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  • Опубликовано: 14 авг 2024
  • 🌟MY TESTIMONY | ANGRY WITH GOD, PORNOGRAPHY , GRIEF, DEPRESSION
    These are struggles that are common. A lot of Christians don't talk about it because it's so personal it's so raw. But here I am, anyways, oversharing with the hope that it can change just one life.
    I really don't know who this is for, but God has been pressing me to share this for over a year now. It came out in different avenues but never like this. So, to the Christian struggling with Anger, Grief, Anxiety, Porn,Masturbation this video is for you.
    I'm no longer tied to these sins that use to chain me. They no longer control my life, they no longer direct my path, and I'm grateful. If God helped me, He can help you too,
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Комментарии • 616

  • @adventuresofxyz22
    @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +72

    Heeey Lovelies, thanks so much for watching and for stopping by here. We're almost at 500 subscribers and that's super exciting!!!!!
    Continue to SHARE , LIKE, COMMENT and all of that good stuff as we grow together in Christ. Love ya'll 😘

    • @claudettebrown1370
      @claudettebrown1370 2 года назад

      Be strong keep the faith my sister went through the same thing when they took her son lives

    • @aricawed3447
      @aricawed3447 2 года назад

      That *keep talking boo boo made me smile* comforting

    • @donnacampbell6649
      @donnacampbell6649 2 года назад +1

      I am old enough to be your mom but you really inspire me i pray that God will continue to bless you and help you to be the best

    • @roshaebailey2676
      @roshaebailey2676 2 года назад

      W
      A

  • @meganthomas8957
    @meganthomas8957 3 года назад +54

    Take Away
    1. Be honest with yourself.
    2. Where is your heart posture?
    3. Purity is not just physical.
    4. Who you have in your space matters.
    5. There is no purpose living in sin.
    Love you mama💕

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +2

      AMEN! I love that Meg. Thanks so much for watching honey bunch, love ya loads 💕💕

  • @brianathomas9152
    @brianathomas9152 Год назад +4

    Girl thank you so much I really suffered with these thanks to grace of God I haven’t been doing it anymore. Just asking God for endurance until I meet my husband.

  • @andraaneita3597
    @andraaneita3597 3 года назад +34

    “My warped idea of what love is was so sinful”.
    That did it for me and I think that is where most of us are going wrong.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +5

      Yes, it messes up a lot of us. We aren't really exposed to what God's love to the church is like. We're more exposed to lust in the media.

  • @daniellemclean4332
    @daniellemclean4332 3 года назад +70

    I feel like everytime Zhara go in front of a camera. She read out a page out of my life. A lot o things happen throughout my childhood/teenage years and I didn't know why. This video let me want to reflect and scrap out the burns from the buttom of my life so I can get a fresh start. Thank you. And I really wish your content views expands. A lot of us go through these challenges but we hear nobody at church talking about it so we feel ashamed and worthless and like or sins are different from anyone else's. We need to shed some light on the experiences of believers on these topics so we can know that their is hope.

    • @akeemedgar4648
      @akeemedgar4648 3 года назад +1

      I totally agree with u my dear.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +4

      Wow, thanks so much for taking the time out to watch Danielle. The truth is, we all have a similar book, just that some of us write it in silence, so i'mr allay glad that this could've been of benefit to you. Keep on walking in God's light, don't let Him go, EVER!. Thanks so much for your kind words, and thanks for sharing ,liking and commenting 💕💕💕💕💕💕

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      Aww, thanks Akeem, keep up the good work !💕💕

    • @kkelly7697
      @kkelly7697 3 года назад

      Same

    • @imanipryce3550
      @imanipryce3550 3 года назад

      This is exactly it.

  • @ashleyhenna6201
    @ashleyhenna6201 3 года назад +36

    I randomly came across this video and I can not say it must be God. Everything you say, that’s all me. I grew up in a Seventh Day Adventist household, both parents. It was just a habit for me to go to church every Saturday morning and have family worship every Friday night. Now that I am 22, and migrated to the states for university, I have been so lost, confused, and battling with anxiety and depression. Although Your video didn’t fix it, it reminded me that God is still very much with me, how much He loves me and for me to not give up having hope and faith in Him. I will be downloading your devotional and make it a priority to read it and study my Bible more. Thank you
    Mi also subscribed 😌

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +5

      Hey Ash, maaaaaayne sometimes we live similar lives but we never talk about it all at once, especially in public. Trust me, continue to hold on to Him, because He will never leave you nor forsake you. He'll never leave you stranded and that's what's important. Even in the darkest moments Jesus saves. I wish you all the best on this journey, I'm on it too. Thanks for subscribing so we can grow together ❤️❤️

    • @ashleyhenna6201
      @ashleyhenna6201 3 года назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 thank you and God bless

  • @hw.guthrie
    @hw.guthrie 3 года назад +12

    The Lord still delivers.

  • @lee-annspencer1385
    @lee-annspencer1385 3 года назад +23

    Your testimony made me so emotional. Thank you so much for allowing the Holy Spirit to use you.
    Love from the UK 🇬🇧

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Hey Lee-ann, thanks so much for taking the time out to watch. I’m really happy it resonated with you, trust me. God bless you ❤️

  • @ulettchambers1750
    @ulettchambers1750 2 месяца назад

    The more I listen the more I drawn in. This will help many, young and old alike 😢. Praise God for His grace and transformative power that restores our emptiness, our brokenness and whatever this life puts in our way.

  • @dwaniquepassley2295
    @dwaniquepassley2295 3 года назад +16

    I'm a part of Advent Fellowship, I'm a part of that great throng. Somehow, I get the feeling that's where we all belong. That retreat, Praise God for that activity that Sunday morning. Whew... Very beautiful testimony. Keep going girl, God's got you big time! Thank you for this.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Riightttttt, mi glad i wasn’t the only one overthinking it 😂 blessings sis ❤️

  • @tajaedewar4161
    @tajaedewar4161 3 года назад +32

    I hope this help someone as it reminds me of my own testimony =)

  • @kmor4531
    @kmor4531 Год назад +3

    Wow Zhara this resonated with me 100% . I lost my dad to sickness, while in 4th form. My grand-ma 2years later. pornography & masterbation had already kicked in prior due to peer pressure in high school. Fell off from God, continuously all while trying to re-surrender and stay committed. 7-8 years later 2021 lost my brother to murder. Got depressed, had to be strong for everyone so i suppressed it all. Withdrawn even a little still, just trying to get back out there, meet new people aligned with my God given purpose. I'm now on a Mission for Christ for He has done so very much for me. It's only right that i give my all for Him. I appreciate you for this. ♥

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  Год назад

      Look at that timeline! God HAS YOU! The enemy shall not win and I'm so happy that you chose life. So happy that even though the circumstances were hard you still continued to push through. He's not finished with you yet! I'm so happy that you found this video relatable! God bless!

  • @latoyaanderson5514
    @latoyaanderson5514 Год назад +1

    Can't believe that this was posted 2yrs ago and it is speaking so current to me. Zhara I know this video will touch and help many. Thanks for sharing 🙏🏾

  • @akilarhiney6400
    @akilarhiney6400 3 года назад +20

    This testimony brought tears to my eyes honestly and it also brought peace because I’m reminded that God still saves.. love and love alone sis #blessings always

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      He really does. Thanks so much for watching boo ❤️❤️

  • @sachaburke6199
    @sachaburke6199 2 года назад +4

    I've been there. It was such a struggle...thank God... I'm overcoming each day by God's grace. Each day I live in God's grace and mercy to keep me from falling🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      God will never leave us as long as we submit to Him, and that's the beautiful thing. Thanks for watching Sis Sacha ❤️

  • @abigailbetts3421
    @abigailbetts3421 3 года назад +6

    I am currently working through an addiction to masturbation and I have found that community has been a huge help for me. It helps me to break out from the shame that Satan tries to keep me in and it helps to have people you are accountable to and people to confess to. Thank you for sharing your testimony! It is really encouraging to hear how God has worked in other people's lives.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      It will get better with time, trust me. Community is key, but he doesn't want you to know that .These urges are real, and for a long time we surpassed them when we could've walked through them the right way

    • @gloriablake4185
      @gloriablake4185 Год назад

      I admire your courage to speak out you help many people who are going through the same the holy spirit is real .It is written if you will confess your sin he is faithful and just to forgive you of all your sins and cleanse you off all on righteousness. Stay blessed.

  • @shaunatee
    @shaunatee Год назад +2

    Thank you for this. Thank you for being obedient and allowing God to use you.

  • @awwtia.__
    @awwtia.__ 2 года назад +8

    Crazy to think this was posted over one year ago and it popped up on my recommended videos today 👏🏾 this is the message I needed rn at this current season in my life. Thank you for sharing your testimony, truly inspirational ❤️

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      God uses RUclips to do these things 😅 So happy you benefitted hun 💕

  • @michal-ashleymorrison2156
    @michal-ashleymorrison2156 3 года назад +7

    Adfel really is a great place and what helped me to start having my personal relationship with God. I appreciated it despite other short comings.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      For sure girl! Having a personal relationship with God is of utmost importance . Thanks for watching ❤️❤️❤️

  • @melsadabrown7726
    @melsadabrown7726 2 года назад +3

    No man! I can’t believe you are a young person, I am so touch and inspired my the way u r able effortlessly reach out and touch others in such a positive way. Keep up the good work may God continue to bless and keep you and keep on doing what you’re doing to help others to see the light.

  • @tashekahyatt8435
    @tashekahyatt8435 3 года назад +8

    😭😭 oh my God....this bought tears 😢 😭...you're definitely strong hun....really happy u got the courage to share ❤❤😘

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      That’s why we have a paper towel stand over this corner 😂 thanks for watching boo ❤️

    • @tashekahyatt8435
      @tashekahyatt8435 3 года назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 its a pleasure hun❤❤😘

  • @kemoni5525
    @kemoni5525 2 года назад +4

    I'm inspired by this video. You are so real and we should be real with ourselves because that's what God needs, for us to take the mask off and be real to him, he's a God that specializes in brokenness, the things that are impossible for man is possible for God.

  • @princess-staceyannblacksto385
    @princess-staceyannblacksto385 Год назад +3

    This is such a blessings Princess..I will share with my students. I pray blessings upon your ministry.

  • @beulahharris1758
    @beulahharris1758 3 года назад +8

    I delayed watching this since it was uploaded but I finally did Sis! The transparency omg. I really admire your strength and courage to do this especially your testimonial about your Dad! I lost my Dad at age 9 to gun violence so my heart knows the that feeling. My fellow church girl I love you!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Girl mine u mek me get emotional lmao. Love you loads too thanks again

  • @annettelewis1255
    @annettelewis1255 2 года назад +2

    Zhara !!! Thank you so much hon.God knew the reason why last week while I was on the night shift at work I just came upon your vlogs.I'm a Seventh day Adventist Christian living abroad. I just can't stop crying. Thanks being so godly opened. I am .an adult.I which I could just hugged you..I was so mistreated as a child by relatives while my parents were abroad, I was like a little slave and up until now it still bothers me.Listening to you , You gave me hope.Nothing is impossible with God, no matter your age.Thank you very much.God bless you and also your hubby.💞

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Awww, thank you so much for watching, God indeed knows best and He always sends the best videos, songs and people our way in our times of need. I'm so sorry that you had to go through all of that childhood trauma, but trust me, as you mature and as life evolves there is so much that God can do through you. So don't give up!

  • @tyronescarlett9698
    @tyronescarlett9698 3 года назад +7

    Bwoy, I started this vid last week, didnt get to finish and was here and it flashed across my mind, so I came back. Zhara, keep ministering and using your platform for this same purpose; to even reach one. You have no idea the blessing and ray of hope that this gives me and many others. God bless you, my friend.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Aww, thanks for taking the time out to watch and reply Ty, I appreciate it. I will really continue to allow God to use me!

  • @cassandraminott4275
    @cassandraminott4275 3 года назад +6

    I can't wait to hear!!! God bless you. You are such a beautiful soul. I'm happy I'm a part of the "Church Girl" family 😍💜

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +2

      Aww Hey Cass, you are such a gem, lol thank you so much for watching in advance. Come back and comment after you've done so 💜💜

  • @leshabenn3368
    @leshabenn3368 2 года назад +5

    Thank you so much for sharing tour testimony. You are helping many people through your channel. (Though Im not SDA, I wil share your channel with the youths and adults at our church. ) God bless you!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +2

      Aww, thank you! I don't discriminate lol , God bless you! ❤️

    • @taylorray7063
      @taylorray7063 2 года назад

      This is a kingdom thing not denomination thing... we serve the same God. We just loving God right through ❤️🥰❤️

  • @finefindleyfive8228
    @finefindleyfive8228 2 года назад +2

    I can relate to your story my sister....the death of brothers and sister as affected me in a negative way but God mercy kept me.

  • @YaniqueChristie
    @YaniqueChristie 3 года назад +1

    I relate to that meeting a guy so "good" that you start to believe you are not "good enough" or worthy to be loved by the person... looking at your past or what you are struggling with... Ladies and men let your worth be grounded in Christ and choose to grow to glorify Him than being worthy of another human... you are enough because you are a child of the King.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Right? Self sabotage at its finest. We deserve good things

  • @marleneamoredennis86
    @marleneamoredennis86 2 года назад +3

    I can’t believe I just found your channel just over this weekend. May God continue to bless you as share. You have a personality that people want to hear more. God got you 💯🙏

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Welcome Welcome to the tribe! It's a pleasure to have you! Blessings ❤️

  • @kimberlythompson7471
    @kimberlythompson7471 Год назад

    This popped up on my page, and wow, what a story. I needed to hear this. You are purpose! God bless!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  Год назад

      So happy the story made a positive impact on you! it's one of the hardest videos I've ever done lol. -Zhara

    • @kimberlythompson7471
      @kimberlythompson7471 Год назад

      @Adventures of XyZ there is purpose in your pain, and many will receive hope through your testimony. May God give you comfort with the loss of your dad. I have experienced it recently and it is a very painful journey. Continue to grow in God's love.

  • @herpurposefullife2081
    @herpurposefullife2081 Год назад +2

    Zhara!!!! Thank you for this! It's never too late to watch your motivators videos... I am encouraged and motivated to keep pressing and never leave Christ behind. Your struggles can be done away with because God is ABLE!!!!! AdFel was a safe space for me when I was at UWI.

  • @LoriKhaye
    @LoriKhaye 2 года назад +2

    Girl!!! Adfel saved me too. Powerful ministry!!! Thank God He sees us, looks beyond our faults and sees our need!!

  • @vestriciallewellyn-richard8726
    @vestriciallewellyn-richard8726 Год назад +3

    Day 3 of binge watching and without a shadow of a doubt, God led me to your page to get some answers AND encouragement that is so needed in this season of my life. I remember my church family telling me (on the day of my baptism) that it is now the devil will attack and I was like nah, the battles I faced cannot be worse than before I decided to give my life to God. Well girl, so said so done. The attacks were/are out of this world but I can truly say that even in the midst of the battles, there is a peace that surpasses my own understanding. I trust God to continue to work it out for me. I am so grateful to you and your real life truths!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  Год назад +2

      So So happy to have you here! Binge all you want , lol. Who doesn't love a good binge! Trust and believe, that the enemy Is not pleased that you chose the Lord's side. So He'll always try to confuse you so that you choose death over life. Don't allow Him!

    • @vestriciallewellyn-richard8726
      @vestriciallewellyn-richard8726 Год назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 The enemy knows he has NO place in my life hence the attacks. I intend on continuing to turn TESTS into TESTIMONIES! 🙏

  • @sherronduffus5950
    @sherronduffus5950 2 года назад +3

    Zhara, your testimony has inspired me. As Christians, I think most of us have gone through or are going through disappointments in our lives, where we feel that God has deserted us. I am in my 60s, and have been going through illness, and have felt sometimes, that God has not heard my prayers. However, that is a lie from the pit of hell. I will continue to pray for my healing. I have been blessed by your testimony. Thank you so much. May God continue to bless you, and strengthen you spiritually.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      Thank you so much Aunty Sherron , (because you're definitely an aunty now) . God really hasn't forsaken us, and I'm just looking forward to that day when we get to go to a land free of sin. One where there is no more sickness nor pain. I pray for your healing as well, blessings 💞💕💓💞

  • @allisonfrancis9668
    @allisonfrancis9668 2 года назад +3

    Came across your videos and this video speaks to me I am where you were I have gotten to the point I have been angry with god for awhile now and honestly watching this video you have inspire me to start over am also a seventh day Adventist.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Awww, this brought tears to eyes. I'm so happy that my testimony could be beneficial to you! ❤️

  • @SB-uv3my
    @SB-uv3my 2 года назад +2

    Very brave of you to share. Very emotional esp the bit about your dad. Continue to grow my dear in the Lord.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Hardest Video I've filmed to date. Thank you so much!

  • @kaycee2182
    @kaycee2182 2 года назад +4

    Hi Zhara.Just catching up on your videos. Congratulations on everything. I think some of these schools in Jamaica would do well with your testimony. Thank you for sharing. 💙

  • @AronPlummer
    @AronPlummer Год назад

    wow !!!!!! wow !!!!!! This has really touch me. Its like your life story is similar to mine. I am still in the process. God is good. Thank you for being open and sharing.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  Год назад

      Thanks so much for watching! Take your time and navigate the process with God at the centre. It won't be easy, but it would be worth it!

  • @Shinelle000
    @Shinelle000 2 года назад +2

    Wow... I'm 26 and I got baptized when I was 6 and I've always grown up in the Adventist church and I haven't been to church for almost 3 years now and this just open my eyes even more...

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Awwww, I can completely relate. It's not too late ❤️

  • @ttwaldron4683
    @ttwaldron4683 2 года назад +2

    The only part I never went through was being angry at God because it’s after losing my dad at age 9 I decided to give my life to God at age 17. Pornography became my best friend to the point of addiction at age 9 even up until the age of 23 but I only knew it was wrong because adults would say it is but never knew it was a sin . When I found out that it’s a sin it felt impossible to get rid of . But I was willing and hey! There is a God indeed....we only need to be willing and obedient. Physical obedience is better than spiritual sacrifice. We overcome by the words of our testimony! We go through things to help others and prove to others that there is indeed a God in Heaven. Lovely testimony. God be with you always !

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      I totally understand. God will always see you through and He will constantly give us an escape route if we ask for it!

  • @overcominggiants
    @overcominggiants 3 года назад +6

    Thanks for sharing Zhara. You had me here the whole time. You're coming from far and I'm happy for you. Keep being a blessing

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      Thanks for watching Keith. I appreciate the love ❤️❤️

    • @paulettewilliams6983
      @paulettewilliams6983 2 года назад

      Thank you zhara for that testimony you had me in tears watching from canada love your channel you did so much for me may God ever bless keep you.

  • @EmpressQueenB
    @EmpressQueenB 2 года назад +2

    "Bruk out di people dem son" you get me EVERYTIME!!! Ah grung mi deh once again #Jeruselema

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      lmaooo, And a him bruk me out now. Tables have turned!

    • @EmpressQueenB
      @EmpressQueenB 2 года назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 Mi nah baddah wid yuh tideh enuh.... Likkle most mi nearly choke pon di jasmine rice 🍚🍚🍚🍚.

  • @delrosenewell-hinds3439
    @delrosenewell-hinds3439 2 года назад +2

    What a testimony. I got so emotional watching this because I use to struggle too with some of these sins too. Thanks be to God, I am here for a purpose and I must fulfill that purpose. Thank you Zhara- Marie. God bless

  • @godmasterpiece9942
    @godmasterpiece9942 2 года назад +1

    Listennnnn Zhara basically put in words all I couldn't.... your God-sent to save alotta us trust me... i craveeee for true Christian friends to hold my hand through this journey.... buh they're rare. Nonetheless, THANK YOU!!! I'll continue looking forward to your videos .... keep doing this... 💜😭💜

  • @lifemoreabundant3068
    @lifemoreabundant3068 Год назад +1

    I believe God allowed me to come across your page tonight. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I really needed to hear it.

  • @juniorpryce8954
    @juniorpryce8954 3 года назад +3

    Wow the struggles are real and this is what young people are going through and sometimes we put up a front,I know cause am going through the thing same.zhara thank you for your testimony may God continue to bless you

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      For sure, sometimes we put up fronts and we don't know how to face our realities. Thanks so much for watching and It's my sincerest hope that as you go through this season you continue to hold on to God and trust in the process. He has never failed us yet

    • @juniorpryce8954
      @juniorpryce8954 3 года назад

      Wow! thank you so much, it mean a lot and I'll continue to watch your videos and share my comments have a bless day

  • @joanmurray8729
    @joanmurray8729 2 года назад +2

    I watched and it was so interesting. Young lady keep trusting God. Your testimony will help many others to overcome their addictions. God bless you

  • @hazelbradford4224
    @hazelbradford4224 Год назад

    Wow! Zhara, very inspiring! This is a soul winning testimony for GOD. GOD'S coverage and continued blessings.

  • @smilealot212
    @smilealot212 3 года назад +2

    All I can say is God is sooo Good 😭😫🙏🙏 Bless you Zhara and Thank you for sharing. Continue to let Him use you. He is doing Great things.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      He absolutely is. He never leaves us nor forsakes us. Thanks for taking the time out to watch Shenae 💕💕💕

  • @thearcherfamily5527
    @thearcherfamily5527 Год назад

    Wow!! Just ran into your channel I watched the wedding and all!! Just absolutely beautiful! God blessed you🙏🏾

  • @sandrinecurtis333
    @sandrinecurtis333 2 года назад +4

    Where have you been all this time🥺 I listened every minute of this video and I’m inspired, I feel like there’s hope and I believe God surely shows up in times when we really need him🙏 You were so real in this video and I appreciate it. Thanks for sharing this testimony with us♥️🤞🏾
    #godschosenone💙

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      Awww, I've been here , Welcome to the tribe ♥️♥️ It was my pleasure!

  • @sonyainspires8186
    @sonyainspires8186 3 года назад +7

    This video was definitely inspired by the Holy Spirit Zhara. Your testimony was powerful! Thanks for sharing. God’s continued blessings on your ministry 🙌🏾❤️.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Thanks for watching Sonya. Just doing what He told me to do. Blessings ❤️❤️❤️

  • @she_inspires_writing8293
    @she_inspires_writing8293 3 года назад +2

    You are now my favorite Christian RUclipsr🎊🎉💝. You are a strong and brave one and from this day on i take you as my role model zhara💝

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +1

      Aww, u gonna make me cry enuh girl. Take time with me lol. Thanks so much for watching , I really appreciate the kind words

    • @she_inspires_writing8293
      @she_inspires_writing8293 3 года назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 💝!

  • @carolebridgeman5005
    @carolebridgeman5005 2 года назад +1

    You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God. He is going to use you mightily.You are beautiful.I thank God for your deliverance.

  • @Kay-Cee-Kay
    @Kay-Cee-Kay 2 года назад +2

    I hope one day I will be able to have the strength to share my story.
    Thanks for sharing yours.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      No problem hun, it was hard in the moment but it was healing getting it out , you'll get there

  • @kamekagayle5146
    @kamekagayle5146 2 года назад +2

    Praise the Lord, I love the honesty and I know this will help many of us going through struggles in our Christian journey, thanks for the timly reminder❤...... All the best to you and urs....

  • @sherineboucaud7724
    @sherineboucaud7724 2 года назад +2

    Sis so every video I watch from you , you plan to make me cry ?😢🤣 I’m late to these vids but man!
    Watching just made me want to hug you. I fully understand your struggle with oversharing and wanting to help others .
    I love and appreciate your honesty , you’re so real and that’s what people need.
    Also the third wheeling relationship while it seems crazy was a huge part of your story(as you know by now). It’s as if it was Gods way of giving you some help and waiting for you to follow through for yourself.
    This was just sooo powerful!

  • @cynthiacadogan393
    @cynthiacadogan393 2 года назад +2

    Thanks for your testimony, it has helped me to help some young people . God bless you daughter. I will keep praying for you and your husband. I am a Senio Pastor , love you so much. Thanks again 💯❤🙏

  • @heathermattar1686
    @heathermattar1686 Год назад +1

    Blessings Zara may the holy spirit continue to speak to you you are a young lady with a purpose the Lord will use you mightily you are obedient

  • @lattyflaire5643
    @lattyflaire5643 Год назад +1

    Wow I'm just so overwhelm by this 😪😭🙏 words can't explain

  • @thek4lqueen
    @thek4lqueen 2 года назад +2

    OH MY GOSH! What a POWERFUL Testimony... My God my God, ...God is GOOD. Zhara God has used your testimony and this whole channel really to completely transform my life. I went through something very similar as you, I'm currently 15 yr/o and I've been struggling with masturbation for over 11 years as a result of what happened to me during my childhood and your testimony motivated me to share mine . And truly true happiness can only be found in Christ. Even as you shared your testimony God revealed to me the many spirits that works behind all this. My God Hallelujah im so glad i found your channel when i did because it has been LIFE-CHANGING! Keep doing God's work for his Glory. God bless❤❤❤

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      So happy you resonated with the testimony sweet girl. Always remember, that even though you're young, you're strong and chosen. God will never leave you stranded so don't give up on your relationship with Him. We created this space so you could see that you're not alone on this journey and that your future has hope - Love Zee

  • @kGodbless2011
    @kGodbless2011 2 года назад +3

    What a testimony! I really appreciate you sharing I can relate to some....I got very emotional at one point, it was so touching. I lost my dad in a similar situation too. I went through being depressed and stuffs. God is awesome, keep trusting God 🙏❤🤗

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Aww, thank you so much for watching! It was a hard video to make indeed but God saw me through and help my hand!

  • @ethragrant8189
    @ethragrant8189 2 года назад +1

    God bless you Zhara.
    May the Lord continue to be with you as you help your peers keep their temple pure.
    Understanding that God is depending on us, and he promised never to leave us.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      Thank you so much! Just doing the best I can in this corner of the internet

  • @darrimo968
    @darrimo968 Год назад +1

    Relatable content! Thanks for sharing your truth so openly & boldly. The devil also made me feel insecure and inadequate about my past too when meeting my bf who also wasnt exposed.

  • @rochellejames3500
    @rochellejames3500 Год назад

    My God delivers again ohhh my God delivers again just it seems like hope is lost he reaches down his hands............. this is so inspiring 🙌 I am a new Christian on a journey and struggle with those things as well.......... I am here because i watched your wedding and it was the best wedding I have ever watched from singing the worship song to the washing of the feet i have to subscribe....... your channel gives me hope to seek God more

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  Год назад +1

      Yay! Thanks for subscribing, and welcome to our family!

  • @godschile2638
    @godschile2638 2 года назад +3

    I am so touched by your story.
    Just recently find your channel and I loved your bravery to share your story. Keep on doing what you are doing because this is helping so many young people❤

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      Thanks for watching and officially welcome to the tribe 💞 We hope you stay !

  • @she_inspires_writing8293
    @she_inspires_writing8293 3 года назад +1

    So true zhara, there's a sense of peace when you have a real relationship with God and break away from these things.

  • @abrianna.b
    @abrianna.b Год назад +1

    Thank you for this raw unfiltered testimony.❤️
    Just discovered your TikTok, I loved your videos so I had to check out your channel. I'm going to binge watch all your videos now 😂❤️❤️

  • @margaretcrawford2528
    @margaretcrawford2528 Год назад

    Thanks for being open, this will help a lot of people

  • @meloneywilson4073
    @meloneywilson4073 2 года назад +2

    May God bless you girl. You are an amazing vessel.🙏🙏

  • @shanaetownsend4675
    @shanaetownsend4675 2 года назад +1

    Hey am a Clarendonian too also new to your channel I'm so glad that you did this video because everything that you spoke about I'm currently battling it as well. I'm a Christian but I can feel that the connection that I'm supposed to have with God has weakened. When I got baptized my Grandmother once told me that this is the part of your life where the struggle will begin and that I should trust God and lean not unto my own understanding and in all my ways I should acknowledge him and he'll direct my path. I know that one day I'll be able to give my testimony but God is still working on me so until then I'll continue try to live the life that he want me to live🥰🙏

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Thanks for commenting and welcome to the tribe! God asks for us to totally surrender our lives to Him. He will bring us through the obstacles no doubt. Blessings ❤️

  • @nadinegayle-ramsay5252
    @nadinegayle-ramsay5252 Год назад +1

    I needed this. Thank you

  • @Patience7813
    @Patience7813 Год назад

    Thank you so much for sharing. I pray that the Lord will continue to comfort your heart. The old devil will try to manipulate our feelings, our dreams...whatever it is...but God is able to rescue us. Thanks for keeping it real

  • @yvonneyoung7620
    @yvonneyoung7620 Год назад

    That's you reach a long way Knowing what you want in life achieved it now you're a lawyer and married to a Doctor you're blessed and highly favored.

  • @jenniferspicer-davis9063
    @jenniferspicer-davis9063 2 года назад +1

    Your testimony inspired me a lot. When we are truthful to our self God promise to guide us.

  • @urcelwilliams3803
    @urcelwilliams3803 Год назад

    Thank you Zarah i cried because i came in from work and i felt like everyone was against me, because they made promises and then forfeits. I thank God for Jesus.

  • @jodianbartley1
    @jodianbartley1 10 месяцев назад

    Wow! this is so touching. I’m proud of you for sharing

  • @ulettchambers1750
    @ulettchambers1750 2 месяца назад

    Such a 😢powerful testimony. Your life is ministering to many

  • @georgiabrown8457
    @georgiabrown8457 Год назад +1

    You are very inspiring and honest,God is bringing you out of this into a world of reality where your peers and others are going to wonder if this is really true🙌🙌,continue to motivate,inspire and be loyal to yourself and God,He never leave you nor forsake you,His arms are wide open receiving everytime💕💕

  • @deseraebrown1070
    @deseraebrown1070 3 года назад +3

    Such a beautiful testimony Zhara😭 really encouraged me, the Lord is gonna continue doing mighty things through you❤️🤗

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      Thanks for taking the time out to watch Des ❤️ I appreciate the love !

  • @venusbramble4976
    @venusbramble4976 3 года назад +1

    This Testimony is so thought provoking , heart-warming, different and all the other words that are failing to come forth right now. Thanks for your COURAGE, BRAVERY, and deep Christian faith and confidence. Thank you Zhara Marie, God Bless!!!!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад

      Thanks so much for watching and ur kind words! God bless you tooooo

  • @deebestest100
    @deebestest100 2 года назад +4

    Girl you’ve encouraged me to be a faith based content creator ngl 🥴

  • @carlylewilliams6821
    @carlylewilliams6821 2 года назад

    I was on my way to work this morning and decided to go on RUclips and I saw this link... .... you've inspired me with your testimony. To God be the glory! I'm an older man and I know exactly what you're talking about.... but God. Blessings my child and let's continue to serve Him till He comes.

  • @Ang-s8f
    @Ang-s8f 2 года назад +1

    Thank you.🙌🏼

  • @sheniah2850
    @sheniah2850 2 года назад +1

    I thank God I watched your video. I honestly related to you concerning your testimony. I felt as if you were sitting right infront of me speaking. I felt comfortable with this conversation. Thank You Zhara. God is definitely using you! You are a blessing. This video changed me in the last 30 minutes. God is good.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Aww, that definitely was the intention . I'm happy you felt safe and comfortable! Welcome officially to the tribe!

  • @tiachante
    @tiachante 2 года назад +1

    Zhara I’m going through such a painful period of my life because of this chronic illness that I’ve been dealing with for 3 years now. Despite how hard I’m trying to cling to my faith and hope that things will get better, I can’t help but feel depressed and frustrated with God. So it’s like I’m still worshipping and praying occasionally but I can feel my heart withering and I’m not sure what to do anymore. I’m asking for your prayer please because I’ve been suicidal many times and some days the pain is so unbearable I don’t want to deal with it anymore.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +3

      Hey honey, I can just imagine how harddd it has been for you. You've never left my prayer list, trust me. I know that there are no words that can heal your pain but I just wanna encourage you to hold on! Everyday you're given breath means that He's not ready for you yet, and you have another chance. Sending much love your way!

    • @tiachante
      @tiachante 2 года назад

      @@adventuresofxyz22 thank you so much 🤍

    • @indawright1421
      @indawright1421 Год назад

      Praying for your healing too in Jesus name. God is a miracle worker. He hasn't forsaken you, He wants to do the miraculous in you. May your faith be strengthened in Jesus name

  • @chevellsutherland9506
    @chevellsutherland9506 2 года назад +1

    One day I am sure I'll be able to put in words what this video did for me on the brink of 32 yrs old. lol All I know is that we serve an intentional God that is saying none of his chosen ones will be silenced in this season and he sent this divine, transparent, authentic and pure video of your story Zhara to remind me and drape me a lil bit. Thank you for answering the call and breaking the silence as it regards to your story. I salute you and may your reward of obedience be great and may the seeds you have sown by sharing this video, multiply and bear fruits in and out of season.❣❣❣❣❣

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      Oh wow, thank you so much for watching Chevell. Trust me, HE IS super intentional and makes so mistakes. I've proven it time and time again. It has been my pleasure to listen to His voice ! Blessings ❤️

  • @yolita_
    @yolita_ 2 года назад +2

    I took the time and watch every minute of it. It was worth it! Thank you for your transparency and honesty! Listening to your testimony tremendously impacts me and inspires me to be a better Christian. Thank you for reminding us that God is always ready to welcome us and helps us with our struggles! I praise God for this video!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад +1

      Awww, I appreciate you watching! Maayne, this video is still making the rounds

  • @sharagabriel8031
    @sharagabriel8031 3 года назад +1

    God bless you Zhara, such an inspiration. I have no choice but to love you! Powerful testimony. And!... to anyone reading this: you're NOT so far off that God can help and heal you; His love is greater than all of our sins.

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  3 года назад +2

      Aww, thanks Shara, that means a lot. And yes girl, for sure. He will ALWAYS be there for His children !

  • @cherylclarke8313
    @cherylclarke8313 2 года назад +1

    Z what a testimony, may God continues to bless you and use you to set the captive free,you're amazing, to God be the glory great things he has done.

  • @moniquejohnson7106
    @moniquejohnson7106 2 года назад +1

    Beautiful testimony Zhara ❤. We all have our stories, though not all of us are in a place where we can freely share just 'yet', thank you for being authentic. 🙏🙏

  • @gabbie8815
    @gabbie8815 2 года назад +2

    Me....love...you...you are real...raw and true!!!!!!!! Young people need to hear you!!!!!!!

    • @adventuresofxyz22
      @adventuresofxyz22  2 года назад

      aww ,I appreciate that. Just a girl trying to do the best she can

  • @andreasinclair5527
    @andreasinclair5527 Год назад +1

    Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable, You're awesome👏 Stay Blessed🙏🥰

  • @simonecato-hall7811
    @simonecato-hall7811 2 года назад +1

    You are such a class act….so real so authentic! Keep at it sis. God is working through you.

  • @nicolesmith4312
    @nicolesmith4312 2 года назад

    I’m 42 and ma’ammmmmm, you are now “little big sis” all that teaching wow!!!! So much of my story in my 20’s and all my 30’s.

  • @indawright1421
    @indawright1421 Год назад

    So sorry to hear about what happened to your dad dear. Thanks for sharing. Your testimony is helpful for me as a parent with a teenage son who has withdrawn from the things of God. I am looking forward to his breakthrough and full surrender to Christ again.

  • @rosainjaDiamond
    @rosainjaDiamond Год назад

    wow. wow. I am soooooo proud of you. May the God of love encircled you (and now your husband always)

  • @maxinedunkley779
    @maxinedunkley779 2 года назад

    I am happy God stepped in and rescued you. To God be the Glory