dean & castiel || the one thing I want [+15x18]
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- Опубликовано: 7 ноя 2020
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"Angel-sweet love of my life" ♥
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umm.
hell, I don't fucking know.
I was prepared for A LOT, but no time on earth would've prepared me for them making destiel canon, like what the actual fuck.
I'm definitely still in shock, even though it's starting to dawn on me that cas is really dead and he really won't be back this time (no, I'm not getting my hopes up for misha being in any more episodes, i don't wanna deal with the devastation and pain thank you very much).
for almost a decade, i've followed the development of their relationship, I dropped the show and picked it back up again but I never really stopped thinking about them, they were always just THERE in my mind reminding me of how this relationship is absolutely unique and one of a kind and how we'll never see anything like it again. and now, they actually crossed the line I never thought they'd cross and I cannot fucking handle it. I've been literally going insane since the ep aired, my entire brain is yelling 24/7 and there's nothing but them and that scene.
honestly what the fuuuuuck.
to me, the line that actually made them canon was not the I love you, that just further validated it; it was cas admitting "because the one thing I want is something I know I can't have". dean really was IT for him and we all knew that, but having the show acknowledge and textualize it wrecked me tbh. this was a clear love confession and it was about cas finally letting himself feel all the love he has for dean in its purest form.
they've always been more than a ship to me, they're the whole reason I started spn and found a show that stayed with me unlike most others. they're the reason - ironically - sam winchester became one of my favourite characters ever, they're the reason - even more ironically - I caught up with the show and found one of my best friends in the process, who hates destiel. nothing about them feels like a coincidence, the impact they've had on me and each other just goes way beyond that.
it also wasn't a coincidence that I had an entirely different video planned for after this episode and then out of nowhere, youtube suggested me a song I used to be obsessed with in 2012, back when I first started shipping them. so here we are, I couldn't resist after rediscovering it. I had a whole seperate breakdown over "better shut your mouth and hold your breath; kiss me now and catch your death" because THEY SHOULD'VE KISSED IN 13x06 LOOK AT DEAN'S FACE AS HE WALKS TOWARDS HIM, but that's a whole other rant.
lastly, I just wanna say that I'll delete any comments making fun of the scene or jensen's and misha's acting. if you don't understand the impact of this scene within the context of the show or if you don't wanna acknowledge that cas' entire purpose revolved around his love for dean and that this love was so powerful that it changed the laws of their world or if you don't wanna see that dean was as shocked as we all were having his best friend confessing he loves him only to be sacrificing himself two seconds later, that's your choice. but I don't want to see any hate towards the actors, the writer or the show for giving me this scene so please take these comments somewhere else.
cas' true moment of happiness really was telling dean how much he loved him after years and years of holding it in, I will go back to crying now GOODBYE.
Couple: Dean & Castiel
Show: Supernatural
Song: • My Skin
Editing: Malagenabolakaful
Colouring: Lavender by SunnyVids ♥
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Thank you so much for watching, please comment if you liked it. And please comment if you didn't. I really wanna know what you think! ♥
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"Hello, Dean. " "Goodbye, Dean." 😭😭 my heart...why would you?
sorry not sorry haha it was right there
Oh the lyrics matched so well! I especially liked the "weakness", "angel sweet", "need this", the parts where the say each others names, and the part where Cain says Cas's death would "hurt something awful".
thank you so much
OH MY GOD 💔😭 This hurts! I love it, the song is just perfect for them ❤️
Dean said i love you back it just wasn't audible
dean internally screamed "I loved cas" for so long and loud that jack brought cas back to life in s13. no matter what they decide to do next or how they're gonna approach dean's side of the story, that'll never change my view on how their relationship is far from unrequited
It's okay, I don't need my feeling ... I'm just sitting here ugly crying alone in my room! That's amazing!
It's all about an angel who fell in love with humanity. A angel who rebelled and an angel who wasn't even supposed to feel anything, but he fell in love. And now on the end he is crying in joy, confessing his love to the man, he think he can't have but he know it has always been dean. Every moment, every second, every time since then it was the story of the angel who fall in love with a broken man ... and so it ends
*morecrying*
;____; stoop I can't believe they actually confirmed all of this
This comment just made me want to cry. Beautifully said
Stop making me crying with masterpiece like this, my heart can't take it anymore. When Cas tell to Dean " i love you" and sacrifice himself for him, a part of me as diyng too. I already miss Castiel so much and i'm not ready to the show to end.
thank you. and same, I haven't even begun to process cas dying or the show ending but I already miss it all
Brilliant pure perfection! Nothing to add cause your description says it all! Amen to that!
This is gorgeous
thank you
i'm sobbing this is beautiful
This is one of my favorite songs and love seeing it used for this pair! ❤
thank you
Honestly, i'm have no idea what i'm feeling after last week. It doesn't feel real, but i know it happened. I'm waiting for this moment (and i hoped Dean would say "i love you" back, but thats for another time and hope in another episode) since i was sixteen (now 29) and now i don't now what to do with this. So just wanted to say something somewhere so someone knows that i'm lost when it comes to Destiel and not ready for it to end. Love the video btw; and the song just makes it more. broght me back to when i listened years ago. Thank you for that.
I've been invested in them for ages as well, it feels completely surreal to have actual confirmation after years of being strung along.
and thank you, the song really brought me back to another time as well
Okay I’m finally getting around to watching this and it’s seriously SO AMAZING 😭❤️
You’re one of the most underrated vidders ever like I swear your videos makes me feel so many things even for couples I don’t even watch the show of! 🥺 This is actually one of your best videos I’m in awe this is amazing babe ❤️✨
shut up andie I love you 😭❤️
Wow, perfect song choice ❤️😭
+ im so broken cas left, but thankfull they didnt kill dean. Gosh im not ready yo say goodbye. Im gonna miss forever cas so much 💔 at least he said he love dean ❤️
thank you
you could've just kicked me in my stomach and it would ve hurt less...
(:
Nope, I definitely wasn’t ready for this pain....😭 seeing all your tweets on Twitter, I thought...maybe now I was ready for this vid...but I’m not...I will not ever be ready...ouch that hurts...but it’s so amazing....
I mean the song?! To them?! NO! THANK YOU FOR KILLING ME AND PLS DO IT AGAIN 😭💚
This is amazing, I will never recover from destiel! 😭💚
I wasn't ready to vid them, let's be real. this week has been utterly insane and I couldn't stop tearing up whenever I had to look at *the* scene for more than two frames.
thank you so much, I'll never recover from this either tbh...
It is bittersweet it takes this scene this moment to board the destiel vidding train. This is beautiful amazing video
thank you
Wished he kissed dean
@@ryanbaker4234 me too
such a good video it so good
Just beautiful, love it!
thanks
I just need a moment..
Damn I am so sad
I felt that
Can you please edit some thing where it’s the first time they met and cas says you don’t think you deserve to be saved and then it goes to season 15 episode 18 where he lists off all the reason Dean is good and deserves his sacrifice and then mix other stuff in it that would be so cool