9.81 PR 3x3 avg | this is real life?

for context, I have anxiety and therefore have bad nerves. I got many close calls, including a 10.10 avg, and multiple avgs counting 2 nines. I’ve been sub 10 at home for a month now, and I’ve really wanted this. This was my last comp of my competing spree, and after that 10.10 avg I thought I wouldn’t get my avg today, and would have to wait 2 months for another chance. This honestly felt like an unreachable goal as I underperformed so many times. All these factors and more culminated in my crazy reaction.(hyperventilating, screaming my head off, and running around the venue with pure delight in my eyes) I’m so happy with this and I’m so thankful to everyone who supported me on this long journey. I actually did it. ❤️