Something i have noticed about this placement is that during early childhood alot of people with this placement seem to have gone through that emotional vulnerability some how. Like an almost emotional trauma that makes one feel emotionally cornered. For example, for me, my emotions and the way i think has been laughed at when i was a child. Like the nightmare situation when you are infront of class and everyone is pointing and laughing. THAT kind of experience. This causes the person to hide any and all emotions(including personal issues etc). These people find it extremely hard to open up to anyone due to this fear of this trauma. I like to think of this placement as the emotionally bullied placement LOL
spot on . i also have this placement and i understadn and have experienced a lot of emotional traumas in my childhood. that i have hid emotions so much to the point i cnt even recognize or understand my feelings.
This makes sense. When i was young my mother used to mock me about my feelings, make fun of tears. Today i struggle a lot to talk about my feelings, cant express anger nor explain my sadness. When i try i always feel misunderstood
Both 12th and 8th are difficult to describe. They are so similar but different feeling - I think the crack house and opium den is a good analogy. The 8th is intensity and passion and the 12th house is passivity and dreamy. I think of the 12th as the mystic and the 8th as the shaman.
There is a song by Bright Eyes. I will always remember this line... "I am completely alone at a table of friends. I feel nothing for them. Nothing... nothing." Was true when I was 14 years old and still is 7 years later. Everything you said is very accurate to my own moon in the 12th house. My moon is in the 12th house in Scorpio. I know seclusion all too well. I have a hard time feeling comfortable around people, but at the same time crave people. I very, very often feel the need to be by myself because I think so deeply, feel so deeply, and simply NEED to be alone. I am a deeply compassionate person. I feel for people and do feel what they are feeling. My specialty is putting myself in other people's shoes emotionally. What excites me most in life is metaphysical studies. I long for a deep place of peace within myself and can absolutely feel that that peace is to be found within my own experience and mind rather than the outside world. I would say I experience life through an inner emotional and abstract place rather than an outside view.
Sounds the same as me, 12th house moon in libra, scorpio rising, although I also love being with a lover in total seclusion :) could be my venus in the 12th
i have feel this way too....my favourite song and line is iris - goo goo dolls "and i dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that they'd understand ..." moon in cap in the 12th here..
Moon in Virgo in the 12th, here. I feel constantly bombarded by the emotions of other people but unable to feel/sense my own! "They do very, very well in crisis situations. They can emotionally put their panic on the back-burner and go to work." This is 100% spot on. I feel seen and most useful when helping people... through tarot, astrology or through simply being their emotional stronghold. After all, I have had all the practice in the world soothing myself. :-)
I didn't cry at the funeral for my 1st born who died at a month old. I knew someone had to keep it together. Emotional control is paramount in my life to say the least. Showing any negative emotions makes me feel horrible guilt, magnified a hundred fold if it is in front of anyone. (moon 12th Aries)
When I use whole sign house system I have my moon in the 12th house but when I use placidus it is in the 11th House. I connect more to the 12th house to be honest. I feel very misunderstood all the time and I feel like I am always locked away and alone in a cell watching other people behind bars.That feeling of isolation is hard sometimes but then a half of me enjoys it. It’s weird. I also seem to unconsciously cast off illusions for how people see me and my life.They all come up with so many different viewpoints of my life and none of them are accurate. This house is definitely one that makes great Illusionists. And another thing,I always have to soothe my emotions myself.Even as a child, I didn’t want anyone around me when I was upset,I just wanted to be alone to cry it out.My lives theme is a Loner.
I really understand what you’re saying. I feel the same way. The first comment Ive seen so far that I feel I can really resonate with. What is your moon sign?
I have a taurus moon in the 12th house... all I can say is.. god damn.. I'm done, it's really work.. but i'm doing my best to just relax and focus on the good. I just started learning guitar and that helps me to take my mind away from my emotions it also helps me to express myself and I can make songs on the spot every time I play. I wish I could have learned when I was younger but I tried and didn't understand it. Thanks to the yousician app and the internet now, lessons are readily available. I was so depressed all throughout my life... I was always isolating... Since a teenager, I would stay in my bedroom all the way till my late 20s and now I'm going to be moving soon to my own place. I went away for college to escape the treatment i had while at home with family... I drank and passed out in almost every party, then I stopped drinking because I blacked out and almost died, I decided not to go to anymore parties and ended up isolating and staying in my bedroom a lot talking to people on the internet from other countries... I think I did try to escape a lot into my own world... I still do that to this day... I feel that I am a sensitive person and I have tried to learn all about metaphysical stuff and law of attraction and stuff but for some reason i feel that for some people it's like we attract certain things in our life even if we know all about law of attraction, it's like some things are just destined to be a certain way... based on our astrological aspects... I'm real good at accumulating and getting gifts a lot... but life is so confusing... it's getting to the point that it seems like i'm a hoarder but I just tend to collect things that i feel have value... I'm not sure what else to do with my life... I feel that i should continue learning guitar and other instruments, continue taking care of animals, going to events, skateboarding, continue drawing and possibly make a book of my drawings, maybe make a story, I should just do as much creative things as possible in my own time but of course I think I require a bigger space so that I can be organized... I trust the universe with bringing me my bigger space. All I can do is keep moving... keep creating, keep living... and do things to do my part in helping the evolution of the planet and the world.
I have a Taurus moon in the 12th too and feel your pain! always wanting to be by myself at home although my sun,mer, mars are in the 11th and all in aries so I can be very social when I want to be,its very confusing to the people around me usually! tried the getting drunk/ getting high route too to escape from past experiences in my childhood but didnt work, I only felt even more lost and alone, I feel us 12th housers feel the effects of drugs and alcohol too much and it can be super intense and consuming people easily getting swept away in addictions and getting lost forever..its important to focus your attention on the positive side of the 12th house energy which is the connection to something higher and more divine/ un-conditional love or source some people call it which can be easily accessed through meditation and other spiritual routes. The possibilites are endless with a connection like that and the compassion and love you can have for people and the world is beautiful and seen as powerful to people because they dont know where we are getting all our love and empathy from! So yeah, I wouldnt change this placement if I could, the benefits far outway the negatives and once you harness that connection to the divine in an healthy way through spiritual pursuit it could truly change your life opening up your innate spiritual gifts and being able to heal others and yourself which is what us 12th houses (especially moons) are here to do hence us going through the worse childhoods more than any other placement usually- to experience the depths of pain we are here to heal in others. Sorry to ramble on like this.. on a tangent right now ahhaha, love and light to you. xx
I have a stellium in here. Retrograde Pluto conjunct moon at 0.01 degrees. Along with Mercury, Venus, and Sun. Have always stayed and still do cooped up in my room. Away from the hustle bustle of life. Love being alone, but loneliness is eating me up from inside. The recent breakup of a 4-years long relationship, the resultant heartbreak and depression is making it worse now. Like I don't want to go back out there. I feel like giving up. Love reading up about occult, mystery, magic, metaphysics. I have to meditate a lil more and can hear voices. Spooks me out and I stop. I get dreams that really happen and also very vivid ones. I also love ghosts and snakes. Find the latter very intriguing. Mystical creatures. The best of God's creation, imo. Sometimes yearn for a relationship with a friendly spirit too. I think they would be much better than the selfish humans. Mostly, I know I'm a misfit here. Don't want to belong. I pray only not to be born again. I want to go back to source and never come back. I love the beautiful always interesting planet, though. Sorry long type.
And you said “separative experience from mom” I had flash backs from when my mom worked from 10am till midnight everyday. I had to live with my grandma and care for my children. The only time I saw my mom was when she picked me up and took me to the house. Life was like this for so long 😢
A really good video talk about the Moon in this position. The talk about things being elusive and being emotionally alone even when in a crowd is spot on as I have the Moon in the 12th house. I really like the way the lady expresses herself in this video as if she really loves her subject. Very enjoyable and informative.
late comment, but yes its double whammy on you. besides your leo sign, having moon in the 12 house also inhibits your 5th house in some way unless theres planets in your 5th house that alleviates this.
Aries in the 12th house. I was a very quiet child. Teachers from K-7th grade would always send a note to my parents that i was always daydreaming. Its crazy because i was so quiet but always into dark or unknown things (music religions ect.) because of the mysticism. I was so quiet towards strangers and family that my dad would verbally harass me because he didn't understand why i was so quiet. He would tell me I'm schizophrenic and i clearly wasn't. It would make me cry because I didn't know what to think. WAS I? I would go into my bathroom at night and steal my dads medical dictionary and memorize and be amazed by human anatomy and sicknesses. wow this analyzation explains a lot now. I didn't know my moon being in Aries in the 12th house was why i was the way i was. OH i also smoked cannabis to escape my mind from 14-22 yrs old. I always wanted to try shrooms and I didnt know why. Also grew up alone as an only child 1 hour away from any big city. I realize its essential for me to see my art therapist because i need someone to analyze my brain and tell me im not crazy :) she actually says i just have anxiety. whew.
I feel like this describes me quite well. Thank you so much for your knowledgeable insight! I had a lot of trouble understanding this house and this helped (:
I like the lengthy descriptions that you use to build a foundation to explain on. please don't shorten that (you mentioned you need to shorten that in this video). thanks:)
awesome video! I love your insights, and we share the same birthday, august 22! I love our 8 22 numbers i feel this is such a powerful combination. I have pisces moon with cancer rising and I am learning so much from you. thank you
Loved the information and the way you delivered it. Needed to be aware of this. I have moon in the 12th house. Explains alot. Thank you for sharing your wisdom🙏✊🏼💖
Everything you said was exactly true for me. I couldn't disagree with anything you said. I was never paid attention to as my mother was too busy with her 2 toddlers and a daycare at home. I'm pretty sure I was in the crib more than I should have been. But this Aries Sun and Moon baby learned to get out on her own. Yep on her own......that's how you could describe me. :)
I'm truly impressed again and again how accurate these stuff are /Moon in Taurus 12th house here/ The satisfactions overwhelming hearing what I've been struggling to understand and explain all this time/ Also I love your voice and hair lol
Very interesting talk on the Moon in the 12th House which I have in Virgo close to my ascendant and Pluto in Leo in the 12th. I have had a life time fascination with Astrology and many things which you stated in your talk regrading the emotional part of me resonated perfectly. I will check your site out and hopefully catch up on Facebook. Thank you!
This was a very accurate description. I have my moon in the 12th house and you were "right on" with this. I also have sun conjunct pluto in the 8th house along with mercury and black moon lileth. I liked the description of "what I'm hiding vs what's being hidden from me".
Thank you, Jewel for sharing your wisdom. Cannot explain how grateful I am for your detail and insight. I have my Aries moon in the 12th, Aries Rising, Leo & Capricorn Stelliums (3+ planets, n node, asteroids, points) in the natural houses. Jupiter, Venus & Mercury conjunct within 3 degrees in Leo & all are conjunct my Virgo Sun 6H (within 10 degrees). Oh and Sun quincunx Moon (orb of less than 1.5 deg). Spent most of my professional life in a very public arts-related field and could never understand why I always felt completely, utterly alone at rock concerts or massive festivals of 80,000+ people. Resolving the extreme disconnect between my outward personality and what people expect vs. my true, inner emotional nature is certainly an ongoing process but one that this 12H Moon helps explain.
My moon is in the 8th. My mom's is in the 12th. Totally someone stuck in the 'Crack House' trying to communicate with someone stuck in an 'Opium Den.' I love it. Resonates super well! Thanks!
Around 5:13 you said that there's a very elusive emotional satisfaction quality to it. Spot on. The 12th is something that always slips away. It's like a fog that you can't grasp
Hey Jewel great videos. I am requesting some videos such as Pluto in the 12th house and Venus and mars in the 8th house. Looking forward if you make these videos. Thank you 😊
Love you so much! Not sure what the degree of your Virgo Mercury is but it could be conjunct my Virgo Mercury cause I just love the way you explain things! I got a 12th H Moon in Gemini. Very artistic indeed and an astrologer (MC in Aqua). My escape is sleep bc I get psychic downloads during it so I wake up with new insights and ideas. Needs lots of alone time. Cover up my extreme empathy with a more critical Virgo Mercury so can protect myself. Mother was and is totally emotionally absent so I had to emotionally nurture myself through reading and picking up a million different skills, both left and right brained.
I have aries asc at 16% and aries moon at 1% and everything you said was SPOT ON!! I am super emotional. If someone humiliates,embaresses, or just plain nasty then thats when i cry and cant control my emotions. However, i can hide it and i would need people to validate things for me! Very true all together! Thank you! Will you do the north nodes and chiron? :)
I have cancer asc and also my 12th house in cancer. My natal moon is in 4th house and I interpret my chart that I am run by my old moon (it's at 28 degree) instead of sun - which I have at 2 degree Taurus and 10th house. Till mid 30s I worked in a field where I had to be strategic and creative, but the emphasis was still on planning, but I kept looking also creative endevours. Then everything changed in my life as my marriage failed and I lost also the job I had grown unhappy with, so I pursued in writing and social work which has always been close to my heart, but it took time till I realized this. I have Saturn also in cancer and in 12th house, but in general with my unconventional chart I have to say that this whole life has been like my moon is placed in all of my houses, so there are only few fields of life which are left untouched. My 4th and 10th houses are huge (4th starts in virgo and ends in sagittarius, 10th in pisces till gemini) and most of my planets dwell there. I feel that the most appropriate way of interpreting my chart is to look first the houses what my moon is constantly transiting and only then other planets surrounding it + the aspects what they all make. That list seems more like endless concerding me :-). My moon has for example quintile to Neptune, conjunction to Pluto and sextile to Asc and I just keep pouring it out of me whenever I feel like it. Actually I have to do that cause otherwise it makes me sick. When I was growing up and in early adulthood I was also physically sick for many years (kidneys and heart issues).
Dude she’s like 20 years older than me but good lord is she so attractive. But this was very accurate, if I am not involving myself with spiritual pursuits and “losing myself” in others (Moon also conjunct Neptune) I get “lost” very easily in life. But if I take time to quiet myself and meditate I feel very grounded (Capricorn in twelfth) Also being peaceful in crisis scenarios is very true, I get very clear minded when an emergency happens, when I am left to think by myself too long is when I psych myself out.
You're so right! I don't know what makes me happy. 12th house Moon/Saturn conjunction and Moon square Uranus. I can't find anything positive about my placement.
I am a 12th house cancer moon, and I totally agree with the strong left/right brain connection. I forget what it’s called, but in a high school psych class we did a test that determines on a scale of like say -30 to 30 (I forget the actual number used) of whether you are more left or right brain dominant. Without any knowledge I knew I was pretty split...but I was the only student to get a 0.
Yup, my mom moved to another country when I was a baby. We reunited when I was 6 years old. I 💜astrology, hence the name🙂. Shout out to my meecuries in the 8th house👍🏾
I have moon in Capricorn in the 12th house squared by Saturn and Venus in a T-square. My mother gave me up for adoption right after birth so yes this condition is related to an early separation from the Mother and attachment disorders resulting from adoption.
I don't fully understand astrology yet, I only looked into it 2 years ago at 47 years old, but I'm Scorpio sun, Libra moon and ascendant and Virgo in 12th house,and moon, mars, Pluto, Jupiter, Uranus in 12th house. I struggled with horrible clinical depression for 32 years and I numbed with substances for the better part of 30 of those years, until nearly 5 years ago one day idk what happened but it all went away, thank God! But I always thought the depression n substance abuse was hereditary, as my father was an alcoholic who killed himself at 33 n my cousin who was 3 days older than me killed himself at 26 and another male cousin at 38, but now that I understand astrology more I wonder if there was more to it? My father was a cancer and my cousin a Scorpio like me n can't remember my other cousin, but either way I've found astrology to be fascinating, I never believed in it, i thought it was nonsense but I don't feel that way anymore. Thank you for the informative video. I can really relate to a lot of the things you said in this video.
Taurus moon (& Venus) in the 12th house here. I find it extremely hard to pin down my feelings. The part about looking from the outside in, I really resonate with that. I can describe feelings on their own but not when I feel them. If that makes any sense. Like when I'm writing I can perfectly describe a feelings or an emotion that comes with a situation, but when it's me feeling something I just can't pin it down. I had therapy a while back and my therapist always asked me to describe the feeling I felt when a certain thing happened and I just couldn't. I felt so stupid and tried to think of a general feeling that comes with a situation like that but I couldn't describe it as I had felt it. So strange.
Hi! I'm interested in a person who has a 12th house Moon in Taurus as well, and trying to understand how he thinks and feels things.. 🙂 Is it also difficult for you to know what you feel for someone ? Did you find keys to understand and describe your feelings better ? 🙏
Do you find comfort in sensual pleasures? Cooking, aromatics, music, etc? I’ve started to notice lately I’m this way. My 12th is ruled by tauras, moon is intercepted in Gemini in 12th
Natal moon in pisces in 12th..ugh.Getting loaded and studying the occult all the time doesn't really cure the pain of psychic sensitivity very well. Meditating alone in the woods is good for "Ill be happy when...", and it's free.
Meditation in the woods alone is my medicine too. 12th moon in Gemini with Mars and Black Moon Lilith there too. My moon is mostly Unaspected (except a novile to Saturn and a square to my MC/IC axis. I have Taurus on my 12th cusp. Venus is in my first in Cancer and rules my 2nd. For me, I struggle to bring my art forth to a wider audience. I do a lot in private. I try to share but mostly go unseen. (I am also a projector in HD terms - so there’s that)
Ow this video hurts to watch I'm an Aquarius moon in the 12th house. My mom died when I was two years old My grandma raised me but wasn't really there for me emotionally I legit had to take of myself emotionally I'm 27 years old and I'm still trying gain some sense of understanding in my life
@@BadBamby99 so I received my official birth certificate and it turns out my moon is in the 11th house. I have since found other aspects that explain losing a parent early at an age. 💞⭐
thing with me is I have aries moon in 12th house.... And when I was a kid I saw my father beat my mom really bad... I was like 6yrs old... I was there, I heard my mothers screams and her fighting for her life but I partially blocked it out.... But now I am 24 and I remember everything and I am angry..... Now that I am older I find that I am able to let all these feelings out... I feel like my moon being in aries in the 12 house is basically me feeling angry about what happened but me not being able to do anything about it as a kid... But tbh.... I actually beat him up recently... Not only because of him beating my mom but he also always bullied me and my brothers and my little sister.... Just very controlling... And I finally blew up.
Placements, signs, houses to some extent.. those are just the words I like to say. The aspects are the grammar that forms them into meaningful sentences.
Placidus - My moon is my chart ruler and in 12th house in cancer. Always felt like I was somehow on the outside I duno. Like I dont belong. Felt like my feelings and emotions weren't validated as a child. Even as an adult too. Like you're screaming at people and they just don't hear you :(
This placement is so hard especially when you have a Capricorn moon square mars in Aries
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okay but I have a sagittarius moon in the 12th house at an anaretic degree (29) conjunct my Capricorn ascendant... help how does this work? lol hidden but on the surface? hidden to me but obvious to others?
this seems like a very bad placement, by ex has this placement and he was unable to connect to his own emotions, he was very detached, his mom was not in a good mental position when he was a young boy and she almost killed herself, but she was planing to kill their children too in a car accident bc she found out that the father of her children had another family, I guess my ex boyfriend suffered too, so sad. He is a very lonely person, he has mars in aquarius too.
Something i have noticed about this placement is that during early childhood alot of people with this placement seem to have gone through that emotional vulnerability some how. Like an almost emotional trauma that makes one feel emotionally cornered. For example, for me, my emotions and the way i think has been laughed at when i was a child. Like the nightmare situation when you are infront of class and everyone is pointing and laughing. THAT kind of experience. This causes the person to hide any and all emotions(including personal issues etc). These people find it extremely hard to open up to anyone due to this fear of this trauma. I like to think of this placement as the emotionally bullied placement LOL
my older siblings would tease me till crying then laugh at me for crying, I have no idea where my parents were in these situations
spot on . i also have this placement and i understadn and have experienced a lot of emotional traumas in my childhood. that i have hid emotions so much to the point i cnt even recognize or understand my feelings.
Sad.
This makes sense. When i was young my mother used to mock me about my feelings, make fun of tears. Today i struggle a lot to talk about my feelings, cant express anger nor explain my sadness. When i try i always feel misunderstood
I feel so attacked right now
Both 12th and 8th are difficult to describe. They are so similar but different feeling - I think the crack house and opium den is a good analogy. The 8th is intensity and passion and the 12th house is passivity and dreamy. I think of the 12th as the mystic and the 8th as the shaman.
Sun cancer in 8 house, Scorpio MOON I 12 house ☺️
that strong connection between the left and right brain makes them almost like genius
There is a song by Bright Eyes. I will always remember this line... "I am completely alone at a table of friends. I feel nothing for them. Nothing... nothing." Was true when I was 14 years old and still is 7 years later.
Everything you said is very accurate to my own moon in the 12th house. My moon is in the 12th house in Scorpio. I know seclusion all too well. I have a hard time feeling comfortable around people, but at the same time crave people. I very, very often feel the need to be by myself because I think so deeply, feel so deeply, and simply NEED to be alone. I am a deeply compassionate person. I feel for people and do feel what they are feeling. My specialty is putting myself in other people's shoes emotionally. What excites me most in life is metaphysical studies.
I long for a deep place of peace within myself and can absolutely feel that that peace is to be found within my own experience and mind rather than the outside world. I would say I experience life through an inner emotional and abstract place rather than an outside view.
Sounds the same as me, 12th house moon in libra, scorpio rising, although I also love being with a lover in total seclusion :) could be my venus in the 12th
i have feel this way too....my favourite song and line is iris - goo goo dolls
"and i dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that they'd understand ..." moon in cap in the 12th here..
my suggestion - dwell in your Heart
Looove that song ♥️♥️
I’m right there with you. Pisces moon 12h 👽
Moon in Virgo in the 12th, here. I feel constantly bombarded by the emotions of other people but unable to feel/sense my own!
"They do very, very well in crisis situations. They can emotionally put their panic on the back-burner and go to work." This is 100% spot on. I feel seen and most useful when helping people... through tarot, astrology or through simply being their emotional stronghold. After all, I have had all the practice in the world soothing myself. :-)
Kiara Harvey this comment really hit home with me.
Same placement.. Same Experience...👍👍
👏 yes
I didn't cry at the funeral for my 1st born who died at a month old. I knew someone had to keep it together. Emotional control is paramount in my life to say the least. Showing any negative emotions makes me feel horrible guilt, magnified a hundred fold if it is in front of anyone. (moon 12th Aries)
I don't think you spend too much time in description. I learn so much from your videos!
+truckli 💗
It is a fact that I am fascinated and always have been by Astrology and Spiritual subjects and yes I have the Moon in the 12th!
When I use whole sign house system I have my moon in the 12th house but when I use placidus it is in the 11th House. I connect more to the 12th house to be honest. I feel very misunderstood all the time and I feel like I am always locked away and alone in a cell watching other people behind bars.That feeling of isolation is hard sometimes but then a half of me enjoys it. It’s weird. I also seem to unconsciously cast off illusions for how people see me and my life.They all come up with so many different viewpoints of my life and none of them are accurate. This house is definitely one that makes great Illusionists. And another thing,I always have to soothe my emotions myself.Even as a child, I didn’t want anyone around me when I was upset,I just wanted to be alone to cry it out.My lives theme is a Loner.
I really understand what you’re saying. I feel the same way. The first comment Ive seen so far that I feel I can really resonate with. What is your moon sign?
Same same!!!
my moon is also in the 12th house using whole sign but 11th house in placidus. moon in the 12th house makes morpolare sense to me as well.
"I'll be happy once this happens to me" wow that is very much me! Destination sickness... very much so.
I have a taurus moon in the 12th house... all I can say is.. god damn.. I'm done, it's really work.. but i'm doing my best to just relax and focus on the good. I just started learning guitar and that helps me to take my mind away from my emotions it also helps me to express myself and I can make songs on the spot every time I play. I wish I could have learned when I was younger but I tried and didn't understand it. Thanks to the yousician app and the internet now, lessons are readily available. I was so depressed all throughout my life... I was always isolating... Since a teenager, I would stay in my bedroom all the way till my late 20s and now I'm going to be moving soon to my own place. I went away for college to escape the treatment i had while at home with family... I drank and passed out in almost every party, then I stopped drinking because I blacked out and almost died, I decided not to go to anymore parties and ended up isolating and staying in my bedroom a lot talking to people on the internet from other countries... I think I did try to escape a lot into my own world... I still do that to this day... I feel that I am a sensitive person and I have tried to learn all about metaphysical stuff and law of attraction and stuff but for some reason i feel that for some people it's like we attract certain things in our life even if we know all about law of attraction, it's like some things are just destined to be a certain way... based on our astrological aspects... I'm real good at accumulating and getting gifts a lot... but life is so confusing... it's getting to the point that it seems like i'm a hoarder but I just tend to collect things that i feel have value... I'm not sure what else to do with my life... I feel that i should continue learning guitar and other instruments, continue taking care of animals, going to events, skateboarding, continue drawing and possibly make a book of my drawings, maybe make a story, I should just do as much creative things as possible in my own time but of course I think I require a bigger space so that I can be organized... I trust the universe with bringing me my bigger space. All I can do is keep moving... keep creating, keep living... and do things to do my part in helping the evolution of the planet and the world.
Bluedrizzle719 what you said really resonated with me. I am sending you so much love + light.
I have a Taurus moon in the 12th too and feel your pain! always wanting to be by myself at home although my sun,mer, mars are in the 11th and all in aries so I can be very social when I want to be,its very confusing to the people around me usually! tried the getting drunk/ getting high route too to escape from past experiences in my childhood but didnt work, I only felt even more lost and alone, I feel us 12th housers feel the effects of drugs and alcohol too much and it can be super intense and consuming people easily getting swept away in addictions and getting lost forever..its important to focus your attention on the positive side of the 12th house energy which is the connection to something higher and more divine/ un-conditional love or source some people call it which can be easily accessed through meditation and other spiritual routes. The possibilites are endless with a connection like that and the compassion and love you can have for people and the world is beautiful and seen as powerful to people because they dont know where we are getting all our love and empathy from! So yeah, I wouldnt change this placement if I could, the benefits far outway the negatives and once you harness that connection to the divine in an healthy way through spiritual pursuit it could truly change your life opening up your innate spiritual gifts and being able to heal others and yourself which is what us 12th houses (especially moons) are here to do hence us going through the worse childhoods more than any other placement usually- to experience the depths of pain we are here to heal in others. Sorry to ramble on like this.. on a tangent right now ahhaha, love and light to you. xx
I have a stellium in here. Retrograde Pluto conjunct moon at 0.01 degrees. Along with Mercury, Venus, and Sun. Have always stayed and still do cooped up in my room. Away from the hustle bustle of life. Love being alone, but loneliness is eating me up from inside. The recent breakup of a 4-years long relationship, the resultant heartbreak and depression is making it worse now. Like I don't want to go back out there. I feel like giving up. Love reading up about occult, mystery, magic, metaphysics. I have to meditate a lil more and can hear voices. Spooks me out and I stop. I get dreams that really happen and also very vivid ones. I also love ghosts and snakes. Find the latter very intriguing. Mystical creatures. The best of God's creation, imo. Sometimes yearn for a relationship with a friendly spirit too. I think they would be much better than the selfish humans. Mostly, I know I'm a misfit here. Don't want to belong. I pray only not to be born again. I want to go back to source and never come back. I love the beautiful always interesting planet, though. Sorry long type.
And I'm a Scorpio rising, first decan.
Same here - also same Taurus moon 12th house
And you said “separative experience from mom” I had flash backs from when my mom worked from 10am till midnight everyday. I had to live with my grandma and care for my children. The only time I saw my mom was when she picked me up and took me to the house. Life was like this for so long 😢
The crack house vs opium den analogy is brilliant!
“Always a message”... this is so true. Self knowledge is key for us and meditation.
Oh wow this is very accurate. I really love this description I love the opium and crackhouse analogy it's spot on
The 12th moon is longing
A really good video talk about the Moon in this position. The talk about things being elusive and being emotionally alone even when in a crowd is spot on as I have the Moon in the 12th house. I really like the way the lady expresses herself in this video as if she really loves her subject. Very enjoyable and informative.
She's speaking to people in an emotional house 😂 what u expect
I have this in Leo and I feel that expressing my creativity and relating to children is inhibited and I would rather 'feel' them when I'm alone.
late comment, but yes its double whammy on you. besides your leo sign,
having moon in the 12 house also inhibits your 5th house in some way unless theres planets in your 5th house that alleviates this.
Love this video. Describing 12th house as the opium den is actually really accurate.
Aries in the 12th house. I was a very quiet child. Teachers from K-7th grade would always send a note to my parents that i was always daydreaming. Its crazy because i was so quiet but always into dark or unknown things (music religions ect.) because of the mysticism. I was so quiet towards strangers and family that my dad would verbally harass me because he didn't understand why i was so quiet. He would tell me I'm schizophrenic and i clearly wasn't. It would make me cry because I didn't know what to think. WAS I? I would go into my bathroom at night and steal my dads medical dictionary and memorize and be amazed by human anatomy and sicknesses. wow this analyzation explains a lot now. I didn't know my moon being in Aries in the 12th house was why i was the way i was. OH i also smoked cannabis to escape my mind from 14-22 yrs old. I always wanted to try shrooms and I didnt know why. Also grew up alone as an only child 1 hour away from any big city. I realize its essential for me to see my art therapist because i need someone to analyze my brain and tell me im not crazy :) she actually says i just have anxiety. whew.
Thank you for the Moon series, Jewel, loved this one!
My moon is in libra in 12 house . My mother was in prison when I was young . My grandmother raised me who happens to be a Libra sun
Same, Are you a scorpio rising..?
This was so incredibly accurate. Thank you for sharing!
I feel like this describes me quite well. Thank you so much for your knowledgeable insight! I had a lot of trouble understanding this house and this helped (:
Totally like your descriptions. You stand out with it. More people can get the feel and/or vibe.
I like the lengthy descriptions that you use to build a foundation to explain on. please don't shorten that (you mentioned you need to shorten that in this video). thanks:)
Thanks for posting this dear heart ❤️
awesome video! I love your insights, and we share the same birthday, august 22! I love our 8 22 numbers i feel this is such a powerful combination. I have pisces moon with cancer rising and I am learning so much from you. thank you
Loved the information and the way you delivered it. Needed to be aware of this. I have moon in the 12th house. Explains alot. Thank you for sharing your wisdom🙏✊🏼💖
Everything you said was exactly true for me. I couldn't disagree with anything you said. I was never paid attention to as my mother was too busy with her 2 toddlers and a daycare at home. I'm pretty sure I was in the crib more than I should have been. But this Aries Sun and Moon baby learned to get out on her own. Yep on her own......that's how you could describe me. :)
I'm truly impressed again and again how accurate these stuff are /Moon in Taurus 12th house here/ The satisfactions overwhelming hearing what I've been struggling to understand and explain all this time/ Also I love your voice and hair lol
This is so perfectly said and explained Jewel. You are incredibly intelligent! Virgo asc with mercury there totally serving here ;)
I myself have 12th house moon & sun with mercury in 1st rising Scorpio. I found this vid helpful & now I understand why you’re attractive to me.
Hahaha 😂
But u kinda look like that guy from that reaction channel that shows so much advertisement than the actual reaction
My hubby doesnt really believe in astrology but everything else is definatley him..You hit the nail on the head..Great video..
Very interesting talk on the Moon in the 12th House which I have in Virgo close to my ascendant and Pluto in Leo in the 12th. I have had a life time fascination with Astrology and many things which you stated in your talk regrading the emotional part of me resonated perfectly. I will check your site out and hopefully catch up on Facebook. Thank you!
!! Again so accurate Jewel!
I HAVE A DAMN LIBRA MOON IN THE 12TH LIKE I WANT TO BE ALONE BUT I WANT TO BE ALONE BECAUSE DEEP DOWN I WANT SOMEONE BUT LEAVE ME ALONE ARGHHHHH
lmao true Libra moon here 12th the clingy one
beautystarchic oh my god I feel so called out by this comment
Love your interpretations, as always ⚛. I have this position. Agree with your note also on non-panicking in crisis.
This was a very accurate description. I have my moon in the 12th house and you were "right on" with this. I also have sun conjunct pluto in the 8th house along with mercury and black moon lileth. I liked the description of "what I'm hiding vs what's being hidden from me".
Thank you for your kind words. It's appreciated.
spot on especially the attachment part scary!!
Yes!!! I often wonder how many people with a 12th house have a disorganized or avoidant attachment style...
Thank you, Jewel for sharing your wisdom. Cannot explain how grateful I am for your detail and insight. I have my Aries moon in the 12th, Aries Rising, Leo & Capricorn Stelliums (3+ planets, n node, asteroids, points) in the natural houses. Jupiter, Venus & Mercury conjunct within 3 degrees in Leo & all are conjunct my Virgo Sun 6H (within 10 degrees). Oh and Sun quincunx Moon (orb of less than 1.5 deg). Spent most of my professional life in a very public arts-related field and could never understand why I always felt completely, utterly alone at rock concerts or massive festivals of 80,000+ people. Resolving the extreme disconnect between my outward personality and what people expect vs. my true, inner emotional nature is certainly an ongoing process but one that this 12H Moon helps explain.
My moon is in the 8th. My mom's is in the 12th. Totally someone stuck in the 'Crack House' trying to communicate with someone stuck in an 'Opium Den.' I love it. Resonates super well! Thanks!
Around 5:13 you said that there's a very elusive emotional satisfaction quality to it. Spot on. The 12th is something that always slips away. It's like a fog that you can't grasp
Ugh moon in the 12 always described as such a drag! I have this placement AND an 8th house Sun. Womp womp!
Hey Jewel great videos. I am requesting some videos such as Pluto in the 12th house and Venus and mars in the 8th house. Looking forward if you make these videos. Thank you 😊
Love you so much! Not sure what the degree of your Virgo Mercury is but it could be conjunct my Virgo Mercury cause I just love the way you explain things! I got a 12th H Moon in Gemini. Very artistic indeed and an astrologer (MC in Aqua). My escape is sleep bc I get psychic downloads during it so I wake up with new insights and ideas. Needs lots of alone time. Cover up my extreme empathy with a more critical Virgo Mercury so can protect myself. Mother was and is totally emotionally absent so I had to emotionally nurture myself through reading and picking up a million different skills, both left and right brained.
GUESSS IM IN THE CRACK HOUSE
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LMAO Choonie
I have aries asc at 16% and aries moon at 1% and everything you said was SPOT ON!! I am super emotional. If someone humiliates,embaresses, or just plain nasty then thats when i cry and cant control my emotions. However, i can hide it and i would need people to validate things for me! Very true all together! Thank you! Will you do the north nodes and chiron? :)
Scorpio moon in 12th house.
LMAO "The Crack House" vs. "The Opium Den" I LOVE IT. I love how you explain things, just the way they really are.
very good analysis!
I have cancer asc and also my 12th house in cancer. My natal moon is in 4th house and I interpret my chart that I am run by my old moon (it's at 28 degree) instead of sun - which I have at 2 degree Taurus and 10th house. Till mid 30s I worked in a field where I had to be strategic and creative, but the emphasis was still on planning, but I kept looking also creative endevours. Then everything changed in my life as my marriage failed and I lost also the job I had grown unhappy with, so I pursued in writing and social work which has always been close to my heart, but it took time till I realized this. I have Saturn also in cancer and in 12th house, but in general with my unconventional chart I have to say that this whole life has been like my moon is placed in all of my houses, so there are only few fields of life which are left untouched. My 4th and 10th houses are huge (4th starts in virgo and ends in sagittarius, 10th in pisces till gemini) and most of my planets dwell there. I feel that the most appropriate way of interpreting my chart is to look first the houses what my moon is constantly transiting and only then other planets surrounding it + the aspects what they all make. That list seems more like endless concerding me :-). My moon has for example quintile to Neptune, conjunction to Pluto and sextile to Asc and I just keep pouring it out of me whenever I feel like it. Actually I have to do that cause otherwise it makes me sick. When I was growing up and in early adulthood I was also physically sick for many years (kidneys and heart issues).
Dude she’s like 20 years older than me but good lord is she so attractive.
But this was very accurate, if I am not involving myself with spiritual pursuits and “losing myself” in others (Moon also conjunct Neptune) I get “lost” very easily in life. But if I take time to quiet myself and meditate I feel very grounded (Capricorn in twelfth)
Also being peaceful in crisis scenarios is very true, I get very clear minded when an emergency happens, when I am left to think by myself too long is when I psych myself out.
You're so right! I don't know what makes me happy. 12th house Moon/Saturn conjunction and Moon square Uranus. I can't find anything positive about my placement.
same here! I have 12th house moon, moon square Uranus and moon square neptune...having any control of my emotions during the day is an achievement!
If your a 12th house moon be my friend🥺💜
I am a 12th house cancer moon, and I totally agree with the strong left/right brain connection. I forget what it’s called, but in a high school psych class we did a test that determines on a scale of like say -30 to 30 (I forget the actual number used) of whether you are more left or right brain dominant. Without any knowledge I knew I was pretty split...but I was the only student to get a 0.
great interpretation
An outsider of their own feelings.. so true
Yup, my mom moved to another country when I was a baby. We reunited when I was 6 years old. I 💜astrology, hence the name🙂. Shout out to my meecuries in the 8th house👍🏾
I have moon in Capricorn in the 12th house squared by Saturn and Venus in a T-square. My mother gave me up for adoption right after birth so yes this condition is related to an early separation from the Mother and attachment disorders resulting from adoption.
loved the discription .
I don't fully understand astrology yet, I only looked into it 2 years ago at 47 years old, but I'm Scorpio sun, Libra moon and ascendant and Virgo in 12th house,and moon, mars, Pluto, Jupiter, Uranus in 12th house. I struggled with horrible clinical depression for 32 years and I numbed with substances for the better part of 30 of those years, until nearly 5 years ago one day idk what happened but it all went away, thank God! But I always thought the depression n substance abuse was hereditary, as my father was an alcoholic who killed himself at 33 n my cousin who was 3 days older than me killed himself at 26 and another male cousin at 38, but now that I understand astrology more I wonder if there was more to it? My father was a cancer and my cousin a Scorpio like me n can't remember my other cousin, but either way I've found astrology to be fascinating, I never believed in it, i thought it was nonsense but I don't feel that way anymore. Thank you for the informative video. I can really relate to a lot of the things you said in this video.
8th house uppers/12th house downers. this analogy is perfect! opium head 12th house moon in virgo, virgo rising here.
interesting that my husband has this placement conjunct with my sun, venus and south node in leo and he was in orphanage till 2 years old.
Nailed it!
+Seth Roback This is my business partner talking here if anyone wants to click over to him. Superb astrologer!
Taurus moon (& Venus) in the 12th house here. I find it extremely hard to pin down my feelings. The part about looking from the outside in, I really resonate with that. I can describe feelings on their own but not when I feel them. If that makes any sense. Like when I'm writing I can perfectly describe a feelings or an emotion that comes with a situation, but when it's me feeling something I just can't pin it down. I had therapy a while back and my therapist always asked me to describe the feeling I felt when a certain thing happened and I just couldn't. I felt so stupid and tried to think of a general feeling that comes with a situation like that but I couldn't describe it as I had felt it. So strange.
Hi! I'm interested in a person who has a 12th house Moon in Taurus as well, and trying to understand how he thinks and feels things.. 🙂
Is it also difficult for you to know what you feel for someone ? Did you find keys to understand and describe your feelings better ?
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Do you find comfort in sensual pleasures? Cooking, aromatics, music, etc? I’ve started to notice lately I’m this way. My 12th is ruled by tauras, moon is intercepted in Gemini in 12th
Natal moon in pisces in 12th..ugh.Getting loaded and studying the occult all the time doesn't really cure the pain of psychic sensitivity very well. Meditating alone in the woods is good for "Ill be happy when...", and it's free.
Meditation in the woods alone is my medicine too. 12th moon in Gemini with Mars and Black Moon Lilith there too. My moon is mostly Unaspected (except a novile to Saturn and a square to my MC/IC axis. I have Taurus on my 12th cusp. Venus is in my first in Cancer and rules my 2nd. For me, I struggle to bring my art forth to a wider audience. I do a lot in private. I try to share but mostly go unseen. (I am also a projector in HD terms - so there’s that)
Yes destination sickness!
I don't escape with altering substances and I did find happiness at one time in my life.
Ow this video hurts to watch
I'm an Aquarius moon in the 12th house.
My mom died when I was two years old
My grandma raised me but wasn't really there for me emotionally
I legit had to take of myself emotionally
I'm 27 years old and I'm still trying gain some sense of understanding in my life
Moon in gemini in the 12th here. I feel you girl. You are not alone❤
@@BadBamby99 so I received my official birth certificate and it turns out my moon is in the 11th house.
I have since found other aspects that explain losing a parent early at an age.
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@@Lunarbutterflytarot what were they? :)
@@BadBamby99 I have my Mars in Cancer that placement can indicate an early separation from the mother.
thing with me is I have aries moon in 12th house.... And when I was a kid I saw my father beat my mom really bad... I was like 6yrs old... I was there, I heard my mothers screams and her fighting for her life but I partially blocked it out.... But now I am 24 and I remember everything and I am angry..... Now that I am older I find that I am able to let all these feelings out... I feel like my moon being in aries in the 12 house is basically me feeling angry about what happened but me not being able to do anything about it as a kid... But tbh.... I actually beat him up recently... Not only because of him beating my mom but he also always bullied me and my brothers and my little sister.... Just very controlling... And I finally blew up.
Good. Try not to harbor active hatred towards him regardless of the awfulness, cause it tends to backfire in a strange way.
Me being a neptune & moon in 12th.capricorn moon I feel alone even in personal relationships. I also lost my mom when I was a child. Yikes
Carla Gugino!? How'd you enjoy filming "Good Morning, Ms. Bliss"?
Placements, signs, houses to some extent.. those are just the words I like to say. The aspects are the grammar that forms them into meaningful sentences.
Thank you
Stellium in 12th and 8th house
Wow that sounds like a tough one
I feel that is so true...
Aquarius moon, Twelfth House. 🙏
i really like the 12th house actually. i have my capricorn moon and mars in sag in there lol
Moon in Pisces, 12th house moon. Scorpio sun
Good info - I got a 12th house moon - sounds about right. The 'fantasty' aspect is kind of embarrassing -
Placidus - My moon is my chart ruler and in 12th house in cancer. Always felt like I was somehow on the outside I duno. Like I dont belong. Felt like my feelings and emotions weren't validated as a child. Even as an adult too. Like you're screaming at people and they just don't hear you :(
god bless. 💗💎
Brava🌹
So you are a 12th House Leo Sun with Virgo rising?
This placement is so hard especially when you have a Capricorn moon square mars in Aries
okay but I have a sagittarius moon in the 12th house at an anaretic degree (29) conjunct my Capricorn ascendant... help how does this work? lol hidden but on the surface? hidden to me but obvious to others?
Would this be the same for Pisces Moon?
I have 12th house Aries Moon and my brother has 8th house Gemini Moon. Our mom is not emotionally available.
Emotionally on one's own - yup.
this seems like a very bad placement, by ex has this placement and he was unable to connect to his own emotions, he was very detached, his mom was not in a good mental position when he was a young boy and she almost killed herself, but she was planing to kill their children too in a car accident bc she found out that the father of her children had another family, I guess my ex boyfriend suffered too, so sad. He is a very lonely person, he has mars in aquarius too.
In my sidereal I have aq mars and pluto moon 12th scorpio
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So I’m curious how many of us at have this placement either have an avoidant or a disorganized attachment style to others?
In my opinion we do.
All true. My boyfriend had moon in the 12th house
i have moon in 12 house.. positive ly im very creative.. i can write lyrics and stories .
I have my moon in 12 house and also 4 pianets (sun...)in scorpio, life is not easy 😂
Leo sun 1st house
Cancer moon 12th house
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Aquarius moon in 12th house
Pisces sun 5th house libra moon 12th Scorpio rising Pluto sag 1st
Pisces Moon 12H 👋
What happens if moon is conjuct mars and sun in 12th house? Does this conjunction changes the moon?