I remember listening to this back in 2014, that day I was laying down in bed, when the song ended that’s when I realized this song took a part of my soul with it. Never stopped listening to it since.
repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone, time has proven that fooling yourself into believing the lies is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over. keep listening to the mixtapes they made you, over-analyse every single word you hear, was this a sign that things were going wrong?? no no. you were the one who cared too hard, not them. stay up every single night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these DEMONS these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of EQUALLY. RETURNED. LOVE. go out for coffee 4 times a week by yourself, always bring your notebook, never stop writing. leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip, watch them smile as you get into your car. talk down on yourself whenever possible, my life is shit because i deserve it right? you must’ve done something REALLY bad, it’s nearly impossible for you to cry now. avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency in your life, if they really wanted to see you, they’d come, but they won’t. who cares? allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love, watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you. don’t fight it. become a secondary character in your own motion picture but most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum. learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat, find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach. you’re drinking bottled love now. you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness, you just needed to find a way to talk to it.
I love this song sm, I feel like everyone coming back slowly but surely sad idk what to do with out ppl that I loved sm my friends and I always hang out but they left as soon as I turned 14 I’m 17 now I know not to trust anyone else Music. I understand why people don’t like me anymore.
"You dont neee people to drice away you loneliness" sigh "praying for 1 second that you could recieve equally returned love" ..."learn to love the feeling of it dripping down your throat , find comfort in the feeling of your warm stomach "
it’s been so long since i last saw you, and i know you probably forgot about me but i didn’t.. you were a huge part of my life and i don’t think i’ll ever meet someone like you. rest in peace tyler. realizing you were dead after not texting for 3 months, and then remembering all we’ve done together, and then how we laughed at the beach that time. i love you, and i miss you, so much. seeign all the pictures we took together, and everything reminds me of you. remember jayden? the girl i told you about? she’s… different. in a somewhat bad way.. but now i’m realizing, you were there for me.. why wasn’t i there for you? i swear i tried. i love you and, i wish you were still.. here. 11•19•2022
this is probably the only song that really gets me.
Same
try loser monologue
I'm always here for you💜
I remember listening to this back in 2014, that day I was laying down in bed, when the song ended that’s when I realized this song took a part of my soul with it. Never stopped listening to it since.
was listening to this and realized how relatable this is
me ( I am literally insane )
same (i’m on the brink of insanity)
fr
fr (I’ve already fell into the deep end)
I love this, it's so sad.
repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone, time has proven that fooling yourself into believing the lies is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over. keep listening to the mixtapes they made you, over-analyse every single word you hear, was this a sign that things were going wrong?? no no. you were the one who cared too hard, not them. stay up every single night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these DEMONS these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of EQUALLY. RETURNED. LOVE. go out for coffee 4 times a week by yourself, always bring your notebook, never stop writing. leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip, watch them smile as you get into your car. talk down on yourself whenever possible, my life is shit because i deserve it right? you must’ve done something REALLY bad, it’s nearly impossible for you to cry now. avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency in your life, if they really wanted to see you, they’d come, but they won’t. who cares? allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love, watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you. don’t fight it. become a secondary character in your own motion picture but most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum. learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat, find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach. you’re drinking bottled love now. you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness, you just needed to find a way to talk to it.
Listening to this at school, sobbing in the bathroom
allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
Equally returned love
such relatable lyrics!
No fr !! , So wholesome 😋‼️‼️⭐(crying for help)
@@karmina_real
Crying 😢
I love this song sm, I feel like everyone coming back slowly but surely sad idk what to do with out ppl that I loved sm my friends and I always hang out but they left as soon as I turned 14 I’m 17 now I know not to trust anyone else Music. I understand why people don’t like me anymore.
my chest is heavy and my heart is beating so fast. its only this song.. why?
it hits home.
Not for the weak 😢
Do i annoy her
Does she actually like to talk to me
Does she roll her ayes when u text her
"You dont neee people to drice away you loneliness" sigh "praying for 1 second that you could recieve equally returned love" ..."learn to love the feeling of it dripping down your throat , find comfort in the feeling of your warm stomach "
it’s been so long since i last saw you, and i know you probably forgot about me but i didn’t.. you were a huge part of my life and i don’t think i’ll ever meet someone like you. rest in peace tyler. realizing you were dead after not texting for 3 months, and then remembering all we’ve done together, and then how we laughed at the beach that time. i love you, and i miss you, so much. seeign all the pictures we took together, and everything reminds me of you. remember jayden? the girl i told you about? she’s… different. in a somewhat bad way.. but now i’m realizing, you were there for me.. why wasn’t i there for you? i swear i tried. i love you and, i wish you were still.. here. 11•19•2022
idek if this is even a song. Its js so. damn sad.
💔💔💔
someone needs to reach out to me before i start getting sketchy
oh my god.
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Why is carti on the album cover lmao
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this song never gets old. perfectly describes depression
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