My grandchildren are being ripped from me. It started 40 days ago when the oldest showed up at my doorstep having overdosed on mushrooms, and culminating this week with his mother’s decision to take all five of them across the country. My heart is absolutely shattered, but if their safety depends on it, I accept it. This dissolution is killing me. I’ve not had a decent night’s sleep in 40 days, and here I am again at 4:00a.m., trying to make sense of it all, crying, cursing, accepting, and doing the best I can. Right now, this isn’t sexy, or awesome, or anything else but painful. My initiations began with the loss of my mother when I was 7 years old, and now at 60 at least I know all of this serves some purpose. Thank you giving some meaning to it all. I will continue to do my best to be of service to others, their is no higher calling. Why anybody would want to be shaman is besides me.
I hear that you feel very alone and lonely. This in itself can be painful. But there are ways to retrieve power and to be strong within one's self so that self understanding is enough.
I am sorry you are suffering and are in pain. There's a balance between holding on and letting go on the path of healing. Please feel free to email me at shamanicservices@aimeekshaw.com
Consider taking on the role of The One Who Endures. Maybe you are called to learn how to accept Suffering unconditionally. maybe not, but at least consider it. I pray you Strength
Yes mam, I do believe there is evidence of the creator. But it does not change the fact, if you do not know how to use the tools he gave you you will not receive the gift but you can be chosen and go throught the initiation and still get nothing.
I enter hell often. paralysed by fear, literally hell . I m 100% sure that this is a shamanic initiation. I m labeled as a schizophrenic. The hell is more and more horible . I can t quit medication because my family will call the doctors. I don t know what to do with negative toughts ,to get trought them or te let them go. Please help
I'm sorry you're suffering in such ways. It's not a discussion to have in public here in RUclips. Email me at shamanicservices@aimeekshaw.com and we can talk this way more in depth about what you're going through. Here is a simple truth I can speak over you with power and confidence: danger is real, fear is a choice.
all shamans are vegetarian ... they love animals for real... alive not in ther belly dead ... do breathing exercizes to grow your aura ... love and talk to animals dont eat them
@@gabrieltopan9315 - sorry, but this is absolutely not true. For you to suggest this indicates you don't know what a shaman is. Where do you think shamans get their drums, their regalia, their offerings for Spirits? The original "shamans" (Darkhad, Nganasan, etc) absolutely ate/eat reindeer. Almost all animistic cultures (from which shamanism derived from) consume animals. Look at the First People Nations of the U.S. and Canada- they ate bison, seal, even dog! What misunderstanding of shamanism do you have that makes you believe all shamans are vegetarian?
I am still transmuting. Always. I just saw a sign that said “Just serve” ❤ I love that. Thank you so much. I subscribed. 🎉
The truth isn’t popular. But those of us that need these truths validated from others on the path…. We are grateful. 🙏
Service. 🎉 thank you. This such a helpful video.
This has been the most helpful video I’ve found about this topic
My grandchildren are being ripped from me. It started 40 days ago when the oldest showed up at my doorstep having overdosed on mushrooms, and culminating this week with his mother’s decision to take all five of them across the country. My heart is absolutely shattered, but if their safety depends on it, I accept it. This dissolution is killing me. I’ve not had a decent night’s sleep in 40 days, and here I am again at 4:00a.m., trying to make sense of it all, crying, cursing, accepting, and doing the best I can. Right now, this isn’t sexy, or awesome, or anything else but painful. My initiations began with the loss of my mother when I was 7 years old, and now at 60 at least I know all of this serves some purpose. Thank you giving some meaning to it all. I will continue to do my best to be of service to others, their is no higher calling. Why anybody would want to be shaman is besides me.
These aren't easy things to go through. I hope you can orient yourself and make good use of the grief and loss.
the moment i gave attention to shamanic processes i encountered extreme life difficulties...but its for the best to make me stronger for the future
the coard on the blinds behind u is constantly moving back and forth...i was sent here
I would really like it if someone with deeper understanding to support me on this journey, no one around me really understands
I hear that you feel very alone and lonely. This in itself can be painful. But there are ways to retrieve power and to be strong within one's self so that self understanding is enough.
Brilliant, thank you
I have been in deep spiritual, emotional even physical pain since the age of 20. I am now 26 . My soul is very tired, I would like to feel good again.
I am sorry you are suffering and are in pain. There's a balance between holding on and letting go on the path of healing. Please feel free to email me at shamanicservices@aimeekshaw.com
Consider taking on the role of The One Who Endures.
Maybe you are called to learn how to accept Suffering unconditionally.
maybe not, but at least consider it.
I pray you Strength
i do know the shaman doesnt choose to be 1 they suffer alot and go through turmoil because the spirits choose them.....
Yes mam, I do believe there is evidence of the creator. But it does not change the fact, if you do not know how to use the tools he gave you you will not receive the gift but you can be chosen and go throught the initiation and still get nothing.
I hear the faintest strains of Helvegen in the background :)
I enter hell often. paralysed by fear, literally hell . I m 100% sure that this is a shamanic initiation. I m labeled as a schizophrenic. The hell is more and more horible . I can t quit medication because my family will call the doctors. I don t know what to do with negative toughts ,to get trought them or te let them go. Please help
I'm sorry you're suffering in such ways. It's not a discussion to have in public here in RUclips. Email me at shamanicservices@aimeekshaw.com and we can talk this way more in depth about what you're going through.
Here is a simple truth I can speak over you with power and confidence: danger is real, fear is a choice.
your not given it your chosen basically you cant just say oh im a shaman without going through this
Absolutely.
all shamans are vegetarian ... they love animals for real... alive not in ther belly dead ... do breathing exercizes to grow your aura ... love and talk to animals dont eat them
@@gabrieltopan9315 - sorry, but this is absolutely not true. For you to suggest this indicates you don't know what a shaman is.
Where do you think shamans get their drums, their regalia, their offerings for Spirits? The original "shamans" (Darkhad, Nganasan, etc) absolutely ate/eat reindeer. Almost all animistic cultures (from which shamanism derived from) consume animals. Look at the First People Nations of the U.S. and Canada- they ate bison, seal, even dog! What misunderstanding of shamanism do you have that makes you believe all shamans are vegetarian?
while animals can talk to me andi know they are souls ass we are .... compasion is something from the heart until now all the shamans where jokes