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  • Опубликовано: 5 ноя 2024

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  • @moony7354
    @moony7354 4 года назад +314

    Am I the only one who just sits in a dark room and crying whilst watching this and relating so hard?..

  • @gloriouswonderland5575
    @gloriouswonderland5575 4 года назад +302

    This video hits me hard beacause I related so much my parents don’t understand when I feel so low and lonely and sometime I wish I have the guts to end it all

    • @depressoespresso3931
      @depressoespresso3931 4 года назад +4

      Gloria Davila I get it. I did try to kill myself and kind of chickened out and didnt cut deep enough i feel stupid like a coward

    • @silvanaermiyas2766
      @silvanaermiyas2766 4 года назад +6

      Gloria Davila Jesus loves you and he wants peace for you i was watching this videos when i was younger this triggered me more and i felt deeper in too my depression but jesus took me out of it and i just want to say there is someone that understands your pain there is someone that cares for you im not talking about a statue Jesus that was made from hands of humans and get worshiped im talking about the God that created everything he is hope he is light he is everything money friends fame or being pretty or sexy is not the goal trust me iv been trough all of this and its not freedom but in him i could find freedom i could see live i could find value in him my life made sence again we live in a broken world where demons lives and they soo real and their job is too take you away from anything to kill you too see you crying and be broken but Jesus this wonderful and precious man the love of my live the man that paid with his death and said too you give me everything everything that hurts you everything that happen too you my child im here with open arms waiting for you i love you you are wonderfully made not even 1 failure happend i created you with the image of my self that u become a wonderful human being that will walk and make other people smile and be happy again yes i am talking to you Gloria!!

    • @sarasantos65
      @sarasantos65 4 года назад +2

      Hey you are strong!!!!! Never ever take your life away there is so much to do in this life go outside and run and scream in to a field! But don’t give up on yourself

    • @someonethere3332
      @someonethere3332 4 года назад +2

      Depresso espresso don’t give up. You are not alone.. and that’s okay. Keep going. ❤️

    • @headwayconsultancy8924
      @headwayconsultancy8924 4 года назад

      But u don't have the guts right same here

  • @Ventuskeymaster
    @Ventuskeymaster 4 года назад +181

    The sad part is that no one can really see the pain we go through, that the toughs part is that people like us carry this pain and it hurts so bad that we just don't want to feel it anymore. I know what that feels like and have had moments of suicide that I just don't want to live anymore because I just can't take the pain anymore.
    I know it all to well and still struggle with it.I'm 24 and I still live with this pain.

    • @crybaby6356
      @crybaby6356 4 года назад

      Ventus keymaster you ll be fine ❤️

  • @gretan3938
    @gretan3938 4 года назад +121

    These eyes... I know them so well...

    • @do1516
      @do1516 4 года назад +4

      Because we're one of them...

  • @anushreedey7220
    @anushreedey7220 4 года назад +409

    My mom , when i tried to tell her that i am not fine that i might even have a mental illness and i might need medical help . She just straight up said u r just like your dad . U r just doing it for attention . It just hurt so bad . I cried so much . And then i just said that maybe i am because i have my highs and lows too just because i am a teenager dosent mean i am all happy . But she wont just understand and we fought till i ran out of home and she said never come back again once u step out and i thought that i am gonna get killed today by her because she apparently did once tried to kill me .
    Maybe i just forget that i am not fine , put on a damn bib smile . And name it all as teenager chemical imbalance which apparently what everyone thinks u r just doing it fir attention.

    • @skinnyqueen5914
      @skinnyqueen5914 4 года назад +18

      Anushree Dey how are you doing?
      I mean it’s a dumb question considering I know.
      But like did you find somewhere to stay?
      Please don’t give up, I know it’s hard.

    • @anushreedey7220
      @anushreedey7220 4 года назад +13

      @@skinnyqueen5914 yeah she asked me to comeback . I am with her . Its like just a shed but not home . I am just in a house where my mom and brother lives but i am not home

    • @hehee9369
      @hehee9369 4 года назад +10

      Anushree Dey this happened to me but different because I was talking to my mom because my dad got me mad and then she saw scars on my arm because I was wearing short sleeves which I wouldn’t wear because you can see the scars and so she saw and I ran to my room and was crying and then she came in and didn’t care at all. It hurts but I have gotten much better so I hope u do too.

    • @anushreedey7220
      @anushreedey7220 4 года назад +8

      @@hehee9369 i hope so too , but why does it have to get harder every day . Every second of this life seems to be punishing me for something i havent done . Over that i have a younger brother . It just gets a whole lot harder . There are times when i stop because i know i have to protect him .

    • @Sara-ec8dl
      @Sara-ec8dl 4 года назад +2

      hey, i know that this must be really hard on you, if you ever need to talk to someone i’m here for you, social media or anything else is ok for me

  • @sidhu6784
    @sidhu6784 4 года назад +62

    I’ve lost most of my friends from the baggage I carry and I don’t blame them, if I could walk away from myself I would too.

    • @euphoricsadnessx
      @euphoricsadnessx 4 года назад +1

      The same thing happened to me, but If i saw you suffering like that, I would never leave

  • @randomeskimo7777
    @randomeskimo7777 4 года назад +7

    Who else has a real good great week and all of a sudden they just hit rock bottom & everything falls apart, all the negative thoughts come running back... no matter how much you try to stay postive it never last... i just get real sad and i just really want everything to stop

  • @elitap2164
    @elitap2164 4 года назад +104

    VEK, you are simply amazing, and I see a lot of potential in you. Your edits are sooo good, I have no words. They depict my feelings and thoughts spot on. Despite you quite often condemn yourself in your description, I look up to you - I have always seen hope in you!!!

  • @bellaloser4502
    @bellaloser4502 4 года назад +103

    That moment when u just can’t open up to somebody so u do it to the people on the internet:(

    • @emilykennedy4
      @emilykennedy4 4 года назад

      So true 😢

    • @yomomma2194
      @yomomma2194 4 года назад +1

      Bella Loser i couldn’t do it on the internet. i don’t fit in, i have no friends, i was sexually assaulted, my brother died, my parents act like their feelings are the only ones who matter, my mom doesn’t think i have anything going on with me, i’m failing school... etc. i don’t wanna tell anyone on the internet because i feel like they wouldn’t understand the stuff i went through

    • @euphoricsadnessx
      @euphoricsadnessx 4 года назад

      Hug:((❤️💕

  • @mh1315
    @mh1315 4 года назад +28

    My friends have struggled with depression too but I can’t open up about mine. To them I’m the strong one and I don’t want them to see me weak.

    • @jordyn2668
      @jordyn2668 4 года назад +1

      Same. My friends are depressed, but they dont know that I am too. Im the one who is ok, who has things incontrol, who can figure stuff out, at least in there eyes. But that's what i want them to see. I dont want them to see the broken, lost, confused little girl that i really am. So, im strong during the day, smiling, and helping. And at night, that's when i can brake down, and cry, and let everything out.
      Im here for you, i want to help you. How are you doing? Im not just asking you to make conversation, I really want to know.

    • @amandabernstein4592
      @amandabernstein4592 4 года назад

      Reaching out to someone takes a lot of courage. Your depression does not make you weak. I believe in you, things get better. And I’m sure if your friends have felt the same way, they will be able to sympathise with you

  • @FoxiPie
    @FoxiPie 4 года назад +42

    These particular types of videos you create are incredibly touching. It takes someone who's been through it to make a video really reach into peoples soul. Thank you for these masterpieces you create. Sending love xx

  • @peterlosingwendy7
    @peterlosingwendy7 4 года назад +16

    God, this hit me. I recently opened myself up to finally be vulnerable and in a relationship. But the guy got what he wanted and left me- confirming all my fears that I'm not enough and I'll never be enough. Sorry for the ramble, but this video captured everything that's weighing on my soul right now.....so, thank you.

    • @alexismariyah9250
      @alexismariyah9250 4 года назад +2

      Omg....why did this same thing just happen to me im sorry girly you deserve to be happy yk someone that deserves you will come soon it may not seem like it buh hes coming you are struggling and god sees that buh in order for change that means for you to be willing to help create the change everything will get better i promise i mean look at me he made me fall for him then ripped my heart out did i let him break it all the way no i didnt i shed a few tears then thought yk what he wasnt even worth it if he can make me fall for him then try to break my heart he isnt worth it so remember he wasnt worth it and he doesnt deserve you, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL,smart and everything above love you gorgeous dont let litte ignorant boys ruin your day remember to smile❤😌🏧☺😉

  • @kintsukoroi
    @kintsukoroi 4 года назад +33

    I really really really love your art

  • @TheOnlyLilBro
    @TheOnlyLilBro 4 года назад +12

    Wow girl! The pure talent you have of putting a face and clip to a feeling is amazing! Another great edit ❤️

  • @pinkgiraffe378
    @pinkgiraffe378 4 года назад +4

    This is so incredible and beautiful. And so so heartbreaking. I can't even express it you almost brought me to tears. You can really see their pain and the song is just perfect. 😭💞

  • @AZJYouCantAfford
    @AZJYouCantAfford 2 года назад +1

    It never gets any easier... It just hurts again and again

  • @vampedits3727
    @vampedits3727 4 года назад +10

    I love this so much. Your edits are amazing. You always use the best songs 🥺.

  • @kaylathomas6397
    @kaylathomas6397 4 года назад +1

    That moment when you realize if your watching videos like this there is obviously something your going through something to the point where you’ve had enough, your tired .tired of hiding, tired of crying and tired of being tired. But you don’t know who or where to turn to.

  • @nicolegenerale
    @nicolegenerale 4 года назад +1

    VEK, i really appreciate all your edits. there’s always a different one for each emotion/mood we all feel and so heartfelt 💜💜💜

  • @sofiebarlund527
    @sofiebarlund527 4 года назад +6

    I can’t do it anymore IT HURTS TOO DAMN MUCH

  • @atlanta5590
    @atlanta5590 4 года назад +17

    I haven't told my parents anything that's going on in my life.I am afraid to tell them .I don't know what their reaction will be bc In my family we are not expected to have depression or not to be ok.I don't know if she will scream and yell at me but my instinct says she will.

    • @lay477
      @lay477 4 года назад +1

      If you want to talk I'm here if you need me or somebody to talk to but are to scared that's alright I will not judge you for anything simply because you are a human and everbody struggles with something maybe this helps a little bit and now you may talk to your parents but if not that's alright I know it's so hard to open up and I never did but yea if you want to talk we can talk I just want to make sure you are doing ok

  • @Denisa-yb6jh
    @Denisa-yb6jh 4 года назад

    "but mama don't know what it's like to wanna die" felt that inside my little heart

  • @jjpopeonenation
    @jjpopeonenation 4 года назад +2

    Felt this one to my very core....

  • @msgraceeymorgan
    @msgraceeymorgan 4 года назад +3

    this is a masterpiece ♡

  • @tonytaylor1171
    @tonytaylor1171 5 месяцев назад

    Wow…that hits home hard. Sending love to you all. You have to go there to come back…and you will, when you are ready. Until then hold on, it does get better, and when you are ready , you will work it out. Trust me…I know. ❤️

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  5 месяцев назад +1

      Beautiful comment, thank you so much

  • @breelynn8810
    @breelynn8810 4 года назад +1

    gosh, this is absolutely beautiful.

  • @TheWalkingDeadEdits
    @TheWalkingDeadEdits 4 года назад

    Damn... this hits home so much..

  • @keiralightbourne6443
    @keiralightbourne6443 4 года назад +2

    Honestly it so hard to breakdown what people say to me, cause I just laugh when I want to cry. My family is no better, they hate me and I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s like I love them but they hate me and I only have my sister to talk to, at this point I just can’t be asked, like I really can’t cause everyone either leaves kills them self or hates me...

  • @emma92peche
    @emma92peche 4 года назад +2

    As always making the best videos! You are doing amazing job and i hope you are appreciated enough.

  • @rawanessam2872
    @rawanessam2872 4 года назад +4

    i Love you art💘🥺

  • @luke_hladik
    @luke_hladik 4 года назад +6

    I just want to rest in peace.

  • @rachelleonard7684
    @rachelleonard7684 4 года назад +1

    I really needed this tonight

  • @sydniequast2642
    @sydniequast2642 4 года назад +3

    bro i’m sobbing in the club

  • @cannibalmaid
    @cannibalmaid 4 года назад +6

    Great edit!

  • @faliciah3363
    @faliciah3363 4 года назад +2

    When everything just gets too much
    For u too face it alone

  • @gameboy800youknow8
    @gameboy800youknow8 4 года назад +73

    Damn are you mind reader or something 🙁🙁🙁

  • @keziahdodgen9101
    @keziahdodgen9101 3 года назад

    Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be happy or feel genuine happiness...

  • @theaneaa
    @theaneaa 4 года назад

    This is beautiful and fucking sad at the same time.

  • @rachelleonard7684
    @rachelleonard7684 4 года назад +3

    Damn this was amazing 🌹😪

  • @mab4112
    @mab4112 4 года назад +2

    love this sm omg

  • @cecilia2563
    @cecilia2563 4 года назад +4

    dear mom, i’m sorry that i tried my best and still disappointed you. dear friends, you all will probably say it’s bullshit, but every time i smile, i’m hurting inside. i really wish somebody knew. i really wish somebody cared. i feel alone. i feel... i just. never mind.

  • @elithyst
    @elithyst 4 года назад +1

    I felt that.

  • @Chaddwit2ds
    @Chaddwit2ds 4 года назад +5

    I LOVE your videos. But one suggestion I have is maybe listing the shows/movies you use. Idk if it would be possible but putting a small number or letter in the coroner of each blip and having a table of contents type thing in the description would be amazing. A lot of extra work for you though so I understand if you don’t do that. But I think it would be great so we know what scenes are form where.

  • @tiny.shawna
    @tiny.shawna 4 года назад +1

    Felt this😥💔

  • @darkyellow4148
    @darkyellow4148 4 года назад +2

    But mama don't know what it's like to wanna die....

  • @calyssacayenne2470
    @calyssacayenne2470 3 года назад +1

    I relate to this i just feel so alone sometimes, idk what to do anymore i am just so tired and exhausted i feel so drained out i just don't hv the energy anymore😔😔

  • @fatmahsalik6332
    @fatmahsalik6332 3 года назад

    i truly truly truly hope for everyone here to feel ok

  • @makaylah1599
    @makaylah1599 4 года назад +1

    Okay, so I'm missing a couple, but here's all the movies/shows that I know of:
    This is us, Sex Education, 13 reasons why, Euphoria, Spinning Out, Perfect Sisters, Gossip Girl, Sharing the Secret, Looking for Alaska, Bates Motel, The end of the f-ing world, Skins UK, Jessica Jones, All American, Unbelievable, The Politician, Killing Eve, Girl Boss, Pretty Little Liars, The Perks of being a wallflower, and Shameless

    • @UrMomma4
      @UrMomma4 4 года назад

      And ,tell me a story and the visit

  • @Itsmeab2024
    @Itsmeab2024 3 года назад

    Your channel make my depression worst 😔

  • @fatimarahman3921
    @fatimarahman3921 4 года назад +6

    anson seabra ugh i love u

  • @taliyahblurton3035
    @taliyahblurton3035 3 года назад +1

    I just need a reason a rlly good one to stay on this earth rlly soon I’m planning on leaving.

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  3 года назад

      stay for me. please message me on ig vildeemiliekj

  • @jezzabb3707
    @jezzabb3707 4 года назад +1

    this song is not good for me but at the same time i need it so bad

  • @fatimafarooq8711
    @fatimafarooq8711 4 года назад +4

    Woowowow ♥️🙌

  • @justmai2476
    @justmai2476 4 года назад +1

    Amazing video, as usual. Can you please name the fandoms? Recognised Sharing the secret, skins, vampire diaries, thirteen reasons why, how to get away with murder, Goosip girl, perfect sisters, Spinning out, the politician, bates motel, TEOTFW & PLL. What are the rest please? I know there are a lot, sorry. X

  • @AnimeLfreak
    @AnimeLfreak 4 года назад

    you're amazing

  • @joannadugroo1519
    @joannadugroo1519 4 года назад +1

    I don't want to die. But I don't want to live either

  • @victtorialeonel2973
    @victtorialeonel2973 4 года назад +17

    Can someone list the series/movies ??

    • @natisc4242
      @natisc4242 4 года назад +4

      So this should be all of em,tell me if i am missing something, if you dlike to know an exact scene, just comment the time and i'll try to tell you :) or dm me on my insta (natasxha.s) also to anyone feeling down, if you want i can hype you up on ur insta, just dm me :)
      13 reasons why
      Euphoria
      Pretty little liars
      Spinning out
      Gossip girl
      The end of the fucking world
      Skins
      Perfect sisters
      Men wm c
      Perks of being a wallflower
      Tell me a story
      Sharing the secret
      How to get away with murder
      The politician
      Bates motel
      Looking for alaska
      Jessica jones
      All american
      Unbelievable
      Killing eve
      Girl boss
      Shameless
      This is us
      Sex education
      I hope that anyone who listens and watches this, stays strong, because we all are already so strong, and we can keep it up, i believe in you guys💕 and i am freaking proud that you guys are here, that you all are standing

  • @its-karenn
    @its-karenn 4 года назад +2

    First I love youuu

  • @justinphaneuf6503
    @justinphaneuf6503 Год назад

    I wish people would see all the pain I am carrying

  • @celesteodair1834
    @celesteodair1834 4 года назад +1

    Amazing and so sad

  • @addcc6171
    @addcc6171 4 года назад +2

    Amazing

  • @avakinlife8509
    @avakinlife8509 4 года назад +1

    Feeling stupid as hell 😭bc fake happy just wanna end it

  • @swethak8189
    @swethak8189 4 года назад +1

    Okay RUclips you need to stop, I get that I'm lonely, depressed and tired.

  • @aleksandramichalska5223
    @aleksandramichalska5223 4 года назад

    They are acting very good.

  • @kaylathomas6397
    @kaylathomas6397 4 года назад

    I can’t carry this anymore.

  • @hannahwilliams5681
    @hannahwilliams5681 4 года назад

    First, your music taste is A++++++
    Secone, you are so freaking talented and this video was made so fucking well, im really proud.
    Third, how are you feeling?

  • @lovethechaos8192
    @lovethechaos8192 4 года назад

    I don’t think I’m depressed I just cry a lot for no reason but it hurts for some reason :/

  • @jillhornby5604
    @jillhornby5604 3 года назад

    Yeah wish i had the courage.x

  • @user-ih7mx9uc2k
    @user-ih7mx9uc2k 4 года назад

    People are saying I can talk to them but when I do they make me feel stupid....I’m a week clean of sh.....I just don’t know if I can carry on...

  • @btslove9398
    @btslove9398 4 года назад

    Listen all ppl feeling sad. Pls stop it love yourself. How? Idk but bts will tots help you listen to 21 century girls and idol by them.You are perfect💖💖💖

  • @natisc4242
    @natisc4242 4 года назад +1

    ALL SHOWS AND MOVIES
    So this should be all of em,tell me if i am missing something, if you dlike to know an exact scene, just comment the time and i'll try to tell you :) or dm me on my insta (natasxha.s) also to anyone feeling down, if you want i can hype you up on ur insta, just dm me :)
    13 reasons why
    Euphoria
    Pretty little liars
    Spinning out
    Gossip girl
    The end of the fucking world
    Skins
    Perfect sisters
    Men wm c
    Perks of being a wallflower
    Tell me a story
    Sharing the secret
    How to get away with murder
    The politician
    Bates motel
    Looking for alaska
    Jessica jones
    All american
    Unbelievable
    Killing eve
    Girl boss
    Shameless
    This is us
    Sex education
    I hope that anyone who listens and watches this, stays strong, because we all are already so strong, and we can keep it up, i believe in you guys💕 and i am freaking proud that you guys are here, that you all are standing

  • @aminaguzel280
    @aminaguzel280 4 года назад +1

    İ'm traying so hard to face m'y dépression but i can't find the Exit

  • @petalsleaves909
    @petalsleaves909 4 года назад +5

    what the show on 0:50 ? i've seen many edits with it, but i don't have a clue, from where this scene is.

    • @VEKProduction
      @VEKProduction  4 года назад +1

      It goes from tell me a story too skins uk

    • @petalsleaves909
      @petalsleaves909 4 года назад +1

      @@VEKProduction thabk you so much, your vidoe is great !

  • @haidar3729
    @haidar3729 4 года назад

    my mom know about my scars on my arm but she dont care bout it. lts hurts me so much when im like drowning all this things alone by myself.

  • @jordyn2668
    @jordyn2668 4 года назад

    The song is called "i cant carry this anymore"

  • @advaitalokare4901
    @advaitalokare4901 4 года назад

    Freddie, come back.

  • @mid-flare4574
    @mid-flare4574 4 года назад +1

    I just want to be ok, but apparently being ok means telling yourself « I love you. »
    I guess There’s only one other way the be free.

  • @romeekoster8457
    @romeekoster8457 4 года назад

    love this edit. from which movie is 2:20?

  • @rachelbosworth3574
    @rachelbosworth3574 4 года назад

    i hate my life so much that it pisses me off

  • @madison_088
    @madison_088 4 года назад +1

    I wanna die....

  • @rachelbosworth8601
    @rachelbosworth8601 3 года назад

    I can relate to 0:27

  • @cass.7766
    @cass.7766 4 года назад +1

    Really good! Also what’s the song?

    • @louann313
      @louann313 4 года назад

      Cas S. Can’t carry this anymore - Anson Seabra

  • @a.nawrot
    @a.nawrot 4 года назад +1

    what series/movie is it 0:27and 0:20?

  • @bri-brigilday9922
    @bri-brigilday9922 3 года назад +1

    At 44 seconds what’s the name of that movie or show

  • @mab4112
    @mab4112 4 года назад +3

    name of the song?

  • @lynn.williams1930
    @lynn.williams1930 4 года назад

    Listening before my moms taking me to the hospital for s$lfharm again...

  • @sakahuang7890
    @sakahuang7890 4 года назад +2

    what movie or show at 0.59

  • @222cst
    @222cst 4 года назад +1

    VEK, are u okay? i had been reading your bios, i´m worried about you

  • @kristinatokunova7525
    @kristinatokunova7525 4 года назад

    what the show on 1:29? Love your edits very much! They are awersome!

  • @Arshon17
    @Arshon17 4 года назад +2

    0.38 min what movie

  • @Cristobels-Green-Boots
    @Cristobels-Green-Boots 4 года назад

    💔💔💔💔🙏🏼🙏🏽💔💔💔💔

  • @julivale8067
    @julivale8067 3 года назад

    series?

  • @inesw5402
    @inesw5402 4 года назад

    Hi hum what’s the movie about the man in the blue suit ? Thanks

  • @lexieallan1578
    @lexieallan1578 4 года назад +1

    I need help. I want help. I want to talk to someone about what is going on inside my fucked up brain but I can’t because when I try my dad laughs and says that I’m not depressed, your just having your ups and down but my mam. My mam is the worse one. She says that depression is just another word for being a drama queen and it’s fucked up. I need help. I try to talk to my friend and they just say ‘same’ and laugh like it’s a joke but it’s not

    • @jasminessomewhere
      @jasminessomewhere 4 года назад

      Hi, I don't know if this helps at all, but you can talk to me. I'm not a therapist, but I am a good listener, and can offer any advice have. Are there any other people you trust that you can talk to? If you're in school, try the counselor. Stay strong, you can get through this. 💜

  • @hannahrebert492
    @hannahrebert492 4 года назад

    When I look in the mirror I have the same look that they have.

  • @thewolfsogood
    @thewolfsogood 4 года назад +1

  • @cherrylane6751
    @cherrylane6751 4 года назад

    Is the first bit Eminem??? The rapper??? Xx

  • @jade.7588
    @jade.7588 4 года назад +1

    Song ?

  • @anikagattringer3648
    @anikagattringer3648 3 года назад

    I thought that was zendaya on the thumbnail

  • @tiashepherd2379
    @tiashepherd2379 4 года назад

    😭