There were 8 chapters and then this song. A lot of Ren's fans said they aren't watching reactions to Chapters. I have been watching some reactions to them. Up to you whether you want to react to them, but definitely watch them. I will check them out if you do, but just know the numbers will be lower probably. Thanks again.
And yes, Ren has been in Calgary for over a year getting treatments 5 days a week. He said he is anticipated to be done very soon and heading to UK for a few shows before moving to the US to be closer to his Canadian doctors. The US is so lucky to have him next.
Thank you for such a compassionate reaction to these terrible conditions. Before Ren, I kinda took my health for granted. My heart goes out to anyone suffering with health issues. And the music production of this song and this sample is sooo good.
Absolutely. I have a connective tissue disorder & MCAS, my daughter has it along with POTS. I was diagnosed 2 years after my health decline (2021) and now over 2 years later still trying to get doctors to help manage my symptoms. It’s exhausting to advocate for myself with doctor after doctor. While my symptoms are still unmanaged, thankfully the doctors have listened to my input when it comes to my daughter’s care. Glad to have seen this and your reactions to it.
Phil's wife Susan here. Very interesting finding out about your own experience with stem cell therapy. Thank you for helping raise awareness of the #MillionsMissing.
If you want to see his journey, on the run upto the release of this song he read out his story in 8 Chapters, you can find it on his other channel Renmakesstuff or under troubles playlist on his main channel, idont know how he got through it when you hear his story, he is so resilient and tenacious, such a special human ❤
Lyrically & musically to put this into a 4 min song to bring awareness and peace himself and Hope 🌷 to others a true artist 👌Ren a perfect artist for our times 💞I wish him nothing but the best in any future endeavors 👍
Really impressive reaction one of the best I have seen Ren had Lyme disease but was diagnosed with ME His video cry for help was seen by the stem cell Dr who gave 25000 dollars of treatment for free in return for blogging his experience
Thank you for this. Ren says that this ends the Sick Boi cycle and what an ending! Now we can look forward to his next project which I believe is more guitar based music.
This seems like a more in depth hi ren.... It's awesome that he can process this through his music. The line that hit me most clearly, was "the kiss of cold steel"... That sounds to me like he was that close to suicide...
He talks about it in one of his chapters. He didn't want to die, he just wanted to feel something to feel again, his condition and yrs of intense pain had left him feeling so detached from his body.
So love this song. And it tickles me that he is just nonchantly going on with the video as people are getting on and off the Ctrain . I think id straight up faint if i got off at Anderson station and Ren was standing there...😂
REN- TROUBLES [Intro: Vera Hall] Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard Repeating [Verse] I don't reach into the past very much For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid I go to war and get passive and freeze up But music helped the ice to thaw Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen The first year maybe was the hardest Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end So be the fate of Ren Every single question answered with a question on the end The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting And the third year was murder, living in a purga- Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom" Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated While I'm laying broke and naked on my back I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin' Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track Then man, lo and behold I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold And my skin got younger and my body got stronger And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed And my soul heard music for the first time Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you Lord, I forgive you, make me whole This music I give you, pain that I live through Everything I've been through is yours to hold
I am 13 years deep with my pain and most days cant even get out of bed without help. I spent years being told it was in my head or that i was just after drugs 🤬, now i am believed but have so little actual help or info about the 2 conditions i have that BOTH cause chronic pain.
Great tune, but such an important message. Ren really has such a poetic and powerful way of words that really does get his message across. The chapters are a good watch as they are a less condensed and more detailed breakdown of what he talks about in this song. Personally I don’t watch reactions to them as I can only watch that once, so I watched just the original. Very interesting, but it’s incredible that Ren is still with us.
An important song. Ren will be dealing with brain damage and autoimmunity for the rest of his life. He has MCAS which is an allergic conditions that limits his food. His stem cell was done in 2016-17 in L.A. not Canada.
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There were 8 chapters and then this song. A lot of Ren's fans said they aren't watching reactions to Chapters. I have been watching some reactions to them. Up to you whether you want to react to them, but definitely watch them. I will check them out if you do, but just know the numbers will be lower probably. Thanks again.
And yes, Ren has been in Calgary for over a year getting treatments 5 days a week. He said he is anticipated to be done very soon and heading to UK for a few shows before moving to the US to be closer to his Canadian doctors. The US is so lucky to have him next.
💛💛💛HOPE💛💛💛
Thank you for such a compassionate reaction to these terrible conditions. Before Ren, I kinda took my health for granted. My heart goes out to anyone suffering with health issues. And the music production of this song and this sample is sooo good.
have you guy's watched Ren's 8 Chapter dissertation? I doubt Ren would have made another year of his torture.
This is a great book end to Hi Ren. Both tracks project hope.
New subscriber here. Thank you for your great reaction. Ren is precious ❤
Absolutely. I have a connective tissue disorder & MCAS, my daughter has it along with POTS. I was diagnosed 2 years after my health decline (2021) and now over 2 years later still trying to get doctors to help manage my symptoms. It’s exhausting to advocate for myself with doctor after doctor. While my symptoms are still unmanaged, thankfully the doctors have listened to my input when it comes to my daughter’s care. Glad to have seen this and your reactions to it.
Phil's wife Susan here. Very interesting finding out about your own experience with stem cell therapy. Thank you for helping raise awareness of the #MillionsMissing.
If you want to see his journey, on the run upto the release of this song he read out his story in 8 Chapters, you can find it on his other channel Renmakesstuff or under troubles playlist on his main channel, idont know how he got through it when you hear his story, he is so resilient and tenacious, such a special human ❤
Lyrically & musically to put this into a 4 min song to bring awareness and peace himself and Hope 🌷 to others a true artist 👌Ren a perfect artist for our times 💞I wish him nothing but the best in any future endeavors 👍
Ren is amazing and this song is brilliant. 😎👍
Really impressive reaction one of the best I have seen
Ren had Lyme disease but was diagnosed with ME
His video cry for help was seen by the stem cell Dr who gave 25000 dollars of treatment for free in return for blogging his experience
Thank you for this. Ren says that this ends the Sick Boi cycle and what an ending! Now we can look forward to his next project which I believe is more guitar based music.
Really empathetic reaction. Thank you
This seems like a more in depth hi ren.... It's awesome that he can process this through his music. The line that hit me most clearly, was "the kiss of cold steel"... That sounds to me like he was that close to suicide...
He talks about it in one of his chapters. He didn't want to die, he just wanted to feel something to feel again, his condition and yrs of intense pain had left him feeling so detached from his body.
So love this song. And it tickles me that he is just nonchantly going on with the video as people are getting on and off the Ctrain . I think id straight up faint if i got off at Anderson station and Ren was standing there...😂
REN- TROUBLES
[Intro: Vera Hall]
Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard
Repeating
[Verse]
I don't reach into the past very much
For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid
I go to war and get passive and freeze up
But music helped the ice to thaw
Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor
Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword
Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore
The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living
Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten
Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
The first year maybe was the hardest
Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass
Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit
Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted
Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor
To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end
So be the fate of Ren
Every single question answered with a question on the end
The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing
Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty
Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb
Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline
Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits
What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked
Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum
But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun
One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel
I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel
There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
While I'm laying broke and naked on my back
I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
Then man, lo and behold
I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
And my soul heard music for the first time
Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you
Lord, I forgive you, make me whole
This music I give you, pain that I live through
Everything I've been through is yours to hold
I am 13 years deep with my pain and most days cant even get out of bed without help.
I spent years being told it was in my head or that i was just after drugs 🤬, now i am believed but have so little actual help or info about the 2 conditions i have that BOTH cause chronic pain.
Great tune, but such an important message. Ren really has such a poetic and powerful way of words that really does get his message across.
The chapters are a good watch as they are a less condensed and more detailed breakdown of what he talks about in this song. Personally I don’t watch reactions to them as I can only watch that once, so I watched just the original. Very interesting, but it’s incredible that Ren is still with us.
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
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An important song. Ren will be dealing with brain damage and autoimmunity for the rest of his life. He has MCAS which is an allergic conditions that limits his food.
His stem cell was done in 2016-17 in L.A. not Canada.
i have been suffering with chronic ulcerative colitis for over a decade
Hey yall will yall do motivation by nick nittoli
ren isnt british there is no such thing as british he is welsh