Your big sis in Christ | seeking validation from guys 😔💔

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  • Опубликовано: 26 ноя 2024

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  • @echarles6204
    @echarles6204 Год назад +378

    Interestingly enough, though many men in Christ don’t admit it, we experience this same sense of inadequacy and same desire to be desired by women that God never confirmed for us…..thank you for this video Deborah! 🙏

    • @mrzsonqbird
      @mrzsonqbird Год назад +19

      Very insightful thanks for sharing

    • @howarddodge772
      @howarddodge772 Год назад

      Your telling me about god like seriously

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +62

      Thank you for sharing this! It's hard when things like this don't get talked about enough. Even though it's such a tough journey to walk, it gives comfort to know that we're not alone. God has everything we need 🤗 Your validation is found in him. You're a son of the most high king!! It really doesn't get much better than that 🤍

    • @howarddodge772
      @howarddodge772 Год назад +1

      @@deborahbx_ what s up

    • @kathrynduncan8773
      @kathrynduncan8773 Год назад +5

      An amazing message and so well delivered. Thank you!

  • @adrianops7
    @adrianops7 Год назад +112

    Seeking validation, regardless of the source, from guys, girls, bosses, parents...if not from God, will always lead us to a dark hole, and it will never be enough. We are very much loved and wanted, and thats from the greatest of them all. Jesus Christ, and he has those scars on his hands as one of the thousands of ways he's shown us the immensity of that love. Nothing beat that.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +4

      Amen!!! 🤗 Nothing comes close to living life the way it was intended to live: with our maker!! He truly loves us beyond measure

    • @rambothomas2209
      @rambothomas2209 8 месяцев назад

      @@deborahbx_ Matthew-18:19-20🙏🏿🍓👍🏽💌

  • @misslulu8110
    @misslulu8110 Год назад +222

    For someone who grew up with a father and never felt Seen, Loved , Respected , I understand searching for validation in men . I will never seek anything from anyone , But my Father Jesus Christ . God has truly changed my Desires , It’s my responsibility to protect his temple . 👏🏼❤️I always wanted a sister Glad I found your Channel it’s really speaking to my heart ❤️ 🥺😫 Thank you sis

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +18

      Amen !! 🤍 God has everything we need and he is who makes us whole. He loves us more than we will ever know. It's definitely a journey, and it's a painful one to walk through. But It's so beautiful that God is showing us that we're not alone in this. God is our Heavenly Father, we are his beloved daughter. Nothing will ever come close to that 😭🤍

    • @misslulu8110
      @misslulu8110 Год назад +3

      @@deborahbx_ Yes sister Praise God 👏🏼

    • @JodyJody
      @JodyJody Год назад +7

      I really love that part where you said "it's my responsibility to protect my temple." This is something that I really had to learn the hard way and I really wished I had learned it soon but better late than never. I learned it through a process with God, it was never easy but He has taken me a long way and I'm grateful.

    • @misslulu8110
      @misslulu8110 Год назад +2

      @@JodyJody Yes definitely girl we feel the conviction of are sins . God bless you in Jesus name sister ❤️

    • @rambothomas2209
      @rambothomas2209 10 месяцев назад

      ⁠@@deborahbx_and amen 🙏🏿✝️🌴💐

  • @analea6531
    @analea6531 Год назад +160

    Sis, your testimonies always hit home. I’m 28, never had a boyfriend, last time I kissed was probably in high school. But I was so insecure and ashamed that I created this persona for my friends who is supposed to be a hottie, having sex and I even started drinking and smoking to fit in. It was so bad that I wouldn’t go anywhere including family gathering without makeup to seek validation and appear as a baddie. Ever since I had a mental breakdown and God helped me out of that state I decided to be my own self and honor the lord. I created a new Instagram where I only share positive quotes, I stopped going on random dates just to have a story to tell and not have to justify why I’m single. I’m not ashamed of being a 28 yo virgin or look a certain way without makeup because God doesn’t look on our appearance he looks on our heart. Your are such a blessing to me and I am grateful God blesses us through you❤

    • @lilyyowsah
      @lilyyowsah Год назад +2

      ❤️

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +16

      wauw sis thank you for sharing a part of your testimony 🤍It's so sad how we feel pressure from people around us to be a certain way. This has definitely affected my journey too. But usually in our lowest moments we are able to humbly before God to ask for his help. We can't overcome these things in our own strength. I'm so proud of you and excited to hear that you've started a new instagram too! God is doing a new thing within you. He's only just gotten started! Isaiah 43:19 🤗 I pray that you will continue to see yourself the way God sees you, valuable beyond measure, and so so loved!! Love you sis :)

    • @sindisessions
      @sindisessions Год назад +1

      ​@@lilyyowsah How gorgeous are you ❤

    • @sindisessions
      @sindisessions Год назад

      @analea6531 We are here, me too ❤ sis is relatable

    • @CappieBG
      @CappieBG Год назад +2

      I was in the same boat as you till exactly 29, im 32 old now. Got the girl I dreamed of and didn't even think exists and given up at one point. Long story short she was a counterfeit ( a narcisist ), not only that she was a party girl of the world and introduced me to the New Age crap. Angel Numbers, Manifestation, Tarot readings I really questioned my faith at one point as this stuff seemed to work ( but it's demonic ). So what's the difference between you and me. I got lured by a counterfeit sent by the devil and my last word to her were I wish I never met her and it's true. Not only was she sent on a mission to destroy me as a man and waste 3 years of my life which I am still recovering from, but most importantly I realise she was trying to lure me out of religion and question my faith, because she was constantly spamming how the Bible is teaching me that actually ,, I am God '' and how to manifest my desires.

  • @Daughter.of.Yahweh.
    @Daughter.of.Yahweh. Год назад +10

    This is so relatable. “If he gave me what I wanted I would’ve never went back to God”

  • @DyanaMariie
    @DyanaMariie Год назад +28

    This was my experience as well. Seeking validation, yearning for a relationship yet only being used and confused as to why it never worked. Still, I feel I’m being “ hidden” but God definitely knows if I get in a relationship I will stray from Him in this season. Thank you for sharing your story❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Amen! God Loves you so much! He doesn't want to lose you. Spend your single season on getting closer to God. That's what I'm doing as well 🤗 This season truly is a blessing. One day when we get a spouse we will never have this much free time again!! Don't forget that haha. At the right time, God will send you the perfect hubby, Isaiah 60:22 x

  • @alexaanai169
    @alexaanai169 Год назад +30

    ive been celibate for almost 3 months now (which is a lot to me, compared to my past) its been so hard & ive been literally fighting the spirit of lust & sexual temptation. i feel so seen with this video. God led me here to confirm what he told me.

    • @deepikaravi637
      @deepikaravi637 Год назад +3

      Praise God sister! Keep fighting the good fight of faith 🙌❤️

    • @iamchristelleh
      @iamchristelleh Год назад +1

      Yesss keep going sissy! I'm in for 5 🙏🏾☺️

    • @Magical_Maya
      @Magical_Maya 6 месяцев назад +1

      Girl you’re worth more than RUBIES! Keep going!!

    • @DanMorgan-bh5fv
      @DanMorgan-bh5fv 3 месяца назад

      Amen Sister I just hit my 30 day mark and sober as well. This walk is hard for sure!

  • @najmehheydari5660
    @najmehheydari5660 Год назад +31

    Those men don't even deserve you Deborah... You are smart, beautiful, talented and the most important; you have God in your heart. Thank you my sister.

    • @Christ_Is_Faithful
      @Christ_Is_Faithful 8 месяцев назад

      Don’t demonise the men. We’re all broken and in need of Christ. You can encourage a sister without putting down the men.

  • @karimehendrix
    @karimehendrix Год назад +26

    I was on the same boat, I didn’t listen and now I’m in a marriage i don’t want to fight for. I don’t regret it because I was blessed with two amazing baby boys, but it is hard to get through a relationship that was not ordained by God. I hope and pray every young person in here truly takes this advice to heart! ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +9

      Oh sis I'm so sorry to hear that 😞🤍. God sees you, he knows your heart. Like you said: you have been blessed through this and I pray that you will continue to be blessed. God can turn things around, night and day. I will be praying for your partner. That God's hand will rest upon him, and upon you also. He loved you too much for this to be it for the rest of your life. In Jesus name I pray healing, restoration and transformation!! Amen

    • @karimehendrix
      @karimehendrix Год назад +2

      @@deborahbx_ amén. thank you sis! 🤍

  • @crysrsmith
    @crysrsmith Год назад +56

    Hi Deborah, I’m 41 & still single. I cried because that what I been through in my past with the wrong guys. I know God is in control of everything. Thank you so much for sharing and I needed that. May God continue to bless you and many more! ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +11

      Amen!! It's not easy sis, but know that God has someone so special set aside for you. Not all can walk a journey of singleness, it truly is a gift. 1 Corinthians 7:7. Don't let the enemy convince you otherwise. Take this time to go even deeper with our Heavenly Father 🤗 You never know when you'll have to start sharing Jesus with someone else haha. You're so so loved, and never alone :) xx

    • @Reneeh13
      @Reneeh13 Год назад +2

      Same sis..Same age and everything.

    • @0iamesmeralda0
      @0iamesmeralda0 10 месяцев назад

      He will give you more than you asked for my love be patient and don’t stop praying 🫶🏻❤️

    • @0iamesmeralda0
      @0iamesmeralda0 10 месяцев назад

      @@Reneeh13 He will give you more than you asked for my love be patient and don’t stop praying 🫶🏻❤️

  • @jackyneves9522
    @jackyneves9522 Год назад +7

    I come back to this video everytime I need a reminder to not sell myself short for a man but instead rest in Gods love and trusting in his timing 🙏🏾
    Thank you so much for this amazing video 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

  • @zechariah4663
    @zechariah4663 Год назад +46

    In OUR WEAKNESS HIS STRENGTH is made perfect.
    Your transparency is healing thousands...
    I am sending this to my daughter.
    Thank you my sister...
    Dr. Tara
    United States

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +3

      Amen!! 🤍 Our God is so good! May God speak to your daughter through what he's allowed me to share. I'm just a vessel of him reaching out to his beloved daughters 🤗 Thank you sis!

  • @noems7810
    @noems7810 Год назад +49

    Thank you for your powerful testimony. I have a son and daughter about your age, my daughter had a similar path before, and I prayed years for her that the Lord will straighten her path. She is now happily married and had two sons and another on the way. Our God is a good Father, and I truly believe that God is preparing the man of God rightfully for you, and will bless you with God fearing children. HE will reward your obedience and will bless you more abundantly, you will be like a tree planted along riverbank, bearing fruit each season. Your leaves never wither, and you prosper in all you do. -Psalm 1:3. Stay bold, strong and courageous woman of God! HE is with your wherever you go. God bless you!!

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +5

      Thank you so much for your beautiful message and your encouraging words🤍 Amen! It's so beautiful to hear how God lifted your daughter out of that life into everything that he's had for her! He is so so good, he uses everything for good. Thank you for sharing this verse with me also. I receive it in the name of Jesus. May our Heavenly Father continue to bless you and place his loving hand on your head. What an amazing momma you are fighting for your children at all times 🥰

    • @noems7810
      @noems7810 Год назад

      ❤❤❤

  • @xtrasprinklespls
    @xtrasprinklespls Год назад +50

    Thank you so much for this video!! I’m 23 and never had a boyfriend, and it would always make me feel weird starting from age 18..so I constantly found myself seeking validation and acceptance from guys..but as a result I couldn’t really learn to embrace being single and learn who I am through Christ. One of my main goals now.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +7

      I'm praying for you sis!! There truly is nothing better than being content in singleness and just going deeper with God. It's a journey with ups and downs for sure, but focus your eyes on him 🤗. The world is so loud advertising other things, but God has everything you need. I pray that you will experience the waterfall of his love more than ever! You are his beloved daughter, he's called you to singleness right now for a reason. Don't let it go to waste, we're in this together!!🤍

  • @waneaallen7595
    @waneaallen7595 Год назад +37

    This is so timely. Im in my early 20s and am experiencing the beginning of my first romantic relationship. Even though this guy cares for me and I for him, God is rearranging things to hide me in this season so that I can make Him my first love before anyone else comes into the picture. Im still on this journey but thank you for your wisdom and please pray that your sister learns to want Him above everyone and everything else 🙏🏾💓💒.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      I will be praying for you sis 🤍 That God may be the centre of your relationship at all times. Draw near to him, keep your eyes on him, and he will be with you both. You sound like a very smart young lady so keep pursuing God 🤗 He loves you both so so much, and wants you to walk in everything that he has for you!!

    • @waneaallen7595
      @waneaallen7595 Год назад

      ​@@deborahbx_ Thank you for this encouragement! God bless sis🤗💞

  • @sindisessions
    @sindisessions Год назад +18

    I found a spiritual father from church, he treats me like a daughter and gold! ❤ I'm grateful to God for him because no man can ever devalue me... he's the reason I'm able to even have a channel and talk about God, encourages everything I do 😭

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +3

      ahh that's so amazing to hear!! He is a small reflection of what God is like as our father 🤍🥹. You are so so loved and special girl! xx

    • @RaspberryPiaestheticss
      @RaspberryPiaestheticss 13 дней назад

      That’s awesome girl. 🩷 I also go to church that has a spirtual father and I appreciate mine but I do want to say be careful because I experienced this as well: I felt so loved and seen by my spirtual father that it became an unhealthy attachment in the sense that they almost became like my God because I thought “well now God gave me a father so now my life will work” but God showed me as much as a spirtual father is good, he still isn’t God. That is still not where my validation and sole sense of support should come from. They are here to help us grow and cover us but we should also still know that God is our only true father. Don’t tie yourself so much to what you are getting from your spirtual father that now your life kind of starts to revolve around them. Serve them, love them, learn from them but know that your validation and support always will only fully (so I mean the full 100%) come from God🩷

  • @everythingNen
    @everythingNen Год назад +22

    I’m literally going through this right now. God always speaks to me through social media and RUclips. God directed me to you. I just finished crying asking God for help, I know there’s a life better than this. He directed me to you😢 thank you for sharing ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +4

      Amen sis 😔🤍 it’s not easy to go through things like this, but I’m praying for you. That you will get a revelation of God’s love like never before. Nothing comes close to our Heavenly Father. Everything else is second best 🤷🏽‍♀️. You’re his beloved daughter, you deserve only the best! Walk in that 🤍

    • @sindisessions
      @sindisessions Год назад

      ❤❤❤

  • @laurens5083
    @laurens5083 Год назад +3

    this is a hard pill to swallow. i feel like i subconsciously would seek validation but as i grow closer to God he revealed this to me. it’s just very difficult having a desire to have a relationship and still feel that feeling that you are made for more than being single. 19 years and have been single this whole time. I know I have to have patience, but it just gets a little discouraging after being in this waiting season.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Hi sis 🤍 You are absolutely not alone, I know the feeing. Please know that God knows the desires on your heart. He has placed most of them there :). Trust that he knows your desire to have a partner. He will make it happen in his perfect timing. You are still so young! Enjoy all the time you have to spend with Jesus alone. As amazing as relationships can be (or so I've heard, I've never had one either), they will also restrict a lot of your freedom in ways you don't realise now. You kingdom spouse is in the hands of our Heavenly Father, that's not something you can speed up. Trust him 🥰

  • @tamarabello
    @tamarabello Год назад +7

    I struggled with this but recently realised it was distorting how I viewed myself and what I am capable of doing. I am now on a journey of self-discovery and building my relationship with Christ.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Amen!! Sis you deserve so so so much better. I am praying for you. That you might also get that deep revelation of God's love for you. it really changes everything. You'll start to see yourself the way God sees you! How valuable you are, how precious, how chosen! Because that's the truth about you. You are the daughter of the king of the universe 🤗 Walk in it!

  • @catherinetheron8529
    @catherinetheron8529 Год назад +3

    My father was killed when I was 4 years ,my vas was Murdered, I was raped ,got my first born while still in school so I went through so many stuff ,but when I met The father he accepted me and I was restored in many ways .and my Identity was restored .

  • @1novabella
    @1novabella Год назад +21

    Exactly what I needed to hear this morning! Thanks for sharing your story. I’m on a path to freeing myself from guys’ validation also. I’m enough in God’s eyes and there’s absolute freedom in that ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      I’ll be praying for you sis! In Jesus name you’re also freed from the desire to get approval from guys! The creator of the universe approves of you!!! It really doesn’t get much better then that 🥹🤍

  • @nooby165
    @nooby165 Год назад +9

    As a guy I can relate a lot to the struggle you talk about, and finding validation in girls that I should've found in God. What you ended with about their not being a point really struck my heart, so hearing you say that you dared to pray about being hidden and finding peace in God through it really blessed me. I pray we all come to that that point guy or girl of surrendering to God and letting his love restore and sustain us into who He has made us to be

  • @ChosenByHisGrace
    @ChosenByHisGrace Год назад +5

    Its when we're broken that God is able to heal us and build us up to the person He intended for us to be. We never need validation from anyone, whether its a guy or a friend. We have already been validated through the Blood of Jesus!!

  • @godplustwoandyou111
    @godplustwoandyou111 Год назад +13

    That’s the book He led me to one day when I was fantasizing about marriage and He showed me that HE IS MY HUSBAND firstly that I need to receive that revelation first 🌸🤯just wow

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Yesss Amen!!! How beautiful is that! Everything we need is right here already. God doesn't withhold a good thing from us. We just have to accept the gifts he so graciously pours out over us 🤍

  • @SmangeleNocha
    @SmangeleNocha Год назад +17

    I can relate 2 your story😊.....I have been there but Jesus❤ found me n m happy being single in Christ.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Amen!! He is so so good 🥰 We are not alone in this, he just wants us to rest in his loving arms. The place where we won't lack a single thing

  • @m77ast
    @m77ast Год назад +3

    I don’t know if I am different but as a Christian guy - boyfriend / girlfriend issues seem to be the last thing on my mind.
    I’m thinking of building orphanages in Yemen, helping displaced children from war torn countries.
    Those are the types of things that I’m wrestling with but I do understand that this is such a big issue as well.
    Girls you belong to light. You are extremely special and valuable.

  • @magdacavuquila3263
    @magdacavuquila3263 Год назад +3

    I'm tearing up in the office, the way I relate, going through this right now, needed this

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      You’re not alone!! 🥺🤍 Our God is so good. He loves you so so much. You only deserve the best of the best and that’s found with our Heavenly Father!

  • @victoriasteward1186
    @victoriasteward1186 Год назад +3

    We are NOT enough, that’s why we absolutely need Jesus Christ!

  • @lovefromlerato
    @lovefromlerato 11 месяцев назад +3

    This is the only thing I could find on exactly what I’m going through, there’s not even one article on this on google. So thank you for responding in obedience to God. This has blessed me and comforted in such a great way. Grace and peace to you, Deborah😭 Glory to God for you.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  11 месяцев назад +1

      Oh praise the Lord sis! You’re not alone in this, it really is a struggle. But you’re loved beyond measure and everything you’re looking for is found in your Heavenly Father 🤍

  • @suzanuwera
    @suzanuwera Год назад +15

    Thanks darling for sharing with us ❤️ love you so much from East Africa, Uganda 🇺🇬 keep the fire of God burning dear 🙏🌹 God bless you so much 🥰

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Thank you sis 🥹🤍 to God be all the glory! Thank you for being here

  • @brishelton7107
    @brishelton7107 Год назад +1

    Thank you for being honest! It is refreshing. May God bless you. We are all guilty of wanting to be validated.

  • @niquaemyers
    @niquaemyers Год назад +11

    And we overcome by the Blood of the lamb and with the word of our testimony. Thanks for sharing ❤❤ powerful!

  • @deborahantiri7093
    @deborahantiri7093 Год назад +13

    Thank you for being honest and sharing this.
    I‘ve searched for love in my family instead of God. It’s draining begging for love from the wrong places.
    God is Love so therefore I have to align myself with God and seek him daily.
    God bless you, Deborah🙏🏾

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Amen sis 🤍 I know how hard it is, and draining like you mentioned. God calls us to just rest in his presence and love. We won't have to earn it, or work for it like with these earthly things. Jesus died so that we are already right and deserving of God's love 😭. I pray over your life that you may experience his perfect love for you every single day. You're his beloved daughter, crowned with splendor Isaiah 62:3. Walk in it! It really doesn't get any better than that :). Thank you for being here with me sis ( my namesake 🤗)

  • @hellothere8347
    @hellothere8347 Год назад +1

    The way I can relate to this video….. I’m in the process of falling and getting up I give myself grace because God gives grace but I can’t keep doing this to God & myself. That feeling is so terrible & I’m the same I lost myself with my ex boyfriend and I’ll go months without seeing or talking to him then I’ll give in 💔 but this video just confirms that I’m never going to be enough for my ex. He’s the only guy that I would get like that for but I’m done I’m over it and I just want to walk closer to God! Thank you for this video! 🩷

  • @Thia.e
    @Thia.e Год назад +10

    Hey Deborah.
    I can tell that this was not easy for you share because sharing means reliving the memories. So thank you for sharing with us, and I am sorry you had to go through all of that.
    In my case, I wont call it seeking validation per say, but I have been in a friendship group where I was really hurt over and over again and I know how hard it was to let go, so I understand.
    I pray that as you continue to walk through this journey with God, that He’ll bring you to a beautiful rest. One of which will include a man that will love, adore and respect you.
    Amen❤️

  • @hnurtanic
    @hnurtanic Год назад +10

    I am muslim but your thoughts were really inspirational thank you sis❤

  • @sunnni_
    @sunnni_ Год назад +3

    Whew this is a word! I grew up w/ a father in and out my life and watching all my friend's have dad's or boyfriend's love them, I became a bit jealous. I didn't understand why I could feel like I was good enough and now I am unlearning those toxic & trauma that I went through. I no longer want forced love, but genuine love that God sends to me. But now that I am 26, I am learning to understand that all the love and such that I crave, God is the first one who has done it and I am genuinely blessed to see it like this. Love this channel ❤

  • @munalulalifanu155
    @munalulalifanu155 Год назад +40

    Wow!!! Deborah you are amazing!!! I see the Lords validation all over you!! I thank God for you because you are touching lives with the Gospel..!! The youth especially. We love you!! God bless

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +5

      Amen!! 😭🤍 Thank you so much for your kind words. To God be all the glory!! I'm truly just a vessel. Love you too, thank you for being here with me 🥰

  • @siphumeleledube3167
    @siphumeleledube3167 Год назад +7

    The timing of this video is crazy and it just proves that God speaks to your specific need through people. I am currently going through a heart break and I am feeling like when am I going to be enough for someone? I have been sitting in my disappointment and hurt for a weeks now but this is so timely and I could not agree with you more. Thank you so much for this message and I pray God continues to heal you and use you to help heal others! God bless you Deborah

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Amen sis 🤍 I am so sorry to hear that you're currently experiencing this heartbreak. It's never easy, but take comfort in the fact that our Heavenly Father is right there with you. It's often in our broken seasons where we get to experience him more intensely than ever! I pray that you will experience his loving arms around you, that his comfort will be surrounding you like a blanket. You're so so special to him and you are more than enough! You're the beloved daughter of the creator of everything we know! It really doesn't get much better than that 🤗🤍

  • @yolandamcclendon9627
    @yolandamcclendon9627 Год назад +4

    Big Sis!! After seeing this video and reading Hosea…I just couldn’t get this off my mind! I must have read the chapter 3 or 4 times in various versions of the Bible! I was so blessed that I was awaken at 4:30 am and i had to journal ! As I looked in my journal I looked at the page where I was writing a letter to my future husband but I didn’t finish. I actually couldn’t get past the first line! There is where I continued my journaling and wrote a letter to my LORD! Saying just as you restored Israel back to you after her whorish ways in Hosea, restore me back! I am no longer interested in chasing after lovers. I too am done partying! I am a wife and I submit to you JESUS! Then I wrote on describing my new perspective and serving God as my Husbandman by consulting and respecting Him, and speaking with Him and spending time in His presence! So “Thank you” for this video I am glad you were obedient to GOD! Praying for you!!!

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Amen!! Wauw thank you so much for sharing that. In our weakness he is strong! Without calling on him for help we will truly never escape the patterns the enemy chains us to. 2 Corinthians 12:9-11 🤍 His grace for us is sufficient. It's a process of falling and getting up, but by God's Grace we will become the women we were always called to be. May we as his beloved daughters never forget how loved we are so that we will never lower our standards ever again! Amen

  • @Kat_Apiata
    @Kat_Apiata Год назад +5

    This same journey happened to me! I didn't know the Lord at all, until one day I was at my breaking point and I prayed. He came into my home and gave me an unexplainable peace and I've seeked him ever since ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Ahh wauw what an amazing testimony! In our weakness he is strong. When we finally surrender everything, knowing that we can’t get out in our own strength: that’s when he lifts us out. May you be constantly reminded of his perfect love for you 🥹🤍 You’re his deeply loved daughter!

  • @elisaaaaa7502
    @elisaaaaa7502 Год назад +3

    Such an honest person. God bless you. I'm glad I found your channel

  • @lilyyowsah
    @lilyyowsah Год назад +8

    Hi Debbie❤ this made me so emotional. I can relate a lot with certain aspects. I lost my mum as a baby and I was left with my father as a parent. He was present but he did not protect me. It just felt like he was absent when I’d be hurting and going through pain. I’m 26 toooo and navigating relationships can be tough because of the trauma. But I’m glad you’re sharing. We are all here healing and learning together. I have learnt that every time I think to chase a guy I should rather chase God… read the Word or listen to worship songs and it helps my focus remain on God. Thank you Debbie. Thank you for sharing the truth. Love you all❤ let’s keep learning

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Amen!! Thank you for sharing a part of your testimony sis 🤍 I’m sorry to hear that you lost your mom so early on, and didn’t get the support from your dad that you needed 😔. But you sound like such a beautiful and strong woman! Look at who you are becoming. We have to constantly remind ourselves that God is indeed with us. He will never leave you. He’s closer than ever: and you are his daughter. He made you! He formed you in your mothers womb. Jeremiah 1:5 ❤️ May our Heavenly Father continue to heal you and shine his face upon you!

    • @lilyyowsah
      @lilyyowsah Год назад +1

      @@deborahbx_ Amen and Thank you❤️

  • @theonegrateful-leper
    @theonegrateful-leper Год назад +5

    This is so good Deborah .
    Am in my early thirties,been single for 6 years and recently found myself wanting attention from guys.
    So I recently stepped away from social media to get my "act" together.
    Thank you so much

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      God sees you and he's with you! He knows the desires of your heart. The single season can be so hard, but don't let it go to waste. Draw near to our Heavenly Father and just experience his perfect love for you. That's what I'm praying over your life. That you might know how perfectly loved you are. At the right time God will provide you with the best husband!! He only wants the best of the best for you as his beloved daughter 🤍

  • @selestineshiro3918
    @selestineshiro3918 Год назад +7

    Hey gal. I can relate to this conversation. I also spent a lot of time seeking validation from guys until God shifted my mindset. Thank you for the inspiration. Blessings and much love from Kenya

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Hi sis 🤍 it’s so tough to have gone through things like this, but how amazing is our Heavenly Father that he pulled us right back to him !?! 🥹🙌🏽 we’re so loved as his precious daughters

  • @Vivienneliv
    @Vivienneliv Год назад +10

    I’m 32 and have a had so many failed relationships. I didn’t understand who God was, his ways or the Bible until last year and I’m finally surrendering to God. I’m tired of doing this on my own. It’s been painful and I wish all my wounds could be healed over night but I’m learning to just take it day by day. I pray for a kingdom husband and marriage as well. I pray God fills all my needs and voids during this season and forever 🙏🏼❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +3

      Amen 🤍. I will be praying for you as well! May our Heavenly Father reveal himself to you like never before. When we try to do these things in our own strength we never get very far, so I pray that he Holy Spirit will guide and carry you through this. In your weakness he is strong! You are so loved and he has a divine plan for your life. At the right time he will provide your kingdom spouse. Amen ❤️ Isaiah 60:22

    • @Vivienneliv
      @Vivienneliv Год назад

      @@deborahbx_ thank you 🙏🏼💕

    • @danilaroche1156
      @danilaroche1156 Год назад

      You want to dismantle soul ties from sex. God will bring you great fulfillment. He is able. I struggle, on occasion with strong sex drive. I'm abstinent and you can't pray the desire away. I just don't act on it. No sex. Any thoughts?

    • @Vivienneliv
      @Vivienneliv Год назад

      @@danilaroche1156 Thank you, I have been celibate for a year now. I don't act on it either.

  • @amosngalimani1974
    @amosngalimani1974 Год назад +7

    The compassion of Christ fills my heart as I am listening to you, sister Deborah. The fundamental reason for this thirst for validation from guys is the foundational issues associated with the absence of fathers. It is a deep-seated inner conflict as we all seek fathers. Truly, some of us have been given obvious names, perhaps because God knew that we would need to be reminded of our callings and destines even through our names and saving us from the world of sin. I am deeply humbled by this moment of your transparency in sharing your "then experiences" sister Deborah. We are not our behaviors nor our mistakes but rather the finished progressive work of the Father perfected in Christ Jesus. God has more of you in Him. Thank God for His salvation and mercy as He is giving you a voice to them that are held hostage to announce to them "Live" Thank you woman of God. God bless you my sister❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Amen! Thank you so much for your words of wisdom as always! 😭🤍 What a good father we serve that he works EVERYTHING together for good. Nothing goes to waste. What the enemy planned for our downfall, will become our victory. We are victorious in christ. We are not our past, Jesus has paid the price for that. We now get to walk away from the sin that so easily entangles us, and run the race that God has marked out for us! Hebrews 12:1-3 🤗

  • @basicinfo2022
    @basicinfo2022 Год назад +2

    Validation comes from within. You are not a parking ticket that needs external validation. Your worth and value is determined by you. ACT LIKE THE PRIZE!

  • @JordanIbekwe
    @JordanIbekwe Год назад +10

    Thank you so much for saying that. It really is important that people start talking about this more. God bless you❤❤❤

  • @mwashi401
    @mwashi401 Год назад +36

    Omg!! Deborah, this was sooo needed! A lot of women seek validation from men and it’s beginning to be wayyy too much. With social media, women are forgetting to embrace Gods love FIRST before any man! I realized this last year when I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. I was more miserable than anything because I was seeking man’s approval rather than Gods!!! His love is pure and it’s all I need in my life!!! 😊 I trust God completely 😊

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +5

      Yess sis so true! It’s very heartbreaking to watch how the enemy is targeting women collectively making us feel like we need the validation. We become dependent on it. But God lifts us out of it!! In him we are whole, loved, called, enough and so much more 🥹🤍

    • @mwashi401
      @mwashi401 Год назад +1

      @@deborahbx_Absolutely!!!! 😊😊

  • @beaudinetm1693
    @beaudinetm1693 Год назад +1

    Very encouraging sister I was listening and really wasn't paying attention til You were speaking about if God had a fridge your picture will be on it,. It really hit me dropped a tear

  • @spiritfuelled
    @spiritfuelled Год назад +3

    this video tore me down and brought me to tears. it was the video I needed for the longest and I am so glad God lead me to this channel for I finally understand why I have been facing the problems that I have been facing with my relationship and desire to be desired by men. God is so good and His light is really shining through you. thank you for uploading this video. i know it must have taken a lot of courage to upload it. all glory to God, may he continue to bless you and may your ministry continue to thrive

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      You are not alone sis 🤍 It's definitely a tough journey to walk, but when our eyes get opened to why we face the heartbreak we do, it all makes sense! God is protecting you always! That is always his agenda, you are so special and so loved. And I pray that he will pour out his presence over your life like never before. That you may know how perfectly loved you are by our Heavenly Father. Then you'll know that no other 'love' or validation will ever come close 🥰

  • @lebojesica8193
    @lebojesica8193 Год назад +2

    Yoh I always find myself coming back to this video🙌. I really appreciate you sharing this part of ur life as my big sis in christ, because only a few talks about this matter😢... Thank you and may God keep you❤❤❤

  • @TheDallydall15
    @TheDallydall15 Год назад +3

    Amen I needed to hear this today ! The enemy has been tempting me to feel that I should go back to when I used to enjoy validation from men, but I do feel I’m getting stronger in spirit because a distaste does occur when we fall more into who God says we are. I also think it’s important to remember how God is our redeemer we should accept how much we’ve done wrong but just stayed focused on how he will redeem and we are FREE 🙏🏽🙌🏽. Forgiving ourselves is a major step in the healing process. God bless you ❤️

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Amennn!! You’re so right. We condemn ourselves so much, when God doesn’t! His grace for us is sufficient. There’s nothing we can or will do that will ever make him love us more or less. I found freedom through that. That even when I do fall back into sin (because we’re all sinners) instead of beating myself up, to just reach for Gods hand and keep on walking. His perfect love casts out all fear and sin! Eventually we’ll see ourselves more and more like God sees us. We’ll know that we’re special, worth so much, enough, chosen, loved!! I pray that God will continue to pour his perfect love and presence out over your life. So that you’ll never return back to your old ways! Men won’t give you what you’re looking for sis, it’s a dead end. Remind yourself of that. What you need and deserve if found in Christ alone 🥹🤍🥰

  • @adelevandie
    @adelevandie Год назад +2

    Jireh, You're enough! Having an experience in a negative route doesn't mean you're not God's child or you must be underestimated. Our Father is all open 👐 arms and wow see the great and thrilling side of it, you've been able to get into His arms and your burden and yokes have been cut off. Thanks for being candid and confident to share your testimony of how God is now validating your life and not guys anymore and he'll always be there for you. Yeah, this testimony will surely transform someone. May God always strengthen you and shepherd your life forever, in Jesus' name, Amen.
    Yeah, after salvation, we're bought by Jesus Christ and sealed by the Holy Spirit. Much ❤️ love, Sis.

  • @iheart_.phiwee
    @iheart_.phiwee 6 месяцев назад +1

    Here’s a virtual hug 🥹🫂
    Love you too sis❤️!!

  • @victoriaholden7774
    @victoriaholden7774 Год назад +1

    I can totally relate! It is soul crushing when they don't reciprocate but it is not of God! ❤

  • @dreamchaser7603
    @dreamchaser7603 Год назад +8

    You have such a pure heart ❤
    I bless you to meet true love 💗

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Thank you so much 😭🤍 to God be all the glory !! How loved we are by our Heavenly Father!

  • @Helen_590
    @Helen_590 Год назад +1

    Sis, we are sat next to each other in the same boat 🥲 but right now, it's time to transform into the women God has called us to be. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto us. Just focus on God. This is the main reason we in this earth realm. Let not let men distract us 😅

  • @iamartoriah
    @iamartoriah Год назад +1

    I grew up with the same values and placed a lot on my purity. I didn't date until about 25 but having not known anything, I mistook flesh for love. I got married and had a beautiful baby but the man was not the one (or he was for a time) then, he left and disappeared. Do not feel shame, it reminds me of the Samaritan woman he spoke to, he revealed himself to her despite her having known so many men, he loved her and showed who he was even to her. That in itself tells me that I am accepted in Christ and waiting was not wrong, making my mistake was already forgiven and as he always says... You latter will be greater than the former ❤❤❤ you're a beautiful soul, forgive yourself and forgive the past mistakes

  • @mimik2496
    @mimik2496 Год назад +5

    I’m on my 4th watch since I’ve gotten off work. I can’t believe how precise you were with explaining the cycle I’ve repeated over and over. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being open and vulnerable enough to share this with us. This wasn’t easy to hear but it’s made it so much easier to heal from this open wound I haven’t been able to close for 30+ years. I didn’t think Our Father could get past this cycle I keep repeating. It’s so good to hear that He’s not disappointed in me. Man I’m on the train home and I’m tearing up so I’m gonna stop writing - but I just wanted you to know how much I really really appreciate you and this video. Thanks Sissy 💜

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Ahh sis 😭🤍 Don't make me teary eyed now!! it's so amazing to hear that God is using this part of my life to heal you!! He truly uses everything for good. It's been a process for me also, but you can walk in freedom knowing that he's absolutely not disappointed in you! The enemy uses that to place guilt and shame on you so you'll feel hopeless in this. But God!!! He loves you so much, and he wants to take you by the hand to walk through this together. Most things we just cannot do in our strength, in our weakness he is strong. 2 Corinthians 12:9-11 💗 Give yourself grace and patience, because that's what he gives you. It's a journey for a reason. I pray that God will continue to take you on this road of healing. That you will start to see yourself the way God sees you. You are beyond precious to him. You are enough, you are needed, you are beautiful, you are loved, you are chosen! I pray that you'll get to experience in full that freedom for which Jesus died on the cross 🥰 Love you !! Isaiah 43:19

    • @mimik2496
      @mimik2496 Год назад +1

      @@deborahbx_ The fact that you even respond to my comments makes me feel like I’m not alone 🥹. It’s so hard to not fall in the trap when you don’t have family or friends, and the enemy keeps throwing everything he can at me to break me down. I was starting to get entangled with this guy but I ended that yesterday thanks to you. He was bad news but I didn’t want to accept it bc I’m lonely smh. And I felt guilty bc I know God should be enough and I hate that I look to people sometimes, even though I know they never fill that void in the end. Anyway I just wanted to say thank you again 🙏🏽 and I’m praying for you and I can’t wait to see where God takes you in life. You are a gift to us, truly. Love you more Sissy 💜.

  • @amoswealth4real
    @amoswealth4real Год назад +7

    This is an inspirational message for those who are seeking validation from this temporary world. Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. We should always look to our creator, not the creation because in Christ is our validation, sometimes our spouse can not give us that validation and that is why many marriages end up in divorce and relationships are been broken. ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Yes Amen! Matthew 6:33, seek first the kingdom at all times, also when finding a spouse. Our God is so so good and he loves us beyond measure

  • @GODisGOOD395
    @GODisGOOD395 Год назад +6

    Thank you for your transparency. I understand where you are coming from & just like you said...now that I'm growing "I'm good!" You are beautiful inside & out!!!❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Praise the Lord for the place that we're in now where we don't need this validation anymore!! May he continue to work on us so that we may flourish as the women he's designed us to be 🤗

  • @EmilyHakoola
    @EmilyHakoola Год назад +3

    This video is so relatable
    Thank God you learned what you needed to.
    I was in the same loop and when I let it go, God sent me an amazing man who loves me and protects me. God really has the best for us.

  • @thabrichanel
    @thabrichanel Год назад +23

    Thank you Deborah!🥰 I’m reading this book called “Captivating” by Stasi & John Eldredge and it’s all abt how God wants to be the one to fill us w the love we’ve been looking for and heal all the wounds that came from our failed attempts from looking… this video came right on time💗 I rlly suggest the book too!

    • @thabrichanel
      @thabrichanel Год назад +5

      Wow, I also jus read the Hosea scripture in the book last night! This is confirmation that He rlly is after my heart🥰🥹

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      Hi sis!! 🤍 Oh yes, I have the book!! I read it ages ago, but will pick it up to read through it again. Thank you so much for the reminder. God really is actively pursuing you every single day! He loves you so so much, and wants all of you 🤗. His love is something you don't have to earn, work for, or strive to get. It's already yours. Just go and stand under the waterfall of his perfect love that's already pouring out for you sis 🥰

    • @thabrichanel
      @thabrichanel Год назад +1

      @@deborahbx_ thank you so much, God bless you sister🥰🙏🏾

  • @aidarogerio214
    @aidarogerio214 Год назад +2

    Your faith talks have been helping me understand God’s ways of sending messages. Please continue with your work 🙏🏿

  • @TenaciousB20
    @TenaciousB20 Год назад +1

    Thank you sis for being transparent! My story is similar and I have saved this video as one my favorites that I need to revist. God bless you on your journey !!

  • @AyzlPsalms
    @AyzlPsalms Год назад +3

    Sending this video to all the women in my life.
    Thank you so much 💓 we appreciate your vulnerability!!! God loves us and we're worthy.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      🥺🤍 Thank you so much sis for being here! Amen, we are sooo loved as daughters of the most high king!!

    • @AyzlPsalms
      @AyzlPsalms Год назад

      @@deborahbx_ Amen 🤍

  • @m77ast
    @m77ast Год назад

    Thanks for your honesty. It’s refreshing. I can see it hurts when you think about it. But don’t allow it to hurt you. In Jesus Christ your past has no power over you. The fact that you are so ashamed of it shows that the Holy Spirit is doing an excellent work in you my sister.

  • @melenies.5096
    @melenies.5096 Год назад +1

    This video was such a blessing to watch it freed me from wanting validation and actually made me realize why I shouldn’t want it from ppl but only from God thank you sis❤ love and support from Philadelphia, PA

  • @hiyori2846
    @hiyori2846 Год назад +4

    Wowwww!!! This video is so so timely! God is so good! I’ve been in a season of healing and God has given me reoccurring dreams of me seeking validation from men. I told Him last night that I’m open to healing now and that I’m tired of seeking validation. I’m so obsessed with romance but God is showing me that I’m truly looking for romance in Him but I’m looking for it in all the wrong places.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Ahh I know the feeling! I romanticise a lot!! God told me off for doing that, we’re just setting ourselves up for failure 😔. God truly is our portion, he wants us to come to him to provide everything we’re looking for. Seeking validation outside of God is just a losing game. I’ll be praying for you 🤗🤍 we’re in this together! And our heaven father loves us so so much. He is love in overflow!

  • @abbyrainbow8565
    @abbyrainbow8565 Год назад

    Watching this made me tear up. I have always struggled with seeking validation from men. And even when good led me away I came exactly to that spot again. I needed that to realize how much damage I was doing to myself by seeking validation from them. The way god fills you up it feels so pure and peaceful. ❤️

  • @Anthontd83553
    @Anthontd83553 Год назад +3

    It's a struggle for everyone. Especially nowadays with social media, dating apps etc. I resonate with what you said even as a male about taking a photo etc. and posting it and if you don't get likes or comments you go from thinking its a great photo to deleting it and wondering if it was a bad photo.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Yess you are so right! It’s very “normal” in our generation to be addicted and rely on those things. I’m praying for all of us! That we may constantly be reminded of God’s love for us. Chasing worldly approval is just a dead end. There’s nothing for us there.. All that we’re looking for is found in him 🤍

  • @jasminecrawford7828
    @jasminecrawford7828 Год назад +1

    Thank you for creating this, it’s crazy because I be thinking as a woman of God I still don’t struggle with my insecurities and it hit me the other day I started heavy crying and I realized I got to give everything to my whole heart to Yahweh, God bless you. ❤

  • @Sherlinerose.
    @Sherlinerose. Год назад +4

    Hi Deborah, girlll everything about this video was so on point as usual but the Hosea verse just hit different 😭 whew chillll😰 . Thank you for your transparency and being so relatable 🤍

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Hi sis 🤍 trust me, when God sent me that verse I was bawling for a good while haha. He loves us so much, we deserve the best as his daughters! And that’s found fully in him 🥹🙌🏽

  • @27stewartc
    @27stewartc Год назад +2

    Thank you for being obedient and sharing sis! Sending love & hugs, may God continue to heal your heart & those dealing with similar situations. I pray what you’ve been diligently waiting for will be waaaayyyy more than you could ever think or imagined!! ❤

  • @authenticallybria
    @authenticallybria Год назад +2

    Thank you so much for this video, I'm sure you encouraged many young women. People take for granted the sweet time they can have alone with God and how much He is willing to validate and affirm them.

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Amen! 🤍 I have been guilty of that as well, not recognising all the time I have now to dive deeper into relationship with God. Once I got that revelation everything changed. I truly pray this over all of us, that we might know as beloved daughters of the most high how loved and precious we are!!

  • @HugMySmile
    @HugMySmile Год назад +2

    You are such a breath of fresh air. Thank you for sharing your story. I too have a very similar story and I am now in the place of seeking validation from Christ. You have encouraged me and inspired me to want to share my story. Thank you!

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Thank you so much 🥹🤍 To God be all the glory! Amen! God has sooo much better for us. The world will never give us what we need. God loves you beyond measure. I pray that you may experience his perfect love like never before in this season of your life. That you may walk in the freedom of it 😊 You his beloved child! It doesn’t get any better than that!

  • @cass2883
    @cass2883 Год назад +3

    This is so good, but almost discouraging. In less than a week, God has thrusted me into a wilderness season where so many things are coming to surface that I thought He already healed me from. I feel so far away from who i thought I was becoming and like I’ve taken 1000 steps backwards. Please pray for me y’all. But again, this is so good and necessary!

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      I am praying for you!! Please take heart and stay encouraged that God is doing something your life even now! Read through the book of Job, he also lost everything within a short matter of time. It was a time of testing and warfare, but at the end God restored everything he lost times 2!! I pray that over your life also in the name of Jesus. I know it's so hard, but please keep praising through the wilderness. It will not go unnoticed, I can testify of that! At the perfect time God will launch you forward in ways you cannot even imagine right now. Isaiah 60:22! May God mature and grow you through this, and bless you abundantly! Amen

    • @cass2883
      @cass2883 Год назад

      @@deborahbx_ Thank you so much, I accept that in Jesus’ name and will keep praising my way through!

  • @jayque3033
    @jayque3033 Год назад +2

    I'm praying for your sister, keep me in prayer! I am glad you are dealing with your issues, and struggles....I'm dealing with 3 years of being stuck....myself just trying to get back with the lord and let him lead my life again!

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      I am praying for you!! In your own strength you won't break through the cycles, surrender it over to God! Call on him for help! 2 Corinthians 12: 9-11 - his grace for you is sufficient. He loves you so much even as you're still stuck in those patterns. Lord please do not delay, deliver your beloved child from the chains that the enemy has placed. In Jesus name you are vicious and free! Amen 🤍

    • @jayque3033
      @jayque3033 Год назад

      @@deborahbx_ Thank you so much!

  • @neutrophil
    @neutrophil Год назад +3

    Thank you Deborah for this beautiful message from God, it is very timely as you are speaking. Truly God's love is the one we should seek for. Not other people's love and validation because through Him we are more than enough and we will never be forsaken. ❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Amen!! I pray that all of us as daughters of the most high king will receive this revelation. The enemy is working against us, but God wants us to walk into everything that he has for us! The become the powerful women we were always destined to be 🤗

  • @nykealyons5620
    @nykealyons5620 Год назад +1

    Hi! I usually don’t comment on RUclips videos but I am currently @ 9:48 and you just shared the verse in Hosea. Last week God revealed this voice to me after I was trying to get in contact with someone who I had been seeing and craving there attention. Wow literal tears because I have never read or heard this verse until recently and I clicked on this video randomly. Thank you for sharing what God has been doing for you !

  • @lesaforbes6241
    @lesaforbes6241 Год назад +1

    It breaks my heart to see this happen to women. I've seen it my friends and family. As females our fathers' are our first loves and we carry that with us into adulthood. No man can heal nor replace the lost of our fathers than the ultimate Father! I cried when you said God why don't they want me 😢....... ooh the pain we go through for Validation! Mine was being too Independent 🙄. I'm sure you've touched a lot of women today! This is a really good testimony and you're a sweetheart!!! Thank you Queen 👑🥰🙏😇

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +2

      ahh sis thank you so much for your sweet words 😭🤍Amen! The enemy really has it out for us as women. The lies we give into really lead us down paths we were never meant to go, like you said: it's so heartbreaking! But our Heavenly Father is waiting for us with arms wide open. He wants to give us everything we've been missing!

  • @Tosinaiyedogbon
    @Tosinaiyedogbon Год назад

    The truth is, a lot of people go through this. Not everyone does things for themselves but for the Validation of others. Some people don't even know they doing that. I'm 29 and I only got to this realization in 2020, the fact that you can even talk about it publicly is a blessing for others. I am where I am now because I made the decision to know God and walk in his and everything has just been working out. Do I still fall yes numerous times but the bible talks about having to sit up again after every fall and know in mind that if you keep looking to God you will rise beyond every danger. The prayer on God hiding me lol I did that in my ex-boyfriend's house in mid-2020 and we had a huge fight that night. Thank you so much for this.

  • @jacksonogwindi1653
    @jacksonogwindi1653 Год назад +1

    I am so blessed by your testimony my sister. You have been sheer blessing to me and others. May the Lord continue to use you to shine. You are shining. Thanks so much and keep up the good work for our Lord.

  • @KaiylahFaithFinances
    @KaiylahFaithFinances 7 месяцев назад

    This is absolutely my favorite faith talk so far. I’m so grateful your channel is apart of my life 🫶🏽🌹

  • @kerinesuccessful7501
    @kerinesuccessful7501 Год назад +2

    I relate to this as someone who has been through so much heartbreak because I didn’t let God choose for me. It’s better to just wait for ur kingdom spouse heartbreak are not nice too much trauma to heal from

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      it's so tough sis.. The enemy is constantly attacking us and daughters of christ. I pray God's presence over your life. That you might know in full how valuable and loved you are. Running to him is the only way. He loves us beyond measure 🤍

  • @lichan-d4e
    @lichan-d4e Год назад +1

    Brave, courageous, intelligent and articulte that's you, you should be proud of yourself and your achievements.

  • @Honeysuckle33
    @Honeysuckle33 Год назад

    I feel ur pain. Trust me even if you're in a relationship that does not mean heartbreak is not just around the corner. I have Struggled with the same thing that you're talking about. And it's good that you've learned this young

  • @theevilgago5908
    @theevilgago5908 Год назад +1

    You have become my spiritual little sister in only a few days. Your messages speak directly to my heart and I learn so much and get so much hope from watching you ❤. You also remind me of my real lil sis which makes me love you even more! You are great and so beautiful inside and out ❤🎉

  • @EKEMTAVICTORIA-qb6uh
    @EKEMTAVICTORIA-qb6uh 10 месяцев назад

    I love how you talk about relatable topics, thank you for sharing your stories all the time, I love that I'm learning from you, and thank God for using you and showing you that people needs these words. I pray I turn to God for validation from now on and all the time just like my big sis in Christ. Amen.

  • @aanuoluwapofalola2041
    @aanuoluwapofalola2041 Год назад +2

    Is it safe to say I love you 💗 Thank you for yielding to God ,and allowing him to work thru you☺️☺️ You have helped me so much 🥺
    With lots of love from Nigeria ✨

  • @Amar_ami812
    @Amar_ami812 Год назад +1

    I was trying to find a video how someone is building their faith while building life, really glad I found this channel. I also live alone and try to take God with me in every situation. Honestly speaking I sometimes fall short in faith. Your videos look helpful in those cases. Thank you Deborah ❤️

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Hi sis ☺️🤍 What a blessing it is to have you here! All of us fall short in this life, me too. As soon as you put a standard of perfection on yourself you will fail. We aren’t perfect, but Jesus is! His grace for us is sufficient 🥹. He loves you so so much, he knows the hardships of this life! Just run to him in the moments of discouragement and spiritual numbness. Running to God instead of from him is the only way. He will always welcome you with arms wide open 🤗 I’m so blessed to have you here and I pray that God will continue to use me as a vessel to speak into your life :)

    • @Amar_ami812
      @Amar_ami812 Год назад

      Thank you for your kind words. means a lot. Blessing and love 📿

  • @BelovedLivingWater
    @BelovedLivingWater Год назад +2

    Wow I never realize there's so many people have been experienced the same thing as I did! Lately, I've been feeling so hurt and regretful because of my past decisions in romance, and I couldn't tell anybody about this, I don't feel safe enough around them, and I can only feel the safety I need in Lord now. I'm so grateful that He brought me to this video, letting me know that I'm not alone. Thank you so so much for sharing this with us, I thank your honesty and bravery. May God bless you and all of the people here the healing and the wisdom we need.❤

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад +1

      Hi sis 🤍 You are absolutely not alone! The enemy will always make us feel that way so we never fully heal. But you're not alone and you are not your past. Hebrews 8:12. Your sins are long forgotten, so walk with God with your head held high! Even if you would fall 1000 times again ( we are all human, we will fall short at some point) God's grace is sufficient, so he just grabs your hand, dusts you off and tells you to keep walking with him 🤗 How amazing is that!! I pray that you'll never forget how loved and precious you are, and that you will never again lower your standards for anyone! You only deserve the best of the best as the daughter of the creator of the universe :) xx

    • @BelovedLivingWater
      @BelovedLivingWater Год назад

      @@deborahbx_ Thank you Deborah ❤️ Your words encourage me, that's what I need to see. May God's blessings follow you everywhere you go.🌷

  • @itsjennyfromtheblock333
    @itsjennyfromtheblock333 Год назад

    WOW your entire story is relatable! I cried so hard while watching this video sister. I strayed away from God and he has walled me off to bring me back to him, and it hurts, but i am so grateful for him seeking me out. I can only imagine how much he wept while watching my actions. It feels beyond amazing to have this confirmation of his love for me and to experience a revelation in spirit. I have been intentionally working on my relationship with God and Jesus since last week. I have been praying and studying daily and I plugged myself into a church in my new place of residence. I am in a season of healing and seeking his kingdom and I am glad we can support each other on our journey. Bless you sister and thank you for your beautiful testimony! Sending you so much love!

  • @itsjustgodslove
    @itsjustgodslove Год назад +1

    yk what this made me realise... our God is so merciful and gracious. I mean irregardless of your mistakes, he still showed you how much He loves you. He overlooked the sin and put them behind His back and still blessed you with your own home, a successful youtube channel and true intamiciy with Him. He is so good. I love your videos Deborah.You've helped me overcome so much thank you sm🥰💗

    • @deborahbx_
      @deborahbx_  Год назад

      Amen sis!!! He remembers our former sins no more, Jesus delt with all of that on the cross 🥹🙌🏽. His Grace for us is sufficient! We’re not perfect, but he is, and therefore we are right before God. How good is he!? He’s allowing me to be an example to show that when we truly out God first, he will provide all we need. He’s a good good father sis! I’m so grateful to have you here with me :)

  • @winnieee6249
    @winnieee6249 Год назад +1

    Thank you much for this video sister, it’s some i wish i found sooner. Amen

  • @CANISHARE
    @CANISHARE Год назад +1

    Thank you for being so transparent and sharing the gospel. To God be the glory.

  • @ot__4
    @ot__4 10 месяцев назад +1

    This video really resonated with me. But thank goodness God is a forgiving God ❤. Thank you for your courage in posting this.

  • @tryde_d
    @tryde_d Год назад

    Thank you so much, Deborah for sharing this with us. As a 22 year old who has never had a boyfriend, I understand the feeling but getting validation from God has been a journey for me as well. Thank you for reminding me that I'm not alone. God bless you ❤️❤️