I think it is underrated.... the pain we feel when we shut out everyone and then the struggle to explain that it’s not about them. That’s how we loose friends and family 😭 and the circle begins..
That's very true when it happens braking the trust of the ones you care about can be the hardest trust to repair one's it's been broken like family and friends.
@@Slime-fq3pc true but your only hurting yourself more than you realize I know because I wonce was hiding my emotions from my family I felt like I was in a endless dark tunnel when I stopped hiding my emotions I felt like I was not in the endless dark tunnel anymore when you hide how you feel you become sad and depressed the people who care about you want to help but don't know how or they do know how to help you but they don't want to do it in a way that makes you become more distant from them and they don't want that
I have like I'm not sad broke the Contact to my Ex Best Friend and she was not sad since that I only thought about her and tried to cry but only a few tears came it's really hard for me cause I have known her for 13 years and I'm 15
“I hurt the ones I love. …And I’m the one to blame.” This song just makes me cry and that line just made reality come back into focus. I owe a lot of people apologies because I was an arse. I hurt so many people I cared and loved because of my own problems and my own fear of dealing with them. So I made myself blame everyone around me when it was me all along. I got into my own head, I feed into the thoughts and they turned to actions. Actions that not only hurt me but the people I always promised I would never hurt. And worse of all I was blind to it all, I refused to deal with my problems and forced those around me to take the fall. It’s funny what a few words can do, words can bring hope and inspire change and words can shatter everything. Words made me feel loved and gave me hope and courage to be myself even when others criticized me, and words have caused me to reach my all time lowest resulting in me oding. So words can keep someone alive and can lead them to taking their last breath. In short everyone screws up, including us and we have to admit that and learn not to make the same mistakes. Otherwise you’ll fall into habits and what used to be your mind deceiving you is now a reality because you won’t let go of the pain and hurt that was your past. *_Don’t let your past become your future._*
Felt like I was listening to my fiance reading this. We're both addicts, attempting to recover, so feel you there, too. Only difference, he's not blind to it. He's a spectator to his own life. He says it's like watching a movie, and there's no hero to stop the villain that comes from within. He'll be screaming in his own mind, trying to make it stop, but nothing can stop what takes over his body. He'd never mean to hurt me, but the villain doesn't care what I mean to the man locked inside his head.😔😞
I needed to read this, I don't want to get into my whole life story. But you're not alone with the way you shut out your own hurt. I've done it for too long now and I need to figure out how to expose my damaged soul to the light and start healing it and bring myself back into reality, not disassociate myself from it.
The fact when you build that walls to protect yourself and the ones you love, You be hated and abandoned and no one really sees how you really feel until you go numb where you don't feel anymore. Honestly that's how I'm feeling right now.
You are completely right that's where I'm at im just glad I was able to start my relationship back up with my mom right before she died so there wasn't any bad blood or regrets
@@warrenramey4229 I am really sorry, I hope you okay! I want you to plant a tree in an abandoned place where no one can reach like in a forest, Plant a tree in the name of your mother and watch it grow over the years, This gonna remind you of her and reminds you of her love to you even if the hard times taken over, Theres always that love growing in each one of you.
I will pretend that this song was written just for me from My beautiful wife whom I love so very much and it is like I'm not anything to her anymore, But, I will never stop loving her. I just wanted her to be happy and safe. She's my everything. Just me.
Said perfectly. Going though this now. This song really says alot. Guess maybe I need to see if I really do Hate myself this much. Is that why my walls do go up? Learning healing & Growing. Prayers to u and hope life has gotten better for u.
I tried to put my emotions in a song once but i guess i am not good at song writing, however if i was this is exactly how i'd like to express my self. Love it.
Nick...My son, took his life Christmas eve. The hardest thing as a father is to watch and listen to my other children, his siblings, feel pain of this grief, knowing there's nothing I can do or say to ease their pain. We're all going through it. If you are suffering, find your family. Find solace in your pain. We care. Truly.
ruclips.net/video/hdrinumkZ5k/видео.html I definitely agree. God loves all his creation. He wont give any soul a trial that it cannot handle and that's our test. ❤️ sending healing love to everyone in pain.
My first relationship of 13-years and second of 6-years were failures. This song is a reminder I want to be happy again. Patiently waiting I know God will bless me w/ someone I deserve and vice-versa 🙏🏼
So relatable, knowing this is the reason why i hurt the ones i love trying to help me. makes me hate myself more. i pushed to many great people out of my life i can’t bare the pain no more i just hope they know i didn’t want to hurt them and i love them everyday. when im gone they will know how much i was suffering cause in the end im doing my best but “fading away” everyday. Know you’re loved more than you know people and you’re not alone even if i don’t know you and your struggles, i am glad you are still among us. Take care and stay strong loves!
I always hurt the ones I love. But everything comes to an end. Accountability is where to start. 😔 But I will fight the great fight till the very end. God will get me through the hard times. 🙏🙏
Sometimes pretending to be happy makes people not worry about you, but when time gets to you, it starts to hurt. Sometimes people's biggest fear is ruining a friendship because they have so many problems, or they think that they are a problem child. This song explained them perfectly
When I close my eyes and listen to this song, it reminds me of the truth and pain a lot of people are experiencing now a days. Then i remind myself, that i'm one of those people. I know what it's like to shut people out because you think it's for the best, but instead of trying to make things better, you're actually losing them even more than you already have. I feel this person's pain. Never shut people out, always let them in because they can do a lot more than you know
This.. This is my song I've been dealing with heartbreak my whole life and I tend to push the ones I love away. I don't want that anymore I am trying to communicate and make things work. I will do whatever it takes to make sure the ones I love stay with me
This is my new favorite song. I’m going to show this song to the person I care about most so he’ll understand everything I’ve been trying to say but could never find the words.
This song is so real to me as a person with border line personality disorder this describes how I am with people I love especially when I'm in an episode I always push them away or ghost them or harm myself which in my brain is protecting them and helping myself but in reality is only hurting every one I love and myself
I relate to this a lot, I don’t have border line personality disorder. But I go through moments or phases where I can’t overlook the worst parts of me and I push the ones I love away because it’s the only way I know how to ‘keep them safe’ from me. I really loved this one guy who I know deserves the best and nothing less. I also knew that wasn’t something I could give him and I didn’t know how to change, so I would hurt him emotionally when he got to close because I was scared. I wanted to be better I wanted to be someone good enough for him, but my mind was so distorted with all of my mental issues, I went about in very toxic ways. I’m never going to be able to love someone else as much as I did him.
I have BPD and I just lost my best friend, my only friend, because when something would trigger me or when I would get so overwhelmed or my depression would just take over I pushed my loved ones away because I would shut down and isolate myself. The worst part is pushing them away because of a fear that I make up in my head but I believe it, I don’t want them to hurt me so I push them away. I think that’s what hurts my loved ones the most. That’s why my best friend finally left. She couldn’t deal with it anymore. She tried for so many years and I think she was so drained and tired of the same thing over and over. I tried hard to fight the thoughts and from pushing her away and most of the time I did well and would talk to her about it and she helped me through it. Other times I just couldn’t stop the trauma response and would shut down and push everyone away to protect myself. I miss her so much. It’s only been 2 1/2 months but it feels like 2 years.😢
Me and husband listened to this burst into tears then hugged and said im sorry im still sobbing 😅it is what we both do to each other 😢 14 years we have been together no words could properly explain how beautiful this moment was and wouldn't have happened without this song also the first time we ever heard it i will be listening to more of your music 😊
This song hits different. I've hurt the girl that I loved the most bc I've pushed her away and then she broke up with me. It has been more than a year now, but I still can't forget her.
I’m sorry, we are all good at self sabotage sometimes, believe in yourself ! Learn from this, this is a lesson to prepare you for greater things. We all have that special person and we think we can never love the same or find love like that again but we can. Look after yourself xx hugs
@@JC-bq3vd you can fix it your friendship by being there for your friend even if you're friend doesn't want it cause you never know when something will happen to your friend and need someone there for your friend when you're friend feels lost
“And I’m sorry I’m defensive when you’re only trying to help me. I can’t help it, I hate how I can be.” If there was a way to send this lyric to everyone I know, I would. Because this is too accurate.
Wakes me up with much distress since I've been learning healing and growing after a traumatized childhood coming out of a very short marriage with my first Narc encounter. I never thought I hated myself till I hear the words of this song.
This song rings loud .I almost lost the one I love most..I have had counselling because of who I was .I hated him for hurting people I love .. fresh seeing the new me now so much better.. this was the old me... Every word was the old me... Greatful of change and love of someone who just wanted love .. thank you for an amazing song...
💞We are here to help each other with emotions of pain. ..and work on it 😇learning how to love yourself and others 😍I Love You Always💖Thank you Mellow for beautiful song🌹🙏😇
This song truly describes what I'm currently going through. I completely shut my love and my friends away. N it hurts so much but if I keep being in touch with em then I'll end up hurting em more and I don't want that to happen.
This is the first time I'm hearing this💯 Every word is so relatable at the moment💯🙁 This song is written for me I guess💯😔 Hits hard✌️😢 I hurt the ones I love😞💔 Entire lyrics of this song is relatable💯👍✨
" you know i shot myself down just to block out the pain" this is 💯 relatable and jeez how can recommendations show up just when you're feeling like that😩
Recently i get so stress and i had a fight with my mom and i tried to calm myself down and i just played random song and yes this song really hit harder that time and i broke into tears Btw this song in my playlist now
Sitting here...drinking...my daughter comes up and hugs me and just lays here by my holding my hand... I swear she is what keeps me alive. She knows daddy struggles but just stays by me without a word and hugs me till I fall alseep... everyone else seems to attack
Don’t ever give up on life, I’ve tried several times. It doesn’t change anything and above all don’t let your life end in suffering. Things *can* get better but you have to be *willing* to *work* for it. In order for anything to change *you* have to and those *around you*. If they won’t change then you might need to find different people. I’ve recently over the past few months have been working on myself and changing to *who I really am* even it if means getting disowned. I told my mom it doesn’t change anything if I’m the only one changing, the situation is what ruined me.
Brother I feel u on this! My son has no idea how many times he's saved my life he seems to give me a hug or something right at THE exact moment that I need to snap out of my BS Man to man father to father your a real one! Dont ever stop!
Quit drinking for your daughter. You have a great motivation to drive you towards sobriety. Many people don’t. Please don’t let it go to waste. Good luck
@@colby912 I don't drink on regular basis. You make it sound like I'm an alcoholic. Just a guy who mind goes crazy sometimes and I can't sleep so I have a couple nice mixed drinks. My daughter just happend to notice I was in a slump and was with me when I listened to this music. All 3 my kids can tell when I'm down with her being the baby and cuddley showing me she loves me. adults are pos and nine out of ten times it's suck it up or some shit.
"Preaiubitilor, să ne iubim unii pe alții; căci dragostea vine de la Dumnezeu. Și oricine iubește este născut din Dumnezeu și cunoaște pe Dumnezeu." 1 Ioan 4: 7 🙏❤️🙏
I'm going through this exact thing. I've found someone absolutely amazing, but I'm pretty broken, and it's hard for me to accept that things are finally okay, and my head fights it tooth and nail. I'm only scared, but I hate myself for making her cry every day this past week. And she blames herself, and it just makes it worse.
Don't let your emotions destroy the things you love and cherish so much by shutting the ones you love out. If they truly love you they will understand you better than anything... Keep smiling and don't let anything drag you down.
@@abbigailstahl5802 I know what you mean there and exactly how you feel you need too reach out and ask them too listen and talk as you need them at that point in time. ☺
I know exactly how this song feels as just listening too it has brought tears too my eyes 👀 and I remember the days i faded away into darkness. I get caught up in my emotions and I tend too hurt the ones I love.
WOW WHAT A STRONG SONG .SO TRUE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIME I DONT THINK I EVER LIVE AGAIN .IF THAT NOT BAD ENGHT MY HURT HURTS SO MUCH .JUSTED LOSTED MY YOUNGEST SON .WHAT A BRILLIANT SONG .SO BEAUTIFUL. GOD BLESS
Mom thank you so much for always being there for me I know it’s not easy having a son like me but I do appreciate everything you do for me! Thank you for helping me get over this break up with baby mama ! This song is for you ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤❤!!!
I shut my son out for all these years and it's hurting me when i see that youre cild can give you what you need. I don't have the experience to grow because itfills only with pain to see him on paper
To be honest we all have felt this way sometimes it’s hard to change if it’s all you know I’ve done it all my life and recently lost my grandmother which caused me to push away the only person in my life that cares about me and I don’t know how to express my feelings towards her I honestly love her she’s my best friend and more but i can’t tell her that but that’s just a part of life I can’t change what I did and I can’t say it would be different I wish it could but sometimes change is to much especially when you have tried for over a decade but all I have to say is you will learn to cope with it but it doesn’t get easier and I’m not gonna lie and say it does but good luck I hope y’all come to a better understanding of yourselves because each and every one of you is special in your own ways you just have to see that yourself
It hits home but we can over come all as long as we believe in ourselves again and have the man above on our side. Our loved ones watching over us. No more disappointments,failing. Be true to thy self and all ones that love you will come back in your lives because they see the positive changes and the love in your heart. Big Dog Rich
True friend is whu see your pain under your smile...today friend say i look tired and he continue you are tired every day but today you had no strenght to cover it...😢 That's what is true friend for me ❤
"And when I'm caught up in my emotions I'll push you out again." I can relate to this part of the song because when I start to feel sad or mad i don't pay enough positive attention to the ones i care about and the ones who have helped me throughout my life because i can get so caught up in my emotions and how i feel and that can effect the people i care about
Wow just come across this song today and it's like all I have been explaining to those around me about my ex and the way he could be to people sometimes because I feel he was misunderstood by many. I feel if he could sing us all a song before he left us he would sing this had me in tears this song. Breaks my heart will never get over his suicide. Physically gone but forever in my heart and thoughts 💔
Im going through so much and i found this song i relate so much its crazy i dont think what im going through will be better anytime soon but im used to the pain and stress and anxiety and bottling but i dont wanna be sometimes i wonder why am i here what did i do but i never find the answer and i feel really bad cos my friends ask me if im ok but i dont want to tell them cos in my mind there is too much for me to handle idk if i could do that to them but hey lets just leave it as im ok like we all say yh 👏 amazing song
I can relate so much to this song… I’m so sorry I’m this way to the people I really do love idk what’s wrong with me… too much pain in my life and I don’t know how to let the walls down…
omg this song hits home not close but right at home I got into drugs back in 2020 to drown out the pain and it took me going to prison and going to get mental health help 7 times before I finally got on the right track and realized this is what I was since about a month and a half ago I've been doing great clean and happy I feel like myself again so any of you out there who are in the situation there is hope out there it might take a lot of time and going through hell and back but there is always a good ending if you don't give up....we all love you god bless and amen
This is me since I can remember. I used to be so happy full of love and happiness and now it's pain hate/love torturing myself depression feeling like what's the point of even trying to love someone when all I do is hurt them when I shut them out I build my wall soon as I'm hurt
I'm a mother of a son that is struggling and he is His Own Worst Enemy, but my shoulders are Broad and I'm here when my son needs me! And I'm here when he's ready your mama to put her arms around her baby and hold him in cradle him and kissing for being the man that he is he is such a great man the biggest heart. I do understand that he needs his space. he also needs to know that I believe in him and if we can be forgiven he has got to forgive himself. So I shall wait for my son so I might love him with all my heart ❤ and Toby Don and to everybody else that is struggling out there I love this song it says everything
This song I can relate to so much I have been hurt in my past relationship and now in my present relationship I hurt him because I’m afraid to be hurt all over again and it’s a terrible feeling and cycle to be in
Wow A young version of myself. It seems no matter how hard I try to make life better for those i love i always say the wrong things at the worst moments. It's not for lack of trying not to say the wrong thing it just seems to happen. Leaving them and myself hurt and disappointed.
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I think it is underrated.... the pain we feel when we shut out everyone and then the struggle to explain that it’s not about them. That’s how we loose friends and family 😭 and the circle begins..
That's very true when it happens braking the trust of the ones you care about can be the hardest trust to repair one's it's been broken like family and friends.
@@rebeccaharris1734 u cant hurt anyone if u dont show emotions near them :)
@@Slime-fq3pc true but your only hurting yourself more than you realize I know because I wonce was hiding my emotions from my family I felt like I was in a endless dark tunnel when I stopped hiding my emotions I felt like I was not in the endless dark tunnel anymore when you hide how you feel you become sad and depressed the people who care about you want to help but don't know how or they do know how to help you but they don't want to do it in a way that makes you become more distant from them and they don't want that
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I have like I'm not sad broke the Contact to my Ex Best Friend and she was not sad since that I only thought about her and tried to cry but only a few tears came it's really hard for me cause I have known her for 13 years and I'm 15
“I hurt the ones I love.
…And I’m the one to blame.”
This song just makes me cry and that line just made reality come back into focus. I owe a lot of people apologies because I was an arse. I hurt so many people I cared and loved because of my own problems and my own fear of dealing with them. So I made myself blame everyone around me when it was me all along. I got into my own head, I feed into the thoughts and they turned to actions. Actions that not only hurt me but the people I always promised I would never hurt. And worse of all I was blind to it all, I refused to deal with my problems and forced those around me to take the fall. It’s funny what a few words can do, words can bring hope and inspire change and words can shatter everything. Words made me feel loved and gave me hope and courage to be myself even when others criticized me, and words have caused me to reach my all time lowest resulting in me oding. So words can keep someone alive and can lead them to taking their last breath. In short everyone screws up, including us and we have to admit that and learn not to make the same mistakes. Otherwise you’ll fall into habits and what used to be your mind deceiving you is now a reality because you won’t let go of the pain and hurt that was your past. *_Don’t let your past become your future._*
Wise beautiful words.. I hope your heart is healing 💓 xxxx
Your thought are so on point, Thank you for sharing. That's how I feel. Just not sure on how to break the messed up cycle I call my Mind
So true I truly feel this song
Felt like I was listening to my fiance reading this. We're both addicts, attempting to recover, so feel you there, too. Only difference, he's not blind to it. He's a spectator to his own life. He says it's like watching a movie, and there's no hero to stop the villain that comes from within. He'll be screaming in his own mind, trying to make it stop, but nothing can stop what takes over his body. He'd never mean to hurt me, but the villain doesn't care what I mean to the man locked inside his head.😔😞
I needed to read this, I don't want to get into my whole life story. But you're not alone with the way you shut out your own hurt. I've done it for too long now and I need to figure out how to expose my damaged soul to the light and start healing it and bring myself back into reality, not disassociate myself from it.
The fact when you build that walls to protect yourself and the ones you love, You be hated and abandoned and no one really sees how you really feel until you go numb where you don't feel anymore.
Honestly that's how I'm feeling right now.
You are completely right that's where I'm at im just glad I was able to start my relationship back up with my mom right before she died so there wasn't any bad blood or regrets
@@warrenramey4229 I am really sorry, I hope you okay! I want you to plant a tree in an abandoned place where no one can reach like in a forest, Plant a tree in the name of your mother and watch it grow over the years, This gonna remind you of her and reminds you of her love to you even if the hard times taken over, Theres always that love growing in each one of you.
I will pretend that this song was written just for me from My beautiful wife whom I love so very much and it is like I'm not anything to her anymore, But, I will never stop loving her.
I just wanted her to be happy and safe.
She's my everything.
Just me.
Said perfectly. Going though this now. This song really says alot. Guess maybe I need to see if I really do Hate myself this much. Is that why my walls do go up? Learning healing & Growing. Prayers to u and hope life has gotten better for u.
Me too
Dang, hit harder than expected and relatable af.
Please tell me the meaning of 'af'?
Hit me harder than my dad
@@subtrue3882 as fuck
I hate that I hurt people I love so much
@@subtrue3882 hi my name is Kim cook and why do we hurt the people we love so much I try too hide the pain but it hurts so much
You have no idea how much this hits home especially lately
I was jus going to comment the same
Same!
Well its true especially my bestie.. and I miss him so much need him so much right now you would never understand
Boo I love you trust u with my life
Yes. We do. It's why most of us are here. We can get better. Just try.
I tried to put my emotions in a song once but i guess i am not good at song writing, however if i was this is exactly how i'd like to express my self. Love it.
Keep trying, I’m sure you’ll get it someday
:)
Me too and keep trying
Nick...My son, took his life Christmas eve. The hardest thing as a father is to watch and listen to my other children, his siblings, feel pain of this grief, knowing there's nothing I can do or say to ease their pain. We're all going through it. If you are suffering, find your family. Find solace in your pain. We care. Truly.
Tragedy will bring you together more as a family
Sending you much love from here, Dale! I pray for your families peace.
Rest in paradise nick!
Do you ever feel like the songs that pop up in your awareness are little messages from God.
This one feels that way. 😭
Yup!!!
Same here
Yes I honestly thought I was going insane. 😂
Not God for me but I understand what you mean
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I definitely agree. God loves all his creation. He wont give any soul a trial that it cannot handle and that's our test. ❤️
sending healing love to everyone in pain.
My first relationship of 13-years and second of 6-years were failures. This song is a reminder I want to be happy again. Patiently waiting I know God will bless me w/ someone I deserve and vice-versa 🙏🏼
So relatable, knowing this is the reason why i hurt the ones i love trying to help me. makes me hate myself more. i pushed to many great people out of my life i can’t bare the pain no more i just hope they know i didn’t want to hurt them and i love them everyday. when im gone they will know how much i was suffering cause in the end im doing my best but “fading away” everyday. Know you’re loved more than you know people and you’re not alone even if i don’t know you and your struggles, i am glad you are still among us. Take care and stay strong loves!
Thank You! Prayers
This seriously hit me so hard! Because I've been doing the exact same things he meant in the song to ones I love and I really don't mean too. Lord!
Randomly clicked this and glad I did. So relatable and I'm obsessed with this song. ❤️
Yes!!!
I always hurt the ones I love. But everything comes to an end. Accountability is where to start. 😔
But I will fight the great fight till the very end. God will get me through the hard times. 🙏🙏
Amen
Praise Jesus!
Sometimes pretending to be happy makes people not worry about you, but when time gets to you, it starts to hurt.
Sometimes people's biggest fear is ruining a friendship because they have so many problems, or they think that they are a problem child.
This song explained them perfectly
Yep true.
@@lishannekennedy9786 💜
This, is really relatable😔
@@Hallie999 it's hard, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm right here💙
@@megumi7124 thank you, that means alot💙
Was not expecting the title to be interpreted like this... This hit home instantly
When I close my eyes and listen to this song, it reminds me of the truth and pain a lot of people are experiencing now a days. Then i remind myself, that i'm one of those people. I know what it's like to shut people out because you think it's for the best, but instead of trying to make things better, you're actually losing them even more than you already have. I feel this person's pain. Never shut people out, always let them in because they can do a lot more than you know
Hit's home as I sit here all alone at 53.
This.. This is my song
I've been dealing with heartbreak my whole life and I tend to push the ones I love away. I don't want that anymore I am trying to communicate and make things work. I will do whatever it takes to make sure the ones I love stay with me
When things get hard to deal with it's best to talk with the people you trust the most even when it's hard to talk about whatever it maybe.
@@rebeccaharris1734 but what if your scared it will hurt them
Wow, can't believe there are words that explicitly voice out my current situation. Grateful 4 the enlightenment 🙏🏾
This is my new favorite song. I’m going to show this song to the person I care about most so he’ll understand everything I’ve been trying to say but could never find the words.
This song is so real to me as a person with border line personality disorder this describes how I am with people I love especially when I'm in an episode I always push them away or ghost them or harm myself which in my brain is protecting them and helping myself but in reality is only hurting every one I love and myself
I relate to this a lot, I don’t have border line personality disorder. But I go through moments or phases where I can’t overlook the worst parts of me and I push the ones I love away because it’s the only way I know how to ‘keep them safe’ from me. I really loved this one guy who I know deserves the best and nothing less. I also knew that wasn’t something I could give him and I didn’t know how to change, so I would hurt him emotionally when he got to close because I was scared. I wanted to be better I wanted to be someone good enough for him, but my mind was so distorted with all of my mental issues, I went about in very toxic ways. I’m never going to be able to love someone else as much as I did him.
Same here
I have BPD and I just lost my best friend, my only friend, because when something would trigger me or when I would get so overwhelmed or my depression would just take over I pushed my loved ones away because I would shut down and isolate myself. The worst part is pushing them away because of a fear that I make up in my head but I believe it, I don’t want them to hurt me so I push them away. I think that’s what hurts my loved ones the most. That’s why my best friend finally left. She couldn’t deal with it anymore. She tried for so many years and I think she was so drained and tired of the same thing over and over. I tried hard to fight the thoughts and from pushing her away and most of the time I did well and would talk to her about it and she helped me through it. Other times I just couldn’t stop the trauma response and would shut down and push everyone away to protect myself.
I miss her so much. It’s only been 2 1/2 months but it feels like 2 years.😢
Has me in tears! This is literally my every day to day life 😭
If you now see it ..that's the first step 💖💔💖 xxXxx
I've been reading the comments and it hurts but is soothing to know I'm not the only one
Me and husband listened to this burst into tears then hugged and said im sorry im still sobbing 😅it is what we both do to each other 😢 14 years we have been together no words could properly explain how beautiful this moment was and wouldn't have happened without this song also the first time we ever heard it i will be listening to more of your music 😊
This described the feeling I'm going through, I'm really finding a song which could help me because Believer won't work anymore. Now, thanks to this.
It hurts when you have to shut down cause bear the pain.....at times reality is really painful... but thats life...
This song hits different. I've hurt the girl that I loved the most bc I've pushed her away and then she broke up with me. It has been more than a year now, but I still can't forget her.
Im sorry about that
I’m sorry, we are all good at self sabotage sometimes, believe in yourself ! Learn from this, this is a lesson to prepare you for greater things. We all have that special person and we think we can never love the same or find love like that again but we can. Look after yourself xx hugs
I did the same with my best friend. He was always there for me but I pushed him Away and now we don't talk alot anymore. I'd give anything to fix it.
@@JC-bq3vd you can fix it your friendship by being there for your friend even if you're friend doesn't want it cause you never know when something will happen to your friend and need someone there for your friend when you're friend feels lost
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“And I’m sorry I’m defensive when you’re only trying to help me. I can’t help it, I hate how I can be.” If there was a way to send this lyric to everyone I know, I would. Because this is too accurate.
Wakes me up with much distress since I've been learning healing and growing after a traumatized childhood coming out of a very short marriage with my first Narc encounter. I never thought I hated myself till I hear the words of this song.
This song rings loud .I almost lost the one I love most..I have had counselling because of who I was .I hated him for hurting people I love .. fresh seeing the new me now so much better.. this was the old me... Every word was the old me... Greatful of change and love of someone who just wanted love .. thank you for an amazing song...
First time hearing this song; after a few seconds found myself singing along belting and tears coming down. A lot can relate maybe
I had the same reaction from the first time I heard it too.
Love the song🎵🎵
💞We are here to help each other with emotions of pain. ..and work on it 😇learning how to love yourself and others 😍I Love You Always💖Thank you Mellow for beautiful song🌹🙏😇
Dang. This song hit a nerve. :( great song.
The power of music.
This song truly describes what I'm currently going through. I completely shut my love and my friends away. N it hurts so much but if I keep being in touch with em then I'll end up hurting em more and I don't want that to happen.
This is the first time I'm hearing this💯
Every word is so relatable at the moment💯🙁
This song is written for me I guess💯😔
Hits hard✌️😢
I hurt the ones I love😞💔
Entire lyrics of this song is relatable💯👍✨
Bitter sweet. Word for word. Spoken right from my broken soul.
Love this song I really have hated myself and now learning how to love myself at the same time harder then it sounds to do
" you know i shot myself down just to block out the pain" this is 💯 relatable and jeez how can recommendations show up just when you're feeling like that😩
This is relatable in so many ways...
Damn, I've never heard something that describes me more perfectly than this song
La chanson est vraiment génial ❤️❤️❤️.... à toutes les personnes qui sont sensibles à l'amour...que cette chanson touche votre coeur❤️🥰
Recently i get so stress and i had a fight with my mom and i tried to calm myself down and i just played random song and yes this song really hit harder that time and i broke into tears
Btw this song in my playlist now
Sitting here...drinking...my daughter comes up and hugs me and just lays here by my holding my hand...
I swear she is what keeps me alive. She knows daddy struggles but just stays by me without a word and hugs me till I fall alseep... everyone else seems to attack
Don’t ever give up on life, I’ve tried several times. It doesn’t change anything and above all don’t let your life end in suffering. Things *can* get better but you have to be *willing* to *work* for it. In order for anything to change *you* have to and those *around you*. If they won’t change then you might need to find different people. I’ve recently over the past few months have been working on myself and changing to *who I really am* even it if means getting disowned. I told my mom it doesn’t change anything if I’m the only one changing, the situation is what ruined me.
Brother I feel u on this! My son has no idea how many times he's saved my life he seems to give me a hug or something right at THE exact moment that I need to snap out of my BS
Man to man father to father your a real one! Dont ever stop!
Quit drinking for your daughter. You have a great motivation to drive you towards sobriety. Many people don’t. Please don’t let it go to waste. Good luck
@@colby912 I don't drink on regular basis. You make it sound like I'm an alcoholic.
Just a guy who mind goes crazy sometimes and I can't sleep so I have a couple nice mixed drinks. My daughter just happend to notice I was in a slump and was with me when I listened to this music.
All 3 my kids can tell when I'm down with her being the baby and cuddley showing me she loves me.
adults are pos and nine out of ten times it's suck it up or some shit.
@@athruf4931 my apologies for misunderstanding
"Preaiubitilor, să ne iubim unii pe alții; căci dragostea vine de la Dumnezeu. Și oricine iubește este născut din Dumnezeu și cunoaște pe Dumnezeu."
1 Ioan 4: 7
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I'm going through this exact thing. I've found someone absolutely amazing, but I'm pretty broken, and it's hard for me to accept that things are finally okay, and my head fights it tooth and nail. I'm only scared, but I hate myself for making her cry every day this past week. And she blames herself, and it just makes it worse.
I can feel and relate to every word of this song love it ❤️😍
So calm and soothing....love this song😍😍
mellow always post at the right timing! love it
Finally a song that puts into words what I can't explain. ❤
Don't let your emotions destroy the things you love and cherish so much by shutting the ones you love out. If they truly love you they will understand you better than anything... Keep smiling and don't let anything drag you down.
It is very dificals to do that when it seems like everone hates you
@@abbigailstahl5802 it may seem that way but believe me there is people who will love you and support you no matter what
@Lee Burton yes there are but where are they when you need them most.
@@abbigailstahl5802 I know what you mean there and exactly how you feel you need too reach out and ask them too listen and talk as you need them at that point in time. ☺
@@abbigailstahl5802 I'm more than happy too talk if you need someone too talk too
I feel this song in so many ways 😭I’ve pushed my sister out of my life over other people 💔
This song is so relatable right now😔😔🔥🔥❤
노래 넘넘 좋아요ㅎㅎ
I know exactly how this song feels as just listening too it has brought tears too my eyes 👀 and I remember the days i faded away into darkness. I get caught up in my emotions and I tend too hurt the ones I love.
WOW WHAT A STRONG SONG .SO TRUE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIME I DONT THINK I EVER LIVE AGAIN .IF THAT NOT BAD ENGHT MY HURT HURTS SO MUCH .JUSTED LOSTED MY YOUNGEST SON .WHAT A BRILLIANT SONG .SO BEAUTIFUL. GOD BLESS
This song I can relate to as I listen I'm sat with tears in my eyes thank you for a amazing story ❤️
Been listening to meaningful, sad yet beautiful songs for a couple hours and this is the one that hit hardest and made me cry a little
Can relate so much
Just lost the one I truly love when my social anxiety show up
AMAZING SONG, GOD Bless You BRO ❤🙏🙏💯🌠
Love this song so much. It's so relatable....... I do feel every word of this song..... 😍🥲💘
Mom thank you so much for always being there for me I know it’s not easy having a son like me but I do appreciate everything you do for me! Thank you for helping me get over this break up with baby mama ! This song is for you ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤❤!!!
Really love this song ❤❤💯
It really is relatable
I shut my son out for all these years and it's hurting me when i see that youre cild can give you what you need. I don't have the experience to grow because itfills only with pain to see him on paper
This!!!..... This!!!... This is the song that hits my heart the most... Definitely my favorite
This song puts me to tears every time.. Im the one too blame!
This music carefully selected to heal my soul.Thank you for the thought its really touching and healing my inner man(soul)❤💕❤
Hit harder than expected it is way to relatable. 😢
To be honest we all have felt this way sometimes it’s hard to change if it’s all you know I’ve done it all my life and recently lost my grandmother which caused me to push away the only person in my life that cares about me and I don’t know how to express my feelings towards her I honestly love her she’s my best friend and more but i can’t tell her that but that’s just a part of life I can’t change what I did and I can’t say it would be different I wish it could but sometimes change is to much especially when you have tried for over a decade but all I have to say is you will learn to cope with it but it doesn’t get easier and I’m not gonna lie and say it does but good luck I hope y’all come to a better understanding of yourselves because each and every one of you is special in your own ways you just have to see that yourself
L am so sorry that happin to me to.
Wow, this song is so beautiful
It hits home but we can over come all as long as we believe in ourselves again and have the man above on our side. Our loved ones watching over us. No more disappointments,failing. Be true to thy self and all ones that love you will come back in your lives because they see the positive changes and the love in your heart. Big Dog Rich
True friend is whu see your pain under your smile...today friend say i look tired and he continue you are tired every day but today you had no strenght to cover it...😢 That's what is true friend for me ❤
"And when I'm caught up in my emotions I'll push you out again." I can relate to this part of the song because when I start to feel sad or mad i don't pay enough positive attention to the ones i care about and the ones who have helped me throughout my life because i can get so caught up in my emotions and how i feel and that can effect the people i care about
Wow just come across this song today and it's like all I have been explaining to those around me about my ex and the way he could be to people sometimes because I feel he was misunderstood by many. I feel if he could sing us all a song before he left us he would sing this had me in tears this song. Breaks my heart will never get over his suicide. Physically gone but forever in my heart and thoughts 💔
Love this song much❤❤💓
This is just so beautiful. I love this so much.
Damn I've never heard a song so relatable.
This so resonated with me, of how my husband must feel at times with me while he’s healing his trauma childhood!!
Im going through so much and i found this song i relate so much its crazy i dont think what im going through will be better anytime soon but im used to the pain and stress and anxiety and bottling but i dont wanna be sometimes i wonder why am i here what did i do but i never find the answer and i feel really bad cos my friends ask me if im ok but i dont want to tell them cos in my mind there is too much for me to handle idk if i could do that to them but hey lets just leave it as im ok like we all say yh 👏 amazing song
I can relate so much to this song… I’m so sorry I’m this way to the people I really do love idk what’s wrong with me… too much pain in my life and I don’t know how to let the walls down…
This song makes a lot sense 💔♥️
Oh my goodness 🙊....that's exactly how I feel.....that was so unexpected I literally dropped the phone 🙊❤
omg this song hits home not close but right at home I got into drugs back in 2020 to drown out the pain and it took me going to prison and going to get mental health help 7 times before I finally got on the right track and realized this is what I was since about a month and a half ago I've been doing great clean and happy I feel like myself again so any of you out there who are in the situation there is hope out there it might take a lot of time and going through hell and back but there is always a good ending if you don't give up....we all love you god bless and amen
Man this song hits hard bro I can't even describe how this song is about me it seems
10 months later and this song is still in iNCREDABLE WORD'S meaningful ⭐⭐⭐⭐🙏
This song really expresses my emotions..
This is how I feel every day thank you so much for posting this
This was me, this was my crush, this was my life, but I’m getting better thanks to Jesus💕💕
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I love this song
This literally describes my anxiety 😟 😩😩😩
Hello Rachael how are you doing?
Me too 🥺🥺
This is me since I can remember. I used to be so happy full of love and happiness and now it's pain hate/love torturing myself depression feeling like what's the point of even trying to love someone when all I do is hurt them when I shut them out I build my wall soon as I'm hurt
I'm a mother of a son that is struggling and he is His Own Worst Enemy, but my shoulders are Broad and I'm here when my son needs me! And I'm here when he's ready your mama to put her arms around her baby and hold him in cradle him and kissing for being the man that he is he is such a great man the biggest heart. I do understand that he needs his space. he also needs to know that I believe in him and if we can be forgiven he has got to forgive himself. So I shall wait for my son so I might love him with all my heart ❤ and Toby Don and to everybody else that is struggling out there I love this song it says everything
Amazing comment read every word just be there know how it feels been there alot myself
Damn so relatable, i dont even know who Reagan Beem is but i kinda want to see some of their other stuff now
This song I can relate to so much I have been hurt in my past relationship and now in my present relationship I hurt him because I’m afraid to be hurt all over again and it’s a terrible feeling and cycle to be in
Wow
A young version of myself.
It seems no matter how hard I try to make life better for those i love i always say the wrong things at the worst moments.
It's not for lack of trying not to say the wrong thing it just seems to happen.
Leaving them and myself hurt and disappointed.
Same over here
Beautiful song ❤❤❤
This is so powerfully relatable.
Just knowing that you are hurting and hurt others- I'm here with you!! I won't leave you.🤗🤲🏽🐼💗
Why is this so accurate with what I am feeling right now ...
Thankyou for finding my words
Omg goodness. I love this song. It's so much related to this song !!! Beautiful song 🎵 ❤. Thanks for sharing it 😊
Bela canção ❤️
This is about right love this.
"I shut myself down
Just to block out the pain
And I've been tryna be better
But I keep fading away "
Me: my whole life story rn, I swear.
@Izzi Kim: Just thought of letting you know that you are not alone. Its the same for me too
I get this relate.
Mine too. Just broke down crying. Asking God what did I do wrong?