I Don't Want To Be This Kind Of Animal Anymore | Disco Elysium Analysis

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  • Опубликовано: 2 фев 2025

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  • @jeffiot
    @jeffiot  2 дня назад +464

    EMPATHY [Medium: Success] - The longer the funny looking man talks, the more you realize that this is all he has. Maybe you should throw him a dollar? Out of pity.
    www.patreon.com/jeffiot

    • @zaneonmeinhart7952
      @zaneonmeinhart7952 2 дня назад +8

      I definitely have been intimidated to start this game, but now I have to 😅
      I love the topics you choose, keep up the good work

    • @mac081793
      @mac081793 2 дня назад +2

      Empathy would never put someone down like this!!

    • @AdmiredDisorder
      @AdmiredDisorder 12 часов назад

      now with the editing and commentary saying not to go to IA to look up Disco Elysium because some ding-dong buffoon uploaded it, I have been hearing that this traffic going to IA for the sake of "not doing so" will unintentionally place a bullseye on IA for more legal issues in the future. A lot of online posts gain traction sharing about its existence but are deleted eventually... nothing against magically finding DE from somewhere but maybe let's not make IA a bigger target, they've been through enough 😓

    • @garyoak9649
      @garyoak9649 8 часов назад

      Fuq wish I had a dollar now

  • @maherthemage1458
    @maherthemage1458 2 дня назад +950

    Disco Elysium is the kind of game where calling him Harry DuBois in the first minute of this video amounts to an actual real spoiler. 😂

    • @wolfenhiem907
      @wolfenhiem907 2 дня назад +75

      I messed up the "remember your name" check and went a not insignificant amount of the game not knowing my own character's name.
      Stuff like this is why I love this game.

    • @cinnamonhope1
      @cinnamonhope1 День назад +21

      ​@@wolfenhiem907 you cant remember the name anyway~ the clues are there day 1, but well you only know for sure day 3, i belive

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +6

      Anyone else think he is a novel character being "called back to his friends" by someone/something in a position of authority ?

    • @RedSntDK
      @RedSntDK День назад +18

      I only know our alcoholic protagonist as Raphaël Ambrosius Costeau.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +1

      @ “Esteban Dolores Cerveza, from national internal security.

  • @OliveTheWitch
    @OliveTheWitch 2 дня назад +266

    I was like "this doesn't have nearly enough views" then I realised the runtime was longer than the amount of time the video had been out. I will enjoy seeing this video grow, because damn does it deserve it

  • @JamrockHobo
    @JamrockHobo 2 дня назад +683

    Monumental video.
    also mom get the camera i'm in a Jeffiot video!!! 12:27

  • @PaperWill
    @PaperWill 2 дня назад +307

    WE EATIN GOOD

    • @ToasterGhost02
      @ToasterGhost02 2 дня назад +6

      It's paper Will, my second favorite 3-uploads-a-year-channel! (No offense, but breadsword edges you out in that category)

    • @Kristopian
      @Kristopian 2 дня назад +4

      ​@@ToasterGhost023 uploads a year is Generous :/ (also I hope whoever is reading this has an excellent new year!)

    • @jamessunderland22
      @jamessunderland22 2 дня назад +1

      i love your channel!!!

    • @user-pz1eh
      @user-pz1eh День назад +7

      It's been 9 months PaperWill, you better be pregnant

    • @fightvale57
      @fightvale57 День назад +2

      And the baby better be mine

  • @86fifty
    @86fifty День назад +59

    3:05:45 - duuuuude, this line made me cryyy! You phrased it SO SO well... So many emails, so many hours, so much DRUDGERY that we WOULDN'T be doing unless we were paid to... And still, and STILL, we have to stand in the grocery store bread aisle and feel inferior and afraid and longing for times gone by, when this bread DIDN'T cost as much of a percentage of our paycheck as it does now. And we wonder if it's OUR fault for not WORKING hard enough, but it's so obviously, OBVIOUSLY NOT, but we're also so stinkin powerless that not even keeping our heads down and doing everything RIGHT is enough to get us out of this self-hating spiral and that's why we have Kim.
    At least we have Kim.

  • @Maybe_Logic
    @Maybe_Logic 2 дня назад +158

    I played Disco Elysium in 2023, and have thought about it every single day, since.
    Every single day. Something comes to mind that reminds me of the story, Harry, Kim, the sociopolitical situations, the history of Revachol, the pale, etc.
    This is truly the most remarkable piece of art I have ever engaged with. I find myself getting emotional to the point of tears when reflecting on certain elements of the story AND my own experience playing it.
    I'd call this one of, if not, THE most important game ever made. It changed me.
    And, if you're considering playing, it can change you too. Who knew games could change us so significantly.

    • @burnthompson286
      @burnthompson286 2 дня назад +8

      Thanks to your comment, I'll be checking it out. I stopped the vid at the intro to see it. Sorry, Jeff, but I need to experience this first

    • @zanemeredith2794
      @zanemeredith2794 2 дня назад

      ​Oh so you didn't see the part about it being free on Internet archive? Shiiiit... @@burnthompson286

    • @mac081793
      @mac081793 2 дня назад

      What's crazy is this isn't glazing
      If I hadn't played the game and I saw your comment, I would have assumed your head was just so far up your own ass, but you're not even exaggerating. What's nice is the game gatekeeps itself from shitty fandom, but also it's such a hard sell it's such a hard game to recommend.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @@Maybe_Logic Disco Elysium is probably my favorite video game, but I think the novel (sacred And terrible air) is Even more entertaining. the book is actually quite hilarious, although you may not be laughing until your third or fourth read through

  • @Helo_Hello
    @Helo_Hello 2 дня назад +221

    Have I ever played Disco Elysium? No. Am I going to stay here for 5 hours and listen to every single word this man is saying? Yes. I am. And you can’t stop me.

    • @AnonymousAnarchist2
      @AnonymousAnarchist2 2 дня назад +28

      Oh, you most certianly must play the game in thay case.
      It was spoiled for me as well but also. Not. The experence is unspoilable.

    • @codycarney2311
      @codycarney2311 2 дня назад +1

      Why would we stop you listening to the goat?

    • @BigCommunismBuilder
      @BigCommunismBuilder 2 дня назад

      Please don’t do yourself the disservice, normally I wouldn’t give a fuck but this is the best piece of art ever put to screen

    • @XombiepunkGaming
      @XombiepunkGaming 2 дня назад +14

      @@AnonymousAnarchist2 @Helo_Hello I will double down on this even if you have watched this whole video essay, no two playthroughs are gonna have the same vibe if you approach it with a different mentality, so give the game a shot Helo_Hello it is an EXPERIENCE. Spread Communism like a damn Rockstar... or be a hobocop... or a doomsday prophet... pure disco.

    • @axis_tilted
      @axis_tilted 2 дня назад +8

      to cover all our bases here, i urge you NOT to play the game. You will NOT get anything done for at least a weeks time, and possibly irrevocably damage your relationship with the world as you know it

  • @adobecult
    @adobecult 2 дня назад +152

    never been so excited about a 5hr video in my LIFE

  • @TheStarBlack
    @TheStarBlack День назад +17

    What a superb piece of work Jeff and team. I'm so happy to see how much you've developed. This was fascinating and touching and lit up my adhd brain! Thank you for all your hard work and I hope you get the recognition you so obviously deserve.

  • @lolwutinternet
    @lolwutinternet 2 дня назад +84

    2:42:30 for what it's worth, the pale latitude compressor is almost exactly the OPPOSITE of how you explained it: in its intended use case, it is supposed to help with travel through the pale by trying to carve a sort of metaphysical 'path' through it using an intentional, directed stream of data as opposed to whatever is happening out there in the pale. used as un-intended, it's more or less a directed energy weapon doing something like blasting you with every possible radio station at once at max volume while gently microwaving your brain

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +10

      Now imagine how powerful the "Ivory Keyed Radio Computer" that is given to Khan and Jesper is in the novel. Jesper's can make "Newspapers". It's why the ICP officer is so pissed off during a particular hospital scene

    • @stevenyukabacera160
      @stevenyukabacera160 День назад +2

      And that's it on the lowest setting...

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +1

      @ The scene with Jasper's "model" girlfriend, and him producing stacks of (seemingly 5 day old) "Newspapers" from a strange hole under his bed is when I started to actually understand the book. Jasper "plays his terrible (and seemingly pre-planned) trump card") Then, by the "music of the spheres" chapter, I think I have most of the big plot bits figured out (my wife and I each read the book like 4 times tho, helps to read the book to another person out loud)

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @ I think Khan's "morning song" wrote the peaches of immortality into existence (creating the innocents, Charlotte even says what she would do with her Peach since Khan will NOT shut the fuck up about them)

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 17 часов назад

      @@lolwutinternet as you see m to be actually familiar with the Canon, any thoughts on Ziggy as he was listening to his "end of the World Mixtape"? Or really any other aspect of the story you think is particularly fruitful

  • @NaughtMax
    @NaughtMax 2 дня назад +35

    This is one of the most emotionally resonant videos I’ve ever experienced on RUclips. I’m glad you made it, and I’m glad you consider it your best work because I agree and think you should be proud of what you’ve accomplished.

    • @setrouf
      @setrouf День назад

      watch action buttons review of boku no natsuyasumi, it is very similar in style

  • @okansahin8155
    @okansahin8155 2 дня назад +71

    I just watched a clinically depressed newscaster with disco elysium music then this video popped up. great timing!

    • @conxo
      @conxo День назад +1

      Same! Ace high!

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 6 часов назад

      @ "The Insulindian Civil War was not the first war to see the use of hybrid airships on both sides, but it was the *coolest*. For an entire decade folded multi-rotor fighters got into dogfights above Revachol, Ozonne, Semenine, and the Arcade Islands, spitting death at one another. They flew over sandy beaches and shot each other out of the azure sky, crashing into city blocks and setting island forests ablaze. The Ace's Low was a custom among revolutionary brigades, performed after multiple kills. Lieutenant Kitsuragi seems fond of it… why?"

  • @QuietM4n
    @QuietM4n День назад +17

    “I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore” resonates with me in much the same way that, "I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes…or should I ?” like its a line from someone on the precipice of change that's unsure if they’ll be able to do it. Its the kind of thing that can bounce around in your head forever

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @@QuietM4n Nice classic literary/ anime reference but If you'd like a more concrete answer, I could spoil you a bit

  • @littleducky4195
    @littleducky4195 День назад +43

    This video having a 30 minute intro and a seemingly random anecdote in the middle that circles around later to become something so much more, feels very Disco Elysium appropriate.
    For me, I don' want to be this kind of animal anymore, puts the emphasis on *this* kind of animal. A want to change who you are so fundamentally as to become another kind of creature entirely, but feeling like it's impossible, you're always going to be an animal, always going to slip into your 'natural' behavior. The conversation with the phasmid made me legit sob. As you said in the video, the seeing and acknowledging you without trying to influence you either way, and something about her voice just made me actually listen instead of just hearing.
    (Also I failed the saving Kim check, and since Cuno doesn't have a camera you instead get to go to Lena's adress and talk to them. I like to imagine them sitting in a kitchen, drinking coffee, and talking about cryptids)

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 6 часов назад

      "Cuno is gonna end up like a fucking Porcupine"

  • @MeonLights
    @MeonLights 2 дня назад +35

    That story about the woman you met by chance was... raw but I felt a connection there. I haven't been in a situation as extreme, but certainly in similar ones.
    I would not have expected her to react negatively to you stating that you knew the person who did it. You talking about the people you used to know ending up in jail was still very fresh in my mind... Life is very much crazy like that.
    I guess that is what I love most about this game.
    The interactions of Harry's inner mind is amazing. The world is endearing. The characters are wonderful.
    But what I really love about this game are the details of human lives that you brush against everywhere. It makes the world feel alive and relatable. And, in a weird way, your videos do the same :)

  • @tomatazoo
    @tomatazoo День назад +6

    This... this was a surreal experience, clicked on the video expecting a simple disco elysium recap. I got hit with a cinematic experience better than any movie i have seen in my whole life, the part where you spoke about frederick, when you spoke about having a long bath where you watch how the water warps in your arm, any part of this video is a masterpiece, i congratulate you, you certainly did not fail at all, you made an awesome piece of media i would consider even rewatching more than once. THANK YOU

  • @woost0
    @woost0 2 дня назад +59

    Disco Elysium AND Jeffiot. 2 of my favourite things + 5 hours of it

  • @ZaxxaZ
    @ZaxxaZ День назад +24

    All the way through this amazing video essay you've mentioned how many other people were only too happy to help you in your endeavour. Strangers that you reached out to that said yes to the use of assets, or even the creation of new assets for your use. You mention friends that you exist with, people that you love and who love you and that you spend time with. These don't sound like aspects of a failure to me. Love, kindness and the effort of communicating honestly with others of this complex species that we are, is the only meaningful measure of success. You bare your soul to the world in the hope that it will apply some salve to your pain, without perhaps realising that in doing so you are applying salve to others burning souls. You are changing people by expressing your love for things and you manage to do so with both eloquence and humour. I hope that at some point something you do feels like success to you. You are a wonderful, sensitive instrument.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +3

      THIS is communism in the word of Elysium. Maybe in the real world we can all decide to play a more "peaceful" game and stop warring with each other (not implying the Elysium Communists were peaceful, but they also failed)

  • @h_rry
    @h_rry 2 дня назад +43

    of course a 5-hour jeffiot video on disco elysium has to come out right as im finally playing for the first time!
    about to be the fastest detective this side of revachol brb

  • @spang4775
    @spang4775 2 дня назад +24

    just finished chapter 6 and upped my patreon membership lol dude you're such an incredibly cool creator i dont really even know what else to say

  • @skye_meeren
    @skye_meeren 2 дня назад +20

    i had to go back and watch chapter 6 because i didn't quite understand the first time, but now i'm crying in my room at 12.53pm on a saturday morning trying to clean lmfao what the hell are you doing to me jeffiot

    • @johnnybensonitis7853
      @johnnybensonitis7853 6 часов назад +1

      Haha, he totally busted ya! The same thing happened with me as well, but unfortunately I'm crying at various times on a few occasions every single day. It just never stops, probably never will....
      This video tho, right?! Hell yeah!

  • @AristotleTheLesser
    @AristotleTheLesser 2 дня назад +31

    I’m also tired of failing. That’s why when I lose myself, when I think I’ve lost all that I am, I look back on a playlist called “things that are close to my heart”. I don’t have the answers of “how to not fail”, and I don’t think anyone does. All I know is that I’ve made some semblance of something I can come back to in order to show myself that I’m human, and now this wonderful video is there. Thank you

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @@AristotleTheLesser random question but ever heard the song " I can't stand up for falling down"? I enjoy all versions but probably prefer the Elvis Costello cover

  • @harleycatcher
    @harleycatcher 2 дня назад +19

    Things that I felt during my time watching this: Excited, happy, grateful, somber, worried, and impressed amongst many others. Your videos always elicit emotion. You masterfully blend humor into each thing that you do and it always has me filled with anticipation of the next video. Great job!

  • @_dmit182_
    @_dmit182_ 2 дня назад +19

    1:02:50 the group that wrote all the songs for the game (British Sea Power) are sometimes doing gigs with a giant polar bear. This was a reference to that

    • @jeffiot
      @jeffiot  2 дня назад +7

      Yeah, learned this from the human can opener with argo. Many things in this video where I learned more after filming it and wished I could go back, but oh well.

    • @AuralFecundity
      @AuralFecundity День назад

      I assumed it was a wry reference to Klondike ice cream bars, but I don’t know if those exist out of the US, come to think of it.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 20 часов назад

      @@AuralFecundity there are long list of mostly bands popular in the UK that explicitly seem to cross between the reality of our world & Elysium. Martin Lugia wrote about it several times on his medium blog

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 20 часов назад

      @@_dmit182_ They didn't write all the songs. One major one gets mentioned by the deserter. " If I can shoot rabbits then I can shoot fascists" Is from a real maniac Street preachers song

  • @jacobqvarnstrom1487
    @jacobqvarnstrom1487 2 дня назад +25

    Brukar aldrig kommentera, men jag pausade denna ca halvvägs för att ringa en vän när jag nästan började gråta. Jag uppskattar verkligen hur du fick in din historia i disco elysiums. Utan att ens ha sett hela så är det här kanske min favorit video i år!

  • @LadyDarkHatter
    @LadyDarkHatter 2 дня назад +77

    Remember kids: Harry DuBois says it's cool and correct to pirate Disco Elysium

    • @user-fje4ztx46no86
      @user-fje4ztx46no86 День назад +18

      the dev's sure say so
      (this is not satire, the original devs, the creative masterminds behind this game, that was stolen from them, support you going to the high seas and getting this game that way)

  • @Lou-Mae
    @Lou-Mae 2 дня назад +24

    When you hinted on stream yesterday your next video was going to be about Disco Elysium, I was thrilled, but I *did not* expect it to be a 5 hour long one.
    Today is a great day.

  • @KnucksBunny
    @KnucksBunny День назад +6

    i always find it very admirable and incredible when someone shares something very personal and makes themself very vulnerable with this (mostly because i struggle deeply with this myself) and i think you have done this so so well in this video and really pushed the whole video with it, i enjoyed it a lot and will think about it for a while! also very well structured!

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 18 часов назад

      @@KnucksBunny if you feel comfortable, I'll share something I am not proud of (but it happened) and you can decide if it would help you share yours

  • @CosmicNyan
    @CosmicNyan 2 дня назад +30

    I once heard Red from Overly Sarcastic Productions describe publishing a large project like this as "tearing your heart out and submitting it for peer review."
    you passed the peer review ✅
    You did a great job describing what makes this game so important to so many people, and most importantly, what makes it important to you. This is much more than just an overview of the game, and it's fantastic.

  • @dyppityjoop5912
    @dyppityjoop5912 2 дня назад +10

    A truly disco experience. You have mastered the intense energy that runs through Disco Elysium and weaved it into this video. It has a rhythmic pulse that oscillates between melancholy and humor, the same pulse that beats within Disco Elysium. It oozes the same for lack of a better term 'vibes'. Good work has been done here. This is a great video.

    • @dyppityjoop5912
      @dyppityjoop5912 2 дня назад +1

      Also: HARDCORE TO THE MEGA!!!!!!!

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @@dyppityjoop5912 canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      @ canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 17 часов назад

      @@dyppityjoop5912 Martin Lugia has a medium blog post all about "hardcore" and it's p amazing

  • @ahminmiin
    @ahminmiin День назад +5

    I do not know you. I never heard about your content and came here strictly because of disco elysium. however, you have captured my attention trough sheer power of your words and presentation. During a small part of my day I cooked, ate and cleaned acompanied by your voice. the whole time this sense of somber happiness surrounded me. and I liked that. I like when art, and your writing is art, makes me guess will I laugh or let a tear in the next moment.
    I don't know why I'm writing this, I usually don't write comments on videos, and when I do they are a word or two long. but I felt a need I had to. I had to capture my incoherent thought and tell you that you truly touched some random person on a random day.

  • @Foiled_Foliage
    @Foiled_Foliage День назад +13

    Love the now facial hair. You live your best life man. I’m so happy you were propelled by that trumpet video into the spotlight. Absolutely you deserve this.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 17 часов назад +1

      @@Foiled_Foliage would this be considered a "Stephan the Terrible" moustache? I have only a vague notion of what it looks like, but it's directly referenced in the first Canon Elysium short story that Martin Lugia published. Basically I'm looking for a mustache expert

  • @ResplendentTrash
    @ResplendentTrash 2 дня назад +10

    You absolute mad lad! I felt an incredible urge to mention Action Button Reviews while I watched. Especially immediately before you eventually brought him up.

  • @Mari-jb6sm
    @Mari-jb6sm 2 дня назад +14

    i fully just watched this video in one sitting even tho I was only going to watch it in parts, but I could not take myself away! seeing creators get so personal, and honest is so refreshing and i felt so seen. I never heard of this game before but now after watching this and crying several times LOL i’m going to play it asap i’m so excited. I love pieces of art that reminds you of what it feels like to be alive
    v proud to be a patron 🥸 keep it up dude!

  • @GilTheDragon
    @GilTheDragon 2 дня назад +6

    You make good art. You weave a story well, meanderingly, but that's what's artful. It is like a tapestry. Thanks for something lovely

    • @GilTheDragon
      @GilTheDragon 2 дня назад

      "I don't want to be this type of animal..." suggests not just self loathing but also the possibility of fundamental change
      & the muttonchops rocked

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 21 час назад

      The world of Elysium is very much a "woven" one

    • @GilTheDragon
      @GilTheDragon 21 час назад +1

      @ it's always struck me more of a knit one. Kim's stitches are neat even, but of a wool still revealing its variegation; Harry is like pocket lint & string, messy but enduring

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 21 час назад +1

      @ Yes that is actually more correct, as stated in a Martin Lugia Blog from 2022 (I think?). Taught ONLY by his Grand-Mother, and an insistence on never using a thimble no matter what sort of covering you are making

  • @Parzivle
    @Parzivle 2 дня назад +9

    You cant imagine my delight at seeing the title of this video nor the sheer elation that ran through my earthly form as i saw the duration. We truly are eating well tonight

  • @Novum_YT
    @Novum_YT 2 дня назад +16

    I legitimately can't remember ever being this excited to watch a RUclips video, LFG

  • @LordMarcus
    @LordMarcus 2 дня назад +17

    Fuck yeah, Citizen Sleeper 2 AND a 5-hour Jeffiot retrospective on one of my favorite narrative games? I'm set for the whole weekend!

  • @sapodetenis
    @sapodetenis 19 часов назад +5

    Oh, the Frederik chapter is so amazing. Thank you for your work!

  • @OranDoesThings
    @OranDoesThings 2 дня назад +30

    I wasn't really planning on playing this game any time soon, but then you talked about how important it is to buy the game, and now I think I might and come back to this video when I am done playing my perfectly legitimate copy of the game that I acquired through exchanging tender at my digital marketplace of preference. Thank you for standing up for what is right, and doing your part to help small-time devs.

    • @flyingsnail_art9170
      @flyingsnail_art9170 2 дня назад +3

      Thank you for doing the right thing!!!

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 17 часов назад

      @@OranDoesThings Not sure if you're from the United States, but almost every area in the nation has critical problems providing food to children. For most states and local counties, they will have dedicated websites where you can make food bank donations that can go directly to help feeding children that could be hungry right down the road from you. Just giving you an idea of something to spend money on instead of giving it to thieves

  • @Kanalratte-yt
    @Kanalratte-yt 23 часа назад +1

    Jeff, once again a video you made has struck me to my core, not only through your recounting of the game (which i havent played), but even more profoundly through the stories you tell of your life. I can honestly say that the heart and soul of your storytelling makes these videos special in a way I rarely find in media. Thank you for your hard work!

  • @TheMadsC
    @TheMadsC День назад +5

    The story of Fredik really caught me off guard. I kept thinking "where is this going?", and began to suspect that he might have taken his own life. Jumping off a building at that street you mentioned. I was very surprised at what actually happend, even though I probably shouldn't have been.
    You have such a great skill for writing, and it keeps impressing me. If you ever write a book, I know I'd have to get it and read it, even though that's not something I really do.
    Anyway, gonna keep watching the video now. Just had to make a comment about that segment.

  • @lnnvt
    @lnnvt 2 дня назад +14

    ive been craving a long ass disco elysium video essay for so long

  • @QuentinWes
    @QuentinWes 2 дня назад +5

    Your discussion about kims 'Whats with all the running' comment is funny because I never ran in the first day and was confused by him saying that. I didn't know there was a way to run, and I didn't consider there would be one since time doesn't advance unless you are doing dialogue. The dialogue cannot tell whether you are running or walking places, and its the single place that i actively noticed that the game world wasn't reacting to my choices correctly. Later on there are mentions of all your running hurting your leg wound, but they also happen even if you deliberately walk everywhere to try making it hurt less. I find it funny that they accounted for everything else I did, like wearing ridiculous outfits for serious moments, but they didn't factor in that some people would just slowly walk everywhere

  • @matthewwillis2393
    @matthewwillis2393 День назад +5

    3:44:30
    My headset started blaring static and I thought it was a very clever bit, brilliant even. But after 30 seconds of screeching noise, I realized it was a technical issue. It was amazing serendipity.
    Thank you Jeffiot.

  • @Cinnamowo
    @Cinnamowo 2 дня назад +25

    Seeing my friend recently fully play this game for the first time was definitely unique. He was probably the only person I've seen with full page of completed thoughts, and just shit ton of skill points. He pulled of insane skill checks with 8% multiple times, and almost failed that god damn Kim 97% authority check (both of them even). And most importantly, he quickly changed how he played this game, from trying a lot of really dumb answers, to actually trying to be a proper detective who wants to change
    Recommending everyone to give Shivers a try will never be not entertaining. That, and Spirito and Encyclopedia. Just constant stream of exposition, and a really fucking well written one that is
    Incredible game, I hope one day Zaum will be whole again :(

  • @theuncannyalex
    @theuncannyalex 12 часов назад +1

    a masterpiece, frankly. i don’t know that I’ve ever been so invested, so moved by a video on here. i didn’t originally plan on watching it all in one sitting, but once it got going i couldn’t look away. stay strong king.

  • @moltenbrisingr
    @moltenbrisingr 2 дня назад +7

    I just recently found your channel, and I can't tell you how excited I was to see this video come up. I'm really excited to hear your unique style interact with the unique style of disco elysium!

  • @Nikkiflausch
    @Nikkiflausch День назад +5

    It is mindboggling to me how open and choice driven such a narrative game is able to be. I encountered the union boss over 20 hours into my playthrough and it felt completely in line with a presumed intended progression.

  • @sletten93
    @sletten93 15 часов назад +1

    The story about Fredrik was shocking and absolutely mesmerizing. It almost made me cry. I did not think a personal anecdote would be the highlight of a otherwise great video about my favourite game of all time.

  • @sansfromcoolmathgames
    @sansfromcoolmathgames День назад +3

    finished the video-you absolutely did not fail.

  • @cinnamonhope1
    @cinnamonhope1 12 часов назад +1

    4:42:27 no, your stories were the most important. Thank you for sharing them, so carefully and eloquently.
    I played the video on the background, while i worked, like i do often (and well. As a disco fan, i MUST see everything anyone shares about their feelings on the game haha)
    But when you told your stories, i put my work down and looked, carefully. I love your journey in elysium, but i already know that i'll remember those bits of your life you've shared for a really, really long time.

  • @actuallyapathy
    @actuallyapathy 8 часов назад +1

    from an outside perspective; i think this is one of your best videos. i like the things you make, they have value in the world and your insight into them is valuable and unique.
    i also want to say, that while i don't know you personally, as someone who has struggled with depression some of the thing you say in this video make me worry about how you are doing.
    please make sure you are leaning on your support system and know that even though you want to be perfect, nobody else expects that from you.
    from the side you've shown on this channel you are a deeply caring person and when you are hurting people want to care for you in return, because relationships of all kinds are best when they are reciprocal like that.
    i hear you say that you want to be the friend people rely on when they need it, and i think your friends likely want to be that person for you too.
    i don't want to get too caught up in all of that and miss out on praising what i thought was an amazing video that i'm literally about to rewatch immediately!
    i've tried to get into DE many times but your video is the only one that i've connected with, and i'm so glad i got to experience it through this lens and with your perspective!
    i like that you can both acknowledge and appreciate the humor of it while not letting those parts gloss over the deeply emotional and relatable aspects integral to the game.

  • @aarre2843
    @aarre2843 День назад +4

    This video resonated within me in a way not much has resonated within me in a long time. I don't want to be that "this 5 hour video essay that I watched simply bc I like this RUclipsr", but I felt so connected every step of the way. this video did change me, on some deep foundation-level. cried many times, and not just bc i related, though i did, but because of the story-telling both within the game and jeffiot himself

  • @Cyrinil142
    @Cyrinil142 22 часа назад +3

    I too, wish to one day, send my friend a message so bad that they spend months making a five-hour video essay about how wrong I am.
    Good work Simon.

  • @sabrina0013
    @sabrina0013 2 дня назад +15

    lol was that "portly chum chet" a hardy boys reference lmao i'm a zillenial but my mom made me read those

  • @CadoonTube
    @CadoonTube 2 дня назад +4

    Don't think it's coincidental that this dropped right after David Lynch, inland empire heads out there know the tie would respect the goat.

  • @DavidSchwartzMe
    @DavidSchwartzMe День назад +4

    Thanks for all the hard work putting this video together! Perhaps your best work yet :)
    ... and yeah, I'm not ashamed to admit that the Phasmid made me cry. I hope everyone who needed to hear those words heard it as well.

  • @bartekcalinski1221
    @bartekcalinski1221 2 дня назад +12

    Disco elysium is the type of game that makes you want to make a 5 hour video commentary about it

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +1

      @@bartekcalinski1221 I feel like I could make a channel strictly dedicated to talking about the Canon novel and short stories, And I would have video topics and content for years

  • @britty2pretty349
    @britty2pretty349 12 часов назад +2

    Vulnerable & moving writing. Best vid yet.

  • @roman200000
    @roman200000 2 дня назад +8

    I will complain about the fact that Jeffiot doesn't have 30 million subscribers doing a LOT more than regular gameplay youtubers until we hit 30 million!
    I've been here since his final destination video and I only wish this man the best of the best

  • @ReafWasAlreadyTaken
    @ReafWasAlreadyTaken День назад +2

    the talk at the 3 hour mark really hit me in the feels. Respect the honesty and love the content.

  • @Shrifbun
    @Shrifbun 2 дня назад +35

    Finally a video essay lengthy enough for Disco Elysium.

  • @dedmanwalken8565
    @dedmanwalken8565 2 дня назад +23

    Sheeeeesh is this the extended version of Return of the King, or just a youtube video from the goat himself??

  • @apostolospapadopoulos2647
    @apostolospapadopoulos2647 2 дня назад +4

    48:42 I didn't expect TMBG in this video, but I loved the reference

  • @AngelsPurgatory
    @AngelsPurgatory 2 дня назад +6

    The Tribunal de-brief really struck me hard. I don't think I've ever felt so seen or recognised, like looking into a emotional mirror.
    Jag vill verkligen att du vet hur mycket dom orden du sa rörde mig, jag grät.

  • @avtips4779
    @avtips4779 2 дня назад +7

    I totally get it what you were trying to convey in chapter 12, i had the exact same reaction to the ending of L.A. Noire.

  • @deadbatt689
    @deadbatt689 53 минуты назад

    this is a video i will come back to and rewatch over and over. i can't articulate it well, but it touched something real inside - especially your personal notes, *especially* the re-written segment. this is by far my favorite video essay i've ever watched and i've watched many.

  • @MADMadisson
    @MADMadisson День назад +1

    Goddamn, second video of yours that makes me cry... Thanks for that ride. Well worth it. "It's about the journey not the destination."

  • @mcwhinnney
    @mcwhinnney 23 часа назад +1

    you have blown me away AGAIN. everything you make gives me so much more than i bargained for and i'm so proud to have been a supporter of yours for so long. i've had to put a pause on my patronage because of a change in financial situation but GOD i can't wait to be back. you're the most consistently brilliant creator i've ever had the honour of coming across, and your writing has an undercurrent of bareness, something very abrasive and human that i really connect with. this style of audio-visual collage that is typical of youtube video essays is a medium that i think really suits you! i think your background in film really shows itself; i feel like you perform your scripts instead of just delivering them. i think in the youtube space there's a tendency to see authenticity and vulnerability as incompatible with curation and intention, but trying to get your soul into your hands and hold it out to someone is hard work. it needs the effort you give it. i appreciate you and your work so much
    - scoutfield

  • @AuralFecundity
    @AuralFecundity День назад +2

    On the subject of can deposits; it is a thing in parts of the US. I come from Michigan, where we offer a whole ten cents of a dollar per can. But there’re only like a dozen states that have any deposit and refund program. We also don’t call it “tare.”

  • @ianwamsley2595
    @ianwamsley2595 День назад +2

    This video is absolutely phenomenal. Please please keep doing what you do. Sincerely, thank you.

  • @Jonjzi
    @Jonjzi День назад +4

    I think I might be the only person to ever play Disco Elysium without knowing anything about it before hand. It was gifted to me by my brother in my birthday and I hadn't been keeping up with any video game news whatsoever, so every little detail of it hit me like a ton of bricks and I was utterly enchanted. I spent 10 minutes staring at the opening menu, listening to the music, and was filled with awe. I know that sounds hyperbolic, but I had lost all faith in the idea that genuine art was being made in the commercial space of any industry, but the sincerity and beauty radiated through every second of the experience. I was theorizing right off the bat that the art style was reflecting the consciousness of someone losing their mind because of the impressionistic Van-Gogh-like style, as if the player were seeing the world through the eyes of an artist slowly going crazy. Anyway, I'll cut my diatribe short and continue watching the rest of your video...

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 22 часа назад

      @@Jonjzi You should definitely check out the Canon novel which is called sacred and terrible air (Free audiobooks + PDF are available online). After reading the book a few times check out Martin Lugia's "medium" blog For more Canon short stories and articles filled with lore

  • @witch_bird_jmh
    @witch_bird_jmh День назад +4

    I just want to say I'm proud of the sensitive instrument my Patreon dollars are going to. Beautiful video, especially poinient in weaving in the stories from your own life.

  • @josefinameyer7183
    @josefinameyer7183 День назад +3

    My favorite disco Elysium pet is the several Cockatoo's that are described in the book- you know what. I don't remember if they were referred to as pets or if they were just describing wild birds. This renders my point (that was playing into the caricature that you painted of fans who think one thing is super important to mention that you forgot) obsolete. Thank you. I will go back to watch now.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад +2

      It's a book that warns that they are horrible pets, but still tells you to assign yourself an animal personality and it does mention people trying to keep them as pets I'm almost certain

  • @timaeusTiger
    @timaeusTiger 19 часов назад +1

    another absolute banger from jeffiot. every single time i watch one of your videos and i think, "oh im not too interested in this game/show/whatever but ill watch it bc i like him" im blown away every time. thank you for making videos!! im now gonna get disco elsyium when i can :)

  • @TitaniumAlloyz
    @TitaniumAlloyz День назад +1

    About an hour in after the story about the kid you once knew I said to myself that you were giving big Tim Rogers Action Button vibes and then later you mentioned it verbatim. Very nice video man!

  • @KeyDoesStuff
    @KeyDoesStuff 2 дня назад +2

    YEAAAAAA JEFFIOT IS BACK 😭😭😭 you have quickly become my favorite RUclipsr, I have watched almost all of your videos multiple times each waiting for a new upload. I am saving this one for my shift tonight

  • @sbtech98
    @sbtech98 10 часов назад +1

    Honestly maybe my favorite of your videos. Many of the things you touched on and your interpretation were incredibly moving.

  • @Croatilillious
    @Croatilillious 2 дня назад +3

    From a gameplay perspective Disco Elysium eludes my interest. But I hear so many good things about it's story. So I'm very excited to watch this video over the course of several days and/or weeks.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      The canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

  • @shazzy544
    @shazzy544 2 дня назад +2

    "Honey? Yeah, Im really sorry but im not gonna be home for dinner tonight. Yeah he dropped another video, 5 hours of Disco Elysium analysis. Ill see you tomorrow."

  • @ravengray8658
    @ravengray8658 День назад +1

    Superb analysis, my guy. Very well-written, a delight to listen to, accounting for shortened attention span with switch of narrative bits. Thank you so much. You deserve more visibility.

  • @peachaton364
    @peachaton364 14 часов назад

    thank you for this video. ive been waiting for someone to make a video like this about disco elysium. your editing is phenomenal, and your voice is so calming!! im only two hours in, but im looking forward to the rest. thank you so much.

  • @giuthais
    @giuthais День назад +3

    1:02:49 The ice bear fridge is in fact a reference to Sea Power (formerly British Sea Power), who did the soundtrack for the game! At their gigs, they have someone dressed in a polar bear costume in the audience

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

  • @shevmo
    @shevmo День назад +1

    Once in a while, a video really seems to resonate with me on a level that I find difficult to articulate. When you spoke to wanting to just, make this video. To communicate with it. To reach out and be honest with it.
    I just want you to know, that I see you doing this and I appreciate it. I may not be a phasmid, but I see you and appreciate the raw beauty that you have put into the world with this piece. I have a feeling it is going to be one of those fragments of memory that come drifting back, a decade from now, in wistful nostalgia.
    Thank you.

  • @Lozinlimbo
    @Lozinlimbo 2 дня назад +7

    Nearly 5 hours of Jeff? Oh we eating good today fellas

  • @RobinSpellbinder04
    @RobinSpellbinder04 2 дня назад +25

    This really scratches the Tim Roger itch and thats really the nicest thing I can say about a video essay

  • @86fifty
    @86fifty День назад +1

    1:47:16 - I actually really appreciated the breath of fresh air that this slow methodical animation represents. It's like those quiet moments in Ghibli movies. Gotta let it breathe sometimes.

  • @MujikMunkey
    @MujikMunkey 18 часов назад

    Can't count how many times I got emotional watching this vid. I can never play disco elysium for the first time again but this came close. You've really managed to make something special here! Thank you and thank Kras Mazov.

  • @Q-FROG
    @Q-FROG 10 часов назад +1

    I save scummed the hell out of my first playthrough but all my subsequent playthroughs I’m going with the first roll only

  • @danielwarner5029
    @danielwarner5029 День назад

    I enjoyed this video in a way that I cannot put into words, thank you for all the effort, planning and time you poured into the meticulously crafted piece of media. This was a very thought-provoking video with an ending that leaves you both with answers and questions : )

  • @SahiranBeatz
    @SahiranBeatz День назад +1

    why does every video essay about this game begin with explaining it like we know nothing about it. I'm literally here because I played the game multiple times and I'm in love with it. who would click a 5 hour video about a game they know nothing about? "disco elysium is a role playing game..." yeah, it surely is. for the 100th time, it is...

    • @jotarochikito
      @jotarochikito День назад

      "who would click a 5 hour video about a game they know nothing about?"
      Me, literally me. The only knowledge I had from this game, was that one of the voice actors in it voiced a character in another game. Besides that, I didn't even know what type of game Disco Elysium was, I didn't know it was a roleplaying game. To be honest, for some reason I thought it was a game similar to Hotline Miami, so finally knowing about the type of game it was/is, makes me want to know more about it

    • @SahiranBeatz
      @SahiranBeatz День назад

      @jotarochikito of course, you're right. I've just seen too many video essays that start with the same thing, but this one was definitely the most unique one. I hope you play the game and enjoy it

    • @jotarochikito
      @jotarochikito 7 часов назад

      ​@@SahiranBeatz Oh, it's all right! In fact, I'm glad to say that I started playing the game. I'm still on its first day but I have around 7/8 hours for now. I'm LOVING it. Some moments feel so personal and they definitely touch some sensible fibers in me. I need to admit tho, I'm going to continue this analysis AFTER finishing the game, I don't want it to be spoiled to me, knowing that I don't really know anything about it.
      Idk if you even care, but I decided to immerse myself in the story by managing my stats, habs, thoughts, clothes, etc, around me, as well as their decisions as if I WERE Harry. Like, for example, wearing clothes I would wear, choosing ONLY dialogues that I would sayz etc, etc, and to be honest is an incredible experience. I keep day dreaming about being there, walking around the departments, asking questions to posible witnesses, etc. It's a beautiful experience

  • @harrybutimnot
    @harrybutimnot День назад

    Inspirational. The more I see content like this, the more I feel driven to get off my ass and make something of myself. The language used to describe pursing your dream, it being more valuable to you than just the money, but still so eloquently described the cognitive dissonance of believing that and needing to make 'good' money to continue to do that comfortably for not just you but your loved ones, fucking beautiful.

  • @engineergaming3422
    @engineergaming3422 2 дня назад +2

    I fucking love this channel, the second i get interested in this game my favorite youtuber drops a 5 hour video essay

  • @benten2462
    @benten2462 2 дня назад +7

    No way, NO EFFING WAY. My favorite RUclipsr AND my favorite game in the whole wide world? 😭 You’re spoiling me rotten today

  • @pigdeons957
    @pigdeons957 3 часа назад

    a really well written and thorough video covering the game i fell in love with last year. you keep outdoing yourself, jeff!!

  • @CrypticKas
    @CrypticKas 2 дня назад +1

    Holy hell, an almost 5hr Jeffiot video. Just started it, but amazing work. Can only imagine how long this took

  • @KeyDoesStuff
    @KeyDoesStuff 4 часа назад

    Wanted to comment and say this was an exquisite video. I am intimidated by the amount of content in this video game, but you’ve given me the courage to try to play it. Jeff, your content, your words, your light permeates my soul. You make a difference in the lives of everyone who watches you. You’re an amazing person and an amazing creator. You are creating real, tangible things and I can’t wait to see more of them. Thank you so much for being you.

  • @CassetteGlitch
    @CassetteGlitch 2 дня назад +3

    Jeffiot you CANNOT do this to me. Five hours? Of Disco Elysium analysis? Do you want me to be dead or something. It's midnight I can't binge this right now! (I'm binging this right now)

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE День назад

      The canon novel has a free English audio book on RUclips (Sacred and Terrible Air). Also two English translations in PDF (the 2nd translation is better, I personally would read both). Martin Lugia (Founding ZAUM member) has a cannon to Elysium short story and LOTS of lore on his medium blog. I would read the book probably 3 or 4 times before spoiling some stuff for yourself on the blog
      Other than that: Elysium directly "connects" or "meets" our IRL reality seemingly very often. In the game, the sniper sings lyrics from an IRL "Maniac Street Preacher" song called "If you tolerate this". Also, the character of Egghead speaks almost only in Lyrics from the German Jumpstyle Group "SCOOTER". Lots of great bits of Elysium in SCOOTER music videos. In the novel, this continues, but I wont spoil

    • @CassetteGlitch
      @CassetteGlitch 5 часов назад +1

      @@CHUMP-CHANGE Hi there! I think you might have accidentally replied to the wrong comment? I mean, I'm still grateful for the information but it looks like you're replying to someone, so I figured I'd let you know.

    • @CHUMP-CHANGE
      @CHUMP-CHANGE 4 часа назад

      @@CassetteGlitch it's not common knowledge so anyone who seems into the lore of Elysium I try to tell them