Only One Left
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- Опубликовано: 3 ноя 2019
- So this week is a big week for me.
Not only am I performing and speaking at the National Academy of Medicine and Aspen
Institute’s “Action Collaborative on Countering the U.S. Opioid Epidemic” in Washington, D.C. -
but I am also turning 28.
Despite my challenges in the past, I feel very fortunate to be alive.
I’m only 27 - and half of my friends are already dead.
Here’s the second single from my album, CLEAN, entitled:
“Only One Left.”
Let’s work together to make a difference in this epidemic.
Title: Only One Left
Credits:
Vocals & Piano Performed by
Benjamin Lerner
Music by
Benjamin Lerner
Written by
Benjamin Lerner & Joshua Sherman
Musical Arrangement by
Benjamin Lerner & Joshua Sherman
Photography by
Joshua Sherman
Recorded & Mixed by
Benjamin J. Arrindell
Mastered by
Jim Brick
Produced by
Joshua Sherman
Recorded at Old Mill Road Recording
East Arlington, Vermont
OldMillRoadRecording.com
© 2019 by Joshua Sherman Productions, L.L.C.
All Rights Reserved.
Lyrics:
Yeah. Yeah.
I lost a whole lot of friends.
I lost a whole lot of friends.
I’m 27 and half of my homies are dead
Some of ‘em locked in the feds.
Some of ‘em got sober, relapsed, and had to start over again,
Feel like the only one left
Maybe this shit is a dream.
Maybe I never got clean.
Maybe I died and OD'd.
Way back when I was a fiend, I had to wake up and scheme.
I had to make me some green.
I had to do what I had to do.
That means I did anything.
I had to steal from my friends.
I had to lie to my fam.
That's just supply and demand.
I had to cook up a plan,
so I could cook up a gram,
so I could shoot up again,
so I could stop all the pain,
so I could quiet the voices inside of my head,
so I could lie to myself,
so I didn’t have to change
People who knew me back then - who look at me now -
tell me that I ain’t the same.
Tell me that I should be proud.
They knew me when I was down.
They see how far that I came.
Lately, I’ve been out of town.
Lately, I’ve been out of range.
I’ve been busy making moves.
I’ve been busy getting paid.
People talking down my name.
I got some people I know got resentments against me -
but I don’t respond, I refrain.
I tell ‘em I wish them the best.
They got some baggage that I ain’t the one who can claim.
I got some girls from my past who won't leave me alone -
even though I’m out the frame.
Liking my instagram posts and sending me messages.
Damn, that shit makes me insane.
I got a girl on my mind but Imma be real,
I can’t do feels.
I caught too many and that shit do damage,
so I keep my thoughts and intentions concealed.
I’m tryna keep it 110 ‘cause I know that feelings are what get you killed.
I’m tryna live for my people who sleep underneath of a stone with their name in a field.
I’m tryna keep it 110 ‘cause I know that feelings are what get you killed.
I’m tryna live for my people who sleep underneath of a stone with their name in a field.
I’m tryna keep it 110 ‘cause I know that feelings are what get you killed.
I’m tryna live for my people who sleep underneath of a stone with their name in a field.
Yeah. So, I’m 27 and... half of my homies are dead.
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I don't' escape anymore; I confront! Thanks for sharing.
Amazing lyrics cos they are so true and authentic.. 😮
Incredible. Keep moving forward ⭐️💕❤️
This song is beautiful. Thank you.
Big Ben. Killing it.
One day, one step , one at a time
This makes my sobriety journey feel less lonesome, I know what it’s like to watch everyone die.
My guy! This is spot on for anyone who has ever dealt with addiction. Very deep and inspirational. The Recovery Community is very blessed to have you as a voice for us.
My brother was 21, the other 40 and it sucks, but you made it out. Rise up, put on that crown and ONWARD!!!
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Show the talk about the girls from the past I mean I literally feel every f****** lyric in this song man it hits me hard af
This is now probably my favorite song in the world I can't believe how good this is I can't believe I just found this music yesterday dude you're so f****** talented
Love you
Love you too!
Dang bro… I just heard this one for the first time. Whoa chills
Bro how the hell have I never heard of you straight fire
Thank you!! One day and one song at a time
Wish it wasn't true but it's reality and you killed it!
Beautifully done! It explains a lot to people who need to understand.
Bro i relate to this shit
You are absolutely amazing my friend. You are going places
Wow!!! Your lyrics just hit me really damn deep!! This is all too true 😔💔. I can relate in so many ways. Keep doing your thing and stay focused...u got this!!
Outstanding!
Yo I'm 42 now and everyone I know who I grew up with is dead hey're all gone every one of them the song it's hard. I feel this shit
I’m so sorry for your losses! Big love?
*big love