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  • Опубликовано: 16 дек 2018
  • i do not own the picture nor the song in this video, nor do i claim to own anything in the video shown .
    !* support the artist and check out the original song ! : • I Can't Handle Change

Комментарии • 3 тыс.

  • @teddie6894
    @teddie6894 5 лет назад +11866

    I listen to this everyday I love it sm

  • @foxythefennicfox1561
    @foxythefennicfox1561 5 лет назад +9183

    I don’t think I’ve ever felt so happy but sad at the same time...

    • @janicerubio
      @janicerubio  5 лет назад +194

      Foxythefennic Fox
      ok mood

    • @alicepaige7724
      @alicepaige7724 4 года назад +31

      Same..

    • @roberth6111
      @roberth6111 4 года назад +30

      Listen to take me to church

    • @spacenomad9418
      @spacenomad9418 4 года назад +8

      Oh my god, the same! And all lyrics in this song is about me!!

    • @SDKThe8God
      @SDKThe8God 4 года назад +18

      Is the word you’re looking for either nostalgic or melancholic?

  • @missjei9928
    @missjei9928 4 года назад +5515

    *gets sad for no absolute reason*

    • @skillmaster9116
      @skillmaster9116 4 года назад +81

      Fortnite Girl for no reason at all;)

    • @risingsun3545
      @risingsun3545 4 года назад +37

      You'll be used to that when you grow up

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa 4 года назад +2

      @@risingsun3545 yup

    • @liannejacinto1906
      @liannejacinto1906 4 года назад +25

      I can give you mine
      1. my crush left and moved schools without telling me.
      2. Childhood shi like my dads stepdad kicked us out of our own house lmfao
      3. i dont wanna be perfect and alive anymore.
      4. Fake, using,toxic friends.
      5. everything in my life basically.
      6. this covid stuff..
      7. i lost connection with my online friend named juno on discord.
      8. my dog died 🥰
      9. my parents expect me to be perfect and smart.
      10. im insecure of my fat body ✨
      11. my dads og dad died before i even met him.
      12. I miss my old life where noone was toxic, mean and jealous
      13. A girl named mae used me for stuff and wanted my style or whatever and fought me lol, but now she changed schools so im happy.

    • @pancake6160
      @pancake6160 4 года назад +6

      Miss Jei For no reason at all~

  • @mayumi-chan
    @mayumi-chan 3 года назад +4036

    I really really want to cry right now, but my eyes are dry at this point

    • @harusu8610
      @harusu8610 3 года назад +39

      Are you alright?

    • @suzukei_9379
      @suzukei_9379 3 года назад +117

      I'm 14 and this is deep

    • @chlo644
      @chlo644 3 года назад +39

      @@suzukei_9379 grfhjdsxnz jail

    • @pyperneddo
      @pyperneddo 3 года назад +17

      Me to baby...me too

    • @conehead07
      @conehead07 3 года назад +27

      I havent been able to cry for 3 months

  • @imnotok2347
    @imnotok2347 3 года назад +859

    Imagine dying slowly with this background music...

    • @isacarignano3783
      @isacarignano3783 3 года назад +34

      falling of a building in slowmo with the sunset 👁👄👁

    • @umoyawriter4249
      @umoyawriter4249 3 года назад +12

      @@isacarignano3783 and just every good thing to happen in your life flashes in front of you while you “fly”

    • @roseyvng3681
      @roseyvng3681 3 года назад +7

      Man I wish I was spider man so I can do that like type shi miles morales did :/

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 года назад +2

      Beautiful

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 года назад +2

      @@isacarignano3783 I would rather fall of a building at night

  • @taylorhill195
    @taylorhill195 5 лет назад +3796

    I have no idea why this song makes me so emotional... but I like it😭

    • @tialilymaria7990
      @tialilymaria7990 5 лет назад +11

      can´t agree more

    • @loganlepard6151
      @loganlepard6151 4 года назад +7

      It’s such a wonder Music is so weird it can make people feel different emotions

    • @mono.isgtds
      @mono.isgtds 4 года назад +12

      I think it’s because of how chaotic but also strangely relaxing it is.

    • @Lonelybutpretty
      @Lonelybutpretty 4 года назад +5

      omfg same 😭♥️♥️

    • @sirenskai
      @sirenskai 4 года назад +3

      Right ?

  • @heiditomkinson2135
    @heiditomkinson2135 4 года назад +1139

    This reminds me of memories that never even happened

    • @sydney9356
      @sydney9356 4 года назад +5

      heidi tomkinson sameee

    • @AymaxGaming
      @AymaxGaming 4 года назад +5

      felt that

    • @angelscupid
      @angelscupid 3 года назад +3

      I know right

    • @Brookkit
      @Brookkit 3 года назад +2

      I remember dreams that feel memories... and sometimes really old memories

    • @braxtontok4984
      @braxtontok4984 3 года назад +1

      You fool, its called anemoia

  • @tarobobaenjoyer
    @tarobobaenjoyer 3 года назад +311

    THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF THE FACT WE ARE ALL GROWING AND THE FACT THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON TWICE. IT REMINDS ME OF THE FACT THAT TIME FLIES BY SO FAST, AND WE HAVE TO APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE RN. IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF 2019

  • @tami4501
    @tami4501 3 года назад +2163

    **sigh** **imagines falling off a building because of a tiktok about anime characters falling and making it look peaceful**

    • @laniyahbennett5231
      @laniyahbennett5231 3 года назад +14

      Read my mine

    • @gabitta__0931
      @gabitta__0931 3 года назад +23

      I literally do the same while laying in my bed

    • @ailanipulley8268
      @ailanipulley8268 3 года назад +10

      Fr tho 💀

    • @wdym5065
      @wdym5065 3 года назад +14

      OMG I SAW THAT ONE!! IT DOES LOOK PEACEFUL!! 😭😭

    • @ajla5034
      @ajla5034 3 года назад +4

      Yes 🤲🏻😏🕺🏻

  • @user-ns8is3fu5i
    @user-ns8is3fu5i 4 года назад +1353

    This comment section comforts me. It’s weird.

    • @Shane-impact
      @Shane-impact 3 года назад +12

      Sometimes it's comforting to know your not the only broken one.

    • @gwessfr
      @gwessfr 3 года назад +2

      Same

    • @teat1598
      @teat1598 3 года назад +1

      @@Shane-impact why is that so true-

    • @ciocia72
      @ciocia72 3 года назад

      ikr?

    • @rj-ps6sj
      @rj-ps6sj 3 года назад

      @@Shane-impact yea lol

  • @doukyuuseilol6928
    @doukyuuseilol6928 4 года назад +1418

    u listening to this, crying, wishing it was all over? bc same.

    • @turkeytoes2509
      @turkeytoes2509 4 года назад +6

      Same

    • @scrimblo3028
      @scrimblo3028 3 года назад +16

      Hold on. Things will get better. I promise.

    • @madisonstark543
      @madisonstark543 3 года назад +9

      I use to but it got better and I’m sure it’ll get better for you to love, just gotta hang in there because your soulmate is cheering you on and can’t wait to met you! Your soulmate, your future family, they are all waiting for you and cheering you on, and you gotta hang on for them. That’s what keeps me going anyway❤️

    • @randomperson1817
      @randomperson1817 3 года назад +7

      I hate feelings I really do

    • @mollieblaylock
      @mollieblaylock 3 года назад +4

      hey, how you doing?

  • @erikabenitez656
    @erikabenitez656 3 года назад +564

    “who hurt you” me lol

  • @gitikasaravanan4517
    @gitikasaravanan4517 3 года назад +189

    listening to this and realizing you have no friends, no crush, no motivation and have wasted most of your teenage years hits diff 🙂

    • @ducki_ducki7945
      @ducki_ducki7945 3 года назад +4

      True facts just be hanging in my room

    • @suranganarlshah1391
      @suranganarlshah1391 3 года назад +2

      Yeah and then i start to compare my teen years with others :)

  • @reesemeyers4702
    @reesemeyers4702 5 лет назад +895

    any version of this song hits me in the heart

  • @adrianpiedra9069
    @adrianpiedra9069 4 года назад +1018

    this song plays while remembering good times with ur friends that are growing distant from you

    • @adrianlopez5945
      @adrianlopez5945 4 года назад +4

      adrian piedra totally

    • @nobodybutKJ
      @nobodybutKJ 4 года назад +10

      adrian piedra damn you brought it out even more-

    • @tozume
      @tozume 4 года назад +7

      nooo stop 😭

    • @Loonaurtheworld
      @Loonaurtheworld 4 года назад +14

      Hits harder when in quarantine

    • @goldenbangtan1303
      @goldenbangtan1303 4 года назад +8

      And you realize your a lonley loser ::) they just felt bad i can't keep up with anything im really weak

  • @00.weheartem93
    @00.weheartem93 3 года назад +780

    This makes me want to play it through my headphones while I’m falling off a really high building..

    • @alyssab4212
      @alyssab4212 3 года назад +15

      Off topic but um I love ur pfp

    • @Spoteem
      @Spoteem 3 года назад +3

      Huh

    • @loganmacg-ps6vw
      @loganmacg-ps6vw 3 года назад +5

      Try it

    • @Em-qd8yx
      @Em-qd8yx 3 года назад +13

      Omg- and not die of course

    • @00.weheartem93
      @00.weheartem93 3 года назад +27

      @@Em-qd8yx YES, that would be so embarrassing, just splattering infront of everybody 💀

  • @aurorakeemder7421
    @aurorakeemder7421 3 года назад +374

    2:23 here's the part where it gives u incredible feeling

  • @haileyjaquin7689
    @haileyjaquin7689 4 года назад +5592

    this song makes me nostalgic
    sad
    anxious
    depressed
    confused
    scared
    but also
    happy
    hopeful
    chilling
    warm
    and most of all
    hyped😂😂

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa 4 года назад +6

      Yup

    • @drawaboo4435
      @drawaboo4435 4 года назад +18

      ikr i don't know how to explain it it makes me cry;-;

    • @asimplehuman2177
      @asimplehuman2177 4 года назад +25

      Depress is not an feeling

    • @silaoc
      @silaoc 4 года назад +4

      This song makes me high tho

    • @vxidalex
      @vxidalex 4 года назад

      same omg

  • @eliza9907
    @eliza9907 3 года назад +109

    when ur actually shaking for no reason at all rn

    • @Fern-gk3so
      @Fern-gk3so 2 года назад +3

      I actually do and when I realise I breakdown

  • @jaywhyp4748
    @jaywhyp4748 3 года назад +126

    "its going to be better"
    no it won't, I already tried my hardest and i realise that this is not sum disney shit, not all of us get a happy ending .

    • @hanacej5414
      @hanacej5414 3 года назад +14

      If its not the a happy ending then its not the end .

    • @jaywhyp4748
      @jaywhyp4748 3 года назад +10

      @@hanacej5414 for some of us, it is

    • @autumnelizabeth3806
      @autumnelizabeth3806 3 года назад +4

      @@hanacej5414 that made me think a bit💗

    • @texas_arda
      @texas_arda 3 года назад +8

      Some people aren't meant to be happy.

    • @jswitchdat9071
      @jswitchdat9071 3 года назад +1

      @@texas_ardaeveryday that goes by I start to realize that more

  • @torreyquinque673
    @torreyquinque673 3 года назад +721

    "nothing i do is ever good"
    *same*

  • @mandyneedscoffee942
    @mandyneedscoffee942 5 лет назад +792

    something about the beginning makes me feel so warm and at home

    • @iheartnoctis
      @iheartnoctis 4 года назад +8

      your profile picture-

    • @moriwitch1821
      @moriwitch1821 4 года назад +1

      Wish I could say the same

    • @possum6545
      @possum6545 4 года назад +1

      same omg, the beninning of this song is so nostalgic and good, i love it

  • @scarlett6262
    @scarlett6262 3 года назад +43

    Sometimes I like being sad, sure it can be a real pain but sometimes it’s good :)

  • @avjcb
    @avjcb 3 года назад +37

    last year, this was my favourite song, my stepdad passed away during this time last year and i couldnt listen to this song anymore, he was my everything. here today listening to it again brings back all my past emotions. holding it all in for the past year. i never said goodbye to him. its hard. but this song once again is getting me through it.

    • @lloydjones3504
      @lloydjones3504 2 года назад +2

      I hope you're okay dumb as that sounds and you are amazing I really hope you feel better

  • @ripaurora444
    @ripaurora444 4 года назад +4624

    I accidentally killed my Minecraft parrot so here I am

  • @sleeviegrey4196
    @sleeviegrey4196 5 лет назад +1901

    This song gives me the feeling of smoking with my friend at night outside its cool and as i blow the smoke everything slows down as all my past floods my mind like an open dam after a hurricane.

    • @grof6634
      @grof6634 4 года назад +30

      Thaaaaaasss deeeeeeppp braaah..

    • @angelli2289
      @angelli2289 4 года назад +11

      Fuck up

    • @sleeviegrey4196
      @sleeviegrey4196 4 года назад +7

      @@poppyh4303 too late for that man ive smoked since I was like 8th

    • @chiefgaming5693
      @chiefgaming5693 4 года назад +10

      Only shit that deep

    • @sisvssis2906
      @sisvssis2906 4 года назад +17

      This makes me feel like I'm at the top of a high building and I'm going to jump but then my life comes rushing back..
      Just consider that happen omg to you

  • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
    @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 года назад +12

    I can’t take it anymore. All this sadness ,anger, and stress. I can’t control it anymore

    • @lanakat
      @lanakat 3 года назад +2

      same I’m done with life

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 года назад +2

      @@lanakat honestly at this point

    • @adamrendic4157
      @adamrendic4157 3 года назад

      same i just wanna sleep and never wake up

  • @daniyah24
    @daniyah24 3 года назад +47

    People keep hurting me but I keep trusting more of them. Imagine if it was just raining and u were just sitting by a window watching the rain while listening to this. Idek lmao 3:16 :)

    • @avlgbq2177
      @avlgbq2177 3 года назад +3

      Ik you might not believe in God (please don’t come at me) but I recommend going to him. He’ll give you happiness and love. And he’ll take away the toxic in your life and you’ll feel complete

  • @anikal6557
    @anikal6557 5 лет назад +830

    this gives me the chills and makes me feel like i'm home, i love it

  • @millieallwood683
    @millieallwood683 4 года назад +715

    This is one of those songs where you have your headphones on and your in your room, it’s 2am and your parents are arguing downstairs but when the beat drops you stand in the middle of your room, close your eyes and just sway with a smile and wet eyes

  • @junkoscootchperiodt8509
    @junkoscootchperiodt8509 3 года назад +39

    This song makes me feel like I've been betrayed by everyone I've had fun with.

  • @user-fl6gk8xf9c
    @user-fl6gk8xf9c 3 года назад +15

    I feel very proud of everyone who found this song

  • @arielgarcia7022
    @arielgarcia7022 4 года назад +1754

    Let’s all be honest, the beat gives us an indescribable feeling
    edit: NO WAY THANKS FOR 1K LIKES

    • @wokery
      @wokery 3 года назад +12

      its like possocdisxncjkfdasnzikdsxz deep feeling

    • @kelseyhcxo2827
      @kelseyhcxo2827 3 года назад +15

      i want to go sky diving to this, just falling at the chorus

    • @elm000l
      @elm000l 3 года назад +17

      I feel sad but happy almost like a nostalgic feeling as though I've already listened to this song before.
      I feel home sick and I wish I could go back and experience the good times again. All these feelings are happening that it sorta makes me feel numb afterwards. Emotions are confusing

    • @nickiminaj3045
      @nickiminaj3045 3 года назад +5

      @@kelseyhcxo2827 like closing your eyes while falling at night time in tokyo

    • @kuromingusan
      @kuromingusan 3 года назад

      frrr

  • @bethchay6153
    @bethchay6153 4 года назад +294

    *"Still lately I begin to shake for no reason at all"*
    OK but that part just make me feel sooo 😭😢😔😌💖

  • @marianaguazzelli1019
    @marianaguazzelli1019 3 года назад +15

    I never realized how much I relate to this song till everything changed, I really can’t handle change :(

  • @paran0id947
    @paran0id947 3 года назад +36

    Thank you.
    Mother: “Why can’t you do more?!”
    Father: “You’re so lazy.”
    Brother: “You’re like a zombie!”
    What seems to be everyone: “You don’t fit in, you’re too ugly and unpopular.”
    The music that I listen to: “...I feel you.”

    • @sizolt4020
      @sizolt4020 2 года назад +1

      I thought i was the only one being called a zombie

    • @demonluci1957
      @demonluci1957 2 года назад +1

      I guess I'm not the only one going through this

  • @moodybluez
    @moodybluez 4 года назад +2367

    I’m sorry but all I hear is “Welcome to TopMojo’s most stupidest people” 😭

  • @sammy-nt8ed
    @sammy-nt8ed 4 года назад +659

    *Ive never felt so psychopathic in my life*

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 4 года назад +3

      Spookex_Gaming damn memories 😿 i’d listen to it on the bus every morning on the way to school

    • @anonymousx957
      @anonymousx957 4 года назад +18

      Okay edgelord

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 4 года назад +11

      Anonymous X right 💀

    • @VillainIzuku
      @VillainIzuku 3 года назад +1

      Yesss

    • @Scenicetheythem
      @Scenicetheythem 3 года назад +1

      👁️👄👁️

  • @pah4362
    @pah4362 3 года назад +13

    this song is perfect, this band should have more recognition.

  • @joydivision.
    @joydivision. 3 года назад +179

    LYRICS
    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    I can't help but repeat myself
    I know it's not your fault
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all

  • @SyntheticMan_Lover
    @SyntheticMan_Lover 5 лет назад +213

    This slowed down version of it hurts more than any of the others, reminds me of a person I lost

  • @greggers538
    @greggers538 3 года назад +661

    this sounds like something you'd hear at the end of a Netflix series after the main character's family dies as the credits fade in and you see them lying on the roof regretting everything they did and how they could've changed the outcome

    • @prettylilpsycho603
      @prettylilpsycho603 3 года назад +40

      YOU LITERALLY JUST GAVE ME INSPIRATION FOR A BOOK THANK YOU MY GOOD SIR I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING AND THIS JUST-
      I LOVE YOU

    • @nikkinmansurful
      @nikkinmansurful 3 года назад +1

      @@prettylilpsycho603 UAhseiebeibeHIqnsosJAOSNXOSNZOSBD

    • @emojimovieofficial4953
      @emojimovieofficial4953 3 года назад +10

      What kinda shows u watching homie

    • @redxgamer1
      @redxgamer1 3 года назад

      True

    • @IrkenZim123
      @IrkenZim123 3 года назад +7

      @@prettylilpsycho603 I just now found your comment and I wish to read whatever you have! I love dark stories very much and could provide feedback if you like! :) I too enjoy writing and coming up with ideas. Best of luck and I hope I hear back from you someday!

  • @MoodySands
    @MoodySands 3 года назад +14

    I feel like you would listen to this like right before the world ends or on New Year’s Eve🤧✋🏽✨

  • @saaya3806
    @saaya3806 3 года назад +72

    Hits different when your lying in bed with 5 missing assignments on your mind trying to fall asleep.

  • @cassidyhorn2059
    @cassidyhorn2059 4 года назад +294

    Houston, we have a problem. This user is experiencing too many emotions at once.
    This includes:
    -Sadness
    -Anxiety
    -Depression
    -Hype
    -Anger
    -Rejection
    -Hope
    -Happiness
    -Joy
    -Acceptance
    User has now passed out, call the ambulance.

  • @ccaseyy
    @ccaseyy 5 лет назад +290

    this song makes me feel every emotion in the world no matter how many times I've heard it

  • @kayleerhodeos4283
    @kayleerhodeos4283 3 года назад +19

    i’m so tired of being the “therapist friend”.

  • @SleepyToby
    @SleepyToby 3 года назад +12

    This song is like that one feeling when your best friend just left and suddenly your room has never felt this empty

  • @user-zg5ki6jl3l
    @user-zg5ki6jl3l 5 лет назад +649

    3:14 is my heart and soul

    • @simransandhu2755
      @simransandhu2755 5 лет назад +6

      yasssss omg 😍😍

    • @olivia.randle
      @olivia.randle 4 года назад +1

      Yaaasssss

    • @erronmorgan993
      @erronmorgan993 4 года назад +4

      I want to like this comment, but your time stamp is 3:14 & you have 314 likes

    • @jvhts6723
      @jvhts6723 4 года назад +2

      I wish it lasted longer i could listen to that part forever

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 3 года назад +1

      That part is where it hits the most for me..

  • @supersourtrey2
    @supersourtrey2 3 года назад +423

    to the boy i met on the beach:
    i miss you.
    i wish we didn’t live so far away,
    618 miles to be exact.
    i thought i knew what i was getting into
    but i wasn’t prepared for the heartbreak.
    i think about you every day.
    your fluffy brown hair,
    the sparkle you had in your eyes,
    your laugh.
    i hope you think ab me as much as i think ab you.
    its been a whole month.
    i miss you brandon frank :,(

  • @sylviafrench7013
    @sylviafrench7013 3 года назад +8

    You ever sit in your room, by yourself, in the dark or with your leds on, and listen to this song while wishing you were theirs?
    Me too

  • @ttheweeklytea
    @ttheweeklytea 3 года назад +11

    0:00-0:35 really hits different especially if you’re alone in the dark

  • @slava5642
    @slava5642 4 года назад +364

    last year i created a spam acc. i made lots of online friends that helped me in the worst moment of my life. One girl said that when she listens to this song she sees me. I met her and the others after lots of months. After that, I used to text them cuz I missed them, and they started not replying, or just reading it. They never tried to contact me, so I thought that it was better to delete the acc and move on. I cried every day waiting for something from them. Nobody else talked to me or cared about me. They don't talk to me anymore. and I really miss them. they were my best friends, and the reason why I was still here. I hope it wasn't anything that I said or did. Those girls meant the world to me and I'm very thankful.
    And I know that people that r reading this won't understand...
    If ur seeing this, thank you for everything. I also think about you when I listen to this song.

    • @kiznver
      @kiznver 3 года назад +9

      Same but im still in contact with mine i never wanna loose them :(

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 3 года назад +11

      Awe I'm sorry abt that :( but I hope u find new friends who will stay and care abt you..

    • @beemystery503
      @beemystery503 3 года назад +7

      im sorry girl , i feel you . after 2 years ago , she’s change into someone that i dont know . her new personality and attitude .

    • @lilimposta2911
      @lilimposta2911 3 года назад +4

      omg its you

    • @safiacarr8289
      @safiacarr8289 3 года назад +4

      i mean i dont mind being friends:)

  • @laurenhudson5360
    @laurenhudson5360 4 года назад +3092

    The ten dislikes are from the people crying and couldn’t see the like button

    • @beigebleach5582
      @beigebleach5582 4 года назад +92

      YOUR NOT WRONG I WAS JUST BALLING MY EYES OUT AND ACCIDENTALLY DISLIKED😭

    • @DANNNYY
      @DANNNYY 4 года назад +20

      you mean 85 dislikes? sir i think you were the one crying?

    • @Jasja208
      @Jasja208 4 года назад +10

      People must really need someone to talk to, theres 111 now ):

    • @abbyh06
      @abbyh06 4 года назад +5

      115 now, ppl really do be crying tho cant blame em'

    • @zannaxz
      @zannaxz 4 года назад +5

      Truee

  • @renntenn
    @renntenn 3 года назад +9

    this makes me feel 47 undiscovered emotions at once

  • @zephyr1364
    @zephyr1364 3 года назад +9

    People ask me why I want to go into an anime universe. Its better there. Its so peaceful. I don't want to be stuck here I don't want to feel the way I do. I just want to leave. No more pain, I'd finally be free. I've never fully vented my feelings because I need to keep everyone else stable. In my friend group I'm the "therapist" meaning I give my all to help them and I never talk about my feelings back. I'm falling back into that dark headspace I fought so hard to get out of. I don't want to go back there

  • @madisrobloxadventures6635
    @madisrobloxadventures6635 4 года назад +968

    this took me a whole fbi investigation to find.

  • @fkacoolgrl
    @fkacoolgrl 4 года назад +110

    this shit makes me feel high even if i didn’t smoke lmaooo

  • @user-mh2xr1pi1t
    @user-mh2xr1pi1t 3 года назад +709

    *sad twerking*

    • @imscared4555
      @imscared4555 3 года назад +41

      Sad slow twerk

    • @dongleyliam8927
      @dongleyliam8927 3 года назад +29

      😔==🍑

    • @deyarhilali2300
      @deyarhilali2300 3 года назад +12

      Literally

    • @barbjenial7648
      @barbjenial7648 3 года назад +4

      just shut up and keep your smeely breath in your dirty mouth

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 3 года назад +18

      @@barbjenial7648 homeboy can't even spell smelly. Go Get a sense of humor and take some English classes while you are at it ;_;

  • @nalleboi564_7
    @nalleboi564_7 3 года назад +28

    I'm just crying at the floor and eating potatoes and chocolate :)

  • @vampspeed
    @vampspeed 4 года назад +139

    this is MY mental break down AND I get to choose what songs we play

  • @ren1720
    @ren1720 4 года назад +201

    This song makes me feel like it’s 2004 and I’m in my rebel teens. Like I’m sitting with my pothead friends smoking weed and dropping acid in their parent’s basement on their 1970s style couch.

  • @rolyx23
    @rolyx23 3 года назад +3

    This song brings back memories from 2019.
    The fact that I miss those times and I'm graduating from high school this year, makes me get nostalgic, we truly can't handle the change huh?

  • @on_satvrn
    @on_satvrn 3 года назад +7

    Damn, this hits different when your sitting in the rain in the dark (what I'm currently doing) ✌️✨

  • @eijiokumura5172
    @eijiokumura5172 3 года назад +945

    These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say..
    I’m proud of you for waking up.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for breathing.
    I’m proud of you for making your bed.
    I’m proud of you for eating.
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
    I’m proud of you for drinking water.
    I’m proud of you for being here.
    I’m proud of you for being you.
    I’m proud of you for smiling.
    I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for sitting down.
    I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
    I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
    I’m proud of you for simply trying.
    IM PROUD OF YOU.
    Have a good day❤️

    • @vodkacat6252
      @vodkacat6252 3 года назад +11

      Thanks. I am going to say the same thing to you. I am proud of you too. Have a good day/night.

    • @drakensrattail1382
      @drakensrattail1382 3 года назад +12

      thank you so much eiji i really needed that

    • @PlagueCrow1
      @PlagueCrow1 3 года назад +8

      I needed that but now I'm crying so much that I can feel my heartbeat in my head

    • @eijiokumura5172
      @eijiokumura5172 3 года назад +5

      @@PlagueCrow1 I’m giving hugs right now. Just know that it may not seem like it but, things always play in your favor in the end. We’ve got this, one day at a time.

    • @fiction10
      @fiction10 3 года назад +7

      Omg this made
      Me tear up in joy a little bit-
      Thanks ❤️

  • @kizziixx
    @kizziixx 5 лет назад +204

    Every time I listen to this it makes me cry

  • @campbell1583
    @campbell1583 3 года назад +4

    this song really helps me. some people just don’t understand my feelings and are just like “whatever, get over it. it’s not that hard.” but for me it is. i’m sorry, i’m really trying.

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley 3 года назад +111

    When you lose your childhood best friend lmao. fun times.
    Edit: Hey angelina if you see this, hope you know I'm glad i dropped you out of my life

    • @mozzarella47
      @mozzarella47 3 года назад +1

      Right

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley 3 года назад +13

      @@mozzarella47 Update, we made up but I cut her off, she lied about being r@p3d and leaked my address :D

    • @kyadeneya1514
      @kyadeneya1514 3 года назад +3

      @@adoreemiley thats- oh

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley 3 года назад +3

      @@kyadeneya1514 I'm planning revenge on her so don't worry-

    • @BRUH-rj1mh
      @BRUH-rj1mh 3 года назад +2

      @@adoreemiley update us🤠

  • @Sunny-xg5cz
    @Sunny-xg5cz 3 года назад +121

    "I wanna go home now"
    makes me tear up every damn time istg

    • @Ellie-nu3ic
      @Ellie-nu3ic 3 года назад +5

      And the funny thing is you could be at home it just doesn’t feel like home

  • @maggieh696
    @maggieh696 5 лет назад +179

    This song brings so many different emotions and I love it

  • @dani-zg4qi
    @dani-zg4qi 3 года назад +6

    This song makes me feel happy, it makes me feel like everything is fine.
    It makes me feel -complete-, thank you sm for uploading it

  • @xsunflowergamesx7129
    @xsunflowergamesx7129 3 года назад +6

    I love listening to this everyday ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ethangoku8227
    @ethangoku8227 5 лет назад +1517

    3:14

    • @zuhaileyy
      @zuhaileyy 4 года назад +35

      Thanks

    • @MyLifeAsMaddie-ve7wj
      @MyLifeAsMaddie-ve7wj 4 года назад +50

      THANK YOU ILY ILY ILY THAT'S THE BEST THING I DID EVER PRESSED

    • @dudareom
      @dudareom 4 года назад +16

      ok i love u

    • @jzdky
      @jzdky 4 года назад +15

      gguk , also try x1.25 speed :)

    • @eli_2419
      @eli_2419 4 года назад +4

      𝚃𝚑𝚡♥

  • @zayisweird78
    @zayisweird78 4 года назад +545

    This song makes me wanna run in the rain to my crushes house and kiss her
    Edit:Not actually, I’m too cowardly, thanks for the nice comments tho

    • @jessicaroses6776
      @jessicaroses6776 4 года назад +7

      yes Jason do it get the girl

    • @TwilightTwinxie
      @TwilightTwinxie 4 года назад +5

      DO ITTT

    • @noh2822
      @noh2822 3 года назад +5

      do it jason

    • @eclipse8579
      @eclipse8579 3 года назад +8

      go, ik you probably heard this but you only live once... ONCE... And boom over so I'd do it

    • @paige2199
      @paige2199 3 года назад +9

      same... but theyre hundreds of miles away

  • @maevedarcy
    @maevedarcy 3 года назад +4

    oh my can we appreciate that they still like all the comments? It’s been 2 yrs to a true one

  • @briannebaker6673
    @briannebaker6673 3 года назад +7

    I just wanna feel the same as I did before, and no matter how hard I try to force my self of that feeling. I just watch myself get more and more unhappy. I pretend like everything’s the same and sometimes I get caught up in my own lies. Until I realize whats real. I stay up for hours doing nothing trying to force myself to sleep, but the constant unwanted thoughts keep my mind awake. And at the end of the day I find myself unhappy, sick, and tired. I faked my reality so much to the point, I don’t even know what’s real anymore. I can’t even trust myself.

  • @beth5297
    @beth5297 4 года назад +1134

    i’ve been hurt so much i don’t feel pain anymore

    • @Kojiiboy
      @Kojiiboy 3 года назад +169

      Your pfp makes me doubt that

    • @zannaxz
      @zannaxz 3 года назад +50

      @@Kojiiboy LMFAO 💀

    • @someone7356
      @someone7356 3 года назад +22

      @@Kojiiboy i-

    • @akylahrivera4840
      @akylahrivera4840 3 года назад +13

      I love ur pfp

    • @veniskindacool.
      @veniskindacool. 3 года назад +17

      I wish I was u bc I can't take this any longer now

  • @jadirinsandoval623
    @jadirinsandoval623 5 лет назад +74

    This song hits the soul on so many levels

  • @dokudenpa1
    @dokudenpa1 3 года назад +1

    probably the best thing that i’ve ever heard

  • @Ashlyramirez516
    @Ashlyramirez516 3 года назад +2

    “Nothing I do is ever good enough” felt that deeply. I have a bad habit of thinking that nothing is ever enough for anybody not even for myself.

  • @aileen2916
    @aileen2916 4 года назад +57

    I imagine this song in the background while a high school senior in their graduation then it starts raining they stand there looking up at the sky laughing because they have finally made it through school, cured their depression and finally finds meaning in life.... finally accepting themselves

  • @sweet.cyanna8515
    @sweet.cyanna8515 4 года назад +468

    This song makes me:
    Depressed
    Sad
    Lonely
    Cursed
    Alone forever
    Wanna die
    But also......chill.....

  • @luvxxsophroadto140howamigr3
    @luvxxsophroadto140howamigr3 3 года назад

    Girl I joined 1 month ago and this was the first thing I saw ty for making this!

  • @4stupidletters
    @4stupidletters 3 года назад +1

    the melody towards the end is like the small amount of hope left in me

  • @moousei
    @moousei 4 года назад +64

    reminds me of a bad place.. everyone’s talking about the place they loved and sure i had a lot of freedom here but it’s also the place i learned i can’t trust the man who i once called my dad. sure i get more at my moms, he calls me a spoiled brat then to my face tells me he loves me. i’ve lost all hope in him. i’m safe now. not being lied to or abused.

    • @brianna3396
      @brianna3396 4 года назад +2

      rylee I feel the exact same about my dad, I honestly miss the person I thought he once was

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 4 года назад

      I’m sorry. (even though this is a bit late) I hope you’ve persisted to manage & your situation may result in a better direction further on.

    • @moousei
      @moousei 4 года назад

      J. thank you for caring, my mother has officially gained full custody over me and my sister, im in a much better place now.

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 4 года назад +1

      rylee oh, you’re welcome & that’s good to hear. 🖤

  • @trash9443
    @trash9443 5 лет назад +397

    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Leave me alone
    I wanna go home now
    I can't help but repeat myself
    "I know it's not your fault"
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all

    • @gooop
      @gooop 5 лет назад +4

      Thanks ibuki 😔👊👋

    • @trash9443
      @trash9443 5 лет назад +2

      TeChNiXaL wAvE np kokichi 😳👊🏼

    • @neoagent3
      @neoagent3 4 года назад +1

      @@gooop can you stop following me pls

    • @joanwebber4161
      @joanwebber4161 4 года назад +1

      Kokichi and ibuki danganronpa is my life

    • @Clementineohclem
      @Clementineohclem 4 года назад +1

      Thank you..this is um my life in a few sentences...😕

  • @kedits6845
    @kedits6845 3 года назад

    This is such a vibe.

  • @k1ttyg0re60
    @k1ttyg0re60 3 года назад +1

    This song makes me feel so many different emotions. It’s so beautiful. I love it.

  • @defiant_rice7030
    @defiant_rice7030 4 года назад +33

    I have autism when I heard this song it completely changed my life...It cures my pain and makes me extremely happy 🥺 person who made this...God bless your soul you made several people extremely happy and you deserve a medal 💕

  • @caitlin5755
    @caitlin5755 4 года назад +54

    this song makes me so emotional like my heart aches and i have no idea why :,)

  • @cy3berd4rk1e7
    @cy3berd4rk1e7 3 года назад

    Deff adding this to my playlist Ty

  • @tay_8184
    @tay_8184 3 года назад +2

    This song replays in my mind constantly.

  • @nic-qn1pq
    @nic-qn1pq 3 года назад +114

    Man we just here listening to this song crying that you'll never find a relationship bc nobody wants you basically I am just a hopeless romantic

  • @jojoaaafgsgsgsggshs6011
    @jojoaaafgsgsgsggshs6011 5 лет назад +44

    2:38 til the end is my fav part

  • @meoshadumas000
    @meoshadumas000 2 года назад +3

    2:35-3:50 I can honestly say this particular part of art gives me all the nostalgia I will ever need in a song ever in life this it definitely that one song I’d never get tired of listening to, from 🌞 up to sun🌞 down/good or bad days this is jus perfect in every way!!!! 😩😌

  • @loispalmer8960
    @loispalmer8960 3 года назад

    i’ve been listening to this song everyday for a year now i love it so much

  • @ilikepeen7264
    @ilikepeen7264 4 года назад +32

    i have so many memories tied to this song, it’s insane and it makes me feel so happy yet sad at the same time

  • @shaygocrazyy892
    @shaygocrazyy892 5 лет назад +76

    My music was soo one sided just rap pointless rap I came across this song and it’s completely changed my taste in music simply bc of how it made me feel. I could play this when I’m sad or happy anything I thank you so much for this

  • @hayleem1298
    @hayleem1298 3 года назад +33

    POV: you just got broken up with the love of your life, its 2am, your parents are arguing downstairs, you listen to this song over and over again and you just slowly start to feel yourself fall apart bc damn I felt that):)

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 3 года назад +2

      Can someone tell me why this is happening to me right now-- I'm not even kidding 😀--

  • @hannah9631
    @hannah9631 3 года назад

    omg i love this so much