Disturbing Things from Around the Internet [Vol. 12]

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  • Опубликовано: 1 апр 2021
  • Eerie, bone-chilling content is nothing but a Google search away. Tonight, we're diving in to five more disturbing things that I've recently discovered.
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    📧Submit a Disturbing Thing: dtfaisubmissions@gmail.com
    📲Follow me: / nexpoyt
    🖤Support the channel: / nexpo
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    [1]: tinyurl.com/y2z7mfx5
    [2]: tinyurl.com/y9po8pog
    [3]: tinyurl.com/yjov5ke3
    [4]: tinyurl.com/plpv9md
    [5]: tinyurl.com/yjsxs3jj
    [?]: tinyurl.com/yf8qgghz
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    Intro source music: Black Heat - Ross Budgen: • ♩♫ Intense and Upbeat ...
    Intro music remix by NightDocs: • Nexpo New Theme - "Reb...
    End credits: Golf - Jay Varton: • Golf

Комментарии • 22 тыс.

  • @Nexpo
    @Nexpo  3 года назад +8997

    If you have an internet mystery you’d like to see me dig into, send me the details in an email: nightmareexpo@gmail.com
    Or if you’d like to submit something for this series specifically, send it to dtfaisubmissions@gmail.com!
    good to be back :)

  • @slotzoffuntrue
    @slotzoffuntrue 3 года назад +7310

    "Let's set the mood"
    Proceeds to give me an immediate existential crisis

    • @eurotropical5793
      @eurotropical5793 3 года назад +323

      "first notes of the song"
      Oh...no...here we go again...

    • @gingermcgingin1733
      @gingermcgingin1733 3 года назад +224

      Dementia is a far more terrifying prospect than death to me. Even a coma seems preferable.

    • @smil9083
      @smil9083 3 года назад +78

      @@gingermcgingin1733
      As a type 1 Diabetic my biggest fear is going blind, especially since I'm in the highest risk group for it. Id rather die than lose my sight.

    • @Coach_Martyn
      @Coach_Martyn 3 года назад +2

      Why is your profile picture a picture of a Lebanese child?

    • @rangerzalos1680
      @rangerzalos1680 3 года назад +17

      I feel dread every time it starts

  • @ZK-cd8jo
    @ZK-cd8jo 3 года назад +19877

    Nexpo ordering Burger King: "I'll have a whopper...
    *twenty seconds of dramatic silence*
    ...with cheese."

    • @rinamine
      @rinamine 3 года назад +1746

      PLEASE THIS IS SO FUNNY

    • @suchtberater
      @suchtberater 3 года назад +81

      @@rinamine NO ITS NOT

    • @suchtberater
      @suchtberater 3 года назад +40

      @ptinsomniac NO IM NOT MAKING AN ARGUMENT ABOUT IT!

    • @entity1566
      @entity1566 3 года назад +827

      "Burger King can be a grim place, surely you don't need someone like me to tell you that"

    • @brtuh5865
      @brtuh5865 3 года назад +255

      @@entity1566 the darkest part of the history of burger king was when the french carried out an execution there

  • @atodamadre3197
    @atodamadre3197 Год назад +673

    I can't imagine how horrified that family in the car must've been. Really sucks to hear them in their final moments

    • @HardWhereHero
      @HardWhereHero Год назад +45

      if dude had only thought to switch the key to acc they might have lived. if your car starts moving too fast for you to control thats the first thing to try, the second is to downshift into a lower gear, and last is to put the car in reverse! You might leave your transmission a few miles back but you could also survive.

    • @myloveisgod
      @myloveisgod Год назад +6

      @@HardWhereHero They probably tried that

    • @CrumCringle
      @CrumCringle Год назад +56

      @@myloveisgod they probably didnt, because so many things would work to slow or stop the vehichle. E-brake, regular brake, turn the igniton off, easing into the side of the road, etc... panic had to have been in the way, unfortunately.

    • @WhitneyDahlin
      @WhitneyDahlin Год назад +90

      @@HardWhereHero ‼️if your car is accelerating out of control like like that put the car in Neutral gear. Move the drive to N. That will cut the acceleration to the wheels. So your engine will be revving but no longer propelling the wheels forward. Then slowly and carefully apply the brakes and bring the car to a stop. Then put it in park, turn off your car and put your hazard lights on. DO NOT turn off the car while in a wild acceleration because you will suddenly lose all power steering and braking. Which is NOT ideal. Put the car in N. It was so frustrating listening to the 911 operator not know what to do and ask redundant questions! Their lives could have been saved. Why didn't they teach them how to stop a car in an emergency along with CPR in the operator training? They're all trained to guide someone to do CPR so shouldn't they be trained for something like this as well?!

    • @d47000
      @d47000 11 месяцев назад +59

      ​@@WhitneyDahlin It's easy to nitpick the operator as we sit in comfort at our homes, but he had mere seconds to understand an unfamiliar situation and did offer a reasonable course of action. At the end of the day, the driver's panic is to blame here. It is beyond absurd that he prioritized talking to a clueless 911 operator over immediately trying to save his family.
      The brakes in a newer vehicle are always able to overcome the power of the engine at full output by a very wide margin. Even if he did not put it in neutral, simply depressing the brakes fully would have brought the car to a safe stop. May they rest in peace

  • @VaporsMusic
    @VaporsMusic 4 месяца назад +122

    "Would you, could you, on a train?" is one of the most mysterious and creepiest stories/videos ive seen not only on your channel, but any channel. It's so chilling how little info is out about it, and how nothing ever came from any investigation. Its 100% too close of a coincidence to not have to do with the crash, and what kind of supervillain of a citizen/group (short of some govt conspiracy theory) could even be capable of this? One of my favorite mysteries that has ever been covered recently, thank you Nexpo.

    • @sears1211
      @sears1211 2 месяца назад +9

      It was stated that "Would you, could you, on a a train?" Is from Dr. Suess and it's just used as a placehold testing message.

    • @crescentceleste
      @crescentceleste 2 месяца назад +7

      ​@@sears1211why would you use a Dr Seuss quote as placeholder text? There's loads of other standard placeholder text you can use. I also believe the two incidents are connected. I mean considering there were other emergency broadcasts sent out around the country randomly, I do think someone hacked the system and was connected to the train in some way.

    • @sears1211
      @sears1211 2 месяца назад +8

      @@crescentceleste you could put "egg" as a placeholder and the next day a guys stove catches on fire while making eggs and an entire apartment complex burns down. Its just an overthought coincidence

    • @sears1211
      @sears1211 2 месяца назад +5

      @@crescentceleste plus the time the test broadcast said an event would happen didn't match up with the train wreck

    • @shnebb
      @shnebb 2 месяца назад +10

      If you check the wikipedia page on the 2106 Hoboken train wreck it states that FEMA in fact did send that message unintentionally. Also the engineer gave conflicting reports of what happened and they concluded that he fell asleep on the job. It's quite a coincidence but there's no evidence of hacking or foul play, just a lot of human error.

  • @LukeGAMING0692
    @LukeGAMING0692 3 года назад +2762

    “You have unlocked a bonus item.”
    Oh.... oh no....

    • @countingwithjerold
      @countingwithjerold 3 года назад +15

      Why am i the only reply to this comment 😳( the greatest mystery of all )

    • @RainyButterfly
      @RainyButterfly 3 года назад +25

      This was literally my reaction!

    • @IN-eb3lm
      @IN-eb3lm 3 года назад

      Good Content

    • @NorthernGreenEyes
      @NorthernGreenEyes 3 года назад +12

      Nexpo is crazy creative!!

    • @iamjacksennui
      @iamjacksennui 3 года назад +30

      A bit surprised I had to scroll down this far to see a mention of the clever Silent Hill edit.

  • @nestoramirez87
    @nestoramirez87 2 года назад +3808

    My grandmother had dementia. She would tell me very detailed stories of her child hood but couldn't remember who I was. During her last hours she fell into a deep coma her breathing was so light with long holds and then she stopped.....About 10 min later she woke up picked her head up and said her goodbyes to us calling each of us there by our names and then she was gone.

    • @saintvalleyhappy89
      @saintvalleyhappy89 2 года назад +253

      That’s wild.

    • @MC-ur6qv
      @MC-ur6qv 2 года назад +283

      Im sorry for your loss. It must be devestating watching your loved ones slowly slipping into a mental disease like that.

    • @crowley7110
      @crowley7110 2 года назад +18

      Damn

    • @Roy-wg1yk
      @Roy-wg1yk 2 года назад +64

      I find it sad that you care about the person that has dementia and they don't know who you are it's sad and it probably makes you feel safe because they don't know you and it makes you feel empty

    • @riverbord5353
      @riverbord5353 2 года назад +226

      Wow. Sometimes when people with dementia are in the process of dying, they suddenly become very clear and remember things they have forgotten ages ago. The last stand, so to say.

  • @benphish
    @benphish Год назад +235

    That car accident one was really disturbing. It's disgusting what corporations can get away with with just a slap on the wrist.

    • @johnalexander7490
      @johnalexander7490 5 месяцев назад +1

      I agree. Apparently it was real quick for them; the only silver lining to this story.

    • @zackkhan2874
      @zackkhan2874 3 месяца назад +9

      That incident was very much the drivers own fault as well. I’ve had that same thing happen to me and I just put it in neutral and then shut the engine off. It’s baffling that someone can drive a car for years and yet not think to put a car in neutral.

    • @_Circus_Clapped_
      @_Circus_Clapped_ 3 месяца назад +1

      it's not a corporation issue, it's a customer issue for not taking precautions

  • @jackhambacon3079
    @jackhambacon3079 Год назад +306

    Long time Joplin resident here. I was 11 when this happened. Hearing you say in 2011 I was filled with dread. You said Joplin and it physically affected me. I started tearing up at the memories of seeing the aftermath and the lives effected. My mother and brother were at high school graduation that night and on the way home they were caught in it. Neither of them were hurt but my mother suffered from ptsd. Whenever there was bad weather she would make us go to the storm shelter. It has taken a long time for Joplin to recover from this. The center of town is still barren from the lack of trees but most people have moved on. Many died from it but it always could be worse. Stay safe.

  • @strayorion2031
    @strayorion2031 2 года назад +3338

    Important fact, specially if you are a woman:
    If someone tries to kidnap you, fight with all you have even if they have a gun, you are statistically more likely to survive a fight with a kidnapper than being taken to another place, and even if you are injured or even killed during the fight...that's better than whatever they wanted to do to you once they took you to their desired location...

    • @destineyrodgers1733
      @destineyrodgers1733 2 года назад +182

      I as a fellow female agree!

    • @waterized_bottle
      @waterized_bottle 2 года назад +117

      As a woman, this is true

    • @femboy1141
      @femboy1141 2 года назад +14

      Ok

    • @luvlols4462
      @luvlols4462 2 года назад +452

      Sometimes your instincts will betray you. Flight, fight or freeze. Try not to freeze. Your best bet is attracting ALL the attention. Scream, swing your purse around above your head like a lasso, make a total spectacle of yourself to seem crazy af. If you can piss or shit yourself DO IT!! Do anything you can think of to be as loud, gross and insane as possible in this situation. The attacker will hopefully decide you're too much trouble and attracting too much attention to bother with.

    • @julian23561
      @julian23561 2 года назад +137

      Please, take self defense classes and get familiar with guns, they can help you a great deal. Stay safe.

  • @shibainu9043
    @shibainu9043 3 года назад +2378

    "thankfully, everyone in that store was okay that day."
    after hearing that audio, that was the most relieving thing you could've possibly said.

    • @krispy4L
      @krispy4L 3 года назад +8

      indeed

    • @xylouwu3148
      @xylouwu3148 3 года назад +31

      It really was relieving, a weight was lifted off my shoulders when he said that

    • @AssassinDevil34
      @AssassinDevil34 3 года назад +7

      I remember in a documentary after the tornado hit that gas station they had to get out because of leaking gas there was only a few injuries

    • @shibainu9043
      @shibainu9043 3 года назад +1

      @Oni same

    • @sf_7352
      @sf_7352 3 года назад +4

      As someone who lives in an area where tornadoes are pretty common i assure you no video can do justice to how scary being that close to a tornado is

  • @aj82772
    @aj82772 Год назад +227

    1:43 - Everywhere at the End of Time
    8:57 - Caught in the Storm
    14:09 - Night at the Coffee Stand
    18:47 - The Incident on Highway 125
    23:22 - Would You, Could You, On a Train?
    31:06 - ?

    • @WhitneyDahlin
      @WhitneyDahlin Год назад +33

      ‼️if your car is accelerating out of control like like that put the car in Neutral gear. Move the drive to N. That will cut the acceleration to the wheels. So your engine will be revving but no longer propelling the wheels forward. Then slowly and carefully apply the brakes and bring the car to a stop. Then put it in park, turn off your car and put your hazard lights on. DO NOT turn off the car while in a wild acceleration because you will suddenly lose all power steering and braking. Which is NOT ideal. Put the car in N. It was so frustrating listening to the 911 operator not know what to do and ask redundant questions! Their lives could have been saved. Why didn't they teach them how to stop a car in an emergency along with CPR in the operator training? They're all trained to guide someone to do CPR so shouldn't they be trained for something like this as well?!

    • @BRICKHOUSEMUSICLIMITED
      @BRICKHOUSEMUSICLIMITED 11 месяцев назад +1

      What?

    • @BRICKHOUSEMUSICLIMITED
      @BRICKHOUSEMUSICLIMITED 11 месяцев назад +1

      For the other reply

    • @WhitneyDahlin
      @WhitneyDahlin 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@BRICKHOUSEMUSICLIMITED me? I don't see any other comments besides mine and yours?

    • @hallowgrave
      @hallowgrave 10 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@WhitneyDahlin ? I think the problem was with the breaks themselves. Break and accelerator were both broken if what the video is saying is correct

  • @someguitardude8462
    @someguitardude8462 9 месяцев назад +93

    Late to the party but, as a composer I can say Caretaker's Everywhere at the End of Time is one of the single most brilliant works of programmatic music ever made. Period. I don't know how to describe it in layman terms, as I could write a whole dissertation on it, but the gradual dissolution of the thematic material truly makes you feel the stages of dementia. You even get to slowly forget the musical ideas that form the backbone of the album. Truly an exceptional composition.

    • @thatsickkidjaz1749
      @thatsickkidjaz1749 Месяц назад

      I think they did such a good job of making something that is familiar but also not familiar at the same time.

  • @rcols659
    @rcols659 3 года назад +4898

    I lost my great-grandmother to dementia in 2016, she was 99. She was a lively woman, even when she couldn't remember her family, she still cracked jokes with us and made us laugh. She had her red hair, which somehow never grayed and she never dyed it. And all of her teeth were still intact. She could still play piano and never failed to show off her skill. In her younger days, she was a school teacher, and after her death, her students wrote us letters and emails telling us how much she changed and affected their school experience. I miss you Mary, may you rest in peace.

    • @DyslexicMitochondria
      @DyslexicMitochondria 3 года назад +70

      Aww man im so sorry

    • @mattearenzi8972
      @mattearenzi8972 3 года назад +10

      @@DyslexicMitochondria Sup bro i watch ur channeI. Love ur vids. Fancy seeing you here

    • @kat._com
      @kat._com 3 года назад +167

      @@mattearenzi8972 wrong timing

    • @_swesters_
      @_swesters_ 3 года назад +41

      @@John-od8zv currently dealing with watching my gramama slowly being affected by dementia. She's still there but sometimes she says things that make me sad, and she would tell me the same thing every night and I just smile and give the same answer.

    • @amyntas2096
      @amyntas2096 3 года назад +15

      My grandma suffered from a plethora of illnesses but dementia was one of them. Near the end of her life she couldn’t recognize anyone or anything. No my grandpa is starting to slip away too. The Caretakers album hits different than when I first listened to it.

  • @TheRealGuywithoutaMustache
    @TheRealGuywithoutaMustache 3 года назад +14950

    At first he mentions how dark and disturbing reality is, then he manages to ease the tension by offering a positive outlook. Love this channel.

    • @RubyPiec
      @RubyPiec 3 года назад +93

      oh hey it's you

    • @schnauhze9073
      @schnauhze9073 3 года назад +119

      Lowkey been a while since I last seen one your comments , thought you stopped a lil while , how you doing man?

    • @justanotherhotguy
      @justanotherhotguy 3 года назад +54

      Every sad story needs a good ending.

    • @p0kem0nlvl1
      @p0kem0nlvl1 3 года назад +35

      wow you're so cool and quirky by replying on all these videos

    • @platinumdiamond1445
      @platinumdiamond1445 3 года назад +5

      Same here

  • @danielmonge3680
    @danielmonge3680 Год назад +396

    This is the only channel where I’ll watch the ads without skipping, gives my heart a chance to rest 😅

  • @DrChad1454
    @DrChad1454 11 месяцев назад +313

    I love how you don’t bring up paranormal things too often.

    • @bmo14lax
      @bmo14lax 10 месяцев назад +43

      Absolutely! In the first few episodes he did but now he really just sticks to real life stuff

    • @MrDC936
      @MrDC936 4 месяца назад

      I agree!

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 4 месяца назад +6

      Life is paranormal. If you haven't experienced it, you're missing out on the magic.

    • @colatf2
      @colatf2 3 месяца назад +15

      @@lorimiller4301uh, no it’s not. Everything has an explanation, even if we don’t know it yet

    • @snou1488
      @snou1488 3 месяца назад +2

      @@colatf2 🤓🤓🤓

  • @Tracer1999
    @Tracer1999 3 года назад +5651

    Hey, I'm Trace, I was one of the few people that were in the gas station during that tornado in Joplin. Truly a traumatizing experience to say the least. To say something positive out of something so morbid, thankfully that tornado hit on a Sunday. If it had happened during a school day, the death toll could have been so much higher. The Highschool was completely demolished. Happy to say Joplin has fully recovered.

    • @ramen604
      @ramen604 3 года назад +267

      yooo, wtf, RESPECT

    • @madisonhudak8626
      @madisonhudak8626 3 года назад +257

      The exact thing happened to my mom when she was younger. It was their graduation, and the school had a choice of doing it on week 1, or week 2 (a week later). As it happened, they decided to do the ceremony on week 2 and a tornado touched down on week one, completely destroying the gym where it was supposed to take place. To think that if they had decided on having the graduation ceremony a week earlier, I might not be here today.

    • @Cougelly1999
      @Cougelly1999 3 года назад +97

      @@madisonhudak8626 I remember seeing pictures of a road where the pavement was actually ripped up by that tornado, like being unzipped, unbelievable power

    • @kevintollefson935
      @kevintollefson935 3 года назад +20

      I moved there a week later and it was bad

    • @UglyPotato34
      @UglyPotato34 3 года назад +56

      My town had a tornado in 1967 that hit the high school and killed a lot. It's sad to know. It was a very devastating tornado. My teachers at my elementary school said they've gone through that. The memorial is at the front of the school its a very beautiful memorial. It's a statue of the tornado with the names of the students and adults that passed in the tornado. It's sad and I hope nothing like that happens ever again.

  • @Kurtizss
    @Kurtizss 3 года назад +2188

    As a wise man said:
    "The True fear is the distortion of familiar things"

    • @NorthernGreenEyes
      @NorthernGreenEyes 3 года назад +73

      I love that quote yet hate it at the same time because of how profound it is.
      Gives me a feeling of anxiety..

    • @KotaonPC
      @KotaonPC 3 года назад +13

      It hurts so much to watch it happen

    • @Lopfff
      @Lopfff 3 года назад +5

      Who said it?

    • @triplec6823
      @triplec6823 3 года назад +3

      💯

    • @bluepsiongamer4909
      @bluepsiongamer4909 3 года назад +3

      Where is this from?

  • @63brennan
    @63brennan Год назад +183

    I lost my mother to dementia during the pandemic. Today would have been her 71th birthday. The official cause of death was Covid but she got it in February and died in May. But back then if you got hit by a car the cause of death was COVID. The saddest and most horrifying thing I ever saw was the day my mom "left" or hit stage 6. I was trying to get her to take some medication and she refused. She had been a nurse for many many years and finally said, "I don't need that medicine, they only give that to people with dementia!" With tears in my eyes I had to say, "Mom you got diagnosed with dementia 5 months ago."
    My mother's face instantly turned to a look of shock and horror. As if my words had slapped her across the face. The fear and helplessness in her eyes will stay with me forever. Then as if someone had hit a switch or pulled a lever, her face went calm. Her eyes glazed over and she softly said, "Oh, Ok." She lived another year and a half, but after that moment, everything that was my mother; her warmth, personality, intelligence, memories, all of it was gone.

    • @TimmyBurch-sq1eo
      @TimmyBurch-sq1eo Год назад +6

      I'm sorry

    • @soggybread5406
      @soggybread5406 Год назад +1

      lol

    • @aarchunterontheinternet9918
      @aarchunterontheinternet9918 Год назад +13

      @@soggybread5406 wtf why did you say "lol"?

    • @delusion5867
      @delusion5867 Год назад

      @@aarchunterontheinternet9918 they just being an ass to troll

    • @phlexcrew
      @phlexcrew Год назад +5

      @@aarchunterontheinternet9918 either this dude dexter IRL or is laughing at when he said “it was her 71th birthday” ngl I read it out loud and it sounded like I had a lisp and I laughed a little. But that story is sad but strong. Makes me wanna hug my mom and tell her I love her all though we are in a weird place rn

  • @jtompkins1277
    @jtompkins1277 Год назад +312

    I watched all 13 Episodes tonight. Excellent, excellent stuff, and I'm seriously impressed with your volume modulation. Literally one of the first channels I've come across where I didn't experience any noticeable volume dips or spikes.

    • @regalblack1503
      @regalblack1503 Год назад +19

      How was your sleep 🤣

    • @jtompkins1277
      @jtompkins1277 Год назад +15

      @@regalblack1503 i don't recall

    • @sunshizzleyou
      @sunshizzleyou Год назад +21

      Agree, it’s the little things that most people aren’t aware of which make such a difference. He’s a great cinematic story teller.

    • @lobatoricky
      @lobatoricky Год назад +12

      His audio is indeed impressive. Never really noticed till you pointed that out!

    • @takenitfar4692
      @takenitfar4692 Год назад +2

      @@regalblack1503 deadass couldn’t sleep from the Dora moving her head

  • @devilfruitenjoyer2930
    @devilfruitenjoyer2930 3 года назад +2104

    When he said “except, in this photo, she wasn’t alive.” Literally shook me to the core

    • @B4BYST4RC4NDY
      @B4BYST4RC4NDY 3 года назад +122

      ikr i stopped breathing for a sec

    • @LunaVal
      @LunaVal 3 года назад +249

      It felt so off to me when I looked at it, and then i realised why her eyes were so empty and off seconds before he said she was already gone :(

    • @WynneL
      @WynneL 3 года назад +104

      @@LunaVal Same, omg. People like us with that sort of instinct can see the light missing from someone's eyes, like their energy has already gone somewhere else and you can just *feel* it. So disturbing to have that instinct confirmed after trying to tell yourself "it's probably just because the quality is bad" or something.

    • @LunaVal
      @LunaVal 3 года назад +131

      @@WynneL the good thing about it, is that apparently that particular photo is a recreation done by I'm assuming actors for a show segment about it, bc the real photo has different details about it like the hairstyle. This is all I've read from other comments and i haven't confirmed it myself yet, but i want to believe it's that bc the real photo shouldn't be shown publicly :( she needs to rest

    • @tinycockjock1967
      @tinycockjock1967 3 года назад +51

      @@WynneL Or yknow, we just seen dead things.
      Bodies of civilians are always gonna shake me. Bodies of troops or terrorists tho not as much. I see a video of someone walking through an area they bombed earlier and counts 16 bodies - all I could think is “fuck yeah take a stick and poke that armless ISIS motherfucker.”
      I see a civilian body and I just think “Fuck. This didn’t need to happen”
      There’s always something sinister behind a dead regular dude. A dead troop knows what he signed up for. That regular dude was just going on with his day before being stopped forever.
      I hope I didn’t come across as a “hurr hardcore military hurr durr” dude. It’s what came to my mind and I felt like sharing.

  • @ilikemusic4367
    @ilikemusic4367 2 года назад +3991

    “There exists at album named Everywhere at the end of time.”
    *No need to remind me.*

  • @blackwingrose
    @blackwingrose Год назад +95

    If you visited Joplin today you were be hard pressed to know we lived through that tornado, but we all remember it. There is no way to describe what it's like to drive through a town you knew so well but no longer can recognize where you are because everything is rubble. Luckily a lot of local communities as well as local and national organizations came to help us. People can be truly good at times.

  • @benjamin3922
    @benjamin3922 Год назад +25

    20 minute tornado warning is HUGE. The idea, is to for people to get into their basements, bathroom or underground shelter. People may not think so, but it’s a massive leap compared to the 2 minute warnings people had until VERY recently.

    • @brittanyhyatt3407
      @brittanyhyatt3407 2 месяца назад +1

      Yeah 20 minutes is a lot of time to get underground. Unfortunately some people don’t take the warnings seriously or they’re trying to see and film the tornado and then it’s too late.

  • @aquakit.133
    @aquakit.133 3 года назад +2466

    "Would you. Could you. On a Train?" gave me absolute chills. The idea of the emergency broadcast system being hacked is horrifying, especially if the same party was responsible for the crash.

    • @deathnocity4143
      @deathnocity4143 3 года назад +15

      SAME OMG

    • @alphalax7747
      @alphalax7747 3 года назад +25

      Have you never seen a TV Hijacking before? Its not that uncommon

    • @jerrell1169
      @jerrell1169 3 года назад +259

      @@alphalax7747 It’s relatively uncommon in the US, especially for the EAS since it’s federally secured.

    • @quantum5661
      @quantum5661 3 года назад +120

      can confirm, this shit doesnt happen in the us.

    • @Thfoxpz
      @Thfoxpz 3 года назад +50

      @@alphalax7747 you dont see it anymore, security's gotten way better

  • @ps2bndled
    @ps2bndled 3 года назад +1621

    "Except...in this photo, Samantha Koenigg wasn't alive."
    That has got to be the most chilling phrase I've ever heard.

    • @Estusstew
      @Estusstew 3 года назад +136

      Yea very disturbing. If you look close it looks like you can see ligature marks around her neck.

    • @johnheraghty6148
      @johnheraghty6148 3 года назад +52

      That’s why it’s the worst one

    • @imightbearacist6613
      @imightbearacist6613 3 года назад +5

      I like your name

    • @primordialquasar8664
      @primordialquasar8664 3 года назад +140

      @@Estusstew the image is a reenactment, real image was never exposed.

    • @AlvinFlang69420
      @AlvinFlang69420 3 года назад +10

      That guy is the reason why inmates deserve no r¡ghts.

  • @natattack_95
    @natattack_95 Год назад +262

    I just finished listening to the album and had to come back to share my experience. Wow. Stage 4-5 really are just torturous. Stage 4 activated my fight or flight response and I chose flight. I had to take a break. A long one. Almost 2 hours later I came back to finish it. By stage 6 I had grown accustomed to the chaos of 4 & 5 that the emptiness of 6 was peaceful, erie at first but slowly turns soothing. It felt like what I imagine floating in space would “feel or sound” like. Then there’s the last 5 minutes… it’s so hauntingly beautiful that I was crying when it finally came to complete silence. No white nose or drone sounds, just a moment of silence. It really leaves you with a life -altering feeling, like you’ve aged 10 years.

    • @lobatoricky
      @lobatoricky Год назад +19

      I applaud you for sitting through that. I’ve thought about it myself but I don’t think I could finish the entire thing the way it’s meant to listened to. You’re a champ!

    • @sekirk
      @sekirk Год назад +9

      Thank you for posting this, I don’t think I can handle it but it’s clearly an important and impressive piece of art

    • @stonward
      @stonward Год назад +1

      Yes...

    • @WhitneyDahlin
      @WhitneyDahlin Год назад +5

      I love how art can do that. Really good art. True art, changes you.

  • @Loud_Kid
    @Loud_Kid Год назад +86

    I don’t have dementia, and I don’t personally know anyone with it, but I don’t know how to explain how afraid I am of slowly forgetting everyone I know and love.
    How will I know my little sister is my little sister, or maybe my friends will invite themselves in and I’m terrified why this random person is in my house, yet they stare at me with somber eyes. I mean it when I say
    I’m so afraid of forgetting

    • @Chloroxite
      @Chloroxite Год назад +3

      Dementia is a very real condition that represents some of my deepest, strongest fears. When I learned about this stuff for the first time it scared me deeply to realize my mind was not invulnerable, just like my body. And somehow, knowing my mind could fade terrifies me more.
      I don't know why, I may never know why, but I don't think I will ever be able to fully get over this reality.

  • @shengwenyu99
    @shengwenyu99 3 года назад +2090

    To anyone if your accelarator ever get stuck, dont turn off the vehicle, just put it in neutral and try to stop safely. Turning off the vehicle will lock up the steering wheel and you wont be able to turn.

    • @stevenknab4709
      @stevenknab4709 3 года назад +248

      Been reading up on the supposed 90+ people that died in 2009 from "stuck" accelerators, well black box recollections proved that it was mostly human error. Drivers would get panicked and would hit the accelerators instead of brakes when they thought it got stuck. I've personally had floor mats in my 06 Buick get stuck and freak me out for a second but yeah. Absolutely right, always always always, put it in neutral.

    • @hilfdsgfuiw
      @hilfdsgfuiw 3 года назад +28

      Drive-by-wire is really fucked up.

    • @Solidpwner94
      @Solidpwner94 3 года назад +136

      @@stevenknab4709 My first thought at the mention of no brakes was "both of them?". Not a car expert or even an enthusiast but how do you end up with a stuck accelerator, a non-functional brake, and a non-functional handbrake?

    • @stevenknab4709
      @stevenknab4709 3 года назад +19

      @@Solidpwner94 oh that's totally true. Article and court never even addressed that.

    • @lifespanofafry1534
      @lifespanofafry1534 3 года назад +9

      How in the world would anyone mix up peddles? Left foot left peddle. Right foot right pedal.

  • @ncrtrooper1782
    @ncrtrooper1782 3 года назад +1956

    The Caretaker isn't depressing until you remember this is real for some people. You spend 6 hours, others spend their lives.

    • @averagefan2397
      @averagefan2397 3 года назад +7

      you are everywhere

    • @ncrtrooper1782
      @ncrtrooper1782 3 года назад +98

      @@averagefan2397 everywhere at the end of time.

    • @100acatfishandwillbreakyou2
      @100acatfishandwillbreakyou2 3 года назад +68

      @@averagefan2397
      Patrolling the youtube comments section almost makes you wish for a nuclear winter.

    • @veliamontoya6543
      @veliamontoya6543 3 года назад +6

      And I imagine both times the seconds feel like an everlasting hell

    • @mooganify
      @mooganify 3 года назад +1

      I give up after the first song

  • @abyssalcorgi2627
    @abyssalcorgi2627 Год назад +132

    Give this man a netflix deal already wtf. Your quality is top tier, editing is fire, the content itself is fascinating. Love this channel please keep going

    • @drakeperry7458
      @drakeperry7458 7 месяцев назад +15

      Please don’t. Netflix will find some way to fuck this up.

  • @noodle9719
    @noodle9719 3 месяца назад +12

    The Samantha section was already scary enough, so when you mentioned that the killer was caught in my dad's hometown at a restaurant I've been to multiple times, I got chills. Had no idea this happened

  • @brandonlong6595
    @brandonlong6595 3 года назад +1863

    I work for Toyota. When you hire in, they make you listen to that 911 call. Every year on the anniversary of the accident they recount it to us again so that we never forget and never let something like that happen again.

    • @beastmaster415
      @beastmaster415 3 года назад +140

      Damn that's rough dude... Cuz that call was so damn sad 🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @professionalcommenter
      @professionalcommenter 3 года назад +282

      I'm glad that they didn't forget the family and brush it aside. It may seem disturbing but the Asian countries have great respect for those that have died. They mention the family as a means of rememberance for the family. So

    • @notlengthy
      @notlengthy 3 года назад +56

      they should also teach people how to turn their engines off, use an e-break or putting a car in neutral

    • @WillyBoyy
      @WillyBoyy 3 года назад +12

      They couldn’t turn the car off? Or they just didnt think to do it?

    • @MackieLars
      @MackieLars 3 года назад +78

      @@WillyBoyy if it was possible, they highly likely didn't have the mind to think about it that time. unfortunately by the end of the day it's the manufacturer's fault because you can't fully expect people to be able to think on a high stress situation

  • @somedude4481
    @somedude4481 3 года назад +2112

    “Except, in this photo Samantha Koenig wasn’t alive”
    Holy shit

    • @rainbowrotcod
      @rainbowrotcod 3 года назад +247

      THAT DISTURBED ME GREATLY.

    • @CarmenRodriguez-gq5gq
      @CarmenRodriguez-gq5gq 3 года назад +154

      I knew that was coming but holy shit I still wasn't ready

    • @puffpuffpass3214
      @puffpuffpass3214 3 года назад +75

      Dude yeah I was parked hotboxing and this shit creeped me out like a mf

    • @bormby_jones
      @bormby_jones 3 года назад +61

      It looked more disturbing the moment i heard that

    • @bormby_jones
      @bormby_jones 3 года назад +1

      @@Derrick-1209 wrong

  • @qtmisskris8743
    @qtmisskris8743 Год назад +38

    That storm footage was so intense. The child crying, “I love you mama” just put me to tears.

    • @BlackslooklikeHarambe
      @BlackslooklikeHarambe 12 дней назад +1

      It’s hilarious 😂😂 they got SCARED. I’ll never understand why people scream and cry like it’s going to help anything. It’s a shame that cooler was there

  • @Lxurelxi
    @Lxurelxi Год назад +56

    I remember being a child and driving through Joplin in the following years and the amount of damage and evidence of the tornado was astounding even after it had been so long

  • @Jujikp
    @Jujikp 3 года назад +2679

    this is such morbid advice, but it is the best advice my dad has ever given me. if anyone ever points a gun at you and tries to kidnap you, it is best to be shot. do not go with them, do everything you can to fight them or have them shoot you. lie down on the floor, attack them, do whatever. being shot and killed in that moment is going to be a better end for you than whatever that person has planned for you.
    edit: since this is getting a lot of attention, everyone needs to carry a self defense weapon. get pepper spray with uv, a taser, a knife, or get your license to carry. keep a knife in your purse and one in your car’s console, keep pepper spray on your car keys, and take self defense classes if possible. stay safe out there, people.

    • @knatspray
      @knatspray 3 года назад +291

      He’s a smart man, I myself am currently experiencing existential lonelyness. But I am happy to still be alive and not have any lifechangingly horrifying experiences yet. Though things are bad in my mind, the world around me as I perceive it is bright and happy.

    • @Jujikp
      @Jujikp 3 года назад +221

      @@punkchris i exaggerated that it was the best advice, but considering what happens in most scenarios when you go with the kidnapper, it is definitely the best advice i’ve received regarding that

    • @Jujikp
      @Jujikp 3 года назад +52

      @@knatspray well i’m glad you’re still fighting! keep it up!

    • @CKelloggs
      @CKelloggs 3 года назад +31

      @@knatspray hope you do well in the future pal, you won’t always be lonely I promise you

    • @iHaveTheDocuments
      @iHaveTheDocuments 3 года назад +119

      Not only that but if you fight hard, the guy may not bother. They don't want possible attention. Don't give them what they want and go quietly away with them.

  • @konocattoda8799
    @konocattoda8799 3 года назад +902

    Just imagine suddenly you woke up in your bed, and then there is a strange man came out of nowhere, holding your hand and call you "father"...
    Then another strange woman came claiming to be your wife, then another man claiming to be your little brother...
    And its keeps going...
    Man, dementia really sucks and yet give me goosebumps

    • @--.._
      @--.._ 3 года назад +59

      i honestly want to be painlessly euthanized if i ever get the 1st signs of dementia

    • @selenajarv8763
      @selenajarv8763 3 года назад +5

      Dont make me cry

    • @Jack-nn6gn
      @Jack-nn6gn 3 года назад +29

      if i ever get diagnosed with dementia i'm gonna get a syringe and fill it with more than a lethal dose of heroin, and i'm gonna keep it in my room as it progresses, and hope that once i start to slip for good i'll have a moment of lucidity to use that needle

    • @TypicalTip
      @TypicalTip 3 года назад +7

      I would rather die of something else than get dementia, it's my worse nightmare.

    • @YunsAvatar
      @YunsAvatar 3 года назад +26

      Honestly, it's the loss of filters that scares me a lot.
      I've known a few too many people who've had dementia. Seeing the "real person" hidden within is worse.
      And don't get me wrong, I'm not judging them. They are all good people, as proven by the fact that no hint of the things inside ever came out. They fought their whole lives to be kind, gentle, pure, and good. Only to have their minds give out and reveal that they were stopping themselves from being a much different person.
      Seeing an 80 year old minister's wife who had raised a minister, been part of churches, and never said a thing wrong go into a string of expletives and threats because those filters were gone hurts. That's not a memory that anyone wants of her.
      Seeing a man who did nothing but make others smile, laugh, and improve their lives recounting tales of imagined murderers waiting to kill him in the dark, because he endured horrible trauma in war and never shared it with his family and never wanted them to know his fears; it breaks your heart.

  • @marcoaccardo9989
    @marcoaccardo9989 Год назад +68

    What got me hooked onto your channel is this feeling that you are putting your heart into it. The videos are beautifully crafted to set the mood, and the content go deep in the darkness, but there are several channels that do it too. But it's not just a mindless collection of bizarre stuff handpicked for the views, as more than once you have imput your reflections on the presented themes, which brings us back and reminds us of our humanity. And how you open this video is one of these moments that stand out. Great work.

    • @alstinson
      @alstinson 3 месяца назад

      I think you understand the subtle nature of the appeal of this show; it's like a beautifully crafted trainwreck, and I can't stop watching, despite sensing what's around the corner.

  • @thecount8795
    @thecount8795 Год назад +88

    Just stumbled upon this video. The first piece of internet findings you showed hits home. My grandmother too, has dementia. Although she hasn’t quite forgotten who we are yet, certain things she seems to not remember. She doesn’t remember that my home is her home, and that she lives here. My family and I take it day by day, and keep reminding her of things she may have forgotten about. Thank you for sharing your personal connection to this awful illness

    • @purp2883
      @purp2883 Год назад +1

      It's definitely not an easy thing to deal with. Stay strong :) God bless.

    • @mariawhite7337
      @mariawhite7337 Год назад

      My great grandma was in the VERY early stages of dementia. She was a baker and would forget stuff like salt or baking soda. Before she died when we visited her she told people she knew who *I* was because I was the really weird grandkid. (I was in my goth stage with those strappy pants, she wanted a pair. Lol.) Sadly, or better, she passed before dementia got her. Though her passing is a extremely sore spot in my heart.

  • @Ricky-jj6ot
    @Ricky-jj6ot 3 года назад +2914

    Dementia is probably one of the most scariest mental disorder and worst ways to go out. Losing that special connection with your family and dying with your life feeling empty. And then even seeing your family struggle to help you as much as they can.

    • @6z0
      @6z0 3 года назад +75

      yup, and we’re witnessing that first hand with our very own president of the usa!!

    • @CountJackNoire
      @CountJackNoire 3 года назад +336

      @@6z0 Can you not

    • @tophatguy8025
      @tophatguy8025 3 года назад +172

      @@6z0 this is not the place for politics

    • @kevinnnnn5598
      @kevinnnnn5598 3 года назад +156

      @@6z0 read the room

    • @lvnar5734
      @lvnar5734 3 года назад +24

      @@6z0 honestly bro it’s pretty sad

  • @moonlightequilibrium
    @moonlightequilibrium 3 года назад +3466

    that car crash story is so insanely depressing. i can't believe how calm he was. jesus christ.

    • @0oidiedinatimemachineo024
      @0oidiedinatimemachineo024 3 года назад +692

      it sounds like at the end of the call he basically knew they were about to die when he was like "pray, pray". So sad.

    • @yourmother5810
      @yourmother5810 3 года назад +228

      Would turning off the engine really have worked? They were probably too frightened to actually hear him say that but I'm just wondering.

    • @KiLlErCrUz2
      @KiLlErCrUz2 3 года назад +463

      @@yourmother5810 it most likely would have. There shouldnt have been anything stopping him from turning it off. I'd assume panic set in and they just called 911. In that time they could have turned it off and it would have slowed a lot more and could have saved lives. I've had my thottle stick due to a piece breaking and getting stuck in the throttle. It is a scary thing to have happen but keeping calm and not panicking is what can really save yours and others lives.

    • @BigPimpGrant
      @BigPimpGrant 3 года назад +193

      @@0oidiedinatimemachineo024 I think that when he said to pray it was just about crossing the intersection, that they pass through without hitting any cars

    • @lordjacesearcy9382
      @lordjacesearcy9382 3 года назад +324

      @@KiLlErCrUz2 I think everyone needs to develop the skill of staying calm in high intensity situations
      It really can save lives, but it's a hard thing to do

  • @tomheadington4762
    @tomheadington4762 2 месяца назад +3

    One of the many interesting things with "everything at the end of time" is the last few minutes, after hours of seemingly random noise, the music returns, like in stage 1. This represents the "terminal lucidity" that people experience just before death, where they can suddenly remember a lot and start acting more jolly.

  • @sashageorges4643
    @sashageorges4643 Год назад +13

    My wife lost her grandmother to dementia when she was very young. She tells me such wonderful stories about her grandmother that I sometimes forget the horrible, traumatic reality behind this disease. That music made me realize for the first time why my wife still stiffens with fear whenever she forgets the smallest thing, and why the topic of her grandmother's dementia still upsets her so deeply. Thank you for sharing such a beautifully disturbing piece...

  • @somebody-xr5oe
    @somebody-xr5oe 3 года назад +2859

    everyone gangsta till the 1940’s music becomes distorted

    • @bironjames9948
      @bironjames9948 3 года назад +2

      Lol

    • @ystarlight6667
      @ystarlight6667 3 года назад +4

      Amandaishere.jpg
      A woman named Amanda married a therapist. A patient of this therapist was obsessed with him and jealous of Amanda, so She kidnapped her, took her to Sorren lake and tortured, killed and buried her, and also She stole her engagement ring after cutting off the finger. The cops found Amanda bc She tried to crawl out of her grave and died with only the arms sticking out of the mud. Since she didn't want to be forgotten, Amanda came back as an image. As a vengace, a photo of Amanda must be shared in order to avoid being killer or haunted by her, or they Will find only your arms

    • @player0ne16
      @player0ne16 3 года назад +64

      @@ystarlight6667 ah, yes
      chain mail, my favorite

    • @mondelsson
      @mondelsson 3 года назад +45

      @@player0ne16 it's been a long time since I've seen a new one of these.

    • @alphalax7747
      @alphalax7747 3 года назад +1

      No

  • @kerosenecowboy5684
    @kerosenecowboy5684 3 года назад +3223

    The tornado footage was grim, but hearing complete strangers weather it together and comfort each other puts a little faith in humanity back in my heart

    • @emilybarclay8831
      @emilybarclay8831 3 года назад +201

      In situations like that, people will either tear eachother apart or hold eachother close and usually thankfully it’s the latter

    • @jcstitches4671
      @jcstitches4671 3 года назад +16

      @@emilybarclay8831 have you seen a black friday sale

    • @emilybarclay8831
      @emilybarclay8831 3 года назад +132

      @@jcstitches4671 the people at a Black Friday sale are motivated by the opposite of what someone in a survival situation is motivated by. Material greed vs health and survival. Humans are social animals, working together in groups to ensure the survival of all is an evolutionary adaptation, but material greed is different, especially when money comes into it. You can share water and food amongst a group of hurricane survivors, you can’t share a flatscreen between 12 households

    • @jcstitches4671
      @jcstitches4671 3 года назад +4

      @@emilybarclay8831 I’m talking about how a black friday sale is akin to a natural disaster lol

    • @steelrain714
      @steelrain714 3 года назад +4

      This kinda scared me since it's tornado season right now

  • @jennas1719
    @jennas1719 Год назад +1

    My great grandmother was exactly like yours. Same time frame and everything. Her husband died before I knew him and when I was very young too. Tears roll down my cheek as you say everything that my mind could speak about my great grandmother. I'm 34 now. And I worry my mom and grandma, even me may have dementia when we get older. You perfectly encapsulated everything with this audio track and personal representation of it. Your words give me comfort, as I know "no, I'm not alone in my grief."
    I know this video was posted a year ago but my thoughts of compassion be with you. I miss mine too❣️

  • @griffon106
    @griffon106 Год назад +29

    my mom-mom is currently suffering from dementia. she asks questions over and over again, forgets to take care of her cats, forgets to eat, forgets to drink. luckily she still feels happiness when family visits, but her world is becoming smaller and smaller and her memory isn't getting any better. i can tell it won't be long before she starts forgetting names. my heart goes out to anyone else who is watching, or has watched, a family member slip away like this.

  • @Jman0163
    @Jman0163 3 года назад +3637

    Gotta say: The tornado footage was an emotional rollercoaster. Hearing that child cry out for her mother, but her responding that she was okay was such a relief.

    • @ZG-qe6ck
      @ZG-qe6ck 3 года назад +121

      I lived about 30 minutes from Joplin when the tornado hit. I had friends who went to the highschool. Seeing the school leveled was horrifying....

    • @Josxph1
      @Josxph1 3 года назад +26

      I lived 2.5 hours away from that in Liberty MO and my old friends home was entirely destroyed, he lived with me for about a year. it was awful, couple years prior we had an EF3 that was only 200 yards from my house, no real damage but it blew a trampoline into my culdesac lol.

    • @paremyoutube
      @paremyoutube 3 года назад +57

      Thanks, Shrexual Tension

    • @migitri
      @migitri 3 года назад +29

      About 4 years ago, a tornado came through my neighborhood. To this day, I'm super panicky on windy days, even when the skies are clear. We're still finding pieces of glass in the carpet from when a chunk of metal siding torpedoed through my window, near where I was standing moments before.
      Thankfully, no humans died in the tornado. People lost their houses though.

    • @flamester6014
      @flamester6014 3 года назад +14

      @@migitri That sounds horrible, would you consider the stress you get from windy days, PTSD?

  • @AJK156
    @AJK156 3 года назад +813

    That last one if fucking terrifying. I cant imagine how scary it must have felt for the mother to run in that room to get her child knowing full well that there was most likely an intruder still in there

    • @NorthernGreenEyes
      @NorthernGreenEyes 3 года назад +43

      He even looks creepy!! 😣

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 3 года назад +24

      oh no. i saw this comment before watching the last one (i came to hide in the comments for a bit lol. its 2am..) im scared
      edit.. that was not fun to think about

    • @scarecrow27r39
      @scarecrow27r39 3 года назад +1

      !makes me wanna go insane

    • @Deeds2022
      @Deeds2022 3 года назад +2

      @@pvic6959 3am for me 😬

    • @ps2bndled
      @ps2bndled 3 года назад +15

      Even I couldn't imagine how I would feel as a baby when I see some creepy middle aged bald man looming over me.
      In the middle of the night.
      With me wide awake.
      Pitch black.
      In my crib.

  • @sparkleysr1983
    @sparkleysr1983 Год назад +7

    Just found your channel yesterday. Very easily been watching for hours on end... but this, this one got me. My dad passed two years ago from Alzheimers.... what a f@$k of a disease. It was a nearly 12 year descent of watching him lose himself. Unless you've been extremely close (such as a care taker) you rarely see how bad it really is. Two years, and I still have a hard time talking about much of what I saw. I took videos throughout, but I can't even bring myself to watch any yet. I'll have to look into this first video mentioned. Thank you for sharing!!

  • @TheEpicpoptart
    @TheEpicpoptart Год назад +17

    Everytime I come back and watch this video, I have to skip Everywhere at the End of Time, not because it's disturbing, but because it imparts an absolute sense of sorrow for those around me who have had to deal with that awful disease. I break down everytime I watch it. My grandfather is 80 years old, and I hope, that he never has to suffer with that.

  • @NooHobby
    @NooHobby 3 года назад +1338

    The “would you. Could you. On a train” really didn’t sit right with me for some reason, just reading that over and over seems like a personal threat

    • @ursosussy5582
      @ursosussy5582 3 года назад +227

      same, for some reason, it really resonated with me, gave me chills down my spine. why the train? why did the alert end on the 29th? why did the train not stop, why was it only THAT area? its fucking creepy

    • @vexmau5
      @vexmau5 3 года назад +165

      @@ursosussy5582 I definitely believe that it was aimed at a person or some sort of organization that is involved in that area. It was specific and narrowed down so that someone or certain people can recognize exactly what that message means

    • @c0rn_flakes997
      @c0rn_flakes997 3 года назад +47

      lmao green eggs and ham

    • @parisgaalaas7541
      @parisgaalaas7541 3 года назад +92

      Ya not gonna lie, I feel violated. It just feels so wrong... Like someone is saying it directly to me... I don't know what conspiracy to believe, but it feels like whoever did it was saying, "take the train. don't say I didn't warn you." Fucked up.

    • @ryans6969
      @ryans6969 3 года назад +40

      I live relatively close to Utica NY and I remember after the train crash everybody around here was freaking out because of that message. I almost forgot about that until now

  • @laalaa41
    @laalaa41 2 года назад +2904

    My mum suffered from dementia. In the last three months of her life, we managed to get her into the most exclusive, luxurious care home we could afford - it was like a 5 star hotel with its own beauty salon, film theatre (held about 12 people), a bar where they could have free sherry or wine or coffee, biscuits. It was the only care home which did not smell if you know what I mean. Although she was as comfortable as we could get, she described how she felt once as "surreal". The saddest moment was when she asked if I'd seen dad lately. He had passed away 2 years before. I asked where she thought he was. "I think he is in England". Inside I wailed - I think she thought he had left her. So I told her that yes he was in England, he was very sorry he couldnt visit her more often but he was preparing a beautiful house for her, for when she felt better and could travel. Not a lie, not really.

    • @imonkeybee
      @imonkeybee 2 года назад +288

      Unfortunately it's always easier to bend the truth in these situations, rather than make them distressed and tell the full truth :(

    • @jamesbernier493
      @jamesbernier493 2 года назад +142

      A lie. But that's alright sometimes.

    • @laalaa41
      @laalaa41 2 года назад +103

      @@jamesbernier493 Yeah, sometimes they do more good than harm.

    • @cerulee
      @cerulee 2 года назад +80

      I'm sorry for your loss. My grandmother passed 6 months ago after a stroke left her bedridden for the last year and a half of her life. She hated how her body didn't work anymore and it was awful to watch her slowly wither away, but one thing I am grateful for is that she didn't lose her memories. I don't know if I could bear watching a person I love just disappear like that.

    • @jessicahanley5080
      @jessicahanley5080 2 года назад +34

      Oh God. I'm really sorry. I would hug you as hard as i could if you were in front of me. I'm just sorry you have that memory.

  • @emilyshedevil6967
    @emilyshedevil6967 Год назад +9

    I work as a caregiver at a senior center and this really hit me. People with severe dementia are fascinating to work with, but it really can make you sad.

  • @TheTheghasts
    @TheTheghasts 4 месяца назад +1

    Can’t believe I’ve rewatched all of these so many times and have just now seen that bonus one at the end for the first time.
    Love your content, and can’t wait for volume 14!!

  • @lynxbobo8036
    @lynxbobo8036 3 года назад +1388

    to me Caretaker isn’t disturbing it’s more depressing and nerve racking that this album can put you through so much emotions

    • @lynxbobo8036
      @lynxbobo8036 3 года назад +39

      i’m so grateful my grandma never suffered from this illness before she passed, i can’t even begin to imagine the pain i’d feel when someone so important to me has forgotten who i am, or can’t even remember her own name, and forget to shut off the lights. The hurt i would feel for any elder going through this has intensified after listening to this album , i can really understand what they’re going through in a deeper way.I’m truly sorry for anyone whose relative that has suffered through dementia. truly sad

    • @samuelluisdelespiritusanto7343
      @samuelluisdelespiritusanto7343 3 года назад +31

      I believe to a lot of people, consciousness with slowly deteriorating memory/mind is scary

    • @Jasmine-wj3zd
      @Jasmine-wj3zd 3 года назад +3

      Ah I agree, I can’t imagine forgetting everything you’ve ever lived through ‘ ^ ‘

    • @user-ey9os9xi7p
      @user-ey9os9xi7p 3 года назад

      so true

    • @TheGalacksy
      @TheGalacksy 3 года назад +3

      I remember when I listened to the entire thing, it really messed me up in the head for about a week. "It's just a burning memory" still echoes around in my thoughts sometimes

  • @adrielsebastian5216
    @adrielsebastian5216 3 года назад +2480

    The most frightening thing about Keyes wasn't even mentioned in the video: he had stashed kill caches around America, basically buckets filled with weapons, ammo, money, and other tools. When he got the urge to kill he'd dig up one of these caches. He once went all the way from Alaska to Vermont and killed a completely random couple with a kit he'd buried years before. I think they found one in NY and another in WY, but there could still be more of them out there since he made numerous trips to the lower 48. The man's incredibly methodical and prepared every murder in extreme details.

    • @j0hnbr0ck
      @j0hnbr0ck 3 года назад +280

      We'll probably never even know how many victims he actually had either since they were all completely random and he was able to make them pretty much disappear forever

    • @JK-gm6kk
      @JK-gm6kk 3 года назад +85

      Geocaching anyone?

    • @MasterKombatBro
      @MasterKombatBro 3 года назад +27

      The comedian Dan Cummings has a episode of his podcast dedicated to him. It's on RUclips under bad magic productions or timesuck

    • @whynotanyting
      @whynotanyting 3 года назад +183

      Clever enough to geocache weapons, but dumb enough to use a victim's credit card, in the same country no less.

    • @JamesMurray3
      @JamesMurray3 3 года назад +49

      @@whynotanyting Maybe he wanted to get be caught...

  • @jasminerogers9284
    @jasminerogers9284 Год назад +10

    I also lost my great grandmother to dementia. Hearing this album made my heart ache realizing what she might’ve gone through, and how isolating it must’ve felt for her. I remember her being so full of life as I would sit with her as a kid while she’d make cookies for me. I would often explore her house for little “treasures” of her past and ask her about them. As she got older, she moved into a nursing home. And slowly I would see those sticky notes appear as well. Although there would be many times she’d ask who I was, she would always treat me with love and joke around with me. I miss her, even if I didn’t get to know her while she was in her prime. But I have hope and faith that she’s in a much better place right now, free from suffering.

  • @campercasey722
    @campercasey722 Год назад +19

    I wasn't expecting this video to hit me as hard as it did, my grandmother is currently starting her journey into life with dementia and its a daunting thing for our family to get used to. hopefully she doesn't fall into it as fast as some do. She has a lot of personality for an older woman and I hate to think that some day it is will all be a distant memory. You live as long as the last person to remember you, Stay healthy, stay safe.

  • @nel0674
    @nel0674 3 года назад +1768

    Dementia is probably the illness I'm most afraid off. It's so unjust to strip someone from his memories, personality, self

    • @annabellelee5665
      @annabellelee5665 3 года назад +11

      I agree

    • @cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245
      @cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245 3 года назад +95

      Real talk. Just kill me

    • @Lenauh
      @Lenauh 3 года назад +26

      like genuinely its really scary.

    • @takodachi1332
      @takodachi1332 3 года назад +105

      @@cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245 id rather die in a flash than lose all except my flesh

    • @littlemissemila1818
      @littlemissemila1818 3 года назад +46

      @@cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245 I would do that, I can’t live without remembering my parents, life, and all the things I love to do. That’s what makes me me. Without that what’s the point of living?

  • @Realfield
    @Realfield 3 года назад +590

    "While they may have forgotten, they surely won't be"
    What a line.

    • @Sethocalypse
      @Sethocalypse 3 года назад +8

      That line instantly made me tear up.

  • @glashoppah
    @glashoppah Год назад +3

    This one was particularly intense. I hope there will be new installments of this series. Great stuff.

  • @fitsy1011
    @fitsy1011 2 месяца назад

    I never thought I'd start crying during a binge watch of this series. Literally tried so hard not to and then ended up just giving in. Thank you for your kind words Nexpo. They really resonated with me.

  • @madcatto8482
    @madcatto8482 3 года назад +2571

    Everybody gangster until Nexpo says “Take a look.”

    • @cedricrenaud5657
      @cedricrenaud5657 3 года назад +59

      I've had no trouble so far but I'm at the point where there's a man in a baby's bedroom and I'm kinda hesistating to look at the picture. Is it that bad?

    • @alexandranaughton7408
      @alexandranaughton7408 3 года назад +8

      @@cedricrenaud5657 it's definitely a ghost

    • @cedricrenaud5657
      @cedricrenaud5657 3 года назад +34

      @@alexandranaughton7408 well ghosts don't exist so I guess I'm fine then haha. What's scary are things that are grounded in reality.

    • @madcatto8482
      @madcatto8482 3 года назад +47

      @@cedricrenaud5657 Its not that bad, its just a very dark photo of a man in a t shirt kneeling down infront of the baby carrage

    • @cedricrenaud5657
      @cedricrenaud5657 3 года назад +1

      @@madcatto8482 alright thanks!

  • @slugmoment9595
    @slugmoment9595 3 года назад +2181

    “Let’s set the mood” *proceeds to play a song that emotionally destroys me*

  • @Slowpokeinabathtub
    @Slowpokeinabathtub Месяц назад +2

    4:39 , I actually teared up, a family friend who has turned 100 is in a home she suffers from dementia.. she was so spritely and loved by everybody in my family. When we used to visit her she would talk to me about me, as if I wasn’t in the room with her. She would talk about being back home (in St Lucia) and often times thinking she was back there. As the music progresses I cannot help but think of her current stage now. Lifeless, holding on, but to what? She’s at a stage where she knows nobody but the nurses caring for her, unable to eat or drink without aid. She’s not the woman I used to know from my childhood. It made me cry knowing she most likely remembered me talking to someone about me not knowing that was me. She said how she misses me and my grandma though we are RIGHT THERE IN THE ROOM WITH HER.
    I encourage people to donate to foundations so more research can be done on this horrid horrid disease. Please, donate. I don’t want a world where this disease ever has to destroy another family again.
    Ultimately it’s not just the patient that lives with it. It’s everybody around the patient. Family, friends, work colleagues etc.
    The worst way to go. Not knowing where anybody is and always in a state of confusion.
    She hasn’t died, Stella her name is. She’s still alive and will be approaching 101 this April.
    6:17 oh Stella, is this how you view the world? I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry. I love you loads.

  • @kathrynjames6151
    @kathrynjames6151 Год назад +3

    I cannot describe how the album at the beginning hits home for me. I am a music Major myself, and I went into it mostly because of my family and great grandmother who loved to play music when she was younger. I've never been told if she truly has dementia, but I've seen the signs the last few times we've been able to visit her. She mistakes me for one of her relatives back in the 30's. Hearing that music, and with my background to help understand what music is trying to tell us, all I can say is that it is spot on. Even with just the small bits you used in the video, it is clear to me that the music loses sense of what it originally was as things become muddled and eventually lost to time. It made me tear up knowing that is what my great grandmother is going through, but it also made me feel a little at ease to understand because now I will know what to expect, and be there for her when it finally happens.

  • @rb1sarah
    @rb1sarah 3 года назад +1587

    why is no one talking about the “would you. could you. on a train?” thats absolutely terrifying. surely that’s not a coincidence- and the fact that it’s unsolved and is largely unknown makes it all the more terrifying

    • @Kristynne.
      @Kristynne. 3 года назад +267

      That one piqued my interest as well, mostly because I've never heard of it. So eerie, it seemes like too much of a coincidence for the alert to go live just a day before.
      Is the reason of the crash known? Did the breaks fail? Did something happen to the engineer and he passed out? Nexpo didn't mention anything about this.

    • @FreshCalimari
      @FreshCalimari 3 года назад +113

      That one absolutely horrified me. That is absolutely not a coincidence

    • @Blinxy18
      @Blinxy18 3 года назад +69

      I was shocked when I saw that part, Wktv is my local news station and I had no idea about this

    • @PanzerMan332
      @PanzerMan332 3 года назад +168

      @@Kristynne. According to Wikipedia: "The events leading up to the crash remain unclear but are being investigated."
      So that's pretty much it. Nobody knows why or how it happened. Apparently the engineer himself doesn't remember the accident clearly, just that he woke up on the cab floor after the crash happened.
      For my money, he fell asleep or nodded off for enough time for the train to crash without someone to man the brakes, since he was diagnosed with sleep apnea afterwards and up to that point he was an experienced engineer with two decades of work in the position. But that still doesn't explain the hijacked messages.

    • @DrearyLaneTheatre
      @DrearyLaneTheatre 3 года назад +142

      @@PanzerMan332 I'm not saying he didn't fall asleep, that's definitely a possibility, but Sleep Apnea is a condition that causes unusual breathing in your sleep, it doesn't *make* you fall asleep.

  • @jeepersss2474
    @jeepersss2474 3 года назад +1183

    Keyes sewed samantha's eyes open and used his girlfriend at the time make up on her to make her look "more alive" before sending the picture. What an awful human being.

    • @NvmThemHereIAm
      @NvmThemHereIAm 3 года назад +28

      It's obvious she's already dead in the photo

    • @kimmyfreak200
      @kimmyfreak200 3 года назад +88

      @@NvmThemHereIAm yah one eye goes to the right the other goes toward the left...lifeless and dead eyes

    • @Bblaird
      @Bblaird 3 года назад +65

      @@kimmyfreak200 Except it isn't real. I was surprised he included it since it is pretty well-known to be a fake.

    • @alexei9122
      @alexei9122 3 года назад +27

      @@Bblaird
      Tbf, it's still disturbing to look at

    • @MrShindiMember777
      @MrShindiMember777 3 года назад +13

      that picture is haunting

  • @EmberLeon
    @EmberLeon 8 месяцев назад +4

    It made me very happy to see you covering Everywhere at the End of Time. I listened to the album a few years ago and thought it was the most incredible representation and no one had heard of it at the time. The last five minutes of it I remember weeping with relief. It felt like I was listening to my own funeral from inside a grave, or I was meeting a choir of angels. It was so surreal and I've never experienced anything like that before.
    My great-grandmother had dementia, and I remember my mother and I taking care of her when I was little. I remember her forgetting that she couldn't walk, and we put a little alarm in her room so we could get to her before she fell. I remember her forgetting how to eat. It's an awful thing to see but I'm glad she's at peace now.

  • @tabbycarrie9321
    @tabbycarrie9321 Год назад

    I think that the reason I keep coming back to your videos is that they truely are haunting. You showcase footage of real things, things like tornadoes and crashes that could happen to anyone. And for me that’s more deeply disturbing than any of those ‘strange creatures in the woods’ video. The dementia one and the car crash one were particularly haunting for me. Thanks for the quality upload and for you respectful narrations.

  • @Nick-fc4wu
    @Nick-fc4wu 3 года назад +1955

    In my nearly 30 years of existence, I've seen a lot of horrible shit but something about that girl's corpse photo is extremely unsettling.

    • @pathowgate2544
      @pathowgate2544 3 года назад +339

      Having seen loads of pics of dead people and not being bothered by it, I believe this is disturbing because on first glance you believe she’s Alive. There’s just something disturbing about looking alive when dead

    • @asapcap
      @asapcap 3 года назад +85

      Exactly man, like I stared at it before I realized and now it's stuck in my head

    • @luciannapapa9767
      @luciannapapa9767 3 года назад +127

      I hate that photo. it haunts me.

    • @DavidsGameplayMC
      @DavidsGameplayMC 3 года назад +146

      I legit regret looking at the photo. Like holy shit this is in my top 5 most haunting things I've ever seen. At first I thought "oh jesus she looks really beat up and not anything like the previous picture we just saw" then he says that she wasn't alive in the photo and everything just clicked.

    • @name-fv4du
      @name-fv4du 3 года назад +88

      idk if he should've posted a photo of a corpse like he did, he should've at least given a little warning before hand

  • @oortiz915
    @oortiz915 3 года назад +1892

    I can't begin to imagine the terror of seeing a stranger in your baby's room.

    • @devilfruitenjoyer2930
      @devilfruitenjoyer2930 3 года назад +132

      He didn’t even look human

    • @unavela
      @unavela 3 года назад +136

      I think any parent first instinct would be to grab any weapon and rush to them, the fear in their heart would make them fight

    • @wintergray1221
      @wintergray1221 3 года назад +46

      @@devilfruitenjoyer2930 Need an exorcist, not the police smh

    • @nicholaslavine3434
      @nicholaslavine3434 3 года назад +130

      It's even more "fun" when you realize human eyes don't reflect that level of light.

    • @camedea
      @camedea 3 года назад +123

      i think they were wearing glasses, that’s why their “eyes” reflected that much light

  • @mighty86
    @mighty86 10 месяцев назад +1

    I stumbled across your channel recently and am consuming a lot of your content now. Everything at The End of Time really resonated with me. My grandma passed away about 2 years ago and had dementia. Everything you described that happened with your great grandmother is exactly how it went down with my grandma. One day I could just tell she didn’t know who I was anymore but she didn’t want to say anything. Instead she just kept a nice conversation and smiled at me. I had to make sure to refer to her as grandma several times per conversation to help her understand who I was but I’m sure it just confused her more. Dementia is a terrifying disease and I feel for anyone with a friend or family member going through it. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but it doesn’t. It only gets worse until the end. It’s sad to say, but I’m glad she passed. That means peace for her and her mind and peace for all of her children. I miss her, but I know she doesn’t have to struggle anymore. Much love.

  • @eloisenahrung7288
    @eloisenahrung7288 3 года назад +769

    My grandma is in the ward and all she does is walk endlessly with no destination. Reality is far more terrifying than fiction will ever be.

    • @johnd.rednut297
      @johnd.rednut297 3 года назад +7

      @Hiroshi Miya I hope you're not serious but if you are I'm very sorry, no one deserves to lose their mother in any capacity. Well some people do, but I'm sure you don't

    • @johnd.rednut297
      @johnd.rednut297 3 года назад +16

      @F*СК MЕ - СНЕCK МY РR0FILЕ 😂😂 what the hell

    • @VortexKiller2
      @VortexKiller2 3 года назад +14

      @@johnd.rednut297 We got another thotbot to destroy, I see

  • @BillyStyler
    @BillyStyler 3 года назад +6290

    12:10 gave me chills. That is definitely one of the most horrifying sounds I've ever heard. Especially with the screams of the people behind it all.

    • @mexicanhelljumper8614
      @mexicanhelljumper8614 3 года назад +184

      This comes from my favorite horror channel that is also a huge chad

    • @mistapeper1283
      @mistapeper1283 3 года назад +48

      oh Billy is also here :)

    • @C4MMU5
      @C4MMU5 3 года назад +79

      Note for that user copying and pasting "verified user = free likes": I said that first and never got so many likes as you are getting. So stop complaining

    • @Kenshin_2
      @Kenshin_2 3 года назад +51

      Aight before i get there is it bad?

    • @typicalfurry2747
      @typicalfurry2747 3 года назад +10

      Wasn't expecting Billy Styler to be here

  • @ironmosquito7072
    @ironmosquito7072 Год назад +5

    Dementia is truly terrifying. Many of my great aunts had it. Going out to family lunches often involved me being asked multiple times who I am and who my parents are. Just couldn't remember who I was and when I told them who my dad was, they often seemed confused. I think they still thought he was a little kid.
    I transitioned to male at 13 years of age. When I visited them after, they did not remember that I had gone by a different name just a year ago.

  • @Eremon1
    @Eremon1 Год назад +8

    That dementia portion to start off the video really crushed me. Wow that resonated with me. My mom passed away last January from brain cancer. She had only just been diagnosed by accident three months earlier. She went from my mom to a stranger so very quickly. We tried to let her pass at home with homecare and nurses coming every day. But by december she would go through bouts of not knowing who I was and being terrified of me. It became so painful I couldn't visit her in the hospital. She fell into a coma and passed away the end of January. That look on her face still haunts me and probably always will. 😒

  • @pepperpumpkin989
    @pepperpumpkin989 3 года назад +871

    "would you. Could you. On a train?" feels like something straight from Local 58. Extremely unnerving

    • @nyanyania
      @nyanyania 3 года назад +114

      It feels like something's fucking taunting the viewers it really is unsettling

    • @heavymarle
      @heavymarle 3 года назад +37

      I remember seeing it growing up. I lived in NJ but was visiting my dad's house in PA and saw the message. Forgot all about it until today 😮

    • @wallylimwicks4534
      @wallylimwicks4534 3 года назад +23

      That rhyme is originally from the Dr. Suess book "Green Eggs and Ham" , the reason why it sounds creepy is because of this certain situation.

    • @wallylimwicks4534
      @wallylimwicks4534 3 года назад +1

      @@nyanyania That rhyme is originally from the Dr. Suess book "Green Eggs and Ham" , the reason why it sounds creepy is because of this certain situation.

    • @pepperpumpkin989
      @pepperpumpkin989 3 года назад +25

      @@wallylimwicks4534 yep it's known. Given the context tho it's extremely unsettling, almost as if it was deliberately done to warn or taunt people of the upcoming train crash.

  • @tvpattack2082
    @tvpattack2082 3 года назад +1209

    "She was trying, trying so hard to be herself and this condition wouldn't let her."
    I felt a pang of grief so pronounced it immediately moved me to tears.

    • @Bertaut
      @Bertaut 3 года назад +20

      Same. That was a gut-punch of a description.

    • @jesterfavoriteplay3199
      @jesterfavoriteplay3199 3 года назад +17

      felt it to😭 it runs in my family and yes I felt this to the very core of my ❤️❤️

    • @bryansuarez2396
      @bryansuarez2396 3 года назад +2

      Yeah that one hurt inside.

    • @PoptartParasol
      @PoptartParasol 3 года назад +4

      Tears were flowing before I even felt the emotion. Heartwrenching beyond belief, nobody deserves such a fate

    • @ghosting3961
      @ghosting3961 3 года назад

      I can't stop crying. It breaks my heart

  • @1WildArtist
    @1WildArtist Год назад +6

    The artistic interpretation of dementia really resonated with me. I'm losing my Nana (great grandma) to dementia. I started noticing it around a year ago. I went with my mom to her apartment and said hi with the same smile I always did, and she said hi back, but she looked so confused. She recognized my mom because she came to see her every week to get groceries, prescriptions, and help clean up. But me?... she didn't recognize me.
    My Nana and I were very close when I was little. We both lived to bake and cook together snd we'd watch crime shows and the news in the morning with our coffee (mine was basically just creamer). She taught me alot as a kid that my mom didn't have time to. She taught me my manners, how to cook, bake and clean, and generally hot to care for small medical injuries. I loved her very deeply and lived with her for a brief period of time alongside my mom and brother.
    I remember a few months back, bringing in her groceries and she looked beyond confused as to who this girl was. I helped her put her groceries away and gave her her card back before leaving. The ride home, I couldn't help but cry, it hurt knowing she didn't know who I was despite how close we had been.
    I haven't seen her since her birthday. She moved in with my aunt/her sister. We had lemon cake and she got to meet my boyfriend (now fiance) for the first time. I felt uneasy and uncomfortable being there, because I knew she didn't know me. I felt like a shadow of who i use to be in her eyes.
    The only comfort I got from that visit was when I was about to leave, she threw her skinny arms around me and told me she loved me.
    My Nana was a nurse and is currently in her 90s, she was always very healthy and I'm thankful I've had her this long. I'm not ready to let her go, but I know sooner or later I'll have to.
    I love you, Nana.

  • @MothraMissWorld
    @MothraMissWorld 10 месяцев назад +8

    8:48 that first segment hit so hard, i’m watching a few close family members including my stepdad who was my role model & photography mentor slip away slowly. The man spoke several languages & had traveled the world & he is slowly becoming a shell of himself, and he knows he is that’s the worst part. Can not over emphasize how much it hurts to watch someone’s mind wither away.

  • @Thafnine
    @Thafnine 3 года назад +25263

    FINALLY SOME QUALITY CONTENT TO WATCH

    • @Always_defusable
      @Always_defusable 3 года назад +192

      Oh hey I started watching you like a week ago, cool coincidence

    • @crisismoon880
      @crisismoon880 3 года назад +316

      Verified user = free likes

    • @codenameeevee
      @codenameeevee 3 года назад +106

      Oh, hello person who I am also subscribed to

    • @thefoundingdrip5226
      @thefoundingdrip5226 3 года назад +20

      DEADASS

    • @u9vk
      @u9vk 3 года назад +11

      ah

  • @NUSORCA
    @NUSORCA 3 года назад +20212

    Your channel is the Daily Dose of Internet with the nightmode on

  • @daniellefeth6987
    @daniellefeth6987 Год назад +1

    Honestly, I’m an CNA (Certified Nursing Aide) and I’m blessed to say working with residents especially with Dementia or Alzheimer’s is truly amazing. Some of the residents would talk about their life and how they still remember some things, I remember I had this one resident who was diagnosed with Dementia,she was telling me and other co worker she remembers going to an amusement park that’s located where I live and she remembers when someone got thrown off an roller coaster. I was honestly shocked… but working with the elderly with that type of disease it’s truly astonishing on how they can talk about those certain memories.

  • @iamalijahmorton
    @iamalijahmorton Год назад +6

    Been binging this channel all day. Loving the style of the content.

  • @greglane334
    @greglane334 3 года назад +1251

    My dad suffered from alzheimer's before he passed,it killed me how he faded away. He never lost his snarky ass sense of humour though. RIP dad

    • @lilywillow-7951
      @lilywillow-7951 3 года назад +76

      My grandfather had dementia before he passed away and he also never lost his smart ass humor. He died in March of 2020, so we couldn't have a service or anything and his ashes were delivered in a box with a giant orange "CREMATED REMAINS" sticker in the mail. We know he would have cracked up if he knew he was delivered through mail on a sunny Saturday morning 😆

    • @lazersparkz7947
      @lazersparkz7947 3 года назад +25

      Ive never had a family member have Alzheimer's and dementia but what ive heard of it it must be terrible i truly feel bad for both of yall must be terrible

    • @strangecokacola5246
      @strangecokacola5246 3 года назад +13

      @@lilywillow-7951 same with my great grandpa. He is barely even alive at this point all he really does is eat and sleep at the nursing home. Only time he really does anything else is when his wife my great grandma gets to visit. He also never lost his humor.

    • @lilywillow-7951
      @lilywillow-7951 3 года назад +9

      @@strangecokacola5246 so sorry you have to go through this. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

    • @notkikii
      @notkikii 3 года назад +5

      I feel really sorry for you. I wish you a great life. I'm so sorry that that happened. I wish you all the best.

  • @irish_mcrae1892
    @irish_mcrae1892 3 года назад +517

    The alerts on tv, regardless of a joke, or an error, they always make me feel something, it's so weird to be watching your usual tv stuff but all of the sudden an alert comes, like, that shit's scary

    • @stephhernandez7772
      @stephhernandez7772 3 года назад +19

      I feel the same. I hate those!

    • @AmandaVieiraMamaesouCult
      @AmandaVieiraMamaesouCult 3 года назад +17

      What is even a "Hazardous Materials" warning? Is it bioterrorism?

    • @LerzBerz333
      @LerzBerz333 3 года назад +49

      @@AmandaVieiraMamaesouCult oil spills, chemical spills, gas attacks, that sort of stuff

    • @cyberpilate
      @cyberpilate 3 года назад +45

      Just the noise of the alert makes my stomach turn...

    • @lj2659
      @lj2659 3 года назад +14

      They seriously get to me, ever since I was little

  • @TOMM.E.COCKVOMIT666
    @TOMM.E.COCKVOMIT666 Год назад +29

    The story of your great grandmother is beautiful melancholy and sad but as real as life can get thanks for sharing such a personal important part of your family's history ..MAY THE ROAD RISE WITH YOU TIL YOUR END OF DAYS🥺💔❤️‍🩹❤

  • @christyking4155
    @christyking4155 Год назад +1

    I appreciate this so much. I took my mom to town yesterday for lunch and shopping. This feels like it's happening so fast and I'm running out of time. I found myself saying;, You're driving me crazy! I know better and feel horrible for letting the frustration get me. Anyhow, this helped me understand the stages and where we're at.

    • @copycatlyn
      @copycatlyn 8 месяцев назад

      can i ask how she is now?

  • @Maddworld36
    @Maddworld36 3 года назад +1011

    Dementia and Alzheimer’s is a really sad and deeply deeply disturbing and heartbreaking way to see a family member

    • @kimmyfreak200
      @kimmyfreak200 3 года назад +26

      sad for relatives but absolute disturbing hell for the person experiencing it...my grandpa died from it and it was brutal ... i called him at his nursing home cuz i live in cali, am disabled, and he was in missouri, sometimes he thought i was a dead relative but also someone else all at the same time..he would confuse narratives with different relatives but at the same time thinking u were his ex wife... dementia is an absolute demon

    • @WilliamTravisIto
      @WilliamTravisIto 3 года назад +4

      im going to help my mom commit suicide if she gets alzheimer's

    • @sulfur_americium2993
      @sulfur_americium2993 3 года назад +28

      @@WilliamTravisIto w h a t

    • @karmanicisadumbass
      @karmanicisadumbass 3 года назад +2

      @@WilliamTravisIto no comment

    • @winterbonnie7859
      @winterbonnie7859 3 года назад

      @@WilliamTravisIto bye sir

  • @emiliah.9737
    @emiliah.9737 3 года назад +2148

    The thing I love about Nexpo is the caring, humanistic approach he takes to this sort of content. Not that insensitive, removed, and sensationalized attitude that many creepy/true crime channels tend to take. He just seems like a very genuinely nice person who realizes the real tragedy of these types of events.

    • @bandawin18
      @bandawin18 3 года назад +22

      We need a chills X nexpo crossover video some day, they really do their jobs well

    • @olserknam
      @olserknam 3 года назад +81

      @@bandawin18 Disturbing Things From Around Burger King [Vol. 15]

    • @T-is-DOPE-420
      @T-is-DOPE-420 3 года назад +2

      Love yal

    • @no_one2197
      @no_one2197 3 года назад +28

      This! there's certain channel I avoid like the plague cause the guy constantly makes jokes out of serious topics. Disrespectful and tasteless

    • @RadicalRain
      @RadicalRain 3 года назад +5

      Sometimes it’s ok sometimes it’s not imo
      Some things can be pretty overtalked, there’s probably a fine line.
      Most of this content didn’t have a narrator when discovered, actually makes it scarier.

  • @pietro_ferrari
    @pietro_ferrari 5 месяцев назад +1

    My grandmother has dementia, I felt so close, sad with a some connection with the album. It's sad what our minds can do with us.
    And sorry for your loss, Nexpo. Hope God bless you and protect the soul of your grandmother. 🙏🏻❤

  • @oddjuice404
    @oddjuice404 Год назад +3

    that tornado video is the most terrifying things i’ve ever watched. those poor children should’ve never had to go through anything like that, in fact nobody whatsoever. i hope everyone is doing okay today

  • @jbandy5050
    @jbandy5050 2 года назад +1955

    Grandma's going through alzheimer's rn. She thinks grandpa left a year and a half ago with some 17 year old. He died six or seven years ago from agent orange, and loved her till the end. I love you grandma. You dont deserve to forget like this.

    • @blarghinatelazer9394
      @blarghinatelazer9394 2 года назад +85

      I'm sorry for your losses buddy, that's horrible.

    • @cagyegames1156
      @cagyegames1156 2 года назад +29

      My condolences I’m very sorry that’s awful I hope you will feel better one day hopefully you will See her again one day for me I will see my ancestors on a different spiritual plan one that the great creator made I’m not too spiritual but one day I hope I will see them I hope I have brought you comfort please feel better And don’t do anything reckless to yourself trust me I’ve been down that path before it does not help take as much time as you need

    • @formodius
      @formodius 2 года назад +3

      Sorry mate , but that’s the way of life

    • @MakinaMakinaMakina
      @MakinaMakinaMakina 2 года назад +15

      I’m sorry you’re having to go through this.
      I had it with my Nanna 6 years ago, it was so upsetting seeing how she changed

    • @RoseluvsHHR
      @RoseluvsHHR 2 года назад +19

      That’s what my grandmother fought when I was growing up. As a kid some of my fondest memories was going to grandma’s. Going to shops and out to the local restaurant, BJs, where I would always order the French toast. But as I got to be a young teen her memory started to wane and she had to go to a nursing home where she just steadily got worse. It’s sad, she was very different than how she was when I was little and soon trips to see grandma got to be a chore over anything. She passed away in 2008, I was 19 I think. I wish I tried to get to know her more when I was growing up but I lost that opportunity. Alzheimer’s and dementia really takes it’s toll on loved ones. My condolences to anyone that is affected by it.

  • @rei_xx
    @rei_xx 3 года назад +626

    Not gonna lie, hearing the child say "I need you, mama" immediately after the tornado had me in tears.

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 3 года назад +42

      moms are the strongest creatures on earth. prove me wrong

    • @LoriCrabtree31
      @LoriCrabtree31 3 года назад +20

      Same, felt so bad for those kids. I hate tornados. I remember going through one in elementary school, everyone crouched in the hallways with their heads covered. Went through another as an adult, was shopping in Walmart with my young daughters. The power went out, they forced everyone to the center of the store. I hurried and grabbed a rug for us to kneel on and laid over my kids. We were all thankfully safe, but I had to follow the tornados path to get home, wasn't sure what I'd find. It hit my hometown much harder, but our home and animals were still safe. It's that time of year again with the warm and cold fronts running into one another.

    • @ratboygirl
      @ratboygirl 3 года назад +14

      and the "i don't wanna die" :(

    • @bian7744
      @bian7744 3 года назад

      @@pvic6959 humans are the strongest creatures on earth...

    • @qty1315
      @qty1315 3 года назад +3

      @@LoriCrabtree31 Weirdly, I have a funny story about a tornado.
      For some reason, my town suspected there was going to be a tornado, so the alarm was sounded and the students weren't allowed to leave until the tornado warning ended.
      So, you had a fleet of parents going to pick up their kids being told to go back later. So, what did they all do? Went to the only fast food restaurant in town to get something to eat.
      Guess who was working at that restaurant with a trainee who now had to stay an extra two hours because the teenaged staff couldn't leave the school. Like, that really sucked.

  • @meitempleton1219
    @meitempleton1219 Год назад

    Dementia is indeed terrifying. When you began talking about your experience with your grandmother I nodded and said “Me too love”. Hugs 💜

  • @lumpchunker5516
    @lumpchunker5516 7 месяцев назад +1

    Such a heartbreaking story about your great-grandmother. My Nana suffered from dementia for years before she died. For the final 5 years of her life, she completely forgot who I was and referred to me as "Donna". Donna was her cousin who had passed away years before, and my aunts told me I looked just like Donna in her 20s.
    It was sad that my Nana forgot that I was her granddaughter. But I got to be "Donna" for her for a few years before she died, and I'm glad I could be there for her ❤