Why Monster Hunter World.. WHY (I just want my Nergigante Gem)

Here is a small video showing why Monster hunter world is the most unfair game ever
All I wanted was the Nergigante gem, is that really too much to ask? Not for other people apparently.
All jokes aside, I get that it's a rng thing, and I do love monster hunter world, and I don't even care that much that I didn't get the gem, I don't care that I tried to kill the Nergigante over and over and over and over again, until my fingers were red raw, and it had taken a toll on my mental health. I don't care that my friend got one on his third attempt, I don't care that I'll never fully upgrade my weapon.
Thanks for watching my video 'Why Monster Hunter World.. WHY (I just want my Nergigante Gem)' I hope you enjoyed!