guy just see you as an object that they can fool around with but the good guy like my self gets nothing. it saddens me that girls lower there self for a cute guy that will end up breaking your heart so when things like that happen just kill them with kindness❤

  • @NathanielHall
    @NathanielHall 6 лет назад +1588

    💔 Phora puts me in the feels

  • @properbydesign
    @properbydesign 6 лет назад +96

    When you have been checking almost every day for a Phora upload, and it finally pops up ... No better feeling man. Thank you.

  • @serrinayt4062
    @serrinayt4062 6 лет назад +1146

    When he said "All I ever wanted was to be yours
    All I ever wanted was to feel love" I felt that 😭😭💔

    • @mauricioromero2447
      @mauricioromero2447 6 лет назад +7

      That part had me emotional asf that strong line

    • @dominiquefernandez735
      @dominiquefernandez735 6 лет назад

      coreas LVK95 rd

    • @LoyaltyB
      @LoyaltyB 6 лет назад +1

      Yup.. Here's my cover to holding on ,an I did one to this one too . feel it deep n the chest ruclips.net/video/aInO6Fd3DIg/видео.html

    • @HarleyJonesTV
      @HarleyJonesTV 6 лет назад +1

      Y'all gotta go peep my remix too this. Leave some feedback as well. I can promise yall won't regret it! It's on my channel "God Told Me He Had Other Plans"

    • @rickywagner1625
      @rickywagner1625 6 лет назад

      Same

  • @miguelargueta4901
    @miguelargueta4901 6 лет назад +217

    Phora knows how to put what we feel into words. That’s his gift.
    You reassure us that we ain’t the only ones going through it, stay strong bro

  • @nicandcarla
    @nicandcarla 6 лет назад +650

    Man this was so simple yet so beautiful to watch

  • @Chicharitaaa13
    @Chicharitaaa13 6 лет назад +943

    When you listen to this with a broken heart, it hits different

  • @bellaw4685
    @bellaw4685 4 года назад +53

    Phora doesn’t even get half The recognition he deserves.

  • @dionysus7884
    @dionysus7884 6 лет назад +55

    A lot of people will probably say that this is just you talking while music plays. But these are real thoughts, and a realistic version of the world from a human perspective. This is real, and raw, and true. And, Phora, if you ever read this, I want to thank you for giving us your music.

  • @mrslapside
    @mrslapside 6 лет назад +2124

    He pours his soul into his tracks.

    • @BogusBozo
      @BogusBozo 6 лет назад +5

      amen

    • @cynthiab7259
      @cynthiab7259 6 лет назад +10

      & talks about the same thing in most of his songs

    • @slump_dejhene5773
      @slump_dejhene5773 6 лет назад +5

      mrslapside yes and that’s why his music is so good 😭

    • @ll-Sidious-ll
      @ll-Sidious-ll 6 лет назад +8

      Not to mention the repetitive lyrics. This fool is running out of ideas, he keeps saying the same words in almost ALL his songs "Numb" "Drinking" "Drugs" and "love". Cringy asf.

    • @SexyEdboy
      @SexyEdboy 6 лет назад +2

      He already sold his soul. So technically he pours his demons in each track.

  • @mansive3752
    @mansive3752 6 лет назад +368

    one thing confirmed,he will never make bad music.😫

    • @marlenv8213
      @marlenv8213 6 лет назад +2

      1,000 subscriber's without video? Yes ! 😩

    • @jasmineflores8036
      @jasmineflores8036 6 лет назад +4

      Yes!!! Thank you!! Someone finally said it

    • @Paradisebby
      @Paradisebby 6 лет назад +2

      Phoras one of my favourite rappers he gave me motivation to make my own channel I hope I make it out there like him just need support 🙏❤❤

  • @SergioLopez-fu5ef
    @SergioLopez-fu5ef 4 года назад +145

    This song saved my life, with a full bottle of pills. When you think your never gonna find anyone again. I found the love of my life. Never lose hope

    • @joeypatton5691
      @joeypatton5691 3 года назад +6

      I dont want to move on and find better. Itn aint worth the continued losses they get harder. 18 year love of my life. Cheated....

    • @RatherBeTreatdKINDoverNice
      @RatherBeTreatdKINDoverNice Год назад

      Thank you because I'm really fukin struggling no one even know... my love fukin switched up hard after everything I was the only there literally at times in his life he fukingnghosted me n made some bogus ass reason n kept still keeps trying say uts it not even like that but I tell him CLEARLY IT IS THO...ITS GETS DO DEEP FROM LOOSING BOTH OUR BESTFRIEBDS O.DN YR APART FINDING OUT ABIUT HIM NOT GIVING UP O HIM DOING WAY UNAOEAKABLE THINGS THATVLOVE MAKES U DON2 TEY N FEEL N PUT URSELF IN THSR PERSONS SHOES JUST 2 UNDERSTAND WHY WHY ME WHY YOU SO HURT MY LOVE WHY U FEELN THE NEEED 2 LIEV2 ME..ITS ME WHAT TGIS REAL WE GOT PREGNANT WE LOST OU R BABY..UGHH AO FUKI N G MUCH HE DECIDED 2 GET CLEAN N UP N LEFT ME AND IVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP HM..NOT EVEN KNOWING I FORCED HIS HAND 2 GET CLEAN THIS TIME AND HE NEVER FUKING CAME BACK LIKE REALLY YO 4yrs that's how u love me that's the thanks that loyalty to n u I mean I goes on n on..I'm pretty sure u know or get the idea.
      I really wana day thank u because I n really needed that what u wrote Really thank u
      With love n kindness

    • @alexanderxx2560
      @alexanderxx2560 Год назад

      Stay faithful and you shall receive all your blessings

  • @andryeapatino1610
    @andryeapatino1610 6 лет назад +324

    he's trending finally getting the credit he deserves

  • @addthegamer
    @addthegamer 6 лет назад +211

    Saw this guy open for G Eazy. You have a promising career ahead of you.

    • @lilslushee4939
      @lilslushee4939 6 лет назад +2

      Aaron Davis same here, I saw him open for G-Eazy, but I was already a fan lol

    • @g-gaming5702
      @g-gaming5702 6 лет назад +3

      Aaron Davis he have been making music for 8 years now

    • @ducklinggaming474
      @ducklinggaming474 6 лет назад +2

      He’s been around way before that, he’s a great artist.

    • @NiftyGateway595
      @NiftyGateway595 6 лет назад

      Same lol

    • @dairamorales7587
      @dairamorales7587 6 лет назад +1

      And I've seen Phora at his own concert and cried

  • @waytoolost
    @waytoolost 6 лет назад +2074

    Dont sleep on Phora

  • @not_youngjustice3717
    @not_youngjustice3717 5 лет назад +50

    PHORA GANG we’re you at😭
    Yours truly🙏🏼

  • @naomi22dallas
    @naomi22dallas 6 лет назад +176

    You can feel the hurt in his voice , hate to see someone who brought me up feel down

  • @mrfrench5659
    @mrfrench5659 6 лет назад +1209

    Phora is to underrated
    He’s different from today’s rappers
    His lyrics are actually poetic
    Unlike MOST rap these days, I hope Phora makes it big and changes some of the rap industry

    • @mrfrench5659
      @mrfrench5659 6 лет назад +19

      fatboy sse
      Loll, you wish
      I respect X, but there’s no way Phora copies x in anyway
      Phora has been doing this type of music pretty much all his life.

    • @felixvasquez7819
      @felixvasquez7819 6 лет назад +8

      @@relx8715 He didnt copy x he had had this flow for years long before x was even relevant

    • @oof9690
      @oof9690 6 лет назад +3

      @fatboy sse you sound stupid asf, fuck outta here

    • @Rellikvyrez
      @Rellikvyrez 6 лет назад +4

      fatboy sse u know how many g music videos have dark rooms ??

    • @gisellejimenez1735
      @gisellejimenez1735 6 лет назад +6

      fatboy sse He Has Since 2011. So Recheck Your Facts. Don’t Come At Phora Like That. Fuck Out Of Here.

  • @anthony_onpoint8032
    @anthony_onpoint8032 6 лет назад +59

    Marco don’t let anyone stop you from being happy life is to valuable. Take care of yourself brother don’t let the ways of this world bring you down. Spread those wings and find what makes you happy. You got a whole Yours Truly Movement behind you

    • @jaydz262
      @jaydz262 6 лет назад +1

      Anthony_OnPoint I like how he said movement✊✊

  • @SEDONA2U
    @SEDONA2U 6 лет назад +135

    I miss you, and I used to listen to this song and cry about how it reminded me so much of you. But I feel better now, I'm feeling happy now. I'm not happier than when you were around, but I'm getting there. I miss you, but I picked myself up after you left. I guess that's what you gotta do sometimes; love yourself more than you love the person who wouldn't allow themselves to love you.

  • @paulinaa8645
    @paulinaa8645 6 лет назад +117

    "Dont know what to think. Dont know how to move. Cause I dont really make sense without you." 🥀

  • @antonioguerrero4842
    @antonioguerrero4842 6 лет назад +78

    This low key slaps but its emotional I dont know what to feel

  • @ssinai-333
    @ssinai-333 6 лет назад +48

    i felt this.. i really needed this. man it sucks loosing yourself tryna love someone else especially when they already gave up on you.

    • @ssinai-333
      @ssinai-333 6 лет назад +2

      RIP XXX it’s funny bc i can’t do the same :/

    • @rajeevdwarika4788
      @rajeevdwarika4788 6 лет назад +2

      Yeah Ik what you mean wish I could be the same but I spent weeks tryna love back the person who left me guess that person never loved me cuz I wasn't worth fighting for love is so bitter..... sometimes I ask myself is it a rose dressed up as a sharp thorn waiting to cut your hand 😔

  • @josiahlee548
    @josiahlee548 4 месяца назад +2

    It doesn't get better and it is as plain and simple as that chooseing what to endure is what makes it worth it

  • @jaylynflo2287
    @jaylynflo2287 6 лет назад +141

    WAIT WHOA I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS

  • @R01Elite
    @R01Elite 6 лет назад +34

    We need you Phora... Take your time. Take as much time as you need homie, but we love and need you so much. #YoursTrulyForever

  • @julissaruizvlogz
    @julissaruizvlogz 6 лет назад +451

    Now we are going to hear what he’s going through but this is just temporary..

    • @JakePadillaOFFICIAL
      @JakePadillaOFFICIAL 6 лет назад

      Julissa Ruiz CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔

    • @manuellopez9700
      @manuellopez9700 6 лет назад

      Julissa Ruiz he’s unique happy he is back and happy we didn’t sleep on him

    • @bihnn
      @bihnn 6 лет назад

      Julissa Ruiz tru

    • @angiemaldonado5585
      @angiemaldonado5585 6 лет назад +1

      Yes and?

    • @georgesanchez3630
      @georgesanchez3630 6 лет назад +1

      Hes done this before. Its never gonna end..

  • @leek4023
    @leek4023 6 лет назад +156

    I feel him so much Like depression pushes the path of drugs and it’s so hard to be happy always being around people smiling and with someone hard just to go to the drugs at the end of the day just to close that emotion away

    • @aaronbautista5916
      @aaronbautista5916 6 лет назад +4

      I tried overdosing in the school bathrooms

    • @aliyatorres1101
      @aliyatorres1101 4 года назад +1

      Aaron Bautista I hope you’re doing better bro ❤️

    • @realkitworld1098
      @realkitworld1098 4 года назад +1

      Stay safe bro, I feel your pain😔🙏

  • @YCM_Capi
    @YCM_Capi 6 лет назад +2068

    Anyone else listening to this with a heartbreak 😪

    • @kaylaf.4579
      @kaylaf.4579 6 лет назад +15

      I've been listing to this while my friend is in a heart break cause i feel really bad what she is going through and what her ex did to her💔😢

    • @tijz5834
      @tijz5834 6 лет назад +43

      What's heart break to a broke mind?

    • @jesgarcia2590
      @jesgarcia2590 6 лет назад +1

      Josh Faulkner 🙏🏽

    • @goldie2011
      @goldie2011 6 лет назад +3

      Josh Faulkner yep, and it fuckN sucks

    • @rustam458
      @rustam458 6 лет назад +1

      Josh Faulkner mee :)

  • @jasmineruizfarias
    @jasmineruizfarias 6 лет назад +58

    I’ve missed you so much Marco!!!!! ❤️😣

  • @marylinbocanegra6545
    @marylinbocanegra6545 6 лет назад +48

    We miss u phora❤️❤️stay strong YoursTrulyForever

  • @sr9293_
    @sr9293_ 6 лет назад +1

    Breana Marins part in this song literally has been on repeat. One of the most beautiful vocal and rhythms I've ever heard. Just wow.

  • @lisag7031
    @lisag7031 6 лет назад +399

    [Intro]
    One, two, uh
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    Uh, yeah, look
    [Verse 1: Phora]
    First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs
    Pop this, take that ‘till I feel numb
    All I ever wanted was to be yours
    All I ever wanted was to feel love
    But I’m 6 pills in and I feel fine
    Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine
    I just don’t know what to do now
    Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time
    Can’t feel my face and I can't move
    But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose
    So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
    Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you
    You ever so lost that you feel alone
    You ever scared to end up on your own
    You ever get hurt till you can’t feel
    I ain’t never had a place I can call home
    I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
    I ain’t never had a home I can come to
    I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
    And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you
    I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
    I ain’t never had a home I can come to
    I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
    And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you
    [Verse 2: Phora]
    But it’s really hard to think about you
    Can’t breath, can’t eat, can’t sleep without you
    And they all say I lost myself trynna find you
    But I’m not me without you
    I don’t want to go through it no more
    I don’t want to do it no more
    I just took all these pills
    Fuck love Fuck life I can’t do it no more
    Think I’m fading out
    Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
    Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out
    Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
    [Outro: Breana]
    Doing everything I can to feel something
    ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
    Don’t know what to think
    Don’t know how to move
    ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
    Doing everything I can to feel something
    ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
    Don’t know what to think
    Don’t know how to move
    ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
    ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you

    • @Ish98
      @Ish98 6 лет назад +9

      lxve mxxdy lyrics in the description;)

    • @NobodyAwsum
      @NobodyAwsum 6 лет назад +1

      lxve mxxdy thank you for the lyrics.

    • @aAaaxz
      @aAaaxz 6 лет назад +1

      lxve mxxdy hell yea

  • @nickrapz9085
    @nickrapz9085 6 лет назад +392

    who played this song so many time bc u have been hurt before and can relate?

  • @raxahax173
    @raxahax173 6 лет назад +599

    if phora kills himself i'll be done.. his music helped me a lot

    • @desma26
      @desma26 6 лет назад +3

      raxahax you know he had to do it to him tho

    • @odiliaortiz2743
      @odiliaortiz2743 6 лет назад +19

      raxahax Shows what life can do to us. God designed life to lead back to Him. Everywhere we turn no matter how much we feel like we're doing good, if it doesn't lead to Him being first, it leads to us being in despair like the devil, period. Dead ends revolve around us.

    • @HozzOfficial
      @HozzOfficial 6 лет назад +6

      Odilia Ortiz there is no god 😔

    • @Shilvic1
      @Shilvic1 6 лет назад +2

      Hozz you say it as if its a fact

    • @odiliaortiz2743
      @odiliaortiz2743 6 лет назад +4

      Hozz Explain to me the miracles of history then please. And start with the Miracle of Fatima, Spain..... when over 70,000 people including nonbelievers showed up amd witnessed something even scientists can't explain. I'll be waiting Hozz. God bless

  • @JosueDavidHernandez
    @JosueDavidHernandez 6 лет назад +58

    One day you will become what you’re looking for, bro.
    Keep it up and never give up!

  • @asiaaaliyah7357
    @asiaaaliyah7357 6 лет назад +34

    5 seconds in and I’m in love, you can’t make a bad song. Loving the vibes

    • @JakePadillaOFFICIAL
      @JakePadillaOFFICIAL 6 лет назад

      Asia Aaliyah CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔

  • @jasminrobles7739
    @jasminrobles7739 6 лет назад +98

    Lets get Phora on #1 Trending !!!!🔥💥

  • @divine6766
    @divine6766 6 лет назад +29

    we love you Marco ! and alot of us are still here trying our best because of you.. you mean alot to us.. i hope everything gets better because you deserve nothing but the best ! YOURS TRULY FOREVER ❤️

  • @sonandheir13
    @sonandheir13 Год назад +3

    Been listening to this for years, and it still hits even now

  • @Di4bilit4
    @Di4bilit4 6 лет назад +17

    i was having a rough night and here out of no where. i love you. thank you.

    • @zacharythompson5613
      @zacharythompson5613 6 лет назад +1

      Honestly same

    • @andrewdiaz4752
      @andrewdiaz4752 6 лет назад +1

      Jasmine Martinez same

    • @JakePadillaOFFICIAL
      @JakePadillaOFFICIAL 6 лет назад

      Jasmine Martinez CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔

    • @Di4bilit4
      @Di4bilit4 6 лет назад +1

      to all who are saying same. i hope you’re okay. stay safe. ❤️

  • @dailydaydaisy3572
    @dailydaydaisy3572 6 лет назад +9

    you'll be just fine PHORA!!! were all here supporting you!!!! were all here as one big family !❤️

  • @Leavemynameout
    @Leavemynameout 6 лет назад +59

    Sometimes we leave or lose the one we love most. Not because we don't love them any longer but for the simple fact we feel like a weight on their shoulders. A stophold for their progression or happiness. What we fail to realize is that we need them more than we think we do. I feel every fragment of pain from me letting someone I love go and this song hits me right in the heart. I needed it but at the same time I wish it hadn't brought it back to mind. Year later and hopefully some day I meet someone who relates or understands me. 🙏

    • @ripbeamerboy6591
      @ripbeamerboy6591 6 лет назад +1

      Alfonso Balcazar that's deep bro I couldn't have said it better but you will find that someone we all will there's hope for all of us we just got to stay strong and were not all alone we always have someone but God Bless you bro🙏🏻

    • @Leavemynameout
      @Leavemynameout 6 лет назад +1

      RIP Beamer boy I do my best to remind myself of that every day. Learning how to cope with loss and love is one of the most challenging experiences in life. Put all that on top of someone who already struggles with his or herself and one can feel like a burden to those they need in life. The one thing I do understand about myself is that I have been so terrible with sharing my love to someone that I have so much of it to give. The darker side of that is the barrier. The understanding/accepting of ones love in order to be capable of giving it back. Being trapped in the mind clouds the expression of ones heart.

    • @maricruzrodriguez8183
      @maricruzrodriguez8183 6 лет назад +1

      Alfonso Balcazar well done and said 😩😩💯

    • @JaimeGonzalez-jd3rb
      @JaimeGonzalez-jd3rb 6 лет назад

      Alfonso Balcazar r

  • @RighteouSinner
    @RighteouSinner 6 лет назад +7

    This song has so much pain and meaning behind it.. It was only just last year when I was living this life. I’m surprised I even made it this far - but right now it’s artists like Phora that have inspired me to do the same with my own songs. Using your own experiences to spread a message that can reach millions. Believe in yourself and never lose hope. You are not alone!

  • @nxthxnfxsk6159
    @nxthxnfxsk6159 6 лет назад +27

    "All I ever wanted was to be yours"❤

  • @HarleyLoper
    @HarleyLoper 6 лет назад +748

    Never heard of him until i saw him on the trending page! He's awesome!

    • @TwigzMso
      @TwigzMso 6 лет назад +39

      Harley Loper Dont sleep on phora!

    • @Xulieee
      @Xulieee 6 лет назад +37

      ^ facts but welcome to the team yours truly forever💯

    • @James-cu9ul
      @James-cu9ul 6 лет назад +4

      Harley Loper same

    • @kaylaf.4579
      @kaylaf.4579 6 лет назад +4

      Fake yt fan

    • @stevenlxpez
      @stevenlxpez 6 лет назад +39

      Kayla Begay Just because they haven’t heard of Phora doesn’t mean they’re a “fake” yt fan😂

  • @josebermudez6556
    @josebermudez6556 6 лет назад +16

    if there’s one thing you taught me is to never give up, your music taught me to never give up & your words taught me because if it wasn’t for you who knows where I would be I have been living a hard life growing up when I was 3 l, my sister & I got taken away from our parents & my dad was deported back to Mexico & I never seen him since & then growing up was hard I had family that were in gangs, I had family that hated each other &!at the age of 8 was the First time I ever tried weed because of my cousin & I looked up to him & I regret it & I started doing it again at 12 & but My family was kicked out of the house when I was 8 we had to live on the streets in a car for weeks & then we had to live in hotels for weeks while my mom was fighting for us trying to keep us happy & trying to be the best mother she can for my sister & I like my mom was a drug addict & it was hard, but then it got better when I moved up to Palmdale to live Which my aunt & it was going good & then we moved into apartments & we got kicked out from that & had to find somewhere to stay again & this is when I was 12 & then we found another apartment & when I was in 7th grade I got removed again into foster care with my sister & my two little brothers & my other little sister and my youngest siblings went to a different foster house while my sister & I went to another & it was hard I didn’t know what to do I just wanted to give up On life & just throw everything into the garbage and just rot & die because life was horrible & then I started listening to your music & the words you say & the messages & they have made me be more brave & more strong to not give up to always look forward and to follow your dream no matter what is going on in life but then one day my mom overdosed & past away & it is so hard losing my mother I never showed her how much I loved her I never Appreciate what she did for us I never did anything to show I loved her with all my life & I told her I wish she wasn’t my mother & all that & our last conversations was an argument & it’s hard like life felt like it was over because losing my mom was the most painful thing to ever happen to me I just wanted to give up again & throw everything that I worked for away & not even care about it & I kept listening to you & everything you say & I told myself that I can’t say this that I can’t let this negativity & problems affect who I am & who I wanted to be & to never give up because I have a life & I make my own choice on who I want to be & to not let all the negativity said to me affect me & to always stay strong because at the end of the day we make the choices to our life’s & I have a lot more to say but I feel like it to much to keep typing but my point across all this is that you need to also stay strong & to never give up no matter how hard life is thrown at us because you said & told to us that god give The toughest battles to the strongest of his people & that quote helps me guide through life & should help you too don’t forget that god put you on this earth for a reason & we may not know it right away but one day we will because if I can be strong & make the smart choices no matter what is thrown at me you can to, just never give up never because you worked so hard to be where you are now & don’t just throw it all away like that we all are humans and we all make mistakes & go through tough moments But that’s how life is & we can’t redo that but we can change that by being a better person & believe in ourselves but I just want you to know to never give up & to never let this get to you because you are & outstanding person & always will be.

  • @thescarredbeauty1
    @thescarredbeauty1 6 лет назад +2

    “I ain’t never had nobody I could run to, I ain’t ever had a home I could come to..” same. Feel this whole song deeply.

  • @nina-wu7ho
    @nina-wu7ho 6 лет назад +106

    he genuinely doesn’t look happy and you can hear the pain in his voice and see it on his face , everyone should be worried about him and his health but no some of y’all are so damn worried about pointing fingers and putting dezy down 🙄💔 MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS... if you really care worry about showing support for/to Marco 🙁 I love you Marco and stay strong you’ve come so far and got through so much sh’t head up mi corazon 💛

    • @thelmasuzannecx6027
      @thelmasuzannecx6027 6 лет назад +1

      Selena 💯

    • @oscarmoreno6866
      @oscarmoreno6866 6 лет назад +1

      Major facts . 🗣💯😭

    • @marilynguadarrama2668
      @marilynguadarrama2668 6 лет назад +1

      Yessss .. some female went out to DM dezy and tell her to kill herself !?like does anyone care for how she feels too?? She’s probably going through shit too and is so good at hiding it .. I truly hope they both find happiness weather if it means that they will not be together anymore just in general 😔

    • @nina-wu7ho
      @nina-wu7ho 6 лет назад

      Marilyn G exactly , yeah I seen it got me so pissed , like nobody knows what she’s going through either and for them to tell her to kill her self is so f’d up 🙁 but I honestly just wish the best for both of them , together or not 🤞🏼

    • @myav2327
      @myav2327 6 лет назад +2

      Selena honestly I could give a fuck about the album I just want him to feel better. I was so scared I didn’t know if he was alive or not he’s my world

  • @keyryjc8863
    @keyryjc8863 6 лет назад +43

    Hope you’re doing better than before 🖤 we’re all here for you , your days will get better , I know hearing that has helped me in the past 💕 we’re strong for you just like how you’ve been strong for us , love you to the moon & back ✊🏻

  • @lolrizzle
    @lolrizzle 6 лет назад +27

    Phora’s music has brought me to tears, not only this song but a lot of his other songs. I wish I could meet him. If people have just seen him on trending, if you want to get some more feels from his music, listen to either Hope, A Song For Her and Deeper Than Blood. Hope that everyone suffering from depression can find relations in his music and he can help you through your battle😴

    • @lilmamayk773
      @lilmamayk773 6 лет назад

      Hayden Church you Mommy I love you Mommy just know I love you

  • @mariebledsoe6689
    @mariebledsoe6689 2 месяца назад +1

    Listening to this going through a mental break down & I was just at your concert last year in the same place is heart breaking to me & my future myself…

  • @user-vv1dz8mo7t
    @user-vv1dz8mo7t 6 лет назад +13

    Ugh Phora never disappoints.

  • @RappyTracks
    @RappyTracks 6 лет назад +55

    This song should be #1 on trending!

    • @hi-mn2yl
      @hi-mn2yl 6 лет назад

      RappyTracks fr

    • @kevinflores6884
      @kevinflores6884 6 лет назад

      Not really

    • @hi-mn2yl
      @hi-mn2yl 6 лет назад

      Kevin Flores it should

    • @mudrunnermims5658
      @mudrunnermims5658 6 лет назад +1

      Kevin Flores better then Jake Paul’s music and Logan’s that happen to make trending so yes this deserve more

    • @luckyapollo2833
      @luckyapollo2833 6 лет назад +1

      #10 trending

  • @marilynguadarrama2668
    @marilynguadarrama2668 6 лет назад +18

    Okay but I’m crying right now .. I sincerely feel your pain and know how you feel .. I love you phora... sorry for sleeping on you ..

  • @kopanoradebe1240
    @kopanoradebe1240 3 месяца назад +2

    Legendary🙌🏽

  • @fugaziheat670
    @fugaziheat670 6 лет назад +323

    You can hear his pain

  • @dexrhudexrhu1881
    @dexrhudexrhu1881 6 лет назад +10

    “All I ever wanted was to be loved” I feel this whole song on a whole level🤕🥀🖤

  • @jasontrujeque8594
    @jasontrujeque8594 6 лет назад +23

    man your going thru a hard time and i know your strong enough to get thru it . you’ve had hardships like this before and i’ve seen you succeed. there is light at the end know that for sure man . but don’t give up on life because of someone . people change and so do you. be a strong man i know you are and keep your head up . everyone is here for you . we love you.

  • @CesarLopez-gw1kl
    @CesarLopez-gw1kl 4 года назад +2

    "First I lost you now I'm lost in the drugs" this hits so deep....people dont understand how horrible it is losing a son and how hard it is to cope with the pain. Drugs isn't the answer though, this type of music is. Thank you.

  • @marcotorres3581
    @marcotorres3581 6 лет назад +25

    Phora you the best bro keep the grind 💯🙏🏼

    • @JakePadillaOFFICIAL
      @JakePadillaOFFICIAL 6 лет назад

      Marco Torres CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔

  • @nathandeleon7259
    @nathandeleon7259 6 лет назад +12

    Speechless.... you are so amazing... I'm very sorry you have to go through all this but you are truly an amazing rapper. I felt every freken verse/word in that song. If you ever need someone, ik I'm not much but your fans will always be here for you.

  • @theredbandit6039
    @theredbandit6039 6 лет назад +146

    Notification squad?? Good shit phora 👁
    Ty for all the likes omg😂🙃

    • @yorkiyorkxx
      @yorkiyorkxx 6 лет назад +2

      AAboat desperate for likes. Just enjoy the good music for once

    • @theredbandit6039
      @theredbandit6039 6 лет назад

      yorkiyorkxx your funny

    • @yorkiyorkxx
      @yorkiyorkxx 6 лет назад

      AAboat *you're*

    • @josemolina3178
      @josemolina3178 6 лет назад

      AAboat what about his funny??

    • @yorkiyorkxx
      @yorkiyorkxx 6 лет назад

      Jose Molina notification squad. Esas mamadas.

  • @draven8471
    @draven8471 6 лет назад

    Its crazy how people jus judge Phora jus by the way he raps when they haven't listened to allmost all his songs and don't know his pain and what he's going tho and what he has been tho. MAD RESPECT TOO U MAN. Ur a legend

  • @ProntoOfficial
    @ProntoOfficial 6 лет назад +119

    Well this was unexpected..... fire though

    • @convxct_2933
      @convxct_2933 6 лет назад

      Pronto Official frrrr

    • @JakePadillaOFFICIAL
      @JakePadillaOFFICIAL 6 лет назад

      Pronto Official CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔

  • @sswmovement
    @sswmovement 6 лет назад +768

    Underrated asf🔥🔥

  • @ripbeamerboy6591
    @ripbeamerboy6591 6 лет назад +12

    "All I ever wanted was to feel love"💔 stay strong bro were all here to support you all the way much love bro

  • @mvelothabo3692
    @mvelothabo3692 7 месяцев назад +2

    Its been 7years, still a art at it best.

  • @mariahlynn41
    @mariahlynn41 6 лет назад +156

    I ain’t ever have nobody really love me, and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you.

    • @kingdidi513
      @kingdidi513 6 лет назад +2

      M V fuck 😞

    • @ilovecoffe3659
      @ilovecoffe3659 6 лет назад

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  • @Radicalkingz
    @Radicalkingz 6 лет назад +6

    Phora, I hope you doing well right now. I know us as humans always try our best to be strong in front of others but we’re all fighting a battle that nobody see’s but ourselves. It’s best not to keep the pain that we hold and let it destroy us and our mind. We’re all human, nobody is different. I pray for you Phora, love you man, take care!

  • @ayliinn111
    @ayliinn111 6 лет назад +14

    It’s such a horrible feeling to know that the one person who gave you faith has now lost it himself.

  • @oFLUXo680
    @oFLUXo680 6 лет назад

    I been rocking with phora for the last 4 years, imo he is the real GOAT of sap rap

  • @LeahxRodriguez
    @LeahxRodriguez 6 лет назад +75

    Felt this 🤧. Another amazing song. I love you so much man 😭🖤

    • @juliogarcia2859
      @juliogarcia2859 6 лет назад +2

      Leah Rodriguez Ur fucking beautiful. Let me tell u once more . For if u heard it from someone else before me . Just reminding u . :) snap ?

    • @_mxisie
      @_mxisie 6 лет назад

      Julio Garcia it’s not her 😂 it’s billie eilish

  • @litzy5090
    @litzy5090 6 лет назад +11

    Love you❤️❤️ can’t wait for the new album

  • @kassg6420
    @kassg6420 6 лет назад +11

    he was right when he said we weren’t ready 🤧😪

  • @AfriWakeCreativity
    @AfriWakeCreativity 4 года назад +49

    If there's anyone still listening to this song i just want to say Hold On better days are coming. #yourstrulyforever

    • @septbaaby
      @septbaaby 3 года назад

      Thank you so much.

  • @betzyramirez7728
    @betzyramirez7728 6 лет назад +153

    Yooo i felt this deep af.... my ex and i recently broke up couple weeks ago. He hurt me. But i remember him always telling me he had no one to run to, no family to run to because they don’t really talk, and he said how he felt like his parents didn’t love him and man now i understand why it was hard for him to love me... still not an excuse but when you said something similar it brought me to tears cause i thought about my ex 😭😭😭😩💔 I LOVE YOU PHORA.

    • @JonathanHernandez-eo1xy
      @JonathanHernandez-eo1xy 6 лет назад +3

      betzy ramirez trust me...it happen to men. .idk wat it is... ur mon or fathet tell u ..."i love u" now i got a son nd another onr coming.... i try to do ma best to not be da same..is really hard to.give love nd nobody give u some

    • @adanperez3556
      @adanperez3556 6 лет назад +5

      Jonathan Hernandez learn how to spell I have no idea what you just said

    • @MB-pn4zv
      @MB-pn4zv 6 лет назад +2

      Keep your head up. Break ups are lessons. Ive cried for months over my ex. 3 years and i still miss her. But life goes on. Take what you learn and apply it on your next special relationship 🌹

    • @ItzTrxpz
      @ItzTrxpz 6 лет назад +1

      Adan Perez grammer doesn't matter so stop judging people's grammer

    • @vivianmartinez9051
      @vivianmartinez9051 6 лет назад

      betzy ramirez literally the same thing happened to me :/....so same....same 💉

  • @bluntzzz
    @bluntzzz 6 лет назад +31

    Listening on repeat tonight🖤

  • @Soul.Sistah7
    @Soul.Sistah7 Год назад +6

    Dang lately I can relate to 99% of his songs. It’s a sad thing to go thru heart break and constant pain, rejection, and abandonment. I just want it to stop and be happy, idk how much more of this I can take before I throw in the towel….

    • @empatheticdevil875
      @empatheticdevil875 Год назад +1

      I hope you're doing better now, just know you matter 🙏🏾💯

    • @freddymabetha7946
      @freddymabetha7946 Год назад

      I HOPE YOU FOUND LOVE AND SOMEONE WHO APPRECIATES YOU

  • @JESxo444
    @JESxo444 3 года назад

    Phora the 🐐 hands down lyrically.

  • @melynadeleon4693
    @melynadeleon4693 6 лет назад +8

    Head up marco, what your going through is temporary dont let it get the best of you ill always be supporting you no matter what and i love you🤧🖤🌹

  • @ledd5O5
    @ledd5O5 6 лет назад +5

    #10 on trending. Needs to be in that #1 spot pronto!

  • @Sana_H
    @Sana_H 6 лет назад +10

    Phora feels so legit... he keeps it 100 coz you can't fake what he says coz he's words strike the heart ...
    I feel you man... i feel your music... i feel all the emotions even though it's difficult to make sense of em...

  • @nataliekoon8249
    @nataliekoon8249 2 года назад +3

    I still play this song in the early mornings when I'm alone. It holds so much emotion. It's refreshing to listen to something with lyrics that tell a story.

  • @ayy_its_dianaa1434
    @ayy_its_dianaa1434 6 лет назад +20

    I LOVE YOU I NEEDED THIS 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

  • @AngelGarcia-iv5dt
    @AngelGarcia-iv5dt 6 лет назад +130

    Who was here before 1 million views

    • @alyssae.martinez2799
      @alyssae.martinez2799 6 лет назад +1

      Angel Garcia 4th view been on replay since!

    • @Zephyr01
      @Zephyr01 6 лет назад +1

      4th view is prolly just youtube being a sped, it still says im 16th lul

    • @zacharythompson5613
      @zacharythompson5613 6 лет назад +2

      I was the 41st lol never clicked on a song so fast

    • @julie-tr2uw
      @julie-tr2uw 6 лет назад +1

      12th but my shitty phone wouldn’t load

    • @PremiumDreams
      @PremiumDreams 6 лет назад +1

      Angel Garcia 44th view

  • @guzmanz4226
    @guzmanz4226 6 лет назад +14

    I feel the pain in his voice we love you Phora 🤕❤️❤️❤️

  • @soney4x
    @soney4x 6 лет назад

    Phora always speaking the realest shit.

  • @valeriejimenez2070
    @valeriejimenez2070 6 лет назад +129

    What happen you deleted everything on Instagram I got so scared cuz the last thing you posted was "goodbye.." Phora i don't think i would be here with out you i almost panicked and I told my mom i started to cry please don't ever do that again 😭😭😪😪😭

    • @massx00
      @massx00 6 лет назад +35

      Yo chill out lol

    • @akiva00175
      @akiva00175 6 лет назад +3

      Valerie Jimenez same

    • @bigboyice5
      @bigboyice5 6 лет назад +11

      JoshyCrustyz lol bro your comment made me laugh

    • @tonysanchez02
      @tonysanchez02 6 лет назад +3

      Biggy jones me too lmao

    • @phantombb6038
      @phantombb6038 6 лет назад +4

      What about x he saved a lot of lives

  • @gizzy4002
    @gizzy4002 5 лет назад +13

    I cry every time I hear this song. I’ve never knew my father, his children and his mom. I’ve always felt lost and sad. I asked my mother several times and she says” I didn’t know my father” and see I turned out fine. I told her that’s not how I feel. I want to know. She blows me off and it hurts.

    • @thatbaldfisherman4980
      @thatbaldfisherman4980 4 года назад

      That's crazy and sorry you are going through that..let's try ancestry, maybe he or a fam member did it..also, I'm not an advocate for ancestry just throwing out options 😊

    • @gizzy4002
      @gizzy4002 4 года назад

      thatbald fisherman I have ancestry and I’ve reached out to those with whom I share the most dna with. But, without a name? I haven’t got too far. A lot has happened in my life. And, I was told by my stepfather and my half sisters that I came from incest. I haven’t spoken to my family for years now, just from emotional and physical abuse. I am sad but I know it’s better for my mental health. I plan on making a you tube channel and to share my story. Thank you for your help.

    • @supersayain2385
      @supersayain2385 4 года назад

      im sorry dat happen to u

    • @ThapeloEntle
      @ThapeloEntle 3 года назад

      I could relate 🙏

    • @gizzy4002
      @gizzy4002 3 года назад

      @@ThapeloEntle sorry. It’s tough, there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think of it. As, to why he didn’t want me? Or he did, and my mom was lying? I feel just lost

  • @abbyj5897
    @abbyj5897 6 лет назад +12

    i’m not crying you are

  • @lorriarose2734
    @lorriarose2734 5 лет назад +1

    coming from a person that's been through so much these past 4 months I learned to leave the past in the past and move on to better things LOVE will find you at the right moment it'll get better in time it usually does. through all the rain and pain it get's better GOD has your back through out it all.

  • @goskateminnesota7256
    @goskateminnesota7256 6 лет назад +12

    Havent heard new stuff from Phora in a minute. Always happy to have some new stuff from you to listen to. Got a nice ass vibe to it too man. Relatable.

  • @a1_archer342
    @a1_archer342 6 лет назад +5

    Legit feeling this in my heart

  • @xLILMONSTER15x
    @xLILMONSTER15x 4 года назад +4

    crazy to see the one you use to love just slowly fade away in front of your eyes

  • @joeq4969
    @joeq4969 6 лет назад

    I wish I can turn back time, tbh I wish I can just disappear, every word phora says speaks to my soul and brings out all of the feelings I hide away...

  • @cuestyles
    @cuestyles 8 месяцев назад +24

    Still here in 2024 😢

    • @ClintBeastWood-g3e
      @ClintBeastWood-g3e 8 месяцев назад +2

      Same, I listened to it last week and it Brought up A lot for me when I was suicidal.

  • @adrianoreittie8677
    @adrianoreittie8677 6 лет назад +5

    I've never clicked so fast phora never disappoint

  • @RighteouSinner
    @RighteouSinner 6 лет назад +3

    Phora just has a way with how he expresses his emotions into the Music. He taught me that no matter how hard it gets - Everything will be fine as long as you never give up and keep moving forward. Writing your pain and speaking into the mic gives you a voice that can reach many. Stay true to yourself and always keep believing.. Every day is a new chance for you change your life. I aspire to do the same through my own songs and spread a message like never before! One step at a time.

  • @Gr33dy214
    @Gr33dy214 3 года назад

    His music is on a different level..