I had a tragic childhood and past, I went through mental health, I suffer from anxiety and depression, I have Autism and never told anybody that I have it and I don't understand some things and say things I'm not supposed to say, I had trouble controlling my emotions, I was really aggressive, got bullied and teased a lot, girls were mean to me when I was a little kid that cause me to hate myself, people, love and being afraid to give love a chance and I been single for a long time with no love experience cause I have reasons, I had trouble listening and don't listen sometimes, being ignored, mistreated, disrespected, have trust issues, became a jerk to everybody, did horrible things, have a messed up reputation, doesn't get along with society and act like nobody cares about me. Middle School - I got bullied and teased a lot that caused me to be a bully and jerk to everybody, I once said I will shoot everyone in middle school, it did not go well, I almost got suspended, but did not, it's that moment that I realized I have autism. High School - I also got bullied and teased a lot that caused me to be a bully and jerk to everybody, I got hospitalized for the first time and then twice in my final year in high school after I snapped and bite a student's arm and got arrested by the police in May 2018, then I said I want to commit suicide and got taken to the ambulance, away from my high school, that's the last they seen of me. I'm so relatable and sympathetic when I act out because I have Autism, was depressed or sad because everyone seems to be doing better than me and nobody seems to care. I know what it's like to have pain, I wish I had my chance with that really smoking hot, Latina girl with black hair back in my final year in high school, but I didn't cause I did something horrible in the end and she doesn't even think about me or know I have Autism, that I don't understand love, or even experience it cause I been single for a long time with no love experience. I knew relationships don't work out since I was 9 years old because I watch a bunch of Novelas based on them and I have other reasons to remain single for a long time. Nowadays I don't care anymore and gave up on love, everything, and everybody, I will worry about myself and trust nobody, have nobody, and be forever isolated and alone in the dark.
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"you don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you" wow that's powerful
Apologies what show is that from? It was very powerful indeed..
@@scottiethomas2527 That is from The Vampire Diaries, I think it's season 4 episode 11.
@@joonpalace468 thanks so much. Need something new to watch myself
and that's on the vampire diaries 😌💅🏻
😂😂😂😂
Wow I’m Hurt Tvd the flash riverdale it’s so sad
‘how many more ways are there for you to rip my heart out’
I listening to these when m sleeping 💔
They used to bring me pain but now I really enjoy them
Annita Masuku same i usually just watch these to find new movies or shows to watch.
same
I kinda feel less alone then ..
No. You can't change what happened, the past is the past. We can only start from this moment on. You have to be willing to understand.
I had a tragic childhood and past, I went through mental health, I suffer from anxiety and depression, I have Autism and never told anybody that I have it and I don't understand some things and say things I'm not supposed to say, I had trouble controlling my emotions, I was really aggressive, got bullied and teased a lot, girls were mean to me when I was a little kid that cause me to hate myself, people, love and being afraid to give love a chance and I been single for a long time with no love experience cause I have reasons, I had trouble listening and don't listen sometimes, being ignored, mistreated, disrespected, have trust issues, became a jerk to everybody, did horrible things, have a messed up reputation, doesn't get along with society and act like nobody cares about me.
Middle School - I got bullied and teased a lot that caused me to be a bully and jerk to everybody, I once said I will shoot everyone in middle school, it did not go well, I almost got suspended, but did not, it's that moment that I realized I have autism.
High School - I also got bullied and teased a lot that caused me to be a bully and jerk to everybody, I got hospitalized for the first time and then twice in my final year in high school after I snapped and bite a student's arm and got arrested by the police in May 2018, then I said I want to commit suicide and got taken to the ambulance, away from my high school, that's the last they seen of me.
I'm so relatable and sympathetic when I act out because I have Autism, was depressed or sad because everyone seems to be doing better than me and nobody seems to care. I know what it's like to have pain, I wish I had my chance with that really smoking hot, Latina girl with black hair back in my final year in high school, but I didn't cause I did something horrible in the end and she doesn't even think about me or know I have Autism, that I don't understand love, or even experience it cause I been single for a long time with no love experience. I knew relationships don't work out since I was 9 years old because I watch a bunch of Novelas based on them and I have other reasons to remain single for a long time. Nowadays I don't care anymore and gave up on love, everything, and everybody, I will worry about myself and trust nobody, have nobody, and be forever isolated and alone in the dark.
Is it bad that I don’t cry to any sad multifandom I watch?
Same
After you have been broken so many times crying becomes a waste and boring
You just get left with this ...emptiness in you ...you can’t escape that
Wellow would you cry when your use to feeling pain, it's just apart of you now.
Loved this, thank you for making it!
Elena was always so annoying BUT her & Damon!!! They were meant to be
True
THIS
I don’t really have an option but I do think Stefan made her a better person
You should have added Skye(Daisy) and Grant Ward from Agents of Shield
I have in previous video. I didn't want to add the same quote twice.
i love your edits
I feel likes this too 😭
Omg 1:13 I know this one Nikita isn’t it
supernatural and tvd hit dif
Life 🙏💔
💔
Stelena, WestAlan, Lucifer and Eve
Delena**
@@erasaur6632 and I prefer Delena, but Damon isn't in this video.
If you don’t wear it cash it
I love this
2:20 - Nikita season 1, 4:40 How to get away with murder season 3
@@tinklight902ck6Thank you ❤
TinkLight902 CK What are thé two characters’ names at 4:40
@@chloerose5999 Connor and Oliver
Instrumental?
If anyone likes Iris you guys are out of your damn head
"We are the flash"
"You always do this" ... "leave"
good video, but lowkey dont think the title is right for the song nor clips, i mean yea some work
3:51 series? please
Flash
@@Emily.goose.Saunders Thanks
Anyone know what show 3:15 is?
The one that says "youre hurt" ?
@@lia5066 the one just before that. "You're the one that walked away." was what was said.
@@robingoodfellow5092 hart of dixie I think??
Hart of dixie season 3