For those who don't know the story behind the song it is about one day top received a letter from a fan saying she was dying and would want to see him in her last moments, but since many singers/stars get letters like this and most turn out to be fake or a threat, he believed it was that kind of letter (fake) but once he found out she actually did die he was devastated and wrote this song dedicated to her ;-; so this song has a lot of meaning behind it if you really think about it and don't just listen to top because he's good looking .-.
I love this song. Choi Seung Hyun is amazing song writer, actor, rapper, dancer and singer and so handsome. I love his songs and essence. And I love T.O.P.
I don't know why everybody says he is bad at dancing :D Honestly, I have never seen that he was dancing badly. Really. I didn't mean that a bad way, but really. I like his unique dance way
OMG, I cried a river of tears listening to this song, thinking about my man who is no longer here in this life and i miss him so much! Bless TOP but it is so nice. I guess he doesn't always know when fans are saying or telling the truth, so he must have felt terrible when he found out about this girl. God love, him but he is a sweet heart! Even if he thinks otherwise! Love him!
This song is so powerful. The way he sings certain parts show so much emotion that it makes me want to cry. His voice sounds like it's really being tortured by guilt and pain. He is the most wonderful entertainer I've ever seen; he acts, sings, and raps. He seems to have a nice personality by the way he treats his fans and how he behaves during interviews & shows even when he's dealing with so much pain behind that beautiful, always smiley face. I love him so much. Not only as a fan...
I never respond to these things but after reading and listening to the song a few times.. i find myself ready to tear up.. This song is touching to the very core. he's an amazing singer/songwriter/composer he should sing more i think this will be my song to sleep to for a LONG time xoxo top and RIP to the girl this was for
Its amazing how music sung in different languages can still give you the same feelings as if they were written in a language you understand. TOP is truly amazing! This song makes me want to cry, his voice is so thick with emotion its as if all his sadness is spilling from his mouth bathing others in such his raw aura. This is what perfection sounds like
Love the meaning of the song. Its a heartbreakimg to know his having guilt in his heart. although it wasnt his fault and he cant do anything about the fan. Hes such a soft hearted man.
TOP really needs to have a solo album that he has complete creative control over. I feel that he has so much more to offer through his music. I will wait for the day...
TOP has the ability to write songs that tear at my heart. This song and Act Like Nothing's Wrong somehow feel so real to me, even though I haven't experienced these things myself.
When I am upset or feeling bad about myself, I listen to this and it literally makes me forget everything that has happened for a little while and make me feel like I'm not alone. TOP I know you will never see this but I would just like to say, I love everything about you, From your voice, to your personality, to your looks and so on. You are an inspiration to me. And I hope one day I can meet you
This is my favourite song, not just because my ultimate bias wrote and sang this song, it's more than that, the story behind this song is beautiful and sad at the same time, I just love it
I remember hearing their was like a mini competition going on between all the members~ The one who finished their solo album first, would get to promote it first and stuff ^O^' TOP hurry up~!!! You are one of the 2 last BB members that hasn't pull a solo album out yet~ I'm waiting so long for you and Daesung's solo promotions keke~ but I understand you want to give us quality work so I will be patient. Fighting~
I remember the first time I heard this song it stuck to me because of the feeling I got from it like regret and sadness. Which made me want to find the lyrics when I read the lyrics and the story behind it I cried.
the story behind the lyrics is that. T.O.P had gotten a letter from a fan that really wanted to meet him and they were sick. Since he figured it was a crazed fan saying anything to want to meet him he had ignored it. Then he had gotten news from the girls family that she had died and to meet him was one of the last things she wanted to do. And so ad written this song for her.
I'm juat gonna copy and paste "First of all, she is alive though she suffered from breast cancer. She is not a girl but in her 30´s. She is a Japanese, and a big fan of TOP. Her name is Saori , which TOP shouted in the middle of his performance. She actually sent some letters to TOP, but didn't want him to come to see her.She just wrote that TOP´s voice warms her heart even in her difficult time from the disease. He had known she was a true fan from some reasons such as continuous presents and letters and a hilarious youtube video... So he created oh mom to encourage her.it's not a song that he regrets not meeting her but one that he struggles against his egoism that he thinks he could help her from disease. Of course he could do nothing for her in terms of medical care. He met her and made her listen to the song before it was released. The reason why I wrote this is to let people know she is still alive. She really hates to see many youtube comments like R.I.P saori... because there is still fear of her cancer come back."
So sad! First tym to hear him sing though..wow man u have such a gud heart..n0w i know why my niece love u much! Really like the s0ng thank u for uploading
This song is like a beutiful torture. I think about how sad this must have been and I can't bottle up my feelings any more. This girl wanted one thing and even though she wasn't there she got it. I feel like this song is life itself. We go we come.'then there's the limbo, everyone hangs on to one thing before they go. I will Never forget these lyric.
This is hitting me hard...literally. My heart aches right now, i just finished watching "commitment" and i cried like a baby...and now this TT^TT Didn't ask for such strong feels
T.O.P. should be the lyricist for all YG artists. He is the only one who doesn't write really boring and generic lyrics. If it's not worth getting the lyrics tattooed on your arm, it needs to be rewritten.
He wrote only 3/14 songs on their Number One album and 2/7 one the For The World album. Most the others were written by Perry. Admitadly Perry isn't a great lyricist, but he could still write amazing melodies and I think he was the best old school YG artist. Though most say it's Jinusean.
Jaw Ji he's definitely the best lyricist but not producer. He made art but some people won't like it because they prefer addictive, catchy and easy to understand lyrics. I'm not saying that GD ain't as good as TOP and only give a mediocre lyrics but that's how a smart producer should be. Make your songs love by the general public. That's their difference and I love both of them
Oh my god~ The true meaning behind this song is really sad. I feel like tearing, and the way TOP sang it is just perfect, with all the required emotions. D:
TOP wrote this song after he became devastated upon learning a fan girl who wrote a letter to him actually died. Her letter said she is ill and dying and it was her wish to see him before she died. Since idols constantly receive letters with all sorts of claims, deception, lures, threats, etc., he thought it was another letter of the sort. When he found out it was real, he was shocked and totally shattered. Very very sad ....
this is so sad, first time I heard it i was like " yeaah really good song!" But when i searched for it and started to read all the comments I became really sad.. Everytime I play it now, I start to cry like a baby. Big love to T.O.P and BigBang♥
The lines from 1:37 - 1:41 are lines from TOP's movie 71 Into The Fire!! Omg i watched the movie again and heard these lines. Idk if it's a coincidence or TOP intentionally put it in but wtv it is.. COOOOLLLLL!
Top is such a sweet guy to make this song for a fellow VIP... I want to meet him so bod but were on different sides of the world and my family is broke :( my life long wish...
This song reminds me of the movie TOP stared in called "71 Into the Fire". I watched it yesterday and in the movie he wrote letters to his mom and in one of them he said "Mom I might die today" it is very similar. The movie is based on the war between North and South Korea. You guys should watch it! BTW this is a spoiler alert............ TOP dies in the end, and I cried.
Airah Javier A Fan Wrote A Letter To Top Saying She Had Cancer And I Think She Wanted To Meet Him? But he Didn't Believe Her Cause There Are Some People Who Make Fake Letters. But The Parents Of The Fan Told T.O.P That She Had Died So He Wrote This Song For Her💕
No matter if its auto tuned or not. This song is beautiful and has meaning. Saying this song is crap, practically makes you an awful person. He wrote it for a girl who got cancer and died before he could meet her. If you don't appreciate that, then you shouldn't even be listening. Jeez
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For those who don't know the story behind the song it is about one day top received a letter from a fan saying she was dying and would want to see him in her last moments, but since many singers/stars get letters like this and most turn out to be fake or a threat, he believed it was that kind of letter (fake) but once he found out she actually did die he was devastated and wrote this song dedicated to her ;-; so this song has a lot of meaning behind it if you really think about it and don't just listen to top because he's good looking .-.
:'(
oh em gee :(
Killer Skye I know every time I hare this songs it makes me cry my heart out and rip to the girl that died I can't stop crying😢😢😢😢😢
I love this song. Choi Seung Hyun is amazing song writer, actor, rapper, dancer and singer and so handsome. I love his songs and essence. And I love T.O.P.
i cant like agree ith the dancer part bingu tabi xD but he is most certaintly perfect
I don't know why everybody says he is bad at dancing :D Honestly, I have never seen that he was dancing badly. Really. I didn't mean that a bad way, but really. I like his unique dance way
Rompula a I agree! he's not the best dancer but i'm sure he works hard. he has fun and entertains people, that's what it matters X3
me too, i hope he's doing well rn :c
OMG, I cried a river of tears listening to this song, thinking about my man who is no longer here in this life and i miss him so much! Bless TOP but it is so nice. I guess he doesn't always know when fans are saying or telling the truth, so he must have felt terrible when he found out about this girl. God love, him but he is a sweet heart! Even if he thinks otherwise! Love him!
This song is so powerful. The way he sings certain parts show so much emotion that it makes me want to cry. His voice sounds like it's really being tortured by guilt and pain. He is the most wonderful entertainer I've ever seen; he acts, sings, and raps. He seems to have a nice personality by the way he treats his fans and how he behaves during interviews & shows even when he's dealing with so much pain behind that beautiful, always smiley face. I love him so much. Not only as a fan...
"If my voice brightens your world. Farther and Farther, I'll shout." This line is my favorite
Welcome listener, this is where original T.O.P fans reunite :)
I never respond to these things but after reading and listening to the song a few times.. i find myself ready to tear up.. This song is touching to the very core. he's an amazing singer/songwriter/composer he should sing more i think this will be my song to sleep to for a LONG time xoxo top and RIP to the girl this was for
I listened to this and cried. I miss bigbang so much. TOP, I hope you're healthy wherever you are.
Its amazing how music sung in different languages can still give you the same feelings as if they were written in a language you understand. TOP is truly amazing! This song makes me want to cry, his voice is so thick with emotion its as if all his sadness is spilling from his mouth bathing others in such his raw aura. This is what perfection sounds like
Love the meaning of the song. Its a heartbreakimg to know his having guilt in his heart. although it wasnt his fault and he cant do anything about the fan. Hes such a soft hearted man.
I love his singing voice, its so deep and beautiful.
As if I couldn't love this man any more. No words.
This song is still my favorite song from T.O.P
Whoever inspired this song, I hope they're happier now.
This song makes me cry so much >
ahhhh... I've been listening to TOPs songs everyday recently, I'm really missing him. I hope he's doing alright.
top's voice is perfect. i do love it
TOP really needs to have a solo album that he has complete creative control over. I feel that he has so much more to offer through his music. I will wait for the day...
I used to think this was a good song. It still is, but now I know the story and lyrics. Now it brings tears to my eyes.
TOP is such an amazing lyricist! He is a poet w/ an amazing voice!!!
TOP has the ability to write songs that tear at my heart. This song and Act Like Nothing's Wrong somehow feel so real to me, even though I haven't experienced these things myself.
Thank you so much for taking time to explain. The meaning of the song hits me very clearly ...... I cried.........
When I am upset or feeling bad about myself, I listen to this and it literally makes me forget everything that has happened for a little while and make me feel like I'm not alone. TOP I know you will never see this but I would just like to say, I love everything about you, From your voice, to your personality, to your looks and so on. You are an inspiration to me. And I hope one day I can meet you
This song just serves to remind me of what a sweet person TOP is
This is my favourite song, not just because my ultimate bias wrote and sang this song, it's more than that, the story behind this song is beautiful and sad at the same time, I just love it
I remember hearing their was like a mini competition going on between all the members~ The one who finished their solo album first, would get to promote it first and stuff ^O^' TOP hurry up~!!! You are one of the 2 last BB members that hasn't pull a solo album out yet~ I'm waiting so long for you and Daesung's solo promotions keke~ but I understand you want to give us quality work so I will be patient. Fighting~
I remember the first time I heard this song it stuck to me because of the feeling I got from it like regret and sadness. Which made me want to find the lyrics when I read the lyrics and the story behind it I cried.
What story???
the story behind the lyrics is that. T.O.P had gotten a letter from a fan that really wanted to meet him and they were sick. Since he figured it was a crazed fan saying anything to want to meet him he had ignored it. Then he had gotten news from the girls family that she had died and to meet him was one of the last things she wanted to do. And so ad written this song for her.
Earthtoken 1 shes not dead.
Sorry, I had read somewhere that she did. What actually happened to her?
I'm juat gonna copy and paste
"First of all, she is alive though she suffered from breast cancer. She is not a girl but in her 30´s. She is a Japanese, and a big fan of TOP. Her name is Saori , which TOP shouted in the middle of his performance. She actually sent some letters to TOP, but didn't want him to come to see her.She just wrote that TOP´s voice warms her heart even in her difficult time from the disease. He had known she was a true fan from some reasons such as continuous presents and letters and a hilarious youtube video... So he created oh mom to encourage her.it's not a song that he regrets not meeting her but one that he struggles against his egoism that he thinks he could help her from disease. Of course he could do nothing for her in terms of medical care. He met her and made her listen to the song before it was released. The reason why I wrote this is to let people know she is still alive. She really hates to see many youtube comments like R.I.P saori... because there is still fear of her cancer come back."
TOP pls stay strong we're always be there for you..
i can feel his emotions
That's one of my favorite songs I even like it more than ''fantastic baby'' ''Haru Haru'' and ''Tell me goodbye''
TOP you can't fucking die. You're literally my favorite Korean artist. You can't. Stay strong please
So sad! First tym to hear him sing though..wow man u have such a gud heart..n0w i know why my niece love u much! Really like the s0ng thank u for uploading
This is so sad. This is definately the reason I love T.O.P. He has such amazing lyrics. And an amazing voice.....
Awww :') The love he has for his Umma is beautiful! I Love this song!!!
Amazing song from T.O.P
The emotions put into this song are so amazingly painful, he conveyed his regret beautifully.
i just cried my eyes out. this is such a beautiful song and its meaning is just amazing.
This song is like a beutiful torture. I think about how sad this must have been and I can't bottle up my feelings any more. This girl wanted one thing and even though she wasn't there she got it. I feel like this song is life itself. We go we come.'then there's the limbo, everyone hangs on to one thing before they go. I will Never forget these lyric.
This song is amazing, the lyrics are amazing, TOP is amazing
This is hitting me hard...literally. My heart aches right now, i just finished watching "commitment" and i cried like a baby...and now this TT^TT Didn't ask for such strong feels
Read the comments and just burst into tears❤❤ love you TOP and Choi Seunghyun
This song makes me cry so much every time I listen to it, and that's a lot coming from someone that is considered and always called "heartless"
I don't think I can listen to anymore of his songs I'm so stuck to this one
This song is full of love. I can feel it by listening. Makes me CRY :'(
I just discovered this song in 2016, I love it ❤️🙌🏼
same!
here too
T.O.P. should be the lyricist for all YG artists.
He is the only one who doesn't write really boring and generic lyrics.
If it's not worth getting the lyrics tattooed on your arm, it needs to be rewritten.
That's like telling g dragon is a figment of imagination
all of bigbang's songs were either cowritten or written by Gdragon... Sooo... let's not...
He wrote only 3/14 songs on their Number One album and 2/7 one the For The World album.
Most the others were written by Perry.
Admitadly Perry isn't a great lyricist, but he could still write amazing melodies and I think he was the best old school YG artist. Though most say it's Jinusean.
Jaw Ji he's definitely the best lyricist but not producer. He made art but some people won't like it because they prefer addictive, catchy and easy to understand lyrics. I'm not saying that GD ain't as good as TOP and only give a mediocre lyrics but that's how a smart producer should be. Make your songs love by the general public. That's their difference and I love both of them
OMG i cry everytime when I hear this Song is soooo sad
I love TOP so much♡
He keeps amazed me with his talents! He can be a rocker! The lyrics is good, just found this song. Miss him
thanks TOP for one of the most beautiful songs ever :)
stay strong TOP, I LOVE YOU
This song. i have no word for it..
Hearing " tough guy" T.O.P. singing like that, makes me speechless.
Oh my god~ The true meaning behind this song is really sad. I feel like tearing, and the way TOP sang it is just perfect, with all the required emotions. D:
one of those rare songs where TOP actually sings:) And i love it
TOP wrote this song after he became devastated upon learning a fan girl who wrote a letter to him actually died. Her letter said she is ill and dying and it was her wish to see him before she died. Since idols constantly receive letters with all sorts of claims, deception, lures, threats, etc., he thought it was another letter of the sort. When he found out it was real, he was shocked and totally shattered. Very very sad ....
***** and wrote this song,,,dedicated to her..
***** whoaaaa ididn't know that....how sad =
this song makes me cry
this is so sad, first time I heard it i was like " yeaah really good song!" But when i searched for it and started to read all the comments I became really sad.. Everytime I play it now, I start to cry like a baby. Big love to T.O.P and BigBang♥
To hear TOP actually singing and not raping impressed me the most. He is great entertainer, and that song shows a great respect to his fans.
I love this song it has so much meaning and it gives me diffrent emotions at the same time which is beautiful n_n
so beautiful yet so sad
I listen to this and i just wanna cry because of everything that's happening right now with TOP.
i love top for bringng out this song, RIP to the girl this was dedicated to... i cry when i hear the lyrics
The lines from 1:37 - 1:41 are lines from TOP's movie 71 Into The Fire!! Omg i watched the movie again and heard these lines. Idk if it's a coincidence or TOP intentionally put it in but wtv it is.. COOOOLLLLL!
I love this song~love TOP~
I love top
Every time I listened to this it always makes me cry..because of the lyrics and song...
This song has a powerful meaning to it and the movie was beautiful. T.O.P and Kwon Sang-Woo together makes it even better!
This song reminds me to my brother.he died 7 years ago.he said to me, "don't cry,u are not alone".hear this song,make me tear out. :'))
everytime i hear this song it's gives me goosebumps!!! so strong!!! the story behind it is really, good!!!
Thank you for making this clearer(: Made me cry when i saw this though, i dont weather to feel sorry for TOP or what...
T.o.P so sad.always remember u.good man
Hearing this song now kills me..#StayStrongTop
such a beautiful song.....heartfelt
I just love his singing voice 333
I have heard this song so so SOOOOO many times, and I still cry.
Every.
Single.
Time.
I LOVE MY MOM SO MUCH! I LOVE T.O.P!
He can bring you to tears with his beautiful lyrics. I hope I get the chance to meet him one day to tell him how inspiring he is. :_)
after reading what this song is about and hearing the song, i'm crying here. :'(((
how could anyone be so heartless to dislike this? :/
i can't stop cry
Get well soon t.o.p.
We always love and support you 💖
I read the top comments and cried listening to the song.. It's so sad, yet such a touching song and story.
These feels... Flawless.
"life is a funny thing, its a delicate play with fire" yup
Top is such a sweet guy to make this song for a fellow VIP... I want to meet him so bod but were on different sides of the world and my family is broke :( my life long wish...
One of the most BEAUTIFUL song I have ever heard in
My life...... I cried.... ;) love u TOP
I always cry listening to this song ;(
TOP!
that makes me cry.. top, you are amazing
Why am I crying?
I've always loved this song.
This song reminds me of the movie TOP stared in called "71 Into the Fire". I watched it yesterday and in the movie he wrote letters to his mom and in one of them he said "Mom I might die today" it is very similar. The movie is based on the war between North and South Korea. You guys should watch it! BTW this is a spoiler alert............ TOP dies in the end, and I cried.
I know that movie,it's very beautiful and sad too :( but T.O.P it's a good actor :D
Ikr ⊙ω⊙
Why does TOP die in all his movies T.T
I dont know!
Keerthana Ramesh because he can die well in movies xD
Knowing the story from behind this song makes me LOVE this song more *_______*
I'm proud of that girl, she was a VIP and loved T.O.P till the very end of her days...
really love it..the lyric is amazing
I can't believe the story behind this strong song of TOP I cried huhuhu 😢😢😢😢 still fighting top even the fan girl die it's still ur fans in HEAVEN😇😇😔
What story???
Airah Javier A Fan Wrote A Letter To Top Saying She Had Cancer And I Think She Wanted To Meet Him? But he Didn't Believe Her Cause There Are Some People Who Make Fake Letters. But The Parents Of The Fan Told T.O.P That She Had Died So He Wrote This Song For Her💕
Jordan Phillips its funny that u still believe that story
Rw. Adorable well tell what the other story that you seem to believe
Jordan Phillips there is no story just listen and enjoy
No matter if its auto tuned or not. This song is beautiful and has meaning. Saying this song is crap, practically makes you an awful person. He wrote it for a girl who got cancer and died before he could meet her. If you don't appreciate that, then you shouldn't even be listening. Jeez
the power of music- language is not a barrier.
Lovely song
that's the nices thing that i've heard a famous person to do for someone :)
I got chills while listening this.
Oh. Now I know the meaning behind this song. I cried.... And plus, the lyrics is so touching...
Your the best forever ..... TOP ....
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