this song reminds of how i didn’t really have a childhood and i was exposed to the dangers of the world earlier. no one to protect me or comfort me. :((
"I'm no longer a kid" hits hardest. because I'm not, that was taken from me, and i can't get it back. my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer when i was just 10. i was 13 when he died. during those 3 years, i helped take care of him, cried for him and tried my very best to cherish every moment with him because I knew it might be his last. and then one day it was. i was absolutely numb, too young to be able to process how life changing this would be. no kid should ever have to go through that, i don't wish for anyone to ever feel like they have to give up their childhood because if they don't, they might miss something. daddy, i miss you. i want to be a kid again and have you here by my side to see me grow up without leaving so soon 🥺
Im 13 and i had to leave my childhood behind at a very yough age bacause i understood that the world is not really how i used to see it,people make fun of me for being my age and not acting like it,i feel like have no meaning.yesterday i had a breakdown in the middle of zoom everyone stared and had the look like they were goin to bust out laughing.i dont know what anymore.
Live for today amd make as many memories as you can. I felt the same, now im 19 and i did my best to make up for my lost childhood and the past 2 years have been so nice...try to find real people and be real to them...they will help you grow
please relax and don’t worry about the smaller things, enjoy the good parts now, I’m so scared of growing up, fending for my self, having to work to survive, scared of failure and that I’ll be homeless as soon as I leave home. I’m so scared of life and it’s not even funny. Try not to worry so much :’( try to enjoy the good bits of life, enjoy the sun and the rain, enjoy all the little bits. It’s hard to focus and enjoy things with anxiety, I know but you can do it I believe in you :) if you ever feel like your slipping just a little, like you don’t think your gonna make it, tell someone, it’ll probably help and help you understand what you’re going through
L Y R I C S Oh I am just a kid I never use my brain I only use my heart And my imagination Oh I am just a kid I always make mistakes And I never say I'm sorry 'Cause there mistakes that I made Oh I am just a kid I've never seen the world And I haven't quite decided If I'm a boy or a girl Oh I am just a kid I'm afraid of the dark But I'm obsessed with ideas One day I'll go far Oh I'm no longer a kid And everything has changed There's nothing in my heart And lightning in my brain So listen up you kids And hear what I say Don't listen to your brain And follow your dreams (I say)
This song makes me thing about my hamster who died last month because the day(s) after he died, I listened to this song to make me feel better but it just made me cry. I still listen to this whenever I mourn him. I love you toasty with all my heart I really do
I miss the times when I was younger and having fun riding bikes not caring about my looks or anything I should have cherished it more I hate myself for not cherishing it and now I have to grow up but it’s scary I want to be a kid again no school and the school I did have was easy....I wanna be a kid again and play with friends no care in the world why must we grow up so quickly
please tell me i'm not the only one who thought this was a reference to sid and nancy until now. (i'm a teen but i swear i feel so out of touch with pop culture lmfao)
i know what you mean. i can't give you a hug right now, and even if i could, that would be me giving you a hug after you asked for it, so how about this? sometime soon, when i think of this again, i'll send you a virtual hug! you won't be asking for it then, perhaps not even thinking about it, but i'll be giving you a hug. hopefully you feel it some way or another, and maybe your day will be that much better. :)
@@theinfiniteabyss1257 Aww 🥰 you’re so sweet and kind thank you so much ! This comment was written 4 months ago now I got my confidence back and personal power and I stopped expecting from other people ! And I’m sure your virtual hug made things even better ❤️
I don't know who hurt you, or why. But just know that: - It's okay to cry - It's okay to miss someone - It's okay to want someone you can't have - It's okay to express your emotions - It's okay to reach out to someone - It's okay to not be perfect Just know that I love you, and I hope you're doing okay.
The it's okay to miss someone got me, it was my grandma's memorial service today and I felt like I wasn't allowed to be sad because we weren't close. I miss her so much though. Thank you
Everyone’s talking about not wanting to grow up and be a kid but what about us that didn’t have a childhood? I wish we’d had the chance to have nostagia of a better time and carefree childhood but sadly no.
yep. I was too plagued by mental illness and my father to enjoy my childhood. everything sucks. I though once i got on meds everything would be okay,my parents just get worse as the years go by.
@@eyekandi im really sorry man, and i know its hard but please just remember itll be okay and these feelings will pass. and if they dont necessarily "pass", in the end youll learn how to live with them better and youll find things that make you happy and get away from your parents (if you do).
exactly. i'm fourteen. i was always really mature, and i never appreciated being a kid. now, i finally want to, but i can't. where i live, covid is really bad. i haven't left my house in weeks, and i wonder if i'll ever get that "teen experience." anyways i'm going to read perks of being a wallflower again and cry bc its the closest thing i have to friends. bye xx
i feel like im a waste of space and everyone secretly hates me, i feel like all my friends hate me and everything i do is wrong and everyone will leave me for being so weird and stupid. why cant i be pretty, smart, or happy, why do i have to be this way. why cant i be what everyone wants me to be, why am i such a disgrace and disappointment to everyone around me, its not fair.
I’m only 13. But I’m so sorry I tried to grow up. I now revert back to childish behaviours to cope. I’m sorry I let it all pass by. I’m so stressed yet so young. I still have some childhood left, but I feel like it’s slipping by, and within the blink of an eye, I’ll be graduating college. My worst nightmare is getting a desk job. I cant do it. I cant grow up. I have to stay a kid. This song (especially slowed) is so beautiful but so sad. I cried so hard hearing this. Growing up is my biggest fear, and idk how to cope anymore. I’m just so sorry that I let my childhood pass.
hi, love. how are you? i hope you're doing alright. i turn fifteen in a few months. everyone's experience is unique and individual, but i was going through a lot of the same things at your age. i just want to let you know that it's going to work out. i know it's hard to hear that, especially when you're in such a rough spot, but it's going to be okay. you're going to be okay. i know that thirteen feels so grown up right now, and you probably feel a lot of responsibility for figuring out your future (i've always been a bit too obsessive about it myself). anyways, i just want you to know that you're not alone, and that if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here.
I don't wanna leave being a kid, even though I can't remember good things from before I was 6, I'm 13, soon I'm going to be 14. I only have four years of school left, I miss childhood, I miss being able to show pain, sadness, weakness, and being given love when feeling bad. All I get now is "Be more mature" "Be better" "Stop it, you're dumb" I want to be small again
i have so much i wanna say but im scared too just remember your a kid, dont ever grow up one day i wanna make a place just to get away.. for everyone who dosent wanna grow up...if it happens ill come get you TvT
My love, things will get better. You don’t ever truly have to grow up, not inside. You’ll get there. You’ll see the sun, and you’ll look back and smile at the rain.
Turning 20 in a few days. I don’t wanna grow up, I’m not ready, it feels like I missed out on so many things and now it’s too late to experience them. I feel like i never really appreciated enough being a kid. It’s like i wasted my teens, I could’ve done so many cool things but I didn’t. All of a sudden you’re not a teen anymore and you’re sad because you will never be able to go back, that part of life is just gone forever.
Being a teen is so overrated, fuck that shit. You're still only 20, that's young and you can still do so much. My school life was ass but I ain't looking back wishing I was popular or anything because I am who I am today because of everything that's happened and I wouldn't want it any other way. From 20 year old to 20 year old just think about what you want and fuckin go for it man. Wishing you all the best ✌️
"oh im no longer a kid." really hits hard. ive had many people on social media. tell me that they're very surprised at how young i am, since im so mature. i never got to have a childhood cause of all the trauma i went through, i was also VERY neglected as a child. when i was younger i thought it was normal so it never seemed that bad to me. ive seen a lot of stuff i wish i hadnt seen, i know a lot of stuff i wish i didnt know. im 11.
I really like the picture they added, because it makes it feel more child-like. Like, a cat playing a violin feels like an imaginary friend I would have that would play me songs before I go to sleep. Feels cozy.
the worlds too scary. I'm growing up too fast. I ry and act older for my age until the time comes I realise I didn't appreciate my childhood. I want to go back. please.
i look at this song as looking back at your regrets. for me i was selfish, narcissistic, and an attention seeker and never considered peoples feelings when i was younger. now i struggle with social anxiety, no friends and always thinking about what i could have done better and wishing someone could have taught me these things.
this song goes so hard, I remember during the start of covid I was thinking about how young i was, I'm turning 20 this year, crazy how time flies, accepting you're not a kid anymore is the hardest, but necessary, keep your heads-up people.
This reminds me of when I was truly happy , with all my friends and at school when funny things happened . Now it's all gone , I cant see them everyday now bc I moved schools everything's here sucks now , my mom always talkes about how she misses her family so much , but that's how I feel abt my bestfriends that live abt 50 minutes away from me . I never really get to see them anymore . I really miss them . I would do anything to go back to that school and the house , anything . Sorry I just felt like i needed to vent .
trauma stole my childhood from me. forever grateful for my friends who let me be me and don’t mind if i act childish and silly. listening to this song makes me cry and all emotions seem to flood out. i was listening to this mix today, full volume and smoking as i walked through a little park. it was sad yet calm and comforting. never felt so peaceful in my life
Wish i had friends like that- they always say im annoying but i know i can get- but mostly when i ask them for a hug they fuck me off and when they need help on a test im their everything- i only hate their toxicity but okay- and i know i never experienced a real hug full of love (idk myb i am but i didnt feel it or cant remember) and this song makes me remember that- and i often say imma just give up and suddenly go silent but i never do- i always hope i will find someone that will accept me-
@@shotaaizawa8506 i get that. i'm so grateful for my friends but at the same time I can't help but notice how different we really are and it's kinda startling. i hope you find your people and you get the love you deserve
this song is destructive, this has made me realize i have had the best and worst childhood i have done all the stuff that was fun but i had never expanded to what made me happy i should have talked to more girls made more friends, but never i wish i could have told past me to enjoy myself a bit more.
just finished the outsiders. none of them deserved that. ive loved avatar the last airbender for many years now. they didn't deserve that weight and pain. they were just kids.
Well today I turned 18 and it’s a bittersweet feeling knowing my childhood is over. But it’ll be okay. I’m fighting the urge to be nostalgic and cry but it truly is bittersweet to grow up. To anyone younger then me enjoy the ride and don’t rush to grow up. May all your wishes and dreams come true stranger ❤️
AAAAA I miss coming home from school with my siblings and then when our dad got home he would bring us kinder surprise eggs it was the best. He stopped doing it at some point but I never appreciated it enough :)
This makes me feel like I’m back in japan with my grandpa and uncle, it’s a warm night and I’m sitting on their couch and watching a show that I can’t understand.
This song makes me so sad I literately bawled my eyes out because am 16 and am considered a young adult but I know am still also a kid in a way. Ig in a way I don't feel like a kid at all and really miss those times a little too much. Its just life was so different back then compared to now. its so depressing now then it was back then.
Current joys was the band that made me embrace sadness... It took alot of crying and sad nights but eventually it made me happy to listen to them thank you so much i am who i am now because of you and if you're ever feeling sad or w.e just remember everything is going to be ok :)
"your not a kid anymore, you've grown up" it's scary to know that i'm changing, that i'll never be the same, that the time that i had to be a child is over. i'm 12, but i know that soon i'll be an adult. and don't want to waste my time here. dont wanna work on something that i dont love, dont wanna be sad all the time. that's my biggest fear
I would do anything to go back I still had a chance then. I'm dying no one understands I've done the best I can. I hope someone reads this maybe has the same shit going on because I've never felt so hollow and empty in my life
i hate society. i hate that they hate me for being on the younger side of a teenager. i hate then when i start acting older and put on makeup and work hard they hate me. i hate that they say i cant be depressed or anxious because im young. i hate that my suicide attempts are written off because im young. i just like hate everything.
My childhood went by in the blink of an eye. I am now going into high school in the fall, it feels so unreal. I’m still technically a kid, but with everyone around me telling me I’m an adult now, and expecting me to know what I want to do when I grow up, i just don’t feel like a kid anymore. I am only 13. I wish I could’ve cherished my last moments truly as a child before blooming into my teenage years, before I worried about how I looked, and never having to worry about what other thought of me. I just wish I was still a kid, or at least I wish I would’ve cherished it more while I was still a child.
I met this song with this video, and ... this song ... and this image ... reminds me of my grandmother's farm. That song remind me of the day when I, my parents, and my grandmother went home after seeing Mass. That was really a memory that I will never forget. As much as I don't like the church very much, in a way, the farm environment at the time when I, my parents and my grandmother entered there ... the color of the sky and everything ... it was a very special moment for me.
i miss my childhood. i miss the time were i was every time with my big brother i miss when my family was still stable i miss my old bedroom i miss my younger self i miss the time when I had a lot of friends i miss the time when my goal was to be like my big brother i miss the time when I didn’t know what was going on at home i miss the time when my parents thought I was adorable i miss everything.
I used to listen to this a lot around this time last year. I remember staying up until 10 pm at night finishing my assignments every Tuesday, and then listening to this song on the bus ride to campus to go put it in the dropbox, and then heading back home to the basement apartment I lived in with my three best friends. I remember dreading those times, how cold and late at night it was. I had so much on my mind, so many things I wanted to get done and plans I had for the future. Looking back on those times now in quarantine, I realize how happy I was then, I just never stopped to appreciate it. I want to cherish those days forever
i can't help but think that the beginning goes well with 8teen " Because I'm 18 And I still live with my parents Yeah they're not like yours Well yours are more understanding I've never fell in love I've saved those feelings for you So let's do all the stupid shit that young kids do " {Kids' 1st verse}
i was so scared of being a teen but ive learned how to appreciate what i have rn i do miss being a kid but the memories of what my childhood was i wouldn’t like to repeat them just live your life one day you’ll find something leading to happiness again just find what moves you or what makes you feel real
This feels like a hug.
I wish it was.
I need one so badly
Yes, a nice warm hug
Exactly
Yes 🥺
i dont wanna grow up. the world seems so scary, i cant handle this. im sorry i didnt appreciate my childhood enough.
this world is scary tho like shit.
this song reminds of how i didn’t really have a childhood and i was exposed to the dangers of the world earlier. no one to protect me or comfort me. :((
@@Marina-dm6iw I hope you're okay now :(
pufferfish i am :,)
You're gonna make me cry
the picture of the cat and the violin gives me serotonin
That’s an elephant not a cat
@@rayenebessaid3129 huh😀
It seems so familiar
isn’t it from that nursery rhyme where the cat played a fiddle and the cow jumped over the moon?
For the longest time I thought that was a squirrel
"I'm no longer a kid" hits hardest. because I'm not, that was taken from me, and i can't get it back. my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer when i was just 10. i was 13 when he died. during those 3 years, i helped take care of him, cried for him and tried my very best to cherish every moment with him because I knew it might be his last. and then one day it was. i was absolutely numb, too young to be able to process how life changing this would be. no kid should ever have to go through that, i don't wish for anyone to ever feel like they have to give up their childhood because if they don't, they might miss something. daddy, i miss you. i want to be a kid again and have you here by my side to see me grow up without leaving so soon 🥺
@safia carr stay strong...
Stay strong broski
stay strong
@safia carr I'm so sorry i can't believe the amount of pain you're suffering from, just know you are so incredibly strong and you can do this
Can you send me a message I want to talk to you pls
why do i relate to every single little bit of this song.
me too.. :c have you seen the music video?
mhm
Evelyn Tessman
damn i didn’t even notice how many likes this old ass comment has
So do I ):
because you're either a kid or a kid at heart... ez
im only 15 and it feels like my life is flying by. i never really took the time to enjoy my childhood. it's so scary. it hurts :,(
Im 13 and i had to leave my childhood behind at a very yough age bacause i understood that the world is not really how i used to see it,people make fun of me for being my age and not acting like it,i feel like have no meaning.yesterday i had a breakdown in the middle of zoom everyone stared and had the look like they were goin to bust out laughing.i dont know what anymore.
Same :( and i realize i actually grow up too fast, they really force me at a young age
don’t worry you have time! Just do what you want and have your head on your shoulders. Be you and don’t try to be anyone else
Live for today amd make as many memories as you can. I felt the same, now im 19 and i did my best to make up for my lost childhood and the past 2 years have been so nice...try to find real people and be real to them...they will help you grow
do it now. we've still got time,
im scared to grow up. everything seems horrible. I'm so sorry.
I completey understand you.. you're not alone
We’ll get through this
Too
Bela R 😐
dont apologise its going to be okay
Imagine urself driving at 9;50 in the night with the window open and this is playing
Dude the vibesssss
With all of your best friends in there with you
I DID TRHIS WITH MY SISTER
1 yr ago man, how are you
it feels like everything i do is wrong
You're valid.
Trust yourself, nobody can change that but you
You’ll be alright
Me too
same
"but it made you stronger, right?"
yeah, it did.
but i didn't wanna be strong. i wanted to be a *kid*
I can relate with you. Stay strong boo ❤️
@@kevinfromheaven1874 💀
@@sitomagus 💀
i have these memories of being a kid, and to honest it wasnt that long ago but fuck looking back i never was one
“You know I only do/say those things because I love you,right”
No if you loved me you wouldn’t of said that
I M J U S T A K I D.
O H I ' M J U S T A K I D
I N E V E R U S E M Y B R A I N
I O N L Y U S E M Y H
E A R T
A N D M Y I M A G I N A T I O N
@tian the hugger this chain seems eerily aggressive...
im still a kid . but i dont feel like it . im always stressed & crying . im always worrying . i hate it .
please relax and don’t worry about the smaller things, enjoy the good parts now, I’m so scared of growing up, fending for my self, having to work to survive, scared of failure and that I’ll be homeless as soon as I leave home. I’m so scared of life and it’s not even funny. Try not to worry so much :’( try to enjoy the good bits of life, enjoy the sun and the rain, enjoy all the little bits. It’s hard to focus and enjoy things with anxiety, I know but you can do it I believe in you :) if you ever feel like your slipping just a little, like you don’t think your gonna make it, tell someone, it’ll probably help and help you understand what you’re going through
Life isn't about running away from the storm, but learning to dance with the rain
same here.
Same dude
Thank God all of us are.
this song reminds me of how im wasting my teenage years.
I also just want to go back
Only 15 but I feel u 😕
@@kxoxo9815 yea 😔 let’s just make the most of it! Be innocent and just be kids.
Nana Rsay Frr and have fun
@@kxoxo9815 exactly!
L Y R I C S
Oh I am just a kid
I never use my brain
I only use my heart
And my imagination
Oh I am just a kid
I always make mistakes
And I never say I'm sorry
'Cause there mistakes that I made
Oh I am just a kid
I've never seen the world
And I haven't quite decided
If I'm a boy or a girl
Oh I am just a kid
I'm afraid of the dark
But I'm obsessed with ideas
One day I'll go far
Oh I'm no longer a kid
And everything has changed
There's nothing in my heart
And lightning in my brain
So listen up you kids
And hear what I say
Don't listen to your brain
And follow your dreams (I say)
Sense noone said it THANK YOU!
fun fact : you was searching for that comment
@@Alien-qn6ll command+F hahahaha
Thank you
THANK YOU SOO MUCH BRO
“I’ve failed as a mother Moonee, you’ve disgraced me” “Yeah mom you’re a disgrace”
Yeah we know already
Yesss 🥺
Florida project ❤️
Joel watched it last night, broke my heart
I just watched it at first I didn’t cry but then a couple mins later I did because I guess I actually realized what happend
rly felt it when they said “I haven’t quite decided if I’m a boy or a girl” lmaooo 2:15
-cries in gender questioning-
thats why i just said i am n o. and thats how i became non-binary
-cries in questioning gender and sexuality-
I felt that
It's Me love bi flag colors
This song makes me thing about my hamster who died last month because the day(s) after he died, I listened to this song to make me feel better but it just made me cry. I still listen to this whenever I mourn him.
I love you toasty with all my heart I really do
I’m sorry about your buddy. I promise you’ll be alright
so sorry for your lost! feel better soon! ❤️
rip toasty.
bruv i mean loss omg im slow
my condolences, im sure he loves you lots
I miss the times when I was younger and having fun riding bikes not caring about my looks or anything I should have cherished it more I hate myself for not cherishing it and now I have to grow up but it’s scary I want to be a kid again no school and the school I did have was easy....I wanna be a kid again and play with friends no care in the world why must we grow up so quickly
Someone actually did it oh my god thank you!
C : I love you forever Sid.
S : You will ?
C : Yes, that’s the problem.
Love that
I'm a little hormonal but, this made me cry.
please tell me i'm not the only one who thought this was a reference to sid and nancy until now.
(i'm a teen but i swear i feel so out of touch with pop culture lmfao)
hey ! im trying to figure out what this is from ? ? i saw a clip on yt once , and it intriugud me . do u know by any chance ?
@@gateyt7245 hey it’s from *skins* it’s a British tv show you can watch it on Netflix
I need a hug without asking for it
oh babes, i would give you a hug.
i know what you mean. i can't give you a hug right now, and even if i could, that would be me giving you a hug after you asked for it, so how about this?
sometime soon, when i think of this again, i'll send you a virtual hug! you won't be asking for it then, perhaps not even thinking about it, but i'll be giving you a hug. hopefully you feel it some way or another, and maybe your day will be that much better. :)
@@izzy-gp3ex that’s so sweet ❤️
@@theinfiniteabyss1257 Aww 🥰 you’re so sweet and kind thank you so much ! This comment was written 4 months ago now I got my confidence back and personal power and I stopped expecting from other people ! And I’m sure your virtual hug made things even better ❤️
I don't know who hurt you, or why.
But just know that:
- It's okay to cry
- It's okay to miss someone
- It's okay to want someone you can't have
- It's okay to express your emotions
- It's okay to reach out to someone
- It's okay to not be perfect
Just know that I love you, and I hope you're doing okay.
thank you so much 🥺🥺
thanks mate, I think I needed that. I try to hide my emotions too much. It's hard sometimes.
And, I hope you're doing okay too.
loads of people hurt me but I deserve it
The it's okay to miss someone got me, it was my grandma's memorial service today and I felt like I wasn't allowed to be sad because we weren't close. I miss her so much though. Thank you
But I can’t..
Everyone’s talking about not wanting to grow up and be a kid but what about us that didn’t have a childhood? I wish we’d had the chance to have nostagia of a better time and carefree childhood but sadly no.
Idon’tknowwhat tomakemyusername I had mine corrupted and now I can’t even remember the first ten years of my life 😞🤧
yep. I was too plagued by mental illness and my father to enjoy my childhood. everything sucks. I though once i got on meds everything would be okay,my parents just get worse as the years go by.
@@eyekandi im really sorry man, and i know its hard but please just remember itll be okay and these feelings will pass. and if they dont necessarily "pass", in the end youll learn how to live with them better and youll find things that make you happy and get away from your parents (if you do).
exactly. i'm fourteen. i was always really mature, and i never appreciated being a kid. now, i finally want to, but i can't. where i live, covid is really bad. i haven't left my house in weeks, and i wonder if i'll ever get that "teen experience."
anyways i'm going to read perks of being a wallflower again and cry bc its the closest thing i have to friends. bye xx
I relate so hard thank you for this
*the fact I can remember this drawing from when I was a kid is insane*
What's it from?
@@Smolsmols ik this is late but I'm pretty sure it's from the nursery rhyme "the cat played with the fiddle, and the cow jumped over the moon"
@@hideakisorachi3953 thank you! ❤️❤️
@@Smolsmols np! :)
@@hideakisorachi3953 I can find similar pictures but I cant find that exact one from this video. Would you mind sending it to me?
makes me feel like i am a kid again and i'm having fun with my family and friends without having to worry about anything
That rly made me cry :')
That is lucky
ppl are saying "this sounds like a hug"
this feels like *it* needs a hug
yesterday i listened to this song after having a complete anxiety attack and i just rode on my bike blasting this and i felt free. :')
that’s sounds so nice :)
i feel like im a waste of space and everyone secretly hates me, i feel like all my friends hate me and everything i do is wrong and everyone will leave me for being so weird and stupid. why cant i be pretty, smart, or happy, why do i have to be this way. why cant i be what everyone wants me to be, why am i such a disgrace and disappointment to everyone around me, its not fair.
You're not...
im here before that one person comments "mood"
You arent a waste of space. You are worth it. It may not feel like it, but you are. Stay strong :,)
same, im just gonna give up dude, i cant really take it anymore
Me too but after years of feeling like that I’m used to it.
I love your channel so much, it's so aesthetic and warm and it makes me feel at home
Original version: playin with my friends all day
Slowed version:feels like walking down the street with my lover
The og version didn't even feel like playing with friends with a good vibe :(
Bro I like how we have the same name and we both have the same taste in music
this song makes me happy .life is so short , which is sad , however the fact it’s short makes us appreciate it sm more .
i can’t do it anymore, I wish I appreciated everything in my childhood more. it makes me feel like I wanna scream
Yessss I thought I hated everything when I was growing up and now I got problems now that I lost all the things I thought I hated
Same. I wish I took those years for what they were supposed to be.
I’m only 13. But I’m so sorry I tried to grow up. I now revert back to childish behaviours to cope. I’m sorry I let it all pass by. I’m so stressed yet so young. I still have some childhood left, but I feel like it’s slipping by, and within the blink of an eye, I’ll be graduating college. My worst nightmare is getting a desk job.
I cant do it. I cant grow up. I have to stay a kid. This song (especially slowed) is so beautiful but so sad. I cried so hard hearing this. Growing up is my biggest fear, and idk how to cope anymore. I’m just so sorry that I let my childhood pass.
hi, love. how are you? i hope you're doing alright. i turn fifteen in a few months. everyone's experience is unique and individual, but i was going through a lot of the same things at your age. i just want to let you know that it's going to work out. i know it's hard to hear that, especially when you're in such a rough spot, but it's going to be okay. you're going to be okay. i know that thirteen feels so grown up right now, and you probably feel a lot of responsibility for figuring out your future (i've always been a bit too obsessive about it myself). anyways, i just want you to know that you're not alone, and that if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here.
I don't wanna leave being a kid, even though I can't remember good things from before I was 6, I'm 13, soon I'm going to be 14. I only have four years of school left, I miss childhood, I miss being able to show pain, sadness, weakness, and being given love when feeling bad. All I get now is "Be more mature" "Be better" "Stop it, you're dumb" I want to be small again
i have so much i wanna say but im scared too just remember your a kid, dont ever grow up one day i wanna make a place just to get away.. for everyone who dosent wanna grow up...if it happens ill come get you TvT
same
My love, things will get better. You don’t ever truly have to grow up, not inside. You’ll get there. You’ll see the sun, and you’ll look back and smile at the rain.
Turning 20 in a few days.
I don’t wanna grow up, I’m not ready, it feels like I missed out on so many things and now it’s too late to experience them. I feel like i never really appreciated enough being a kid. It’s like i wasted my teens, I could’ve done so many cool things but I didn’t.
All of a sudden you’re not a teen anymore and you’re sad because you will never be able to go back, that part of life is just gone forever.
time is an illusion 😎
@@maryjanehansen7947 That helps things make sense. . .
Can’t believe how time flies but you have to enjoy what you have left or your gonna regret not enjoying any of it
Being a teen is so overrated, fuck that shit. You're still only 20, that's young and you can still do so much. My school life was ass but I ain't looking back wishing I was popular or anything because I am who I am today because of everything that's happened and I wouldn't want it any other way. From 20 year old to 20 year old just think about what you want and fuckin go for it man. Wishing you all the best ✌️
@@Mattman0106How are you doing nowadays?
"oh im no longer a kid." really hits hard.
ive had many people on social media. tell me that they're very surprised at how young i am, since im so mature. i never got to have a childhood cause of all the trauma i went through, i was also VERY neglected as a child. when i was younger i thought it was normal so it never seemed that bad to me.
ive seen a lot of stuff i wish i hadnt seen, i know a lot of stuff i wish i didnt know.
im 11.
Me too
I'm 10, crying to this song. Being suicidal and wanting to just disappear. I'm so stressed from family and school. I need a break
I really like the picture they added, because it makes it feel more child-like. Like, a cat playing a violin feels like an imaginary friend I would have that would play me songs before I go to sleep. Feels cozy.
the worlds too scary. I'm growing up too fast. I ry and act older for my age until the time comes I realise I didn't appreciate my childhood. I want to go back. please.
i look at this song as looking back at your regrets. for me i was selfish, narcissistic, and an attention seeker and never considered peoples feelings when i was younger. now i struggle with social anxiety, no friends and always thinking about what i could have done better and wishing someone could have taught me these things.
this song goes so hard, I remember during the start of covid I was thinking about how young i was, I'm turning 20 this year, crazy how time flies, accepting you're not a kid anymore is the hardest, but necessary, keep your heads-up people.
thank you so much for this. was driving to work at 6am and thought about how good this song would sound slowed!! xoxoxoxoxoxo
it's 12 am and I just turned 18. I guess I can finally say " I'm no longer a kid" and that hurts. I don't want to grow up...
That cat is a mood ngl..
yes
I used to listen to this in summer nights, while i was riding with my bike. Nothing feels better that a flow of nostalgia right after the sunset.
This reminds me of when I was truly happy , with all my friends and at school when funny things happened . Now it's all gone , I cant see them everyday now bc I moved schools everything's here sucks now , my mom always talkes about how she misses her family so much , but that's how I feel abt my bestfriends that live abt 50 minutes away from me . I never really get to see them anymore . I really miss them . I would do anything to go back to that school and the house , anything . Sorry I just felt like i needed to vent .
trauma stole my childhood from me. forever grateful for my friends who let me be me and don’t mind if i act childish and silly. listening to this song makes me cry and all emotions seem to flood out. i was listening to this mix today, full volume and smoking as i walked through a little park. it was sad yet calm and comforting. never felt so peaceful in my life
Wish i had friends like that- they always say im annoying but i know i can get- but mostly when i ask them for a hug they fuck me off and when they need help on a test im their everything- i only hate their toxicity but okay- and i know i never experienced a real hug full of love (idk myb i am but i didnt feel it or cant remember) and this song makes me remember that- and i often say imma just give up and suddenly go silent but i never do- i always hope i will find someone that will accept me-
@@shotaaizawa8506 i get that. i'm so grateful for my friends but at the same time I can't help but notice how different we really are and it's kinda startling. i hope you find your people and you get the love you deserve
You never stop being a kid. At some point, everyone just pretends that they know what they are doing.
bruh this reminds me so much of summer 2020 it’s literally making me cry
I need to get better, I want to be happy again. I’m ready, do what I can before it’s too late.
freshly 18 and can't stop crying to this. i'm not ready for adulthood.
i always make mistakeessss
i never say im sorry...
Everyone does bro. Don’t worry
“I never use my brain, I only use my heart.”
This song describes my feelings perfectly. I don't know how to put it into words. It just fits so well. This song is exactly how I'm feeling.
I love how my school doesn't allow this song but plays pumped up kicks like what
ALL THE OTHER KIDS AND THE PUMPED UP KIDS
THEY BETTER RUN BETTER RUN
OUTRUN MY GUN
this song is destructive, this has made me realize i have had the best and worst childhood i have done all the stuff that was fun but i had never expanded to what made me happy i should have talked to more girls made more friends, but never i wish i could have told past me to enjoy myself a bit more.
this song can have my children
I miss being a kid
when I still knew how to talk
When I still had my own thoughts
same
Fr bro
I just wanna take a moment to appreciate how cute the cat that's playing the violin is.
I love how there are only 1000 comments when there are 1,000,000 views. Everyone is so busy just enjoying the song.
just finished the outsiders. none of them deserved that.
ive loved avatar the last airbender for many years now. they didn't deserve that weight and pain.
they were just kids.
i cant tell whats more comforting, the song or the picture.
Well today I turned 18 and it’s a bittersweet feeling knowing my childhood is over. But it’ll be okay. I’m fighting the urge to be nostalgic and cry but it truly is bittersweet to grow up. To anyone younger then me enjoy the ride and don’t rush to grow up. May all your wishes and dreams come true stranger ❤️
i don't want to grow and get a job. just wanna sit here and listen to music.
AAAAA I miss coming home from school with my siblings and then when our dad got home he would bring us kinder surprise eggs it was the best. He stopped doing it at some point but I never appreciated it enough :)
"I haven't quite decided if I'm a boy or a girl" hits different
This makes me feel like I’m back in japan with my grandpa and uncle, it’s a warm night and I’m sitting on their couch and watching a show that I can’t understand.
This song makes me so sad I literately bawled my eyes out because am 16 and am considered a young adult but I know am still also a kid in a way. Ig in a way I don't feel like a kid at all and really miss those times a little too much. Its just life was so different back then compared to now. its so depressing now then it was back then.
I'm 16 and same dude. Guess all 16 yr olds are just depressed kids/adults
I wish everything turned out different, but here I am alone with barely one friend and a hole bunch of social anxiety
Current joys was the band that made me embrace sadness... It took alot of crying and sad nights but eventually it made me happy to listen to them thank you so much i am who i am now because of you and if you're ever feeling sad or w.e just remember everything is going to be ok :)
"your not a kid anymore, you've grown up"
it's scary to know that i'm changing, that i'll never be the same, that the time that i had to be a child is over. i'm 12, but i know that soon i'll be an adult. and don't want to waste my time here. dont wanna work on something that i dont love, dont wanna be sad all the time. that's my biggest fear
I would do anything to go back I still had a chance then. I'm dying no one understands I've done the best I can. I hope someone reads this maybe has the same shit going on because I've never felt so hollow and empty in my life
Yeah.. I feel the same
@@kikobunny7256 ❤
I get how you feel dude. Hope you’re doing good now and whatnot.
@@beefsock131 not too bad hope you are too just taking one day at a time
Matt H I’m glad to hear that. I hope everything works out for you. Hope you have a great day/night ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
i hate society. i hate that they hate me for being on the younger side of a teenager. i hate then when i start acting older and put on makeup and work hard they hate me. i hate that they say i cant be depressed or anxious because im young. i hate that my suicide attempts are written off because im young. i just like hate everything.
The picture makes it 10000000 times better.
The cat seems so nostalgic yet I don't seeing it anywhere before....it's like I have forgotten an important part of me in the past
My childhood went by in the blink of an eye. I am now going into high school in the fall, it feels so unreal. I’m still technically a kid, but with everyone around me telling me I’m an adult now, and expecting me to know what I want to do when I grow up, i just don’t feel like a kid anymore. I am only 13. I wish I could’ve cherished my last moments truly as a child before blooming into my teenage years, before I worried about how I looked, and never having to worry about what other thought of me. I just wish I was still a kid, or at least I wish I would’ve cherished it more while I was still a child.
We didn’t know how easy we had it until it was hard.
I met this song with this video, and ... this song ... and this image ... reminds me of my grandmother's farm. That song remind me of the day when I, my parents, and my grandmother went home after seeing Mass. That was really a memory that I will never forget. As much as I don't like the church very much, in a way, the farm environment at the time when I, my parents and my grandmother entered there ... the color of the sky and everything ... it was a very special moment for me.
Its ok to cry.
I can’t explain how much I love this. It’s like crack. Thank you for making. I will be back. 10/10
i miss my childhood.
i miss the time were i was every time with my big brother
i miss when my family was still stable
i miss my old bedroom
i miss my younger self
i miss the time when I had a lot of friends
i miss the time when my goal was to be like my big brother
i miss the time when I didn’t know what was going on at home
i miss the time when my parents thought I was adorable
i miss everything.
i literally love current joys and this makes the song 1000000x better. Thank you.
Where do you get these pictures? They're great
Usually Pinterest 💞
I hope my grandma realizes her hugs are a lot more than just a hug, they remind me I'm loved
i love you
you are worth it
That makes two of us :’)
Ayo thanks bro
i love you
Thank you this really means a lot ❤️
thank you indian queen 69 i love you too
this got my through the hardest times of my life tysm
i don't wanna grow up, I'm only 13, but i think depressions already hit me hard.
i just need a hug man :/
a big hug for u dude
@@ladoarte thanks man :)
this song gives me an unexplainable emotion, i love it
Listening this I wanna lie in bath dreaming about past moments
I used to listen to this a lot around this time last year. I remember staying up until 10 pm at night finishing my assignments every Tuesday, and then listening to this song on the bus ride to campus to go put it in the dropbox, and then heading back home to the basement apartment I lived in with my three best friends. I remember dreading those times, how cold and late at night it was. I had so much on my mind, so many things I wanted to get done and plans I had for the future. Looking back on those times now in quarantine, I realize how happy I was then, I just never stopped to appreciate it. I want to cherish those days forever
i can't help but think that the beginning goes well with 8teen
" Because I'm 18
And I still live with my parents
Yeah they're not like yours
Well yours are more understanding
I've never fell in love
I've saved those feelings for you
So let's do all the stupid shit that young kids do "
{Kids' 1st verse}
This just makes me feel so free
I miss being a kid, I can’t believe I couldn’t wait to grow up 🥺
it feels like everyday of my childhood is wasted away and im never getting those years back...
I love how everyone is just letting out there feelings in the comments🥺
i was so scared of being a teen but ive learned how to appreciate what i have rn i do miss being a kid but the memories of what my childhood was i wouldn’t like to repeat them just live your life one day you’ll find something leading to happiness again just find what moves you or what makes you feel real
I don't know what to say to express myself
I haven't been able to vent for years because of that, I need a hug
i'll give you a virtual hug. loves
I've listened to two songs that were slowed by you and honestly their pretty good so Imma sub thanks for the good music :)
i was 16 listening to this wishing i was a kid again, now i’m 21 wishing i was 16 again 😭
This is like a person giving you a warm hug telling you they love you.
Why does this hit so deep-
my favourite current joys song, it hits so deep especially slowed.