Hello guys I don't mean any disrespect by this but please stop leaving comments about sexual assault and suicide. I understand but as some dealing with trauma from an abusive relationship that I also happen to now associate this song with because my abuser showed me it, getting constant notifications from people commenting these graphic descriptions of triggering topics is extremely upsetting when I am still recovering from said trauma. I don't want to turn off comments or notifications because I enjoy reading some of the comments, but if this keeps happening I might have to. Thank you for enjoying the video though its been years since I uploaded this, I hate this song now and I'm not even proud of this video but I'm still glad there are people that do like it.
It reminds me when your friend says b.s about you and makes you feel bad about yourself in front of random people. and they repeat that line till you forgive them.
I have realized over last year that I am much happier/calmer by myself. I do not need friends or people always around me anymore. It becomes toxic which is not good for me spiritually,mentally,or verbally. I am trying to better myself and I need my own space. Especially as a member of the church I strive to be the best I can be and follow Jesus example!
This song honestly just brings back trauma, it feels nostalgic. Like it’s looped or something. You know that feeling when you feel like your being looked at in the room all over. That type of feeling.
This song feels like the aesthetic I lived in when I fell in love and the relationship with my past boyfriend. I confessed my feelings to a boy in my class, and he actually liked me back, and on valentines day - he brought me a flower and chocolate and asked if I wanted to be his valentine. I said yes. We hung out the same day, and things were very awkward. To be honest, things between were awkward the entire relationship. We weren’t romantic, and if people didn’t know we liked each other - they’d never guess we were a couple. When we walked together; we didn’t hold hands. We never kissed, we never got intimate. We only gave hugs when saying goodbye (which is personally fine by me). It seems as though, going from strangers to lovers - doesn’t work out. We didn’t know each other at all first. Something I had noticed about him, even when I had just caught feelings - he brings an extremely strange and special atmosphere where ever he goes. It’s so difficult to explain, and I can’t describe it. It just draws you to him and make you want to be near him. We didn’t hang out often either, maybe once a month, but when we did - we hung out for many hours. We watched anime, listened to music and talked A LOT. We got to know each other pretty well after time. Even though we knew each other well - I never got comfortable. Something about his atmosphere and ‘being’ - made me uneasy. As before - I can’t explain the feeling, but he was difficult to get comfortable around. No matter what, even when giving a hug - a cold and lost barrier blocked the touch, made me feel far away - even if I was sitting or standing right beside him. Not to forget - he didn’t take much contact. He always seemed distant - which I can’t blame him for. However, the distance made me overthink, feel insecure and lost - and my feelings for him slowly but surely - faded away. About two months in the relationship, I decided to reassure him, and tell him that I still liked him. I was also convincing myself that I was still in love. He was happy about the reassurance, but he didn’t reassure me back. A few months later, just before the school year was about to end - he said «love you» to me over text. He didn’t put the «I» there, which again made me overthink. His lack of interest and initiative, made me think «does he really mean it?» and I doubted it. I couldn’t say it back. A little while later again, when school had ended - I sent him a message and told him that; this schoolyear, he was my motivation to go to school. What he answered shocked me. He said that he didn’t want to know what would’ve happened if I hadn’t been there. I might’ve saved his life, and that means a lot to me. What he didn’t know, was that I had been thinking about ending the relationship with him. A month later I noticed we were starting to lose contact. He didn’t contact me, unless I did first. He didn’t send the goodnight texts anymore, he overrall didn’t seem interested in talking with me or how I was doing. I was sure of it - he had lost interest, and that made me fall more out of love. Not long after - I broke up and he took it well. He didn’t say anything about having lost feelings, but I assumed it. He also wanted us to still be friends - and I wanted that too! I had a strong crush on that boy for 8 months, and we dated for 3 of those. We always seemed more like friends instead of lovers, and if we ever were to hang out again, as friends - I feel as though there wouldn’t be much of a difference from when we were dating. I would love to hang out with him again, I feel strongly drawn to him - sometimes I wonder if I even fell out of love at all. Edit: hahah, just found out he’s in love with my best friend :)
I love a girl since 2017 she stills thinks me just as her best friend and that sucks she helped me with much things I got rejected by her twice now i love her more than ever but i am not feeling like she does love me back Love is complicated Oh yeah and this story remembered me how i will always be rejected by her
This song really just makes me realize how I was hurt a such a young age. And how manipulative people can be. They will use you untill you are just nothing, as a kid I remember saying that I would never become unhappy, and can now see I failed myself.
I hate looking at myself in the mirror and seeing someone different each time. It’s scary not feeling like you actually exist. Sort of like a really long day dream.
same. to me it feels almost like everyone in this world is like an AI that isn’t really existing just simply acting as if they are truly existing in my world.
So how should I begin this? I guess it started when you were with him And how he never even took you out to dance But did he fuck with any rhythm? But now he's playing with your head But did he ever make you come? Did he ever make you cry? Do the wires in your mind get sewn together Rubbed and severed by the head You don't know how long I could start into your picture And wish that it was me I guess it's different cause you love him But I've got an interactive Sick and twisted imagination And that's gotta count for something I dreamt I was standing in your doorstep Licking sweat off of your forehead With your finger in my mouth And the sound when leather jackets hit the ground You should hear when you're not around When it's just us horny poets Who can't wait to write it down And swear we were only being being honest Do you like these little sonnets Cause I wrote them just for you But how quickly they turn sour So be careful who you screw And never call And I'm starting to suspect You don't intend to do anything you say at all
nobody asked my opinion but this song reminds me of one girl she was my best friend at the time and i was so in love with her but she was the most toxic person i ever met she made me cry and feel guilty for everything i did she insulted me multiple times without said sorry after she always said it was my whole fault she manipulated me and i really did believe it was my fault i knew she was toxic but i couldn't let her go because i was so obsessed with her she manipulated my own mind. but she was in love with this guy he was toxic just like her the “fun” fact is that this guy always made her cry but she always forgave him for everything he did but with me she always gets angry at everything i did “wrong” (like when i spoke with someone that wasn’t her) and that’s because she was in love with him but not with me he even cheated with the girl she hated the most but she forgave him everything about the first part of the song remind me about this relationship with her, him and me even the title of the song is perfect “not allowed” cause we all were not allowed to do the things we really want to do all we could do was watching our friendship gone wrong and wrong and argue for literally every single thing i don’t even know how to describe this whole thing but if i should describe it it would be with this song
Hey I'm really sorry you had to go through that. This song was actually shown to me by my abuser who wouldn't let me do anything, I couldn't see friends, I couldn't draw what I wanted to, I couldn't like music made by another man or music that had slightly sexual lyrics, I couldn't do anything that made him remotely jealous. He kept me with him for over a year by lying about having cancer so I felt obligated to stay with him. He cheated on me all the time and I still stayed with him because I really did love him. He showed me this album and it was one of my favorites for a while but I can't listen to it anymore because of the bad memories associated with it. I didn't think I'd spend this much time on a reply on an upload of a song that I don't even like anymore but it feels like I kinda have to here. I just want you to know you're not alone in this. I don't know if you do this but I used to blame myself or think I was at fault for letting it happen and if you ever end up thinking the same just realize its nothing more than your brain being silly and anything done to you by anyone else is entirely their own fault and being able to handle all that and also speak out about it just means you're a strong person, and thats pretty badass of you. I hope the trauma from your experiences doesn't still hurt and even when it does remember that the random dude on youtube wants you to stay strong and get through it :)
@@deliriantpsychosis i just want to thank you for say that it makes me happy knowing that i’m not alone but at the same time i am really sorry for what you have been through i hope now you feel better and everything is okay and if not i just want you to know that i care about you and i’m here thank you again for reply hope you have a good day :)
@alysia ev i’m so sorry that you feel like this but i’m mostly sorry because i can just write this comment but just remember that everything will be better and if this not going to happens you should try to go to a psychologist like i’m doing right now it really helps speak out about something like that i really do care about how you feel and i hope that you will get better in the future and it’s not your fault literally trust me you don’t deserve it at all he’s such a bad person for what he had done to you but don’t let this fact manipulate your mind and think that is your fault okay? and always remember im here and you are not alone everything will get better you just have to trust even if i know it’s really hard just remember you are so strong and you can do it hope you have a good day too :)
i dont know what it is about this song. for some of it its the lyrics. but the vibe is giving me like teenagers doing shit they arent supposed to be doing. i love how they give off such a kind of a 90s hip hop feel in the beginning, with the girls voice and the laughing. then it switches to this guy singing kinda in a melancholic type way?? usually it would not go together but it does here. anyways thank you for reading my song observation lmao
How You Lost your friends ? 1. Commited a sucide 2. left me 3. Was toxic 4.ignored me All by yourself sitting alone I hope we are still friends yeah I hope you don’t mind
I was listening to this song while i was skating in my hometown for the last time(I am from Ukraine, so i had to leave due to the war). Skating was everything for me then, I still remember the void in my soul, and how the feeling of speed was filling it
I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm from Russia and I'm really sorry that everyone is still tormented by this nonsense war. I love your people, all the best to you!
HOLY SHIT YOU DESCRIBED IT PERFECTLY!!! it always feels like all of a sudden there’s people in the room and they’re all watching you, for me it’s that they’re laughing at me as I’m breaking down or ridiculing me but I found out that it’s just me making fun of myself for being vulnerable.
@@mannysmith7297 I used to feel presences around me when I was a teen, I thought they were ghosts. In a way they were, it was blocked memories from my past traumas that my brain conjured around me. It's funny that it was the memories of the worst times in my life but they make me feel not so alone. I don't know if you need to hear this but maybe someone else who will come across this comment does: It is absolutely okay to be vulnerable. I've learned through my life and time in rehab that the strongest people are those who confront their emotions and allow themselves to feel and cry. There was a time I couldn't cry at all, which doesn't mean I was weak. I was trying to stomach all the pain and hardship and I couldn't allow myself to be vulnerable or I would fall apart. But when I went to rehab I let myself break, and holy shit did my body and mind need that. If you need to take a break from life, it's not selfish. There's no such thing as being lazy or weak. If you don't have the energy to do something, that is your brain telling you it needs rest. If you break down, it does not mean you are weak. It means you are processing your emotional pain, and that process makes you evolve. Because the phrase "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is a half truth. You can be emotionally crippled by hardship, honestly the vast majority of humankind is. It can leave you scarred. It can be deadly, even if you're not dead yet. So please, from a stranger on the internet on behalf of everyone who cares for you, allow yourself to feel weak, or to feel at all. Because you deserve to be alive on this planet, and you don't deserve to live in pain. I'm not just saying shit. Nobody deserves to die because they feel alone. You deserve community and love and support. There have been times where I was too far gone to ask for help. Save that energy up, write a letter to anyone capable, and ask to be helped. Because you deserve it. I don't know you, but I love you. Seriously. I wish you the best.
2:34 feels like when your walking home from school alone and realizing that you haven’t hung out with your first ever friend group in years. This also feels like when you realize after you graduate you may never sit down at a lunch table with your friends again.
I guess I'll share my story here too, I've been meaning to tell somebody about all of this crap, and this song really gets me thinking. This all started in 2020 when I met her on facetime with a friend, we were all bored and tired, we were looking for something, anything, do too. So, they said (I'm just gonna call her Brandy) wanna join this call, Brandy and a ton of other people are on it, and that's what we did. From the moment I saw her, from the moment I heard her voice, her laugh, I fell for her. I had never been so in love, never in my life had I felt this feeling. I wanted to get close with her, treat her nice, make her happy, she was the light of my life I'll tell you. So, we talked for a bit, around seven months just getting to know her. Texting, joking, late-night calls, bonding, I had never once met her in real life but to me that didn't matter. I didn't care if it was online, if it wasn't, I just had this desire to be with her. So you can imagine how happy I was when I finally asked her to date me, and she said yes. This was our first time dating, it really wasn't that big of a deal. She was a cheerleader, I was a football player, everyone sort of loved us, except for the girls who liked me and the many boys who liked her. I nearly got into a fight with a boy who loved her nearly as much as me. Anyways, something huge happened at the end of September 2020, big with the family, and all of a sudden she didn't mean nearly as much to me. I went across the country for around three months and battled one of the darkest times of my life out there. It really was horrible, I don't like thinking about those times but you gotta understand that she was all of a sudden the least of my worries. I broke up with her sometime in November because I didn't wanna drag her through hell by telling her about how much I hate my life and all. I have no idea what she did after I broke up with her, we just stopped talking. We didn't leave off on a bad, toxic, nasty note, it was just a pretty damn sad one. That was the last friend or even just connection I had back with home, and the next few months I was completed isolated, alienated from everyone else. I came back in late December, with no friends, during quartine, I couldn't even go out to meet my old ones or meet new people. I was just there, in my house, afraid, sad, lonely. It sucked, it really did. Come new years day and who else messages me but Brandy, she says happy New Year. I say it back, and then she says "how are you?". I really thought about answering that question for a bit, and to be honest, I don't know why I did. I guess I was scared, I think I didn't want a relationship, or it was just that over time my feelings went away. So, we skip a couple months, we go towards the end of the summer of 2021. I had barely talked to her, I made all my friends back, I was pretty popular and I was doing football again. I passed the grade which is something I thought I wouldn't do because of all the lost time spent across the country, I was happy, and she was out of my life. Then, when we all went back to school I saw her for the first time in real life. Now it wasn't like last time where I fell for her, it wasn't like a Romeo and Juliet kind of deal where I questioned if I had ever seen someone so pretty, it was more of a "Wow, she's hot" and move on. I guess this is the best time to mention she had two boyfriends ever since we broke up, she just broke up with her other one and she was getting with this other boy, I was cool with him, but it just struck me weird as how he was able to get her. I saw videos of them, snuggling, cuddling, how happy she looked, and the fact she was dating a short baseball player compared to me, a fairly large for my age football player. Then, like that, I fell for her again, even harder than I did before. Like all the pieces fell in place for me, as I gained feelings for her, he broke up with her. I told her I feel, and she wrote me this long paragraph about how she still loved me through all of her boyfriends, how she was so hurt when I broke up with her, yadda yadda. My best friend, who I'm still close with had the same thing said to him because he also dated her, but god, I was so blinded by love I still dated her. The memory is fuzzy from those times man, I didn't know if I was happy or not, I didn't know if she actually loved me or not, she did a lot of questionable things. I loved her so much, more than I used to. She was my everything, I gave her my all, I poured my heart and soul into her, I gave her everything I could, I told her everything she wanted, I was there for her. Then, she broke up with me. Then, she changed, then she started vaping, hanging out with these gang kids, these F boys who would treat her like shit. It all happened so fast, it was like getting shot, one moment you are alive and happy, and the other you're dead. She played me, her friends told me that she liked other byos when we were dating, she never really liked me, I was so confused, questioning if any of that was real, I'm a fairly tough person and it still brought me to tearful nights. Everyone told me to move on, but I just couldn't. She was so pretty, she was my everything. Even though she treated me like shit, even though she moved on from me so fast, liked other boys, talked so much shit about me I was so blinded by love. I started drinking, downing bottles of whiskey and vodka every time I thought of her, I'd pass out drunk on my bed. It helped, in a way, it wasn't at all a good way of coping but there was nobody I trusted enough to talk about it to. I don't know why I loved her so much, maybe it's because she was the only person there for me. After all, she used to tell me everything I wanted from her, I have no idea. She was kind of the only person there for me, I never really talked to anyone else as much as I did with her. I had so many godamn issues, and they all started piling up once she left me. When I saw her in the hallways, I would nearly drop dead, my stomach would drop and I would freeze up. She started hanging out with all of these bad crowds, just becoming a whore, playing boys left and right. Her friends told me I was just one of her many victims, that I should forget about her, but I just could not. Over time and I mean a while, I just started forgetting about her. I met someone else, she may be as pretty as Brandy but my and Brandys' history is just different. I'm talking to this new girl, I love her, I love her to death, but deep down, deep down inside of me are these feelings for Brandy. I still love her, and I don't think I will ever not. Sorry for bad spelling, I don't have a excuse for that, I'm just a bad speller.
thanks for sharing mate. Truly. Reading this I could relate to many parts. Just know, even thought it doesn't feel like it now or doesn't feel like things will ever change, time heals all wounds.
This song means so much to me, an emotion I don't think im quite ready to share, I dont even think i know what that emotion is. it reminds me of losing someone, the saddest emotion you could possibly feel, but it also makes me feel strangely nostalgic and the happiest you could possibly feel. the line "we wanna talk about sex but we're not allowed" means something to me on a deep level that i cannot comprehend. "i hope we;re still friends i hope you dont mind," also reminds me of somthing i either cant remember or havent yet experienced. this song almost emanates maturity, it seems almost too mature for me to understand. It also reminds me of a super lonely or sad wilbur soot arg edit, (if you guys know what that is) Im sorry for the long comment, i just thought i'd share.
@@editor3409 haha well it’s been 2 months since we’ve talked. i tried reaching out but he wants nothing to do with me. so i’ve gotten used to it and i realize i don’t need him even though i miss him. it’s also awkward now bc we have class together again, but i know my place and i’m not gonna force anything
wow so second update: we’re “friends” again, he apologized to me, but i still don’t believe him. i guess the damage is still there and it hurts a lot to think about everything that happened, especially because i want more and he doesn’t but sometimes he act like he does. i know i’m getting used again, i know it won’t end well.
My whole life I just wanted to get other people’s validation. But after a couple months I’ve started to care more about myself. I still struggle with the validation of my parents but I’m slowly letting it go. I’m much more happier without friends because I have myself and I can count on myself to always be there for me.
“Do you like these little sonnets, I wrote them just for you”, really got me, just made me remember the time when, I was so attached and sacrificed my time and effort to make my crush or loml happy asf, and she just didn’t even care about my dedication😔 Man, it got me into my feels fr😭
Something about this song brings out the deepest of thoughts, feelings and emotions. It brings back very specific memories and makes me feel all sorts of nostalgia.
Hey guys so just reminding you guys that there is someone that’s gonna be there for you but in order to bring people in your life have to reach a part of yourself to accept your trauma and then you can let people in to help you but you need to recognise that sadly you can’t undo it and that’s the cold truth so you need to make sure that you can actually bring people in and help each other even if they haven’t been through as much or you haven’t been through as much as said person. None deserves to have hurt. But also please don’t trauma dump in the comments! People and the creator reading the comments might not be comfortable/still dealing with what’s happened. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense I’m not a expert but I did have really bad stuff happen to me in the past.
this song is where i’ve gone in my darkest times; through my parents divorce, going through the realisation that i won’t see my dad again, breakups, being cheated on, being forgotten by my friends, it plays such a big role in my life and i love it it’s brought me threw so much and it always manages to calm me and make me feel better, i’ve come to the realisation that friends don’t matter i can live twice as well without a big group and having a big group just puts me down it seems to just make rumours, bullying and all of that just be shot at you and it sucks i relate to this song not by the lyrics but i just feel connected to it
The lyrics and music is so relatable the chorus at 2:41 represents people surrounding me making fun of me. "he's playing with your head" 0:38 represents like people just pretending to like me but they just don't so they just leave me for another person.
I can imagine the end of this song playing in my head while I look at my friend one last time in school. It's honestly really heartbreaking to see your best friend cry and hug you tightly 😹💔
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Hello guys I don't mean any disrespect by this but please stop leaving comments about sexual assault and suicide. I understand but as some dealing with trauma from an abusive relationship that I also happen to now associate this song with because my abuser showed me it, getting constant notifications from people commenting these graphic descriptions of triggering topics is extremely upsetting when I am still recovering from said trauma. I don't want to turn off comments or notifications because I enjoy reading some of the comments, but if this keeps happening I might have to. Thank you for enjoying the video though its been years since I uploaded this, I hate this song now and I'm not even proud of this video but I'm still glad there are people that do like it.
thank you for being honest- it’s only fair on you to request that
it’s cruel on you to have to put something like that out there over this, though
I'm really glad you opened up and said something about that
I'm sorry the comments are affecting you, you can turn off the comments if it's triggering for you :(
I hope you have a fast recovery
I hope you get better
this song gives me a really simulated loneliness feeling with a mix of nostalgia. It’s strange really
@Jesus Christ ah yes thank u jesus
yesss
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Yes and it feel so lost
It’s like reminiscing about high school and then realizing you don’t talk to any of your classmates anymore
Idk. Something about this song is so relatable, and it's not just the lyrics but the music in some way. I've felt that.
@Jesus Christ LMAO THANKS JESUS
ikr...
It’s because it sounds so sad and nostalgic, like looking back on the memories that two lovers shared
it gives me "I replaced you for someone better but I hope you don't mind, we just don't click anymore" vibes.
The genre is hypnotic pop. That’s the point.
the part where it says “i hope we’re still friends, i hope you don’t mind” reminds me of my old friend that ghosted me outta no where
It’s sort of the opposite for me I ghosted one of my closest friends and I regret it
@@lolasherwood9879 same 😃
@@lolasherwood9879 there's always time to change things
It reminds me when your friend says b.s about you and makes you feel bad about yourself in front of random people. and they repeat that line till you forgive them.
Same 🥴
2:44
The pfp ❤️❤️❤️
All the love
thx
I never like comments but this was very much needed 🥺
thank you for time stamp
Ty
'All by yourself
Sittin' alone
I hope we're still friends yeah I hope you dont mind'
Love that part!
Same here!
yeah that's my favorite too
ofc lmao
Same
And the thing is the I hope we’re still friends part is from the song about suing friends and family 😭😭😭
For some reason this song is so nostalgic
Reminds me of high school idk why
maybe because its a sample from a 90s rap music, can be this
Its deja vu
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For real
0:52 “you don’t know how long i stare into your picture, and wish that it was me..” way too relatable 🤨
Yeah..
😔💔
Yeah, I wish I could live with him alongside his age and feel a great nostalgic vibe :(
real.
I have realized over last year that I am much happier/calmer by myself. I do not need friends or people always around me anymore. It becomes toxic which is not good for me spiritually,mentally,or verbally. I am trying to better myself and I need my own space. Especially as a member of the church I strive to be the best I can be and follow Jesus example!
Glad you’re doing well sis keep up the positive vibe ❤️❤️❤️
i have taken a long break from ppl and friends and now its impossible to talk to ppl and make new friends. i lost everyone from my break.
This right here explains everything well said! God Bless!
@@gaellleleleelelle God bless you to!
I feel that friend, i feel that
the people listening are top tier !!
Thank you! Have a lovely day!
Thanks
thanks girl with the kyoko pfp :) ^^
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Thanks Kyoko :)
when you realize you’re nobody’s favorite person so ur just there.
Yes it's kinda sad but at some point you'll be someone favorite person don't worry :)
@@IdanelYT be the favorite person to urself, and look how ur life will change :)
This comment had me weeping
thanks, now i am crying as hard as i don’t want to be nobody’s favourite person
@@veberson you will be always the fav person for ur mother, go and give her some luv :)
ive been listening to this song for like 2 weeks now and i cant stop listening to it -
Me too-
it’s been a month now
OMG SAME-
It’s been 6 months for me.
Omg same !!!
I'm glad I found this :)
@Jesus Christ hi!
Underrated asf
Frl
@Peppa Roach I see you replying to almost all these comments and OML, I lysm, seeing your kind words brought me to tears
u dumbasses be so quick to judge that like at least wait a few goddamn days before calling it underrated lmaoooo
THATS Ur opinion
This song honestly just brings back trauma, it feels nostalgic. Like it’s looped or something. You know that feeling when you feel like your being looked at in the room all over. That type of feeling.
this song really hurts me and reminds me of a lot of awful shit that happened in my life, but at the same time feels safe and comforting
That lonesome melancholy is comforting for some of us because that’s all we’ve ever known. It’s familiar.
this song opens a void inside of me that is like little sad monsters crawling up my back.
same
Same I get chills every time
For me it gives me memories I could had but don't 😭
something about "i hope we're still friends, yeah i hope you don't mind" makes me tear up
Same here
same bc i relate to it
same. it reminds me of something i’m going through rn. shitty times.
this song makes me feel warm 😌
You don’t cry???
hits different when you were crying on the phone explaining to your best friend your feelings for her
wait did it go well with ur bestfrend or did it not and thats why u were crying im dumb and confused
when you didnt know she was pretending to be flirting with you as a joke and you say ily 😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😭😂😭😂😭😂😭😐
@@sylvester3218 NO--
@@sylvester3218 i would genuinely run away and cry i’m so sorry-
@@sylvester3218 THAT HAPPENED AND I WAS CRYING BRUH I HAD A CRUSH ON HER FOR SO LONG NOOO
This song feels like the aesthetic I lived in when I fell in love and the relationship with my past boyfriend.
I confessed my feelings to a boy in my class, and he actually liked me back, and on valentines day - he brought me a flower and chocolate and asked if I wanted to be his valentine. I said yes. We hung out the same day, and things were very awkward. To be honest, things between were awkward the entire relationship.
We weren’t romantic, and if people didn’t know we liked each other - they’d never guess we were a couple. When we walked together; we didn’t hold hands. We never kissed, we never got intimate. We only gave hugs when saying goodbye (which is personally fine by me). It seems as though, going from strangers to lovers - doesn’t work out. We didn’t know each other at all first.
Something I had noticed about him, even when I had just caught feelings - he brings an extremely strange and special atmosphere where ever he goes. It’s so difficult to explain, and I can’t describe it. It just draws you to him and make you want to be near him.
We didn’t hang out often either, maybe once a month, but when we did - we hung out for many hours. We watched anime, listened to music and talked A LOT. We got to know each other pretty well after time. Even though we knew each other well - I never got comfortable. Something about his atmosphere and ‘being’ - made me uneasy. As before - I can’t explain the feeling, but he was difficult to get comfortable around. No matter what, even when giving a hug - a cold and lost barrier blocked the touch, made me feel far away - even if I was sitting or standing right beside him.
Not to forget - he didn’t take much contact. He always seemed distant - which I can’t blame him for. However, the distance made me overthink, feel insecure and lost - and my feelings for him slowly but surely - faded away.
About two months in the relationship, I decided to reassure him, and tell him that I still liked him. I was also convincing myself that I was still in love. He was happy about the reassurance, but he didn’t reassure me back.
A few months later, just before the school year was about to end - he said «love you» to me over text. He didn’t put the «I» there, which again made me overthink. His lack of interest and initiative, made me think «does he really mean it?» and I doubted it. I couldn’t say it back.
A little while later again, when school had ended - I sent him a message and told him that; this schoolyear, he was my motivation to go to school. What he answered shocked me. He said that he didn’t want to know what would’ve happened if I hadn’t been there. I might’ve saved his life, and that means a lot to me. What he didn’t know, was that I had been thinking about ending the relationship with him.
A month later I noticed we were starting to lose contact. He didn’t contact me, unless I did first. He didn’t send the goodnight texts anymore, he overrall didn’t seem interested in talking with me or how I was doing. I was sure of it - he had lost interest, and that made me fall more out of love. Not long after - I broke up and he took it well. He didn’t say anything about having lost feelings, but I assumed it. He also wanted us to still be friends - and I wanted that too!
I had a strong crush on that boy for 8 months, and we dated for 3 of those.
We always seemed more like friends instead of lovers, and if we ever were to hang out again, as friends - I feel as though there wouldn’t be much of a difference from when we were dating.
I would love to hang out with him again, I feel strongly drawn to him - sometimes I wonder if I even fell out of love at all.
Edit: hahah, just found out he’s in love with my best friend :)
Thats Truly beautiful.
@@nasaty2972 thank you. I needed to share that story ♡
@@opprrer3328 im happy if you feel better now♡ take care of yourself, be yourself. Im proud of you. I love you and you are Amazing.
@@nasaty2972 omg, thank you so much ! ♡
I love a girl since 2017
she stills thinks me just as her best friend and that sucks
she helped me with much things
I got rejected by her twice
now i love her more than ever but i am not feeling like she does love me back
Love is complicated
Oh yeah and this story remembered me how i will always be rejected by her
Most depressing catchy song
only the elite are here
Yup
My favorite part is when the rain falls.
Timestamp?
This song really just makes me realize how I was hurt a such a young age. And how manipulative people can be. They will use you untill you are just nothing, as a kid I remember saying that I would never become unhappy, and can now see I failed myself.
Keep moving forward! Don’t give up! You can do anything! I believe in you. :D
“Do you like these little sonnets?
'Cause I wrote them just for you” THAT PART 💔
ts song will forever make me feel some typa way .
ong this song activates smth in my brain
frl
@@jay2neak
GOSH THIS DESERVES SO MUCH MORE VIEWS🙏😭
Allie
I hate looking at myself in the mirror and seeing someone different each time. It’s scary not feeling like you actually exist. Sort of like a really long day dream.
@@truly7782 have u ever heard of body dysmorphia 😭
@@truly7782 stfu, get a life, better yourself
@@truly7782 sound to me like depersonalization/derealization, from my personal experience
same. to me it feels almost like everyone in this world is like an AI that isn’t really existing just simply acting as if they are truly existing in my world.
@@theyenvychloethe hell I am
So how should I begin this?
I guess it started when you were with him
And how he never even took you out to dance
But did he fuck with any rhythm?
But now he's playing with your head
But did he ever make you come?
Did he ever make you cry?
Do the wires in your mind get sewn together
Rubbed and severed by the head
You don't know how long
I could start into your picture
And wish that it was me
I guess it's different cause you love him
But I've got an interactive
Sick and twisted imagination
And that's gotta count for something
I dreamt I was standing in your doorstep
Licking sweat off of your forehead
With your finger in my mouth
And the sound when leather jackets hit the ground
You should hear when you're not around
When it's just us horny poets
Who can't wait to write it down
And swear we were only being being honest
Do you like these little sonnets
Cause I wrote them just for you
But how quickly they turn sour
So be careful who you screw
And never call
And I'm starting to suspect
You don't intend to do anything you say at all
Oh I thought it was a different kind of "come"
@@mekkisnuts998 it is
I DIDNT KNOW THESE WERE THE LYRICS AND I THOUGHT U WERE RANTING
@@iloveflowers9055 WAIT I THOUGHT SHE WAS RANTING LMAOO
I hear "calm" "come" "cum"
Okay tf this shit's underrated asf-
no it's not😭
@@bri8465 it is 😼😼😼😼
@@KOMTARO bruh no it's not like what.
@@bri8465 it is 😼😼😼😼😼
@@KOMTARO do u see the views, like do not try to argue wit me rn
"and im starting to suspect you don't intend to do anything you say at all." hits so fucking different
nobody asked my opinion but this song reminds me of one girl
she was my best friend at the time and i was so in love with her but she was the most toxic person i ever met
she made me cry and feel guilty for everything i did
she insulted me multiple times without said sorry after
she always said it was my whole fault
she manipulated me and i really did believe it was my fault
i knew she was toxic but i couldn't let her go because i was so obsessed with her
she manipulated my own mind.
but she was in love with this guy
he was toxic just like her
the “fun” fact is that this guy always made her cry but she always forgave him for everything he did but with me she always gets angry at everything i did “wrong” (like when i spoke with someone that wasn’t her) and that’s because she was in love with him but not with me
he even cheated with the girl she hated the most but she forgave him
everything about the first part of the song remind me about this relationship with her, him and me
even the title of the song is perfect “not allowed” cause we all were not allowed to do the things we really want to do
all we could do was watching our friendship gone wrong and wrong and argue for literally every single thing
i don’t even know how to describe this whole thing but if i should describe it it would be with this song
+ we ended our friendship so many times but then she always came back to me and said we could still be friends and pretend nothing happened
Hey I'm really sorry you had to go through that. This song was actually shown to me by my abuser who wouldn't let me do anything, I couldn't see friends, I couldn't draw what I wanted to, I couldn't like music made by another man or music that had slightly sexual lyrics, I couldn't do anything that made him remotely jealous. He kept me with him for over a year by lying about having cancer so I felt obligated to stay with him. He cheated on me all the time and I still stayed with him because I really did love him. He showed me this album and it was one of my favorites for a while but I can't listen to it anymore because of the bad memories associated with it.
I didn't think I'd spend this much time on a reply on an upload of a song that I don't even like anymore but it feels like I kinda have to here. I just want you to know you're not alone in this. I don't know if you do this but I used to blame myself or think I was at fault for letting it happen and if you ever end up thinking the same just realize its nothing more than your brain being silly and anything done to you by anyone else is entirely their own fault and being able to handle all that and also speak out about it just means you're a strong person, and thats pretty badass of you. I hope the trauma from your experiences doesn't still hurt and even when it does remember that the random dude on youtube wants you to stay strong and get through it :)
@@deliriantpsychosis i just want to thank you for say that
it makes me happy knowing that i’m not alone but at the same time i am really sorry for what you have been through
i hope now you feel better and everything is okay and if not i just want you to know that i care about you and i’m here
thank you again for reply hope you have a good day :)
@alysia ev i’m so sorry that you feel like this but i’m mostly sorry because i can just write this comment
but just remember that everything will be better and if this not going to happens you should try to go to a psychologist like i’m doing right now
it really helps speak out about something like that
i really do care about how you feel and i hope that you will get better in the future
and it’s not your fault literally trust me you don’t deserve it at all
he’s such a bad person for what he had done to you but don’t let this fact manipulate your mind and think that is your fault okay?
and always remember im here and you are not alone
everything will get better you just have to trust even if i know it’s really hard just remember you are so strong and you can do it
hope you have a good day too :)
this is the most relatable comment I've ever seen bro
' you dont know how long
i can stare at you and picture ,
i wish that is was *me* but
i guess its diferent
cause you love him '
true lol.
this song is just so relatable it’s scary
Everyone here act like "I am the broken sigma"☠️☠️☠️
fr
Lmaoo facts😭, but I am the broken sigma tho
@@marcusfridman3114 same😔
im the broken sigma..
2:07 literally the best thing ever
I know right
I have a song suggestion it's Yes to Heaven by Lana del Ray
i dont know what it is about this song. for some of it its the lyrics. but the vibe is giving me like teenagers doing shit they arent supposed to be doing. i love how they give off such a kind of a 90s hip hop feel in the beginning, with the girls voice and the laughing. then it switches to this guy singing kinda in a melancholic type way?? usually it would not go together but it does here. anyways thank you for reading my song observation lmao
'you dont know how long i could stare into your picture
and wish that it was me'
that line always makes me cryyy aaaa
3:04 the moment we all came for
PERIOD THIS IS SO GOOD
Listening to this at 2:39 before it's time for my graduation day even though I have/had no friends knowing I'm still gonna miss them.
How do you feel now?
How You Lost your friends ?
1. Commited a sucide
2. left me
3. Was toxic
4.ignored me
All by yourself sitting alone
I hope we are still friends yeah I hope you don’t mind
2
3
2 and 4 and someone very important to me might go away with 1
1,2,3,4
@@jaseminedddf7529 omg i'm so sorry i hope u feel better :'(
I love seeing strangers work together like this, its really nice to see
even when ive overplayed this song it always gives me the best feeling when i hear each beat. i love it.
The cover of the song kinda looks like Hades and Persphone :.)
omg yeah!!
tv girl is the best thing to listen to.
SHUT UP I LOVE THIS
@Jesus Christ i love u too:)
I was listening to this song while i was skating in my hometown for the last time(I am from Ukraine, so i had to leave due to the war). Skating was everything for me then, I still remember the void in my soul, and how the feeling of speed was filling it
I am so sorry to hear, lots of love from a Canadian man. you and your country have been through far too much
@@ItZephhyr tnx
I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm from Russia and I'm really sorry that everyone is still tormented by this nonsense war. I love your people, all the best to you!
@@irontwist все ок :)
@@antitoksin8440 очень рад это слышать!
⋆All by yourself
Sitting alone
I hope we're still friends, yeah I hope you don't mind⋆
⋆I felt that 🙂⋆
this song for me never really gotten old
such a perfect song
Looped this and had a mental breakdown. It felt like I was surrounded by ghosts even though I was crying alone.
Girl you good?
@@editor3409 OLMGOFMRGORJFG
maybe the ghosts wanna comfort you :D
HOLY SHIT YOU DESCRIBED IT PERFECTLY!!!
it always feels like all of a sudden there’s people in the room and they’re all watching you, for me it’s that they’re laughing at me as I’m breaking down or ridiculing me but I found out that it’s just me making fun of myself for being vulnerable.
@@mannysmith7297 I used to feel presences around me when I was a teen, I thought they were ghosts. In a way they were, it was blocked memories from my past traumas that my brain conjured around me. It's funny that it was the memories of the worst times in my life but they make me feel not so alone.
I don't know if you need to hear this but maybe someone else who will come across this comment does:
It is absolutely okay to be vulnerable. I've learned through my life and time in rehab that the strongest people are those who confront their emotions and allow themselves to feel and cry. There was a time I couldn't cry at all, which doesn't mean I was weak. I was trying to stomach all the pain and hardship and I couldn't allow myself to be vulnerable or I would fall apart. But when I went to rehab I let myself break, and holy shit did my body and mind need that. If you need to take a break from life, it's not selfish. There's no such thing as being lazy or weak. If you don't have the energy to do something, that is your brain telling you it needs rest. If you break down, it does not mean you are weak. It means you are processing your emotional pain, and that process makes you evolve. Because the phrase "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is a half truth. You can be emotionally crippled by hardship, honestly the vast majority of humankind is. It can leave you scarred. It can be deadly, even if you're not dead yet. So please, from a stranger on the internet on behalf of everyone who cares for you, allow yourself to feel weak, or to feel at all. Because you deserve to be alive on this planet, and you don't deserve to live in pain.
I'm not just saying shit. Nobody deserves to die because they feel alone. You deserve community and love and support. There have been times where I was too far gone to ask for help. Save that energy up, write a letter to anyone capable, and ask to be helped. Because you deserve it.
I don't know you, but I love you. Seriously. I wish you the best.
This song makes me feel
We love TV girl :)
2:34 feels like when your walking home from school alone and realizing that you haven’t hung out with your first ever friend group in years.
This also feels like when you realize after you graduate you may never sit down at a lunch table with your friends again.
I guess I'll share my story here too, I've been meaning to tell somebody about all of this crap, and this song really gets me thinking. This all started in 2020 when I met her on facetime with a friend, we were all bored and tired, we were looking for something, anything, do too. So, they said (I'm just gonna call her Brandy) wanna join this call, Brandy and a ton of other people are on it, and that's what we did. From the moment I saw her, from the moment I heard her voice, her laugh, I fell for her. I had never been so in love, never in my life had I felt this feeling. I wanted to get close with her, treat her nice, make her happy, she was the light of my life I'll tell you. So, we talked for a bit, around seven months just getting to know her. Texting, joking, late-night calls, bonding, I had never once met her in real life but to me that didn't matter. I didn't care if it was online, if it wasn't, I just had this desire to be with her. So you can imagine how happy I was when I finally asked her to date me, and she said yes. This was our first time dating, it really wasn't that big of a deal. She was a cheerleader, I was a football player, everyone sort of loved us, except for the girls who liked me and the many boys who liked her. I nearly got into a fight with a boy who loved her nearly as much as me. Anyways, something huge happened at the end of September 2020, big with the family, and all of a sudden she didn't mean nearly as much to me. I went across the country for around three months and battled one of the darkest times of my life out there. It really was horrible, I don't like thinking about those times but you gotta understand that she was all of a sudden the least of my worries. I broke up with her sometime in November because I didn't wanna drag her through hell by telling her about how much I hate my life and all. I have no idea what she did after I broke up with her, we just stopped talking. We didn't leave off on a bad, toxic, nasty note, it was just a pretty damn sad one. That was the last friend or even just connection I had back with home, and the next few months I was completed isolated, alienated from everyone else. I came back in late December, with no friends, during quartine, I couldn't even go out to meet my old ones or meet new people. I was just there, in my house, afraid, sad, lonely. It sucked, it really did. Come new years day and who else messages me but Brandy, she says happy New Year. I say it back, and then she says "how are you?". I really thought about answering that question for a bit, and to be honest, I don't know why I did. I guess I was scared, I think I didn't want a relationship, or it was just that over time my feelings went away. So, we skip a couple months, we go towards the end of the summer of 2021. I had barely talked to her, I made all my friends back, I was pretty popular and I was doing football again. I passed the grade which is something I thought I wouldn't do because of all the lost time spent across the country, I was happy, and she was out of my life. Then, when we all went back to school I saw her for the first time in real life. Now it wasn't like last time where I fell for her, it wasn't like a Romeo and Juliet kind of deal where I questioned if I had ever seen someone so pretty, it was more of a "Wow, she's hot" and move on. I guess this is the best time to mention she had two boyfriends ever since we broke up, she just broke up with her other one and she was getting with this other boy, I was cool with him, but it just struck me weird as how he was able to get her. I saw videos of them, snuggling, cuddling, how happy she looked, and the fact she was dating a short baseball player compared to me, a fairly large for my age football player. Then, like that, I fell for her again, even harder than I did before. Like all the pieces fell in place for me, as I gained feelings for her, he broke up with her. I told her I feel, and she wrote me this long paragraph about how she still loved me through all of her boyfriends, how she was so hurt when I broke up with her, yadda yadda. My best friend, who I'm still close with had the same thing said to him because he also dated her, but god, I was so blinded by love I still dated her. The memory is fuzzy from those times man, I didn't know if I was happy or not, I didn't know if she actually loved me or not, she did a lot of questionable things. I loved her so much, more than I used to. She was my everything, I gave her my all, I poured my heart and soul into her, I gave her everything I could, I told her everything she wanted, I was there for her. Then, she broke up with me. Then, she changed, then she started vaping, hanging out with these gang kids, these F boys who would treat her like shit. It all happened so fast, it was like getting shot, one moment you are alive and happy, and the other you're dead. She played me, her friends told me that she liked other byos when we were dating, she never really liked me, I was so confused, questioning if any of that was real, I'm a fairly tough person and it still brought me to tearful nights. Everyone told me to move on, but I just couldn't. She was so pretty, she was my everything. Even though she treated me like shit, even though she moved on from me so fast, liked other boys, talked so much shit about me I was so blinded by love. I started drinking, downing bottles of whiskey and vodka every time I thought of her, I'd pass out drunk on my bed. It helped, in a way, it wasn't at all a good way of coping but there was nobody I trusted enough to talk about it to. I don't know why I loved her so much, maybe it's because she was the only person there for me. After all, she used to tell me everything I wanted from her, I have no idea. She was kind of the only person there for me, I never really talked to anyone else as much as I did with her. I had so many godamn issues, and they all started piling up once she left me. When I saw her in the hallways, I would nearly drop dead, my stomach would drop and I would freeze up. She started hanging out with all of these bad crowds, just becoming a whore, playing boys left and right. Her friends told me I was just one of her many victims, that I should forget about her, but I just could not. Over time and I mean a while, I just started forgetting about her. I met someone else, she may be as pretty as Brandy but my and Brandys' history is just different. I'm talking to this new girl, I love her, I love her to death, but deep down, deep down inside of me are these feelings for Brandy. I still love her, and I don't think I will ever not.
Sorry for bad spelling, I don't have a excuse for that, I'm just a bad speller.
It sucks man, but I believe feelings eventually fade. Gotta just move on from her. Also reddit and/or therapists can really make a difference
thanks for sharing mate. Truly. Reading this I could relate to many parts. Just know, even thought it doesn't feel like it now or doesn't feel like things will ever change, time heals all wounds.
Real
I just read this and i'm sorry fr. I think there is nothing to do but move on and focus on yourself and don't let these feelings hold you back
Blud wrote an essay in the comments
this song makes me feel emotions I’m not ready for but I’m addicted to.
IM CRYING RN WHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
This song means so much to me, an emotion I don't think im quite ready to share, I dont even think i know what that emotion is.
it reminds me of losing someone, the saddest emotion you could possibly feel, but it also makes me feel strangely nostalgic and the happiest you could possibly feel.
the line "we wanna talk about sex but we're not allowed" means something to me on a deep level that i cannot comprehend.
"i hope we;re still friends i hope you dont mind," also reminds me of somthing i either cant remember or havent yet experienced.
this song almost emanates maturity, it seems almost too mature for me to understand.
It also reminds me of a super lonely or sad wilbur soot arg edit, (if you guys know what that is)
Im sorry for the long comment, i just thought i'd share.
only in ohio 😹
So true though. Also you don’t have to be sorry i enjoy reading that, For some reason it brought me comfort thanks
I'm literally asexual but I somehow relate to this song...
bro that has nothing to do with anything...
@@elephact8897 this song is literally about s** (sorry for the censor youtube sucks)
@@NITEBEARRi know but its just weird how they brought sexualities into this
@@elephact8897 asexual means no sexual attraction. so their point is relevant since this is a song about s**
@@NITEBEARR o
this song made me realize that my best friend is not my friend anymore and my new friends are just fake
same
You are Amazing and i love u
@@nasaty2972 OmGGGG... i needed that 🥰
this is a song too listen too on a bare wooden floor
he hurt me. i hurt him back. he hates me, but i could never. we’re no longer friends. i miss him, i’m sorry, i hope one day we’ll be friends again
Wait update us girlie????!!!
@@editor3409 haha well it’s been 2 months since we’ve talked. i tried reaching out but he wants nothing to do with me. so i’ve gotten used to it and i realize i don’t need him even though i miss him. it’s also awkward now bc we have class together again, but i know my place and i’m not gonna force anything
wow so second update: we’re “friends” again, he apologized to me, but i still don’t believe him. i guess the damage is still there and it hurts a lot to think about everything that happened, especially because i want more and he doesn’t but sometimes he act like he does. i know i’m getting used again, i know it won’t end well.
@@st4rgirli3 how’s it going now, you okay?
@@umar_galaga8856 we stopped talking again lol because he hurt me, i should’ve known. i really don’t want anything to do with him
Beautifully Done
My whole life I just wanted to get other people’s validation. But after a couple months I’ve started to care more about myself. I still struggle with the validation of my parents but I’m slowly letting it go. I’m much more happier without friends because I have myself and I can count on myself to always be there for me.
This song is so mysterious, it gives me a feeling of nostalgia and sadness
Feeling lonely
Feeling bored
and realize dont have any friend
everytime hear this song...
this song make me realize about myself..
“Do you like these little sonnets, I wrote them just for you”, really got me, just made me remember the time when, I was so attached and sacrificed my time and effort to make my crush or loml happy asf, and she just didn’t even care about my dedication😔
Man, it got me into my feels fr😭
my life feels like this song
DU-DE-DU-DE-DU-DE🗣🗣🗣🗣‼‼‼‼🔥🔥🔥🔥🥶🥶🥶🥶
EH EH OOH EH EH EH OOH EH OOH EH 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🥶🥶🥶🥶
Something about this song brings out the deepest of thoughts, feelings and emotions. It brings back very specific memories and makes me feel all sorts of nostalgia.
“And I’m starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all” is my favourite part
Hey guys so just reminding you guys that there is someone that’s gonna be there for you but in order to bring people in your life have to reach a part of yourself to accept your trauma and then you can let people in to help you but you need to recognise that sadly you can’t undo it and that’s the cold truth so you need to make sure that you can actually bring people in and help each other even if they haven’t been through as much or you haven’t been through as much as said person. None deserves to have hurt. But also please don’t trauma dump in the comments! People and the creator reading the comments might not be comfortable/still dealing with what’s happened. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense I’m not a expert but I did have really bad stuff happen to me in the past.
this song is where i’ve gone in my darkest times; through my parents divorce, going through the realisation that i won’t see my dad again, breakups, being cheated on, being forgotten by my friends, it plays such a big role in my life and i love it it’s brought me threw so much and it always manages to calm me and make me feel better, i’ve come to the realisation that friends don’t matter i can live twice as well without a big group and having a big group just puts me down it seems to just make rumours, bullying and all of that just be shot at you and it sucks i relate to this song not by the lyrics but i just feel connected to it
not your place to vent
@@rift5509 LMAOO
@@chai8417 💀
@@rift5509 😐
@@keysifyy shush yo goofy bean lookin ahh up bro
Listening this while cuddling with my cat goes hard🗣️🗣️🔥🔥‼️
2:39 best part
This song brings me back to memories of my traumas
;(
This song is too good
@Jesus Christ thank you jesus
fr
2:40 I love this part
pain just pain
honestly
I really love the sound this song begins with, it makes me smile for some reason
The lyrics and music is so relatable the chorus at 2:41 represents people surrounding me making fun of me. "he's playing with your head" 0:38 represents like people just pretending to like me but they just don't so they just leave me for another person.
This song got me feeling sad nostalgic and feeling like a part of me is missing ngl
The ending brings it all together
This is amazing thank you!
This song hit different when all of ur friends hang out together but it's always without you
This song seems to have something for every struggling person
Not allowed will always be my number 1 song.
this song made me better trough a hard time when i had that stupid corona virus
I can imagine the end of this song playing in my head while I look at my friend one last time in school. It's honestly really heartbreaking to see your best friend cry and hug you tightly 😹💔
Maybe ur lucky that ur bestfriend still talks to u 🩷
I love this song
thank you for existing beautiful human! i hope your safe in this world. have a nice day er night
WTF why is this so nostalgic 😔😔
2:12 for me cause i like this part
For us.
this music help to open memories when i was the lowest version of myself 😕
Currently my fav song
not me replaying this for like the 10nth time in a row
I’ve been trying to find this song for 5 years.
Finally time to rest 😊
“now im starting to suspect you don’t intend to do anything you say at all” damn that hits
i relate to this so much