this song makes me want to just drive away. away from everything. away from myself and the life I have and just start over. change my name and throw my phone out the window. just have a fresh start. where would I go? no destination. just fucking far away.
Not even with people either. Just to take a long drive at night with this playing, taking in the sights and remembering shit. I’ve always wanted to do that, take a long drive alone with these songs on at least while I’m still legally a kid. Sad thing is my mom won’t let me get my license.
I really, really don’t know why but this song gives me a really nostalgic feeling to it. I never heard of this until last year, and from a speedpaint video of all things! It’s just a really nice vibe. Also, I want my life to be the aesthetic of this song- It’s one of my favorite songs of all time now.
ok hear me out: driving with your friends late at night while its raining, and jamming out to this song this is one of the rare songs that can actually make me *feel* something. thank you sm for making me love it even more
@@valkstorm981 dont judge other people when you dont know whats going on in their lives, please be more respectful and don't assume everyone is sensitive
LYRICS 🙂 "Don't kill me." "Just help me run away" "From everyone" "I need a place to stay" "To cover up my face" "Don't cry." "I am just a freak" "I am just a freak" "I am just a freak." "My head is filled up with parasites" "Black holes cover up my eyes." "I dream of you, almost every night" "Hopefully I won't wake up this time.." "won't wake up this time." Edit: THANK YOU FOR 300 LIKES OMFG EDIT: TY FOR 1K LIKES ON THIS COMMENT OMG
This deserves more recognition :) edit: i don’t know why everyone is giving me nasty comments all i said was that it deserves more recognition, i like slowed songs and the originals. chill out, dudes
@@waax3255 they aren’t saying the original is bad all they want is this to get more popular, it’s a difference of opinion there really is no need to get bitchy is there, cant we just vibe to a good song?
@@OfficialFrenchGovernment it’s not cowardice. If something is going bad for me at times to the point i need a break, why not do it? There’s a difference between catching a break and running from your problems. What do you do to have a break?
I know corona virus has been rough on us all, but I can honestly say summer 2020 was by far the greatest summer of my life. I spent the entire thing alone, exploring my hometown, riding my bike everywhere and anywhere, walking to the beach and I just existed peacefully by myself for a while. I can’t help but think of that time as a cliche montage whenever I listen to this song, and I know for as long as I live, I will never be able to enjoy a summer as much as I did last year.
2020summer was the worst for me. Got a drug addiction and barely made it out in time, now im struggling too but better then summer. btw im happy that at least some people got to spend their 2020summer happily❤️
i actually agree with you! i've really been able to get to know myself, i'm really grateful for this time to look myself in the mirror and be able to understand the person looking back a little more :)
What makes me sad is this reminds me of one of my friends when I was at a younger age. She moved unexpectedly without me knowing, upon me hearing the news, I busted into tears. She was the only friend I had back then. And like I said, a younger age. Meaning we have no connection anymore, I miss you.
~Lyrics~ ~Verse 1~ Don't kill me, just help me run away From everyone, I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry, I am just a freak ~Chorus~ I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak ~Verse 2~ My head is filled with parasites Black holes cover up my eyes I dream of you almost every night Hopefully, I won't wake up this time ~Outro~ I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time (E/N: It's okay to cry, you just need a break. I love you.
Fun fact: When you hide your face everybody looks, thinks your a freak and your crying. But they forget that even the prettiest face needs to get angry, even tho they say it will ruin it, it wont.
if i had to pick one song to describe my life, feelings, thoughts, emotions. It would always and forever be this exact song. this exact version. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
The red skeleton in the image gives the slowed version of this song a sort of carefree and fulfilled vibe to me it makes me sad but it makes me even more motivated to try and live a good life full of friends and love rather than being sad about the fact that I don't have any at the moment because if I stay here and feel sad about it then nothing's gonna change
Y’know not waking up sounds pretty good. I’m just so sick of everything and tired. I wish i could be a kid again. I miss when my parents actually loved me. None of my friends talk to me anymore. I’m completely failing school. My teachers hate me. My dog is getting really old and got sick a few times. My girlfriend left me. Nothing is going good for me. I would lose nothing if I just ended it all. No one cared about me either way. No one reached out to me. No one cares anymore. (Edit : Sorry for not saying, but I’m a girl. If u called me a “masculine” nickname I don’t mind. Thank you all for the kind words, it warms my heart. It’s nice to see that people care for me.)
I'm sure there's someone out there that really cares about you, you just may not notice that yet All the best wishes to you, mate It still can get better, stay strong
Hey dude, I know I shouldn't be like: 'same' on a venting comment, but I really do relate to your comment, and if you ever need someone to talk to im here.
For anyone watching this: take some time off. Have a break. Treat yourself. Have one of the best days. So many people love you. Wipe the tears and tell yourself “I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing “ I love you. Have an amazing day everyone.
This song kinda just puts me into my own little world like an anime I love, I personally think of anime as a escape and it's gotten to the point where I'm just kinda always in the mindset that I'm actually with some of my favorite characters from mha. I've been like this for months and I'm not upset but now that I'm actually kinda getting treated for my mental illnesses I'm losing that world that I love, I want to stay in that anime world and never leave.
So I made this character a while back with a backstory heres a summary: Kid taken away from parents kid taken to lab the lab hurt him then he jumped off a building. Now I'm having PTSD AND SEEING WHAT HE WOULD SEE-
It’s so amazing to see a community of people that go thru mental health issues and use songs like this as life lines or a way to find closure. I think I love you all because we all feel so alone but in reality we all have each other in comment sections. So keep your head up, fight the good fight and never back down to fucking anxiety and depression. Even though it wins sometimes keep getting back up. Our roles are important if we’re still here together !!!!!!
Not me actually sitting in a dark place. And being and pain. Thanks for the song mate it makes me think of my memories. And all the things I been threw 😁
i remember when this video had around 38k views, and i constantly thought how literrally impossible it was for such a work of art to not have like 1M views at least. finally this video got the love it deserves!!
this song gives me both sadness and also a feeling of hope and life. in a sense i feel free when i listen to this. i can’t perfectly describe what i’m feeling while listening bc it’s just that beautiful. i wanna run away with one person. THAT one person that i care about and live with no boundaries and just pure happiness
Feels like that moment of acceptance when you realise, after years of trying and striving to be happy and content, that things will never get better. After so many people told me heartbreak heals, I've accepted it's not true. But one night I will sleep and dream of him and lose consciousness and that will be it. I won't wake up and there will finally be peace. I accept that I am a freak who will never be brave enough to run away
I’m in the office at school listening to this song with headphones after having a panic attack and I just wanna say this song helped calm me down so much
perfect music that makes me want to escape reality, and think about the future at a party with friends, a house of my own with kittens, makes me want to think about what life is amazing and how much we have to enjoy it just the ones we love
This song is amazing because it can be spun into a positive light and a negative light. On one side of this characters story you see a viewpoint of falling in love, and slowly realizing that there is little chance for you to be with the person you’re in love with. From another perspective, it could be viewed as the period of glee and joy right as you are beginning to fall for someone. Great song
This masterpiece everytime makes me feel the saddest part of my life...' I'm wasting the best years...the best phase of my life'...I want to live my life like him...like them...like you, happier, mirin...brahs... shredds...sports, but I'm 17 and I'll 18 in like 4-5 months...it feels so sad and dead inside while watching everyone else literally being worse than me and still having a stupid reason to be happier and confident....this song...the masterpiece by surf curse...it always makes me feel that I'm glad I know this artist, I may feel not cold and gloomed while listening to this Thanks you...@surf curse
This song makes me wanna go out to skate at 3 am with my friends, but they don’t skate. But at the same time I wanna go alone, and yell out all of my pain, but then I’m a women. he
Wow- this is my first time hearing any version of this song but I really don’t know how it’s been this long?? Where has this been?? This almost perfectly incapsulates everything I feel all the time, and I never knew anyone else did
First time I've been able to listen to this song since my first love without crying. It'll get better guys, even if it takes years. Seemingly over the dumbest and littlest things. Life is healing, try to hold on for the ride it's gonna take you on :)
"where did my little girl go?" I don't know, mom. he's not even a girl anymore. he's unsure of himself and the least you could do is just support me. please. I don't want to be stuck like this forever. "it's like you never want to hang out with me anymore.." I wonder why, mom. I spend my time alone pondering whether I should keep going. because of you. leave me alone, mom. let me be, mom. let me figure it out, mom. please
This version slows down time. It makes me really think about the lyrics and I have a scenario in my head every time I listen to it. Just me away from everyone. Don't need anyone, just want to be in silence without any problems. Maybe because I'm the problem for everything. Well, one day I'll be gone and no one will miss me. That "no one" person who nobody recognized. It's because I'm invisible. Hopefully I get to see her face once again in my dreams.
I can say without a doubt that this song defined my 7th grade experience. All the friends I made, people I loved, memories we shared. I miss those days, and I miss those people. Looks like reality had something different planned for me.
Most relatable part of the song (For me) "Don't kill me just help me run away From everyone I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry, I am just a freak"
everytime i listen to this song i lay on my bed, close my eyes, and imagine myself on the sidewalk running away at night from everything that hurts me. the street lights light up the darkness. then i make my way to a place that will finally make me happy.
Imagine: You and your crush were the closest friend together, you hang out everyday with him/her, go to school together, eat lunch together. People always find you both look like you're dating. But you respond to them "Oh no, we're just.. friends. Closest friend!" But your thoughts was "i wish I could them him/her i have crush on you." You both looked at each other, smiling and continue walking. Then, a girl/boy came to your crush to be friends, they get along. You and your crush friendship slowly fade away. Your thoughts were a mess. Your crush stopped message you like he/she used too. Your crush stopped hanging out with you and hang out with his/her new friend. You couldn't think of anything but your crush. You stopped sleeping early and stopped active in the media social. The graduation day, you walked to school alone. Seeing your crush with the new friends, you try to stopped thinking about your crush. You continued walking. After the graduation ceremony ended, you walked to them and say "Congratulations." Then, you gave your crush a bracelet with a sign of "friendship". You told your crush "Keep it, remember me when I'm gone." Your crush and the other friends were curious, confused and worried. You walked to your way home crying and went to your bed. After a month, you received a notification of your crush that he/she is currently dating the friend. You burst into tears, and closed your phone. You took a walk outside and saw a bench. You sat on the bench and watch the sunset. In your head, you said.. *"Thank you, for being my side. You have make my day better. But I think it's time to let you go of my mind. I hope you'll be happily ever after."* And you smiled while crying.
I love this so much. When I love a song this much I try to imagine how they knew this beat and the lyrics were just right like it’s just amazing to me it’s beautiful that people can put there feelings into a song. Something I dream Of being able to do.
This song makes me run far away .. far away from everyone . Get missing on social media's and destroy my phone and never use it again. I wanna go to a place where no one can bother me where I can cry alone . Have my own home . My own fucking space . See fireworks during night alone . Just everything alone .
I didn't know this song till i asked my special someone what's their favourite song , they said it was this one , i was excited to listen to it but the lyrics have me crying over the fact that they feel like that and apparently nothing i can do can change those feelings , it just , hurts
A wise Bulgarian musician Marin Goleminov said: "Imaginig a music is like putting creatures at a sunset. You depend what creatures you put." I imagine all my memories with my grandpa before he died. RIP 😔
POV: your sister is getting praised for getting awards and stuff for school and that's all fine but you blast this in your headphones so you don't hear your family say "I'm so proud of you" to your sister
![Mac DeMarco - Chamber of Reflection [Slowed & Reverb]](/img/1.gif)
"I"
"Dream of you"
Almost everynight"
Hopefully i wont wake up this time:/"
Same bro same
Lol pain...
My favourite lines, also the ones that just hit the hardest to me
haha I can relate
(has sad flashbacks lol)
Yea
this song makes me want to just drive away. away from everything. away from myself and the life I have and just start over. change my name and throw my phone out the window. just have a fresh start. where would I go? no destination. just fucking far away.
@shrnn frs retweeted your tweet
wow.
same
Artic Monkeys - 505
Get away from all my friends and family
if you dont feel sad listening to this type of music, youre definately living your life
Yh
@@NightMare-ob7xr ruclips.net/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/видео.html this is my version but you're underwater.
I don’t feel sad because I have heard sadder, and this is just a chill song to sleep to for me
I don't feel sad because i can mask myfeeling entirely
I don’t feel sad because I couldn’t even if I wanted to
this makes me wanna go somewhere :) but i can’t.
rona really was able to crash everybody's dreams
Not even with people either. Just to take a long drive at night with this playing, taking in the sights and remembering shit. I’ve always wanted to do that, take a long drive alone with these songs on at least while I’m still legally a kid. Sad thing is my mom won’t let me get my license.
We can find a far away place together :D
i’ll go with you queen. let’s go to colorado or some shit idk
@S
*Ok that’s enough this made me frickin cry-*
Oh! Kiibo,MiSsINg iRUma?
k i y o . ...
@k i y o . Mmmm maybe, or maybe it’s someone else-
hi fellow danganronpa stan
@@saylor3447 :0 hello fellow haikyuu and dr Stan 😼
I really, really don’t know why but this song gives me a really nostalgic feeling to it.
I never heard of this until last year, and from a speedpaint video of all things!
It’s just a really nice vibe.
Also, I want my life to be the aesthetic of this song-
It’s one of my favorite songs of all time now.
same 'ere
Same
I thought I was the only one
Same :)
@@nr_172 ruclips.net/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/видео.html this is my version but you're underwater.
this makes me feel actual PAIN
ruclips.net/video/dcwC7qO638w/видео.html
ruclips.net/video/lCGxAicqaiU/видео.html
no literally
i FEEL YOU SO FUCKING MUCH
Same here 🤩
This song feels like imagining you and your comfort character having fun in a different reality while you’re stuck here
My comfort character is one that jumped off a building.🙈 And now I'm having PTSD of seeing what he saw🐒
Reality shifting y'all
That's a thing
@@n1ght_th1nk3r it's not really possible by bounds of reality tho😋
@@thescarytransperson I’m not gonna start an arguement so, agreed to disagree XD
@@n1ght_th1nk3r bruh there is no reality shifting its lucid dreaming holy shit gen z wylin nowadays
ok hear me out: driving with your friends late at night while its raining, and jamming out to this song
this is one of the rare songs that can actually make me *feel* something. thank you sm for making me love it even more
this song will forever be so underrated imo
nah tiktok found it
Shoutout to our pillows for holding our tears when no one else did 😔
😭🖐
Wow Yeah you’re right
Your right 😭✋
Bro you need to go outside wtf is wrong with this generation no wonder this gen so soft
@@valkstorm981 dont judge other people when you dont know whats going on in their lives, please be more respectful and don't assume everyone is sensitive
LYRICS 🙂
"Don't kill me."
"Just help me run away"
"From everyone"
"I need a place to stay"
"To cover up my face"
"Don't cry."
"I am just a freak"
"I am just a freak"
"I am just a freak."
"My head is filled up with parasites"
"Black holes cover up my eyes."
"I dream of you, almost every night"
"Hopefully I won't wake up this time.."
"won't wake up this time."
Edit: THANK YOU FOR 300 LIKES OMFG
EDIT: TY FOR 1K LIKES ON THIS COMMENT OMG
Thank you so Much 😊
I thought he said i was just a kid but maybe i just have trauma lol
likes at 111
@@acemfs lol I thought it said ‘I am just a phase’
@@acemfs I thought it said “I’m just afraid” before reading this
THE LYRICS ” don’t cry, i am just a freak” AND ”hopefully i won’t wake up this time” HIT DIFFERENT
This deserves more recognition :)
edit: i don’t know why everyone is giving me nasty comments all i said was that it deserves more recognition, i like slowed songs and the originals. chill out, dudes
Robbie Binley all they did was slow a song? no hate.. but literally anyone can do that.
Dalena Mitchell I just found this one a bit more nicer,,
Dalena Mitchell not true just slowing down a song makes it sound choppy it's more effort than you give credit obviously not days
@@icyheart9562 only a person that types “more nicer” would prefer this over the original lol
@@waax3255 they aren’t saying the original is bad all they want is this to get more popular, it’s a difference of opinion there really is no need to get bitchy is there, cant we just vibe to a good song?
Isn’t it amazing how much music can make us feel
Music makes you listen, pain and love and lies makes you feel
i wish i was a red skeleton in a sun flower field dancing to this
Same honestly
Honestly, same
Lmao
Don’t forget under the moonlight 🌙
He really do be vibing
Songs to listen to when you're trying so fucking hard to keep going and you're ready to give up but you still haven't slipped yet
Dude yes
This is so true.
yes
right
True this.
Music helps me escape reality at times. I can just close my eyes, relax and not worry anymore about what is actually happening.
I think for most people over 20, this song isnt escape from reality
Cowardice
@@tungastudio58 well for everyone it’s different haha
@@OfficialFrenchGovernment it’s not cowardice. If something is going bad for me at times to the point i need a break, why not do it? There’s a difference between catching a break and running from your problems. What do you do to have a break?
I know corona virus has been rough on us all, but I can honestly say summer 2020 was by far the greatest summer of my life. I spent the entire thing alone, exploring my hometown, riding my bike everywhere and anywhere, walking to the beach and I just existed peacefully by myself for a while.
I can’t help but think of that time as a cliche montage whenever I listen to this song, and I know for as long as I live, I will never be able to enjoy a summer as much as I did last year.
I hated summer 2020
@@Finn_sisjon i'm sorry :(( i hope summer 2021 is better for you
2020summer was the worst for me. Got a drug addiction and barely made it out in time, now im struggling too but better then summer. btw im happy that at least some people got to spend their 2020summer happily❤️
@@lucy8196 it’s fine❤️ hope u have a great year!
i actually agree with you! i've really been able to get to know myself, i'm really grateful for this time to look myself in the mirror and be able to understand the person looking back a little more :)
The original is so happy sounding despite the sad lyrics...this one sounds just like the lyrics
That's actually very common.
Pumped up kicks being a prominent example.
What’s the original?
What makes me sad is this reminds me of one of my friends when I was at a younger age. She moved unexpectedly without me knowing, upon me hearing the news, I busted into tears. She was the only friend I had back then. And like I said, a younger age. Meaning we have no connection anymore, I miss you.
Omg iam so sorry,this is actually sad
am i the only one crying their eyes out to this song? like especially in the “hopefully i won’t wake up this time” or... am i mentally unstable 😀
nah we are the same 😁
me too, all i think of is him again. i was doing good until i stumbled uppon this song AGAIN. i miss him bro. hope ure doing well
YEAH 😁
Same
Nah I’m not depressed *anymore*
~Lyrics~
~Verse 1~
Don't kill me, just help me run away
From everyone, I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
~Chorus~
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
~Verse 2~
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully, I won't wake up this time
~Outro~
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
(E/N: It's okay to cry, you just need a break. I love you.
thank you so much, have a great day !!!💕😢
This felts like i'm singing this to my depression.
глава щщ
This song just gives me flash back on all the mistakes I’ve done in my life and just makes me wanna run away
:(
@@Davertine ruclips.net/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/видео.html this is my version but you're underwater.
This was what the last 10 seconds of Unnus Annus felt like.
AHHHHH OMG STOP
HEY!!!
not here
NOW I WONT BE ABLE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT
Omg...
STOP
1:40 best part :3
True
@@loganfuller4740 forgot I even made this comment but hi :)
@@tbcbullseye3102 hi :)
@@loganfuller4740 hows your day been
bruh when he said " i dream of you almost everynight , hopefully i dont wake up this time " i felt that on so many levels
Fun fact: When you hide your face everybody looks, thinks your a freak and your crying. But they forget that even the prettiest face needs to get angry, even tho they say it will ruin it, it wont.
that hurts. a lot. but it's true
if i had to pick one song to describe my life, feelings, thoughts, emotions. It would always and forever be this exact song. this exact version. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
this song feels like what it feels to be exhausted from just breathing
This song carried me through my depressed phase of life😢 🫡🫡😥
Same
listen to this at school in class with headphones and you feel like the main character
Rlly does makes u feel like ur in ur own lil movie
@@Glowsticksarenutritious on me🕴🏾
I listen to it on the bus while i look out the window lmaoo
@@mell0whung4r98 mood 😞
@@clock2585 🕺🏻
this song makes me want to live my life but also makes me feel valid for being so sad
u r valid :)
thx for the slowed song :>
💟“𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌”💟
✰𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎✰
ᵇˡᵃᶜᵏ ʷʰᵒˡᵉˢ ᶜᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵘᵖ ᵐʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ :⁽
I dream of you every night 🖤
🥲🤙🏽
I am just a fish you edgy ass 14 yo's
*"my head is filled with parasites, black holes cover up my eyes. * i dream of you almost everynight, hopefully i won't wake up this time."
That's my favorite line honestly but tbh every line is my fave, this song is so depressing but so happy sounding
@@dianalovesbagelss8029 right
I just closed a tab with that song
My line
The red skeleton in the image gives the slowed version of this song a sort of carefree and fulfilled vibe to me it makes me sad but it makes me even more motivated to try and live a good life full of friends and love rather than being sad about the fact that I don't have any at the moment because if I stay here and feel sad about it then nothing's gonna change
I just had mental breakdown, and as soon as I clicked this I started crying again, what did I expect honestly
well probably because you understand this song so much, and tbh we all cried at least 1 time or more when listening to this
gen z moment
Gen Z
Y’know not waking up sounds pretty good. I’m just so sick of everything and tired. I wish i could be a kid again. I miss when my parents actually loved me. None of my friends talk to me anymore. I’m completely failing school. My teachers hate me. My dog is getting really old and got sick a few times. My girlfriend left me. Nothing is going good for me. I would lose nothing if I just ended it all. No one cared about me either way. No one reached out to me. No one cares anymore.
(Edit : Sorry for not saying, but I’m a girl. If u called me a “masculine” nickname I don’t mind.
Thank you all for the kind words, it warms my heart. It’s nice to see that people care for me.)
I'm sure there's someone out there that really cares about you, you just may not notice that yet
All the best wishes to you, mate
It still can get better, stay strong
Sorry but this made me instantly emotional
Hey dude, I know I shouldn't be like: 'same' on a venting comment, but I really do relate to your comment, and if you ever need someone to talk to im here.
Same bro :(
How are you now?
For anyone watching this:
take some time off. Have a break. Treat yourself. Have one of the best days. So many people love you. Wipe the tears and tell yourself “I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing I am amazing “ I love you. Have an amazing day everyone.
This song kinda just puts me into my own little world like an anime I love, I personally think of anime as a escape and it's gotten to the point where I'm just kinda always in the mindset that I'm actually with some of my favorite characters from mha. I've been like this for months and I'm not upset but now that I'm actually kinda getting treated for my mental illnesses I'm losing that world that I love, I want to stay in that anime world and never leave.
oh, it's just me
currently with tokoyami, but he keeps fading away when my parents yell and I hate it, he won't stay with me I keep snapping out of it
So I made this character a while back with a backstory heres a summary: Kid taken away from parents kid taken to lab the lab hurt him then he jumped off a building.
Now I'm having PTSD AND SEEING WHAT HE WOULD SEE-
This.😀
@@beariebearie222 ruclips.net/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/видео.html this is my version but you're underwater.
I listen to this on repeat everyday :)
No you don’t
@@Kick-b9m 🤨🤨
@@emily5359 ok😂
@@Kick-b9m ok?😂
@@emily5359you just put a weird face no words
It’s so amazing to see a community of people that go thru mental health issues and use songs like this as life lines or a way to find closure. I think I love you all because we all feel so alone but in reality we all have each other in comment sections. So keep your head up, fight the good fight and never back down to fucking anxiety and depression. Even though it wins sometimes keep getting back up. Our roles are important if we’re still here together !!!!!!
1:55 is my favorite part but like how tf are you giving me an emotion that doesn’t exist what-
Issa vibe 😎
Not me actually sitting in a dark place. And being and pain. Thanks for the song mate it makes me think of my memories. And all the things I been threw 😁
i remember when this video had around 38k views, and i constantly thought how literrally impossible it was for such a work of art to not have like 1M views at least.
finally this video got the love it deserves!!
this song gives me both sadness and also a feeling of hope and life. in a sense i feel free when i listen to this. i can’t perfectly describe what i’m feeling while listening bc it’s just that beautiful. i wanna run away with one person. THAT one person that i care about and live with no boundaries and just pure happiness
Same but first I need to find that person
Feels like that moment of acceptance when you realise, after years of trying and striving to be happy and content, that things will never get better.
After so many people told me heartbreak heals, I've accepted it's not true. But one night I will sleep and dream of him and lose consciousness and that will be it. I won't wake up and there will finally be peace. I accept that I am a freak who will never be brave enough to run away
I’m in the office at school listening to this song with headphones after having a panic attack and I just wanna say this song helped calm me down so much
I hope you’re okay!
hope you're okay
"Dont kill me.. just help me find a way.."
This is what it feels like to be in a relashionship when you have bpd.
What’s bpd sorry for asking
@Logan-j7v2wborderline personality disorder
it's just...perfect...
people really be crying to happier when this exists😩🤚
The amount of emotion this can just bring out from listening to this once..
this song is just...
perfect...
I'm just chilling, listening to this song and reading the comments
Im proud of you
Me too!
Mood.
same
Same
this song is honestly the only reason im here
Ok
perfect music that makes me want to escape reality, and think about the future at a party with friends, a house of my own with kittens, makes me want to think about what life is amazing and how much we have to enjoy it just the ones we love
i thought this was gonna be another edgy comment cus "escape reality" but its just facts when u go deeper into reading it
_spookytime_
This song is amazing because it can be spun into a positive light and a negative light. On one side of this characters story you see a viewpoint of falling in love, and slowly realizing that there is little chance for you to be with the person you’re in love with. From another perspective, it could be viewed as the period of glee and joy right as you are beginning to fall for someone. Great song
This masterpiece everytime makes me feel the saddest part of my life...' I'm wasting the best years...the best phase of my life'...I want to live my life like him...like them...like you, happier, mirin...brahs... shredds...sports, but I'm 17 and I'll 18 in like 4-5 months...it feels so sad and dead inside while watching everyone else literally being worse than me and still having a stupid reason to be happier and confident....this song...the masterpiece by surf curse...it always makes me feel that I'm glad I know this artist, I may feel not cold and gloomed while listening to this
Thanks you...@surf curse
This song makes me wanna go out to skate at 3 am with my friends, but they don’t skate. But at the same time I wanna go alone, and yell out all of my pain, but then I’m a women. he
Lets skate together (: i am a woman too, let’s make each other safe outside in the night ❤️
we can go together im a women too
Let's all go skating.
(I'm a woman but I use they/them pronouns.)
Wait for me im grabing my skateboard and some snacks with blanket that we would do a picnic :Dd
Imma guy but i wanna go skating w you ill protect u :)
Wow- this is my first time hearing any version of this song but I really don’t know how it’s been this long?? Where has this been?? This almost perfectly incapsulates everything I feel all the time, and I never knew anyone else did
First time I've been able to listen to this song since my first love without crying. It'll get better guys, even if it takes years. Seemingly over the dumbest and littlest things. Life is healing, try to hold on for the ride it's gonna take you on :)
this song makes me wanna cry endlessly. i miss him bro. why?
Same
You'll meet someone else who will make you forget about them.......just keep searching
It's not worth it. We are born alone and die alone. Love isn't real. Sooner you realise this, the better
@@robertwest4843 i agree
This song makes me feel like the world is collapsing - especially the beginning
This song gives me vibes of a memory that I'll never find out ever😥
"where did my little girl go?"
I don't know, mom. he's not even a girl anymore.
he's unsure of himself and the least you could do is just support me. please. I don't want to be stuck like this forever.
"it's like you never want to hang out with me anymore.." I wonder why, mom. I spend my time alone pondering whether I should keep going. because of you.
leave me alone, mom.
let me be, mom.
let me figure it out, mom.
please
i hope ur gonna feel better asap!!
@@juligsp thank you sm
Hugs
There, a hug (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
Here you, king 👑😁
I forgot the "go" but that's OK 👌
i can never go back and love her like i do now.
shes in love with another..
she had a bf then she broke up with him and I was scared... now she has a bf again
I feel this comment lol
SALLY
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the edge.
omg this has literally all my favourite songs in it
if you listen to the slowed + reverb version of songs, you are instantly hot and have a good music taste ;)
Original: Prayer from the emos
Slowed: Prayer from the punks
This version slows down time. It makes me really think about the lyrics and I have a scenario in my head every time I listen to it. Just me away from everyone. Don't need anyone, just want to be in silence without any problems. Maybe because I'm the problem for everything. Well, one day I'll be gone and no one will miss me. That "no one" person who nobody recognized. It's because I'm invisible. Hopefully I get to see her face once again in my dreams.
"the discs were worth more than you ever were"
NO
@@zekwv PAIN
STOP OMG
@@m.lillith LMAO SORRY
STOP
This make me want to get from this town and never get back.
Same 😔🤚
What I would do to go back...
Yup pretty much
I can say without a doubt that this song defined my 7th grade experience. All the friends I made, people I loved, memories we shared. I miss those days, and I miss those people. Looks like reality had something different planned for me.
Literally same
this song is a different level of pain 🥲
if anyone else came here to cry, me too it’ll be okay :,)
It's been a while since I cried haha -
Most relatable part of the song (For me)
"Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak"
everytime i listen to this song i lay on my bed, close my eyes, and imagine myself on the sidewalk running away at night from everything that hurts me. the street lights light up the darkness. then i make my way to a place that will finally make me happy.
God this hits hard, I feel so lonely
This song is the most beautiful in 2019
This makes me feel like riding my bike by myself through an abandoned town with only me and my thoughts. And it hurts
Imagine:
You and your crush were the closest friend together, you hang out everyday with him/her, go to school together, eat lunch together.
People always find you both look like you're dating. But you respond to them "Oh no, we're just.. friends. Closest friend!" But your thoughts was "i wish I could them him/her i have crush on you." You both looked at each other, smiling and continue walking.
Then, a girl/boy came to your crush to be friends, they get along. You and your crush friendship slowly fade away. Your thoughts were a mess. Your crush stopped message you like he/she used too. Your crush stopped hanging out with you and hang out with his/her new friend.
You couldn't think of anything but your crush. You stopped sleeping early and stopped active in the media social.
The graduation day, you walked to school alone. Seeing your crush with the new friends, you try to stopped thinking about your crush. You continued walking.
After the graduation ceremony ended, you walked to them and say "Congratulations." Then, you gave your crush a bracelet with a sign of "friendship". You told your crush "Keep it, remember me when I'm gone." Your crush and the other friends were curious, confused and worried. You walked to your way home crying and went to your bed.
After a month, you received a notification of your crush that he/she is currently dating the friend. You burst into tears, and closed your phone. You took a walk outside and saw a bench. You sat on the bench and watch the sunset.
In your head, you said..
*"Thank you, for being my side. You have make my day better. But I think it's time to let you go of my mind. I hope you'll be happily ever after."* And you smiled while crying.
Dude. My crush is my best friend and we went to the same school some years ago.
Bro my heart- im crying 😭
Triste
lmao this is exactly what happened to me and my bestie except i have a huge crush on her
STOPPP💔💔
I love this so much. When I love a song this much I try to imagine how they knew this beat and the lyrics were just right like it’s just amazing to me it’s beautiful that people can put there feelings into a song. Something I dream
Of being able to do.
Bro if you make that song tell me
"i dream of you almost everynight, hopefully i won't wake up this time" hits different :(
This song makes me run far away .. far away from everyone . Get missing on social media's and destroy my phone and never use it again. I wanna go to a place where no one can bother me where I can cry alone . Have my own home . My own fucking space . See fireworks during night alone . Just everything alone .
this song….. it’s a feeling i can’t describe…. it’s like serenity
This is so addictive
it’s gonna be ok.
This song always make me cry idk why... ❤
I didn't know this song till i asked my special someone what's their favourite song , they said it was this one , i was excited to listen to it but the lyrics have me crying over the fact that they feel like that and apparently nothing i can do can change those feelings , it just , hurts
A wise Bulgarian musician Marin Goleminov said: "Imaginig a music is like putting creatures at a sunset. You depend what creatures you put."
I imagine all my memories with my grandpa before he died. RIP 😔
woah I'm gonna cry-😭
I feel so lost, so anxious. I don’t think I can go on like this anymore. I’m so scared of failing everyone, it’s too much for me to bear
you deserve the world, please dont ever give up❤️
stay strong :)
POV: your sister is getting praised for getting awards and stuff for school and that's all fine but you blast this in your headphones so you don't hear your family say "I'm so proud of you" to your sister
The way mark feels by the end of in space with markiplier part two. when he says “I’m…..Captin I’m tired” just broke me
literally any time i hear this song on tiktok i want to sleep and not wake up because it’s so peaceful
When listening to this I just want to cry but my tears don’t come.. I hate this shit.
Your slow is so good for listen, the vibe is incrible, i fall in love for your slow jejjwkq
These are just as good as the original.