It happens bro i once cried when i was rapping about my dad who passed away in 2010 and my brothers dad told me if you cry in your raps that's how you know your good because you feel the emotion
It's been 3 years since I lost you, mom I would say that it's been easy but the truth is that's wrong I sip some fuckin liquor and I write you a song But no matter how many words I write you can't sing along And movin on? There's no way I can do it The family's in shambles and my life is in ruins You made me feel like I was winnin even though I was losin I lay here screamin up to God "Man, why would you do this?" None of us were ever ready for the day you would leave I wish that I could turn back time and replace you with me All the money in the world could never change a thing Money can't buy the happiness and love that you bring I need you more than ever, mom, where did you go? I need answers, I just need a way I can know Is there a heaven or is it just a lie we've been told? I miss you so damn much, deep down in my soul Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone Please come back home
Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone She said, "Some days I feel like shit" Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit" I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but the trips always feel so long And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call But when I pick up I don't have much to say So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin' Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone Please come back home You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs, Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile, But now, you only stop by every once in a while, Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time, Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way, You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say, And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing, "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For while you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone, I guess I've had it with you and your career, When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home
That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
where'd you go (song for cuzzo) I say some days I feel like shit, some days I wanna quit just to ease the pain a bit. We grew up together in the same home, it saddens my heart knowing you gone. I pray every night, it's like I'm lost in space, it kills me I can no longer see your face. Introduced me to your friends you called me your brother, you were one special sister and there will never be another. When I look at your son's I see you in their eyes, don't like to question god, so I didn't asked him why. The funniest laugh ever, the smile of a angel, still can't believe it, even from different angles. Imma love you always you live in my heart, looking at your pictures, that's the hardest part, Tears start rolling, heart start breaking, mind goes blank, then body starts aching. The Family miss you, we love you Keesha and when I need to talk to you I know where to reach yah! R.i.P Cuzzo
Hook Listen, I've been remming this on some things that are true trying to figure out why I feel the way that I do, Sometimes I close my eyes and all I see is you, Tell me hows the family , I wish that I could open up a page in the book and understand some of the ways that you took, Away from us, But I've gotten to a point where I can just let it drift off instead of letting it make me mad but if I'm honest sometimes it still makes me feel sad, But I don't think that that's bad cause I used to be at a place where I couldn't cope, Look at me now I think there's still hope, I used to care what you thought but I've come to realize that's what leaves me without hope, You lead your own life instead of letting God lead you I don't know but maybe that's your issue, You see you can't take control of your own life and I do believe that's what drove you to a point of never coming back , To the place that you were once at, Hook You see you never understood where my hearts at and while you cried out with the hate in the words that you spoke I cried out in ways that left my body feeling cold, Sometimes it felt numb, I thought it was my fault maybe I was just dumb, I had to commit and tell myself that I was done, It wasn't easy and sometimes it made me feel a bit nasuas, So I'd go in my room and sit with self conscious that maybe I deserved to be punished in ways that I could comoherend all the way up tell the end, Tell I decided to hand over my pen and let God rewrite the end, Hook
I was thinking maybe if we wasn’t so bitter You said you would t give up on me but I guess we’re all quitters The life I’m living isn’t much different But the things are going this ain’t how I pictured Things to be it was going decently Did you lose energy or did you switch frequency Heartbreak is a battle and it’s beating me I was playing fair then you cheated me Can someone tell me where’s the love in that Giving your heart to somebody who dosent love you back Giving energy to somebody who dosent offer back You stole my heart then took off with that What happen to the days we were living our lives A bunch love hugs smiles not a care in the sky Then you switched right up and waved goodbye You went left without a trace and I Drank liquor all night did some yay and cried I don’t give a fuck no more I done swallowed my pride Left me with a bunch of mixed emotions so I try to confide They ask me kc are you hurt I just deny Feels like a tumor in my heart but this one ain’t Benign If you tell me that you love me mean it please show me a sign Feels like a bad dream someone please open my eyes Never mind just keep em shut because I’d rather die Can we just talk about it you know air it out You don’t have to take a different route The depression you tell me about I had you this whole time I don’t wanna quit but you’ve stopped my whole grind I just wanna say I love you but I ain’t waiting You could do you baby girl I ain’t hating I just want you to know I’m hitting the road Ima get lost somewhere and you’ll be asking
I'm writing a song to this for my best friend Aaron who took his own life over a decade ago and I pray that anyone who is feeling suicidal seeks help please
Every single holiday it seems I got excuses I used to run from all these people who might just make me lucid I never wanna fight and see I hate the thought choosing Between two for you, and love it seems I always gotta prove it feeling useless So covid for me was a blessing in disguise Cuz I ain’t wanna deal with the pain of cutting these ties No offense to you guys it’s just depression seems to rise When I’m around and that’s on mom and dads side It ain’t the fault of none of those that related too It’s just relations hard to keep intact with every feud And with every function just another rumor that is spewed It ain’t like I never used my hurtful words to batter you You all never accepted me for things that’s outta of my control Is the black sheep what I’m meant to be so even now that I am grown It seems that I am left to bleed cuz that broken door is always closed So please if you object to me being family just let me know I know you probably thinking I think I’m better than all of you But no I’m feeling beaten when speaking y’all never follow through Blood was never family so family ain’t that hard to be Honesty and loyalty was taught to us and now I see With every single word I speak I feel y’all’s judgement rain on me And now the storms all I can see the eye is where I seem to be You strike me down when I would breathe and chip away my self esteem Depression truly melded to me it shocking that I felt I’d be Happy with who supposed to care abandoned while y’all sat and stared And left us I guess life is fair I just was never aware That nick and Zach would be the only ones to stick around and give a fuck If i made it today you’d hit me up talking bout you’d always give me love But see I still love you I don’t know if y’all feel the same Cuz when daddy beat mom or when haywood raped me into pain None of you could say a word or even look me in the face And now it’s years later and doesn’t seem that’ll ever change
Since I don't have the means to make a song, I worte lyrics for my sister Amy who passed away Verse 1 I swear to god, All the tears that I've cried could have made an ocean something like a mile high promise there's Not one day that's goin by Where your smile hasn't crossed Deep Inside my mind Yall askin "Man how u holding up" piece of me is missin cuz These memories just ain't enough I miss you so much Amy it's been really tough To accept ur death An move on from the hurtin stuff I don't think I'll truly ever let it go What am I supposed to do when Your the one who gave me hope Thinkin that ur comin back Is my way to live an cope been gone so long and Im here to ask Chorus....... Verse 2 when it's my time, You know ima come and see you Wish it was now To tell the truth I really need you I don't care about Any of these other people This is killing cant express how much it eats u Amy I really hope u rest in peace Come to my dreams find a way to speak with me Let me know ur OK Im riddled with this anxiety This pain makes Me wanna stop with the sobriety Being gone Finally made your brother cry I can't deny No matter how much I really try All I can do throw hands up to wave goodbye You will live on In the thoughts of this very mind
hey, I know I'm just stranger on the internet but as a brother to a little sis I'm truly sorry your Amy got taken from you. Somewhere up there she really appreciates these lines you wrote for her. For as long as we remember our loved ones, they will never be truly gone, as they warm our hearts through their memory. Feel hugged.
This for my sister who got sent off to rehab, don't judge.. Hey/ how you doin/ been awhile since we talked/ want you to know i'm thinkin bout you/ when i'm steady breakin laws/ sucks they had to send you off/ but that's just the way it is/ in this world to which we call/ home, so we may never feel alone/ only been a month/ but you know that I have grown/ I miss you like you wouldn't know/ We used to never get along/ like every single minute minute/ we were at eachother's throats/ But I just wanna know/ [Hook]
Vanish threw the mist your not capable to witness Best believe if not get disrespected by the mentality that’s awaken Never dipped across galaxies without my peeps You hear them scream like I done forgotten there existence I told yah I’m never changin so quit pondering about my quiet flow My dome so lyrical Pdogg let em know
DO YOUR MIND A FAVOUR AND READ ON.... ::01 shit... i really feel this right now... ::32 yeah its been forever... you know that tingly feelin that you get when you think of me thats the same thrill i felt when you told me you wer free when you hold me whever you feel... like your noth-ing, take-in another puff and im lovi-n everymoment we are together every second before i left heh ever breath that i took very long ago for that one summ-er. but now iv grown in ways that i couldnt have imagined but now iv carved the way that i shouldnt have even staggerd, blinded by the laugheter im fighting against the master..
Ellie Mystro yeah im standin in the collisium fighitng for my Gods but i cannot even see em i cannot ever leave em i can only pass with seasons struggling to stand up under all the pressure
I love you, that's all I can say to you you dont need no proof of my words to make you believe i'll devote my life to you my tea'a gone very cold now left it open since the last time we both down i just can't tell who you are publicly so i wrote this lyrics hoping you'll feel it directly wonderin why you won my heart so easily i hope you dont mind I bothered your life all this time coz i can't lie you also bothered mine i cut my hands with a cutter several times my friends told me that i went straight blind i dont even know what to do anymore my PTSD kicks in and i dont even believe anybody i get jealous when you're close with my best friends im sorry I just don't know how to stop this please, somebody help me please You're my shooting stars I don't even wanna ask for something again but loving you left me scars and i still have to mask everything as a friend coz if you take a look and open up my fuckin chest i swear to god you'll see your engraved name shit is stabbing coz i hoping for something i dont have I fuckin love you It it too late for me, it is my dead end please i dont wanna risk it all the thought of losing you scares me everybody yells at me that i have no balls i did everything i could why can't you see? why can't you learn to love me the same way i love you? I love all the things you hate about yourself dont worry though i hate myself too my heart's freezin on the fuckin shelf dont you fuckin get it?,. ill always choose you over anything else, under any circumstances, under any weather, keep all those lifestyle, i just pray to god that you'll be mine now until i started to lose faith on everything now i'll keep bleeding myself dry now i need you so bad right now you are perfect, i'll be dead for you i'll get hit by a fuckin truck for you just please dont have somebody waiting on you
I don’t know what’s wrong but I know something’s not right I feel like I lost this battle but put up one hell of a fight No one will even hear this my music nobody likes I’m just sick of these depressed ass lonely ass nights I just want love I don’t need medication But it’s hard to meet ppl When I’m full of dread and frustration They say tell me about yourself I give em my life story hoping they’ll understand And instantly regret the fact I left myself open When I should of kept it casual, flirting and joking But how am I supposed to do that when Inside I’m hurting and broken I’ll admit it hurts that’s why I’ve written this verse Life is moving too fast I wish I could flip it in reverse It’s like I feel it in my chest but I can’t spit out the words And at night I can’t rest because that’s when it’s the worst I can’t explain this pain so I’ll just say I’m ok And when I go I doubt anyone will even be there to tell me to stay (Where’d you go? I miss you so... Seems like it’s been forever since you been gone)
Beginning of January everything seemed so great Never could’ve guessed what u could of done and I hate How u texted me with seemingly good intentions And as time progressed on they all fell apart and U slowly texted me less and less, from texting first to never getting a text Oh look what’s next, i find out u wish we never met I’m starting to feel the same way I guess Because I had planned for u to go on a date with me January 19th, ur birthday ironically, I was so excited for the three, days leading up to our first meet, and the day finally came and I see, no texts for a while and am scared honestly, I get there and stair at the door for an hour but u never showed, nothing can ever beat the sadness that I felt, could’ve told me u couldn’t go, but u figured it wasn’t as bad as what I dealt, with before, and u lied and said that u were asleep, “u can’t bullshit a bullshitter” those words are not from me, thanks for giving me another memory, I fell in love quick and I know it was dumb, but u do dumb things when ur in love, and I’ll never make that mistake again, all girls are the same, listen to what juice wrld said, instead of admitting they were wrong they’d see u dead, hard to cut u off but I did what I had to, so now I lay low and try to act cool, I’ll never let another girl break my heart again Because I’m not the same man I was back then I learned that if u live for other people, they become the reason u wanna die I’m sorry if I hurt u I didn’t mean to, but I’d rather see u hurt then see me cry If u pass the same tree on the path twice ur lost But what if there’s 2 paths and the same tree is on both If money is the way I find happiness I don’t care what it cost Because if I have to fight one more time I might die cuz I’m close Ak 47 are the gun of choice and my mind is where the wars are fought If I have to see one more rope than I might have to just tie that last knot
Willkommen im Eimsbush Basement Dem Ort, an dem mehr Weed verbrannt wird Als irgendwo sonst auf dieser Welt, yo Eins Zwo, Eins Zwo Mikrofoncheck Hier kommt der Typ der meist viel zu stoned rappt Ihr habt ihn am Weedgeruch schon von weitem erkannt Heute für euch live und direkt mit dem Mic in der Hand Sam Semilia, what the dilly y'all, ja ich kiff immer noch Seitdem Mama das erste Mal Weed aus meinem Zimmer roch Meine Lunge sieht vom ganzen Rauch schon aus wie 'ne Rosine Und durch die Nonstop-Routine die Augen rot wie Rubine Aber ey, ey, ey, an sich ist alles ok Hauptsache ich hab Buddah da und noch 'n Paper zum drehn Ich belauschte grad Leute aus der Szene, hörte wie sie flüsterten „Der Typ redet so oft von Weed, er könnte sich gleich Spliffstar nennen“ Doch es hat nichts zu tun mit Imagepflege oder Gruppenzwang Nur wenn ich nix zu rauchen habe, fängt's überall zu jucken an Meine Augen sind zu rot um mit der Industrie zu liebäugeln Denn das Füllen der Seiten fordert für mich das Leeren von Weedbeuteln Mit der Kreativität ist es 'n auf und ab wie Kniebeugen Und high sein rettet mich über die Tiefs beim Poesieschreiben Ich kann nicht mehr clean bleiben, wenn ihr's schafft: schön für euch Ich denk den ganzen Tag lang nur an dieses grüne Zeug Alles ist cool, solange ich genügend chille Gras in Tüten hülle, die Lunge mit Zügen fülle Die grüne Brille, ohne sie hätt' ich vor'm Leben Schiss Sie lässt mich Sonne sehen wo Regen ist Es ist so, das ich wenn ich anfang zu schreiben, so high bin Daß ich's nicht schaff, diese von-oben-herab-Form zu vermeiden Werde so dreist, daß ich andern MCs ihre Mics wegnehme Und dann erst sie wegdiss und dann den Rest der Rapszene Denn vielen fehlt es an Liebe und Gefühl, wie bei 'ner Zweckehe Was nicht heißt, daß ich mit meinem Mikrofon ins Bett gehe Aber ich bring's auf 'n Punkt, sitzt neben 'nem Haufen Skunk Werde ihn wegrauchen und - das ganze hat auch 'nen Grund Ich will mit Joint im Mund sterben, hab deshalb immer einen an Weil in solchen kranken Zeiten jeder Tag dein letzter sein kann Sogar nachts hab ich 'nen heftigen Stick neben meinem Bett liegen Und wenn mal das Haus brennt, kann ich schon rauchend rausrennen Viele denken eh, ich sei um den Verstand gekommen, sagen „Sam, was gehden ab, du kiffst jeden Tag!“ Ich sag: „Ist angeboren!“ Mein Vater hat gekifft, und so kiff ich auch Du kannst mal ziehen, doch rauch den Spliff nicht auf Und wenn es jemand schriftlich braucht: Ich werd' nie stoppen Geh öfter und mehr Weed shoppen als Muttis Klamotten Und dreh mehr Joints als Friseusen Locken Bevor Du mich ohne Gras siehst Siehst Du Dendemann ohne Eckowear oder Eißfeldt ohne Air Max Für mich ist alles andere sekundär Alles ist cool, solange ich genügend chille Gras in Tüten hülle, die Lunge mit Zügen fülle Die grüne Brille, ohne sie hätt' ich vor'm Leben Schiss Sie lässt mich Sonne sehen wo Regen ist Viele fragen mich, ob es nicht auch mit weniger geht Was meint ihr warum auf der Platte Sam Semilia steht? Ich bin mittlerweile so süchtig, ich bräucht 'nen eigenen Coffeeshop Und zwischen jedem Joint noch 'n THC-Lollipop Denn Mongos leben high und sind nicht down mit dem Gegenteil Wir rauchen bei jeder Gelegenheit und noch nebenbei Erledige Termine 'n andermal, mach erstmal Ganja klar Ich bin immer stoned, privat, on stage oder vor der Kamera Hammerhart, wär ich abergläubisch, wär das Weed mein Talisman Gib mir 'n Spliff im Regensturm, ich relax wie am Badestrand An alle Dealer die ich kenn, ohne euch wär's nie klargegangen Dank und Grüße daher von Deutschlands größtem Cannabisjunk Das war Deutschlands größter Cannabisjunk, Sam Semilia Zusammen mit seinem Partner in Smoke, Tropf Eimsbush Basement 2000, Mongo Clikke 13 Und an den Nachwuchs Raucht nicht soviel, wenn ihr noch in der Entwicklung seid Denn viele Kiffer kommen später schizo rüber wie Jekyll und Hyde Merkt euch das, Peace
fort peppy minor aka fort peppy minor & ami cartoon network & ppg buttercup - where'd you go prod by fort peppy minor aka fort peppy minor & ami cartoon network & mr professor utonium & ms blossom & dr. bliss from ppg bubbles the dj & dr.dre & timbaland & emimem & dj max
Where'd You Go Fort Minor Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone She said, "Some days I feel like shit" Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit" I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but the trips always feel so long And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call But when I pick up I don't have much to say So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin' Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever That you've been gone Please come back home You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs, Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile, But now, you only stop by every once in a while, Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time, Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way, You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say, And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing, "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For while you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone, I guess I've had it with you and your career, When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home
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Am I the only one who was crying to this?
Yes
nah
Not at all I’m with you
It happens bro i once cried when i was rapping about my dad who passed away in 2010 and my brothers dad told me if you cry in your raps that's how you know your good because you feel the emotion
Thank you .This is exactly what I was looking for. Much appreciated
You wanna make a song together Kim?
It's been 3 years since I lost you, mom
I would say that it's been easy but the truth is that's wrong
I sip some fuckin liquor and I write you a song
But no matter how many words I write you can't sing along
And movin on? There's no way I can do it
The family's in shambles and my life is in ruins
You made me feel like I was winnin even though I was losin
I lay here screamin up to God "Man, why would you do this?"
None of us were ever ready for the day you would leave
I wish that I could turn back time and replace you with me
All the money in the world could never change a thing
Money can't buy the happiness and love that you bring
I need you more than ever, mom, where did you go?
I need answers, I just need a way I can know
Is there a heaven or is it just a lie we've been told?
I miss you so damn much, deep down in my soul
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
Please come back home
feel your pain bro. stay strong.
Best beat for a sad story telling
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
She said, "Some days I feel like shit"
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing, "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
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crying
Make a two hour version?
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
This song sounds really nice!
man this was dope
where'd you go (song for cuzzo)
I say some days I feel like shit, some days I wanna quit just to ease the pain a bit.
We grew up together in the same home, it saddens my heart knowing you gone. I pray every night, it's like I'm lost in space, it kills me I can no longer see your face.
Introduced me to your friends you called me your brother, you were one special sister and there will never be another.
When I look at your son's I see you in their eyes, don't like to question god, so I didn't asked him why. The funniest laugh ever, the smile of a angel, still can't believe it, even from different angles.
Imma love you always you live in my heart, looking at your pictures, that's the hardest part, Tears start rolling, heart start breaking, mind goes blank, then body starts aching.
The Family miss you, we love you Keesha and when I need to talk to you I know where to reach yah!
R.i.P Cuzzo
I've spent so long perfecting a song to the women I love using this beat... I hope she hears it one day 😌
good luck big guy
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Nobody cares
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Hook
Listen,
I've been remming this on some things that are true trying to figure out why I feel the way that I do,
Sometimes I close my eyes and all I see is you,
Tell me hows the family ,
I wish that I could open up a page in the book and understand some of the ways that you took,
Away from us,
But I've gotten to a point where I can just let it drift off instead of letting it make me mad but if I'm honest sometimes it still makes me feel sad,
But I don't think that that's bad cause I used to be at a place where I couldn't cope,
Look at me now I think there's still hope,
I used to care what you thought but I've come to realize that's what leaves me without hope,
You lead your own life instead of letting God lead you I don't know but maybe that's your issue,
You see you can't take control of your own life and I do believe that's what drove you to a point of never coming back ,
To the place that you were once at,
Hook
You see you never understood where my hearts at and while you cried out with the hate in the words that you spoke I cried out in ways that left my body feeling cold,
Sometimes it felt numb,
I thought it was my fault maybe I was just dumb,
I had to commit and tell myself that I was done,
It wasn't easy and sometimes it made me feel a bit nasuas,
So I'd go in my room and sit with self conscious that maybe I deserved to be punished in ways that I could comoherend all the way up tell the end,
Tell I decided to hand over my pen and let God rewrite the end,
Hook
Free my nigga Bond
I was thinking maybe if we wasn’t so bitter
You said you would t give up on me but I guess we’re all quitters
The life I’m living isn’t much different
But the things are going this ain’t how I pictured
Things to be it was going decently
Did you lose energy or did you switch frequency
Heartbreak is a battle and it’s beating me
I was playing fair then you cheated me
Can someone tell me where’s the love in that
Giving your heart to somebody who dosent love you back
Giving energy to somebody who dosent offer back
You stole my heart then took off with that
What happen to the days we were living our lives
A bunch love hugs smiles not a care in the sky
Then you switched right up and waved goodbye
You went left without a trace and I
Drank liquor all night did some yay and cried
I don’t give a fuck no more I done swallowed my pride
Left me with a bunch of mixed emotions so I try to confide
They ask me kc are you hurt I just deny
Feels like a tumor in my heart but this one ain’t Benign
If you tell me that you love me mean it please show me a sign
Feels like a bad dream someone please open my eyes
Never mind just keep em shut because I’d rather die
Can we just talk about it you know air it out
You don’t have to take a different route
The depression you tell me about
I had you this whole time I don’t wanna quit but you’ve stopped my whole grind
I just wanna say I love you but I ain’t waiting
You could do you baby girl I ain’t hating
I just want you to know I’m hitting the road
Ima get lost somewhere and you’ll be asking
Message to my old self
certain days I feel like shit
all the pain I gained
like getting hit by a fist
I must admit never thought
I'll be hit by all of this
I hope all nurses can go back to their family with healthy when this pandemic end.
I'm writing a song to this for my best friend Aaron who took his own life over a decade ago and I pray that anyone who is feeling suicidal seeks help please
Every single holiday it seems I got excuses
I used to run from all these people who might just make me lucid
I never wanna fight and see I hate the thought choosing
Between two for you, and love it seems I always gotta prove it feeling useless
So covid for me was a blessing in disguise
Cuz I ain’t wanna deal with the pain of cutting these ties
No offense to you guys it’s just depression seems to rise
When I’m around and that’s on mom and dads side
It ain’t the fault of none of those that related too
It’s just relations hard to keep intact with every feud
And with every function just another rumor that is spewed
It ain’t like I never used my hurtful words to batter you
You all never accepted me for things that’s outta of my control
Is the black sheep what I’m meant to be so even now that I am grown
It seems that I am left to bleed cuz that broken door is always closed
So please if you object to me being family just let me know
I know you probably thinking I think I’m better than all of you
But no I’m feeling beaten when speaking y’all never follow through
Blood was never family so family ain’t that hard to be
Honesty and loyalty was taught to us and now I see
With every single word I speak I feel y’all’s judgement rain on me
And now the storms all I can see the eye is where I seem to be
You strike me down when I would breathe and chip away my self esteem
Depression truly melded to me it shocking that I felt I’d be
Happy with who supposed to care abandoned while y’all sat and stared
And left us I guess life is fair I just was never aware
That nick and Zach would be the only ones to stick around and give a fuck
If i made it today you’d hit me up talking bout you’d always give me love
But see I still love you I don’t know if y’all feel the same
Cuz when daddy beat mom or when haywood raped me into pain
None of you could say a word or even look me in the face
And now it’s years later and doesn’t seem that’ll ever change
Since I don't have the means to make a song, I worte lyrics for my sister Amy who passed away
Verse 1
I swear to god,
All the tears that I've cried
could have made an ocean
something like a mile high
promise there's
Not one day that's goin by
Where your smile hasn't
crossed Deep Inside my mind
Yall askin
"Man how u holding up"
piece of me is missin cuz
These memories just ain't enough
I miss you so much
Amy it's been really tough
To accept ur death
An move on from the hurtin stuff
I don't think I'll truly ever let it go
What am I supposed to do when
Your the one who gave me hope
Thinkin that ur comin back
Is my way to live an cope
been gone so long and Im here to ask
Chorus.......
Verse 2
when it's my time,
You know ima come and see you
Wish it was now
To tell the truth I really need you
I don't care about
Any of these other people
This is killing
cant express how much it eats u
Amy
I really hope u rest in peace
Come to my dreams
find a way to speak with me
Let me know ur OK
Im riddled with this anxiety
This pain makes
Me wanna stop with the sobriety
Being gone
Finally made your brother cry
I can't deny
No matter how much I really try
All I can do
throw hands up to wave goodbye
You will live on
In the thoughts of this very mind
hey, I know I'm just stranger on the internet but as a brother to a little sis I'm truly sorry your Amy got taken from you. Somewhere up there she really appreciates these lines you wrote for her.
For as long as we remember our loved ones, they will never be truly gone, as they warm our hearts through their memory.
Feel hugged.
That's deep bro, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sure she's with you spiritually. stay strong.
Can i use this on my vlog? I will put your channel if u allow, 🥰 thx
This for my sister who got sent off to rehab, don't judge..
Hey/
how you doin/
been awhile since we talked/
want you to know i'm thinkin bout you/
when i'm steady breakin laws/
sucks they had to send you off/
but that's just the way it is/
in this world to which we call/
home, so we may never feel alone/
only been a month/
but you know that I have grown/
I miss you like you wouldn't know/
We used to never get along/
like every single minute minute/
we were at eachother's throats/
But I just wanna know/
[Hook]
+Di$$ipleMuzik thats good bro
Keep writing. You have a gift. I want to cry reading it. I hope you and your sister grow to be happy beautiful people.
fuckin trash nigga
Nice
Keep doing that
Thank you for making it..thank you.✌️🤘
Vanish threw the mist your not capable to witness
Best believe if not get disrespected by the mentality that’s awaken
Never dipped across galaxies without my peeps
You hear them scream like I done forgotten there existence
I told yah I’m never changin so quit pondering about my quiet flow
My dome so lyrical
Pdogg let em know
👌👌👌👌🙏thank you so much.
I want to do a cover of this song, any way I can use this instrumental for it without infringing on copyright?
Can make a mashup version
Hotel with hook by Cassidy
can you do French Montana scantcuary please?
DJ Yumi (where'd you go) feat vanellope (vanellope) & Gumball
DO YOUR MIND A FAVOUR AND READ ON....
::01 shit... i really feel this right now...
::32
yeah its been forever...
you know that tingly feelin that you get
when you think of me
thats the same thrill i felt when you
told me you wer free
when you hold me whever you feel...
like your noth-ing,
take-in another puff
and im lovi-n
everymoment we are together
every second before i left heh
ever breath that i took very long ago for that one summ-er.
but now iv grown in ways that i couldnt have imagined
but now iv carved the way that i shouldnt have even staggerd,
blinded by the laugheter
im fighting against the master..
Ellie Mystro
yeah im standin in the collisium
fighitng for my Gods but i cannot even see em
i cannot ever leave em
i can only pass with seasons
struggling to stand up under all the pressure
Thank you for making and posting this! you'd make any beat? if i do it justice of course
Lil high lil low Z wish u were here sometimes
VictorAnd93 Can you do Pleasure P's song called "Under" for me please?
I love you, that's all I can say to you
you dont need no proof of my words to make you believe i'll devote my life to you
my tea'a gone very cold now
left it open since the last time we both down
i just can't tell who you are publicly
so i wrote this lyrics hoping you'll feel it directly
wonderin why you won my heart so easily
i hope you dont mind I bothered your life all this time
coz i can't lie you also bothered mine
i cut my hands with a cutter several times
my friends told me that i went straight blind
i dont even know what to do anymore
my PTSD kicks in and i dont even believe anybody
i get jealous when you're close with my best friends im sorry
I just don't know how to stop this
please, somebody help me please
You're my shooting stars
I don't even wanna ask for something again
but loving you left me scars
and i still have to mask everything as a friend
coz if you take a look and open up my fuckin chest
i swear to god you'll see your engraved name
shit is stabbing coz i hoping for something i dont have
I fuckin love you
It it too late for me, it is my dead end
please i dont wanna risk it all
the thought of losing you scares me
everybody yells at me that i have no balls
i did everything i could why can't you see?
why can't you learn to love me the same way i love you?
I love all the things you hate about yourself
dont worry though i hate myself too
my heart's freezin on the fuckin shelf
dont you fuckin get it?,. ill always choose you over anything else, under any circumstances, under any weather, keep all those lifestyle, i just pray to god that you'll be mine now
until i started to lose faith on everything now
i'll keep bleeding myself dry now
i need you so bad right now
you are perfect, i'll be dead for you
i'll get hit by a fuckin truck for you
just please dont have somebody waiting on you
great, thanks so much
can you give me link download mp3?
Download snaptube...
Best app for downloading contents from RUclips as audio or video..
can you send me the beat
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can I use this instrumental??
No you can’t. It’s only free. So no you can’t. Idiot😂
hey bro wanna help me out by making a beat?
Yez zir.
I using this beat
I don’t know what’s wrong but I know something’s not right
I feel like I lost this battle but put up one hell of a fight
No one will even hear this my music nobody likes
I’m just sick of these depressed ass lonely ass nights
I just want love I don’t need medication
But it’s hard to meet ppl When I’m full of dread and frustration
They say tell me about yourself
I give em my life story hoping they’ll understand
And instantly regret the fact I left myself open
When I should of kept it casual, flirting and joking
But how am I supposed to do that when Inside I’m hurting and broken
I’ll admit it hurts that’s why I’ve written this verse
Life is moving too fast I wish I could flip it in reverse
It’s like I feel it in my chest but I can’t spit out the words
And at night I can’t rest because that’s when it’s the worst
I can’t explain this pain so I’ll just say I’m ok
And when I go I doubt anyone will even be there to tell me to stay
(Where’d you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it’s been forever since you been gone)
BLED
Can you do T.R.O.N by Lupe Fiasco?
Weeknd first What??
Beginning of January everything seemed so great
Never could’ve guessed what u could of done and I hate
How u texted me with seemingly good intentions
And as time progressed on they all fell apart and
U slowly texted me less and less, from texting first to never getting a text
Oh look what’s next, i find out u wish we never met
I’m starting to feel the same way I guess
Because I had planned for u to go on a date with me
January 19th, ur birthday ironically, I was so excited for the three, days leading up to our first meet, and the day finally came and I see, no texts for a while and am scared honestly, I get there and stair at the door for an hour but u never showed, nothing can ever beat the sadness that I felt, could’ve told me u couldn’t go,
but u figured it wasn’t as bad as what I dealt, with before, and u lied and said that u were asleep, “u can’t bullshit a bullshitter” those words are not from me, thanks for giving me another memory, I fell in love quick and I know it was dumb, but u do dumb things when ur in love, and I’ll never make that mistake again, all girls are the same, listen to what juice wrld said, instead of admitting they were wrong they’d see u dead, hard to cut u off but I did what I had to, so now I lay low and try to act cool, I’ll never let another girl break my heart again
Because I’m not the same man I was back then
I learned that if u live for other people, they become the reason u wanna die
I’m sorry if I hurt u I didn’t mean to, but I’d rather see u hurt then see me cry
If u pass the same tree on the path twice ur lost
But what if there’s 2 paths and the same tree is on both
If money is the way I find happiness I don’t care what it cost
Because if I have to fight one more time I might die cuz I’m close
Ak 47 are the gun of choice and my mind is where the wars are fought
If I have to see one more rope than I might have to just tie that last knot
Release
remake karma hotel ft. the spooks plz
Hey fam, can I use this beat to make a song? I already have lyrics :D. Thank you in advance fam!
Willkommen im Eimsbush Basement
Dem Ort, an dem mehr Weed verbrannt wird
Als irgendwo sonst auf dieser Welt, yo
Eins Zwo, Eins Zwo Mikrofoncheck
Hier kommt der Typ der meist viel zu stoned rappt
Ihr habt ihn am Weedgeruch schon von weitem erkannt
Heute für euch live und direkt mit dem Mic in der Hand
Sam Semilia, what the dilly y'all, ja ich kiff immer noch
Seitdem Mama das erste Mal Weed aus meinem Zimmer roch
Meine Lunge sieht vom ganzen Rauch schon aus wie 'ne Rosine
Und durch die Nonstop-Routine die Augen rot wie Rubine
Aber ey, ey, ey, an sich ist alles ok
Hauptsache ich hab Buddah da und noch 'n Paper zum drehn
Ich belauschte grad Leute aus der Szene, hörte wie sie flüsterten
„Der Typ redet so oft von Weed, er könnte sich gleich Spliffstar nennen“
Doch es hat nichts zu tun mit Imagepflege oder Gruppenzwang
Nur wenn ich nix zu rauchen habe, fängt's überall zu jucken an
Meine Augen sind zu rot um mit der Industrie zu liebäugeln
Denn das Füllen der Seiten fordert für mich das Leeren von Weedbeuteln
Mit der Kreativität ist es 'n auf und ab wie Kniebeugen
Und high sein rettet mich über die Tiefs beim Poesieschreiben
Ich kann nicht mehr clean bleiben, wenn ihr's schafft: schön für euch
Ich denk den ganzen Tag lang nur an dieses grüne Zeug
Alles ist cool, solange ich genügend chille
Gras in Tüten hülle, die Lunge mit Zügen fülle
Die grüne Brille, ohne sie hätt' ich vor'm Leben Schiss
Sie lässt mich Sonne sehen wo Regen ist
Es ist so, das ich wenn ich anfang zu schreiben, so high bin
Daß ich's nicht schaff, diese von-oben-herab-Form zu vermeiden
Werde so dreist, daß ich andern MCs ihre Mics wegnehme
Und dann erst sie wegdiss und dann den Rest der Rapszene
Denn vielen fehlt es an Liebe und Gefühl, wie bei 'ner Zweckehe
Was nicht heißt, daß ich mit meinem Mikrofon ins Bett gehe
Aber ich bring's auf 'n Punkt, sitzt neben 'nem Haufen Skunk
Werde ihn wegrauchen und - das ganze hat auch 'nen Grund
Ich will mit Joint im Mund sterben, hab deshalb immer einen an
Weil in solchen kranken Zeiten jeder Tag dein letzter sein kann
Sogar nachts hab ich 'nen heftigen Stick neben meinem Bett liegen
Und wenn mal das Haus brennt, kann ich schon rauchend rausrennen
Viele denken eh, ich sei um den Verstand gekommen, sagen
„Sam, was gehden ab, du kiffst jeden Tag!“
Ich sag: „Ist angeboren!“
Mein Vater hat gekifft, und so kiff ich auch
Du kannst mal ziehen, doch rauch den Spliff nicht auf
Und wenn es jemand schriftlich braucht: Ich werd' nie stoppen
Geh öfter und mehr Weed shoppen als Muttis Klamotten
Und dreh mehr Joints als Friseusen Locken
Bevor Du mich ohne Gras siehst
Siehst Du Dendemann ohne Eckowear oder Eißfeldt ohne Air Max
Für mich ist alles andere sekundär
Alles ist cool, solange ich genügend chille
Gras in Tüten hülle, die Lunge mit Zügen fülle
Die grüne Brille, ohne sie hätt' ich vor'm Leben Schiss
Sie lässt mich Sonne sehen wo Regen ist
Viele fragen mich, ob es nicht auch mit weniger geht
Was meint ihr warum auf der Platte Sam Semilia steht?
Ich bin mittlerweile so süchtig, ich bräucht 'nen eigenen Coffeeshop
Und zwischen jedem Joint noch 'n THC-Lollipop
Denn Mongos leben high und sind nicht down mit dem Gegenteil
Wir rauchen bei jeder Gelegenheit und noch nebenbei
Erledige Termine 'n andermal, mach erstmal Ganja klar
Ich bin immer stoned, privat, on stage oder vor der Kamera
Hammerhart, wär ich abergläubisch, wär das Weed mein Talisman
Gib mir 'n Spliff im Regensturm, ich relax wie am Badestrand
An alle Dealer die ich kenn, ohne euch wär's nie klargegangen
Dank und Grüße daher von Deutschlands größtem Cannabisjunk
Das war Deutschlands größter Cannabisjunk, Sam Semilia
Zusammen mit seinem Partner in Smoke, Tropf
Eimsbush Basement 2000, Mongo Clikke 13
Und an den Nachwuchs
Raucht nicht soviel, wenn ihr noch in der Entwicklung seid
Denn viele Kiffer kommen später schizo rüber wie Jekyll und Hyde
Merkt euch das, Peace
🫶
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Where'd You Go
Fort Minor
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
She said, "Some days I feel like shit"
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing, "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home