I am adopted too. I found my biological mother when I was 35, and my biological dad last year. I now know that my adoption saved me from being raised by a drug addicted and sexually abusive father and a very young mother. I was taken care of by a higher power, no doubt about it. I am so fortunate! Thanks for sharing your story! ♥️
What a GREAT story. I shared this with my daughter whom I suspect has deep, unresolved, emotions about being adopted. She was placed in a baby home in Penza Russia at birth, and I was able to adopt her at 18 months of age. Her birth mom made the ultimate sacrifice to give her a good life in the US and I was able to have a daughter I wanted. I tell her, she was very much wanted, and that God had a plan for her .. born in Russia, moved to Las Vegas and ultimately Hawaii where she lives now. She's now about to have a baby of her own.
I was adopted from Russia when I was 4 months old and seeing this made me cry my eyes out. I’ve also felt as if I’ve spent a lot of time “doing really good but not really feeling good” and I’m now spending my 20’s, very focused on self improvement. I appreciate that you not only told your story, but that you did so with such vulnerability and openness. You have made me feel a little less alone 💕
Dear Sarah, you are a Great Lady!! I am planning to move to Costa Rica, and certainly want to meet you...l am a widower with 3 boys (9, 11 & 14 yrs)...may God bless you...
Wow ! Amazing story ! I started watching and wondered why I felt at peace with the world just listening seeing this beautiful women talking about CR. Thank you for telling it !
I appreciate your sharing your personal experience. I felt closer to you. I live in Costa Rica and am going through a relationship challenge now. I am feeling blessed to live here. Have a great life, We all can enjoy Pura Vida here. It’s a happy state of mind.
I'm much older than you, but goodness your maturity is amazing i can only learn from this, bless, live this life wonderfully i wish you good things. Thanks for sharing!
It was God. Your creator and the creator of the Universe. Your Dad who will always love you for eternity. Thank you for sharing and I am glad you have come to terms with it. So happy for you and sorry that as a child you had so many sad feelings. You encourage me to get healthy Sarah ! Sending you warm wishes from Houston, TX 🙂 Thank you heavenly Father for Sarah's parents that were there for her in her childhood.
I love that you were able to do this. My story is much more complicated and I have not had as much luck so far finding my family in Russia. I was also adopted into a not so great family here, but I am forever thankful still. It brings me joy to see stories like yours. Thank you
Wow, that was beautiful. Especially the part where you talk about forgiveness. So lovely. I think the true healers are those who have gone through pain and can understand how others feel... Your story is what can help others. It makes sense now why you moved to another country- travel is part of who you are! Thank you!!
It’s amazing that you are so comfortable to share your story with the world. I’m glad that there are people like you on this earth to help people like me, that haven’t figured things out.
Adoption is beautiful, because you were chosen. I am so sure your biological Mother had a hard time giving you up, and it sounds like your parents and family were the best. Family is those who love you, and have your back. When most people adopt, they do not look at their child as their adoptive child, but their child. You were truly blessed to have such amazing family and life.
Wow what a beautiful story! So happy you had the epiphany that brought you peace inside. Thank you for being so real and sharing that even when people look together on the outside, there could be a deep internal struggle going on within them. Thanks so much for sharing your story! 🙏❤
Your quite a remarkable person and I’m happy to be an acquaintance. I look forward to safe travels and your assistance on the ground some day (soon we all hope!)
I've been studying Russian language and culture for several years. I speak several European languages, Arabic, some Japanese and Hebrew. And because of my explorations into other cultures, I heard Russian was challenging for native English speakers. I took the challenge, and I'm so glad I did. When I learn a new language, I feel it's important to learn about customs, culture and history as well. And the deeper I went into the world of the Russian, the more I fell in love with them. However, I also learned Russians do not accept friends as readily as Americans do. They put up this emotional wall and it takes a very long time for a Russian to truly open their heart to you. They must be 100% sure they trust you and your motives. But once they do accept you as a friend, their love is unconditional. There are historical and societal reasons for this Russian mindset, because as a people they've suffered so long in ways many Westerners simply can't fathom. This may be the case with your birth mother. A few conversations is not going to win her over. You must be super considerate of her feelings and show her the utmost respect, moreso than you're probably accustomed to showing others now. Research for yourself these things I've mentioned here. Your persistence will show your birth mother what she needs to know about you. When she opens her heart fully......you will definitely know it. Good luck.
You perfectly got some of Russian mentality. Giving a first impression as harsh not smiling people they will always help you if need be. Another thing, people who struggled through the gеnосide of the horrible 90s of the disroyed great country still remember who did it. Even if the government didn't ask their people. And yet the kindness is bigger than the desire of a revenge
I love your story and your perspective now. Thank you so much for sharing. I had a very violent, horrible childhood and still need the work you spoke of. It meant so much to here that pivotal point you took and how it worked. I didn't hear much about your adoptive Mom and hope that is well too. What a story of hope for me! Thank you, that you!
A wild ride that you drove like a Cadillac. You’re absolutely relentless and resourceful at reaching your goals. Very happy the universe gave you what you deserved. Your videos are always inspiring and just feel good. You Glow Girl...
What a remarkable story, at 15 and 16 years old finding your family in Russia... Choosing to own our feelings... So very timely and beneficial for my journey... So grateful for you Sarah... A touching and beautiful story... Thank you for sharing
Sarah, thank you for sharing your wonderful and loving story. There is strength to be found in your ability to let the course of life unfold without judgement. I moved here to Costa Rica 8 years ago from the U.S. and just recently found your channel. Every time you share yourself I feel connected. Please continue your fantastic journey with an open heart. Your honesty is mesmerizing.
Wow, that was a riveting and powerful sharing of your life. My god, good for you! I've been watching some of your Costa Rica videos (my favourite country) and it stuck me what a truly kind and authentic soul you have... little did I know how deep your goodness flows. I wish you good fortune throughout your life. Mike from Canada
I wasn't adopted but I benefitted greatly from your insights. I also have a few friends and family members who are adopted so this helps me potentially understand their story a little better. Many blessings.
Wow! I am Russian born American and your story really touched my heart 🥲❤️ It’s so funny that I found your channel to learn about moving to Costa Rica since I am planning to. I loved your videos and the way you are. Then I found this video and think maybe my Russian heritage vibes initially attracted me to your channel. So cool!
A very strong story, by a string woman. We grow in bits and during different seasons of our lives. God bless and keep you and your Mom, your families and friends! 🙏💜
What a beautiful story about your life! I loved the way you explained everything that you went through in such detail trying to find your birth family. ThankYou so much as your journey to find out who you are & where you came from is a chance for us all to stop and think about our Own lives and where we came from?
Thank for sharing your story. When I first starting watching your videos I could tell you were a person with a lot of love in your heart. Now I understand why. Even though your mother couldn't care for you then, your adoptive parents did. So glad you are there to help me with this daunting move to C.R.😂
Beautiful story, Sarah! It's incredible how things work out for you Sarah. Born in Russia 🇷🇺 adopted to by Americas to live in the United States 🇺🇸 and today living in Costa Rica. 🇨🇷 It's clear you have been blessed
What an amazing story! You made me tear up, virtually hugging you! It always amazes me how the universe makes a way "charge is 500 for all of the information, you send 50 and bam all of the information comes"! 💜💜💜
I ended up on your page because I want to move to Costa Rica. My father (who has been absent from my entire life) is from originally born and raised in CR. I somehow ended up on this video and I’m so glad I did. I absolutely love your story and how you’ve overcome your emotional rollercoaster. I know I’ve had my share of crazy emotions throughout the years because of my father not being present. So brave of you to share this with us. Learned a lot so far from viewing your channel and just wanted to say thank you for sharing all your wisdom and experience in Costa Rica. Being 1/2 Tico makes me very proud because Costa Rica is beautiful In so many ways, the people, the culture, the way Ticos love their country and love for their family and friends. I’m counting down the days to my next visit to Costa which will be very soon. Thanks again and PURA VIDA MAE!!!!!!
My sister was given up for adoption and hearing your story helps me to understand a bit of what she has gone through. We're so blessed to have her in our lives now, even if we had to wait until adulthood to get to meet her!
Amazing story. You are such much more mature than your age. Genetics are suc a big piece of who we are so I can understand why you would want to see your biological parents. Your growth inside to decide how you feel and react to things was so well expressed we all can learn from you. Thank you for sharing this deep part of yourself with us..
What a profound experience you had and shared with the world. Yes, owning your feelings and deciding how to feel is the key to happiness. I’m sure your Russian mother appreciates that you flew all the way back to see her and tell her you love her.
Beautiful story. Thank you for sharing. There is a movie called “Lion” made in 2016 about a boy from Indian separated from his family who ended up being adopted by an Australian family. It’s a true story. He had no idea where his family lived but was so focused to find them that it did cause some issues in his family. It’s a beautiful movie with Dev Patel & Nicole Kidman. If you ever get the chance I highly recommend it.
this popped up today on my feed, guess the universe or internet does provide, thx for sharing, you are as beautiful on the inside as the out and are making all your parents and ancestors proud
I completely related to your story, I too was adopted from Brazil ... i'm way older than you, 63 now, I found my birth family back in 2013 , from being brought up a single child i was instantly thrown into a huge family 10 siblings and a mother still alive, in 2017 i went back to Brazil ( from UK) and met them, most of them.. it took 53 years of my life to get to feel at peace with myself, that's all i ever wanted to know who they were, what they looked like, if we shared any traits etc.. the sense of abandonment did in fact get stronger, just like you experienced, it's not something logical, it's not something most of us can avoid either.. but you did good telling your mother you loved her and thanking her for giving you life, i thanked my mother, but couldn't tell her i loved her cos she was a total stranger and even at my late age in life i still felt embittered seeing the closeness of my siblings and my mother ..but now,7 years later i've just let it go, released all emotional baggage, i'm just grateful to be alive !! xx
I’m so glad this showed up on my feed. This is the first time I have watched what you have posted. Thanks so much for being open & sharing your story. It is truly a beautiful story. I will subscribe to your channel because I have always wanted to go to Costa Rica.
Thank you for sharing your intimate feelings & experiences. It’s always stories like yours that help me with the continuing process of working through being adopted. Interesting how a person can feel like they’ve healed from an aspect of being adopted then life hands you an experience that brings a feeling that was thought to have been worked through. So often I spend time listening to stories & remind myself my feelings are shared by other adoptees❤
I kinda figured you're pretty amazing just from watching your CR related videos...now it's been confirmed! Thanks for sharing your story. You got this. You are remarkably brave.
Hi, You are So Beautiful, and such a Beautiful Person. I just wanted you to know from an adoptive Mom perspective. My husband and I adopted 2 daughters from Russia,not biological sisters, but from the same orphanage. I was going through infertility issues for 5 years. I can tell you that I was very depressed when nothing worked through doctoring. When we found out that we could adopt a baby in Russia from a baby orphanage, I can tell you how I felt. I felt that I was blessed and my prayers and hope of being a mom might come true. When we went to Russia and finalized our adoption our daughter were between 13-18 months old. And the Unconditional Love and Happiness that I felt was no different than having our daughters biologicaly. Its really no different. We always refer to our daughters as our daughters, Never once as our adopted daughters. When you want to become a mom with every breathe of your soul and being when you receive that precious gift you are the happiest person in the world We gave up everything we owned and refinanced our home 3 times to be able to go to Russia and adopt our baby from a Russia Baby Home. Always Remember on the side of your adoptive parents thst they Love you very much and always will. Your precious gift to them and the happiness they have for you being their daughter is something that should fill you both with happiness and Love. Never look back and fell disadvantaged, because this was gods plan for you and your adoptive parents. God was the one that made this be and happen. Your adoptive parents are your mom and dad, and if they loved you unconditionally and filled everything you ever needed. Remember you are the Lucky One and it was gods plan to give your adoptive parents the precious gift of a child that they could never have otherwise. Remember Always that You are Loved very much and that You are the Lucky One. Never be sad, Your adoptive parents that you call mom and dad received the special gift of a baby to make their dreams and sunshine everyday possible. 😊❤
What a beautiful story! Thank you for sharing and it’s nice to hear from the perspective of adoptive parents. I am very grateful for mine and always felt they loved me just the same as if I was their biological child.
Thank you for sharing your story, it was quite uplifting and inspiring. It was quite courageous of you to accomplish that reunion, not to mention your journey into self-discovery and self-improvement. Although it may not have ended up exactly the way you hoped, the fact there was closure and you were able to, at that point, move on with your life after the second trip to Russia. Congratulations for that. I just happened upon your video and am interested in knowing the story behind your move to Costa Rica. I am a New Yorker who has lived in Madrid, Spain for the past 8 years. So I'll look for that story as well. Thanks again and God bless...
Thank you for sharing your story, your feelings and your soul. The self evaluation , how you got hold of those feelings, processed them , clarified them and found strength to put them into a meaningful direction for self growth very inspiring and empowering. Well done
What an amazing story . Thank you for sharing part of you life with us . I watched the 34 minutes and 31 sec of this touching story . I can tell that you are an amazing person and a great mother for your daughter. God bless you .
It must be a very emotional time for you with the added stress of war mixing into the lives of both of your families. Thank God you did this hard emotional work before the Pandemic. I send prayers for you all.
You have a good heart, and thanks to God,the universe that your heart is full of love because that’s what humanity needs to demonstrate love to the world and one another. God blessed your heart!
I am adopted too. I found my biological mother when I was 35, and my biological dad last year. I now know that my adoption saved me from being raised by a drug addicted and sexually abusive father and a very young mother. I was taken care of by a higher power, no doubt about it. I am so fortunate! Thanks for sharing your story! ♥️
What a GREAT story. I shared this with my daughter whom I suspect has deep, unresolved, emotions about being adopted. She was placed in a baby home in Penza Russia at birth, and I was able to adopt her at 18 months of age. Her birth mom made the ultimate sacrifice to give her a good life in the US and I was able to have a daughter I wanted. I tell her, she was very much wanted, and that God had a plan for her .. born in Russia, moved to Las Vegas and ultimately Hawaii where she lives now. She's now about to have a baby of her own.
She loves you for doing what you did and what her bio mom did too. In the end, they always know.
I was adopted from Russia when I was 4 months old and seeing this made me cry my eyes out. I’ve also felt as if I’ve spent a lot of time “doing really good but not really feeling good” and I’m now spending my 20’s, very focused on self improvement. I appreciate that you not only told your story, but that you did so with such vulnerability and openness. You have made me feel a little less alone 💕
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Dear Sarah, you are a Great Lady!! I am planning to move to Costa Rica, and certainly want to meet you...l am a widower with 3 boys (9, 11 & 14 yrs)...may God bless you...
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I think the Internet back then might be better than today. Yahoo answers sounds amazing!
Wow ! Amazing story ! I started watching and wondered why I felt at peace with the world just listening seeing this beautiful women talking about CR. Thank you for telling it !
❤ Beautiful Story ❤
Much Love & Blessings
You're an amazing young woman, and any parent would be proud to say they raised you. Thanks for sharing!
What a beautiful story! You are wise beyond your years.
I appreciate your sharing your personal experience. I felt closer to you. I live in Costa Rica and am going through a relationship challenge now. I am feeling blessed to live here. Have a great life, We all can enjoy Pura Vida here. It’s a happy state of mind.
I'm much older than you, but goodness your maturity is amazing i can only learn from this, bless, live this life wonderfully i wish you good things. Thanks for sharing!
Thank you for the comment! Thank you for watching.
It was God. Your creator and the creator of the Universe. Your Dad who will always love you for eternity. Thank you for sharing and I am glad you have come to terms with it. So happy for you and sorry that as a child you had so many sad feelings. You encourage me to get healthy Sarah ! Sending you warm wishes from Houston, TX 🙂 Thank you heavenly Father for Sarah's parents that were there for her in her childhood.
Thank you for your kind words!!
I love that you were able to do this. My story is much more complicated and I have not had as much luck so far finding my family in Russia. I was also adopted into a not so great family here, but I am forever thankful still. It brings me joy to see stories like yours. Thank you
Thank you for watching and thank you for your comment
That is a shame. I hope you are able to make a good life for yourself.
@@roseharvey2664 I’m working on it. Hoping to inspire others with music and other projects ❤️
What a beautiful story! You're such a wise person, despite your age.
Thank you so much!
Wow, that was beautiful. Especially the part where you talk about forgiveness. So lovely. I think the true healers are those who have gone through pain and can understand how others feel... Your story is what can help others. It makes sense now why you moved to another country- travel is part of who you are! Thank you!!
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What a beautiful story!
It’s amazing that you are so comfortable to share your story with the world. I’m glad that there are people like you on this earth to help people like me, that haven’t figured things out.
Adoption is beautiful, because you were chosen. I am so sure your biological Mother had a hard time giving you up, and it sounds like your parents and family were the best. Family is those who love you, and have your back. When most people adopt, they do not look at their child as their adoptive child, but their child. You were truly blessed to have such amazing family and life.
Yes I agree!
So agree:)
Wow what a beautiful story! So happy you had the epiphany that brought you peace inside. Thank you for being so real and sharing that even when people look together on the outside, there could be a deep internal struggle going on within them. Thanks so much for sharing your story! 🙏❤
Thank for sharing your wonderful story. You are a beautiful soul! Blessings.❤️🙏😇
Your quite a remarkable person and I’m happy to be an acquaintance. I look forward to safe travels and your assistance on the ground some day (soon we all hope!)
I've been studying Russian language and culture for several years. I speak several European languages, Arabic, some Japanese and Hebrew. And because of my explorations into other cultures, I heard Russian was challenging for native English speakers. I took the challenge, and I'm so glad I did. When I learn a new language, I feel it's important to learn about customs, culture and history as well. And the deeper I went into the world of the Russian, the more I fell in love with them.
However, I also learned Russians do not accept friends as readily as Americans do. They put up this emotional wall and it takes a very long time for a Russian to truly open their heart to you. They must be 100% sure they trust you and your motives. But once they do accept you as a friend, their love is unconditional.
There are historical and societal reasons for this Russian mindset, because as a people they've suffered so long in ways many Westerners simply can't fathom.
This may be the case with your birth mother. A few conversations is not going to win her over. You must be super considerate of her feelings and show her the utmost respect, moreso than you're probably accustomed to showing others now. Research for yourself these things I've mentioned here.
Your persistence will show your birth mother what she needs to know about you. When she opens her heart fully......you will definitely know it. Good luck.
You perfectly got some of Russian mentality. Giving a first impression as harsh not smiling people they will always help you if need be. Another thing, people who struggled through the gеnосide of the horrible 90s of the disroyed great country still remember who did it. Even if the government didn't ask their people. And yet the kindness is bigger than the desire of a revenge
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Amazing story, forgiving and overcoming the past is the key for peacemind!
That was a beautiful story you shared. And a great message about how the healing has to come from inside yourself. So true. 💗
Amazing story! Thanks for sharing. Pura vida 🇨🇷
Thank you for listening, Pura Vida.
I love your story and your perspective now. Thank you so much for sharing. I had a very violent, horrible childhood and still need the work you spoke of. It meant so much to here that pivotal point you took and how it worked. I didn't hear much about your adoptive Mom and hope that is well too. What a story of hope for me! Thank you, that you!
My adoptive mom and parents are great! I just don't mention them too much on the channel to respect their lives and privacy!
A wild ride that you drove like a Cadillac. You’re absolutely relentless and resourceful at reaching your goals. Very happy the universe gave you what you deserved. Your videos are always inspiring and just feel good. You Glow Girl...
Thank you ❤️❤️
Una historia que toca el corazon! Gracias por compartir.
What a remarkable story, at 15 and 16 years old finding your family in Russia... Choosing to own our feelings... So very timely and beneficial for my journey... So grateful for you Sarah... A touching and beautiful story... Thank you for sharing
What an amazing journey you have been on. Thanks for sharing it with us. 🙂
thank you Sarah for sharing your story! I wish you love and happiness!
Sarah, thank you for sharing your wonderful and loving story. There is strength to be found in your ability to let the course of life unfold without judgement. I moved here to Costa Rica 8 years ago from the U.S. and just recently found your channel. Every time you share yourself I feel connected. Please continue your fantastic journey with an open heart. Your honesty is mesmerizing.
Wow, that was a riveting and powerful sharing of your life. My god, good for you! I've been watching some of your Costa Rica videos (my favourite country) and it stuck me what a truly kind and authentic soul you have... little did I know how deep your goodness flows. I wish you good fortune throughout your life.
Mike from Canada
Thank you very much Mike! :)
That was an amazing story of your life....So glad I stumbled upon it.
Thank you!
I wasn't adopted but I benefitted greatly from your insights. I also have a few friends and family members who are adopted so this helps me potentially understand their story a little better. Many blessings.
I am glad it was helpful! Thank you for watching and your thoughtful comment.
Incredible story Sarah...you are incredible....and inspirational.
Thank you very. much!
Thank you for sharing this personal and beautiful story with us. It's touched my heart.
thanks for sharing, i was adopted also by great parents.made me who i am thanks!!
Wow! I am Russian born American and your story really touched my heart 🥲❤️ It’s so funny that I found your channel to learn about moving to Costa Rica since I am planning to. I loved your videos and the way you are. Then I found this video and think maybe my Russian heritage vibes initially attracted me to your channel. So cool!
Thank you for your story,it's beautiful to hear you talking from deep within your heart,you are very precious and encouraging.
You, Sarah Elena, are so special. You keep impressing me, over and over. Namaste
Thank you for your journey's story. You sure are a courageous young lady at 16 finding your roots. Wishing you all the best in every thing you do.
Thank you so much!
So cool back-story/story. I share CR interests and have seen a few of your vids. Thanks for those and for sharing your heart and raw feelings. ✌🏼🐸
It is my pleasure!! Thank you for following my journey!!
Thank you for sharing your story. It was very moving and I’m glad you’re happy.
A very strong story, by a string woman. We grow in bits and during different seasons of our lives. God bless and keep you and your Mom, your families and friends! 🙏💜
Hi Sarah ... Nice story, well told. Thanks for sharing! R (Australia)
What a beautiful story about your life! I loved the way you explained everything that you went through in such detail trying to find your birth family.
ThankYou so much as your journey to find out who you are & where you came from is a chance for us all to stop and think about our Own lives
and where we came from?
What a wonderful story! Thanks for sharing this. You look so much like your biological mother...both beautiful!
Thank you so much!
Thank for sharing your story. When I first starting watching your videos I could tell you were a person with a lot of love in your heart. Now I understand why. Even though your mother couldn't care for you then, your adoptive parents did. So glad you are there to help me with this daunting move to C.R.😂
You are amazing! Your adopted parents did a wonderful job of raising you! Your testimony will help other adoptees understand their feelings and
Wow thanks for sharing your story, life's one big adventure
It sure is!
That was beautifull Story,thanks for shered , Do you have amazing and beatifull Soul.Thanks,Hermosa historia eres maravillosa persona Grasias
That was a great piece of yourself. Thank you for sharing this story. You should feel really proud. You are awesome !!
Thank you so much!
Thank you for sharing... A wise young lady. An inspiration to all. Bless you
Thank you for watching Dawn! Bless you too
Beautiful story, Sarah!
It's incredible how things work out for you Sarah. Born in Russia 🇷🇺 adopted to by Americas to live in the United States 🇺🇸 and today living in Costa Rica. 🇨🇷
It's clear you have been blessed
Thank you Pablo!
What an amazing story! You made me tear up, virtually hugging you! It always amazes me how the universe makes a way "charge is 500 for all of the information, you send 50 and bam all of the information comes"! 💜💜💜
I ended up on your page because I want to move to Costa Rica. My father (who has been absent from my entire life) is from originally born and raised in CR. I somehow ended up on this video and I’m so glad I did. I absolutely love your story and how you’ve overcome your emotional rollercoaster. I know I’ve had my share of crazy emotions throughout the years because of my father not being present. So brave of you to share this with us. Learned a lot so far from viewing your channel and just wanted to say thank you for sharing all your wisdom and experience in Costa Rica. Being 1/2 Tico makes me very proud because Costa Rica is beautiful In so many ways, the people, the culture, the way Ticos love their country and love for their family and friends. I’m counting down the days to my next visit to Costa which will be very soon. Thanks again and PURA VIDA MAE!!!!!!
Thank you very much for watching Alex! Glad you liked it
Beautiful story, thank you for sharing. Much love to you. ❤️
My sister was given up for adoption and hearing your story helps me to understand a bit of what she has gone through. We're so blessed to have her in our lives now, even if we had to wait until adulthood to get to meet her!
We love your story Sarah, have a wonderfull 2022 !!
Amazing story. You are such much more mature than your age. Genetics are suc a big piece of who we are so I can understand why you would want to see your biological parents. Your growth inside to decide how you feel and react to things was so well expressed we all can learn from you. Thank you for sharing this deep part of yourself with us..
Thank you for your comment John!
Well said, my thoughts exactly, a very mature and highly developed soul.
What a profound experience you had and shared with the world. Yes, owning your feelings and deciding how to feel is the key to happiness. I’m sure your Russian mother appreciates that you flew all the way back to see her and tell her you love her.
Beautiful story. Thank you for sharing. There is a movie called “Lion” made in 2016 about a boy from Indian separated from his family who ended up being adopted by an Australian family. It’s a true story. He had no idea where his family lived but was so focused to find them that it did cause some issues in his family. It’s a beautiful movie with Dev Patel & Nicole Kidman. If you ever get the chance I highly recommend it.
I will have to check it out! Thank you for the recommendation!
@@SarahElenaDesignsLife The true story of “Lion” it’s so amazing. And yours too. Specially your journey of healing.
What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing such an important yet private part of your life. I literally teared up.
Thank you Andrea!!
Very nice if you to share your life story... you are a strong person!
this popped up today on my feed, guess the universe or internet does provide, thx for sharing, you are as beautiful on the inside as the out and are making all your parents and ancestors proud
Thanks you!
Omg I was watching the video you just shared and this one showed up. My sister adopted from Russia 14 years ago. My nephew is soo awesome!!
The love how God is immeasurable and Jesus longs to give you His peace - a peace that passes all understanding.🙏🏾🙏🏾
What did you do in Costa Rica?
I was not in Costa Rica I live in England🙏🏾
What a story! Thanks for sharing it with your CR audience and beyond.
Ты большая молодец!
Thank you Kate, for watching and following my journey!
I completely related to your story, I too was adopted from Brazil ... i'm way older than you, 63 now, I found my birth family back in 2013 , from being brought up a single child i was instantly thrown into a huge family 10 siblings and a mother still alive, in 2017 i went back to Brazil ( from UK) and met them, most of them.. it took 53 years of my life to get to feel at peace with myself, that's all i ever wanted to know who they were, what they looked like, if we shared any traits etc.. the sense of abandonment did in fact get stronger, just like you experienced, it's not something logical, it's not something most of us can avoid either.. but you did good telling your mother you loved her and thanking her for giving you life, i thanked my mother, but couldn't tell her i loved her cos she was a total stranger and even at my late age in life i still felt embittered seeing the closeness of my siblings and my mother ..but now,7 years later i've just let it go, released all emotional baggage, i'm just grateful to be alive !! xx
Happy not to have been aborted.
I’m so glad this showed up on my feed. This is the first time I have watched what you have posted. Thanks so much for being open & sharing your story. It is truly a beautiful story. I will subscribe to your channel because I have always wanted to go to Costa Rica.
You are so welcome! and thank you for watching!
For private reasons, this was so helpful to my heart. Thank you. Very tender, thoughtful, and well done.
I am glad that this video has been helpful to you! Sending you all the well wishes.
Thank you for Sharing this. A great reminder on many levels.
Thanks for listening
Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ (edit I am mad they did not see you off to the airport, but I loved hearing your story thank you)
Thank you for watching!
Sarah, your strength is in your goodness and that will always stay with you.
Thanks Greg!
Awesome story!
A brave, beautiful and strong girl!
Thank you very much!
Great story, thanks for sharing!
Thank you Sarah,very much .Ihope and pray that my own dear daughter 33 will have an experience that she can cherish and grow from ...Blessings.
Thank you, I wish the same for your daughter.
Such a beautiful soul you are. Thanks for sharing ❤
Thanks for watching
Thank you for sharing your intimate feelings & experiences. It’s always stories like yours that help me with the continuing process of working through being adopted. Interesting how a person can feel like they’ve healed from an aspect of being adopted then life hands you an experience that brings a feeling that was thought to have been worked through. So often I spend time listening to stories & remind myself my feelings are shared by other adoptees❤
Beautiful and inspiring story. Thank you for sharing.
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You're a beautiful person and I think that after your mom had time to process what you told her that she began to feel better. Bless you!!!
Thank you for sharing. Great video!
I kinda figured you're pretty amazing just from watching your CR related videos...now it's been confirmed! Thanks for sharing your story. You got this. You are remarkably brave.
Thank you very much for your kind words
You are a strong woman and its a beautiful story you found your Mum and Sister and fingers crossed you and your Dad will visit Russia very soon!
Thank you Marc!
Wow, what an amazing story. Thank you for sharing that with us. 🤗
What a salutary journey
Your adoptive parents must be wonderful humans
❤️ Thanks for sharing your story! I am also adopted and just recently found my birth mother! I love hearing other adoptee's stories!
That is very exciting!!
Hi, You are So Beautiful, and such a Beautiful Person. I just wanted you to know from an adoptive Mom perspective. My husband and I adopted 2 daughters from Russia,not biological sisters, but from the same orphanage. I was going through infertility issues for 5 years. I can tell you that I was very depressed when nothing worked through doctoring. When we found out that we could adopt a baby in Russia from a baby orphanage, I can tell you how I felt. I felt that I was blessed and my prayers and hope of being a mom might come true. When we went to Russia and finalized our adoption our daughter were between 13-18 months old. And the Unconditional Love and Happiness that I felt was no different than having our daughters biologicaly. Its really no different. We always refer to our daughters as our daughters, Never once as our adopted daughters. When you want to become a mom with every breathe of your soul and being when you receive that precious gift you are the happiest person in the world We gave up everything we owned and refinanced our home 3 times to be able to go to Russia and adopt our baby from a Russia Baby Home. Always Remember on the side of your adoptive parents thst they Love you very much and always will. Your precious gift to them and the happiness they have for you being their daughter is something that should fill you both with happiness and Love. Never look back and fell disadvantaged, because this was gods plan for you and your adoptive parents. God was the one that made this be and happen. Your adoptive parents are your mom and dad, and if they loved you unconditionally and filled everything you ever needed. Remember you are the Lucky One and it was gods plan to give your adoptive parents the precious gift of a child that they could never have otherwise. Remember Always that You are Loved very much and that You are the Lucky One. Never be sad, Your adoptive parents that you call mom and dad received the special gift of a baby to make their dreams and sunshine everyday possible. 😊❤
What a beautiful story! Thank you for sharing and it’s nice to hear from the perspective of adoptive parents. I am very grateful for mine and always felt they loved me just the same as if I was their biological child.
Thanks for sharing this heartfelt chapter of your life’s story. You are always inspiring and you are the coolest Russian American Tica I know.😄
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Thank you for sharing your story, it was quite uplifting and inspiring. It was quite courageous of you to accomplish that reunion, not to mention your journey into self-discovery and self-improvement. Although it may not have ended up exactly the way you hoped, the fact there was closure and you were able to, at that point, move on with your life after the second trip to Russia. Congratulations for that. I just happened upon your video and am interested in knowing the story behind your move to Costa Rica. I am a New Yorker who has lived in Madrid, Spain for the past 8 years. So I'll look for that story as well. Thanks again and God bless...
Hi Ted! Thank you for your comment. Yes, I am quite pleased with how everything turned out! Thank you for watching.
Thank you for sharing your story, your feelings and your soul. The self evaluation , how you got hold of those feelings, processed them , clarified them and found strength to put them into a meaningful direction for self growth very inspiring and empowering. Well done
Thank you very much
What an amazing story . Thank you for sharing part of you life with us . I watched the 34 minutes and 31 sec of this touching story . I can tell that you are an amazing person and a great mother for your daughter. God bless you .
You are truly amazing!
Thanks for sharing this lovely story with me ❤
It must be a very emotional time for you with the added stress of war mixing into the lives of both of your families. Thank God you did this hard emotional work before the Pandemic. I send prayers for you all.
The universe took care of you in each of these steps! Great!
Beautiful story
Stay blessed
Regards from Australia
Thank you for following along! Stay well in Australia :)
Thank you for sharing your story!
You have a good heart, and thanks to God,the universe that your heart is full of love because that’s what humanity needs to demonstrate love to the world and one another. God blessed your heart!
What a cool story. Thank you for sharing.
What a great story! Thank you for sharing this.
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