Hey Everyone, I was born in 2004. I thought I had everything; gorgeous family, house, financial support, a love of music and I didn't think anything could get better. But one day on August 12, 2007, my little sister Lizzy, was born. We were best friends and she was the real light to my life despite all of my other things I cherished. Sadly, she was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia when she was 3 in 2010. We did everything in our hearts and power to protect her, my strongest and most important memory is with her in the hospital, singing to her; My Little Light - A song I wrote for her. Sadly, my little Lizzy couldn't keep pushing anymore, and heaven gained an Angel on December 5th, 2013. I had no light anymore. When Be a sung this, it reminded me of my sister, and how I think our meeting is going to go when I see her with Wings. Thank you Bea, I feel at home. Xx - Kat
This song so perfectly describes my current battle with depression/anxiety. This just happens to be one of those bad weeks where the symptoms are worse than normal. This song helps though..
Rachel McIntire - I hear you, it took me a while to actually acknowledge I had cracked. A week from now, it’ll be 2 years of living within that moment, and the thoughts - frozen - when I became broken. Keep being strong girl. You got this.
Raechuuu uuu "Every action has an opposite and every reaction" whatever bad you do to other's you would get it right back in the future take it in real life or just science.
Shania Sparkels "Every action has an opposite and every reaction" whatever bad you do to other's you would get it right back in the future take it in real life or just science.
Never thought I'd be this person in the comments but I lost my Dad less than two weeks ago. He was the most precious, influential fan of my life. This song has matched me and has given me some form of comfort. I'm glad it exists.
Ariana Davenport I'm so sorry for your loss ik how it feels.I lost my dad about five weeks ago in a motor cycle accident. I'm only 15 and with out my best friend. I hope things get better for you.
This song reminds me so much of my anxiety. I'm 12 and I've had many anxiety attacks. Listening to this song makes me feel happy and I try to forget all of the things going on in my head. People at my school make me annoyed and I run, they chase me, I fall to the ground and panic. They stare at me while I'm having an anxiety attack. And they laugh at me and call me a crazy girl who can't control her emotions. This song saying, "I can't breathe," is exactly how I feel. Just wanted to say that. And never let anyone do that to if you have any kind of disorder or health problem, go to a teacher or anyone around, tell them and they'll help you... I promise. I told my teachers about my anxiety and they understand not to call on me in the class and try not to put my in the center of attention. Tell someone, they'll understand, think positive, and tell those bullies to go suck a toe! STAY SMILING YOU AMAZING PEOPLE! .... I just wanted to tell people that and get that out there.
Awesome way to spread kindness! I'm so glad you are finding ways to help with your anxiety! Always remember that you are strong, beautiful, and brave.💗
As a 16 year old who was where you're at now, I am here to tell you that it only gets worse before it gets better, oh but baby it gets so much better. I still struggle immensely with my anxiety and it's terrifying at times. I get what you're going through. Im having to be homeschooled through highschool because mine got so bad. Just keep pushing baby. You can do this. If even my dumbass can remember to keep fighting, then I bet anything that you can
Same here! I have bad anxiety and i bite my nails until they're bloody! I can't go anywhere without biting them and whenever we go somewhere i get really bad Anxiety Attacks! At night I have to take medicine to sleep. I feel like I'm Crazy. My biggest supporters are my dog and Mom. At the moment I have no friends. Your story really inspired me! 💜💜💜
Thank you Bea Miller for being real. This song literally describes my anxiety. When I have anxiety attacks, I have a hard time breathing and controlling my body/shaking. Thank you, again, Bea Miller. Have always loved you since you first showed up on Disney 💕💕
I have 2 diffrent playlists, that are both mostly sad. 1. It's called "Songs I Wish Somebody Would Sing To Me' And 2. "Songs I relate to" And this song is in playlist 2.
I haven't seen my step sister for 6 years, half my life. I feel like she's just like everybody else. They get close then leave me here. Alone, in pain, with a broken heart and confused. I miss you sis.... I miss you..................
Beautiful song! As someone who also writes songs about their struggles, I really appreciate how she must have ripped her heart apart to write this song. Music is such a release X
I have a few things to say. First off, thank you so much, Bea. This song is absolutely outstanding and it is now and forever will be my favorite. Second, for everyone out there struggling, I am too, and just know that there are more people that care about you than you think. And finally, if you don't like a song, then just move on. I'm not saying it's not okay to not like something, but what I am saying is that instead of disliking the video, keep your hate to yourself and move on. Also, this song is so relatable, it feels like my thoughts were just thrown back to me in a beautiful melody and it's just so relatable and beautiful, it really hits my heart
Lin._. duhh yes, yes we are.. and I've realized that's okay.. sometimes all we can do it fix others because it hurts too much to figure out how to fix ourselves
"How can I live in the moment, when my thoughts never like my own and I don't know how to admit that I'm broken" this is exactly how I feel. This song helps me with my anxiety. It speaks to me.
I cry for 6 hours when I get home form anything cos every second of everyday I need to cry but I hold it in and smile and fake laugh. no one knows what I'm paging through and if you know me well congratulations you know what I'm going through
Ashley Tuttle please never, ever, ever give up. you are worth it, and believe me, you're not alone. life gets better, you just have to keep pushing through the hard times. i once felt like nothing would get better and utterly lost and alone, but if you saw me now.. you'd see the difference. i placed my heart in God's hands and just kept going, and yes, sometimes life is still going to be hard, but it's better. life is worth living. you are worth it.
It might not seem like it now, but this is just a bump in the road on your journey of life. People care about you! I care about you! Always remember that you are strong, beautiful, and brave!💗
Dear, the person that is reading this, If no one has told you this. You are beautiful, You are loved and have people that love you. If you don't, I love you. I appreciate you being here and still continuing. Days will get hard but it's important for you to not give up. Thank you for being you!
I have bpd, anxiety and depression and this song almost perfectly describes what goes on in my mind and how I lose control of my own body and mind. For anyone seeing this and struggling, know that you're more than enough. You are amazing and loved.
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I am listening to this song because just goy the devastating news that my best friend (Horse) died. He was my best friend my therapist, the solution to my problems, and i could swear that sometimes he listened to me and awnsered with his eyes. I hope he is having a blast with his new friends in heaven, ill see you soon. I love you and will never forget you. - Your best friend Bea P.S- This was our favorite song
And not feel the breath. I was, on anesthetic. I have been told that I will awake during surgery, (months before). How can I can't (feel) breathe ? That was scary. 😅 Now, call it back, it become funny. 😁
The amazing thing with songs like this, is that it helps connect people who are battling with the same symptoms of others. And it can help people know that they are not alone. I myself is battling anxiety, depression, ptsd, sleep paralysis, insomnia, hypoglycemia, suicidal thoughts, and back, hip, and knee problems. And I've felt alone for along time and even still do, but to know that there are others like me makes me feel so much better. 🥺💜
Today I sat in my car just crying and screaming to the point I could not breathe. How can I love someone so much who hurts me so bad? I'm not even mad at him anymore, I'm angry with myself for allowing someone to hurt me over & over. All I did was love him, took care of our home & our family. 15 years of my life has been holding on praying to God things will get better. My heart hurts, I am broken, & I can't even catch my breath to get over the first hurt before the next one. I know I need to let go. 😭💔This marriage has killed my mind, body, & soul.
Get help, tell your friends. Get a divorce. My mother took care of my father who had depression for 15 years as well, I thought she was you for a moment, she says the same things, they divorced and I have a new father now, and my mom is really so much better.
To everyone who is going through a hard time in life and come here to get some sort of comfort I'm sorry. I'm really sorry you're all going through this time period. But please listen go be darlings that it'll all be okay. You just have to keep your head up and try and not let others get to you. And if they do sit and think and relize that they are the worthless ones. Not you. So keep you're beautiful smiles and don't let anyone take that from you or your future. This is your life. Not there's. I hope I helped some of you.
Isn't just comforting how perfect this song is and how it can describe what we feel and the fact that it's comforting is the reason why it's unsettling?
Umbra Luna I'm not a disliker because I love the song but it's over a minute and a half of the same thing or just music. I don't mind it at all and I love the song so much but my sister said it was too short and too repetitive.
Haven’t been like myself, thinking was alone. I came across this song, it saved me. Tears are rolling down my face, this song explains what I’ve been feeling. Knowing I’m not the only one feeling like this.
I miss one thing that I'll never get back: The past. I just miss how I felt not that long ago. I'm in 7th grade and I've turned 13 this year. In 6th grade everything was pretty bad, but there was a few things that kept me going, one of them being my big brother. He kept me happy, when I was going to bed he made me long for the next day where we could hang out again. We always played games together, every single day basically. It made me so happy coming home from school, exhausted, drained, hopeless, to then just sit down playing games with him and having a good time. It was one of my only sources of happiness, and what they say is true "You don't realize what you have until you've lost it". Because now, he's moved out, only to our guesthouse, but it made a difference. We almost never play games together anymore, I play alone, it's still fun, but I really miss the old times. back then I didn't realize what I had, I didn't realize playing games with him would mean so much to me. But now when it's gone I can feel it ripping at my heart every single day. Words can't explain how much I miss it, but that's how life is. It gives you happiness only to take it from you and then watch you fall apart. Cruel. Now when those times are gone I'm worse. In 6th grade I used to think that things can't get worse than this, but now, in 7th grade, it's worse. It's so much worse. I've never walked around everyday hoping that a car will run over me. It sucks, but there's only 2 choices, either I die, or I just keep going. No matter how broken I am.
@@Mjanna exactly! The best songs are in the very depths of RUclips. Cavetown makes great songs, but he's never on the radio. Radio people only like songs about love, nothing that actually triggers emotion.
Why is it that I understand this song to each letter, each note, she doesn't mean literally can't breathe she means when you hold back all that anger and stress and sadness you feel like someones punched you in the gut and like they put weights on your chest it begins getting hard to breathe the overwhelming feeling of failure can bring it too. Sometimes crying helps but sometimes it doesn't. It first begins small as a grain of dirt, you feel like your being crowded then it slowly gets hard to breathe you feel tears coming but you still hold back cause you feel selfish for hurting when nothings wrong. Then next thing you know you wanna smash something or you wanna run and hide maybe you want someone to hug you and tell you its okay to not be okay to let know you CAN cry
Hey you,it's fine to cry and to be sad because it's very hard/painful,that's already a part of our life tho.But you know,there are still many people there who loves you,cares for you and can be the reason for you to breathe again.I hope this will be the last time you'll shed tears because of sadness.You're brave. You can get through it.Cheer up my dear and may God bless you😊😊
i love how this comment section is so caring, yet so emotional. For anyone going through hard time, i believe in you babes. Keep going, you can do it ❤️
Every word of this song hits me hard. I lost my son Nov 29, 2021, he was 25 minutes old. My mind is so fractured and this song describes what I live with daily. 😣
I lost my first born baby girl, Jessica in July 1980, I was only 7 months pregnant and she was just 3 pounds (back then there wasn't much they could do) she lived 2 days...it's been 43 years and not a day goes by that I don't think of my angel. I breathe a little better, and this song helps me in so many ways. Take care.
man... Normally I don't like to listen to sad or relatable songs bc I like to stay as happy as possible.. but I relate to this song so much. It's like she reached into my soul and pulled out these lyrics... haha kind of fits cuz I'm a sophomore too, and I'm going through a slump rn :/
Hey girly! I'm a freshman but I had to drop out because of depression and being bullied and other things but I want I to know that I'm here for u if u ever need to talk!❤️
Hope Baker thank yo7 that's very sweet of you. I'm feeling a lot better tho but I might just take you up on that offer if the time ever arises. I'm so sorry to hear about your school life, maybe it could get better if you tried another school?
my dad was an alcoholic. but still an amazing dad. he had been sick since 2015 and spent the majority of the first five months in the hospital. on may 3rd, six months till my 13th birthday he died and when i was sitting at his bedside. this reminds me how i can’t breathe when i think about it
My best recently past away from a Side by Side crash. I am only 12 and he was 13. When I found out I cried for the whole day. Everyone tried to calm me down but I... I ran out the door to the woods and went to my little shed I always go to. My Older Sister Kishi, she followed me here and I cried on her and she made me laugh. She always finds a way to cheer me up. Well, He died on May 26 of 2020. I have felt so empty. But there is this boy band, called BTS I have been watching their videos a lot more and they make me smile too. I just want to say if you have gotten this far into reading this, That I care for everyone, even bad people. It hurts me a lot to see other's cry, Cause I feel like I did something wrong, So I cry too. Also I became an Army for BTS this year on New years day. Anyways you don't have to like or comment on this.
When I'm having my panic attacks I always listen to this song and it always helps me breathe a little more just to be able to stop amd sing along it feels good to just say how I'm feeling and just thankyou for making a song like this
This song is beyond beautiful, it makes me feel so happy. I wish I could see her in person, in concert and thank her for being there in song with me through my toughest times.
love the way this song carries itself...the music is so....beautiful...the way she's just....singing ..she's not screaming or anything like that....just like...she's letting her feelings...flow threw a river...
little girl: what’s on your arm? me: they’re battle scars. little girl: you fought in a war? me: yeah. a long and hard one. little girl: that’s so cool! can I get one? me: no. please do not ever get any. but I’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me? little girl: yes. I promise. a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager teen: why are you hugging me? little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. the teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me... teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but I am not done fighting. she bends down at eye level with the little girl teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep. you are forever my war hero. ⚠️ this is not my story, but I saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because I want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️
It’s kind of good to see that I’m not the only one who can relate to this song however it’s also sad to know so many people feel this way. As a person who used to have depression, suicidal thoughts and has constant anxiety attacks, I wouldn’t want anyone to feel this way
I was so SURPRISED when this showed up in my recommendations. I can't breathe, everything is just...TOO much..This song...is so beautiful. It helps me, calm down, make things easier and ten times clearer. I need a break from just, everything. I CAN'T breathe! I promise, I'm gonna make it through this, Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
The chorus was me when I heard of my grandma passing away after I woke up around the same time she passed. And now with finding my grandpa in his bed already reunited with her...
This hit home such a beautiful song, my daughter has been struggling with depression anxiety and self harm and the words made me think of how she must feel...but also how I feel...being so helpless at times.....
Oh no. I hope that it wasnt violent. I dont know why you self harm, or if you actually do because the school told her, but I hope that you can get past this. Life will eventually move on and you wont have to deal with those problems anymore.
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat don't hang it Your life isn't a movie don't end it These aren't my words but I think that they're is probably someone who needs to hear it. To all those struggling with anxiety or depression or some other thing that is making you want to end it, don't. There's always someone who will miss, no matter what you believe.
He had become such a normal part of my day...I keep finding myself wanting to call him or text him or hug him. I keep telling myself that doing those aren't going to be a part of my day but I still find myself wishing that I could be in his arms. I used to find myself in his arms with his soft voice telling that it was all okay everytime I needed comfort...but now I don't know where to go...I want him to comfort my pain...but he's the reason I have it.....
I was abused since five years old, I'm now 20 and I just came clean, I'm now dealing with all the emotional damage I had suppressed for so long I feel like I'm suffocating. This song captured my agony.
Depression, stress, anxiety. The fight of wanting to die but wanting to stay alive as well. Wanting to help others But not taking your advice. You have it, But you won't admit it
This song reminds me of the day my grandmother passed away. It was so painful, my mind closed down and I was crying so hard I couldn't breath. This all happened January 4th
The worst thing is when it's late and you listen to this and everyone else is asleep, and its pitch black, then it gets harder to breathe so you hold your legs against your chest thinking it'll help, then next thing you know your crying your heart out wishing someone would just hear you and come running to you and just hug you and tell you it's okay and to let it all out, but it doesn't happen so you sit in your room, or bathroom just crying and am trying to stop but the more you try to stop the harder you cry, and it actually physically hurt you. That's how I feel rn 😭😭😭
This song seriously explains my anxiety, and everything I've ever wanted to write in a song is in this one. I had this boy who was like my breathing tube. He'd keep me stable when all I wanted to do was scream and cry and hit things in my room, or when everything got too much and my lungs would breath in and out so fast they started to burn. And now he's gone and publicly humiliated me, and then is "in love" with my best friend... And now I find it hard to breathe every day.
Hey Everyone,
I was born in 2004. I thought I had everything; gorgeous family, house, financial support, a love of music and I didn't think anything could get better. But one day on August 12, 2007, my little sister Lizzy, was born. We were best friends and she was the real light to my life despite all of my other things I cherished. Sadly, she was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia when she was 3 in 2010. We did everything in our hearts and power to protect her, my strongest and most important memory is with her in the hospital, singing to her; My Little Light - A song I wrote for her. Sadly, my little Lizzy couldn't keep pushing anymore, and heaven gained an Angel on December 5th, 2013.
I had no light anymore.
When Be a sung this, it reminded me of my sister, and how I think our meeting is going to go when I see her with Wings. Thank you Bea, I feel at home. Xx
- Kat
Kat North xx I’m so sorry😔❤️
I’m so sorry😕this was so sweet ur sister was lucky to have u while she did💓💓
You're so strong! This had me in tears :(:
Oml I'm crying😭💖
I'm so sorry I'm bawling right now
This song so perfectly describes my current battle with depression/anxiety. This just happens to be one of those bad weeks where the symptoms are worse than normal. This song helps though..
Krystle Parker same here.
I hope this week is going better for you! I'll be praying for you. Always remember you're strong beautiful and brave 💗
I know ur pain and im here for u if u ever need anyone to talk to just know your not alone
Me
Too
"don't know how to admit that I'm broken." that line hit me the hardest.
Rachel McIntire - I hear you, it took me a while to actually acknowledge I had cracked.
A week from now, it’ll be 2 years of living within that moment, and the thoughts - frozen - when I became broken.
Keep being strong girl. You got this.
Mr. CWL thanks, you too! 💚
Raechuuu uuu Same
I feel the same way.
Raechuuu uuu "Every action has an opposite and every reaction" whatever bad you do to other's you would get it right back in the future take it in real life or just science.
When you don't want to live your life right now, but don't want to end it
"I'm gonna take a nap, I'm not tired I just don't want to be awake."
My current life
You are right👍❤
This is how I feel right now
How I feel all the time
I feel yo, really
Do you ever try to talk to someone and then laugh and pretend that everything's a joke because you don't know how to tell them your hurting ......
I've done it, really. I've tried telling my friends and they seemed to be very interested in the weather, so I quit the attempt
All the time 😔
Savannah Burk yes
Yes everyday
sadly, every day this song fits me perfectly eveyone thinks that im just a funny clown but thats just what they see.
The kind of song that takes you into a whole other world where it's just you and the lyrics...
true
Shania Sparkels yes I’m crying
I know It really hits you
Exactly...
Shania Sparkels "Every action has an opposite and every reaction" whatever bad you do to other's you would get it right back in the future take it in real life or just science.
Never thought I'd be this person in the comments but I lost my Dad less
than two weeks ago. He was the most precious, influential fan of my
life. This song has matched me and has given me some form of comfort.
I'm glad it exists.
Ariana Davenport I'm so sorry for your loss
Ariana Davenport I'm so sorry for your loss ik how it feels.I lost my dad about five weeks ago in a motor cycle accident. I'm only 15 and with out my best friend. I hope things get better for you.
Thank you guys so much. That's so kind. I appreciate it. I'm sorry for your loss too, brooke craig. I wish you guys the best too.
My dad died from a gun a couple months ago, i'm 14.. just know ya'll are not alone.
Ariana Davenport my dad isn't in my life, but I lost someone very special to me and I can fully relate, just stay strong 💖
This song reminds me so much of my anxiety. I'm 12 and I've had many anxiety attacks. Listening to this song makes me feel happy and I try to forget all of the things going on in my head. People at my school make me annoyed and I run, they chase me, I fall to the ground and panic. They stare at me while I'm having an anxiety attack. And they laugh at me and call me a crazy girl who can't control her emotions. This song saying, "I can't breathe," is exactly how I feel. Just wanted to say that. And never let anyone do that to if you have any kind of disorder or health problem, go to a teacher or anyone around, tell them and they'll help you... I promise. I told my teachers about my anxiety and they understand not to call on me in the class and try not to put my in the center of attention. Tell someone, they'll understand, think positive, and tell those bullies to go suck a toe! STAY SMILING YOU AMAZING PEOPLE! .... I just wanted to tell people that and get that out there.
Awesome way to spread kindness! I'm so glad you are finding ways to help with your anxiety! Always remember that you are strong, beautiful, and brave.💗
As a 16 year old who was where you're at now, I am here to tell you that it only gets worse before it gets better, oh but baby it gets so much better. I still struggle immensely with my anxiety and it's terrifying at times. I get what you're going through. Im having to be homeschooled through highschool because mine got so bad. Just keep pushing baby. You can do this. If even my dumbass can remember to keep fighting, then I bet anything that you can
Jazmin Marie I'm 12 as well and I have panic attacks and i have to use my inhaler for my asthma to calm me down
Same here! I have bad anxiety and i bite my nails until they're bloody! I can't go anywhere without biting them and whenever we go somewhere i get really bad Anxiety Attacks! At night I have to take medicine to sleep. I feel like I'm Crazy. My biggest supporters are my dog and Mom. At the moment I have no friends. Your story really inspired me! 💜💜💜
Maybe it's to painful for them. But it is such a beautiful song
Thank you Bea Miller for being real. This song literally describes my anxiety. When I have anxiety attacks, I have a hard time breathing and controlling my body/shaking. Thank you, again, Bea Miller. Have always loved you since you first showed up on Disney 💕💕
How do I put in words, that I'm broken. deep inside I'm severely broken .
Thank you for this video and the songs.
i hope you’re doing much better now, how are things?
Did anybody else listen to this song and just sit here and stare? And then it suddenly felt like you couldn't breathe?
samantha Duhon yeah
Same
I like your videos i see them everyday and sll me and my famliy are wathing it right now
Yeah
absolutely
I have 2 diffrent playlists, that are both mostly sad.
1. It's called "Songs I Wish Somebody Would Sing To Me'
And 2. "Songs I relate to"
And this song is in playlist 2.
I haven't seen my step sister for 6 years, half my life.
I feel like she's just like everybody else.
They get close then leave me here.
Alone, in pain, with a broken heart and confused.
I miss you sis....
I miss you..................
Ross Daniels Design I know this is late but I hope you see her soon !
Send themmm
Humor is my coping mechanism, so I have a playlist stuffed with sad songs called Happiness Noises!
do you have a link to these playlists by any chance?
One listen and already purchased from itunes. Looks like no sophomore slump for Bea. The first three songs released so far are solid
Fred Montgomery
TRUE WILLIAM
Beautiful song! As someone who also writes songs about their struggles, I really appreciate how she must have ripped her heart apart to write this song. Music is such a release X
I have a few things to say. First off, thank you so much, Bea. This song is absolutely outstanding and it is now and forever will be my favorite. Second, for everyone out there struggling, I am too, and just know that there are more people that care about you than you think. And finally, if you don't like a song, then just move on. I'm not saying it's not okay to not like something, but what I am saying is that instead of disliking the video, keep your hate to yourself and move on.
Also, this song is so relatable, it feels like my thoughts were just thrown back to me in a beautiful melody and it's just so relatable and beautiful, it really hits my heart
We all are suicidal people telling other suicide people that suicide is not the answer.
Linda The Girl Next Door this is so true..
This is probably the most truest thing I've ever read in my life
if only we could solve that
Lin._. duhh yes, yes we are.. and I've realized that's okay.. sometimes all we can do it fix others because it hurts too much to figure out how to fix ourselves
No were not 😂😂 (you make sense though)
"How can I live in the moment, when my thoughts never like my own and I don't know how to admit that I'm broken" this is exactly how I feel. This song helps me with my anxiety. It speaks to me.
I cry for 6 hours when I get home form anything cos every second of everyday I need to cry but I hold it in and smile and fake laugh. no one knows what I'm paging through and if you know me well congratulations you know what I'm going through
Ashley Tuttle please never, ever, ever give up. you are worth it, and believe me, you're not alone. life gets better, you just have to keep pushing through the hard times. i once felt like nothing would get better and utterly lost and alone, but if you saw me now.. you'd see the difference. i placed my heart in God's hands and just kept going, and yes, sometimes life is still going to be hard, but it's better. life is worth living. you are worth it.
i can relate so much. it will get better, i have hope.
It might not seem like it now, but this is just a bump in the road on your journey of life. People care about you! I care about you! Always remember that you are strong, beautiful, and brave!💗
Ashley Tuttle that's my life
Ashley Tuttle I'm with you in that area
Dear, the person that is reading this,
If no one has told you this. You are beautiful, You are loved and have people that love you. If you don't, I love you. I appreciate you being here and still continuing. Days will get hard but it's important for you to not give up. Thank you for being you!
I have bpd, anxiety and depression and this song almost perfectly describes what goes on in my mind and how I lose control of my own body and mind. For anyone seeing this and struggling, know that you're more than enough. You are amazing and loved.
her voice Is beyond beautiful and calming
how did she get my fucking diary wtf. I needed this song.
Leena Trujjilo idk but i think she read my mind
lol
Yep, pretty much
XD me too
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I am listening to this song because just goy the devastating news that my best friend (Horse) died. He was my best friend my therapist, the solution to my problems, and i could swear that sometimes he listened to me and awnsered with his eyes. I hope he is having a blast with his new friends in heaven, ill see you soon. I love you and will never forget you.
- Your best friend Bea
P.S- This was our favorite song
Beatriz Life I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll bet he's doing great! Just hang in there. It'll be ok. 😊
*But I'll bet he's doing better in Heaven.
totally not the time, but at first I read that as "my best friend, Horse,..."😂 ah I hate myself 😂
*their is a difference between not being able to breath and not wanting to breath*
And not feel the breath.
I was, on anesthetic.
I have been told that I will awake during surgery, (months before).
How can I can't (feel) breathe ?
That was scary. 😅
Now, call it back, it become funny. 😁
The amazing thing with songs like this, is that it helps connect people who are battling with the same symptoms of others.
And it can help people know that they are not alone.
I myself is battling anxiety, depression, ptsd, sleep paralysis, insomnia, hypoglycemia, suicidal thoughts, and back, hip, and knee problems.
And I've felt alone for along time and even still do, but to know that there are others like me makes me feel so much better. 🥺💜
It hit me right in the heart this song is amazing
lettie I have no heart
Today I sat in my car just crying and screaming to the point I could not breathe. How can I love someone so much who hurts me so bad? I'm not even mad at him anymore, I'm angry with myself for allowing someone to hurt me over & over. All I did was love him, took care of our home & our family. 15 years of my life has been holding on praying to God things will get better. My heart hurts, I am broken, & I can't even catch my breath to get over the first hurt before the next one. I know I need to let go. 😭💔This marriage has killed my mind, body, & soul.
Get help, tell your friends. Get a divorce. My mother took care of my father who had depression for 15 years as well, I thought she was you for a moment, she says the same things, they divorced and I have a new father now, and my mom is really so much better.
I pray u that u let go. I went through the same thing. I was with him for 25yrs and he nearly broke my spirit.
I love this song so much. Bea is so talented. 💙
To everyone who is going through a hard time in life and come here to get some sort of comfort I'm sorry. I'm really sorry you're all going through this time period. But please listen go be darlings that it'll all be okay. You just have to keep your head up and try and not let others get to you. And if they do sit and think and relize that they are the worthless ones. Not you. So keep you're beautiful smiles and don't let anyone take that from you or your future. This is your life. Not there's. I hope I helped some of you.
Stitches1245 more positive females like you makes the world a brighter place 🌺🌏🌟✨❤️
thank you. i needed this.
Isn't just comforting how perfect this song is and how it can describe what we feel and the fact that it's comforting is the reason why it's unsettling?
its been a year. An entire year. Exactly one year. and i still can't breathe.
i feel like there should be a "reason:" next to the dislike button. :( how anyone could dislike this is beyond me
Umbra Luna I'm not a disliker because I love the song but it's over a minute and a half of the same thing or just music. I don't mind it at all and I love the song so much but my sister said it was too short and too repetitive.
bella cx that's what i said
Umbra Luna wouldn't that just been the comment section😂
i know right!
they're disliking it because of the tone of the song it's actually appropriate
the chorus is me when my asthma acts up
Lmao this is supposed to be a sad song but this just made me laugh and I don't think I can take the song seriously anymore😂
Lol thank you for the smile! I've cried all day and listened to this song. I'm so glad I read the comments. This was hilarious
Lmao same
LMAO.
Lmfao
Haven’t been like myself, thinking was alone. I came across this song, it saved me. Tears are rolling down my face, this song explains what I’ve been feeling. Knowing I’m not the only one feeling like this.
I miss one thing that I'll never get back: The past. I just miss how I felt not that long ago. I'm in 7th grade and I've turned 13 this year. In 6th grade everything was pretty bad, but there was a few things that kept me going, one of them being my big brother. He kept me happy, when I was going to bed he made me long for the next day where we could hang out again. We always played games together, every single day basically. It made me so happy coming home from school, exhausted, drained, hopeless, to then just sit down playing games with him and having a good time. It was one of my only sources of happiness, and what they say is true "You don't realize what you have until you've lost it". Because now, he's moved out, only to our guesthouse, but it made a difference. We almost never play games together anymore, I play alone, it's still fun, but I really miss the old times. back then I didn't realize what I had, I didn't realize playing games with him would mean so much to me. But now when it's gone I can feel it ripping at my heart every single day. Words can't explain how much I miss it, but that's how life is. It gives you happiness only to take it from you and then watch you fall apart. Cruel. Now when those times are gone I'm worse. In 6th grade I used to think that things can't get worse than this, but now, in 7th grade, it's worse. It's so much worse. I've never walked around everyday hoping that a car will run over me. It sucks, but there's only 2 choices, either I die, or I just keep going. No matter how broken I am.
this is making me cry😢😭
Rae McNair ruclips.net/video/dbwIx-jYoxs/видео.html
If I don't hear this song on the radio soon I'm gonna file a complaint 😂
Karla Esteban yess😂
This song doesn’t deserve to be on the radio. It’s too powerful. Maybe her other songs but not this one
Karla Esteban just remember... you won‘t ever hear a really good song on the radio you only find it in the depths of youtube
Karla Esteban apparently only guys get their ballads on the radio..🙄
@@Mjanna exactly! The best songs are in the very depths of RUclips. Cavetown makes great songs, but he's never on the radio. Radio people only like songs about love, nothing that actually triggers emotion.
I'm in love with this song! 😍
Why is it that I understand this song to each letter, each note, she doesn't mean literally can't breathe she means when you hold back all that anger and stress and sadness you feel like someones punched you in the gut and like they put weights on your chest it begins getting hard to breathe the overwhelming feeling of failure can bring it too. Sometimes crying helps but sometimes it doesn't. It first begins small as a grain of dirt, you feel like your being crowded then it slowly gets hard to breathe you feel tears coming but you still hold back cause you feel selfish for hurting when nothings wrong. Then next thing you know you wanna smash something or you wanna run and hide maybe you want someone to hug you and tell you its okay to not be okay to let know you CAN cry
Hey you,it's fine to cry and to be sad because it's very hard/painful,that's already a part of our life tho.But you know,there are still many people there who loves you,cares for you and can be the reason for you to breathe again.I hope this will be the last time you'll shed tears because of sadness.You're brave. You can get through it.Cheer up my dear and may God bless you😊😊
I swear this just describes me ....
Lele Everfield same
Lele Everfield same
Alexus Everfield same
Same here...
Same
This song is how I feel everyday 😓😓
Hey love if u need to talk I'm here! I know how it feels to feel like no one cares but I do care! Keep ur head up ur crown is falling❤️
+CourtneyCampbell I'm glad! We like happy princesses😊 u are beautiful! Never give up princess!
Anissa Hinojosa same buddy same like right. now
+Adrien Metz if u ever need to talk I'm always here for you 😊
Anissa Hinojosa same..
Had this on repeat for the hundredth time now love it:)
i love how this comment section is so caring, yet so emotional. For anyone going through hard time, i believe in you babes. Keep going, you can do it ❤️
Every word of this song hits me hard. I lost my son Nov 29, 2021, he was 25 minutes old. My mind is so fractured and this song describes what I live with daily. 😣
My condolences to you. I hope you are breathing a little better today ✨️
I lost my first born baby girl, Jessica in July 1980, I was only 7 months pregnant and she was just 3 pounds (back then there wasn't much they could do) she lived 2 days...it's been 43 years and not a day goes by that I don't think of my angel. I breathe a little better, and this song helps me in so many ways. Take care.
i am so so sorry that happened 😢💔 i hope you're doing a little better now, i hope you're healing ❤ i can't imagine how difficult this is for you
man... Normally I don't like to listen to sad or relatable songs bc I like to stay as happy as possible.. but I relate to this song so much. It's like she reached into my soul and pulled out these lyrics... haha kind of fits cuz I'm a sophomore too, and I'm going through a slump rn :/
Hey girly! I'm a freshman but I had to drop out because of depression and being bullied and other things but I want I to know that I'm here for u if u ever need to talk!❤️
Hope Baker thank yo7 that's very sweet of you. I'm feeling a lot better tho but I might just take you up on that offer if the time ever arises. I'm so sorry to hear about your school life, maybe it could get better if you tried another school?
+Kabby Nyb no problem I'm always gonna be here for u!!
And yeah maybe.
Kabby Nyb I wish I was your friend I'm in high school too and this is how I feel and as teenagers I feel like we hide our feelings a lot
as a person stressing from derealization and depersonalization and depression and anxiety this song hits
2019 anyone or am i alone 😢 anybody know a 1 hour version ☺
technoblade squad me
If you're on mobile you can put this video in a playlist on its own and then press the repeat playlist button 🔁
you could right click and click loop
Put it on loop
Fucking ninja
I’m sad my friend listens to this... she’s a fighter, a real hero in spirit, such a loving person and I hope she knows it.
You aren’t alone.
my dad was an alcoholic. but still an amazing dad. he had been sick since 2015 and spent the majority of the first five months in the hospital. on may 3rd, six months till my 13th birthday he died and when i was sitting at his bedside. this reminds me how i can’t breathe when i think about it
Man I loved this song a while back, even when I couldn't relate to it... Now it's 2020 and it just hits different.
My best recently past away from a Side by Side crash. I am only 12 and he was 13. When I found out I cried for the whole day. Everyone tried to calm me down but I... I ran out the door to the woods and went to my little shed I always go to. My Older Sister Kishi, she followed me here and I cried on her and she made me laugh. She always finds a way to cheer me up. Well, He died on May 26 of 2020. I have felt so empty. But there is this boy band, called BTS I have been watching their videos a lot more and they make me smile too. I just want to say if you have gotten this far into reading this, That I care for everyone, even bad people. It hurts me a lot to see other's cry, Cause I feel like I did something wrong, So I cry too. Also I became an Army for BTS this year on New years day. Anyways you don't have to like or comment on this.
Wow! I relate to every word of this song.
LoveChezzabella Same
you wanna break all your clocks?
Same
Buy an inhaler
You seem proud you relate to this is it just me or do I think it's weird that you sound proud?
When I'm having my panic attacks I always listen to this song and it always helps me breathe a little more just to be able to stop amd sing along it feels good to just say how I'm feeling and just thankyou for making a song like this
This song is beyond beautiful, it makes me feel so happy. I wish I could see her in person, in concert and thank her for being there in song with me through my toughest times.
ive been going through a rough time rn with my family but when I listen to this song I feel open and happy
this is me everyday and I can't express it. I dont show it . But in reality I'm dead inside
Isn't it crazy that one song can give everybody a sudden vibe. And u just feel so calm. (:
love the way this song carries itself...the music is so....beautiful...the way she's just....singing ..she's not screaming or anything like that....just like...she's letting her feelings...flow threw a river...
Me every minute of everyday. I feel lost and unwanted and feel like I have no one. This so touched me so much.
This in a beautiful way reminds me of my breast cancer journey. #mypink💕
Melissa Montalvo how is your journey? 😊
Melissa Montalvo prayers for you on your journey, if you're still battling it! If not, in general, I just hope you're well! 😁
Im sorry stay strong
Melissa Montalvo as I with my cervical and uterine cancer
Melissa Montalvo I will love to fight for you fite I will try to help
little girl: what’s on your arm?
me: they’re battle scars.
little girl: you fought in a war?
me: yeah. a long and hard one.
little girl: that’s so cool! can I get one?
me: no. please do not ever get any. but I’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me?
little girl: yes. I promise.
a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager
teen: why are you hugging me?
little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
the teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me...
teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but I am not done fighting.
she bends down at eye level with the little girl
teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep. you are forever my war hero.
⚠️ this is not my story, but I saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because I want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️
I said this to my sister too
I have many of those
So inspiring, I think of my scars from the past.
There's a song called battle scars
"How can i free my mind" .......that one went directly to my heart
It’s kind of good to see that I’m not the only one who can relate to this song however it’s also sad to know so many people feel this way. As a person who used to have depression, suicidal thoughts and has constant anxiety attacks, I wouldn’t want anyone to feel this way
I was so SURPRISED when this showed up in my recommendations. I can't breathe, everything is just...TOO much..This song...is so beautiful. It helps me, calm down, make things easier and ten times clearer. I need a break from just, everything. I CAN'T breathe! I promise, I'm gonna make it through this, Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
This song is so emotional and her voice is really beautiful.
god im so glad i found this channel
The chorus was me when I heard of my grandma passing away after I woke up around the same time she passed. And now with finding my grandpa in his bed already reunited with her...
This hit home such a beautiful song, my daughter has been struggling with depression anxiety and self harm and the words made me think of how she must feel...but also how I feel...being so helpless at times.....
This song is breathtakingly beautiful. I never heard of Bea Miller but after listening to this song, I'm not going to forget her.
Excuse me... One disliker.. Please don't.. just.. no.. This is too good for a dislike okay. D:
lets just assume they were probably foreigners who thought it said "dis i like"
Could be XD
JuniperPotato AJ oh my word 😂😂😂 I love that
DavaneyCreations i like the song and i don't she says the words "i can't breathe" too meany times
DavaneyCreations 77 now 😫
I love this song
Same :3
This is my favorite song right now.
A few days ago my school told my mum that I self harm and the way she dealt with it was not the best and this song gives me comfort so thank you
Oh no. I hope that it wasnt violent. I dont know why you self harm, or if you actually do because the school told her, but I hope that you can get past this. Life will eventually move on and you wont have to deal with those problems anymore.
Stray Kids 4lyfe you caj always talk ti mebthe same tning hapoedn ti em 😭
Found this song randomly while putting my daughter to sleep and am now sobbing quietly in the dark at how much this song hits me in the soul
"How can I free my mind"
"How can I be alright, cause I can't breathe"
That two lines, damn!💔
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it
Your neck isn't a coat don't hang it
Your life isn't a movie don't end it
These aren't my words but I think that they're is probably someone who needs to hear it. To all those struggling with anxiety or depression or some other thing that is making you want to end it, don't. There's always someone who will miss, no matter what you believe.
I fell inlove with the beauty of this song 😩😍
I love every song you post on this perfect channel. They all speak to me and mean so much to me. Thank you xxx
This music almost made me cry ,when I first listening to it ..😢😢😢😢 ,thanks for downloading this music video. Love you all friends always ❤
I love this channel, I'm finding so many amazing songs here.
Someone with depression here?😞
me
Me.
Everyone.You don’t need to bring it up
...
Gianina Mihaela Manolescu yeah me , I cut , but just because I do it you shouldn't copy the same
I love music like this! songs that's people can feel and relate too
He had become such a normal part of my day...I keep finding myself wanting to call him or text him or hug him. I keep telling myself that doing those aren't going to be a part of my day but I still find myself wishing that I could be in his arms. I used to find myself in his arms with his soft voice telling that it was all okay everytime I needed comfort...but now I don't know where to go...I want him to comfort my pain...but he's the reason I have it.....
I was abused since five years old, I'm now 20 and I just came clean, I'm now dealing with all the emotional damage I had suppressed for so long I feel like I'm suffocating. This song captured my agony.
Hope you're doing well. You are brave for coming clean with the abuse... just breathe & take care of you.
I am a black girl who suffers from anxiety and when I heard about George Floyd I was screaming because I want to grow up free and not scared
i feel you
This song is so perfect. Describes my deepest darkest emotions
this song is me.
Julia Langenderfer me too. Your not alone
Same
Depression is constant for me but the really bad moments come to me in waves of despair. When one hits me, I feel like I’m drowning.
I remember discovering her when she had done a song with Boyce Avenue. Seems she has changed so much. Keep up the good work girl!!
it gives me twilight vibes 🤔🤔🤔 there is like a song that has the same instrument rhythm
dontgiveup easily is it turning page from twilight?
I think the song you're thinking of is called Possibility by Lykke Li
Read my mind
I was listening to this song with my younger sister and she said the same thing
dontgiveup easily there is a song but I don't know the name of it
Thank you for this! ♥
Depression,
stress,
anxiety.
The fight of wanting to die
but wanting to stay alive as well.
Wanting to help others
But not taking your advice.
You have it,
But you won't admit it
I can relate to this song so much. It makes me tear up and cry every time. Thank you for pouring your heart out into your music Bea
This song reminds me of the day my grandmother passed away. It was so painful, my mind closed down and I was crying so hard I couldn't breath. This all happened January 4th
Does anyone else mouth the words to the song and then just deep down youre relating to it so much that it makes you cry? Is it just me?
The worst thing is when it's late and you listen to this and everyone else is asleep, and its pitch black, then it gets harder to breathe so you hold your legs against your chest thinking it'll help, then next thing you know your crying your heart out wishing someone would just hear you and come running to you and just hug you and tell you it's okay and to let it all out, but it doesn't happen so you sit in your room, or bathroom just crying and am trying to stop but the more you try to stop the harder you cry, and it actually physically hurt you. That's how I feel rn 😭😭😭
Same
So many nights
So many times
I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts and I can't swim out of it.....
This song seriously explains my anxiety, and everything I've ever wanted to write in a song is in this one. I had this boy who was like my breathing tube. He'd keep me stable when all I wanted to do was scream and cry and hit things in my room, or when everything got too much and my lungs would breath in and out so fast they started to burn. And now he's gone and publicly humiliated me, and then is "in love" with my best friend... And now I find it hard to breathe every day.
First time hearing this song and I can't tell you how much this relates to me right now I'm crying thank you for this song.