It's Not Always Sunshine & Rainbows | BP Prep Day 02

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  • @adaytocharlotte
    @adaytocharlotte 8 лет назад +333

    I really appreciate your transparency... I know all of Nikki B nations wonders how you are doing regarding the breakup because we care so much about to you.... Keep killing it Nikki

    • @Tom-yj8eq
      @Tom-yj8eq 8 лет назад +1

      Love it!

    • @rubengrzywaczewski5816
      @rubengrzywaczewski5816 8 лет назад +6

      +Charlotte Larsen Nikki B nation makes her fans sound like a group of feminists. I wonder if only I think that :)

    • @rubengrzywaczewski5816
      @rubengrzywaczewski5816 8 лет назад +1

      Don't think you understand, I said it sounds like not it is a group of feminists so I don't see why your trying to give me shit straight away, if you are that is because I honestly can't understand what your trying to say to me...

    • @mamamamam1066
      @mamamamam1066 8 лет назад +1

      +Ruben Grzywaczewski Dude, calm down. He/she's not trying to give you shit.

    • @BillRiccio
      @BillRiccio 8 лет назад

      +Charlotte Larsen i think she's saying everyone in her fitness industry are fakes and users

  • @Shamyrl
    @Shamyrl 8 лет назад +181

    I'm a guy who is only subscribed to Christians channel but I have to admit, Nikki is far more interesting than he is.

    • @USFstory
      @USFstory 8 лет назад +1

      +Shamyrl L

    • @luigi95-
      @luigi95- 8 лет назад

      +USFstory +1

    • @leonnetto8075
      @leonnetto8075 8 лет назад +5

      And she is probably the hottest girl on earth

    • @Shamyrl
      @Shamyrl 8 лет назад +3

      Shaneel Kumar Javon is why the edits are good.. Without Javon that channel would be wack.

    • @izzyxclusive5185
      @izzyxclusive5185 8 лет назад +7

      Right??! I'm subbed to him because I thought he was attractive... but she's like down to earth and also stunning. I'm just confused...why would he give up on this?! I mean she's like beyond his league even.

  • @tiffanyt7192
    @tiffanyt7192 8 лет назад +7

    I started following your channel after a bad break up. I did the typical "I'm going to get so hot, he'll regret leaving me!!" -but I've found something way more lasting from your videos: love for myself. I started eating right, creating goals, and living my life for myself and not for any guy. You're such an inspiration athletically (there's no doubt) but even more, your strength as a woman is admirable. And if your taking friend applications I'll totally send mine in, jussayinn❤️

  • @projektbrot
    @projektbrot 8 лет назад +40

    Girl, cry it out. You need it. I've been through a breakup, through let-downs, through failures, losing dear ones 2015... the loneliest I felt in my entire life. And still nobody gives you a break, cuz you gotta go to work, you gotta function etc. Society does not like people who have weak moments and that sucks. But I promise it truly gets better. Time does heal all of that. You gonna get out of it wiser, stronger, more appreciative and all the good things. I prayed a lot during that time, I cried a lot. It all led to a better me. xo

  • @HVFitTV22
    @HVFitTV22 8 лет назад +110

    Yes we can see how happy you are when you are traveling and I was wondering how you felt about going from all of that to basically none and I am glad you are so honest with us...you didn't HAVE to vlog that but you chose to let us in on reality. I appreciate you being so honest and I hope that when you get sad that you realize how many people you have supporting you and sending love your way! I hope you and Denae and Ashley are still friends after the whole thing but keep your head up girl! It's you vs. you!

    • @HVFitTV22
      @HVFitTV22 8 лет назад +2

      +HVFitTV lol I meant you vs. the world...

    • @1cocobeware
      @1cocobeware 8 лет назад

      👌👌

    • @ClementineRULES
      @ClementineRULES 8 лет назад

      👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼💕

    • @HereIsPaola
      @HereIsPaola 8 лет назад +1

      +HVFitTV you vs you is better and so true!!

  • @aubernutter
    @aubernutter 8 лет назад +244

    ugh nikki, my heart goes out to you. I relate to you so much but just know that you are never alone!

    • @nikkiblackketter
      @nikkiblackketter  8 лет назад +16

      +aubernutter ❤️🙏🏼

    • @TeamDNAFitnessWomen
      @TeamDNAFitnessWomen 8 лет назад +3

      +Nikki Blackketter okay obviously it's difficult to sound genuine commenting over youtube, but just know you (& Aubrey!) are welcome to visit us in Austin! We honestly have a small friend group, but after watching you via RUclips - we feel like we already know you and just want to let you know we're here for you! Amanda and I are actually from Houston so maybe we can meet up while we're in town sometimeee

    • @donnalafit4352
      @donnalafit4352 8 лет назад +4

      My heart 💜 goes out to you too, Nikki. Adjustments can be really hard! This may sound corny or overly simplistic and I don't mean it that way, but have you given any thought to getting a dog? I know you travel, but could keep him with a friend. The reason I mention this is because I just got a dog a few days ago & am actually amazed at what a great companion he is. I don't feel as lonely, because my life - although totally happy, has some rough spots in it, too. It's comforting to have this tall, lanky doberman fella with me. He cracks me up! He's so cute & loyally with me. I just wanted to offer that. I'm really proud of you, Nikki.❤️ Your online friends are with you all the way... We love you!!!💏💏💏

    • @ratiemz
      @ratiemz 8 лет назад

      True! u will pull through

    • @LexesOHara
      @LexesOHara 8 лет назад

      +aubernutter Oh no

  • @Rebassed
    @Rebassed 8 лет назад +39

    You see what i've analyzed from both Christian and you is that on a intellectual level you guys differ a lot. It's hard to explain but i think most people will agree with me when i claim that Nikki is a more intellectual person than Christian.
    You can see and feel with every word that Nikki says that she actually thinks before she says anytthing. In the beginning of a break up things will hurt ofcourse... But you know what everything that doens't kill you make's you a smarter, wiser and stronger person. Life is all about the moment... Don't look in the past and live in the now, envision your future.
    Goodluck to the both of you.

  • @HannahFeldt
    @HannahFeldt 8 лет назад +12

    I was in a weird relationship years and years ago. The guy wasn't that great but I latched onto him because I was lonely and very sad. My parents were divorcing and I was very depressed because of all the changes that were happening. But, I would always smile and laugh and acted as though I was so happy. One day he sat me down and told me that he knew I smiled and laughed so much because I'm trying not to think about all the sadness and negativity going on in my life. He said it's okay to be sad, and that in order to heal I needed to have my days that were focused on me, and to just cry and feel my thoughts.That really hit me and from then on every smile I made or laugh I laughed was real. Every tear was real too. So Nikki when you smile and laugh all the time it is so motivating! Your positivity I know helps so many people! But it's okay to have those nights where you're sad because it's better to do that then it is to push it aside. You're amazing, thank you for all the inspiration!

    • @StarWarsKrew
      @StarWarsKrew 8 лет назад +1

      +Hannah Gardner u just not gonna complete ur story fam?

  • @christinastevens7804
    @christinastevens7804 8 лет назад +6

    Nikki you're honestly the best female youtuber. You don't hide back your emotions and pretend that you are perfect(even though I still think you are). It's so perfect and raw that you can cry and tell us that it's ok to be upset sometimes. You are absolutely beautiful and inspirational. Thank you for this video!

  • @kaileygirl123
    @kaileygirl123 8 лет назад +46

    Ugh. Teared up with you. I just got out of a two year relationship and I feel the same way you do. It's easy when you're distracted but at the end of the day you still feel a little... meh. Thank you for being so real!!

  • @cnlish
    @cnlish 8 лет назад +31

    Who else cries when she cries? I can watch other RUclipsrs cry and I don't tear up, but with Nikki... 😢😢😢

    • @EveAndGraceLLC
      @EveAndGraceLLC 8 лет назад

      +cnlish yep ...same here :(

    • @cnlish
      @cnlish 8 лет назад

      +Monica Eve Mann I think it just brings me back to a time when I was in a similar situation. I really feel her pain! Poor girl.. She'll get through.

    • @EveAndGraceLLC
      @EveAndGraceLLC 8 лет назад

      I agree...very relatable

  • @rachelkramer156
    @rachelkramer156 8 лет назад +12

    Nikki you are such an inspiration!! I am going through a break up too and I immediately started crying with you when you were talking about having the lifestyle that you have with someone and then it just so dramatically being taken away. I totally agree with you and I felt like even though you didn't go into great depths talking about it I knew exactly what you were trying to say. I'm at a point to where life can be really lonely. I go to college completely away from all of my family and friends, and my ex lives in my hometown, so when I am at school it's like I'm busy and I'm happy but then times will just creep up on you and you realize how truly lonely and heartbreaking things can be. Enough about me, I love the blog and loving your energy I'm so proud of you and I know we can get through this!

  • @tylaridley9984
    @tylaridley9984 8 лет назад +57

    Made me tear up😢😢 love you Nikki! See you at body power! So soooon I can't wait!! Going to be a dream come true meeting you! ❤️

    • @jessc3037
      @jessc3037 8 лет назад +16

      Give her a hug for me ❤️

  • @lionelt7882
    @lionelt7882 8 лет назад +6

    People come and go. Friends come and go. I truly believe we go through things to help us grow. What you're going through right now will prepare you for what is to come. Its part of truly becoming a strong person that can stand on their own. Many people say they can, but very few actually do. Honestly, something better (people, friends, opportunities, life, etc) will come along and you will look back feeling thankful to have gone through the struggles to get to a higher level of bliss. Life works that way. Enjoy the rollercoaster ride!

  • @LeeshaMcGuiness
    @LeeshaMcGuiness 8 лет назад +14

    Thank you for being you ❤️
    Just by expressing the true highs and the lows of your heart ache; you are inspiring women globally - sharing your experience let's us know that it's ok to grieve, it's ok to not to be ok sometimes, to be human & to have emotions!
    Know that you are not alone - and that you're lifting up the hundreds of thousands people through your RUclips Channel - Giving us hope; and inspiring us to be the best, god damn FEARLESS women we can be!
    We love you Nikki xx

  • @makeupbypaigey1
    @makeupbypaigey1 8 лет назад +15

    I understand exactly how you feel Nikki.I stopped going to school because I lost my best friend of 6 years because she changed into someone that I thought she wasn't.And through all that I lost every single person everyone,No one contacted me and I was alone.I went through some really tuff stuff during that time,but then I found living and I have never been happier.Still trying to find friends and would love to find some that love to lift! I guess time will tell tho. just know your not alone and everyone still one of your subscribers looks up to you for a reason we love u and we all wish we could train with you!!! If I didn't live so far😩😩 love from Melbourne xxxxx

  • @oliviazapo
    @oliviazapo 8 лет назад +5

    You have friends in all of us girl!! You're so strong, it's okay to be sad sometimes. Struggles are what make us stronger! You're beautiful inside & out, and we're ALWAYS here for you.

  • @MAGAsuperfan247
    @MAGAsuperfan247 8 лет назад +3

    Keep your head up Nikki! If you keep "living" in the past, you will never starting living again. Live in the present, and only look to the past as a reminder of where you don't want to go. Remember your never promised tomorrow, so enjoy today to its fullest. Life is beautiful!

  • @sydney7610
    @sydney7610 8 лет назад +8

    Your "realness" is what makes you the ultimate role model Nikki. You're not just a fitness model. You are a role model.

  • @anscomedy
    @anscomedy 8 лет назад +13

    the transparency and realness of this chanel is amazing

  • @alexiamartinez9317
    @alexiamartinez9317 8 лет назад +3

    You're amazing Nikki! You truly inspire me to wake up and be positive no matter what situation I am in, but we all have those days when we can't help but be down. You're awesome and you'll push through! Thank you for being so real with us.

  • @kaylaparker6425
    @kaylaparker6425 8 лет назад +5

    This is a little weird but I was talking to one of my students after class yesterday (my students arent much younger than me) about fitness and stuff and the ppl we follow on youtube came up, and I was telling him how much better off you seem now that you arent with CG anymore... You are really branching out and doing you and its awesome to see, not living in someone else's shadow anymore, and I think that's so so admirable

  • @OhBabyItsEva
    @OhBabyItsEva 8 лет назад +9

    Love yourself, Know your worth. When you truly do, you'll spot a fake friend from a mile away. It takes time but you'll figure it out. When you have bouts of loneliness, stay offline. You can't help but compare your life with others. Remember comparison is the thief of all joy. Get outside, take a walk, hell take some classes is a great way to meet new people. Sending love and positive energy. I hope your day is better today!!

  • @firsttimemagik
    @firsttimemagik 8 лет назад +22

    "Courage doesn't always roar, sometime its the quiet voice at the end of the day saying i will try again tomorrow."

  • @becgibbs4441
    @becgibbs4441 8 лет назад +3

    Aw Nikki, don't be so hard on yourself! It's perfectly normal to feel that way, and everyone has there highs and lows. But the good thing is once everything falls into place you will contrast it with how you were feeling and realise how much better you feel. All of this will make you a stronger person. I know how it feels to be alone, but people will come into your life for the right reason at the right time. What I do when I feel alone is just read or listen to self help audiobooks, and a lot of the time it changes your thinking and helps you see the light at the end of the tunnel. This to shall pass beautiful. 💕

  • @kezesz
    @kezesz 8 лет назад +40

    Thank you for sharing all the good and the bad.
    I'm lonely too, but I feel like I can't share my loneliness, I don't have anyone who cares about me and ask me how am I doing ...

    • @jouijitaxoxo6533
      @jouijitaxoxo6533 8 лет назад +11

      +Eszter Kozma how r u doing ?

    • @xMissCristallx
      @xMissCristallx 8 лет назад +2

      How r u ??

    • @aq6590
      @aq6590 8 лет назад +2

      how's it going?

    • @TMalik-rd2zw
      @TMalik-rd2zw 8 лет назад +1

      +Eszter Kozma yaaayee wassup .. be happy never let anything make you sad . =D

    • @kezesz
      @kezesz 8 лет назад

      Thank you all for answering :) I have my ups and downs like everyone else :)

  • @eb.1898
    @eb.1898 8 лет назад +1

    That's because when you love you love deep. And most of the world don't really get that. Many take that kind of loyalty and love for granted. Trust me Nikki, I've been there and it's def an eye opener. What I've learned is that I was forsaking all others for them , while they were forsaking me for all others. But in my moments of " alone-ness" and in the midst of my pain, God has let me know that He has neither left me nor forsaken me. I cry, journal, pray and share my emotions with God. The beautiful thing is He listens. You are definitely not alone. Stay blessed Nikki!

  • @VanessaBlanco
    @VanessaBlanco 8 лет назад +5

    Completely resonated with the part about feeling lonely. Being home alone sucks. Move to LA Nikki!
    After my breakup I had to keep myself busy. Idle time was the WORST!!!! The gym really helped me not fall into depression.
    Love you for being open and honest with us. I know it's not always easy to put it out there ❤️

    • @VanessaBlanco
      @VanessaBlanco 8 лет назад

      +Adam Moreira Yea true friends bring out the best in you. I hope she considers it. Change is good

  • @nancyvo9229
    @nancyvo9229 8 лет назад +3

    Nikki you're so strong. Christian will realize what he lost in the end. You've helped him through so much and when things don't workout for him he'll come crawling back!!! Stay strong!!!!!!

  • @ravenmackenzie1954
    @ravenmackenzie1954 8 лет назад +3

    awww nikki, honestly props to you for just killing it every day and starting fresh with everything. Just keep doing you and what makes you happy!!!!

  • @sarenivaz6807
    @sarenivaz6807 8 лет назад +2

    Oh my gosh! I freaking love how genuine you are. Don't worry, those feelings are natural and they will come and they will go. Just keep doing what you're doing. You motivate me so much! It took me forever to bounce back but now I'm motivated, living life, and happy. These dry/hard seasons in life are SO necessary and help GROW us.

  • @lipstickslunges
    @lipstickslunges 8 лет назад +1

    You are so real and raw. I'm sure you are helping tons of women and girls going through this now!!!

  • @missemmyboo
    @missemmyboo 8 лет назад +14

    Anyone else wanna pick up and move to Houston to be friends with Nikki? Because same.

  • @TomerAyzenbergFitness
    @TomerAyzenbergFitness 8 лет назад +4

    The ending was real af, Nikki. It may of not been the prettiest or the nicest, but it was real and that's what a lot of RUclips videos/vlogs are lacking. They just edit out all the bad and make everything seem like it's sunshine and rainbows. Based on what you said about being happy while travelling and then being at home for the few days which is what brought you down, I think it's clear you need to travel as much as possible this year and figure out what you want to do moving forward. I know it sounds really obvious in terms of what I'm saying, but I just felt like if you heard it from someone else, it might help!

  • @MarilynVatican
    @MarilynVatican 8 лет назад +3

    Loneliness sucks. It can be crippling.

  • @cpt_kirk
    @cpt_kirk 8 лет назад +4

    After a 4 year relationship it took me almost a year to feel happy and completely normal again even when I was chillen by myself. Eventually it will get better, just gotta keep your head up!

  • @apollo4657
    @apollo4657 8 лет назад +3

    You're not alone sweetness...don't apologize for anything!
    From one stranger to another.....YOU ROCK! 😊

  • @jessecmustangs
    @jessecmustangs 8 лет назад +7

    This video really got to me when you were being real about what your going through. Been in the same place. Was with someone for 5 years and literally everyone left and I made the decision to not only get out away from those "friends" but that area just like you. Trying to gain new ones and new experiences because I was getting down too.

  • @marinagamby
    @marinagamby 8 лет назад

    Not only are your videos a HUGE fitness motivation for me, but I love that you're also 100% real with your viewers. Keep smiling, Nikki! You're doing amazing given your situation. ❤️

  • @adrenalinedad2578
    @adrenalinedad2578 8 лет назад +6

    You're gorgeous girl! Don't give up! Any man would be lucky to call you theirs, and any man that would be willing to give you up is a fool! You just gotta find the one that's going to put you before everything else!

  • @ntxiaszxiong4180
    @ntxiaszxiong4180 8 лет назад +7

    I never watched you until after your break up due to all the hype on RUclips .. So I had to see what's up with this couple drama. I'm so glad I found your drama because every time I see your videos I know I'm gonna feel good because of your hard work, positive vibe and optimism. You're bit only physically strong but emotionally and mentally. You've moved on from your hardships and try not to be held back. I've never felt so connected to a youtuber before. You're the best Nikki!! Sorry to say but that break up was one of the best things that have happened to me lol keep up the good work!

  • @WithStephie
    @WithStephie 8 лет назад +3

    I've only recently found your channel (& you've inspired me to start lifting!!) and my heart hurts seeing you sad. What I love about you though is you pick yourself up and keep moving. I think you set a really great example for anyone going through a rough time and truly cherish how genuine you/ your channel is. From a fellow Texan, I'm rooting for you :)

  • @ciaomamabella
    @ciaomamabella 8 лет назад +1

    Girl, I'm going through a breakup of my family. My. Family. I had everything 5 days ago and now I have nothing but my son and the gym. Thank u for being real. This video was the video I clicked on while sitting here alone on the couch after having a VERY emotional long talk with him. He just went for a walk and I'm now sitting feeling scared of what he's gonna say when he returns. Thanks for this video. You're amazing and inspiring girl. I'm in LA, so if u ever wanna come out and work out w me at 24 hr fitness in Hollywood, I'm lonely too right now and not very many friends anymore after my breakup.

  • @gabriellahwells8037
    @gabriellahwells8037 8 лет назад

    I got so many feels during the end of this. You are so positive, lively, strong on every level, encouraging, full of life. You've held it together so well, embrace the days you feel alone, cry as hard or as loud as you want but never forget how much you've accomplished on your own and how much more is in store for someone as self determined and successful as yourself. It will get brighter and better, I promise. You deserve only the best, you were with someone who thought he was the best but he's honestly nowhere near. Stay strong Nikki!

  • @cathbfitness
    @cathbfitness 8 лет назад +36

    Can I fucking hug you right now? Nikki you're amazing. FOR REAL!

    • @TF2ube
      @TF2ube 8 лет назад +1

      We would love to see that! Nikki and Cath collab

    • @AnjuliMack
      @AnjuliMack 8 лет назад +1

      +CathBastien I second that!!

  • @maretera3
    @maretera3 8 лет назад +3

    I feel like you'd be happier in LA. You always seem happy to go there and I can see all the positivity in you. Also, JAZMINE IS THERE. She's someone that can definitely help you through all this by getting your mind off of it simple by just being with her.

  • @laurenbx
    @laurenbx 3 года назад

    Coming back to these old vlogs and seeing how much you’ve grown and how you fight your battles fearlessly - you are a total inspiration, you should be so proud of yourself!

  • @JT-wi1yb
    @JT-wi1yb 8 лет назад

    Nikki, you make me proud girl! I totally appreciate you for being your own person, owning the struggles and being real with your followers. You inspire me to keep finding the light in my day!

  • @mynaturaldestiny1957
    @mynaturaldestiny1957 8 лет назад +4

    Change environment for a while. You're single. If there are no obligations holding you in Texas, move to LA for a while. Travel and experience the world. No one will take care of Nikki better than Nikki. Always remember that you determine your happiness. No one can take your joy from you.

  • @OrianaFunkhouser
    @OrianaFunkhouser 8 лет назад +87

    Nikki i know you love your house but maybe you should move to la for a year or maybe even a few months to just get away from everything! ☹️

    • @ErynButton
      @ErynButton 8 лет назад +30

      She's looks so happy when she is with jaz and in la in general !!!!

    • @melissaborden899
      @melissaborden899 8 лет назад +3

      I agree they look like they have so much fun together!

    • @sobhayou8368
      @sobhayou8368 8 лет назад +5

      I think her moving to LA and hanging out w Steve cook be cool!

    • @love2bmom77
      @love2bmom77 8 лет назад

      I agree!! I loved how happy she was being around Jaz. They share so many similar interests. Being lonely sucks...so I say surround yourself with those who love you and can help occupy a lot of that lonely time you would typically have in Houston.
      If anything...maybe getting a true roommate would help too. A big empty house gets old after a while...even if you do love your house.

  • @ildivofan1ful
    @ildivofan1ful 8 лет назад

    It's completely normal to go through this mourning process. You are rebuilding your life. It's good for people to see that you have struggles along with all your accomplishments. It makes you seem like a real person. I feel like I can relate towards you better. you inspire me so much. I love your face during workouts. I can tell you are working really hard. When I am lifting and it starts to hurt I think of you and how you push through it. So inspiring!!

  • @TheFindingLight
    @TheFindingLight 8 лет назад +2

    I feel you so much on this!!

  • @Smm1802
    @Smm1802 8 лет назад +55

    Are you and Denae no longer friends? Just curious bc of the whole situation, you don't have to answer though

    • @nastialover180
      @nastialover180 8 лет назад +4

      +Sara Marks I wonder this too. I think Denae is still back where she used to live. I think she moved like an hour away? not sure though

    • @makaylamalkerson3759
      @makaylamalkerson3759 8 лет назад +2

      +Haggy TheHaglet denae is dating shawly (or however you spell it lol)

    • @haggythehaglet1218
      @haggythehaglet1218 8 лет назад +1

      +Makayla Malkerson there was a time Nikki was trying to get denae a date I don't think she's always been with shawly

    • @makaylamalkerson3759
      @makaylamalkerson3759 8 лет назад +1

      +Haggy TheHaglet I didn't say always. But they are now.

    • @qwertykid18
      @qwertykid18 8 лет назад

      +Haggy TheHaglet hey. Take it easy

  • @JordanCT
    @JordanCT 8 лет назад +77

    listening to drake probably isn't the best thing to do right now. not even joking

    • @rozies2747
      @rozies2747 8 лет назад

      I sense the seriousness in this comment but even Nikki will laugh at this, positively that is...

    • @kimmykinnzzX93
      @kimmykinnzzX93 8 лет назад +5

      Honestly I was thinking the same. Views definitely can get you in that depressed mood.

    • @markbigguts314
      @markbigguts314 8 лет назад +3

      For real! If you listen close to the type of music she's been listening too you can tell she still hurtin.

  • @anastasiasel5779
    @anastasiasel5779 8 лет назад

    Love how real Nikki is with us! Those that are there for you through the difficult times deserve to be there for you through your good and amazing moments too

  • @lexi03gabby
    @lexi03gabby 8 лет назад

    Grieving a loss whether it is a loved one, family member, pet or even job is completely normal and you need not apologize for feeling down...showing that you are human is the most inspiring and positive thing out can do with your platform...I admire you for sharing this transition and making it so real and raw, you are such a great motivator for myself and so many people...Keep up the positive attitude but remember having setbacks is what makes you, you...through struggle you find strength

  • @Jm1994Super
    @Jm1994Super 8 лет назад +12

    Damn I feel you Nikki, stay strong beautiful! Please don't, dont stress too much you're beautiful as fuck anyone will appreciate you. The right time will come

  • @sarahwilliams7
    @sarahwilliams7 8 лет назад +110

    Is she still friends with Denae?

    • @missivvy2312
      @missivvy2312 8 лет назад +1

      Who knows never see her :/

    • @Tom-yj8eq
      @Tom-yj8eq 8 лет назад +24

      Yes but she's thuggin to close to CG still

    • @TuLaBulldog
      @TuLaBulldog 8 лет назад

      +Sarah Williams thats what im wondering too

    • @racheldiem6979
      @racheldiem6979 8 лет назад

      +Sarah Williams I'm wondering that too!

    • @JenChristiansmommy
      @JenChristiansmommy 8 лет назад +3

      +Leigh Nash sugar land isn't far from Houston. 15 min at the most

  • @sierramcmurry5938
    @sierramcmurry5938 8 лет назад

    It's so nice to hear a real perspective about such a heartbreaking break up. A lot of youtubers dont show the absolute struggle that takes a lot of time to heal and move on. Thank you for showing that we are all aloud to be heartbroken and take our own time to process and get back to ourselves. Sending love!

  • @azucenablanca30
    @azucenablanca30 8 лет назад

    It isn't always Nikki, but those dark moments are indeed what makes you stronger. Your future is bright and in due time you'll look back and appreciate these moments. Send you big hugs!

  • @mick3y092
    @mick3y092 8 лет назад +13

    I can relate, I bury myself in school & fitness, which makes me happy but then I go home to an empty apartment every single night... & its like nothing else matters. Feeling lonely is a bitch. No one should have to feel alone.

  • @InnerBeauty
    @InnerBeauty 8 лет назад +61

    Are u still friends with Denay? Is she one of the "friends" that took the boyfriends side after the break up? Sorry for being nosy lol. I just keep seeing her in Christians videos too much.

    • @marinrocha2842
      @marinrocha2842 8 лет назад +4

      I've been wondering the same! Lol

    • @placeboxxmadx
      @placeboxxmadx 8 лет назад +10

      Denay works for Alaphalete

    • @makaylamalkerson3759
      @makaylamalkerson3759 8 лет назад +42

      I literally came to the comments just to see if anyone else noticed this lol

    • @gabriellaaliana6152
      @gabriellaaliana6152 8 лет назад

      I've been wondering that too

    • @Alchemy77
      @Alchemy77 8 лет назад +1

      She works for the guy lol pretty handles everything

  • @Sahroc86
    @Sahroc86 8 лет назад

    I appreciate your realness so much Nikki! You're healing and you've been going, going, going/traveling. Now that you have some down time, it makes sense things might creep up on you. But you're still doing amazing things for yourself and you're moving forward and all of this is going to make you even stronger than you already are! I understand your feeling of loneliness but that will change too. Thank you for showing how human you are, how human we all are when we're working through some pain. Lots of love and positivity to you! 💜

  • @saharavasti6
    @saharavasti6 8 лет назад +1

    Nikki 💗💗💗💗 you totally made me cry 😥 I just wanted to give you a big hug!!. You're such an amazing bubbly, beautiful person that has big exciting things ahead! You inspire and motivate thousands (or millions now!😜) Of girls around the world including me. Keep on doing your thing girl, each day will get easier 😘😘

  • @jbsocal101
    @jbsocal101 8 лет назад +28

    Nikki needs to find a rebound asap... stop crying over guzman. there are tons of guys that would treat you like a queen its time to move on.

    • @sierrasandlin409
      @sierrasandlin409 8 лет назад +87

      Did you listen to what she said? She wasn't crying over Christian. She was crying because she went from having her days fulfilled with work, friends & a relationship to having days with none of that. Her entire life has changed, not only her relationship status.

    • @SteezyNuggets
      @SteezyNuggets 8 лет назад +1

      +Sierra Sandlin thank you, some people are idiots

    • @connera93
      @connera93 8 лет назад

      Yeah you right. She is hot enough to get just about anybody she wants and make a lot of friends. The only reason she hasn't is cuz she is not over CG. All she has to do is get out and meet ppl and she won't be lonely but it's hard to do when you're depressed.

    • @connera93
      @connera93 8 лет назад

      +Sierra Sandlin Let's be real, she's not over CG

    • @lol123ddd3
      @lol123ddd3 8 лет назад

      +Sierra Sandlin "She was crying because she went from having her days fulfilled with work, friends & a relationship to having days with none of that" Oh, you mean being with CG? ;)

  • @rickmayson2833
    @rickmayson2833 8 лет назад +5

    the brightest morning comes after the darkest night, Stay strong senorita

  • @madisyn7777
    @madisyn7777 8 лет назад

    I'm right there with you Nikki. Some days are harder than others. You go from this routine life to all of a sudden a halt and that routine disappears. It's been 3 months since my breakup and there are still routine things that I have to focus on not doing anymore. But you are doing great! The fact that you are so open to sharing that last clip with us is amazing and we really appreciate and love your honesty. You'll get through this. When you're alone, know that there is always Maximus to keep you company and you can always text you friends. You've got this, we're all standing beside you Nikki!

  • @03Jigglez
    @03Jigglez 8 лет назад

    I don't ever want to see you crying, Nikki B! I love your positive energy and your vibe, it gets me through my day! Much love xx

  • @mybeautycorner8168
    @mybeautycorner8168 8 лет назад +31

    I wanna live healthy life like her...

    • @Tom-yj8eq
      @Tom-yj8eq 8 лет назад +2

      Make it your life today

    • @joudia33
      @joudia33 8 лет назад +1

      +MyBeautyCorner Me too !

    • @HelloAll1990
      @HelloAll1990 8 лет назад +3

      +MyBeautyCorner do it! no excuses we believe in you

    • @missangelmae
      @missangelmae 8 лет назад +1

      Me too but I just downed a whole donut just now and 3 more are staring me down wanting to get eaten

    • @MrCliffhanger44
      @MrCliffhanger44 8 лет назад +1

      do it

  • @ClairRedfeild
    @ClairRedfeild 8 лет назад +6

    You should really move to LA Nikki, it would be a completely fresh start for you and many youtubers live there you can be friends with

  • @enriquesandoval163
    @enriquesandoval163 8 лет назад +1

    Don't worry Nikki it will all sort itself out soon. Just stay positive and keep your mind busy. You have such a bright future ahead. You are not alone. On behalf of your RUclips family I will always support you no matter what obstacles face you. Thank you for staying true to us and letting us know what's going on. Much Love Nikki✊

  • @mmcknz
    @mmcknz 8 лет назад

    I really appreciate your honesty, Nikki. It's not easy. When I went through my last breakup the last thing I wanted to do was talk to people, let alone tell thousands of people on the internet about it. You're so freaking strong, I admire you so much.

  • @laurenwallis3319
    @laurenwallis3319 8 лет назад +3

    We've all been where you are and its so hard, especially when you're consumed by that person and so invested in their life. Being with Christian wasn't just your relationship, you were so involved with Alphalete, it's completely understandable why you feel like it's all been taken away. You're worth so much more than being someone's side kick, you can flourish and grow and be successful all off your own back so use this time to invest in yourself, use it to find your feet and eventually the pain will subside and everything will become so clear, you'll be able to look back with hindsight and think 'I've moved on to bigger and better things'.

  • @jxlee91
    @jxlee91 8 лет назад +10

    Eff it dude, you need to get out Houston. You're travelling yeah, but you'll still be back at home where everything is familiar, and everything reminds you of the past. Gtfo there!

  • @VikingSingers
    @VikingSingers 8 лет назад

    Ughhh; you can just see the honesty in her!!! Nikki, at the very end when you were about to cry and held those tears back, that just showed how mature and strong of a person you are. And obviously it still hits you, and it's perfectly fine!! You're going to get those nostalgic times, but that's just your mind associating little behaviors that you were use to doing and feeling when you were with that person. As soon as those visions and emotions start to adapt to a different area, it'll be like there was barely anything in the past!!! Although it takes time, we all know you can pull through it :) You're the best Nikki. Stay strong💪🏻

  • @rubyred93chev
    @rubyred93chev 8 лет назад +1

    You are, and you will always be one amazing human being Nikki. Not even to mention, a true role model and fitness champion. Your upcoming competition will be another milestone. I mean after all you won 1st place.

  • @marcoxanderson
    @marcoxanderson 8 лет назад +3

    Breakups can feel like an earthquake in life, and after there are often aftershocks... Or in this case reminders of what once was. Keep doing what you are doing. Time is not the fastest band aid, but it does work. #gonikki

  • @ernestinekeh99
    @ernestinekeh99 8 лет назад +13

    you should do a spotify playlist like jazzypoo!!!! please please please!!! your sound track is so awesome

  • @poohbear0805
    @poohbear0805 8 лет назад

    Your honesty and strength is so admirable! Everything will be okay in the end and if it's not okay, then it's not the end! Sending lots of positivity and love from NYC!!! Thank you for sharing your life with us Nikki!

  • @jaithevegan
    @jaithevegan 8 лет назад +2

    Bless your sweet heart honey...I know it's a challenge and the phrase that sucks dusty ballz but is true is it gets better with time. You're so strong to be able to do this on social media with us. Thank you for being so true to you! 🙏🏾💜

  • @rachelcoyne7833
    @rachelcoyne7833 8 лет назад +37

    Wish all of us subscribes could come hang out with you 😄 because you are seriously so sweet and nice. If people in Texas can tell that they are idiots 🙌🏻😄

  • @v-squared7463
    @v-squared7463 8 лет назад +5

    I think LA is calling you. Time to do your thing.

  • @keyvagardner3096
    @keyvagardner3096 8 лет назад

    I commend your honesty. Nikki, just know that what your experiencing is just part of life. Everyone has or will go through something similar. Heartbreak is one of the worst pains ever and finding out your friends aren't really your friends is just as devastating. I know it's hard to see it right now, but consider this a blessing. You deserve great people in your life. I appreciate your honesty and transparency especially in a time where it seems that most people are putting up facades. You're simply awesome!!!!

  • @jennathompson5145
    @jennathompson5145 8 лет назад

    Just keep reminding yourself that you're human! Everyone has moments like this! Keep your head up, you're such a positive inspiration and being real for your viewers makes you that more amazingly!

  • @elliwilson3349
    @elliwilson3349 8 лет назад +41

    ephesians 2:4-5 but because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in sin- it is by grace you have been saved.

    • @NHamza-ew5bc
      @NHamza-ew5bc 8 лет назад +9

      BREAKING NEWS : God doesnt exist .

    • @beatrizaceiton9438
      @beatrizaceiton9438 8 лет назад

      +Clenbuterol Guzman is a scammer She exists and she is awesome.

    • @gabriellaaliana6152
      @gabriellaaliana6152 8 лет назад +6

      "I can do ALL THINGS through Christ Jesus who strengthens me!" - Philippians 4:13

    • @gabriellaaliana6152
      @gabriellaaliana6152 8 лет назад +1

      +Clenbuterol Guzman is a scammer I feel bad for your life sir ✌🏽️✌🏽😫

    • @NHamza-ew5bc
      @NHamza-ew5bc 8 лет назад +2

      Gabriella Aliana I will paypal you 100000 $ if you can provide scientific , peer reviewed proof that god exist . Pro tip : You can't .

  • @StaceyLynn
    @StaceyLynn 8 лет назад +4

    your so inspriring girl! keep it up! :)

  • @rudymelo880
    @rudymelo880 8 лет назад

    I appreciate how real you are keeping the vlogs. A lot of people try to make there outside appearance seem happy and like everything is always good but people are attracted to the realness you display

  • @lanawilson1370
    @lanawilson1370 8 лет назад +2

    Love you babe! Stay strong. i had a tear with you but it's human to cry and that's why I love you, because you are real and positive.

  • @bahamaqueen76
    @bahamaqueen76 8 лет назад +3

    I thank your honesty. I wish you can move and take over the fitness industry where your face is everywhere. Stay positive it's coming......

  • @yuureihaiku
    @yuureihaiku 8 лет назад +5

    Successful people ( yourself and CG) always draw in a lot of fair weather friends. Believe me you are much better off without them!

  • @brittisaacrossman
    @brittisaacrossman 8 лет назад +2

    Nikki! I still look up to you - you are a force, girl! That said, I think it's awesome that you are able to be real with us viewers, despite how tough it must be to do so. Keep your chin up, don't push it away, just keep pushing on like you always do!

  • @lexiquinn984
    @lexiquinn984 8 лет назад

    Nikki you may feel lonely but always remember that you are never alone! Myself and thousands of others tune into your vlogs on a daily basis just to be with you virally because we aren't lucky enough to have the privilege of hanging out with you in person! I know you're doing it tough at the moment but you have so many people across the world who love and appreciate and admire you. Never forget that!! Xx

  • @chelzhi
    @chelzhi 8 лет назад +4

    Perfect song! LOL

  • @santiagorodriguez-pw5vj
    @santiagorodriguez-pw5vj 8 лет назад +11

    Break ups are hard and loneliness sucks, but you're an amazing person. This too shall pass and you'll meet someone when the time is right. And btw I think Christians nuts, something tells me he's going to regret his decision. Frankly, I think it's his loss :)

  • @JesseDumontt
    @JesseDumontt 8 лет назад

    Awww. Nikki literally almost making me cry at the end. The feels. It's never a good feeling seeing someone so positive, happy, humble, and nice, and just every good quality a human can have, so sad, and crying. I hate it. Life's tough. But if you're still on this earth, it shows it's not your time to go, and shows that God believes in you. All you gotta do is believe in yourself.

  • @FlorenceRai
    @FlorenceRai 8 лет назад

    We all get you Nikki, it's hard to feel isolated form your social circle. On the bright side, you are not letting your negative emotions to control over your life. You are filled with so much positivity and you inspire so many people around the world because you boldness. So god bless you, and keep on hustling.

  • @LoveMeBack
    @LoveMeBack 8 лет назад +7

    Don't move, just embrace the pain. Like a muscle you will grow...

    • @ExXxOtIcMiZz
      @ExXxOtIcMiZz 8 лет назад

      Damn! This is real as fuck! 🙌🏽😍

  • @Jessicax3lyonnss
    @Jessicax3lyonnss 8 лет назад +3

    When you said "I just got a girl's number" I was like IS NIKKI BI AND I DIDN'T KNOW!!!??
    Bummer. But I'm glad you made a new friend!

  • @strea2391
    @strea2391 8 лет назад

    Love you Nikki! I love how you're so honest and not afraid to show your weak side and pretend to be happy when deep down you aren't and it just makes me love you even more! And so true about the previous comments, if a break up is what caused you to lose people's friendship they obviously weren't your friends to begin with, even if it were to be choosing the "business" side. I know that later on in life you'll find someone who will appreciate the beauty you have inside and out as much as your subscribers do :)

  • @cherrysweet247
    @cherrysweet247 8 лет назад

    I know where you're coming from. I'm in the same situation. I live alone with my cats and my friends either have moved away or are super busy. It gets lonely... But watching your videos helps me feel better and motivates me! That you can go through bad breakups, wipe yourself off and move on. We gots to stay strong! Single ladies need to stick together! 💜💜💜