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  • Опубликовано: 22 янв 2025

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  • @moony7354
    @moony7354 4 года назад +314

    Am I the only one who just sits in a dark room and crying whilst watching this and relating so hard?..

  • @gloriouswonderland5575
    @gloriouswonderland5575 5 лет назад +302

    This video hits me hard beacause I related so much my parents don’t understand when I feel so low and lonely and sometime I wish I have the guts to end it all

    • @depressoespresso3931
      @depressoespresso3931 4 года назад +4

      Gloria Davila I get it. I did try to kill myself and kind of chickened out and didnt cut deep enough i feel stupid like a coward

    • @silvanaermiyas2766
      @silvanaermiyas2766 4 года назад +6

      Gloria Davila Jesus loves you and he wants peace for you i was watching this videos when i was younger this triggered me more and i felt deeper in too my depression but jesus took me out of it and i just want to say there is someone that understands your pain there is someone that cares for you im not talking about a statue Jesus that was made from hands of humans and get worshiped im talking about the God that created everything he is hope he is light he is everything money friends fame or being pretty or sexy is not the goal trust me iv been trough all of this and its not freedom but in him i could find freedom i could see live i could find value in him my life made sence again we live in a broken world where demons lives and they soo real and their job is too take you away from anything to kill you too see you crying and be broken but Jesus this wonderful and precious man the love of my live the man that paid with his death and said too you give me everything everything that hurts you everything that happen too you my child im here with open arms waiting for you i love you you are wonderfully made not even 1 failure happend i created you with the image of my self that u become a wonderful human being that will walk and make other people smile and be happy again yes i am talking to you Gloria!!

    • @sarasantos65
      @sarasantos65 4 года назад +2

      Hey you are strong!!!!! Never ever take your life away there is so much to do in this life go outside and run and scream in to a field! But don’t give up on yourself

    • @someonethere3332
      @someonethere3332 4 года назад +2

      Depresso espresso don’t give up. You are not alone.. and that’s okay. Keep going. ❤️

    • @headwayconsultancy8924
      @headwayconsultancy8924 4 года назад

      But u don't have the guts right same here

  • @Ventuskeymaster
    @Ventuskeymaster 5 лет назад +181

    The sad part is that no one can really see the pain we go through, that the toughs part is that people like us carry this pain and it hurts so bad that we just don't want to feel it anymore. I know what that feels like and have had moments of suicide that I just don't want to live anymore because I just can't take the pain anymore.
    I know it all to well and still struggle with it.I'm 24 and I still live with this pain.

    • @crybaby6356
      @crybaby6356 4 года назад

      Ventus keymaster you ll be fine ❤️

  • @gretan3938
    @gretan3938 5 лет назад +121

    These eyes... I know them so well...

    • @do1516
      @do1516 4 года назад +4

      Because we're one of them...

  • @anushreedey7220
    @anushreedey7220 5 лет назад +408

    My mom , when i tried to tell her that i am not fine that i might even have a mental illness and i might need medical help . She just straight up said u r just like your dad . U r just doing it for attention . It just hurt so bad . I cried so much . And then i just said that maybe i am because i have my highs and lows too just because i am a teenager dosent mean i am all happy . But she wont just understand and we fought till i ran out of home and she said never come back again once u step out and i thought that i am gonna get killed today by her because she apparently did once tried to kill me .
    Maybe i just forget that i am not fine , put on a damn bib smile . And name it all as teenager chemical imbalance which apparently what everyone thinks u r just doing it fir attention.

    • @skinnyqueen5914
      @skinnyqueen5914 5 лет назад +18

      Anushree Dey how are you doing?
      I mean it’s a dumb question considering I know.
      But like did you find somewhere to stay?
      Please don’t give up, I know it’s hard.

    • @anushreedey7220
      @anushreedey7220 5 лет назад +13

      @@skinnyqueen5914 yeah she asked me to comeback . I am with her . Its like just a shed but not home . I am just in a house where my mom and brother lives but i am not home

    • @hehee9369
      @hehee9369 5 лет назад +10

      Anushree Dey this happened to me but different because I was talking to my mom because my dad got me mad and then she saw scars on my arm because I was wearing short sleeves which I wouldn’t wear because you can see the scars and so she saw and I ran to my room and was crying and then she came in and didn’t care at all. It hurts but I have gotten much better so I hope u do too.

    • @anushreedey7220
      @anushreedey7220 5 лет назад +8

      @@hehee9369 i hope so too , but why does it have to get harder every day . Every second of this life seems to be punishing me for something i havent done . Over that i have a younger brother . It just gets a whole lot harder . There are times when i stop because i know i have to protect him .

    • @Sara-ec8dl
      @Sara-ec8dl 5 лет назад +2

      hey, i know that this must be really hard on you, if you ever need to talk to someone i’m here for you, social media or anything else is ok for me

  • @randomeskimo7777
    @randomeskimo7777 4 года назад +7

    Who else has a real good great week and all of a sudden they just hit rock bottom & everything falls apart, all the negative thoughts come running back... no matter how much you try to stay postive it never last... i just get real sad and i just really want everything to stop

  • @sidhu6784
    @sidhu6784 5 лет назад +62

    I’ve lost most of my friends from the baggage I carry and I don’t blame them, if I could walk away from myself I would too.

    • @euphoricsadnessx
      @euphoricsadnessx 4 года назад +1

      The same thing happened to me, but If i saw you suffering like that, I would never leave

  • @elitap2164
    @elitap2164 5 лет назад +104

    VEK, you are simply amazing, and I see a lot of potential in you. Your edits are sooo good, I have no words. They depict my feelings and thoughts spot on. Despite you quite often condemn yourself in your description, I look up to you - I have always seen hope in you!!!

  • @mh1315
    @mh1315 5 лет назад +28

    My friends have struggled with depression too but I can’t open up about mine. To them I’m the strong one and I don’t want them to see me weak.

    • @jordyn2668
      @jordyn2668 4 года назад +1

      Same. My friends are depressed, but they dont know that I am too. Im the one who is ok, who has things incontrol, who can figure stuff out, at least in there eyes. But that's what i want them to see. I dont want them to see the broken, lost, confused little girl that i really am. So, im strong during the day, smiling, and helping. And at night, that's when i can brake down, and cry, and let everything out.
      Im here for you, i want to help you. How are you doing? Im not just asking you to make conversation, I really want to know.

    • @amandabernstein4592
      @amandabernstein4592 4 года назад

      Reaching out to someone takes a lot of courage. Your depression does not make you weak. I believe in you, things get better. And I’m sure if your friends have felt the same way, they will be able to sympathise with you

  • @bellaloser4502
    @bellaloser4502 4 года назад +103

    That moment when u just can’t open up to somebody so u do it to the people on the internet:(

    • @emilykennedy4
      @emilykennedy4 4 года назад

      So true 😢

    • @yomomma2194
      @yomomma2194 4 года назад +1

      Bella Loser i couldn’t do it on the internet. i don’t fit in, i have no friends, i was sexually assaulted, my brother died, my parents act like their feelings are the only ones who matter, my mom doesn’t think i have anything going on with me, i’m failing school... etc. i don’t wanna tell anyone on the internet because i feel like they wouldn’t understand the stuff i went through

    • @euphoricsadnessx
      @euphoricsadnessx 4 года назад

      Hug:((❤️💕

  • @FoxiPie
    @FoxiPie 5 лет назад +42

    These particular types of videos you create are incredibly touching. It takes someone who's been through it to make a video really reach into peoples soul. Thank you for these masterpieces you create. Sending love xx

  • @amazingolli
    @amazingolli 5 лет назад +16

    God, this hit me. I recently opened myself up to finally be vulnerable and in a relationship. But the guy got what he wanted and left me- confirming all my fears that I'm not enough and I'll never be enough. Sorry for the ramble, but this video captured everything that's weighing on my soul right now.....so, thank you.

    • @alexismariyah9250
      @alexismariyah9250 5 лет назад +2

      Omg....why did this same thing just happen to me im sorry girly you deserve to be happy yk someone that deserves you will come soon it may not seem like it buh hes coming you are struggling and god sees that buh in order for change that means for you to be willing to help create the change everything will get better i promise i mean look at me he made me fall for him then ripped my heart out did i let him break it all the way no i didnt i shed a few tears then thought yk what he wasnt even worth it if he can make me fall for him then try to break my heart he isnt worth it so remember he wasnt worth it and he doesnt deserve you, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL,smart and everything above love you gorgeous dont let litte ignorant boys ruin your day remember to smile❤😌🏧☺😉

  • @pinkgiraffe378
    @pinkgiraffe378 5 лет назад +4

    This is so incredible and beautiful. And so so heartbreaking. I can't even express it you almost brought me to tears. You can really see their pain and the song is just perfect. 😭💞

  • @TheOnlyLilBro
    @TheOnlyLilBro 5 лет назад +12

    Wow girl! The pure talent you have of putting a face and clip to a feeling is amazing! Another great edit ❤️

  • @vampedits3727
    @vampedits3727 5 лет назад +10

    I love this so much. Your edits are amazing. You always use the best songs 🥺.

  • @kintsukoroi
    @kintsukoroi 5 лет назад +33

    I really really really love your art

  • @kaylathomas6397
    @kaylathomas6397 4 года назад +1

    That moment when you realize if your watching videos like this there is obviously something your going through something to the point where you’ve had enough, your tired .tired of hiding, tired of crying and tired of being tired. But you don’t know who or where to turn to.

  • @nicolegenerale
    @nicolegenerale 5 лет назад +1

    VEK, i really appreciate all your edits. there’s always a different one for each emotion/mood we all feel and so heartfelt 💜💜💜

  • @AZJYouCantAfford
    @AZJYouCantAfford 3 года назад +1

    It never gets any easier... It just hurts again and again

  • @sofiebarlund527
    @sofiebarlund527 4 года назад +6

    I can’t do it anymore IT HURTS TOO DAMN MUCH

  • @emma92peche
    @emma92peche 5 лет назад +2

    As always making the best videos! You are doing amazing job and i hope you are appreciated enough.

  • @breelynn8810
    @breelynn8810 5 лет назад +1

    gosh, this is absolutely beautiful.

  • @msgraceeymorgan
    @msgraceeymorgan 5 лет назад +3

    this is a masterpiece ♡

  • @Denisa-yb6jh
    @Denisa-yb6jh 4 года назад

    "but mama don't know what it's like to wanna die" felt that inside my little heart

  • @atlanta5590
    @atlanta5590 4 года назад +17

    I haven't told my parents anything that's going on in my life.I am afraid to tell them .I don't know what their reaction will be bc In my family we are not expected to have depression or not to be ok.I don't know if she will scream and yell at me but my instinct says she will.

    • @lay477
      @lay477 4 года назад +1

      If you want to talk I'm here if you need me or somebody to talk to but are to scared that's alright I will not judge you for anything simply because you are a human and everbody struggles with something maybe this helps a little bit and now you may talk to your parents but if not that's alright I know it's so hard to open up and I never did but yea if you want to talk we can talk I just want to make sure you are doing ok

  • @tonytaylor1171
    @tonytaylor1171 8 месяцев назад

    Wow…that hits home hard. Sending love to you all. You have to go there to come back…and you will, when you are ready. Until then hold on, it does get better, and when you are ready , you will work it out. Trust me…I know. ❤️

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  8 месяцев назад +1

      Beautiful comment, thank you so much

  • @jjpopeonenation
    @jjpopeonenation 5 лет назад +2

    Felt this one to my very core....

  • @TheWalkingDeadEdits
    @TheWalkingDeadEdits 4 года назад

    Damn... this hits home so much..

  • @rachelleonard7684
    @rachelleonard7684 5 лет назад +1

    I really needed this tonight

  • @mab4112
    @mab4112 5 лет назад +2

    love this sm omg

  • @keiralightbourne6443
    @keiralightbourne6443 5 лет назад +2

    Honestly it so hard to breakdown what people say to me, cause I just laugh when I want to cry. My family is no better, they hate me and I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s like I love them but they hate me and I only have my sister to talk to, at this point I just can’t be asked, like I really can’t cause everyone either leaves kills them self or hates me...

  • @luke_hladik
    @luke_hladik 4 года назад +6

    I just want to rest in peace.

  • @rawanessam2872
    @rawanessam2872 5 лет назад +4

    i Love you art💘🥺

  • @cannibalmaid
    @cannibalmaid 5 лет назад +6

    Great edit!

  • @fatimarahman3921
    @fatimarahman3921 5 лет назад +6

    anson seabra ugh i love u

  • @faliciah3363
    @faliciah3363 4 года назад +2

    When everything just gets too much
    For u too face it alone

  • @keziahdodgen9101
    @keziahdodgen9101 4 года назад

    Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be happy or feel genuine happiness...

  • @sydniequast2642
    @sydniequast2642 5 лет назад +3

    bro i’m sobbing in the club

  • @its-karenn
    @its-karenn 5 лет назад +2

    First I love youuu

  • @rachelleonard7684
    @rachelleonard7684 5 лет назад +3

    Damn this was amazing 🌹😪

  • @cecilia2563
    @cecilia2563 4 года назад +4

    dear mom, i’m sorry that i tried my best and still disappointed you. dear friends, you all will probably say it’s bullshit, but every time i smile, i’m hurting inside. i really wish somebody knew. i really wish somebody cared. i feel alone. i feel... i just. never mind.

  • @elithyst
    @elithyst 5 лет назад +1

    I felt that.

  • @darkyellow4148
    @darkyellow4148 4 года назад +2

    But mama don't know what it's like to wanna die....

  • @tiny.shawna
    @tiny.shawna 5 лет назад +1

    Felt this😥💔

  • @gameboy800youknow8
    @gameboy800youknow8 5 лет назад +73

    Damn are you mind reader or something 🙁🙁🙁

  • @fatmahsalik6332
    @fatmahsalik6332 4 года назад

    i truly truly truly hope for everyone here to feel ok

  • @fatimafarooq8711
    @fatimafarooq8711 5 лет назад +4

    Woowowow ♥️🙌

  • @Chaddwit2ds
    @Chaddwit2ds 5 лет назад +5

    I LOVE your videos. But one suggestion I have is maybe listing the shows/movies you use. Idk if it would be possible but putting a small number or letter in the coroner of each blip and having a table of contents type thing in the description would be amazing. A lot of extra work for you though so I understand if you don’t do that. But I think it would be great so we know what scenes are form where.

  • @jezzabb3707
    @jezzabb3707 4 года назад +1

    this song is not good for me but at the same time i need it so bad

  • @justmai2476
    @justmai2476 5 лет назад +1

    Amazing video, as usual. Can you please name the fandoms? Recognised Sharing the secret, skins, vampire diaries, thirteen reasons why, how to get away with murder, Goosip girl, perfect sisters, Spinning out, the politician, bates motel, TEOTFW & PLL. What are the rest please? I know there are a lot, sorry. X

  • @victtorialeonel2973
    @victtorialeonel2973 5 лет назад +17

    Can someone list the series/movies ??

    • @natisc4242
      @natisc4242 4 года назад +4

      So this should be all of em,tell me if i am missing something, if you dlike to know an exact scene, just comment the time and i'll try to tell you :) or dm me on my insta (natasxha.s) also to anyone feeling down, if you want i can hype you up on ur insta, just dm me :)
      13 reasons why
      Euphoria
      Pretty little liars
      Spinning out
      Gossip girl
      The end of the fucking world
      Skins
      Perfect sisters
      Men wm c
      Perks of being a wallflower
      Tell me a story
      Sharing the secret
      How to get away with murder
      The politician
      Bates motel
      Looking for alaska
      Jessica jones
      All american
      Unbelievable
      Killing eve
      Girl boss
      Shameless
      This is us
      Sex education
      I hope that anyone who listens and watches this, stays strong, because we all are already so strong, and we can keep it up, i believe in you guys💕 and i am freaking proud that you guys are here, that you all are standing

  • @AnimeLfreak
    @AnimeLfreak 5 лет назад

    you're amazing

  • @taliyahblurton3035
    @taliyahblurton3035 3 года назад +1

    I just need a reason a rlly good one to stay on this earth rlly soon I’m planning on leaving.

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  3 года назад

      stay for me. please message me on ig vildeemiliekj

  • @calyssacayenne2470
    @calyssacayenne2470 3 года назад +1

    I relate to this i just feel so alone sometimes, idk what to do anymore i am just so tired and exhausted i feel so drained out i just don't hv the energy anymore😔😔

  • @hannahwilliams5681
    @hannahwilliams5681 5 лет назад

    First, your music taste is A++++++
    Secone, you are so freaking talented and this video was made so fucking well, im really proud.
    Third, how are you feeling?

  • @makaylah1599
    @makaylah1599 4 года назад +1

    Okay, so I'm missing a couple, but here's all the movies/shows that I know of:
    This is us, Sex Education, 13 reasons why, Euphoria, Spinning Out, Perfect Sisters, Gossip Girl, Sharing the Secret, Looking for Alaska, Bates Motel, The end of the f-ing world, Skins UK, Jessica Jones, All American, Unbelievable, The Politician, Killing Eve, Girl Boss, Pretty Little Liars, The Perks of being a wallflower, and Shameless

    • @UrMomma4
      @UrMomma4 4 года назад

      And ,tell me a story and the visit

  • @Itsmeab2024
    @Itsmeab2024 3 года назад

    Your channel make my depression worst 😔

  • @theaneaa
    @theaneaa 5 лет назад

    This is beautiful and fucking sad at the same time.

  • @addcc6171
    @addcc6171 5 лет назад +2

    Amazing

  • @petalsleaves909
    @petalsleaves909 5 лет назад +5

    what the show on 0:50 ? i've seen many edits with it, but i don't have a clue, from where this scene is.

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  5 лет назад +1

      It goes from tell me a story too skins uk

    • @petalsleaves909
      @petalsleaves909 5 лет назад +1

      @@VEKProduction thabk you so much, your vidoe is great !

  • @celesteodair1834
    @celesteodair1834 5 лет назад +1

    Amazing and so sad

  • @jillhornby5604
    @jillhornby5604 3 года назад

    Yeah wish i had the courage.x

  • @aleksandramichalska5223
    @aleksandramichalska5223 4 года назад

    They are acting very good.

  • @a.nawrot
    @a.nawrot 4 года назад +1

    what series/movie is it 0:27and 0:20?

  • @joannadugroo1519
    @joannadugroo1519 4 года назад +1

    I don't want to die. But I don't want to live either

  • @aminaguzel280
    @aminaguzel280 4 года назад +1

    İ'm traying so hard to face m'y dépression but i can't find the Exit

  • @bri-brigilday9922
    @bri-brigilday9922 3 года назад +1

    At 44 seconds what’s the name of that movie or show

  • @btslove9398
    @btslove9398 4 года назад

    Listen all ppl feeling sad. Pls stop it love yourself. How? Idk but bts will tots help you listen to 21 century girls and idol by them.You are perfect💖💖💖

  • @kaylathomas6397
    @kaylathomas6397 4 года назад

    I can’t carry this anymore.

  • @lovethechaos8192
    @lovethechaos8192 4 года назад

    I don’t think I’m depressed I just cry a lot for no reason but it hurts for some reason :/

  • @justinphaneuf6503
    @justinphaneuf6503 Год назад

    I wish people would see all the pain I am carrying

  • @sakahuang7890
    @sakahuang7890 5 лет назад +2

    what movie or show at 0.59

  • @avakinlife8509
    @avakinlife8509 4 года назад +1

    Feeling stupid as hell 😭bc fake happy just wanna end it

  • @haidar3729
    @haidar3729 4 года назад

    my mom know about my scars on my arm but she dont care bout it. lts hurts me so much when im like drowning all this things alone by myself.

  • @mab4112
    @mab4112 5 лет назад +3

    name of the song?

  • @rachelbosworth8601
    @rachelbosworth8601 4 года назад

    I can relate to 0:27

  • @Arshon17
    @Arshon17 5 лет назад +2

    0.38 min what movie

  • @natisc4242
    @natisc4242 4 года назад +1

    ALL SHOWS AND MOVIES
    So this should be all of em,tell me if i am missing something, if you dlike to know an exact scene, just comment the time and i'll try to tell you :) or dm me on my insta (natasxha.s) also to anyone feeling down, if you want i can hype you up on ur insta, just dm me :)
    13 reasons why
    Euphoria
    Pretty little liars
    Spinning out
    Gossip girl
    The end of the fucking world
    Skins
    Perfect sisters
    Men wm c
    Perks of being a wallflower
    Tell me a story
    Sharing the secret
    How to get away with murder
    The politician
    Bates motel
    Looking for alaska
    Jessica jones
    All american
    Unbelievable
    Killing eve
    Girl boss
    Shameless
    This is us
    Sex education
    I hope that anyone who listens and watches this, stays strong, because we all are already so strong, and we can keep it up, i believe in you guys💕 and i am freaking proud that you guys are here, that you all are standing

  • @user-ih7mx9uc2k
    @user-ih7mx9uc2k 4 года назад

    People are saying I can talk to them but when I do they make me feel stupid....I’m a week clean of sh.....I just don’t know if I can carry on...

  • @swethak8189
    @swethak8189 4 года назад +1

    Okay RUclips you need to stop, I get that I'm lonely, depressed and tired.

  • @marianajaramillo4716
    @marianajaramillo4716 5 лет назад +1

    What show is 0:11?

  • @romeekoster8457
    @romeekoster8457 4 года назад

    love this edit. from which movie is 2:20?

  • @inesw5402
    @inesw5402 4 года назад

    Hi hum what’s the movie about the man in the blue suit ? Thanks

  • @jordyn2668
    @jordyn2668 4 года назад

    The song is called "i cant carry this anymore"

  • @julivale8067
    @julivale8067 3 года назад

    series?

  • @mirababa6489
    @mirababa6489 5 лет назад

    does anyone know what the show at 0:30 was?

    • @shaysha6925
      @shaysha6925 4 года назад +1

      mira baba I think it might be Looking for Alaska. It looked like the main actress from there.

  • @purplepig4747
    @purplepig4747 3 года назад

    who's the one in 0:43 and 0:34

  • @kristinatokunova7525
    @kristinatokunova7525 5 лет назад

    what the show on 1:29? Love your edits very much! They are awersome!

  • @advaitalokare4901
    @advaitalokare4901 4 года назад

    Freddie, come back.

  • @DemTwinAngel
    @DemTwinAngel 5 лет назад +6

    What show is at 0:18 pls?

  • @jade.7588
    @jade.7588 5 лет назад +1

    Song ?

  • @pias6555
    @pias6555 4 года назад

    whos the actor at 1:46

  • @britabigail6212
    @britabigail6212 4 года назад

    hey do you guys no what show is this 0:49 / 2:33

    • @fjwtkz
      @fjwtkz 4 года назад

      Brit Abigail 2:33 is shameless 💕

  • @purplepig4747
    @purplepig4747 3 года назад

    1:30 ??

  • @cherrylane6751
    @cherrylane6751 4 года назад

    Is the first bit Eminem??? The rapper??? Xx

  • @purplepig4747
    @purplepig4747 3 года назад

    can someone name the characters

  • @lexieallan1578
    @lexieallan1578 5 лет назад +1

    I need help. I want help. I want to talk to someone about what is going on inside my fucked up brain but I can’t because when I try my dad laughs and says that I’m not depressed, your just having your ups and down but my mam. My mam is the worse one. She says that depression is just another word for being a drama queen and it’s fucked up. I need help. I try to talk to my friend and they just say ‘same’ and laugh like it’s a joke but it’s not

    • @jasminessomewhere
      @jasminessomewhere 5 лет назад

      Hi, I don't know if this helps at all, but you can talk to me. I'm not a therapist, but I am a good listener, and can offer any advice have. Are there any other people you trust that you can talk to? If you're in school, try the counselor. Stay strong, you can get through this. 💜

  • @gretan3938
    @gretan3938 4 года назад

    Who is the guy with the dark eyes?

  • @giorgia1242
    @giorgia1242 5 лет назад

    Can anyone tell me which movies are 1:36 and 1:51 please?

    • @bolt9203
      @bolt9203 4 года назад

      Looking for Alaska

    • @makaylah1599
      @makaylah1599 4 года назад

      The second one is Perfect Sisters

  • @shajones7865
    @shajones7865 4 года назад

    I need all the movies name