I’m 28 now, about 12 years ago I had a best friend I would listen this kind of music with, it’s always been my favorite. Time sure goes by quick I miss being a teenager sometimes doing late night drives and eating pizza and of course listening to music.
I had a nice life. Three friends, a crush, nice school. But now since i moved no one seems to notice me in the room at all. I wasnt lonely, but now i am. I wish i can go back in time, relive the nice days.
I really was and still am all over her. We arnt together nor were we. She was a friend, the best friend i ever had. And i fell for her. For 3 years i watched as she went through different parteners. Its broke me. But we were cool as friends, and she liked us as friends, i can tell. She is something different. Different from the others
In the gym 1:27 am Jan 12 I don’t feel anything right now but this song, i been through alot of pain recently so I know it’s going to evoke some feelings when I’m not pumping with adrenaline but it’s getting me through these weights.
This song remind me of sitting her and thinking abt all the things you missed and realizing that your wasting your “best years” and you just wish that sometime things would go better and you miss that person so much that they are the only ones who brought you happiness not even a person you dated just family and you lost your best friend and you ask why ke
Feeling like no matter how hard you may try, you’ll never quite be able to change yourself to fit in, or be in a higher place in life. Not like you lack willpower, but rather that you refuse to change being a “nerd” or a “dork”, because it’s just who you are. And maybe one day you’ll find someone who will accept you for those things. Moral of all, be yourself. It’s all your choice at the end of the day.
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory Back at that party, I was all over her We didn't make out or do anything I just remember I was lonely I guess I am always, it's not a problem It's just something, I got used to it Every stranger makes me feel safer And every person seems more beautiful
The feels comes every so often and this song comes out comfort me whenever it does. It’ll go away as soon as the feels do but nevertheless the song will always come back to me when i need it. Somehow, some way
I never made plans for my future, mainly because I thought I would kill myself when I was 9. I'm now living a better life and have gotten help, I'm so glad I reached out for help, I don't know if I would be here right now if i didn't, If you're reading this and struggling with depression, social anxiety. etc, This is your sign to reach out for help, its okay
@@staymortified its not in the song, i don't really know how to explain it but everytime i find myself here i was all over her feels deeper. and at some point while listening it on loop all over again, it feels like that
This song reminds me of an obsessive crush i had a couple years back, i was very aware and ashamed of it so i didnt tell a soul, but i thought about her more than everything and wondered everything about her, and tried to learn as much about her as i could, even though, i couldnt talk to her because of a language barrier, so i just watched her silently, mysteriously. She was so alone and i felt awful. Due to her situation she had no friends, and no support, and i wanted more than anything to help her, but i was too shy to try non verbal communication, worried she wouldnt understand. She was in a very traumatic situation, i didnt want to accidentally make it worse. One of the teachers we had that year was the only person i ever saw could calm her down, and she felt comfortable with. That teacher was an angel, she helped me through my tough times as well, she was very talented and passionate, and experienced. Halfway through the year she stopped teaching for better oppprtunities. So now my crush had nobody to go to. Nobody. Every day she actually showed up to school, she would hide in a small room alone and just, sit, cry, and draw. Drawing was the closest thing she had to a coping mechanism, i noticed. She often ran out of class to the bathroom, just so she could be alone some more. She was so lonely and helpless, i cried for her every night. She was gorgeous too, but the only girl that also spoke her language found her annoying, or perhaps just couldnt be bothered translating all the time, so she left her to just, become depressed. She still goes to my school, at least the last time i saw her was last year. Since we moved from a primary school to a very big highschool, there were many more people she could go to, including her sister, who i have seen a couple of times. All of this is just from obsessively observing her. I cant help myself from not, she changed the way i saw the world, and also the way i discovered my sexuality. But i really, really, really hope her life isnt ruined just because she had to flee a war. ❤ (Wow i did NOT mean to write that much, congrats if u read it all, ur either very curious or very bored xD)
This is my vent thread now lol, don't have to read this stuff it's more just personal shit I write while listening this. Idk why I keep over thinking decisions I make in conversation, like in school I was talking to my best friend and i said smth pretty awkward and she pointed it out because banter is like pretty common with us. But it was the kind of awkward that makes u think smth differently about the person after they say it. Or maybe it's just me that thinks that, cuz Ik my bsf is an overthinker too and she always tries to decipher the little peices of my life story I tell her, which tbf is exactly what i do for everyone I meet. I pretend to know what their entire life is like based on a few things and then fill in the gaps myself, it's relaxing and it helps me fall asleep. Yknow what? Writing this comment helped me calm down and feel less embarrassed over nothing! This was a good idea after all.
i’m a total stranger but i feel the girl in a deep level it’s exhausting to be alone in a school where everyone knows each other with a language barrier too.. if u still see her pls get Google translate and go tell her something u seem like a wonderful person
@@мария.88 I haven't seen her since last year sadly, I'm hoping it's for a good reason, but even if i did see her, it would be in the hallways when I go to class, which isn't a great time to pull out google translate 😔 I checked the grade list and she's not on it anymore, hope she went somewhere where she can at least talk to people and try to make friends
TW!!! I remember the first time I found this song, it was December 9th 2021. My mom bought me winter clothes and she wanted me to try them all on but she's my mom so I was comfortable taking off my pants in front of her but I had sh cuts on my thighs and I forgot so when I took off my pants she saw them, my gma came over and was crying, so was my mom. My mom said if I do it again she'll khs, i was 12 years old. I'm now 13 and I just got depression medication and my parents are telling me that I'm not depressed and that I just want attention. I started self harming when I was in 5th grade and I stopped on December 9th 2021.
This is kinda how the world sounded when I hung myself from a tree in 2019. Have you heard "Hand covers bruise" by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross? Sounded like that too. "Tomorrow is a promise to no one..."
POV: the person of your dreams is with you and your other friend. You bring a speaker outside in the pouring rain, the person of your dreams goes out into the road with your friend and they began to dance. You wach in silence and stand still to the side just waching as your deams fall apart and this song comes on. You began to cry as they twirl and dance while you just look at them on the side. alone.
My whole life i was never enough, and then i met the Girl of my dreams, she was the answer to my prayers, and i felt like i was finally enough, and then she left, im really losing it
3:21 am, I was in public school on the verge of suicide having a breakdown every morning cutting my self not eating sleeping I had too go to court bc I missed to many days of school bc of my disability I went into homeschool so I didn't get held back now I'm extremely lonely and empty hurting my self at night not sleeping and I feel like I'm dying.
hi guys! salvia palth inspired me in so many ways and more artists and i would appreciate if u guys listened to my first ever song here’s the link ruclips.net/video/m9qY-tfnGew/видео.htmlsi=G6HG_A9ipKRyZkjF thank you:)
realist shit. i’m either gonna be dangling from my ceiling or od’d in the next month and when my parents find me i want them to know it was their fault
![i was all over her - Salvia Palth [no drums slowed+reverb 1 hour + no ending]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/TYRCn2TUdA0/mqdefault.jpg)
That late November to December vibes 🍂
Yeah it is giving that kinda vibe
" I was all over her " those 5 words will stay in my mind forever...
Words cannot describe how much I love this song
I’m 28 now, about 12 years ago I had a best friend I would listen this kind of music with, it’s always been my favorite. Time sure goes by quick
I miss being a teenager sometimes
doing late night drives and eating pizza and of course listening to music.
You’re a legend i love you
god i hope i dont end up being in my late 20s wishing i was a teenager again. what a miserable existence.
W human, trust me sometimes its better being an adult than being a teenager
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@@wtfimcryingit's over
4:44 am. another sleepless night. I know it's getting bad...again.
i just got shivers reading this
you should consider becoming an hero
Tell us about her
@@The_Arbiter u go first
literally happened to me last night , at exactly 4:44 am ..
Bro why can’t I stop crying?
Real shi.
Song goes hard
as life
this song will stay with me forever
Me 2
I had a nice life. Three friends, a crush, nice school. But now since i moved no one seems to notice me in the room at all. I wasnt lonely, but now i am. I wish i can go back in time, relive the nice days.
The same thing happened to me, it gets better though. I hope your doing alright now❤️
This song helps me a lot with my anxiety attacks c:
This songs helps me calm when I'm going insane on acid
i'm glad it helps.
А меня наоборот, в тоску и разрывание души наводит. «Тихая мучительнаЯсмерть» так бы описала...
It make me really sad, one of the only music that follow me all over my years and my pain.
I really was and still am all over her.
We arnt together nor were we. She was a friend, the best friend i ever had. And i fell for her. For 3 years i watched as she went through different parteners. Its broke me. But we were cool as friends, and she liked us as friends, i can tell. She is something different. Different from the others
Simply perfect! I have such a great feeling of peace when I listen to this music; it calms me down and slows my thoughts.
This is the one im looking for, thanks
In the gym 1:27 am Jan 12 I don’t feel anything right now but this song, i been through alot of pain recently so I know it’s going to evoke some feelings when I’m not pumping with adrenaline but it’s getting me through these weights.
how do you feel now ?
This song remind me of sitting her and thinking abt all the things you missed and realizing that your wasting your “best years” and you just wish that sometime things would go better and you miss that person so much that they are the only ones who brought you happiness not even a person you dated just family and you lost your best friend and you ask why ke
i love you
@@staymortified love you too bae
Feeling like no matter how hard you may try, you’ll never quite be able to change yourself to fit in, or be in a higher place in life. Not like you lack willpower, but rather that you refuse to change being a “nerd” or a “dork”, because it’s just who you are. And maybe one day you’ll find someone who will accept you for those things. Moral of all, be yourself. It’s all your choice at the end of the day.
it's literally this song
.
@@if001. 😂
@@cedestius1085😂😂
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that's absolutely correct.
I patiently wait every day for the pressure to lift and sometimes I feel like it never will
Come to Christ and all the pain will disappear.
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory
Back at that party, I was all over her
We didn't make out or do anything
I just remember I was lonely
I guess I am always, it's not a problem
It's just something, I got used to it
Every stranger makes me feel safer
And every person seems more beautiful
2:26 to the end man
THATS MY FAVORITE PART TOO LOL
@@staymortified YES OMG it’s just so nice
LITERALLY THE BEST PART OF THE SONG BUT NO ONE TALKS ABT IT 😭
@@staymortifiedthink you can loop it ?
The feels comes every so often and this song comes out comfort me whenever it does. It’ll go away as soon as the feels do but nevertheless the song will always come back to me when i need it. Somehow, some way
Ok but this version gives me chill vibe just me ?
I never made plans for my future, mainly because I thought I would kill myself when I was 9. I'm now living a better life and have gotten help, I'm so glad I reached out for help, I don't know if I would be here right now if i didn't, If you're reading this and struggling with depression, social anxiety. etc, This is your sign to reach out for help, its okay
i feel really alone
this
real
how do you feel now ?
i’m here with you
me too, lets be friends
i can almost hear salvia whispering.
_"its time to leave here."_
mmm i never heard that before, can u timestamp it?
@@staymortified its not in the song, i don't really know how to explain it but everytime i find myself here i was all over her feels deeper. and at some point while listening it on loop all over again, it feels like that
@@adda97939 hope ur doing good (:
@@adda97939 are you still here?
@adda97939 ?
This song reminds me of an obsessive crush i had a couple years back, i was very aware and ashamed of it so i didnt tell a soul, but i thought about her more than everything and wondered everything about her, and tried to learn as much about her as i could, even though, i couldnt talk to her because of a language barrier, so i just watched her silently, mysteriously. She was so alone and i felt awful. Due to her situation she had no friends, and no support, and i wanted more than anything to help her, but i was too shy to try non verbal communication, worried she wouldnt understand. She was in a very traumatic situation, i didnt want to accidentally make it worse. One of the teachers we had that year was the only person i ever saw could calm her down, and she felt comfortable with. That teacher was an angel, she helped me through my tough times as well, she was very talented and passionate, and experienced. Halfway through the year she stopped teaching for better oppprtunities. So now my crush had nobody to go to. Nobody. Every day she actually showed up to school, she would hide in a small room alone and just, sit, cry, and draw. Drawing was the closest thing she had to a coping mechanism, i noticed. She often ran out of class to the bathroom, just so she could be alone some more. She was so lonely and helpless, i cried for her every night. She was gorgeous too, but the only girl that also spoke her language found her annoying, or perhaps just couldnt be bothered translating all the time, so she left her to just, become depressed. She still goes to my school, at least the last time i saw her was last year. Since we moved from a primary school to a very big highschool, there were many more people she could go to, including her sister, who i have seen a couple of times. All of this is just from obsessively observing her. I cant help myself from not, she changed the way i saw the world, and also the way i discovered my sexuality. But i really, really, really hope her life isnt ruined just because she had to flee a war. ❤
(Wow i did NOT mean to write that much, congrats if u read it all, ur either very curious or very bored xD)
This is my vent thread now lol, don't have to read this stuff it's more just personal shit I write while listening this.
Idk why I keep over thinking decisions I make in conversation, like in school I was talking to my best friend and i said smth pretty awkward and she pointed it out because banter is like pretty common with us. But it was the kind of awkward that makes u think smth differently about the person after they say it. Or maybe it's just me that thinks that, cuz Ik my bsf is an overthinker too and she always tries to decipher the little peices of my life story I tell her, which tbf is exactly what i do for everyone I meet. I pretend to know what their entire life is like based on a few things and then fill in the gaps myself, it's relaxing and it helps me fall asleep. Yknow what? Writing this comment helped me calm down and feel less embarrassed over nothing! This was a good idea after all.
i’m a total stranger but i feel the girl in a deep level it’s exhausting to be alone in a school where everyone knows each other with a language barrier too.. if u still see her pls get Google translate and go tell her something u seem like a wonderful person
@@мария.88 I haven't seen her since last year sadly, I'm hoping it's for a good reason, but even if i did see her, it would be in the hallways when I go to class, which isn't a great time to pull out google translate 😔 I checked the grade list and she's not on it anymore, hope she went somewhere where she can at least talk to people and try to make friends
I want this song tattooed on my body somehow.
i’m actually planning on getting a tattoo of a lyric from this song or one of salvias songs. !!
Every school year. It’s this song.
Real
I miss them
U know it gets worse when u starting to listen to this again
I can't cry anymore
I just stay up late around 2-3 am playing my favorite game on pc and listening this. Sometimes I feel like crying.
Don’t cry… and it’s 2:46 for me
The song i listened to when i was in my deepest, lowest moment.
Real its my trauma song
Ive never been this alone in my life ive never had someone to love
just relax , everything will be okay.
TW!!! I remember the first time I found this song, it was December 9th 2021. My mom bought me winter clothes and she wanted me to try them all on but she's my mom so I was comfortable taking off my pants in front of her but I had sh cuts on my thighs and I forgot so when I took off my pants she saw them, my gma came over and was crying, so was my mom. My mom said if I do it again she'll khs, i was 12 years old. I'm now 13 and I just got depression medication and my parents are telling me that I'm not depressed and that I just want attention. I started self harming when I was in 5th grade and I stopped on December 9th 2021.
My parents thought I was faking also
I’m so sorry hun. You never deserved that I promise I’d know. Your experiences are valid.
When my mom found out I sh she made me OD on a bottle of Tylenol bc she didn't want to have a daughter with a "cursed body" sadly I survived -_-
also I hope your doin alr now :)
you were so young, im so sorry.
I remember listening to this while crying almost unable to breathe, it feels so weird to listen to this song now, but still, it's one of my favorites.
Background is so real
I was all over him.
I miss it.
it got bad again. this is the only thing keeping me alive atp
real but i hope ur okay
listening to this with the depressive red led lights and smoking a cigarette is another level
he really left without a goodbye.
This was mine and my sisters music we’d listen together in the summer and no words can describe how much I miss yhat
I've yet to find someone with the same determination in their eyes as mine.
I miss you so much. and yet you’ll never know it.
she just like me fr
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be here, and a lot of time I'm invisibile to others, like I don't exist
don't know what I wanted
@@additionaldrums back at that party
i was all over her
@@ayameswtfstudios we didn't make out
@Joy Lot I was lonely
@@charliemiles6475 i guess i am always
This is kinda how the world sounded when I hung myself from a tree in 2019. Have you heard "Hand covers bruise" by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross? Sounded like that too. "Tomorrow is a promise to no one..."
POV: the person of your dreams is with you and your other friend. You bring a speaker outside in the pouring rain, the person of your dreams goes out into the road with your friend and they began to dance. You wach in silence and stand still to the side just waching as your deams fall apart and this song comes on. You began to cry as they twirl and dance while you just look at them on the side. alone.
lifes been sounding like this song lately
My biggest fear is that I’m gonna be like this for the rest of my life.
thank you so much for this its really helped
2:46am.
coming back in 3 years when i'm 18, if i'm still here.
5:49 am but dang it’s 4yrs ago…
Song is fire
2:27 😔💔
Don't know what I wanted
I have a memory
Back at that party
I was all over her
We didn't make out
Or do anything
I just remember
I
Was
Lonely.
I know a girl.
Then I knew a girl.
I met another girl.
I know a girl.
She knew me.
She knew a girl.
❤the comfort
It’s 4:21 am can’t stop thinking abt my gf
This song makes you feel like you're drunk and having multiple flashbacks
My whole life i was never enough, and then i met the Girl of my dreams, she was the answer to my prayers, and i felt like i was finally enough, and then she left, im really losing it
hold me
okay
always
Life's hard but I'm never going to lose my faith in God. (im going insane)
When I come home, i'll fix it.
late nights listening
3:21 am, I was in public school on the verge of suicide having a breakdown every morning cutting my self not eating sleeping I had too go to court bc I missed to many days of school bc of my disability I went into homeschool so I didn't get held back now I'm extremely lonely and empty hurting my self at night not sleeping and I feel like I'm dying.
ahh 2020
why does that shit say 69 years ago☠️
ohhh omfg its in ur name 😭😭
@@staymortified LMAO
I’m literally this song
i m l o n e l y
picture is me rn
I really was all over her....
Why did she have to hurt me so bad… I changed for no reason and now, I don’t remember what I was…
I want to write thiss to back after a years to see this ( I'm really dprs i miss my ex and I'm lost)
I just want my mental health to back.
I miss my favourite friend (betülüm🥟)
1:05
Perfect music while abusing my arm
im so cooked
04:15am trying my best here. Im still trying I swear. The school don’t get it,I don’t think they ever will.
Why did this song only come to me now
Why do it feel like you start to progress in your life then all of a sudden you start running the wrong way
Ur cool
that is not even a joke...
are you still here?
hi guys! salvia palth inspired me in so many ways and more artists and i would appreciate if u guys listened to my first ever song here’s the link ruclips.net/video/m9qY-tfnGew/видео.htmlsi=G6HG_A9ipKRyZkjF thank you:)
Yep
loneliness.
Real
The girl on the photo drinking bleach💀
i WAS all over her but she pretended to be all over me
me after finding out that Cooking with lynja, is dead
05:33 am and my life is going to shit.
IM A FUCKING COW😭
NO UR NOT
@@viktor5414 Moo 🐮
@@7EchoesOfThePast LMAOO 😭😭
0:00
im mentally not okay but physically okay
im cooked
Im panicking.
im so sad and betrayed
realist shit. i’m either gonna be dangling from my ceiling or od’d in the next month and when my parents find me i want them to know it was their fault