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  • Опубликовано: 18 ноя 2024
  • Welcome to my channel, where I am dedicated to helping you cultivate inner awareness, find inner peace, and elevate your spiritual potential.
    This channel is all about exploring the depths of your consciousness and mastering the art of meditation.
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Комментарии • 80

  • @stijnp8675
    @stijnp8675 Месяц назад +8

    Wow your story is so similar to mine. I had this awakening too, loosing a sense of self which is replaced by love, it went away after 2 months. And then all hell broke loose: partying, drugs, severe depression, and seeking, Endless seeking. first in psychology and filosophy, years of selfstudy, some religion even, finally non-duality. Tolle, Watts, Osho, Lao Tze, Krishnamurti… it’s been 20 years… and now I’m in this nomansland where all that knowledge didn’t amount to anything, the realization that ‘I’ can never obtain the absence of ‘I’. I haven’t gotten to the point of surrender yet, but there is no other move to make really. It’s pretty much game over for my mind. Thank you so much for your videos. It feels good to hear someone tell a similar story.

  • @stewart73
    @stewart73 Месяц назад +7

    This should be mandatory viewing for everyone (who is ready) on the planet. Perfect.

  • @Elalolam
    @Elalolam Месяц назад +10

    Surrendering to what is, is what I keep returning to. Glimpses are wonderful, but don’t last. Your words confirm my focus. I think only the last step is pathless. This is my favorite video of yours.

  • @auntiethetical
    @auntiethetical 27 дней назад +1

    I am sharing your channel with everyone I know who is ready for it. You are the real deal. Thank you.

  • @celavielier2966
    @celavielier2966 Месяц назад +1

    Thank you very much for sharing!!!

  • @ishapattanashettar9504
    @ishapattanashettar9504 20 дней назад +1

    I’m huge fan of J Krishnamurti , iam watching his videos and reading his books from last 2 years trying to understand his teachings. But you’re saying what he exactly said but It is making me understand more easily. Thank you so much 🙏🙏

  • @JonnyChaos
    @JonnyChaos Месяц назад +16

    Weird that you say this because I'm going through some really heavy shit at the moment. I'm distracting myself with positive things but spend too much time on YT. When the shit gets really heavy I've started to just turn the TV off and sit in silence for a while experiencing what's coming up. I felt a warm feeling at some point today during the experience. It was like when I realised the shit passed and went onto something else, there was a feeling Inbetween that moment that new the permanence never changes. It was subtle but it did feel like what you just described.

    • @ascendor.ascendor
      @ascendor.ascendor  Месяц назад +7

      I wish you much strength in those difficult times. Often, freedom and healing lie in the simple acceptance that it’s okay for bad feelings to be present. I find it strong that you sit with your emotions in silence. Much love.❤

  • @Alter_Ego247
    @Alter_Ego247 Месяц назад +6

    Mad respect for your overall work. So refreshing to hear your straightforwardness on the core of spirituality, without all the blabla.
    In the end all negative alleys of the mind are ok. It's just emotions doing their thing.
    The war cry of the spiritual: let's bathe in ego tonight, taking it as it comes! :P
    Non-duality doesn't mean unity. So carry water, chop wood, and hug fear and misery. Shit ain't bad.

  • @doriendewitte4720
    @doriendewitte4720 Месяц назад +2

    🙏💖☀️i recognize with your words of behind your words,you can explain it clear 🙏much unconditional love 🌞

  • @afafq.7905
    @afafq.7905 Месяц назад +2

    Love comes in all shapes & forms ( whatever you are or feel or think right now, this is love taking a shape! Taking this form! Expressing itself in a new form!!) .. and why did love choose that form !??! It's leading the mind to admit that it knows nothing of the truth! The truth can not be reached or realised!! It doesn't allow the mind to know it! .. for me, once I feel I got it , I even talk about it coz I'm happy, I lose it !! I fall. In despair!! .. this came to me while listening to you ❤🎉

  • @samsisc
    @samsisc Месяц назад +2

    Thanks!

  • @JalajaBonheim
    @JalajaBonheim Месяц назад

    Thank you for your honesty and for sharing your story so authentically. Beautiful message.

  • @jerenietoo
    @jerenietoo Месяц назад +4

    THANKYou for sharing your journey❤ It is soooooo helpful.

  • @curb2ivanic414
    @curb2ivanic414 Месяц назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your experience. 🙏

  • @Alchemize_Me
    @Alchemize_Me Месяц назад +4

    Your journey sounds oh so familiar. Keep pressing onward. Much love ❤

  • @RoxiTube1
    @RoxiTube1 Месяц назад +2

    ❤😭😭😭❤❤
    You are a pioneer
    My hero
    Keep truth seeking
    You have a beautiful realisation 🎉❤

  • @YeseniaRamos-yf3rx
    @YeseniaRamos-yf3rx Месяц назад

    Thank you for sharing your path with us. Acceptance of the inside and outside. Surrender. Do not resist anything. 💗

  • @claudiagordon1307
    @claudiagordon1307 Месяц назад +1

    Surrender to the fact that everything is exactly as it should be. Thanks for sharing!

  • @tiffinyrae7614
    @tiffinyrae7614 Месяц назад +2

    16 ❤ wop wop! Happy for you my friend. You always show up for people who need the message. Isn’t it ironic how your higher self has you teaching on things that don’t matter but yet do! 😂 or maybe I should say “things we shouldn’t focus on or meditate about.” Yet, these things are important when we have play “life.”
    If I don’t study some of the things I studied or practiced being still or quiet (meaning not getting into any debates letting people have their views and not trying to change those. I would be in literal fights (physical) and daily arguments that kept my blood pressure elevated
    I also always wanted to please people, couldn’t say “no!” and still struggle with buying people love.
    However, my life is completely different for the better to myself and others because I’ve learned the truth.
    I’m just really happy to see you thriving at this. Even though none of of it matters, I want it to benefit you “life-game.” I’m here for it! 🎉
    Have a wonderful rest of your evening my friend..
    big hug from Texas.

    • @ascendor.ascendor
      @ascendor.ascendor  Месяц назад

      Yes I absolutely understand what you're saying. In the personal life, one can constantly find reasons to keep the pulse high. 😂
      I am glad to hear that your life is better. Have a nice day too❤

  • @Ayla77-K
    @Ayla77-K Месяц назад +1

    You left 'me' speechless..the seeking story of us all...
    'I' just had a glimpse of total love or nothingness (there are no words), when I was at a "Deva Premal " Concert....
    I can"t remember which Mantra the about 500 people were singing with Deva+Miten, and after a few rezitations it felt like my brain dropped into the heart and the heart burst open and I was 'gone'...
    I don't know how long ....there was no time, just love...and emptiness and everything...
    I once had such an 'experience' before, but about 6 years ago (when i was just sitting on the couch, watching my first Mooji video and I just did what he said- be empty. And then there was nothing and I was laughing .....and laughing...)
    Since then I am looking for "that nothingness" ....
    And you really do help me with your videos!💛
    1000 Dank für deine ehrliche Geschichte!!
    Love to you 💞💛
    And love to all beings 🙏

  • @janewambui7576
    @janewambui7576 Месяц назад

    Thank you thank you thank you. Jane.

  • @GabrielisG
    @GabrielisG Месяц назад +5

    The past year was something for me. A rollercoaster. I can relate. I came full circle in the end and realized I'm here to have this human experience, and it's time to get back to life, but in a new way - by integrating what I have learned and practicing it. Combine the seemingly mundane with the mystical stuff. I'm finally excited about life again, even if the ego still wants to resist. But yeah... It just... is. What a glorious experience... Regardless. 😂

    • @GabrielisG
      @GabrielisG Месяц назад

      @@tommybinson You're welcome! And don't forget to have fun! That's also part of it. 😂

    • @Nutu28
      @Nutu28 Месяц назад +1

      I realized this too, we dont need to learn all the spiritual stuff (we already know at soul lvl) but need to learn what helps us improve and to experience what we wish to experience and hel0 us to resolve our frustrations and what cause us neagative emotions. Had too a rollercoster of learning an many acknowledgements and now i can just enjoy life in a more clear and peacefull way

    • @Nutu28
      @Nutu28 Месяц назад +1

      I had this in my mind too i learned many stuff and know i can just get back to my life in a new way

    • @Nutu28
      @Nutu28 Месяц назад +1

      You put un words perfectly what i was thinking too

  • @debbieswanson6031
    @debbieswanson6031 Месяц назад +1

    Best talk, nice to see the journey to what is

  • @Jewelmind
    @Jewelmind Месяц назад +3

    Yikes,....I love you jacket. And thanks for your words😂

  • @SoundOfFallingLeaves
    @SoundOfFallingLeaves Месяц назад +5

    Before, I listened a lot to Sadhguru, even though I got some value of that, the way he talks is so egoic, he gives the impression that we have to do so many things to reach enlightenment. He talks like he knows everything. And brought me suffering, because I thought I had to fight a lot to be enlightened.
    Even though I see that right now, I don't blame anyone for my suffering in the past, everything was in it's right place, and the one is using so many ways to arrive to the conclusion that we are already complete.

    • @Solarballs2015
      @Solarballs2015 Месяц назад

      Yep I agree..a lot of them do it causes a lot of confusion

    • @batman5754
      @batman5754 Месяц назад +1

      watch jk videos he confuses more😂

    • @chitranshujatav6514
      @chitranshujatav6514 27 дней назад

      If you want a direct method read Ramana Maharshi, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Robert Adams and you can also read Ashtavakra Geeta, Atma Bodha, Tattva Bodha and Upanishads.

  • @stevenbrandon6519
    @stevenbrandon6519 Месяц назад

    So relatable!! I enjoy and find a lot of value in your words and sharing of your experiences. Thank you for doing so.

  • @demono0022
    @demono0022 Месяц назад

    Yes this is happening to me right now but I'm starting to get back slowly and understandingly. It happens because, at first, the universe wants you to know what you are missing and where you should be, but it takes it all away for you to find your own way back there with your own will. You will have to go through a lot of tests, molding, breaking and reshaping so that once you finally make it back, your foundation will be solidified and nothing will shake you or remove you from your peace ✌🏾❤

  • @peterkoehling
    @peterkoehling Месяц назад +1

    That tracks with almost everyone that has had that type of experience that I’ve heard. So happy for you!

  • @ready_fight
    @ready_fight Месяц назад +2

    Thank you for these words! I think these are the most profound and to the point words I've heard on my journey. I watched this video twice.

    • @jerenietoo
      @jerenietoo Месяц назад

      Yes - my exact feelings

  • @patocarestia
    @patocarestia Месяц назад +1

    I had a path too similar to you my friend.
    You are helping me every time I watch your videos.
    Thank you so much 🙌❤

  • @vwwilson8625
    @vwwilson8625 28 дней назад

    When you experience awakening then it disappears, it's the mind doing its job which is to challenge your awakening then after that challenge you realize how to get it back again, but it's all part of the play of a character looking for liberation and the stages and challenges it goes thru to get there, but the one inside the character is always free, it's the person and character who is experiencing the drama of the play who is not free unless it is part of the script.

  • @afafq.7905
    @afafq.7905 Месяц назад

    Your words, wonderfully said: (God is naturally there when the inside and outside are accepted ! So it's all about being as you are! It's just that. )🎉❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Gratitudejoy21
    @Gratitudejoy21 Месяц назад +1

    WOW, THANK YOU SOOOO for the sharing❣️❣️❣️ very helpful!!!!! I am seeking and starting to KNOW🪷BLESSINGS 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @karenann5090
    @karenann5090 Месяц назад +1

    Maybe you have realized that you ARE the anger, sadness etc and there is no longer a split between you and the emotion. You no longer apply methods or try to become “non-angry” and the result is that you remain whole and undivided. You are so spot on about the norm being that we try to get away from the uncomfortable feeling. That’s how we get split. And for our species it might be perfectly natural to try to get away, but what are we trying to get away from? There is a state of mind that is indescribable ; where the “me” doesn’t exist. It can’t be put into words. And it can’t be sought after because after all, it is right here, right now. Like the person looking for their glasses and they are sitting right on their head. When we find the glasses, in the last place we would have expected them to be, we can’t describe how that moment came to be. It doesn’t come to be through any effort. As you have said, it is quite the opposite. When the “me” dissolves into the “many” you are just dumbstruck.

  • @epluno
    @epluno Месяц назад

    I always lay down my phone and close my eyes when "watching" your videos, just listening. Have you ever considered making a podcast?

  • @Nutu28
    @Nutu28 Месяц назад

    Most of the times you just dont need to learn how everything works, just need to learn what helps you improve, to resolve our frustrations and what creates negative emotions, and this help to experience life in a more peacefull joyfull, clear way. You dont need to find out all, just what help you to have a better human experience

  • @ombeen
    @ombeen Месяц назад +1

    love you ! Thanks

  • @hemamalinirs1002
    @hemamalinirs1002 Месяц назад

    Beautiful,, if we notice carefully we even didn’t start seeking , if I had started seeking I would end it also but that’s not how it works . Seeking happens , seeking drops , identification happens , identification drops in some body mind mechanism on its own . Everything is spontaneous , nothing is in control is what I feel 🙏🙏

  • @cd2280
    @cd2280 Месяц назад +1

    The greatest source of misery I had is that I felt like a failure all my life. I'm young but there is not much that worked out in my life. I was no good academically, I have no talent in sport, my social life was non existent and I have never had a partner. All those things accumulated and it just causes me a lot of suffering. I was and still am comparing myself to others and I just feel very insecure.
    Its not even the life's circumstances that was the problem. Its just that I can't ever be happy with how things are. At this point in my life, the only thing that keeps me going is the possibility of being free. I don't know if its possible but this is all I have left now.

  • @Shedrick_Goldsmith
    @Shedrick_Goldsmith Месяц назад

    "Be as you are" Bars

  • @Bfree444
    @Bfree444 Месяц назад

    When two agree on a thing it is so....the inner and outer world shook hands and agreed to come together and be one🙏

  • @BJJ_Richie
    @BJJ_Richie Месяц назад

    13:43 certain things cannot be expressed with words as you just conveyed. It is the vibration and the energy of what is , that imparts reality

  • @carlavela7106
    @carlavela7106 Месяц назад

    🦋🕊🙏

  • @vijaypant1649
    @vijaypant1649 Месяц назад

    Thanks. 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉Where is the need of enlightenment for the existence? It is already enlightened.Human mind is the problem which always seeks something extra,be it worldly achievement or enlightenment itself.

  • @FlorinMarcarian
    @FlorinMarcarian Месяц назад

    Thank you

  • @user-wi3fw1qb5v
    @user-wi3fw1qb5v Месяц назад

    I just wanna share a hug with him.

  • @monikaeason8448
    @monikaeason8448 Месяц назад

    🙏🏼

  • @heiditapio2105
    @heiditapio2105 27 дней назад

    Thanks for all your grate videoes, you are a very good teacher. The way you explain things realy resonates with me, so I wonder what is it all about that the way Mooji for example teach is not so understandable to me? Could it just be it's all about the different words different teacher are using, if it makes it resonate with you or not?

  • @Pearl.7
    @Pearl.7 Месяц назад

  • @MagdalenaSmolinska
    @MagdalenaSmolinska Месяц назад

    Yes yes yes to everything you say... And until the wheel of searching don't stop it's impossible! Omg... Surrender... But I can't do it from the mind 😂

  • @jenna9235
    @jenna9235 Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @nohangups5152
    @nohangups5152 Месяц назад

    Nice

  • @magdelyn
    @magdelyn Месяц назад

    😊

  • @Nutu28
    @Nutu28 Месяц назад

    What can you tell about bashar? From my standing point he is explainin and giving the most accurate and to the point advices. What s your opinion if you watched him alot?

  • @corykeeler2655
    @corykeeler2655 Месяц назад

    I had the same experience and lost it a many times too. Mine was darkness surrounded by a sphere but pure fascination and love. Did you see it like that, or was it just the feeling?

  • @rockzzsalz7928
    @rockzzsalz7928 Месяц назад

    Curious how it found you!. Did it find you like it found me? Vision?Listening now..brb

  • @martijnveenman
    @martijnveenman Месяц назад

    What are in your opinion the most helpful books to read when on this journey?

  • @benjamin8057
    @benjamin8057 Месяц назад +2

    Can you make a Video about sexual energy and how it all interacts?

  • @SiddhaTradingCommitmenttoperfe
    @SiddhaTradingCommitmenttoperfe Месяц назад

    Hi, can I contact you and have a chat with you? I think you can help me with some questions I am stuck with.. feels like a recursive loop.

  • @Ayla77-K
    @Ayla77-K Месяц назад

    Is there a bit sadness that I sense in this video ?
    There is something different from all your other videos ...
    I can't name it.......🤷‍♀️

  • @W.F.Rozendaal
    @W.F.Rozendaal Месяц назад

    You think it is simple, you think that you have the answer. Ironically being so close in thought such as those you express will prevent you to search any longer and makes you further away to meet mediation as the necessary enquiry of self you should encounter. Stop answering spontaneously unless you want to fool yourself further. Notice how many is and I you are saying. Then go and search why all that you are saying is just not enough. Because you know it isn’t. Maybe you are describing very well your conundrum. What about the followers and likes ? they relate to the same vortex. The water molecules get sucked in but the middle ‘w’hole doesn’t perish. Urgently enquire, your spontaneousness may whirl faster and faster until it’s gone and the whole disappeared into itself. The ‘w’hole feels closer and maybe your ego is absolutely delusional into thinking that the water is the hole. You ll find out if you read it.😅

  • @beatriceleu7935
    @beatriceleu7935 Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @lifeocean68
    @lifeocean68 Месяц назад

    ♥️