"SEE,I said I'd fail again" "Hurting inside" "I'm a failure" "I just wanted love" "See i said getting scratches again: Shouting I'm a loser,I'm a failure" "Can i be a girl that's loved?" That goes deep and hurts.
Hey I hope you feel better soon, I've been through what Self-Inflicted Achromatic describes and I just wanna say, from one with bad mental health to another, you can and will get through this. I don't know what's going on in your life. I'm a stranger on the internet. But if a stranger thinks that you're worth her time, that means something. I'll let you figure out that meaning, as long as it's positive. :)
This is a very interesting take on your Failure Girl Juby, you did a great job on it! This song's lyrics' are ones I've always identified with and this is very relatable with people suffering from depression. Kairiki's songs got me through middle and high school and it's awesome to see you do another cover of Kairiki's work. Keep it up!
Wow, I used to think I just loosely related to this song because of teen angst but now I'm realizing I should probably see a therapist. Eh, not like my parents would be any happier with me if I ever saw "one of those devil servants"
@@Sarawarawara- Do you mean why they would think a therapist is a devil servant? Well that's because I have the type of parents who believe that psychology is the devil's work and vaccines are mind control devices. At least I got mine before they started believing that.
See? I said that I’d fail again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars that are tearing apart my Skin within, although I’m trying so hard See? I said I’m the dummy again so Looking away, getting better at pretend See? They lie all about me and I know Nobody wanted me for all of my life Bear your fangs now, hurting inside Bear the pain but, starting to cry Barely breathing, begging to finally die Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear I-I-I just wanted love But now I have to lie Maybe if I smiled more, They’d have to love me, right? See? I said, getting scratches again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they Never stop, although I’m trying so hard See? I said, that I’m quiet again so Hiding it well, like nothing had happened See? They lie, all about me and I know I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine Gasping for air and sway side to side Feeling so useless, blurring my mind I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear Still I wonder “why was I born?” And why am I alive? Maybe if I smiled well They’d have to love me, right? God In Heaven, If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted Crying out until I hear My heart sing me to bed Surely, by the morning I Can smile once again? To my failure of a life, Goodnight this is the end
My family shattered apart 3 years ago. I was thrown under the bus by the person I trusted the most. This song hits so close to home. 'Nobody wanted me for all of my life'. 'What if I did everything right? It wont' matter I fear'. 'I just wanted love but now I have to lie. Maybe if I smiled more they'd have to love me right?'
so I really wanna make a pmv/animatic with this song, basically about a girl and her past lifes, each verse being a different life of hers. Start - a girl heading to work/school and getting on the bus, and during the glitches it flashes between the different versions of herself from different lifes Verse/Life 1 - a normal plain girl, not with an awful life but just an awfully plain one. But she meets a boy which she falls head over heels for, but when she confesses, she is harshly rejected. Walking across the street while crying, a car hits her, killing her upon impact. Verse/Life 2 - A young girl who is unfortunately a victim of abuse by her parents, due to being fairly bad at school. She takes her own life. Ending - Life after life, she can't manage to get an actual good one.
Late lol, but why does life 1 describe me but the head over heels thing happens more often and the rejections are worse? One time a kid would give my bruises on the daily because I had a crush on them
lyrics for people who cant see the small text :) 🎶 See? i said that i'd fail again so send me the score how many more til i give in? See? the scars that are tearing apart my skin within although im trying so hard See? i said i'm the dummy again so looking away getting better at pretend See? they lie all about me and i know nobody wanted me for all of my life Bear your fangs now hurting inside Bear the pain but starting to cry Barely breathing begging to finally die Shouting "im a loser, im a failure" Shouting "Anyone at all even want you here?" What if i did everything right? It won't matter, i fear I-i-i just wanted love But now i have to lie Maybe if i smiled more Theyd have to love me right? 🎶 See? i said getting scratches again so tell me the score how many more til i give in See? the scars bleeding out from my heart they never stop although i'm trying so hard See? i said that im quiet again so hiding it well like nothing had happend See? they lie all about me and i know i'll bear the pain take a beating its all fine Gasping for air and sway side to side Feeling so useless blurring my mind I couldn't breath theres nothing inside this time Shouting "im a loser, im a failure" Shouting "anyone at all even want me here?" What i if i did everything right It wont matter, i fear Still i wonder "why was i born?, why am i alive?" Maybe if i smiled well Theyd have to love me right? 🎶 God in heaven. If i were reborn someday And if theres another life ahead Can i be the girl thats loved? Thats all that i've wanted Crying out until i hear my heart sing me to bed Surely by the moring i can smile once again To my failure of a life, *_Goodnight this is the end_*
See? I said that I’d fail again so Send me the score, how many more til I give in See the scars that are tearing apart My skin within although I’m Trying so hard See? I said I’m the dummy again so Looking away Getting better at pretend See? They lie all about me and I know Nobody wanted me for all of my life Bear your fangs now Hurting inside Bear the pain but Starting to cry Barely breathing Begging to finally die Shouting I’m a Loser Im a Failure Shouting “Anyone at all even want you here?” What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear I-I-I just wanted love But now I have to lie Maybe if I smiled more They’d have to love me, right? See? I said Getting scratches again so Tell me the score How many more til I give in? See? The scars Bleeding out from my heart They never stop although I’m Trying so hard See? I said That I’m quiet again so Hiding it well like nothing had happened See? They lie All about me and I know I’ll bear the pain Take a beating. It’s all fine Gasping for air and Sway side to side Feeling so useless Blurring my mind I couldn’t breathe There’s nothing inside this time Shouting I’m a Loser I’m a Failure Shouting Anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear Still I wonder “Why was I born?” Why am I alive? Maybe if I smiled well They’d have to love me, right? God in heaven, if I were reborn someday And if there’s another life ahead Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted Crying out until I hear My heart sing me to bed Surely by the morning I Can smile once again? To my failure of a life Goodnight this is the end
Just dropping STRAIGHT in with the feels huh? It's good to see you being able to stand again, hopefully things just keep getting better for you, even if it's a little at a time
Damn, this sounds really good. Was the arrangement original as well? And hey, I'm happy that youre doing better. I'm in kinda a similar point where I'm currently in a high and have motivation to do things, but happiness is always so fragile. I hope you continue to do well and thanks for all of the music.
You know Juby sounds different from 2012, her voice gotten higher but it sometime sounds like there's no emotions in her voice until a quite part of the song comes. But there isn't a voice like hers, and her songs have brought me excitement when a new cover came. Keep it up Juby!
This sounds so amazing. How? Just how? Like I know you're an amazing singer. But this!? This is next level, I can't even express my amazement and I just lost my train of thought. TL:DR This is too good to be true and I feel like I'm in heaven.
Okay not tryna be edgy or emo but This song actually describes what i feel like everyday perfectly. I also sometimes think if i did what the others told me to do. They wouldn't treat me any differently, right? Cuz then they would want me to do more things.
You're not "edgy" or "emo" for struggling with your mental health. You also really don't need to change anything about yourself. Everyone has different morals, views, likes, dislikes, etc. People will alway find a way to dislike someone. As cliché as it sounds, just do what makes you happy.
I’m glad that it seems like even if your bad circumstances haven’t changed, you’re still doing alright because I of the growth you’ve had. Stunning cover as always, and I hope that today you’re getting better and that you’re happy
i havent seen a juby video in a while so my basic knowledge is: intro has sound - regular ol happy song intro has no sound - sumn serious and sad so of course when i heard the intro i didn't know what to feel except intro sounds like a phone call going through a tunnel - prolly sum shit i aint ready for
This is beautiful - saddening, for sure, but beautiful. I'm glad to hear things are looking up for you, Juby, and hope they continue to do so. As always, thank you, and lots of love.
(i made this cause i rly wanted it-) See? I said that I’d fail again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars that are tearing apart my Skin within, although I’m trying so hard See? I said I’m the dummy again so Looking away, getting better at pretend See? They lie all about me and I know Nobody wanted me for all of my life Bear your fangs now, hurting inside Bear the pain but, starting to cry Barely breathing, begging to finally die Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear I-I-I just wanted love But now I have to lie Maybe if I smiled more, They’d have to love me, right? See? I said, getting scratches again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they Never stop, although I’m trying so hard See? I said, that I’m quiet again so Hiding it well, like nothing had happened See? They lie, all about me and I know I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine Gasping for air and sway side to side Feeling so useless, blurring my mind I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear Still I wonder “why was I born?” And why am I alive? Maybe if I smiled well They’d have to love me, right? God In Heaven, If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted Crying out until I hear My heart sing me to bed Surely, by the morning I Can smile once again? To my failure of a life, Goodnight this is the end
This really gets you thinking about what kinds of depths and depravity people who live off of external validation would go to. Also the new intro hits different and I like it.
I love the original Failure Girl! This remix is pretty vibey though. I'm glad you're doing better Juby. Your voice is just as lovely as always! I hope you continue doing better, just remember to take it one day at a time.
I can’t believe I forgot about this song. I remember listening to this song for the first time and thinking about how much I related to it. I’ve never experienced abuse but the name of the song, Failure Girl, just reminded me so much of myself. I always felt like a failure and like I could never be good enough. This is a really good song. Thanks for making this cover!
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO C0VER THIS FOR SO LONGGG WHEN I FIRST HEARD THE JAPANESE VERSION I LOOKED FOR YOUR COVER AND I WAS SO UPSET I COULDN'T FIND IT BUT NOW I FOUND IT REEEEEEEEEEEE
I listen to this song not only because it's a bop, but it has emotional significance for me(though not in the way you're thinking). I too used to feel unloved and had suicidal thoughts, but I'm doing better now. I can now listen to this song thinking "wow that was a low point in my life," the key word here being "was." In addition, the lyrics admittedly sound like they came from an angsty teen, so it hammers home how ridiculous those thoughts are in hindsight, no matter how correct they may seem in the moment. Years after I was able to say I related to this song, I finally feel loved by God, friends, and family. Even if nobody on this Earth continues to love me after I leave for college in a few months, I can find purpose in my existence knowing God still loves me. I leave you with this, you are loved by the almighty Creator, and no matter how pathetic and miserable your life seems, He has a purpose for you. As an Evangelist I got the chance to meet once said, "Not everyone is destined for grandness, but everybody can shine a light while the mechanic fixes the car. We all have purpose, so go out today and shine the light!" You have a purpose, and no matter how small it is, it is an integral piece of the Creator's plan, so go forth knowing you are loved by God.
I love your covers so much! And if you notice this I will cry. I love your cover when you sang aishite aishite aishite! I jumped on my trampoline listening to you!! I love your voice your covers make me so happy!
failure girl+ kokoronashi + self-inflicted achromatic is seriously just *me* and my life ~just pushing and pushing life for 5 years and will do until i die :)
As much as I would have loved the maretu remixed version of the song cuz it would have been such a banger, this sounds good in it's own as well!! I'm vibing so hard right now
here you go! See? I said that I’d fail again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars that are tearing apart my Skin within, although I’m trying so hard See? I said I’m the dummy again so Looking away, getting better at pretend See? They lie all about me and I know Nobody wanted me for all of my life Bear your fangs now, hurting inside Bear the pain but, starting to cry Barely breathing, begging to finally die Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear I-I-I just wanted love But now I have to lie Maybe if I smiled more, They’d have to love me, right? See? I said, getting scratches again so Tell me the score, how many more til I give in? See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they Never stop, although I’m trying so hard See? I said, that I’m quiet again so Hiding it well, like nothing had happened See? They lie, all about me and I know I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine Gasping for air and sway side to side Feeling so useless, blurring my mind I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure Shouting anyone at all even want you here? What if I did everything right? It won’t matter I fear Still I wonder “why was I born?” And why am I alive? Maybe if I smiled well They’d have to love me, right? God In Heaven, If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted Crying out until I hear My heart sing me to bed Surely, by the morning I Can smile once again? To my failure of a life, Goodnight this is the end
I’m not even passed the first minute and I’m vibing
Same
I'm 1 second in homie wbu
*vibe check*
same
Samee
Im a failure for watching this and not my zoom.
well honestly ,,, this is a better way to spend time rather than on a zoom call!
WhyTheWolfTwo #0262 different time zone I bet
You mean "I'm a failure if I would do my zoom instead if watching this:
To answer. It’s a pep rally for the football game.
@@aussiethecat7532 no, they live in somewhere different where its not a weekend.
*reads title*
Me: no need to summarize my life now do we?
BAHAHAH
BROSKI SAME
Same
Same :"D
Same here too
"my child is completely fine"
Maam your child is listening to failure girl for 3 hours straight!
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I feel this on a personal level
@@NotASnaccImAMel same 😔
As a person who listens to this song for more than 3 hours straight, I'll have to argue that I am fine.
"SEE,I said I'd fail again"
"Hurting inside"
"I'm a failure"
"I just wanted love"
"See i said getting scratches again:
Shouting I'm a loser,I'm a failure"
"Can i be a girl that's loved?"
That goes deep and hurts.
That second refrain struck a chord that I just “felt” with my entire self.
i should be sleeping rn
but no
i'm gonna watch this
Same
S a m e
@tea man you asleep yet.
Same :O
WTH you’ve been doing all the songs I like XD
Ikr she really just knows what music I wanna hear
Shes being on top of all of it XD
Yes
lol
SHE'S A WITCH!
This is literally the biggest mood
Combining this and self-inflicted achromatic is literally m e and it sucks :'^)
Hey I hope you feel better soon, I've been through what Self-Inflicted Achromatic describes and I just wanna say, from one with bad mental health to another, you can and will get through this. I don't know what's going on in your life. I'm a stranger on the internet. But if a stranger thinks that you're worth her time, that means something. I'll let you figure out that meaning, as long as it's positive. :)
@@rtchara618 Thank you I appreciate that. I hope you're doing well :)
@@WoodsInTheWoods no problem! I hope you're good too :)
*hope your well soon*
@@marsbarr4144 Thank you :)
This is a very interesting take on your Failure Girl Juby, you did a great job on it! This song's lyrics' are ones I've always identified with and this is very relatable with people suffering from depression. Kairiki's songs got me through middle and high school and it's awesome to see you do another cover of Kairiki's work. Keep it up!
Wow, I used to think I just loosely related to this song because of teen angst but now I'm realizing I should probably see a therapist. Eh, not like my parents would be any happier with me if I ever saw "one of those devil servants"
*I can relate*
*I can relate*
Wait why do your parents think that?-
@@Sarawarawara- Do you mean why they would think a therapist is a devil servant? Well that's because I have the type of parents who believe that psychology is the devil's work and vaccines are mind control devices. At least I got mine before they started believing that.
@@birdontheinternet I’m so sorry for you
See? I said that I’d fail again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars that are tearing apart my
Skin within, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said I’m the dummy again so
Looking away, getting better at pretend
See? They lie all about me and I know
Nobody wanted me for all of my life
Bear your fangs now, hurting inside
Bear the pain but, starting to cry
Barely breathing, begging to finally die
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
I-I-I just wanted love
But now I have to lie
Maybe if I smiled more,
They’d have to love me, right?
See? I said, getting scratches again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they
Never stop, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said, that I’m quiet again so
Hiding it well, like nothing had happened
See? They lie, all about me and I know
I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine
Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless, blurring my mind
I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
Still I wonder “why was I born?”
And why am I alive?
Maybe if I smiled well
They’d have to love me, right?
God In Heaven,
If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead
Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted
Crying out until I hear
My heart sing me to bed
Surely, by the morning I
Can smile once again?
To my failure of a life,
Goodnight this is the end
Omg thank u so much
Alex J your welcome.
A
@@taznixx1126 B
@@mimitheheropon1484 C
My family shattered apart 3 years ago. I was thrown under the bus by the person I trusted the most. This song hits so close to home. 'Nobody wanted me for all of my life'. 'What if I did everything right? It wont' matter I fear'. 'I just wanted love but now I have to lie. Maybe if I smiled more they'd have to love me right?'
I'm sorry for you ❤️
Please know you are loved
OMG JUBY WE LOVE YOU
Oh boy. This and Ghost Rule. I should see a therapist.
Same🤣😅
Kikuo fans be like: 👁👄👁
Lol I’m getting a crap ton of this kinda song in my recommendation recently
Same. Like that will ever happen tho lol.
HAHHA
so I really wanna make a pmv/animatic with this song, basically about a girl and her past lifes, each verse being a different life of hers.
Start - a girl heading to work/school and getting on the bus, and during the glitches it flashes between the different versions of herself from different lifes
Verse/Life 1 - a normal plain girl, not with an awful life but just an awfully plain one. But she meets a boy which she falls head over heels for, but when she confesses, she is harshly rejected. Walking across the street while crying, a car hits her, killing her upon impact.
Verse/Life 2 - A young girl who is unfortunately a victim of abuse by her parents, due to being fairly bad at school. She takes her own life.
Ending - Life after life, she can't manage to get an actual good one.
that sounds cool
That’s sorta like “The Game of Life” (also Covered by Jubyphonic btw)
whoa that's pretty cool
New sub
Late lol, but why does life 1 describe me but the head over heels thing happens more often and the rejections are worse? One time a kid would give my bruises on the daily because I had a crush on them
lyrics for people who cant see the small text :)
🎶
See? i said that i'd fail again so
send me the score
how many more til i give in?
See? the scars that are tearing apart
my skin within
although im trying so hard
See? i said i'm the dummy again so
looking away
getting better at pretend
See? they lie all about me and i know
nobody wanted me for all of my life
Bear your fangs now hurting inside
Bear the pain but starting to cry
Barely breathing begging to finally die
Shouting "im a loser, im a failure"
Shouting "Anyone at all even want you here?"
What if i did everything right?
It won't matter, i fear
I-i-i just wanted love
But now i have to lie
Maybe if i smiled more
Theyd have to love me right?
🎶
See? i said getting scratches again so
tell me the score
how many more til i give in
See? the scars bleeding out from my heart
they never stop although i'm trying so hard
See? i said that im quiet again so
hiding it well like nothing had happend
See? they lie all about me and i know
i'll bear the pain take a beating its all fine
Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless blurring my mind
I couldn't breath theres nothing inside this time
Shouting "im a loser, im a failure"
Shouting "anyone at all even want me here?"
What i if i did everything right
It wont matter, i fear
Still i wonder "why was i born?, why am i alive?"
Maybe if i smiled well
Theyd have to love me right?
🎶
God in heaven.
If i were reborn someday
And if theres another life ahead
Can i be the girl thats loved?
Thats all that i've wanted
Crying out until i hear my heart sing me to bed
Surely by the moring i can smile once again
To my failure of a life, *_Goodnight this is the end_*
b
thank u!!
See? I said that I’d fail again so
Send me the score, how many more til I give in
See the scars that are tearing apart
My skin within although I’m
Trying so hard
See? I said I’m the dummy again so
Looking away
Getting better at pretend
See? They lie all about me and I know
Nobody wanted me for all of my life
Bear your fangs now
Hurting inside
Bear the pain but
Starting to cry
Barely breathing
Begging to finally die
Shouting I’m a
Loser
Im a
Failure
Shouting
“Anyone at all even want you here?”
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter
I fear
I-I-I just wanted love
But now I have to lie
Maybe if I smiled more
They’d have to love me, right?
See? I said
Getting scratches again so
Tell me the score
How many more til I give in?
See? The scars
Bleeding out from my heart
They never stop although I’m
Trying so hard
See? I said
That I’m quiet again so
Hiding it well like nothing had happened
See? They lie
All about me and I know
I’ll bear the pain
Take a beating. It’s all fine
Gasping for air and
Sway side to side
Feeling so useless
Blurring my mind
I couldn’t breathe
There’s nothing inside this time
Shouting I’m a
Loser
I’m a
Failure
Shouting
Anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter
I fear
Still I wonder “Why was I born?”
Why am I alive?
Maybe if I smiled well
They’d have to love me, right?
God in heaven, if I were reborn someday
And if there’s another life ahead
Can I be a girl that’s loved?
That’s all that I’ve wanted
Crying out until I hear
My heart sing me to bed
Surely by the morning I
Can smile once again?
To my failure of a life
Goodnight this is the end
It’s always the saddest songs that are the catchiest 🥺
Just dropping STRAIGHT in with the feels huh? It's good to see you being able to stand again, hopefully things just keep getting better for you, even if it's a little at a time
Finally... The cover we all needed
Now people will know about this amazing song sobbing
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE- TURN IT UPPP
まじすき
sex
Failure Girl is such a comfort song for me, thank you
Damn, this sounds really good. Was the arrangement original as well?
And hey, I'm happy that youre doing better. I'm in kinda a similar point where I'm currently in a high and have motivation to do things, but happiness is always so fragile.
I hope you continue to do well and thanks for all of the music.
It's a cover, ccheck the title
Keep it up!!! I'm rooting for you 💙
@@ShellOfGrief and also an arrangement, check the original song you'll see they're pretty different
inspiring.
英語版？なんかはかなく散ってく((語彙力
そんな感じがして、、泣く()
わ か る っっっっっ！！！！！！！！！！
Now I just have the lines "I'm a loser, I'm a failure" stuck in my head, repeating over and over...XD
this is basically my mind all the time: sad, but full of swag
日本語もいいけど英語だからこその良さがあるよね....それ以前に声がすんごい好きだわ
You know Juby sounds different from 2012, her voice gotten higher but it sometime sounds like there's no emotions in her voice until a quite part of the song comes. But there isn't a voice like hers, and her songs have brought me excitement when a new cover came. Keep it up Juby!
I feel like this song will go perfectly for "Magical Girl Site" ngl 😳
Yes I would
Either these songs have to stop being relatable or i need to see a therapist
YESYESYES WHAT A PERFECT TIME TO GET ON RUclips IM SO PUMPED
2:47 IS SO GOOD OMG?? "my heart sing me to beeddd" OMGGG
This sounds so amazing. How? Just how? Like I know you're an amazing singer.
But this!? This is next level, I can't even express my amazement and I just lost my train of thought.
TL:DR This is too good to be true and I feel like I'm in heaven.
I never clicked so fast in my life.....
AND SHE CHANGED HER INTRO- KINDA
more staticky
like its old
I like it
Did anyone else see five comments that were like "I need boyfriend"
True
and i need tomboy gf
Okay not tryna be edgy or emo but This song actually describes what i feel like everyday perfectly. I also sometimes think if i did what the others told me to do. They wouldn't treat me any differently, right? Cuz then they would want me to do more things.
I can understand feeling that way but honestly you are perfect no matter what you do and nothing can change you besides yourself
You're not "edgy" or "emo" for struggling with your mental health. You also really don't need to change anything about yourself. Everyone has different morals, views, likes, dislikes, etc. People will alway find a way to dislike someone. As cliché as it sounds, just do what makes you happy.
I’m glad that it seems like even if your bad circumstances haven’t changed, you’re still doing alright because I of the growth you’ve had. Stunning cover as always, and I hope that today you’re getting better and that you’re happy
The goddess of life it self is here!
i'm Japanese🇯🇵!!
you are cool voice!
thank you so much!
神様もしも生まれ変わることが出来たら
愛される子になれますように
泣き止んだ鼓動を子守歌に
きっときっと明日は 笑えるよね
間違いだらけに オヤスミナサイ♩♪
i havent seen a juby video in a while so my basic knowledge is:
intro has sound - regular ol happy song
intro has no sound - sumn serious and sad
so of course when i heard the intro i didn't know what to feel except
intro sounds like a phone call going through a tunnel - prolly sum shit i aint ready for
intro has epic soundscape - epic soundscape follows
Just randomly checking RUclips and rewarded with a new jubyphonic song.
うわ、好きです
JubyPhonic, you deserve all the love of this world, you are great and your covers are as well ♥️
Damn posted 20 seconds ago? Bet. Haven't listened but it's fire
Its fate I was so sad and then this post pops up and it is like someone made a song from what I always feel
Never heard this arrangement before! Gotta say it fits Juby's voice like a glove
i've been listening to this on repeat in class-
この曲を聴くとセンチメンタルな気持ちになります…
とても好きです、定期的に聴いています
This is beautiful - saddening, for sure, but beautiful. I'm glad to hear things are looking up for you, Juby, and hope they continue to do so.
As always, thank you, and lots of love.
(i made this cause i rly wanted it-)
See? I said that I’d fail again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars that are tearing apart my
Skin within, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said I’m the dummy again so
Looking away, getting better at pretend
See? They lie all about me and I know
Nobody wanted me for all of my life
Bear your fangs now, hurting inside
Bear the pain but, starting to cry
Barely breathing, begging to finally die
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
I-I-I just wanted love
But now I have to lie
Maybe if I smiled more,
They’d have to love me, right?
See? I said, getting scratches again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they
Never stop, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said, that I’m quiet again so
Hiding it well, like nothing had happened
See? They lie, all about me and I know
I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine
Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless, blurring my mind
I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
Still I wonder “why was I born?”
And why am I alive?
Maybe if I smiled well
They’d have to love me, right?
God In Heaven,
If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead
Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted
Crying out until I hear
My heart sing me to bed
Surely, by the morning I
Can smile once again?
To my failure of a life,
Goodnight this is the end
Thanks!
@@IzukuMidoriya-wy6be No prob!
This really gets you thinking about what kinds of depths and depravity people who live off of external validation would go to. Also the new intro hits different and I like it.
Hiw does JubyPhonic not have more subscribers? Her voice and the music she covers is mesmerizing
omfg queen of vocals
I love the original Failure Girl! This remix is pretty vibey though. I'm glad you're doing better Juby. Your voice is just as lovely as always! I hope you continue doing better, just remember to take it one day at a time.
THIS IS SO DOPE???? y’all ,,,, this feels like an entirely new song with how you sung it,,, I LOVE HOW THIS GIVES A WHOLE NEW VIBE AHHHHH💞
omg omg omg
this is one of my favourite songs and you covered it AAAAAAA
The legend,
The queen,
The icon,
Is finally back! I'm always so happy to watch any of your vids!
I can’t believe I forgot about this song. I remember listening to this song for the first time and thinking about how much I related to it. I’ve never experienced abuse but the name of the song, Failure Girl, just reminded me so much of myself. I always felt like a failure and like I could never be good enough. This is a really good song. Thanks for making this cover!
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO C0VER THIS FOR SO LONGGG WHEN I FIRST HEARD THE JAPANESE VERSION I LOOKED FOR YOUR COVER AND I WAS SO UPSET I COULDN'T FIND IT BUT NOW I FOUND IT REEEEEEEEEEEE
I’m so glad Juby covered this it’s my fav Vocaloid song
Omg i didn’t think you’d do this, I love this song so much
The way this woman lived in my brain rent free throughout middle school. The nostalgia 😔🖐
It sounds so nice on my ears and I'm smiling but there's some slight pain because I used it for a breakdown yesterday :')
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING US WITH YOUR VOICE
Great cover amazing work keep it up And make sure to take breaks don't overwork yourself! Love ya!
かっこいいー！
I listen to this song not only because it's a bop, but it has emotional significance for me(though not in the way you're thinking). I too used to feel unloved and had suicidal thoughts, but I'm doing better now. I can now listen to this song thinking "wow that was a low point in my life," the key word here being "was." In addition, the lyrics admittedly sound like they came from an angsty teen, so it hammers home how ridiculous those thoughts are in hindsight, no matter how correct they may seem in the moment. Years after I was able to say I related to this song, I finally feel loved by God, friends, and family. Even if nobody on this Earth continues to love me after I leave for college in a few months, I can find purpose in my existence knowing God still loves me. I leave you with this, you are loved by the almighty Creator, and no matter how pathetic and miserable your life seems, He has a purpose for you. As an Evangelist I got the chance to meet once said, "Not everyone is destined for grandness, but everybody can shine a light while the mechanic fixes the car. We all have purpose, so go out today and shine the light!" You have a purpose, and no matter how small it is, it is an integral piece of the Creator's plan, so go forth knowing you are loved by God.
oh this edit is straight VIBING. your vocals sound great with this remix!!!
I swear I just found failure girl a day ago then juby posts this 😂
かっこいい！！
I love your covers so much! And if you notice this I will cry. I love your cover when you sang aishite aishite aishite! I jumped on my trampoline listening to you!! I love your voice your covers make me so happy!
What I can say is that Juby did not fail to sing this
This is legit me in a nut shell
Hey juby don’t forget that we also care about you. So please don’t forget to take care of yourself too
Yet again, absolutely amazing work Juby!!
Damn this one is both a bop, and an absolute mood...
Fr
THIS SONG ACTUALLY DESCRIBES ME SO WELL AND I THINK I MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT NEED A THERAPIST
かっこいいし悲しい気持ちにもなる……
failure girl+ kokoronashi + self-inflicted achromatic is seriously just *me* and my life
~just pushing and pushing life for 5 years and will do until i die :)
"my son is fine" your daughter has this song on 24/7
5 seconds in. This cover is absolute fire. Thank you juby
I LITERALLY FLIPPED SEEING THAT YOU COVERED IT OM G THIS SONG HAS STUCK WITH ME FOR THE LAST YEAR SAQJDWJDSCJSCD
Ngl this USB literally my life, I smile while I want to cry and cry, this is so my fricken life
Gosh this songs describes my feelings perfectly...
This song is straight up relatable and fire. SO underrated.
i've been feeling this way lately and I'm really glad you released this song. This arrange and your voice sounds really good together
THE QUEEN IS BACK💖💖💖💖💖💖
btw i love this song
As much as I would have loved the maretu remixed version of the song cuz it would have been such a banger, this sounds good in it's own as well!! I'm vibing so hard right now
WOAH JUBY KAIRIKI BEAR??????????? AAAAAA?!!????
don't mind me just trying to find the guy who posts the lyrics ☺
here you go!
See? I said that I’d fail again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars that are tearing apart my
Skin within, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said I’m the dummy again so
Looking away, getting better at pretend
See? They lie all about me and I know
Nobody wanted me for all of my life
Bear your fangs now, hurting inside
Bear the pain but, starting to cry
Barely breathing, begging to finally die
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
I-I-I just wanted love
But now I have to lie
Maybe if I smiled more,
They’d have to love me, right?
See? I said, getting scratches again so
Tell me the score, how many more til I give in?
See? The scars, bleeding out from my heart they
Never stop, although I’m trying so hard
See? I said, that I’m quiet again so
Hiding it well, like nothing had happened
See? They lie, all about me and I know
I’ll bear the pain, take a beating, it’s all fine
Gasping for air and sway side to side
Feeling so useless, blurring my mind
I couldn’t breathe, there’s nothing inside this time
Shouting I’m a loser, I’m a failure
Shouting anyone at all even want you here?
What if I did everything right?
It won’t matter I fear
Still I wonder “why was I born?”
And why am I alive?
Maybe if I smiled well
They’d have to love me, right?
God In Heaven,
If I were reborn someday, and if there’s another life ahead
Can I be a girl that’s loved? That’s all that I’ve wanted
Crying out until I hear
My heart sing me to bed
Surely, by the morning I
Can smile once again?
To my failure of a life,
Goodnight this is the end
On my screen he's above you in the comment section
@@aussiethecat7532 same
above u
@@idontwannafalllinlove thank you kind sir/ma'am/they or them
YES I LOVE IT SM
‘Maybe if I smiled more they’d have to love me, right?’
Damn that hit hard 💀
This is a bop and no one can change my mind
THE MUTED COLOURS OMG
This is so 🔥. Juby we appreciate you so much! Thanks for being you!
You did a really good job on this one, you're very talented. I love it.
Omg this is one of my FAVORITE kairiki songs ever!! Amazing job w the cover!
When your happy you enjoy the music.
When your sad you understand the lyrics.