"irony" (Vocaloid) English Cover by Lizz Robinett
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Hi I was wondering if more of these songs will go on Spotify?
Lama sudah tidak mampir. Masih jadi cover terfavorit.
You made this song 10 years ago?? I’m sorry I just discovered it.
I think the problem with depression at a young age (under... let's say... sixteen) is the fact that, if you tell people, they'll laugh and say you're just being hormonal or dramatic, and then you start wondering if you really are just being dramatic, when you might actually have a really serious problem. Adults tend to look down on kids, and they don't usually think kids can actually get mental illnesses. Which isn't really fair at all, when you think about it. Kids are probably more fragile and prone to breaking because of things that *adults* might think isn't that bad.
Idk why I wrote this, I've been feeling down lately and I don't have anyone to talk to since my parents are super busy and I don't wanna bug my friends.
If anyone reads this, feel free to write about what you've been going through. It can help you get your emotions out.
Edit: Hey! Wow, it's only been four months. I'm kinda just here to say that I love that people can write out what's going on for them under this comment. Also that, at the time of my writing this, I was considering suicide, I didn't think anything would ever change, and I thought that I'd be depressed for the rest of my life. But right now, I'm probably the happiest I've ever been and if I had really gone through with suicide back then, nothing would have changed, y'know? Please don't ever give up. Everything will get better eventually, even if that takes years or just days.
Edit Apr 5th 2021: I think I'm making a habit of coming back here every four months lol. Things are going fairly bad for me currently, although I'm okay with it now. It's not as bad as it used to be and I'm looking towards the future rn. Again, I'm glad everyone has been able to talk about their problems in the replies. I'm sorry I'm not able to respond to a lot of them, even though I try to ^^" Good luck, everyone, and please don't give up!
Edit July 22nd 2021: Currently I'm tired, I want to give up, I don't see the point in living, and I'm just generally not having a good time. I don't even know why. Things were going well for a while, but I feel like I've hit the lowest of the low lately. The summertime always does that to me, though, for some reason, so I know I'll be fine in a month or two. I guess the good part about hitting this rough of a time is knowing that things can't really get much worse. Peace out
edit august 7th 2023: i kept thinking i should add something else to this comment so that people didn't think i like. died or something. i'm alive, i'm doing so so so much better than i was when i was younger. if you're reading this and you're going through something hard, i want you to know that i love you and things will get better. we're always changing, and so is the world, and even when things seem hopeless there's still so much to live for. this is probably going to be my last update to this comment because it feels cheesy to have this like. diary. just in the middle of a youtube comment section. but yeah, please keep holding on. life is worth living. thank you lizz for this song that gave me hope when i didn't think i had any
Often my sister thinks that my fear of bugs is silly and I should just face it. The problem is that I can’t. And then when I cry because of fear and pressure, I get told that I’m annoying. One time it went to the point that she slapped me. Whenever that happens I cry a lot. I often relate to this song because of this. Also don’t call me a baby. I know it seems like it but I just have a very strong fear of insects.
@@arandomteto Don't worry, I have arachnophobia, I understand
animal800 I’m happy I could talk to somebody about it.
@@arandomteto :)
As someone who was going though the same thing years ago and came back to look back at my fav song. You should try to get help now, my depression only got worse as I got older and my parents don’t even realize it. Especially because the pandemic and the social separation can make it worse for some people. I’m wishing you good luck, just know that there will always be great moments
"Maybe I overreact a bit.
It hasn't destroyed me yet, has it?"
OOF
Anri Warhol .
Main word *Yet,*
That's my life
#relatable
(i have depression)
@@pargelenis302 Same °-°
This song can really be translated in so many ways... There's no such thing as "missing a point".
It gets really annoying since you don't see the song like that person do. I'll list what I see about the song meaning...
It could be...
A loss of a loved one.
A feel of rejection.
A failed high expectations.
Thoughts of suicide.
Loads of misunderstanding.
A regretful thing.
An embarrassment.
Trust issues.
A fear of being left alone.
Anxiety and mental issues.
And could probably be a lot more.
It's okay to see the song however you like or see.
And if you're having issues in life please stay safe and healthy. You are strong and I wish the best for you.
I consider talking to someone who can really comfort you. Thank you
bro...
I kinda have all of them
Trust issues? I guess that's why I love this song so much.
for me it's all of the above
i see this song as a very confused person who can’t understand anything because the world is just so complex these days and they seem to be overwhelmed by all of it
idk i can’t exactly explain it
Thanks!!
"You're sick, aren't you dear?"
"I'm sick of tears."
Man, that hit me like a train wreck... in my opinion, this part describes anyone who is being labeled as having a mental illness that they really don't have. Whenever we have our break downs and moments, some people take that as a sign that something is wrong with our brain. When really, we reached our limit and can't handle the stress anymore. Words hurt more than you might think.
The line that hits me hard is "I know that everyone has their hardships, it's fairly clear to me that I'm not alone, but how is it that they can just leave them? I just don't know at all". I don't feel like it needs much explaining why
the line that hits me hard is......every freaking line....
The line that hit me hard was "Whenever things are going rather happily, it turns out life is just playing a trick on me" or "This so deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end"
Clockwork-Angel09 mental illness is real. Were you misdiagnosed..?
He meant being "labeled with" a mental illness even though you don't have it just because you're going through a breakdown. He never said mental illness is not real
I listened to this on repeat 5 years ago, it was my song in the sixth grade. I remember that I thought there was no point to anything anymore. I remember my grades slipping, and falling down into the tens, and feeling like an idiot. I also remember wishing my parents would just get along, even if it was better they weren't together. I remeber feeling that there was no point to life other than my friends, and if they left me I was better off dead.
The point is that things change. I still feel like I can't achieve my goals, but when I look back, I've made so much progress. And even though things don't get better always, you learn how to cope with it all.
It's going to be okay, you gotta keep moving.
Same... but I still can’t get through yet... I’m trying though...
i feel u im 13 and i know exactly how u feel, i wish and prayed my parent would get back together and fix things between but they always seem o get frustrated with each other so my hopes are broken, im constantly anxious which is why i bite my nails and bite the skin around then, i might be depressed as well from other things earlier that i dont wish to talk about but if my friends left me which most of them havent because they need and love the person i am but i feel like life wouldnt be worth it without them and my 9 year old little sister who is always by my side, she is an angel sent from heaven if i lost her and my friends i would truly be lost and want to end it all.. it hurts but i just hide how much pain and sadness i have and leave it t that since i know there may be brighter things up ahead for me even if i cant see them. all i can do is stay strong especially for my sister and mother if i disappeared id only pass on the pain and i dont want that. i want to end it but im scared to leave but i also hate the way life is i dont see hope for a lot of humanity and how alot of people treat our world and other people and the wonders of life but that's just the biggest step of life we all have to overcome one day and im positive even in the darkest times whether i know u or not ill be with u when it comes to that, and i men this for everyone so please to make the world a bit better at least, pass love and not pain even from a stranger love and kindness can help u
@@militarycrosssans6983 Hi I'm 14 and my situation is really similar to yours my parents are on and off and are always arguing. Then when I don't want to be around them I'm portrayed as the bad guy. My grades are slipping and I don't want to be a failure. I only have one true friend to rely on who already has their own problems. So I know how it is to feel lost and your comment reasonated with me. I hope atleast one of us can keep fighting. ( Also I like your art
yoo this was my song in middle school too, i’m in my senior year in hs now 💪 unfortunately for me, my mindset has not changed much since then. i’m glad u have made progress! hope u’re doing good so far :]
Yea I listened to this on repeat almost a decade ago and I'm already 30 now lol
The only advice I can really give you guys is to not turn to drugs and alcohol to cope with your issues or even just to have fun, it will make your life far worse and make it much harder to improve.
i think i truly understand whats going on in this song now, Its about being hurt by someone or something and suffering from it..But then those who hurt you Are suffering as well from somebody else. and its just a constant loop its called "irony" for a reason, Because its ironic the abuser is abused and the bully is the bullied one. its truly the saying "Oh, the irony!!"
BlueKid Oh wow that kinda sounds like my family situation. And congratz! Your comment got a heart from Lizz! :D
BlueKid holy crap I don’t like how this hit me like a fucking train. I’ve caused the girl I like pain and myself way more pain because I over think things.
The words "It's fairly clear that I'm not alone" is something I use everyday. I know that I'm not alone. I know that I can rely on people. But I'm scared. I'm scared of many things and some of them I don't know why. I'm not alone, but I'm also not okay.
Man, Lizz, singing this must've been emotionally draining. No wonder you wrote in the description "I don't have much to say." Good job on this! This is so much more emotionally and beautiful compared to the original!
I sang this after I got my heart broken, and I was going through a really rough time for a few months. That's why I didn't have much to say, I was very depressed during this time in my life. I'm very glad you enjoyed listening! :)
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You always told me stars would guide me back home although they only show at night...
Hey the sun is a star too
Damn this is deep.
lmao
r/Iam13andthisisdeep
@@KaNoMikoProductions I can confirm. Two years later, and I dont even remeber writing this.
@@JohnLee-bn3bo Don't worry mate, happens to the best of us. It's a silly lyric, but the song is still nice.
One of my friends recently passed away after a long battle with depression. This song was on her favorites, and I can just only imagine how much she must of been able to relate to it.
My friend cared greatly about others close to her, and she was a light in the dark for others. She never seen herself as anything special, but if she knew how many hearts she touched when she passed, she would of never doubted herself, or her potential for a better tomorrow.
I can't promise life will get easier, but if you keep your heart open and use it to find that shimmer of hope (no matter how dark), you'll be able to pull through, and in the end find the happiness and love that everyone deserves.
guys guys pls the more u guys say this sad story people are gonna get more sad and teary n hit the dislike button like THAT 120 PEOPLE ;)
+Ivy Mei wait let me correct myself n MISS THE LIKE BUTTON ;)
Ivy Mei You do know I turn around my comment around into a positive one, right?
Please don't brush off peoples personal experiences, if they wish to share them.
(it can come off as quite insensitive)
Lizz made this song during a hard time in her life. During this hard time, she created something beautiful, which we all (who've been through difficult times) can relate to.
In the end, I still liked the video so please be more considerate next time you decide to reply telling others what to do.
+Ivy Mei hey, people can comment what they want. I can't tell force you to do this, but please don't force people to do it, it's their choice to press the like button or not. some people just gotta express how they feel, or experiences they might think of in this song.
+Owlski aw you made water condense in my eyes :c
I feel like I can relate to every word of this song, its so hard to understand a person sometimes and I cant understand myself sometimes. I cant be called happy though I act happy but im actually sad and in pain. It's just so hard to explain this, like a person is crying, but they dont deserve to cry yet they also do. I love this song and the lyrics.
Completely agree. I don't know what to say because you summed up my words in a pretty package while a bow in top :-)
Potato Lord same your not al
*alone
Potato Lord, don't feel that way. Everyone has those times where even your judging yourself... but you shouldn't. You've gotta try harder and think positively. Also, you shouldn't keep your feelings bottled up, so try talking to a friend. ; )
Actually most of the people in this world can relates in this song because if each problems
It hurts
Every thought is a battle
Every breath is a war
And I don't feel
Like I'm winning anymore
Same salt...
Same.
Same :>
i wonder why i bother eating, i cant sleep. i think about why people worry about my. i dont see the reason in life . i constantly think of suicide. the pain i constant. i wont ask for help . they're better off without me.
Aveeon Woof they wouldn’t be better off without you. I understand how you feel. But, suicide is the most selfish thing anyone can do. It’s ok, you can get through it. I believe in you.
@@Milkytears222 thank you. I will =)
There are many lives this song can represent. And this *greatly* represents them. This is actually, probably, the manifestation of all the troubles you can have in life. I don't know how anyone could get into a possibly bad life like this, but for those suffering and reading this right now, *there is hope.* *Stop over-thinking.* *You can do this. There is hope. The happy end is WITHIN REACH.* *Change, if ya have to, but look on the positive side.* *Look on the bright side. Every cloud has a silver lining.*
*You just have to find it.*
that was deep man.
You just made my day thank you :)
I looked on the bright side, now I'm blind
SPOILERS:
"It's easy to feel hopeful on a beautiful day like today, but there will be dark days ahead of us too. There will be days where you feel all alone. No matter how buried it gets or how lost you feel, you must promise me that you will hold on to hope. Keep it alive! We have to be greater than what we suffer.. My wish for you is to become hope.. People need that.. And even if we fail... what better way is there to live? " - Gwen Stacy (The Amazing Spider-Man 2)
thank you sonic
This songs hits really close to home for a lot of people. That's probably why they love it so much. It describes how they feel, they way they've been telling themselves.
I feel that walking has become another chore
I don’t think I can go on walking anymore
Forgive me for those words,
I know they’re but a cliche to you
But life is tiring, my feet are feeling sore
I wish that I could have a bit of time
To heal the ache that’s growing stronger all the time
But I know time stops for nobody,
let alone me, and so I go,
inevitably…
Whenever things are going rather happily
It turns out life is just playing a trick on me
It’s slightly shameful to admit the truth,
I end up in tears
And so returns the same old melancholy
I miss when life was just simplicity
And misery wasn’t always chasing after me
It’s pretty obvious now,
I should have left my regret
But I held onto it, so foolishly
Maybe I overreact a bit
It hasn’t destroyed me yet, has it?
But everything I desire is always just too far to get
Honestly, it’s just me, brainlessly, so silly
Always hoping for good to be
If that’s the case then just hear my plea
Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep
You say to look hard for a solution
But wouldn’t that depend on the person?
So, I could never, no I could never
Believe a word anyone says
I know that everyone has their hardships
It’s fairly clear to me that I’m not alone
But how is it that they can just leave them
I just don’t know at all
Often I’m told I need to clean up my act
Although maturity is something I lack
And so when some simple little problems arise
I over think them, over and over again
It seems that the world is just a
troublesome place, so
Sometimes I think that I should just end the pain
“You’re sick, aren’t you dear?”
“I’m sick of the tears”
Why can’t everything just end simply?
Everything I aspired to be
Is nothing that will become of me
If my expectations are too far-fetched,
then just what am I to do?
Give a sign, give a sign, a reason not to die
Give me a chance to prove my worth
I constantly search for a place to cry
Why won’t these tears just stop pouring from my eyes?
It’s hard to constantly think of the same things
It’s just unnecessary to think too much
You always told me stars
would guide me back home
Although they only show at night
You always showed me so much kindness
I don’t deserve it, I have failed you too much
I think my tiny heart is going to split
Just leave it be, for now…
Step back from me…
Please leave me be…
This so-deceitful world that I stumble on
is never going to end
It’s getting difficult to maneuver
And it’s just worthless to try and run away
So I’ll just hold my hands over my ears
And block out all this noise
How can I live not knowing what life is?
Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic
Obviously I can’t be called happy
Then, what am I, after all...?
Thanks for your lyrics
SAVIOR
I feel like most people are missing the point of this song. Its not about a suicidal depressed teenager or anything like that. Its more about someone trying to fit in but doesn't know how. The person who made this song has friends and is constantly trying to overachieve (and this is where the title irony kicks in) but cant seem to make her goals and is overall not happy with her life despite having friends. The person behind this song is more confused than anything. She doesn't know how to fit in properly despite having friends, she isn't sad/depressed but isn't happy either, she's made achievements but she isn't proud of herself. She doesn't know what she needs despite her life being full. That's the irony as stated in the title. At least that's what i think, the song is too upbeat to be emo imo and why else would she name her song irony.
+Dragon Slayer “better nerf” greninja Thank you so much! That's what I understood from the song, but then I was scrolling through the comments and found a lot of people missed the point.
SageWriter Xejis Well im glad someone else understands. I myself have gone through this and picked up right away what the song was about.
+leelee !! Then I suppose we can't argue about it being your intention. However, I will stand by my interpretation of the song. To me, it still doesn't sound like depression. It sound like confusion and uncertainty rather than depression. Its funny how books and lyrics can turn out that way. Even if the writer intended one thing the reader or listener can interpret different things from the wording. For me, it is more powerful the way I see it, but I know that you and others may not agree so I'll leave it at that.
+Dragon Slayer “better nerf” greninja I have a very similar interpretation. The main difference is that I don't think she's trying to fit in. I thought she's confused about what she wants to do with her life and doubts that she can complete anything that she aspires for. No matter how hard she tries something always seems to go wrong. She's a perfectionist and over dramatic, so she tends to let the little things tie her down. She misses her childhood and how things were so simple back then, but now she's plagued with all of these responsibilities and decisions that she can't handle. It's all really stretched her out and caused her to feel melancholy, and she whishes that time would stop to give her some time to heal instead of getting her closer to her fears, or that she could fall asleep for eternity and not have to worry about these problems any more. She may be depressed or just really sad, but not quite depressed (because it seems like she isn't in constant sadness when she says, "whenever things are going rather happily") and she doesn't want to admit how sad she really is, because she knows that everyone has problems, so why should she be special? Near the end of the song her emotions are overflowing as she keep on repeating the same thoughts. She ties to push it away for a time, but is eventually forced to come to terms with her situation. Sorry, if this was really scrambled. I was writing stuff down as it came into my head.
Minea Keys I love your interpretation just as much as mine, and you probably did a better job at explaining it. I wish that was the intention of the song though. Love and depression songs are so overdone and here i thought i could find an artist with the same problems.
P.S. i feel your pain when you write down whats ever in your head. Your reply was much more organized than mine :P
It's so hard to live in the world sometimes. You feel awful because you have no ability to solve your problems, and then you see everyone around who seems to be suffering worse than you, but they're able to push those problems aside so easily. You want to really badly express your emotions and feelings, but you feel everyone will hate you for them and dismiss them. Then, when you do express those emotions, they make you look weak, pathetic. It hurts to want to be perfect, to know you've tried so hard, but you failed. You have far fetched beliefs and expectations, and it gives you a sense of hope. But then you fail. And it hurts so much. Everyone around you tells you that failure is a huge step into getting to success. They make it seem easy, but it isn't. None of it ever is. So you run. You say you'll be an optimist, and sometimes you lose yourself in that optimism. For some of us, it works. Some of us just keep walking down that dark road. Sometimes it's both, and both sides hurt equally as much. If you can't be called happy, not depressed, then what are you? Why can't things be much simpler? Things are always dependent on the person, so why we keep falling victim to generalizations? Those words "Are you okay?" They mean nothing. You want no one to worry for you, or potentially call your problems very small. You want to scream, but you also think that you'll only be accepted by the world if you don't scream. People tell you to express yourself, but why do we get punished for crying? Some people make life look so simple, so easy. You get convinced that you can make it that way, but it never actually ends up that way. It's painful. Overreaction is a common thing, but hey, it doesn't destroy us, right? Honestly, it's just me, brainlessly so silly, always hoping for life to be great and easy. Dang. That was a mess to type. It's such a profound, contradictory thing. That's probably why it's called irony.
“Everything I aspire to be, is nothing to become of me”
Ouch. My mom keeps calling me stubborn and that I was so much better when I was a kid. Sometimes, I fell like she doesn’t love who I have become. She told me I could tell her what I want and she would give it but all she has done is reject me. That’s why I hide so many things from her, because I don’t think it’s worth arguing over what I want. Just give her what she wants, it’s not like I’m not spoiled already but... I love this song.
Karoline Luvi Oh crap it's relatable... **hugs you**
Karoline Luvi I can relate, but what’s worse I’m disabled, and virtually all my siblings are too.. I have a physical needs, and my brothers have what you would call mental needs such as autism and ADHD. Due to this I can function normally, but my brothers can’t, they need more help. Me, I need more physical help but due to my brothers needs, my mom ended up paying more attention to them, then me… I used to hide everything from her....
And then my parents split up, when I was 12 years old, and that made everything worse in my opinion. My mother still paid more attention to my brothers than me for the four years that my parents have been split, I’m only now just telling her everything how I felt, how I feel now, and everything in between. Being neglected really hurts, and I mean, really really really hurts, when your parents are too busy to even spend just an hour with you let alone just five minutes. That hurts, saying that they love you but then not actually showing it at all..
And breaking promises that they’ve kept for months when you’ve made plans in front of your social worker just to get them blown down… I pray and I hope, that none of you have to go through this...:(
@@sparklemiller1969 I want to hug you. *hugs*
Arianna Thank You so much:)
@@sparklemiller1969 i'm...in the same boat with you. the difference is only i'm the one who is disabled in my family...i have high functioning autism and schizophrenia, i'm fine mostly because of it but my mother pay attention to me since the birth of my younger brother who was 3 years younger than me until a bit recently because i didnt go to school at all and she thinks i'm an attention seeker.and just yesterday when i finally told her about it she just say i'm so heartless that i put all the blame on her.
You know. It’s been about 5-6 years since I heard this for the first time, and I’m a 16 year old boy.
It’s really hard to accept that even tho so much time has passed, this song still describes me very well.
Haha I'm going back through all the edgy vocaloid songs I liked when I was like 11-12 or whatever and most of them just kinda remind me of my weeb days but honestly? I related to these lyrics so much when I was 12 and now that I'm older I realize it wasn't me trying to be edgy or have that ~sad anime girl~ aesthetic it was literally just the early beginnings of chronic and near-crippling depression. Wish I caught that in the bud lmao
lilly flower I know this is an old comment, but yeah honestly same. 4+ years later I’m here still trying to figure shit out.
@@GamingStates exactly. Im only almost 14. But i still am trying to figure me out. And who I am. So it's kinda crazy being this age. I guess im still going through that phase. Heh.
Honestly im currently doing the same thing.
I like how this comment is more edge than ur 12 year old self
@@tacobell_nugget6001 almost 15, when I was 13 I thought I knew who I was going to be. A stay at home artist living with a cat and no one else.. But now, well all that is down the drain and I'm back to square one.
My point, don't try to hard to find an answer when you're so young, a lot will change
"Obviously I can't be called happy then what am I after all"
This is the part I relate to
Still coming back to this cover after nearly a decade. Still relevant. Still the more relatable lyrics and version in my opinion
I agree
Hello, how are you?
i do too!! this song truly helped me at my lowest point 10 years ago, and it still brings me comfort today 💕 I hope you're doing better now too!!
My sister often says she doesn't understand why I'm depressed, or she doesn't understand what it feels like. I showed her this song to explain to her what it's like, and halfway through she replied "this is annoying me. just stop." Seriously, that I'll always be alone with this. She's the person who's closest to me and yet... sigh, I don't even know.
It's difficult for most people (at least those close to me personally) to understand depression. It is, to me, a feeling that tell they would need to experience to truly know what it feels like, and that I pray they never experience it. I could describe it to them for hours and they still wouldn't understand it fully. I'm truly sorry that you are, for lack of a better word, suffering from depression. You aren't alone in this though, I promise. Even if people don't understand it, or don't want to understand it, there are others out there who know what you are going through. Well...a general idea, anyway. I read your comment and I just wanted to reply and give my opinion. I apologize if this doesn't help, and I hope that things get better for you.
I know what its like, both from having gone through it for a time in my life and from knowing others who went/are going through it. Although my bout was not as long-lived as some of the ones my friends have gone through/are going through now, but I do know that it requires a lot of support to get through, people who are willing to take time and understand what you're going through. I had a friend of mine I could trust take away a razor blade because I'd fallen that low. I know that this or that won't work for everyone, but I don know that it can get better, both from my experience and trying to be there for friends who are going through it. I also truly hope that things can get better for you, and I'm deeply sorry you have to go through it.
EmiTomate Why don't you tell her that depression is like... "I'm underwater while you're on land, and I can't seem to swim up. I can't breathe, and really need help but no one notices me on the dark ocean floor."
I haven't really dealt with depression myself, so please correct me if this isn't what depression feels like.
Thank you guys for your support and kind words, they really mean a lot. Seriously this really brightened up my day. And, ***** I can't really explain it to her, I've tried, but nothing really seems to work. And this is a girl who knows what im thinking about just by looking at me most of the time. I guess she never really will understand, and that's fine. I just wish she'd support me a little more. But i'm glad to know that there are other people out there who have a better clue of what I'm going through. I've always known they're out there, I guess I just forgot a bit. Thank you guys.
If you need anyone to talk to I'm here :) because nobody can help everyone but everyone can help someone u know^^
listening to this as a depressed 15 year old, now a depressed 26 year old
still hits me where it hurts
This version of the song wouldn't have been released at the first age
Literally same
agreed
i·ro·ny1
ˈīrənē/
noun
the expression of one's meaning by using language that normally signifies the opposite, typically for humorous or emphatic effect.
"“Don't go overboard with the gratitude,” he rejoined with heavy irony"
synonyms:sarcasm, causticity, cynicism, mockery, satire,sardonicism
"that note of irony in her voice"
a state of affairs or an event that seems deliberately contrary to what one expects and is often amusing as a result.
plural noun: ironies
"the irony is that I thought he could help me"
synonyms:paradox, incongruity, incongruousness
"the irony of the situation"
a literary technique, originally used in Greek tragedy, by which the full significance of a character's words or actions are clear to the audience or reader although unknown to the character.
noun: dramatic irony
+Jazmine Shin ?
I'm sad **IRONY**
Jazmine Shin WOW DUDE
i don't care
man nav rūp
an expression used to say that no one cares '-'
Jazmine Shin lol thx for the english class review
i cried... not gonna lie you made this so emotional
it's just too relatable
+Brandon Vreeburg i know some parts are spot on
anime reality me too😭😭😭😭😭😢
+Full metal alchemist fangril (Iron rose) yea, ....i spot a FMA fangirl.... Ed or Al? and ships?
+Anime Reality (ScytheMeister) for me it's actually both😂
also, I guess you like AoT? are you a Levi fangirl too?
After many years, I still come back to this song.
Same
Same
here again 😿
when i first heard this i convinced myself this wasent me... but here i am and i realize now its so true to me sadly it describes my life so sadly
Same.. :c
+Egg0Wafflebuns i like this song but its soft vocals make me sad and i cant be sad anymore
+Egg0Wafflebuns Me too, man, me too...
+Egg0Wafflebuns i think it describes my life as well...
same D:
i never show this side to anyone, but this is what i feel like my life is.
ikr
I... had to move the pointy things out of my room one night... just so I wouldn't do anything rash.
Mortem Cor I feel ya
me too
I have anxiety, I find it really hard to make friends, and the friends I do have I always think they are only my friends because they feel sorry for me because I cry all the time, because I get too overwhelmed at the littlest things, I feel like im just an outsider who has came to this school and stolen everyone's friends, my biggest fear is abandonment, I hate being alone yet when im with people I don't seem to fit in. Sorry, im not trying to get attention, I just wanted to vent to someone because I just can't keep saying im ok anymore
The same goes for me too! When I'm with people, I feel like I'm not interesting enough to be friends with them, and they tend to ignore me anyways. Yet, when I'm alone, all I want to do is talk with someone. I have amazing online friends, but they're all I have. I'm really alone in school, and only have one friend, who idek if I should count them as a friend. I feel like it's my fault for not opening myself up to others more. I'm just really shy, yet people say I have a great personality. They don't seem to care about me much though. T_T
I know that your not trying to get attention and I know how you feel not about the anxiety but about not being able to get friends
You are just like me. Anxiety sucks. I hurt every day cuz I think ppl are faking sympathy.
I understand u completely. Not a day goes by where i dont hate the way i am, i feel like i never fit in to anything. Im just there. I dont mind being just there, wat i mind is the fact ppl call me wierd just becuz im a lil different. Or alteast thats wat everyonne else says, i think im quite normal. I just want someone to talk to u no? Someone who can actuay listen to me in interest and not do iit out of pity to tbe fact that i dont fit in anywhere. I dont even fit in at home sometiimes. Everytime i see someones eyes i hav to look down, cuz all i can see is hatred even if it aint there and i hate it. I hate ppl. And i hate my pathetic self. I hav noone to talk to, and if i ever do, i end up screwing it up by annoying them with my awkwardness. I just want to be normal, i want to be able to talk normally walk normally laugh normally. But i cant, cuz i can always feel everyones eyes on me even if noones looking at me
I'm going through the same thing yo
"You always told me stars would guide me back home, although they only show at night."
Wow. That might be the best line I've heard ever, anywhere.
The fact that we're all in it together almost makes me more depressed- because we are not alone, because we must all reach the same fate, with no exceptions. If I feel depressed, there are also billions who have felt the same way before, and billions who will come after. We just get pulled into the cycle again, because the only way for pain to end is for us to cease existing, which is even more undesirable. We keep riding the cycle for fear of what happens when we let go. In the meantime, we try to find happiness, but that's hard to do when aware of the meaninglessness of the cycle. You either have to be ignorant and unaware of the inevitability or strong enough to accept it.
Rin Kagaminer ...This is really wrong, I know, but...*sings* "We're all in it together"...
But in all seriousness, yes. Another depressing thought is that if that person just breaks because their unable to accept it, it wouldn't really make a difference. Everyone would just keep living, as if that person never really existed. But that person will eventually rot away, get eaten away by maggots. But, then a bird will eat the maggot, and so on. Basically, it's like the circle of life. Every person is meaningful, even after death.
All is one, one is all.
^ If anyone gets this reference, I love you XD
I agree-- but to add on (and make this depressing again I'm so sorry), that's only a person's energy. Their matter is the only thing that serves any use in the cycle, just like a chicken's only purpose is produce eggs for us and die for our food. Consciousness, the true embodiment of our human existence, does not fit into the cycle, and therefore will not continue on with it. The universe doesn't care. Were the tools in the cycle even meant to be aware of themselves? I don't know, but I find at least some comfort in the fact that we are. We're a medium, a messenger, a way for the universe to also be self-aware. We're a way for the universe to express itself. So, in that fashion, we've almost built our own cycle of existence in which our knowledge continues on, not our matter, a cycle separate from that of the role the universe gave us.
(that was really in depth, sorry, I should just go back to watching anime and browsing tumblr now)
Rin Kagaminer Yesss, anime
I remember listening to this song years ago, when I was in a very dark place. I attempted suicide at a young age, and listening to this song made me sad but somehow better. Hearing it again after a few years is painful. It takes me back to the times I've been through. It's a bittersweet memory, and this song is the proof that I'm strong, that I've overcome misery before and that I can do it again. I just love this so much, makes me feel so many emotions.
I can relate very much.
Same here, only it gets worse every time.
1.5 speed sounds actually more normal then you think...
0.5 sounds sorrowfully disappearing, like the voice is just fading away like Irony-chan wanted to.
2.0 cannot be taken seriously.
And 0.25 is broken, it mutes the audio because it's so slow.
0.5 sounds like there is a metallic echo that is really weird
2.0 sounds like she is really happy. Not sad.
She sounds like shes on crack.
GoldiePlays What does on crack me?
She sounds like she took some kind of energetic drug.
The sped up voice still has that tone of sadness, except faster. I don't know, it just sounds sad, even at 2.0.
Honestly I thought my relationship with my mother had gotten better since I was 13 and listening to this song on repeat, but here I am 20 years old coming back to it because it’s the only thing that got me through that time and now it’s all happening again
I’m sorry you’re having a tough time, sending hugs ❤️
This is for all the bubbly happy go lucky people who are actually are dying inside.
This comment is literally me
Yo. Im right here 😂
😫😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🖕f*** you...
That's me
well that makes 999999999999999999999 of us
This song used to make me feel upset because it's true, but I promised myself that I won't give up on life easily despite the past hardships I endured.
Which is why after I heard this song for the first time by someone, I started to hate this song because it made me more depressed and I decided to become more positive by enjoying life and hanging around the right people, like the positive ones. :)
Good.
blahblahgdp Life is too short to be depressed all the time
Hears first line
Me: Same Man, Same
excercise
Kill the exercise
Lol
Exercise should be illegal.
666th like :3
Finally I found it ! Guh this bring so much emotion for me. I always listen to this song when I was in the stage of depression. I always burst out crying. I love this song so much and your voice are beautiful that am emotionally moved by this. Am about to cry because am listening to this as I write this comment. Thank you
It's been 8 years since I first stumbled upon this, I was 13 and this song speaks so much to my younger self. it gave comfort and pain as it mirrored what I was feeling. Now that I'm 22, I'm surprised how it speaks so much more than it was. I recently got diagnosed with bipolar type 2 due to a long period of depression I had been feeling that started when I was 13. It has been a long battle, but your girl has been clean for 4 years going strong :))))
Im still as lost as my 13 y'o self, but now that I'm older with the experience of losing a loved one, I don't think I want my cherished people to experience the pain and grief I went through.
To my younger babies listening to this song, sending you warm hugs. We'll keep going ♡
I can sometimes relate to this song... Almost all of my friends always act like I'm not there and if they notice me, they start making jokes about me that are very hurtful... Sometimes their teasing blinds me with anger which makes me lose control and take out my anger and pain on other people. It's just...so hard for me to stop. I'm already broken- My heart is already broken...and they just keep on going. Maybe I'll show them this video and tell them how I feel. Also, I've noticed that Lizz's voice always calms me down! Her voice reminds me of someone singing a lullaby!
Can you really call them your friends if they do that?
I'm sorry that they treat you that way but if you ever need someone to talk to you can pm me any time and I'll reply as fast as I can.
I accidentally threatened my friends with a horror game- Some are scared, some like to talk to me about it because they like that game. Thanks to a horror game, everyone's being nicer to me now! XD
That's good.
Wait, you were on the other video
"You always told me stars would guide me back home back home, although they only show at night."
The sun is a star. 🌟♥️
But its plural 🤔🤔🤔🤔
asher the animator it is time to duplicate the sun folks
OH BUDDY BOI
And it makes you blind when you look at it for too long.
I listened to this song on repeat during 2020-early 2021. It hurts to listen to now...
It's *ironic* how much I relate to this song.
How is that ironic? A lot of people relate to the song, it's written to be relatable.
Skyfoogle It was a pun
Skyfoogle ay big dawg the song is called irony
@@TheFiercestCreatureInTheWorld r/whoosh
This is giving me a feeling of life. -w-
Idk why, but youre voice is so calming and sweet.
And this song always heals my sad phase.
Actually this is like I wrote this song, all sentences are relatable to me...
And I am crying right now. . :/
But Im really sick of crying.
wow, you have a beautiful voice. is it bad I'm crying? honestly, this song reflects so much on me.
This song described me perfectly back then. How nostalgic.
Me: *walks up flight of stairs*
Me: "I feel that walking has become another chore
I don't think I can go on walking anymore"
*"my feet are feeling sore"*
I love this song so much, especially your English cover. I'm just sad that its not on Spotify cause id love to add it to my playlists
I’m working on figuring something out
@@LizzRobinett idk if you'll find this message but if u make a download for it, people can add it to Spotify through their local music files on pc.
As someone who suffers from severe depression, self-esteem issues, paranoia, and so on, I want to say a few things to those of you who feel that you can relate to this song, and don't know where to turn. It can be extremely difficult to live with the things that go on in life and can cause a person to wonder if they should even be here. (I wonder that every day of my life.) But no matter what, even if you feel that you don't, you have reason to belong. No matter what's happening in your life things will always get better. Even if it seems hard, there's always a reason. Or as least those are my beliefs. If you feel that you have nowhere to turn, there will always be people willing to help you, rather it's your personal friends, people over the internet, or even a hotline, someone will be there for you. So please, just remember that even if you don't believe it... Someone out there truly does love you. You do belong, and there's no reason to give up, even if things are hard. I hope things will turn around for you soon, and I hope you're able to find help, whoever you are.
coming back to this after YEARS... this hits different.
when i was younger i would sit in the bathroom at school and listen to this and just. cry. it was a kind of catharsis and honestly, a bit of a coping mechanism. and now that I've listened to it after all the heartache and the hardship have passed,,,
it's just as beautifully bittersweet as i remember it being. something about the vocals resonating somewhere deep in my head, the lyrics so masterfully written, the way that this song seems like a shoulder to cry on and yet a friend that you want to comfort.
i don't remember what my point was. but thank you lizz for making such a beautiful piece of art that helped me through some of the lowest lows in my life. i hope everyone who felt the way i did all those years ago are doing better, even if it's just a little.
This song is the epitome of depression.
"You always showed me so much kindness. I don't deserve it, I have failed you too much."
These lines make me cry. I think about my mother when I hear them. She died when I was 10. She was the only one who really showed me true kindness and care. And I don't feel like I'm doing enough that would ever make her proud. She died when I was a stupid brat, before I could ever prove to her how much I appreciated all that she did for me. Now, I have nothing. ...This song gets to me.
Xiao Mei if you need someone to talk to, I'll be right here :D
I have a similar situation, my mother died when I was 10 and in school I'd always be yelled at whenever I cried. I was also humiliated in front of a bunch of older kids, and nobody really understood it. The way I see it, I'm a better person now. If saw that teacher do that to a kid, I'd tell her it's not right. They say the ones with the depressing pasts become the better people in the end. Hang in there, if you need to talk my Skype is lenkagaminebanana
Thank you so much.
I can’t believe this was made seven years ago, it’s perfect for anyone.
Don’t pay attention to this, but I interpreted the song as suicide a while ago, it’s the line “drop me into unfaltering sleep” that makes me think of that. Unfaltering (as by google) means not faltering; steady; resolute. Aka it’s saying “let me sleep and never wake up”, which I relate to, a lot.
I love you all, I hope you’re in a good mindset, if you aren’t please speak out and get help. Even if it’s hard, it helps! I promise...
Not me realizing my top 3 favourite songs right now are about being depressed, tired, and wanting to sleep. Damn the subconscious is a powerful thing
I really like this song (even though it's really sad) because it reminds me of Kaori Miyazono from Your Lie in April :(
Why..
*WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BRING THAT UP;-;*
I love that anime but it's really sad..
Boi yyyyyy :....(
nomealow NO DONT BRING BACK THE FEELS S
WHAAAA
it’s so sad...she truly did not want to die, but nothing could stop it, she wanted to live her life while she could, but she was always stuck in the hospital..truly a sad story
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭
I hope everyone who has spoken here in the past is feeling better, and that any newcomers feel better soon. I believe in you, internet strangers, even if I don't know you. I wish you all only the best in life.
I've just recently come across your channel. It's not often that I cry from merely listening to a song, but you've managed to make me - and not just with this one, but with several others. How do you articulate such sad things with such a becautiful voice? I guess I'm drawn to your music by the same force that compels me to watch sentimental drama anime. Strong emotional turmoil makes for the most memorable kathartic moments. I just wish all tragic stories had a happy ending...
Even after all these years I lay in bed at night and cry to this. It has no right being as hard hitting as it is. Something in your voice just knocks down my gates and the waterworks make their way out. Thank you.
I vividly remember hearing this song in a Silksong animatic (now deleted, unfortunately) and I have been searching for this song for YEARS with only the knowledge that it was probably a Lizz Robinett cover.
AND THEN RUclips MUSIC PUTS IT ON FOR ME
I got nostalgia whiplash
This song illustrates the thoughts racing through the head of someone undergoing depression PERFECTLY.
Maybe I overreacted a bit, hasn't destroyed me yet, has it
But everything I desire is always just too far to get
Honestly, it's just me, brainlessly, so silly
Always hoping for good to be
If that's the case then just hear my plea
Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep
You say to look hard for a solution, but wouldn't that depend on the person
So I could never, no I could never believe a word anyone says
I know that everyone has their hardships, it's fairly clear to me that I'm not alone
But how is it that they can just leave them, I just don't know at all
Often I'm told I need to clean up my act
Although maturity is something I lack
And so when some simple little problems arise
I overthink them over and over again
But it seems like the world is a troublesome place
And sometimes I feel like I should just end the pain
"You're sick, aren't you dear?"
I'm sick of the tears
Why can't everything just end simply
I was scrolling to the comment section then this part sang
Illuminati confirmed
Haha
When I was fourteen I would listen to this song on repeat throughout the school day because it was the only song I felt truly reflected me, and it kept me going. This is the first time I’ve listened to it again (I’m nearly 20 now), and am glad it helped me stick around. I still relate to the meaning but feel a lot happier with my life in general. Thanks for this cover, Lizz, I wouldn’t be here without it.
I really do wish this song gets more popular , it's so underated for such a beautiful song
"I feel like walking has become another chore"
That line kinda hits me because I was born with weak ankles which so it hurts to walk and since I'm making myself walk home my legs and ankles hurt more then ever in my life
I cried at the beauty. Let's put this in perspective. I DID NOT CRY when my uncle died. I DID NOT CRY at the original song. I DID NOT CRY at any other vocaloid song/cover of song. BUT THIS it just beautiful. I deeply envy your voice.
I've heard this song in so many different points in life, and every time it seems to have another meaning or another relation to someone I know.
It always feels different, yet always feels nostalgic. This song has showed me so many different thoughts that go through my day to day. Almost in a yearly basis, I hear this song to see if it feels the same way it did the year before, but it never does.
I don't exactly know why that is, if it's my mental state or maybe the hour of the day I hear it, it just changes. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worst. I think it's my 5th year listening to it and now it leaves me with an empty feeling. Probably because the year before I related to the lyrics pretty hard. So now that I'm kinda past that, it just feels... Sad. Like listening to a memory of something I don't actually want to remember.
I think I rumbled enough for me to shake the feeling. Writing what you think helps a lot to process those thoughts it seems.
Anyways, however you relate to the lyrics, or if you don't relate at all, just know that at any point, the one in the song could be you, and that's ok. Life is hard most of the time, not much a single person can do about that. But it will get better as long as you try hard enough. Even if it takes a month, two months, a year or even a decade. That is just a little part of your actual life. Live as hard as you can and try to have fun while doing it.
I have no words... It is bittersweet perfect.
Thankful for this song, I was suffering from deep depression and didn't know how to tell my family and express my emotions without breaking down, so I played this. I'm slowly recovering, still get those dark thoughts, but better, at least I hope so.
I remember when I always felt like this
When everyday was too much work and I would have much rather just fade away
I only feel like this on the bad days... But this song still hits so hard and it's so powerful and I just love
_I can really relate to this song.._
I think everyone can relate to this song. Life does that to you. The best thing to do or that you can do is try to power through your troubles. Easier said than done however. When you want to curl up and shut everything out- pause and take a moment to breath. Focus on the issue directly ahead and face it. The other issues will be dealt with one at a time.
I found this song in an old playlist of mine, during an incredibly tough time in my life. Revisiting it gives me so so many emotions, Its hard to explain. Thank you for covering this song, your voice is absolutely stunning.
“How can I live not knowing what life is?”
That line in particular hit me hard.
I felt like this 7 years ago when I first heard this song and I feel like this today. Depression/anxiety doesn't just go away but people live through it and continue to despite it. It's okay even if things dont always stay better, its something that stays with for life and all you can do is cope and learn to continue to live with it on the bad days.
I listened to this song so many times when i got depressed back about 6 years ago from some rough trauma.
Recentky rediscovered it through a undertale au lol (the mommaCQ au) and it still hits me hard, if not harder
wow. i listened to this so much back in middle school years ago and coming back the lyrics hit me so hard. i understood them back then but didn’t really connect with them, and now i just feel so personally connected to the words. i just graduated high school and i feel so lost and empty. all my friends are going to college and i just feel like such a failure. it’s ironic because my life technically just started and i should be ready to head out into the real world but i’m so scared. i hid behind my security blanket of being a kid for so many years while struggling with my mental health and clinging onto the hope that it’ll get better when i get older, but i’m feeling even more lost now that i’m becoming an adult. the lyric “everything i aspired to be is nothing that will become of me” really hit me hard because before i even started struggling with mental illness, i had such hopes for a bright future. i did so good in school and had such a good relationship with all my friends and now i can’t even see a future for myself. i keep pushing my friends away and the pandemic honestly just made all of my problems worse, to the point where i flunked my senior year and had to get my diploma through summer school. when i try to envision a future for myself i literally cant see anything. i cant even imagine myself making it past about 22. i know i shouldn’t be wallowing in self pity but it’s so hard to make that leap of faith into getting better for yourself. i’ve been depressed for so long that it’s become comforting in a way to be in this state. i’m still here because somewhere in the back of my mind is still a tiny sliver of hope that things will get better. thank you for this cover, it’s hard for me to express my emotions but the lyrics hold a special place in my heart.
This cover is timeless, I find myself coming back to it every now and then. I swear it caught my soul or something
I discovered this channel and song back in high school in 2019. Now, as a junior in university, I'm still facing the same issue: expectations I set for myself, believing I could achieve them through hard work.
"It turns out life is just playing a trick on me," huh?
By the way, I'm taking the JLPT N1 tomorrow. I hope everything goes smoothly.
This song definitely defines how I feel...
*defines
me too I also feel this way
Why does everyone say that? Yes we get it, you're sad and depressed and don't know where to turn. We're told life isn't like that just so we get a false sense of happiness. They aren't actually telling you there are happy people out there. thinking that there is is naive. We're3 all just depressed and lost as hell....we say some are less lost than others but in the end we're all fucking left in the dark...no one cares anymore fi you ahem depression because it's no longer a problem...it's a trend...a fashion...originally it was just a part of life and that's how it will always be yet we keep treating it like we COULD be somewhere better...that only hurts more. That's why this song was written....because people can obviously relate to it...Stop telling people you have depression and start figuring out how to deal with it rather than praying it'll get better and you'll be happier one day...it only gets worse really. Sugar is never as sweet as we imagine it to taste...then we taste it and when we realize it's much more bitter than people describe it we get even more sad...stop telling yourself you have depression. Everyone gets depressed. It's VERY RARELY a chemical imbalance as everyone claims. You might just begging through a rough time...
fine then, figure it out, why tell everyone on youtube? How does that help you? All it does is give you attention. Go ahead, tell me you didn't do it for attention...well that's the only thing you've gotten from that comment so...it's pretty hard to argue against what I'm saying. All that comment does is tell random people you don't know that you relate to a song you were meant to relate to. Congratulations you just became a grade A classic youtube commenter. Here's your degree.
*sigh* this song describes all my feelings.
I've been feeling extremely left out of my family,friends.For God's sake I don't remember my memories from when I was 1-7 years old.I always feel like someone who never really existed.my mom had accident and been left by her least husband and my dad doesn't even visit me.He hasn't talked to me for 6 years,only faint memories back when I was still in China.Is that really a good reason to leave her son ?I feel alone.Every second,every day,every year.My best friend one day comes to my house and shows me that he has his new best friend.He literally said "This is my new best friend" I just held back my tears and ran into my house and cried in upper floor of the house so nobody could hear my agony.He threw me away like a can.And I was always being pitied by other people.Do you know how that feels like ?You start to think "Am I really that pitiful ?" "I'm practically without a proper family" "I just wanted friends,family love so why?".And next thing was despair.I just waited and waited and wanted something bad happen to me.But no I waited year and two but no accident happend to me so I decided to kill myself.But I couldn't.Fear of death is really something.....I experienced that twice.
It was ok when I got into new school.Nobody treated me like a pitiful kid anymore.I have friends....class friends.Since I'm not socialistic person i never hang out with them.Well at least class friends.Better than nothing.But as if that could cure my suffering.Every now and then I decide to cry out my feelings so I can calmed my heart(I started crying in middle of writing this...)
And that continues to today.
Well that's my life...(/ _ ; ) I don't think that anyone bothered to read this ;-;
Shino Shin I have read this a few time to figure out how to help you and I can't imagine how hard things are for you. One thing you need to know is to never give up. I know you will find that one person who understands you. That one person who knows how you feel without even asking. How do I know this? Because I have found that person. You will find someone who will be there for you. It's just a matter of time before you meet them. Please keep holding on. They will come.
I wouldn't say I understand how you feel, I never experienced it so I don't know if I can help in any way. I read your comment, it's sad how there are many people out there being suicidal and depressed, what has the world come to? I would hug you if I can but unfortunately I don't know you in real life nor would that solve any of your problems...always hang on and stay strong- It is easy to say yet hard to do, but always know things will get better, through all that tests, challenges, and obstacles comes a reward. Life is hard, it will always be, but suicide is never a solution, (I know you didn't said something about suicide) I know you'll meet people who will care for you, understand you, and love you. You just haven't found that person yet, screw your best friend-there's a hell ton of people there, and I'm sure you can make it out of this depression for now..this is all I can do. //hugs you
..... you same with my nephew.. she try kill her self because her friends.. she best friends leave her
I don't care how old this video it is, it deserves so much more attention and praise than it currently has. If I could cry when I actually feel like crying, I would've been bawling through this whole song. This piece of music is freaking amazing and deserves all the praise in the world. Thank you for making this cover.
thank you Liz,
This song was my savior. it helped me so much. I can just remeber little me years ago , feeling as though I am related to this song, although at the time I couldn’t relate to it that much, I still felt such a connection . this song will always be what reminds me of 2016 and I want to thank you so so much for that.
I just wanted to pass through and say that never have I ever in my 6 years of Vocaloid fandom, heard an English cover that I liked and would listen to again or download.
You changed that today, and also brought me to tears.
The first time I was here 2 or 3 years ago I had a good long cry. I can't even do that now. I'm an empty shell.
At this rate I think I'll give it 4 to 5 more years. Then I'm bowing out.
I love this song... the lyrics really hits home and her voice makes it even more amazing
“Almost is never enough.”
This quote hurts like hell! 😭💔
I first listened to this when i was 13 not really understanding it, but now im 17 i feel a connection to every word spoken
very touching my heart...
my tears has fallen...
I never cry about things like this... but... DEM FEELS MAN AHHHHHHH
i remember listening to this song when i was in the same place, but now i can look back at it with a sense of moving on. Thanks liz
I don't really have any sad stories. But I want to say that this is my favorite vocaloid song ever, because of the beautiful lyrics and the wonderful voice singing it.
oh my god i found it. i couldn’t find this for the longest time and the name finally came to me randomly
This song used to help me when I was in pain, at a age of 13. Going to school in foreign country due to my father's work, having a hard time adapting to new atmosphere, standing out as a non-english speaker in international school, and experiencing the only korean classmates bullying me. Having no friend, I thought everyone hated me, even my parents and classmates at school. At the same time, I also hated myself who is always muttering, always clueless in everything, and fails in everything as well. In suicidal thought, I used to listen to this music and cry in bed every day. Thinking everything will eventually pass by.
Now, I am 20 year old. Got in the university I wanted to go, trying to find my happyness, and made many friend who understand my feeling and true nature. This cover truely hit me so hard back then, and it still hits me as well. I wanted to thank you for making this wonderful cover, that supported me when I was in such hard time.
I have total chills from this oh goodness ;u;
okay I feel so full of warm emotions because every word in this song applies to me and I love that I'm understood by someone, but at the same time I can't stop crying
This is actally relatable to me and my friends life...
But..
"🎶what am I, after all?..."
I know what and who you are... this goes for all of you..
*You are all amazing, speical, unique, kind, beautiful souls* 💖
Words exactly encapsulating how I feel. Now, that's something I didn't expect to find. Especially from a song I used to listen to so often when I was younger.
2015 is such a screwed up year
Azyyati Syahmi 2011, 2012, 2013 and 2014 were also really bad. At least for me... But 2015 is the worst indeed. But 2016 will surely be worse.
Ayumi Shinozaki You forgot every year before that....................
Alesandra Morales Yeah you're right... I forgot how screwed up they were...
Azyyati Syahmi Yea, gay marriage is legal now :/ wtf is going on
Ummmmm well that is quite homophobic of you.........
You know, this cover of yours has a significant role in my life. Its my go-to cover for when I feel like the world is really unfair to me (I tend to overthink haha), and at this point, I know the lyrics by heart.