Wow I have been reading all of your comments and im in literal tears, I am so grateful to have such a beautiful community of people on here. its truly comforting to know I am not alone during this time and so many people are also grieving while raising a child. being vulnerable on social media is terrifying and you never know how people will handle your pain especially when you are going through one of your darkest times but theirs power in telling your story because you don't know who's live you can change....I love y'all thank you so much .
I know your mom is so proud of you & she’s protecting you forever now. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to navigate these days. May your mom continue to RIP ❤
Truly missed you but totally understood. So glad you have a great support team and so happy your son is growing and keeping you busy. Motherhood is a blessing and you are a great Mom!
My prayers go out to you and your family. I’ve experienced the same loss as you in 2019. What I can tell you is grieving has no time limit, eventually you’ll figure out how to let the good memories outweigh the profound loss. Bendiciones mi amor 🙏🏽💕
You really hit the nail on the head when you said you wanted time to stop but everything keeps moving on... That's the hardest thing for me. Glad to hear motherhood is treating you well and your village is so supportive! Your mom is still there with you and your son. Always
You and Juan have your mom now as a beautiful guide and protector . And now with your son I'm sure her spirit will continue to live on. All the best and love to you and your family!
My condolences to you Empress. I am truly sorry for your loss. I found you on RUclips during a transitional time of my life, and I enjoyed seeing you and your mom during visits.I am learning Spanish because you totally inspire me with authenticity. 🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤
This was so beautiful to watch. I am so sorry for the loss of your loss of your mother but she lives on through your beautiful baby boy! Enjoy him!!! Mine graduates high school Friday and it happened in the blink of on eye! God bless your family❤!
I've lost my mom in 2018 and it hit me like a ton of bricks and I still feel it today. She lives through you and it's amazing you're also a mom now. ❤🎉❤
Sending you so much love! Your mother is singing your praises from the heavens and keeping that seat right next to her nice and warm. Thank you for being such an inspiration to all us morenitas out there.
I love to see you back. Know this God doesn't make mistakes. He knew you needed your mom here when you gave birth to your son. And he knew you would be just fine with the people he has surrounded you with when he called her home to rest. God is merciful and loving. And he is faithful. You will see her again. And until then, she will be right their in your heart, helping you make it through. Welcome back.
Years ago I stumbled across the video of you teaching your mum English and randomly remembered your channel today to see a new one of you, her and your welita. So hearing the news about her passing is saddening 😢. Sorry for your loss and may she rest in eternal peace ❤️🙏🏾
Monica you literally took the words out of my mouth. I feel the same about not finding empathy. I lost my mom so quickly and it’s been so hard. Thank you because I was having a hard time understanding what it was that was bothering me. I send you light and positivity 🫶🏼🫶🏼
WOW I mean! I feel like I just need to call you, because I have so much to say! Yes and yes - taking off the cape for your own mental health. Yes and yes! We can't always have it together. So so proud of you - being honest and communicative about your needs. Mama - I am so happy for your and proud of you. This is all so so true for so many of us. I've learned to express to my baby if I am frustrated or upset so that he, too, can learn that it's ok to have those feelings , process through them and then pick back up again.
I'm so glad you are back. I miss you here on the internet. I lost my dad in March of this year and I completed understand you about wanting to make your mom proud . She was already proud of you. Welcome back
Loosing your mom is a club none of us wants to be a part of. Its like life has no meaning, at least to me after I lost my mom in 2021. I only had 3 people in my life and lost all 3 of them in a 15 month span. Two of them 26 days of each other. So I feel your pain.
I’m so very sorry about your Mom…it was 17 years ago Monday since my Mom left the earth. It’s so very hard to integrate all these experiences. You are on a fantastic path Monica, because now you get to tell your son all about her! Congratulations on becoming a great Mom!!!💙💙💙
Sending you the biggest hug from an internet cousin 🥰🥰🥰 I'm so happy you have a little one, he's so beautiful 🤗 he's so lucky to have you both as parents 💖
Monica: *tells chaotic delivery story "Carter better always be nice to me." 🤣 I feel you sis, children are the best, until they're not. 😅 Then they're the best again. Carter is so smiley and handsome, with fluffy cheeks. 🥰 I'm glad you're doing well and enjoying motherhood. Good job being gentle with yourself and taking your time. You can't pour from an empty cup. 💟
Grief is so difficult but you are absolutely correct when you are grieving a parent little things for me at least I lost my Mom in 2017 it still feels like yesterday and and I am easily annoyed by people’s tiny problems. Give yourself time unfortunately the days are easier to get through but it’s a incomprehensible pain and grief to lose your Mom, I love your content sending a hug hug Mami 😘🤗 you got this!❤
Good to see you, your videos haven’t come up on my feed on RUclips in a very very long time. Last time I watched you, you we’re remodeling a warehouse or something. Anyway, I just loss my Dad the day before Thanksgiving, 11/23/22 and it’s been nothing but a rollercoaster. It was good to watch this and know that someone understands exactly how I feel under such sad circumstances, but it is life. My 1st Fathers Day coming up this weekend without my Dad, and I booked a trip. I just don’t want to be here. Very sorry for your loss! Continued prayers and blessings to you. ❤
Watching this video all I hear in my mind is *noni* 😞🥺😭 I can’t believe how strong you are Monica!!! I couldn’t stand in front of a camera and not cry!! You are so strong !!! And God gave you the best gift!!! Carter is so blessed to have you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Rip mamamuse! Forever in our hearts 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you for this. I relate to the postpartum journey as i am in mine now. This definitely makes me not feel alone. My deepest condolences to you and your family. I hope that the transition of your queen was peaceful and is always there with you. Praying for your healing journey and flowing into your new phase of life.
Prayers & Hugs for you Friend. This is a rough journey. You’ve said so many things I resonate with after my Mom passed. God Bless you, your family and your village
As a mom who prayed for my child and views him as a true blessing, everyday, I COMPLETELY understand you. There are NO WORDS to explain the feeling. The gratitude. The awe. My baby was breech, so I also had a CSection. I didn't feel contractions at all and am also glad to have had to surgery. Although, I can't lie- I do wonder what natural birth feels like!
Hi Mena, I’m subscribed to your page as well❤ I had a c section with my first baby, it was traumatic to even go through the thought of having a c section. Thankfully I had natural births following this, it’s painful but motherhood is so beautiful 💕🫶🏾
Monica I feel like I’m a part of the family. I’ve been following you for so long!!! I’m keeping you in my prayers and I’m so proud of your progression!❤️
If I can just say lovingly, please be very careful about telling your child things like they saved you. That makes a child feel responsible for your happiness and that’s so much pressure 🙏🏾
23:55 your fiancé and you have always been such an amazing couple to look up to. You guys are going through life together and choosing love everyday and that’s so respectable and admirable. I know your baby is your purpose right now but as a viewer, your relationship with your fiancé stands out so much too. ❤
17:50 I have never felt grief in the true sense but I have grieve the closeness of a relationship, I went through a dark period last year and after going through an SA I felt that feeling of having little to no tolerance for anyone or anything. It was almost like my compacity, my cup was full 😢. I know exactly how you feel
@@MiVidaBellisima Did you not read what I said ? I’ve been through my own trauma and a SA. I’ve lost that sense of closeness I’ve felt even though my family members are still with me. So yes I do know how it feels to have my cup very full, where I felt like I didn’t have the tolerance for anything or even the strength to go on. So please save your comment it wasn’t needed.
Regrese con otra video….heeeey Monica! Was so heartbroken to hear about your mama on instagram. Please know that God is not capable of evil and will NEVER take our loved ones away. He is a God of love and he tells us that death is an enemy. A lot of what you said in the video resonated with me because grief comes in all shapes and sizes and openly communicating my need for space when I’m upset has been sooo good for my mental health. Congrats on that little cutie of yours Mr. Carter. ❤
Thank you for sharing with us all. Been following your channel for years and love seeing you and your family. My deepest condolences to you 🤍Fellow ♒ here and went through a loss that Im still processing as well and learning to accept help knowing I need it. You are not alone and I pray for your comfort and strength. She is your angel and will always be there. 😊
even though you say you don't feel strong this was the epitome of strong . We all seen your journey and I'm not sure about them but the tears were flowing right along with you .We are all proud of you for getting this video out
Yooooooo Monica we have the same birthday!!! ❤❤❤ I’m sending you so many positives vibes, thoughts and intentions to you and your familly. I lost my dad 4yrs ago then one month later went through a divorce, I know it can be really hard to get out of that place. Or even find a new rythm to your life. But I do assure you that it is possible. You have love around you so hold on to it, everytime you feel down or lost just look into your son’s eyes to come back to you. I love you without even knowing you personnally girl. You got this mama. Much love❤
Let me just say I am sooooo proud of you for showing up.. and encouraging so many people while doing so.. I lost my baby brother September 16,2019 and found out I was pregnant the very next day.. I under grieving while going through postpartum and God knows it’s not for the weak! There is no time limit on such an immense and immeasurable loss.. sheesh I’m crying just typing.. but thank you for being transparent. I struggle with showing up for myself sometimes but listening to you kinda helped me reassure myself that I can do this!! Btw I’m a boy mom too and one is a Virgo as well (Sept 4)😂😂 Love you lots ! WE GOT THIS!!❤❤❤
Aww Monica..I'm so excited and happy for you and in tears of joy. ❤God bless you and your family. My condolences as well. You inspire me... I've been watching you for years and am SOOO PROUD of you. Once again God bless and you are my biggest real life inspiration as of today. We are around the same age and your realness has truly touched me. Thank you for sharing your life. You are so powerful and beautiful, both inside and out!!!🙌🏾💐💐💐💐💐
I can totally relate to what you are saying. It's been one year since I lost my mom, and my husband had to love me through the grief it was hard. I did snap at him a lot, but he was patient and kind and understood.
I clicked on this video so fast...take the time you need. Love seeing you smile and talk about your baby boy. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. 🙏🏾💓💞
Ya Ma was so amazing on your channel. I loved how she support you and was so fun. My condolences to you and your family. Just know, souls live to live again in the presence of the LORD. To be absent from the body is to be present with the LORD! GOD BLESS You in JESUS NAME.
You’re going to be ok. We all been through a lot. I love mi mami from stage 4 bc in 2013, it gets easier with time(cliche) you never get over it but just take your time! I’m glad you have people to support you.
I’m like that when I’m dissociating. I detach easily from things especially in the mood and mind frame you’re in right now. You’re trying to use all your space that’s not grieving to just be present. I’m an Aquarius too lol around 17:30
Sending so much love! 💛 I also lost my mom at 30 and had my first child in the same year. Its waves of grief and joy and its okay to feel both. Youre navigating with so much grace and i felt this video so much. No doubt your mami is proud of you🙏🏼
Listen my sincerest condolences to you and your family. I haven’t been on socials like that and to hear about Mama Muse was heartbreaking. Monica I’m praying for you and your family 🙏🏽keep being the best mommy to you son you got this ♥️
I'm so happy to see you Monica, I've thought about you often. I totally get when you were talking about having a hard time sympathizing. I have to check myself often and realize that although I might think someone's issue is small, to them it isn't. When you've lost someone that you loved with everything you definitely look at life differently and you don't sweat the small stuff and you're just grateful for every little thing and moment. 💜
You talking about your son made me think about my son that is about to 4yrs old next month & I still can't believe he's gonna be 4yrs old & starting pre-k in September. Feels like yesterday that I was just gave birth to him. How you describe motherhood literally brings me to tears. My son is literally my purpose, my world. I truly don't even remember what I was doing before I had my son
Sending you and the fam love, light, and wishes for continued strength/courage during this transition. Lots of love to Mama Muse for her beautiful light. ✨I’m so grateful that we were able to experience a bit of her goodness. Thanks for sharing you life, Monica. One of my favorite moments of your mom is y’all cooking together when you first got to L.A. 🥰💐 Thank you for sharing and always being vulnerable. 😘
So happy your back and boy did this video hit home. I too had a baby and I also lost my mother when my baby boy was 6 months so girl I know exactly how you feel. My moms one year anniversary is coming on Sunday and it’s literally reliving the nightmare all over again. It’s not easy so that mini meltdown you had while filming is what I’m going through everyday.
One of my favorite videos till this day is the pregnancy prank you did on your mom and fam years ago! It gives me a good laugh and warms my heart every time.💜 Wish you All Good Things on this new journey.
Hey Monica!!!! Im glad youre doing well! I havent been on youtube and im just catching up! I lost my sister this past month. Her birthday is next Friday, so yes it can be hard rasing a child and grieving. We must continue on for the sake of our children/family. Praying for you and your family❤.
Your transparency is inspiring, and your ability to recognize and appreciate all the things, people, and privileges you have in your life regardless of the circumstances shows such grace and strength!
Monica this video was beautiful! I pray God keeps blessing you and giving you the strength to keep going! Your baby is gorgeous! Your wedding is going to be iconic! ♥️♥️♥️
I totally understand 💗 My Mom passed three years ago and my sisters & I go through it! It is definitely not a linear journey. We've gotten really good at recognizing when each of us our having a mommy moment, all it takes is a look and we're headed to each other's rescue with a hug & encouraging word. She was my world so it definitely stopped but I try to focus on finding joy everyday. Praying for you & yours🙏🏾
I been following you since you been in NYC and just doing you makeup. As a Latina raised in the Bronx for 20+ yrs i love your energy, humor and talent. I am proud of you and congratulations again for becoming a Mami ❤
7:08 Monica I am so sorry about your mom. Sending my deepest condolences. I’ve seen her in a few videos and I can tell she’s was one of those Doñas that just radiate love and give the best hugs. You look amazing btw, glad motherhood is treating you well.
Sending you so much love positivity. I know what you are dealing with I lost my mom 6 years ago and sometime tears will begin to roll with just a simple thought of her! I thought I was losing my mind until I went to the doctor thinking I need meds and he told me NO that I was grieving and that grieving is process that we have to go through when losing someone close to us. I love you and God has you don’t worry!
I lost my mom when my babe was 8 months. Monica, every single thing you have said has resonated with me. I can relate to it all. Sending you so much love. Motherhood is my favourite hood and even though my ma isn’t here I know she watches over me and my babies. Sending you lots of love mama, you are doing amazing❤
Monica, so sorry to hear about your mom. I loved watching her with you on your videos. So glad to hear the other updates though. Yes, having kids makes you really blunt and you reprioritize so much in life.
Wow! First, sorry for your loss. I use to love the old Monica; I am now in love with the new Monica. You speak with calmness, you seem humble and grounded. I truly relate and yes "health is wealth" and I do not want everyone to think of me as the strong one. Thanks for sharing.
Keep Striving! New Mommie on duty! Did I hear you right? Did you say you lost your mother? May God surround you with the Love you need to carry through Life's journey! ✨️ 🙏
Wow Monica beautiful video. You are being so strong. I can only imagine your pain. Yass! God knew what he was doing when he gave you, your beautiful child. May God grant you peace and comfort.
My cousin went thru the same thing. Being pregnant and her mom died. Never got to meet her grandchildren. I say to say even in that hard time your mom was there to experience the birth of your child and to spend time with him which is the greatest gift in the world
Its so good to see your face, Monica! I was devastated for you when I heard about your mother 😢 I prayed for you right then and I'm hoping you continue to take it one day at a time. God gives the toughest battles to His strongest soldiers! You got this! I'm 39 and my son will be 22 in a few months! I teared up when you said Carter would be one! Time flies whether you're having fun or not! I've been following you for YEARS and will continue to do so no matter what. YOU DESERVE THE MOST! ❤❤
Yes! That life passing by still going on, without Your person (for me it’s My Dad, 2 Years on the 25th of this month). It hurts and it’s borderline insulting. Tho that’s unrealistic, you just can’t imagine Your life without them and suddenly they’re gone and it seems like after the funeral, it doesn’t matter anymore to anyone else but You.
Wow I have been reading all of your comments and im in literal tears, I am so grateful to have such a beautiful community of people on here. its truly comforting to know I am not alone during this time and so many people are also grieving while raising a child. being vulnerable on social media is terrifying and you never know how people will handle your pain especially when you are going through one of your darkest times but theirs power in telling your story because you don't know who's live you can change....I love y'all thank you so much .
I know your mom is so proud of you & she’s protecting you forever now. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to navigate these days. May your mom continue to RIP ❤
Welcome back and my condolences to you! ❤ Motherhood is so wild. It’s like wow I actually made you lol. “Imma mother” -Keke’s voice
Truly missed you but totally understood. So glad you have a great support team and so happy your son is growing and keeping you busy. Motherhood is a blessing and you are a great Mom!
We love you Monica thank you for being so strong!
My prayers go out to you and your family. I’ve experienced the same loss as you in 2019. What I can tell you is grieving has no time limit, eventually you’ll figure out how to let the good memories outweigh the profound loss. Bendiciones mi amor 🙏🏽💕
You really hit the nail on the head when you said you wanted time to stop but everything keeps moving on... That's the hardest thing for me. Glad to hear motherhood is treating you well and your village is so supportive! Your mom is still there with you and your son. Always
You and Juan have your mom now as a beautiful guide and protector . And now with your son I'm sure her spirit will continue to live on. All the best and love to you and your family!
My condolences to you Empress. I am truly sorry for your loss. I found you on RUclips during a transitional time of my life, and I enjoyed seeing you and your mom during visits.I am learning Spanish because you totally inspire me with authenticity. 🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤
This was so beautiful to watch. I am so sorry for the loss of your loss of your mother but she lives on through your beautiful baby boy!
Enjoy him!!! Mine graduates high school Friday and it happened in the blink of on eye!
God bless your family❤!
Girl. You are so loved and we missed you so much. May your mother's incredible memory continue to surround you and your family always. ❤
I've lost my mom in 2018 and it hit me like a ton of bricks and I still feel it today. She lives through you and it's amazing you're also a mom now. ❤🎉❤
Sending you so much love! Your mother is singing your praises from the heavens and keeping that seat right next to her nice and warm. Thank you for being such an inspiration to all us morenitas out there.
I love to see you back. Know this God doesn't make mistakes. He knew you needed your mom here when you gave birth to your son. And he knew you would be just fine with the people he has surrounded you with when he called her home to rest. God is merciful and loving. And he is faithful. You will see her again. And until then, she will be right their in your heart, helping you make it through. Welcome back.
Years ago I stumbled across the video of you teaching your mum English and randomly remembered your channel today to see a new one of you, her and your welita. So hearing the news about her passing is saddening 😢. Sorry for your loss and may she rest in eternal peace ❤️🙏🏾
Oh wow! My prayers go out to you!!! I’m so happy she got to see her beautiful grandson 💕 I pray for y’all’s healing!!
Monica you literally took the words out of my mouth. I feel the same about not finding empathy. I lost my mom so quickly and it’s been so hard. Thank you because I was having a hard time understanding what it was that was bothering me. I send you light and positivity 🫶🏼🫶🏼
WOW I mean! I feel like I just need to call you, because I have so much to say! Yes and yes - taking off the cape for your own mental health. Yes and yes! We can't always have it together. So so proud of you - being honest and communicative about your needs. Mama - I am so happy for your and proud of you. This is all so so true for so many of us. I've learned to express to my baby if I am frustrated or upset so that he, too, can learn that it's ok to have those feelings , process through them and then pick back up again.
I'm so glad you are back. I miss you here on the internet. I lost my dad in March of this year and I completed understand you about wanting to make your mom proud . She was already proud of you. Welcome back
Loosing your mom is a club none of us wants to be a part of. Its like life has no meaning, at least to me after I lost my mom in 2021. I only had 3 people in my life and lost all 3 of them in a 15 month span. Two of them 26 days of each other. So I feel your pain.
I love you so much, and I pray for you and your family often❤️❤️. Bendiciones 🇩🇴❤️
I am so proud of you for keeping your faith in GOD sometimes people become so angry that they no longer believe or have faith Blessings to you
I’m so very sorry about your Mom…it was 17 years ago Monday since my Mom left the earth. It’s so very hard to integrate all these experiences. You are on a fantastic path Monica, because now you get to tell your son all about her! Congratulations on becoming a great Mom!!!💙💙💙
Sending you the biggest hug from an internet cousin 🥰🥰🥰 I'm so happy you have a little one, he's so beautiful 🤗 he's so lucky to have you both as parents 💖
Monica: *tells chaotic delivery story "Carter better always be nice to me." 🤣
I feel you sis, children are the best, until they're not. 😅 Then they're the best again.
Carter is so smiley and handsome, with fluffy cheeks. 🥰 I'm glad you're doing well and enjoying motherhood. Good job being gentle with yourself and taking your time. You can't pour from an empty cup. 💟
Grief is so difficult but you are absolutely correct when you are grieving a parent little things for me at least I lost my Mom in 2017 it still feels like yesterday and and I am easily annoyed by people’s tiny problems. Give yourself time unfortunately the days are easier to get through but it’s a incomprehensible pain and grief to lose your Mom, I love your content sending a hug hug Mami 😘🤗 you got this!❤
Good to see you, your videos haven’t come up on my feed on RUclips in a very very long time. Last time I watched you, you we’re remodeling a warehouse or something. Anyway, I just loss my Dad the day before Thanksgiving, 11/23/22 and it’s been nothing but a rollercoaster. It was good to watch this and know that someone understands exactly how I feel under such sad circumstances, but it is life. My 1st Fathers Day coming up this weekend without my Dad, and I booked a trip. I just don’t want to be here. Very sorry for your loss! Continued prayers and blessings to you. ❤
Watching this video all I hear in my mind is *noni* 😞🥺😭 I can’t believe how strong you are Monica!!! I couldn’t stand in front of a camera and not cry!! You are so strong !!! And God gave you the best gift!!! Carter is so blessed to have you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Rip mamamuse! Forever in our hearts 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you for this. I relate to the postpartum journey as i am in mine now. This definitely makes me not feel alone. My deepest condolences to you and your family. I hope that the transition of your queen was peaceful and is always there with you. Praying for your healing journey and flowing into your new phase of life.
I’m happy to have you back on RUclips Monica! I’m wishing you continued healing and happiness 🤗
Prayers & Hugs for you Friend. This is a rough journey. You’ve said so many things I resonate with after my Mom passed. God Bless you, your family and your village
That balloon is the devil! lol.
I was induced too. That part and the cervix checks were the worst part of my experience.
Motherhood will definitely make you straight forward.
As a mom who prayed for my child and views him as a true blessing, everyday, I COMPLETELY understand you. There are NO WORDS to explain the feeling. The gratitude. The awe. My baby was breech, so I also had a CSection. I didn't feel contractions at all and am also glad to have had to surgery. Although, I can't lie- I do wonder what natural birth feels like!
Hi Mena, I’m subscribed to your page as well❤ I had a c section with my first baby, it was traumatic to even go through the thought of having a c section. Thankfully I had natural births following this, it’s painful but motherhood is so beautiful 💕🫶🏾
Monica I feel like I’m a part of the family. I’ve been following you for so long!!! I’m keeping you in my prayers and I’m so proud of your progression!❤️
If I can just say lovingly, please be very careful about telling your child things like they saved you. That makes a child feel responsible for your happiness and that’s so much pressure 🙏🏾
23:55 your fiancé and you have always been such an amazing couple to look up to. You guys are going through life together and choosing love everyday and that’s so respectable and admirable. I know your baby is your purpose right now but as a viewer, your relationship with your fiancé stands out so much too. ❤
17:50 I have never felt grief in the true sense but I have grieve the closeness of a relationship, I went through a dark period last year and after going through an SA I felt that feeling of having little to no tolerance for anyone or anything. It was almost like my compacity, my cup was full 😢. I know exactly how you feel
It is asinine to say you know how someone feels when you haven’t been through what they’ve been through. I’m sorry you experienced that though.
@@MiVidaBellisima Did you not read what I said ? I’ve been through my own trauma and a SA. I’ve lost that sense of closeness I’ve felt even though my family members are still with me. So yes I do know how it feels to have my cup very full, where I felt like I didn’t have the tolerance for anything or even the strength to go on. So please save your comment it wasn’t needed.
Regrese con otra video….heeeey Monica! Was so heartbroken to hear about your mama on instagram. Please know that God is not capable of evil and will NEVER take our loved ones away. He is a God of love and he tells us that death is an enemy. A lot of what you said in the video resonated with me because grief comes in all shapes and sizes and openly communicating my need for space when I’m upset has been sooo good for my mental health. Congrats on that little cutie of yours Mr. Carter. ❤
Thank you for sharing with us all. Been following your channel for years and love seeing you and your family. My deepest condolences to you 🤍Fellow ♒ here and went through a loss that Im still processing as well and learning to accept help knowing I need it. You are not alone and I pray for your comfort and strength. She is your angel and will always be there. 😊
even though you say you don't feel strong this was the epitome of strong . We all seen your journey and I'm not sure about them but the tears were flowing right along with you .We are all proud of you for getting this video out
Yooooooo Monica we have the same birthday!!! ❤❤❤ I’m sending you so many positives vibes, thoughts and intentions to you and your familly. I lost my dad 4yrs ago then one month later went through a divorce, I know it can be really hard to get out of that place. Or even find a new rythm to your life. But I do assure you that it is possible. You have love around you so hold on to it, everytime you feel down or lost just look into your son’s eyes to come back to you. I love you without even knowing you personnally girl. You got this mama. Much love❤
Let me just say I am sooooo proud of you for showing up.. and encouraging so many people while doing so.. I lost my baby brother September 16,2019 and found out I was pregnant the very next day.. I under grieving while going through postpartum and God knows it’s not for the weak! There is no time limit on such an immense and immeasurable loss.. sheesh I’m crying just typing.. but thank you for being transparent. I struggle with showing up for myself sometimes but listening to you kinda helped me reassure myself that I can do this!! Btw I’m a boy mom too and one is a Virgo as well (Sept 4)😂😂 Love you lots ! WE GOT THIS!!❤❤❤
This was soooo necessary and beautiful! More of this content if you feel comfortable
Aww Monica..I'm so excited and happy for you and in tears of joy. ❤God bless you and your family. My condolences as well. You inspire me... I've been watching you for years and am SOOO PROUD of you. Once again God bless and you are my biggest real life inspiration as of today. We are around the same age and your realness has truly touched me. Thank you for sharing your life. You are so powerful and beautiful, both inside and out!!!🙌🏾💐💐💐💐💐
Sending you lots of love❤ happy to see you despite all that you’re going through. You’re an amazing woman and mother 🫶🏾
I can totally relate to what you are saying. It's been one year since I lost my mom, and my husband had to love me through the grief it was hard. I did snap at him a lot, but he was patient and kind and understood.
I clicked on this video so fast...take the time you need. Love seeing you smile and talk about your baby boy. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
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My prayers go out to you and your family on losing your mom you are an amazing mom & carter will realized how blessed he is
I clicked so fast!!! I missed you on here and will continue praying for your healing ❤❤❤
Ya Ma was so amazing on your channel. I loved how she support you and was so fun.
My condolences to you and your family.
Just know, souls live to live again in the presence of the LORD. To be absent from the body is to be present with the LORD! GOD BLESS You in JESUS NAME.
You’re going to be ok. We all been through a lot. I love mi mami from stage 4 bc in 2013, it gets easier with time(cliche) you never get over it but just take your time! I’m glad you have people to support you.
Sending you and your family love and light through the ups and the downs! Take your time girl, we’ll be here when you’re ready 🫶🏾
This is BEAUTIFUL Monica. I just lost my dad in March. I resonate with EVERY WORD you spoke and the ones you didnt. Thank you for posting.
I am so sorry to hear about your mom. That breaks my heart . Sending love and prayers and support
I’m like that when I’m dissociating. I detach easily from things especially in the mood and mind frame you’re in right now. You’re trying to use all your space that’s not grieving to just be present. I’m an Aquarius too lol around 17:30
I’m so sorry for your loss babe. We love you truly. ❤
I’m so sorry to hear the news about your mum! Wow sending you and your family lots of love. Love you loads 🫶🏾💕
Sending so much love! 💛 I also lost my mom at 30 and had my first child in the same year. Its waves of grief and joy and its okay to feel both. Youre navigating with so much grace and i felt this video so much. No doubt your mami is proud of you🙏🏼
Listen my sincerest condolences to you and your family. I haven’t been on socials like that and to hear about Mama Muse was heartbreaking. Monica I’m praying for you and your family 🙏🏽keep being the best mommy to you son you got this ♥️
My condolences to your whole family, Monica ❤
Love you!!! I’m so proud of how you’ve grown. Blessings to you and your family ❤❤
Aye shout out to the fellow Virgos & to your healthy Virgo baby boy 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🥰
I'm so happy to see you Monica, I've thought about you often. I totally get when you were talking about having a hard time sympathizing. I have to check myself often and realize that although I might think someone's issue is small, to them it isn't. When you've lost someone that you loved with everything you definitely look at life differently and you don't sweat the small stuff and you're just grateful for every little thing and moment. 💜
You talking about your son made me think about my son that is about to 4yrs old next month & I still can't believe he's gonna be 4yrs old & starting pre-k in September. Feels like yesterday that I was just gave birth to him. How you describe motherhood literally brings me to tears. My son is literally my purpose, my world. I truly don't even remember what I was doing before I had my son
Sending you and the fam love, light, and wishes for continued strength/courage during this transition. Lots of love to Mama Muse for her beautiful light. ✨I’m so grateful that we were able to experience a bit of her goodness. Thanks for sharing you life, Monica. One of my favorite moments of your mom is y’all cooking together when you first got to L.A. 🥰💐 Thank you for sharing and always being vulnerable. 😘
So happy your back and boy did this video hit home. I too had a baby and I also lost my mother when my baby boy was 6 months so girl I know exactly how you feel. My moms one year anniversary is coming on Sunday and it’s literally reliving the nightmare all over again. It’s not easy so that mini meltdown you had while filming is what I’m going through everyday.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. Thank you for sharing her with us. Praying for God's comfort and strength for you and your family.
One of my favorite videos till this day is the pregnancy prank you did on your mom and fam years ago! It gives me a good laugh and warms my heart every time.💜 Wish you All Good Things on this new journey.
Hey Monica!!!! Im glad youre doing well! I havent been on youtube and im just catching up! I lost my sister this past month. Her birthday is next Friday, so yes it can be hard rasing a child and grieving. We must continue on for the sake of our children/family. Praying for you and your family❤.
Your transparency is inspiring, and your ability to recognize and appreciate all the things, people, and privileges you have in your life regardless of the circumstances shows such grace and strength!
Monica this video was beautiful! I pray God keeps blessing you and giving you the strength to keep going! Your baby is gorgeous! Your wedding is going to be iconic! ♥️♥️♥️
From the “I’m pregnant and it’s not John’s” prank 😂 till now ???? I love you girl !!!!! ❤❤❤❤
I love you Monica! ❤ & mama muse would be so PROUD of you! ❤️ que dios te bendiga!
I totally understand 💗 My Mom passed three years ago and my sisters & I go through it! It is definitely not a linear journey. We've gotten really good at recognizing when each of us our having a mommy moment, all it takes is a look and we're headed to each other's rescue with a hug & encouraging word. She was my world so it definitely stopped but I try to focus on finding joy everyday. Praying for you & yours🙏🏾
I been following you since you been in NYC and just doing you makeup. As a Latina raised in the Bronx for 20+ yrs i love your energy, humor and talent. I am proud of you and congratulations again for becoming a Mami ❤
I also wanted to add that i am glad you are pushing thru other people opinions. Dios te bendiga a ti y tu familia 🙏
Thinking about you and your family, Monica. Y’all are in my prayers ❤🤗
Monicaaaaaaa 🥹 I'm so proud of you sister. Forever in awe of your strength. You got this mama❤❤
Hi Monica I’ve missed you girl. I’m so happy for you with Mother hood. I’m sorry for your loss. Please let God strengthen you🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Motherhood is like no other feeling❤ Carter is a blessing and he came when you needed him the most.
7:08 Monica I am so sorry about your mom. Sending my deepest condolences. I’ve seen her in a few videos and I can tell she’s was one of those Doñas that just radiate love and give the best hugs. You look amazing btw, glad motherhood is treating you well.
love you monica! you and your brother are huge inspirations to me. always wishing you two so much love and strength.
Sending love and prayers to you and your family - you have my sincere condolences 🙏🏽❤️Congratulations on being a mommy - such a blessing❣️
Motherhood is so healing and beautiful ❤
Sending you so much love positivity. I know what you are dealing with I lost my mom 6 years ago and sometime tears will begin to roll with just a simple thought of her! I thought I was losing my mind until I went to the doctor thinking I need meds and he told me NO that I was grieving and that grieving is process that we have to go through when losing someone close to us. I love you and God has you don’t worry!
So proud of you, keeping you lifted. Continue to give yourself grace and take it a day at a time
Monica I’m so sorry for your lost, sending my condolences to you and your family ❤
I lost my mom when my babe was 8 months. Monica, every single thing you have said has resonated with me. I can relate to it all. Sending you so much love. Motherhood is my favourite hood and even though my ma isn’t here I know she watches over me and my babies. Sending you lots of love mama, you are doing amazing❤
Watching her since day 1, praying for you and your family . And thanks for coming back a lot of Mother as I can relate. 🎉❤
Monica, so sorry to hear about your mom. I loved watching her with you on your videos. So glad to hear the other updates though. Yes, having kids makes you really blunt and you reprioritize so much in life.
Wow! First, sorry for your loss. I use to love the old Monica; I am now in love with the new Monica. You speak with calmness, you seem humble and grounded. I truly relate and yes "health is wealth" and I do not want everyone to think of me as the strong one. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you for your transparency and your beauty! Long time subscriber, your story has been inspiring, loving the unfiltered you!
Keep Striving! New Mommie on duty! Did I hear you right? Did you say you lost your mother? May God surround you with the Love you need to carry through Life's journey! ✨️ 🙏
I’m so sorry, my condolences to you Monica. Also enjoy your beautiful blessing …
Wow Monica beautiful video. You are being so strong. I can only imagine your pain.
Yass! God knew what he was doing when he gave you, your beautiful child.
May God grant you peace and comfort.
I know the loss of a mother. I'm glad God blessed you with baby Carter. Your mom is resting now and her legacy can live on through you and Carter.
My cousin went thru the same thing. Being pregnant and her mom died. Never got to meet her grandchildren. I say to say even in that hard time your mom was there to experience the birth of your child and to spend time with him which is the greatest gift in the world
Its so good to see your face, Monica! I was devastated for you when I heard about your mother 😢 I prayed for you right then and I'm hoping you continue to take it one day at a time. God gives the toughest battles to His strongest soldiers! You got this! I'm 39 and my son will be 22 in a few months! I teared up when you said Carter would be one! Time flies whether you're having fun or not! I've been following you for YEARS and will continue to do so no matter what. YOU DESERVE THE MOST! ❤❤
Yes! That life passing by still going on, without Your person (for me it’s My Dad, 2 Years on the 25th of this month). It hurts and it’s borderline insulting. Tho that’s unrealistic, you just can’t imagine Your life without them and suddenly they’re gone and it seems like after the funeral, it doesn’t matter anymore to anyone else but You.
I’m so sorry for your loss Monica, I pray you and your family have strength during this time of mourning ❤ May your mom Rest In Peace, amen