dean & castiel || clutching at straws [+15x17]

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  • Опубликовано: 3 ноя 2020
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    "For I'm so scared of losing you
    And I don't know what I can do about it" ♥
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    does anyone else need a distraction from the shitfest they call the US election right now? cause I do. so I threw myself headfirst into destiel angst, just like I have over the past week.
    we all know by now that cas will be gone after episode 18. I know he'll die, trust me I KNOW that, but it still feels absolutely unreal that he probably won't even be in the finale. I've had a hard time coming to terms with that and it still doesn't sit right with me. I am so, so devastated about it, more than I am about his death because honestly, I always figured he'd die at the end.
    all that aside, can you believe they confirmed our cas is the ONLY cas that didn't follow god's plan? by chosing dean he literally defied the rules of their universe, and by continiously chosing dean and the family they build they keep defying it. this is it, this is the hill I'm chosing to die on. I don't give a fuck what anyone else says, this is THE trope on top of all the other tropes they've thrown at this relationship for more than a decade and there's no more pretending that this is platonic in any shape or form. cas is IT, he's the wild card, he's the one chuck could never control, he's the one who turned his back on everything he knew, everyone he considered his family, because he put his faith and his love into this one human being that he pulled out of hell. the sheer power of their story is uncomparable.
    their relationship runs so deep, it feels like the more you get into it, the more layers you uncover and the more you realise how deeply they changed each other to their cores. I am absolutely not ready to say goodbye to them and what they've meant to me, I'm not ready to see THEM saying goodbye to each other and I'm not ready to see dean grieve cas again, even if it's my ultimate weakness.
    I just.... I'm not ready.
    so I tried to put every bit of sadness, gratitude, frustration and of course the love I have for them in this video. I hope it shows, especially because I've been holding off vidding this song for a looong time.
    "I don't wanna know who I am without you" yes, this song was written for them. bye.
    Couple: Dean & Castiel
    Show: Supernatural
    Song: • agape - bear's den lyrics
    Editing: Malagenabolakaful
    Colouring: no air by the happiness project ♥
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    Thank you so much for watching, please comment if you liked it. And please comment if you didn't. I really wanna know what you think! ♥
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Комментарии • 28

  • @maaddy
    @maaddy 3 года назад +31

    watching this after tonight hits so different omg

  • @pandieex
    @pandieex 3 года назад +5

    as you know i don’t watch this show but pauline this is *absolutely amazing* you really outdid yourself here babe ❤️

  • @alwaysinlove120
    @alwaysinlove120 3 года назад +2

    "even though your words hurts the most, I still wanna hear them, every day" hits me sooo hard, but yes, I completely agree this whole song fits these two so perfectly!! also yes, bless you for distracting me from the election, it is awful...
    And I am so so grateful we finally got confirmed that our Cas, Dean's Cas is the one NOT following's Chuck plan, that when he told Dean that they are real, he was right! Thank you for making this video

  • @Anjak91
    @Anjak91 3 года назад

    This hits so different after knowing what happens in 15x18 and then the worst ending ever in 15x20.....but this is sooo beautiful! How much I love your vids 😢💚

    • @malagenabolakaful
      @malagenabolakaful  3 года назад +1

      god I know, it's been *such* a whirlwind and everything after ep18 was just SUCH a mess. but it'll never take their story away from me ♥ thank you

  • @meganstrohmeyer5805
    @meganstrohmeyer5805 3 года назад +1

    CAS😭😭 I love this thankyou

  • @apizlmbg1
    @apizlmbg1 3 года назад +2

    ah, i just realized why dean said what he couldn't shake off what cas had done like the other things that has happened.
    you guys know that the more the other person means to you, the deeper it would feel if they hurt you right? yeah, that

  • @DelenaFanGirl
    @DelenaFanGirl 2 года назад

    this is so beautiful!!!🥺

  • @Jovana90x
    @Jovana90x 3 года назад +5

    I don't ship, okay? But damn you, showing these aspects of their relationship so beautifully like this, legit making me close to shipping anyway.
    P. S. I absolutely loved the look from 1:38, ugh.

    • @malagenabolakaful
      @malagenabolakaful  3 года назад +2

      FAKSDKFSKKLSAFKL you can go ahead and admit that you ship it now cause we're canon baby
      as always, thank you

    • @StarFireHarmony
      @StarFireHarmony 3 года назад

      Ship them or not, Castiel deserves the love that he wants... whoever that is........ poor baby angel....... :'(

  • @IlluminatedPages
    @IlluminatedPages 3 года назад

    TRULY INCREDIBLE!!! Wow this hit me right in the feels, it was beautifully made 🥰

  • @Sarah-ou2sf
    @Sarah-ou2sf 3 года назад

    This is beautiful 💕✨

  • @evokingmemories5426
    @evokingmemories5426 3 года назад

    this is incredible!!!

  • @kissmrule
    @kissmrule 3 года назад

    good video

  • @MollyMcLaughlin
    @MollyMcLaughlin 3 года назад

    Excellent!

  • @astridcavazos5496
    @astridcavazos5496 3 года назад

    For the mood of today