i can relate with this because my "friends" tell me they would help me with anything and i would tell them my problems with sad stuff and they would say "get over it, its not hard, freak." thanks if you read this
I relate to that if you need someone to talk to I'll be here email is andrewlooker12@gmail.com I'm going through my own depression and anxiety but I want to help you I just want you to know that your not alone I'll be here
I feel this. At this moment. And all i can say is... Its so fucking hard to keep myself together, be strong, and have literally no one left to turn to.
Everyone thinks I’m kidding when I say “depressing” things when I’m not I just hide my feelings. The only thing I’m actually good at is disappointing everyone
And the only thing you can do is fake smile and when you tell the truth they finally realise youve been crying eversince and then you feel as if they were too blind to see your sufferrings but its not their fault ots just we ve been hiding behind a mask too long but once your out and free everything backfires and everything goes against and you wonder why you couldnt absorb all the happy things they told you but turn their backs against you and so the only thing we have to keep us sane is music and thats how we all connect and how we can all stay stronger
Fuck everyone else, just live up to your own expectations and goals, be a self criticizer that doesn't need anyone else's help or opinion's. Don't use others and protect people where you can without letting them use you. If they try to use you simply tell them to piss off. No matter what there will be people who like you and hate you at times you will see more haters then liker's. That's why you need to be able to ignore other peoples thoughts about you and stop comparing yourself to there words, they will try to tell you how to live but keep in mind they aren't you, but remember they may or may not have gone through what you have or worse. What I am trying to say is be you and fuck anyone else's thought about how you should be as long as you live a moral life that's not ending everybody else's or hurting them without need be provoking (threatening to end your life or any other persons life that's innocent.) I promise if you do this people will see you struggling and naturaly those of us who are alike will come and help without a word or any expectations from you. That's the true rare 1% of people The Iron code is how I live my life and ill protect that to hell and back!
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being to sad I'm sorry for being to happy I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for wasting your time I'm sorry for being late I'm sorry for wasting Money I'm sorry for seeking attention I'm sorry for begging I'm sorry for being a mess I'm sorry for my thoughts I'm sorry for being lazy I'm sorry for being loud In sorry for loving I'm sorry for hating I'm sorry for being annoying I'm sorry for being to jealous I'm sorry for comparing I'm sorry for stop trying I'm sorry for existing I'm sorry for breathing I'm sorry for living I'm sorry I can't stop saying sorry I'm so sorry
I made a rap out of this comment I thought it would sound good! But just to tell you. You don't have to be sorry for any of these it's not ur fault. Just believe and you can do anything! Don't listen to anyone that gets you down and remember be you no matter what! You don't have to listen to what others say! Just be you and do you! No one else can be you and that is why we r all unique!☺😊😀😁
When you take care of others more than you take care of yourself. Yeah.. I've been doing that for a long time. I'm tired. I feel like no one cares anymore. My help means nothing, I always want to help others, but it's so hard. I just feel too broken to do anything. I already have too many problems, I can't deal with it anymore... I sometimes don't even feel anything. I try to have feelings, but it's hard when I "hate myself"...
Hey, I know it's hard. I know you really must feel hopeless at times. I know you must have given up on people and yourself at times, but don't feel that way. Please. Don't numb out your own emotions. I've been there and it's not pretty. But it IS possible to get out. I wanna let you know that God is there for you and wants to restore your life. He loves you and can heal the brokenness that people have caused. You were made for so much more and I hope you realize how special you are. I hope you have a wonderful life and can find your happiness again. :)
i have been there i was 10 when ifell into a derpression and started to cut ect just because people didnt need my help i lived for making people happier now im 12 and i got over it i dont need others satifaction to feel satisfied
xLønelyx your not the only one... but i have to continue to help the others who tell me their problems so they dont give up as well... its hard but hang in there. Just dont let go of hope completely
I’m leaving my school because of people being fake and being happier when I’m not around. I just want one real friend. A friend I can tell everything to. Someone who actually cares, I don’t actually think I have any friends. Right now I’m sat with people who I classed as friends once. And they are all turned away from me talking and they don’t notice me trying not to cry. I just want a friend. Thanks for the people who bothered to read this.
@@thedarkicemastermindofthed5150 you are great I've dealt with self harm myself, it can be addicting and give you a free feeling. It's so easy, but it doesn't really help. It digs the hole deeper. You don't have to reach rock bottom which is suicide. Stay here please, I'm here for you okay? I got Instagram and discord, lemme know if you want to talk on one of those by replying here God loves you You are loved It's hard but you're so strong believe it or not
. . . Do you want to know my past? When i was a kid,no one accepted me,my parents didn't even let me go to school,i couldn't learn,i couldn't get friends,now i am here as a young-adult,still not know as much as most of the people,then i met a person,he was so kind,he helped me,but i couldn't stop,he tried to help me,but he gave up,after that,i became more depressed. *Nothing can change me. .* *Only i can change myself. .*
very true. makes me think of how people just want to die, theyve tried to, theyve been told to, but they don't. they need to think of that. do the same. whenever i think of hurting myself, i say 'Just one more day.' and so on. you are strong, depression makes you strong. because you're alive dealing with it. depression needs time to go away. i love you, human
@@bunny7298 I think like that everyday and all it does is break my heart, break me. It makes me feel weak and helpless, and I hate it, I hate being weak like I hate feeling powerless. But it always gets better, and though it will never be perfect, it will be better. Take that from me and all the people who struggled and still learned to love themselfs
This is me with my 'BFF'. I don't know if she calls me that anymore. Yesterday she wanted to talk, and she said she felt we are drifting apart. I didn't realize it. It's been five years since we've met. I said I didn't realize it, and we started yelling. We both were yelling, and eventually she said, "I'm done with this." And left. I've been thinking about it all day yesterday and today. I'm sorry Paige. I hate me, too.
It happens lass you might as well burn that bridge if you think it’s necessary I wouldn’t blame you I was in the same position but I burned that bridge to ashes
"The loneliest people are the kindest" "The saddest people is the brightest* The broken people are the wisest" They do this because they don't want other people to suffer the same thing Pls someone else wrote this comment I just wanna spread it, keep spreading it plz thx
"The older you get the sadder you are" -Someone on the internet They told me this and know I understand why. The older you get the more you learn, you learn about pollution, r4c1sm, the world in general, I know a lot about the world and I feel sort of depressed but not depressed.
Who else has a friend that laughs at you cause you're depressed and they say... "You're faking” So all I do is smile.... But... It’s hard Edit: thank you all for your comments! love you all and thanks for the support Edit: Thanks yall- this was 2 months ago and we have grown apart- I told her I didn't want to be her friend if she doesn't believe me... but...She hates me heh... She was a fake friend- tbh I don't miss her- all she did was talk about her. She never asked if I was ok...now I only have one friend- my cousin... But I'm super scared I might lose her due to my Aunt going threw a divorce... I'm alone at school ... I still fake smile... I push threw it tho- Here I am blabbing about my life- but most importantly, I'm sorry for some of y'all who go threw harder times than me- people say "push threw it" "it will be OK" "you're fine"... • • • Depression wont go away with a hug or a hand.. It takes *time* Luv u all♡♡♡ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Y'all can use my comment to vent- and get things off your chest.... ♡ Edit: Goodness.... I appreciate all the caring comments ♡ Ok ok last edit- I hate how many times I've came back to this video and my comments at the top and I edited it ≻👄≻ Anyways, I wanna take the edits away but I'm to lazy, um anyways~ 'Just wanna say my life is better now and I appreciate chatting with y'all in the comments- we at 433 comments now and the limit is 500 so- if I come back and this is at max and you can't vent or let things go I'm so very sorry, just know I love and care about you- also, have a great day/afternoon/night ♡♡♡♡♡ Dang this was a long comment huh..... OOp
Things doesn't happen without a reason. We live in a society where people really fake depression to get attention from others. Pathetic behavior, and because of it, those who hear of it, usually do take is as a *joke* .
•GachaCreations • I told my friend i was being bullied and she just laughed and till this day I haven’t told anyone it was 3 years ago and I’m still depressed
don't let depression take over you so don't let him think what he thinks about you just tell them that you are not lying and get a new friend that would care for you and protect you so you don't have depression anymore because your friend would always be there for you and you would feel happiness for once because i miss the person i was in love with and i still stay strong because i don't let depression take over me so stay strong
I can relate so damn much. I've gotten to the point where my inner demons just sit next to me, sometimes they give me a scare or a pull... Now i'm just numb towards people I care about, and when I see myself in the mirror, i breakdown so much. To the point where i can no longer breathe.
I relate a lot as well and my inner demons are just everywhere I go, every second..I can't look in the mirror without criticizing everything about myself that I hate.
I hate myself bcz I pushed away so many good ppl that cared, bcz I didn't deserve them. And my life is just going downhill all the time,since I don't care about myself, and everybody sees that something is wrong, but nobody gives a big enough fuck to ask me. And I would anyways just say I'm fine. Idk what's wrong with me.
For the ones who are having a difficult time, remember: Everything's gonna be alright. I don't know you, but I love you, so you aren't alone. Everything is temporary, such as the hard things you guys are passing through. I know it's hard, I know it sucks and it's soffucating, but you are strong. You are amazing to keep trying everyday, so don't give up know, after all you've pass through. It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to cry, and you aren't week because you cry. You are just too strong to endure all those feelings 'til you cry them out. Cry helps too, to relief yourself. You are not alone, and you will find people who love you, treasure you. But everything has their time; it's frustaring, but you are almost there. If your situations is really bad, than talk to someone. Anyone, but ask for help. It doesn't matter who, talk so that you can take those feelings out and ask for help. Now, congratulations from enduring this much. From facing all this. I'm pround of you, so keep your head up, 'cuz you can do it. (I'm sorry if i did any grammatical errors, i'm actually not eng u see~)
I was gonna kill myself right after listening to this song, I’m not going to go to the details, but this just made me cry, I felt like someone is there waiting for me, although I still feel depressed, I decided to not kill myself just yet, so I’m going to put this knife down and I want to thank you for making me feel better and for saving me from what I was about to do, I can finally let all my tears out and I’m just feeling better to know that people actually still care...
I initially listened to this right around when it dropped, I was at such a strange point in my life and this exact song perfectly explained to me why I was in such a bad place. I haven't stopped hating myself but I've gotten to a point where it no longer affects my life and instead I use that hate as a way to better myself. NF is the only rapper who I've connected with so deeply and I'm forever grateful
Here take depresso letter Dear London my old friend I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted I'm sorry I'm useless I'm sorry you don't need me I'm sorry I tried to be your friend I'm sorry I smiled I'm sorry I lived I'm sorry I helped you I'm sorry that I'm such a disgrace I'm sorry that I ruined your life I'm sorry I was there for you I'm sorry I protected you I'm sorry I didn't wear girly clothes I'm sorry I took the blame But now you can die in the rotten pits off hell for everything you put me through I've been eating less Working more Communicating more Staying up longer Just for you I hope you realize what you have done wrong Be a better person Learn from your mistakes But I will never forgive you for what you did They bullying thoughts don't vanish The betrayal memory doesn't fade You ganging up on me doesn't fix anything And now I can't get a therapist to help me because of what is happening My mother won't approve My father doesn't have the money Hope you see my situation and see where I'm at in the world I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend -KJW (Aka me)
As someone with Avoidant personality disorder.. this song hits me. To everyone who is struggling with something. YOU F-ING MATTER!!! Don't ever let someone tell you that you don't. If you don't feel loved or can't love your own self yet, I'll be here loving you. 😘 I don't gotta know you to love and believe in you. 💕
"Pray to God with my arms open. If this is it then I feel hopeless." This is the part of the song that reminds me of the day I lost my best friend who was my dog... I listened to this song the day I found out that he had died... I prayed hoping my mom telling me that he died was just a lie... I thought that if I lived without him I would feel so hopeless and I do... I thought we'd die and he buried together but he was old... Very old... I sometimes pray to God hoping that I'll meet him if he gets reincarnated or in the afterlife when I die.... At night I cry alone in my room thinking about how his death could've been my fault but now I'm kinda just hating the fact that I can't ever be happy the way I used to... Some days I end up hating myself for silently crying alone in my room but I just can't help it.... 2020 is the first full year without him... I really miss him...
i understand you but it only make's us stronger and we can't even see how much THEY are hurt when they see us in pain,it's something no one understands,if we can't see them that don't means they can't see us! i wish you great 2020! please take care!
but your still alive you have more things to do just dont waste what God had given it might be hard to understand what are the things been going through but your still you who can pass through anything
It'll get better I promise the pain fades over time ,time the best way to heal and I know that the pain will never fully go away somedays the pain will be unbearable and some days you won't fell anything but on the days it hurts so bad you just want to die remember that you will get better and try to pull through and if you need someone to talk to my insta is fact.for.the.zodiacs take care of yourself bye
Me : in Lockdown, feeling depressed, crying every night because school work is stressing and pressuring me way too much, constantly hating myself, wanting to find true love, wanting to have good grades but having no motivation for anything except watching anime and laying in bed
@Aleena Goff I've gotten over my depression, when I made that comment I was in depression and you replying.. it brought back memories and shows just how happy I am today. Thank you.
*"If this is it then I feel hopeless"* . . . I'm autistic, ignored, or made fun of by peers, still fighting binge-eating disorder, and going through a depressive episode. I tried reaching out to my best friend, as I felt I couldn't tell my parents. . . . . . . . . She didn't listen at all . . . If this is it, then yeah, I feel hopeless.
“I dont see you like i should” Your depressed and you dont see people the same or a friend is starting to get depressed too “You look so misunderstood” You see your friend as them but everyone sees them differently “And i wish i could help.. but its hard when i hate myself” You so badly want to help with something but you break yourself down so much that its hard for you. Or you want to help your friend get out of the same situation that you are going through but you cant because you cant find out how to break free and you hate yourself for it witch makes it hard to help even more “Pray to god with my arms open” You pray that you and everyone else can get out of this mess or you pray for people to get out of the state for the risk of your life changing to make your suffering worse “If this is it then i feel hopeless” One of the last stages of your state where you will most likely end it off because you have tried everything.. praying. encouragement. Trying your best but always failing making you feel so hopeless and you just cant do anything about it. Your scared to get help because they might not be trustworthy so you decide to help yourself Im not going through depression but i know a friend who did and told me to not help them cause i might make it worse... they got to the last stage of it and they didn’t make it out
@Raleigh Stone Hey, it's been a while since I commented that. I just wanted you to know that the strong one doesn't have to be you. What I mean is that you're being really strong by helping others having problems yourself. I know it ain't easy, but there might be somebody you can stop faking your smile with and finally take a portion of all you carry on your mind away. I asked for help and I'm going to therapy now. I take pills every morning and I've been better. Just a friendly reminder that you're not alone
✨lyrics✨ [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself
@hurgerburger7037 yeah but for some people (like me) who are trying to sing along, watching the lyrics move or disapate can be distracting. Also, it goes too fast. Good for reading, but you need lyrics that you have power over the movement of when you're trying to sing to it.
*"Hands out tryin' to ask for love but when I get it I just pass it up and think about it later like searching through the trash for drugs."* I relate to this so much because I want people to care about me but when it happens I just end up feeling like I don't deserve it so I push it away.... Yea I know nobody cares and im sooooo late but i don't really care but good job Kenke, keep up the awesome nightcores
Only those I really trust know me better than anybody, i'm glad. Yesterday I graduated Primary school and a girl in my class wrote on my bear (We sign eachother's bears and share a message)' We don't talk much but you seem like a nice person' It's quite true, I only show my real self to my friends. But when around others who aren't my friends, I tend to hide my face behind my hair and stay silent My friend, she backstabbed me but I forgave her because I knew she wasn't thinking straight. We now put that behind and are the best of friends again, Though I still hate myself because When I wan't to stay something, I hesitate because i'm afraid of how they'll respond. When I try to be pretty, I then take it off because I knew the others would judge me cause of it. I fit in better when I just hide my face. When one of my friends are upset, I help. When someone I don't know is upset, I hesitate to help because i'm scared. Sometimes I get anxiety, I don't feel like eating, I can't sleep. But trust me, under this bundle of tears and depression, I'm still shining, I keep my smile. I'm grateful for my life, I have a loving family. I couldn't ask for anything else. I don't tell my family about my issues I don't want to worry them So I smile and get over it I also try not to take my depression on others. Nobody really believes that I could ever be depressed. I get as much love as most of my friends want. But I don't have to have family issues, bullying or anything like that to be depressed I'm just me. *Spread these words to help a depressed person* Hey you! Yes you, I get it. My words will not be able to help whatever you're going through but all I can say is hang on! I'd be happy to be your friend, You are *Not* here to be hated or have this type of life. If you want it to get better, stop letting those things pull you down to deeper darkness. Pull yourself up and make it better, I believe you could make a change.
[Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
I pretend un front of my family and cry myself to sleep while they are sleeping I DONT WANT TO PRETEND ANY MORE It feels like i am slowly dieing I hate it
I remember a day at 7th grade when a friend was going to cut himself and listed knifes and I said the butterfly one. The two people across the table scolded me so I got quite and put myself down. Now I put myself down a lot I became suicidal after a while and I feel left out at school with my friends with anything.
Little Girl: What's on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... points you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done with the fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero. (NOT MINE)
my dad also used to call them battle scars when i asked him what that big thing on his arm was... i guess i'll do the same thing when my future kids ask me about them
"And i wish i could help But it's hard when i hate myself" How can I defend me if I can't even defend my friends.. I just want to be useful even if my friends are fake.
you are useful im giving you happyness, im giving you my soul. Be happy. i dont need it. you need it, have my streath have my soul have my happyness have my kindness have everything you deserve, have a great day
@@sorahatumaku7842 oh wow thanks! This was quite a while ago now I feel way better! Thank you for your comment! I also wish you more happiness than you even need.
When I'm at school I can't do any of it properly since I'm caught up in different thoughts. No-one understands. They say: "Oh I'm so depressed" -perfect life at home with happy parents "Ugh I hate myself" -beautiful bodies and great personalities "I just want to die" -lies They don't understand the true feeling of when your parents are divorced and hate eachothers guts. When your sister calls you a "Spoiled brat" Every day. When you eat all your feelings away and you feel like a mess of a person thanks to the amount of weight gained. When you mentally curse at yourself for every single mistake you do even though you know that it just happens sometimes. Yet the people who are actually hurting reply with "I'm okay." "Nothing is wrong." "I'm not hungry! You eat it really.." "Yup! I got a great nights sleep.." "Don't worry about me!" They put on a fake smile and cover up there negative emotions.. even though deep down they want to die. They can't bring themselves to commit. They know that if they stay strong people can help them fight the war they face. They know all of this. Yet. still tell these lies instead of speaking up and letting someone know how you feel.. Make someones day! Smile bright compliment someone who seems down tell them that you're there for them any little act of kindness helps! Just know that whoever has taken the time to read this message. You're beautiful and unique in your own ways don't let anyone take that away from you. You deserve everything and anything that anyone else on this planet does! We love you and wish you the best of luck for your future. I'm just a basic 12 year old who wants to help make someones day! No matter how old and young. We will support you! :]💗💗💗
Problem with my parents is that they embarassed me in public several times, a few months ago I was feeling wayy too depressed so I was doing some other things to take my mind off which affected my performance so they just beated me with a sugarcane and my back was numb for literally 2 days, my brother calls me shameless, and lazy also I mess up at the most critical points always, just so my family won't feel bad I lied I had a lot of friends in school. and now I am starting to look dull and energy less so parents be like " go do some exercise and reading activity you will feel good " they act as if they know each and every bit of me a few days ago I was ignoring my family members so my mom kicked me out of my room because she got angry. Though I got it back next day the experience was terrible. ( A lot of things are still missing but I would better off not tell them since it would be too personal ) Thanks for reading this
Just because somebody appears to be perfect and have great personalities to you doesn't mean to them they are the closest thing to an imperfection. You never actually know what somebody is going through until they give you an insight into their mind. I appreciate the words of encouragement but just like you these people could also be suffering even though your perception on them is seen differently. Sometimes people won't help you even when you need it most so you just have to help yourself, so be aware of that. Yes they may not of gone through what you have, but most people can relate to what you do. Everyone's reason for their downfall is valid and just because somebody approaches it in a different way doesn't mean they aren't drowning too.
I relate to this a lot. As I type this I was listening to the words and I heard something that I actually feel all the time. I always get upset when people don’t accept my help.
you know, people are depressed everywhere, i t's just a matter of time when they cry out, whether that's asking or dying. Woah sorry, heh, that got dark, um, have a good day or night, uh, yeah
@@Cats-dv1ji Life, is like a river, there are rocks and roots in the way (just like probloms in the way), then there is the flow of the river (meaning, people who are trying to push you, in a good and bad way). And if you get hurt, no one can hear you scream for help, there too busy pushing you, blindly, And that how a lot(not saying all people) met there end, whether they want to or not, Sorry this is sad too, I need to stop😶
the only time i remember that i wanna die is when i'm surrounded by happy people, and i'm an introvert who's NOT BEING LEFT ALONE. so yeah that's my story on why on suicidal! :)
"But I feel like you don't need me." I cried so hard when I first heard this line because it reminded me of my ex. I was always ignored, always reluctant he would yell at me, always scared. I thought love was hopeless for me, I thought love was fake. Until I met this guy. Not tall, not handsome, not egotistical. He was perfect. We've been together for 4 years now and I've been the happiest I've ever been in years. Never give up on love.
"I wish I could when I hate myself" "Don't wanna die, just want relief" This speaks to me so much. I just want the opportunity to be good and the chance to help, but the circumstances makes it hard to deal with.(..)
1stKid at school: *points at me* "Oh look! It's the Joker!" *laughs* Me, with black rings around my eyes: *it's fine...* 2nd kid: "Just take off the makeup if you want us to stop laughing!" Me: *snaps* "You think this is makeup?" *grabs wipe from bag and wipes the bags under my eyes* "It's not! It's something called depression!" 1st kid: "Depression isn't a personality trait you know?" Me: *walks away knowing that as long as I hate myself and others, no one will care* I'm tired of people not understanding that you don't have to be sexually or physically abused to have depression. Depression doesn't apply to certain types of people, it could be anyone. I'm tired people saying that "I'm acting" or "You don't have depression, your just an attention seeker" when I try to ask for help. I'm tired of not being able to have a voice because of my age. Just because your an adult doesn't mean you are feeling what we feel. Yeah, you may have experience, but you don't have the thoughts or pain that we mentally and physically feel.
focus on the positive, it may not feel like there isn't any positive in the world left and it feels like the world is slowly crumbling around you, try to talk to a therapist, I agree you don't have to be abused to be depressed... Life is hard but rememver always focus on the... on the positive always focus on the positive...don't commite suicide it isn't worth it, it might feel like everyone would have a better life without you, it won't it'll make it worse.
I went to doctor for some reasons and he told me that i sound like i have depression. But i dont wanna belive him. Like how can i have depression? This song is to relatable tho
Depression is my escape actually- It’s like the pain from a cut or a bruise, it shows you that your still standing, that your not dead yet. Even though I’m depressed I still stand up. This is something a lot of depressed people need to realize, I mean I try to make others happy cuz I’m depressed and sad. I don’t like seeing others in pain or others feeling upset. Everyone deserves happiness. Everyone can push their way to the surface and breathe. :3
Everyone thinks that we want more attention,right?But their wrong.I knew what we feel...pain.I had a best friend who left me.....I had a friend who took away my friends who I had left in my life.......but I always thinks that it's alright.....no one cares about me,at all...they have no idea what we actually feel.
You have this one life. How do you want to spend it? Apologising? Regretting? Questioning? *Hating yourself?* Running after people who don’t see you? Be brave Believe in yourself Do what feels good Take risks You have this ONE life Make yourself proud
My girlfriend is hurting herself and sometimes suicidal. I‘m trying to help her but it isn‘t easy. She has better days and days at which she says that she hates me and I should go and then she’s hurting herself. I try to be an role model for her but I have many problems too. It‘s so hard but I love her so much and seeing her so hopeless hurts me so much because she’s a wonderful person.
Well I took a online Test/Quiz and it was for depression and anxiety and I kinda believe it but I wont talk to anybody about it at least nobody in reality.
It's okay. You're valid. Your feelings are valid. You're only human. So am I. We fuck up at the end anyway when we try to please people. I hope you know that I'm glad that you decided to tell us what you feel. I feel like I'm not alone. So are you. I got you, my angel.❤
My friends: “Are you ok?” My family: “Are you ok?” My teachers: “Are you ok?” My peers: “Haha loser! You’re always so depressed just be happy! Outcast!” Me: “Yea i’m fine🙂” *Says that with tears in my eyes*
Sometimes we are so caught up in helping others we forget to help ourself. I love comment sections like this because we are all caring for each other and bringing each other up. We all think nobody cares about our problems but people here really care about each other because we all have the same experiences.
When people try to help you and all you can say is "I have the help I need in my heart so just help those who are drowning in their tears" and that you'd smile in sorrow knowing people try to help but know it's fake.
@Seth Jerome Seth, you're pretty cool ^_- you seem nice and seem to have a great personality even when you don't agree you know deep down you are a great guy
Did you know that you can’t breathe while smiling? Try it. I just wanted to make you smile. Fellow depressed person trying to help everyone and anyone. I love you ❤️💕
I’ve never told anyone how I actually feel Everyone thinks I’m perfect and I always bring joy to everyone. They think I’m so loved so my cousins actually get jealous of me but still love me. The thing is though no matter how much love and joy is given to me or no matter how much I loved I still feel empty. Yes I may bring joy to everyone around me that I interact with but the only person I cannot bring joy to is me. This song has a huge impact on me because I am constantly used by my “friends” just for their amusement and laughter. I constantly try to help them once they are upset but they don’t want help from me and only their best friend. I feel worthless and lonely. No matter how many motivational words come hitting me or no matter how many times I try to ignore it I still feel it. I feel like I do so much for everyone and don’t get a single thing is return except for “your the worst” and “I can’t believe I was friends with you” and it really sucks. So the only thing I know what to do is keep living and use music,art, daydreaming,etc. as an outlet so I don’t have to feel the pain. I just hate how great the fantasy world is and how miserable the actual world is.
This song feels like you are starting to be hopeless after years of fight. You just accept that it's bad, that you are broken and you are tired. Kinda like it.
They splash the water onto their face, trying to get a feeling in their bones. No such feeling. They look up to the mirror, watching as the makeup they applied that morning runs off, revealing the dark circles under their eyes. They long for laughter, tears - anything. But it doesn't come.
I feel alone in this world with my speaking scars and deamons and this song does describe a small portion of my pain. But I can at least try not to be a monster and support people like you who try to make a change so keep up the great work and ill stay tuned in
once, i had a friend. she was amazing. 4 years after the start of our friendship, i startedd feeling mentally ill (sadness, feeling of begin empty etc.). i told her about it. she laughedd, andd saidd that i am faking. now she is talking behind my back, and calling me "miss drama". i am not faking it, but i keep smiling.
I wish I could help my father but I'm going through shit myself so like when he says "I wish I could help but its hard when I hate myself" go off sis u-u
Lyrics: I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it Gotta be more for me More than core beliefs, and every morning I wake up And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird, lately I've been feeling like the only way For me to get away is if I poured a drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinking you're unique So poor but I'm so wealthy Need help but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken wreck Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, dreaming Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs I wish I could give you what you needed But I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am but it don't matter We scream to be free but I stay captured Knee deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself And I hate myself It's kind hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
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i can relate with this because my "friends" tell me they would help me with anything and i would tell them my problems with sad stuff and they would say "get over it, its not hard, freak." thanks if you read this
I relate to that if you need someone to talk to I'll be here email is andrewlooker12@gmail.com
I'm going through my own depression and anxiety but I want to help you I just want you to know that your not alone I'll be here
thanks
@Kaylene Kim oks thaks
@Kaylene Kim I agree.. 😊
@Gwenivere Stoffer only if there was someone actually in the world that could be like that
I feel this. At this moment. And all i can say is...
Its so fucking hard to keep myself together, be strong, and have literally no one left to turn to.
Everyone thinks I’m kidding when I say “depressing” things when I’m not I just hide my feelings. The only thing I’m actually good at is disappointing everyone
And the only thing you can do is fake smile and when you tell the truth they finally realise youve been crying eversince and then you feel as if they were too blind to see your sufferrings but its not their fault ots just we ve been hiding behind a mask too long but once your out and free everything backfires and everything goes against and you wonder why you couldnt absorb all the happy things they told you but turn their backs against you and so the only thing we have to keep us sane is music and thats how we all connect and how we can all stay stronger
thanks for this comment
Fuck everyone else, just live up to your own expectations and goals, be a self criticizer that doesn't need anyone else's help or opinion's. Don't use others and protect people where you can without letting them use you. If they try to use you simply tell them to piss off. No matter what there will be people who like you and hate you at times you will see more haters then liker's. That's why you need to be able to ignore other peoples thoughts about you and stop comparing yourself to there words, they will try to tell you how to live but keep in mind they aren't you, but remember they may or may not have gone through what you have or worse. What I am trying to say is be you and fuck anyone else's thought about how you should be as long as you live a moral life that's not ending everybody else's or hurting them without need be provoking (threatening to end your life or any other persons life that's innocent.) I promise if you do this people will see you struggling and naturaly those of us who are alike will come and help without a word or any expectations from you. That's the true rare 1% of people
The Iron code is how I live my life and ill protect that to hell and back!
-^-'
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being a bad sister
I'm sorry for being a bad student
I'm sorry for being not strong enough
I'm sorry for failing
I'm sorry for giving up
I'm sorry for not being able to tell you
I'm sorry for telling you like this
I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions
I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me
I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks
I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it
I'm sorry for complaining
I'm sorry for being weak
I'm sorry for being not worth it
I'm sorry for being so stupid
I'm sorry for thinking I could do it
I'm sorry for even trying
I'm sorry for being to sad
I'm sorry for being to happy
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me
I'm sorry for blaming you
I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head
I'm sorry for saying I love you
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry for my mind
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry for wasting your time
I'm sorry for being late
I'm sorry for wasting Money
I'm sorry for seeking attention
I'm sorry for begging
I'm sorry for being a mess
I'm sorry for my thoughts
I'm sorry for being lazy
I'm sorry for being loud
In sorry for loving
I'm sorry for hating
I'm sorry for being annoying
I'm sorry for being to jealous
I'm sorry for comparing
I'm sorry for stop trying
I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for breathing
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry I can't stop saying sorry
I'm so sorry
literally me being sorry for my childhood
same tho
Oml relateable for the "i cant stop saying sorry"
Yes
I made a rap out of this comment I thought it would sound good! But just to tell you. You don't have to be sorry for any of these it's not ur fault. Just believe and you can do anything! Don't listen to anyone that gets you down and remember be you no matter what! You don't have to listen to what others say! Just be you and do you! No one else can be you and that is why we r all unique!☺😊😀😁
When you take care of others more than you take care of yourself. Yeah.. I've been doing that for a long time. I'm tired. I feel like no one cares anymore. My help means nothing, I always want to help others, but it's so hard. I just feel too broken to do anything. I already have too many problems, I can't deal with it anymore... I sometimes don't even feel anything. I try to have feelings, but it's hard when I "hate myself"...
Hey, I know it's hard. I know you really must feel hopeless at times. I know you must have given up on people and yourself at times, but don't feel that way. Please. Don't numb out your own emotions. I've been there and it's not pretty. But it IS possible to get out. I wanna let you know that God is there for you and wants to restore your life. He loves you and can heal the brokenness that people have caused. You were made for so much more and I hope you realize how special you are. I hope you have a wonderful life and can find your happiness again. :)
i have been there i was 10 when ifell into a derpression and started to cut ect just because people didnt need my help
i lived for making people happier
now im 12 and i got over it
i dont need others satifaction to feel satisfied
xLønelyx your not the only one... but i have to continue to help the others who tell me their problems so they dont give up as well... its hard but hang in there. Just dont let go of hope completely
and dont pick edgy names its dumb
Do you care for people at all. Jeez. We do because we know how it feels.
I’m leaving my school because of people being fake and being happier when I’m not around. I just want one real friend. A friend I can tell everything to. Someone who actually cares, I don’t actually think I have any friends. Right now I’m sat with people who I classed as friends once. And they are all turned away from me talking and they don’t notice me trying not to cry. I just want a friend.
Thanks for the people who bothered to read this.
Melanie Draayer yeah :-
I can be ur friend if u like...I'm not fake I alwase feel alone... selfharming...and I wanna die...so I'll be ur friend if I'm not to depressing 😳😭😭
Oh my ! Well I’ll be your real friend I have lots of friends and they’ll welcome you with open arms to comfort you
Wanna be friends I got Instagram, Google Hangouts, Gmail, ps messages, i can be here for u ok? Stay amazing
@@thedarkicemastermindofthed5150 you are great
I've dealt with self harm myself, it can be addicting and give you a free feeling. It's so easy, but it doesn't really help. It digs the hole deeper. You don't have to reach rock bottom which is suicide. Stay here please, I'm here for you okay? I got Instagram and discord, lemme know if you want to talk on one of those by replying here
God loves you
You are loved
It's hard but you're so strong believe it or not
. . .
Do you want to know my past?
When i was a kid,no one accepted me,my parents didn't even let me go to school,i couldn't learn,i couldn't get friends,now i am here as a young-adult,still not know as much as most of the people,then i met a person,he was so kind,he helped me,but i couldn't stop,he tried to help me,but he gave up,after that,i became more depressed.
*Nothing can change me. .*
*Only i can change myself. .*
Beautiful :')
@Mackenzie Hardin That's so sad :'(
very true. makes me think of how people just want to die, theyve tried to, theyve been told to, but they don't. they need to think of that. do the same. whenever i think of hurting myself, i say 'Just one more day.' and so on. you are strong, depression makes you strong. because you're alive dealing with it. depression needs time to go away. i love you, human
u got the keys to open your cell , the prob is that they key keeps getting stuck ,...
I love you all, and no matter what happened or happening, support these people like me. Thank you guys.
if you found me, I hope you have a great life and I wish you luck on everything in your future (:
Thanks,you too
Giacona Gloria thx ^-^
You're welcome
Aww, thank you. This is such a nice comment!!
thanks! if you guys wanna see me sing then go over to my channel tomorrow and th day after
"And i wish i could help
But it's hard when i hate myself"
Me to all of my friends suffering from depression, wish i could help you guys.
Relatable... when they thrn their backs on you because they say why werent you there but they cant cause they know you were there
I'm screaming I wish I could help others but when I try all I see is this...
WHY CANT I DIE ALREADY CAN I DIE NOW WHY WHY WHY WHY???
@@bunny7298 I think like that everyday and all it does is break my heart, break me. It makes me feel weak and helpless, and I hate it, I hate being weak like I hate feeling powerless. But it always gets better, and though it will never be perfect, it will be better. Take that from me and all the people who struggled and still learned to love themselfs
Same
I felt that part so hard that I literally froze when I heard it
This is me with my 'BFF'. I don't know if she calls me that anymore. Yesterday she wanted to talk, and she said she felt we are drifting apart. I didn't realize it. It's been five years since we've met. I said I didn't realize it, and we started yelling. We both were yelling, and eventually she said, "I'm done with this." And left. I've been thinking about it all day yesterday and today. I'm sorry Paige. I hate me, too.
I hope you reached out and made up and talked more
It happens lass you might as well burn that bridge if you think it’s necessary I wouldn’t blame you I was in the same position but I burned that bridge to ashes
Its not your fault, she has no empathy, hit her, make her experience what you did, mabey she'll grow empathy
how does it look beetween you two?
hearing this song still 24/7
No need to hate is ok maybe is her fault or yours but…I hope you will fell better
"The loneliest people are the kindest"
"The saddest people is the brightest*
The broken people are the wisest"
They do this because they don't want other people to suffer the same thing
Pls someone else wrote this comment I just wanna spread it, keep spreading it plz thx
I’m lonely a lot at my home and I’m the kindest that I know
this explains why in EVERY report card i've gotten it says im super bright and kind
Somone along time ago told me this. I still remember it but only one thing is different... I am all of those
"The older you get the sadder you are" -Someone on the internet
They told me this and know I understand why. The older you get the more you learn, you learn about pollution, r4c1sm, the world in general, I know a lot about the world and I feel sort of depressed but not depressed.
Very true .
“No one is ugly we are just born into a judge mental society,”- RM, Leader of BTS”
**hugs**
yup
*sobbing* Thank you, I needed that.
@Nikyla Goebel Very true :]
Ok but your profile pick and name
HOBI WATER✋😭💀
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
But I cant hide my tears...
Same
That hit me hard..its so true
@@beepbop5205 :""c
We can fake all we want but we can’t fight back our tears for long... because at the end of the day we are hurting
That just described me in 3 sentences...
I dont wanna die, I just wanna get relief
Who else has a friend that laughs at you cause you're depressed and they say...
"You're faking”
So all I do is smile....
But...
It’s hard
Edit: thank you all for your comments! love you all and thanks for the support
Edit: Thanks yall- this was 2 months ago and we have grown apart- I told her I didn't want to be her friend if she doesn't believe me... but...She hates me heh... She was a fake friend- tbh I don't miss her- all she did was talk about her. She never asked if I was ok...now I only have one friend- my cousin... But I'm super scared I might lose her due to my Aunt going threw a divorce... I'm alone at school ... I still fake smile... I push threw it tho-
Here I am blabbing about my life- but most importantly, I'm sorry for some of y'all who go threw harder times than me- people say "push threw it" "it will be OK" "you're fine"...
• • •
Depression wont go away with a hug or a hand.. It takes *time*
Luv u all♡♡♡
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Y'all can use my comment to vent- and get things off your chest.... ♡
Edit: Goodness....
I appreciate all the caring comments ♡
Ok ok last edit- I hate how many times I've came back to this video and my comments at the top and I edited it
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Anyways, I wanna take the edits away but I'm to lazy, um anyways~
'Just wanna say my life is better now and I appreciate chatting with y'all in the comments- we at 433 comments now and the limit is 500 so- if I come back and this is at max and you can't vent or let things go I'm so very sorry, just know I love and care about you- also, have a great day/afternoon/night ♡♡♡♡♡
Dang this was a long comment huh..... OOp
Things doesn't happen without a reason. We live in a society where people really fake depression to get attention from others. Pathetic behavior, and because of it, those who hear of it, usually do take is as a *joke* .
I don't....
because all the friends i have don't know i hate myself..i'm not sure if i am depressed but..i do hate myself sometimes..
•GachaCreations • I told my friend i was being bullied and she just laughed and till this day I haven’t told anyone it was 3 years ago and I’m still depressed
That’s not a real friend:(
Today me and my friend have quarreled she siad that am always lying:(
Srry bad english
don't let depression take over you so don't let him think what he thinks about you just tell them that you are not lying and get a new friend that would care for you and protect you so you don't have depression anymore because your friend would always be there for you and you would feel happiness for once because i miss the person i was in love with and i still stay strong because i don't let depression take over me so stay strong
just here in my bed, listening to this ,crying myself to sleep
remembering all the things ive been through for all these years....
Me to dude it's like I get one second of happiness and then I break and I feel like no one realizes
Looks like were on the same boat...
Same im listening to this writing a story with tears running down my cheeks
Im so Young and my life is already messed up 😞
I am doing it too.. every night... For months...
I can relate so damn much.
I've gotten to the point where my inner demons just sit next to me, sometimes they give me a scare or a pull...
Now i'm just numb towards people I care about, and when I see myself in the mirror, i breakdown so much. To the point where i can no longer breathe.
I relate a lot as well and my inner demons are just everywhere I go, every second..I can't look in the mirror without criticizing everything about myself that I hate.
I hate myself bcz I pushed away so many good ppl that cared, bcz I didn't deserve them. And my life is just going downhill all the time,since I don't care about myself, and everybody sees that something is wrong, but nobody gives a big enough fuck to ask me. And I would anyways just say I'm fine. Idk what's wrong with me.
For the ones who are having a difficult time, remember: Everything's gonna be alright. I don't know you, but I love you, so you aren't alone. Everything is temporary, such as the hard things you guys are passing through. I know it's hard, I know it sucks and it's soffucating, but you are strong. You are amazing to keep trying everyday, so don't give up know, after all you've pass through. It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to cry, and you aren't week because you cry. You are just too strong to endure all those feelings 'til you cry them out. Cry helps too, to relief yourself. You are not alone, and you will find people who love you, treasure you. But everything has their time; it's frustaring, but you are almost there. If your situations is really bad, than talk to someone. Anyone, but ask for help. It doesn't matter who, talk so that you can take those feelings out and ask for help. Now, congratulations from enduring this much. From facing all this. I'm pround of you, so keep your head up, 'cuz you can do it.
(I'm sorry if i did any grammatical errors, i'm actually not eng u see~)
Thanks this really helps...
Thank you
@@xx_editorcat_xx633 everything's gonna be okay :)
@@luka_w2480 dont mention it :)
I was gonna kill myself right after listening to this song, I’m not going to go to the details, but this just made me cry, I felt like someone is there waiting for me, although I still feel depressed, I decided to not kill myself just yet, so I’m going to put this knife down and I want to thank you for making me feel better and for saving me from what I was about to do, I can finally let all my tears out and I’m just feeling better to know that people actually still care...
I initially listened to this right around when it dropped, I was at such a strange point in my life and this exact song perfectly explained to me why I was in such a bad place. I haven't stopped hating myself but I've gotten to a point where it no longer affects my life and instead I use that hate as a way to better myself. NF is the only rapper who I've connected with so deeply and I'm forever grateful
NF: I hate myself
Me: Relatable
therestofmyfamilyreadingthiscomment: **crying in dissapointment**
Same tbh
Here take depresso letter
Dear London my old friend
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted
I'm sorry I'm useless
I'm sorry you don't need me
I'm sorry I tried to be your friend
I'm sorry I smiled
I'm sorry I lived
I'm sorry I helped you
I'm sorry that I'm such a disgrace
I'm sorry that I ruined your life
I'm sorry I was there for you
I'm sorry I protected you
I'm sorry I didn't wear girly clothes
I'm sorry I took the blame
But now you can die in the rotten pits off hell for everything you put me through
I've been eating less
Working more
Communicating more
Staying up longer
Just for you
I hope you realize what you have done wrong
Be a better person
Learn from your mistakes
But I will never forgive you for what you did
They bullying thoughts don't vanish
The betrayal memory doesn't fade
You ganging up on me doesn't fix anything
And now I can't get a therapist to help me because of what is happening
My mother won't approve
My father doesn't have the money
Hope you see my situation and see where I'm at in the world
I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend
-KJW (Aka me)
You are not a disappoint ment you are better
My family: you have everything what else do you want
you have a gacha pfp stfu
When NF refers to an anonymous 'you' I feel like he's talking about the world
SadisticSarcasm his fans specifically
I think he is...
Aww I had to ruin those 200 likes into 201 but oh well ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ
@@veem1036 Not at all. Thanks for the like!
Love your username
As someone with Avoidant personality disorder.. this song hits me. To everyone who is struggling with something. YOU F-ING MATTER!!! Don't ever let someone tell you that you don't. If you don't feel loved or can't love your own self yet, I'll be here loving you. 😘 I don't gotta know you to love and believe in you. 💕
Omg why 😭 this comment- i have it too!! T^T 😭😭
Thx
Thank you mate...
"And i wish i could help but it's hard when I HATE MYSELF"
💔
DEPRESSED
Don't give up Jane 😡 :v
"Pray to God with my arms open. If this is it then I feel hopeless."
This is the part of the song that reminds me of the day I lost my best friend who was my dog... I listened to this song the day I found out that he had died... I prayed hoping my mom telling me that he died was just a lie... I thought that if I lived without him I would feel so hopeless and I do... I thought we'd die and he buried together but he was old... Very old... I sometimes pray to God hoping that I'll meet him if he gets reincarnated or in the afterlife when I die.... At night I cry alone in my room thinking about how his death could've been my fault but now I'm kinda just hating the fact that I can't ever be happy the way I used to... Some days I end up hating myself for silently crying alone in my room but I just can't help it.... 2020 is the first full year without him... I really miss him...
Sorry for your loss, these words may not be much but I hope you pulls through it! 😊😊😊
i understand you but it only make's us stronger and we can't even see how much THEY are hurt when they see us in pain,it's something no one understands,if we can't see them that don't means they can't see us!
i wish you great 2020! please take care!
but your still alive you have more things to do just dont waste what God had given it might be hard to understand what are the things been going through but your still you who can pass through anything
It'll get better I promise the pain fades over time ,time the best way to heal and I know that the pain will never fully go away somedays the pain will be unbearable and some days you won't fell anything but on the days it hurts so bad you just want to die remember that you will get better and try to pull through and if you need someone to talk to my insta is fact.for.the.zodiacs take care of yourself bye
I'm with you
Me : in Lockdown, feeling depressed, crying every night because school work is stressing and pressuring me way too much, constantly hating myself, wanting to find true love, wanting to have good grades but having no motivation for anything except watching anime and laying in bed
Search "BTS"......
I hate myself tbh i see my friends happier when im gone.... I guess
@ST6_ thanks
@7aMooD20R same bro
Same, it feels like I was the darkness in the sunshine-that’s why I don’t have many friend no more
Agree ×100
If I were your your friend I would I am positive they would 😘
" I don't wanna die, I just want relief. "
That hits differently.
@Aleena Goff I've gotten over my depression, when I made that comment I was in depression and you replying.. it brought back memories and shows just how happy I am today. Thank you.
Yah it did but your pfp doesn't really matches with the comment u made w
That's my life
It hit me soo much I cried
SO TRUE
NF is one of the only things keeping me alive
Stay strong🖤
*"If this is it then I feel hopeless"*
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I'm autistic, ignored, or made fun of by peers, still fighting binge-eating disorder, and going through a depressive episode. I tried reaching out to my best friend, as I felt I couldn't tell my parents.
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She didn't listen at all
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If this is it, then yeah, I feel hopeless.
“I dont see you like i should”
Your depressed and you dont see people the same or a friend is starting to get depressed too
“You look so misunderstood”
You see your friend as them but everyone sees them differently
“And i wish i could help.. but its hard when i hate myself”
You so badly want to help with something but you break yourself down so much that its hard for you. Or you want to help your friend get out of the same situation that you are going through but you cant because you cant find out how to break free and you hate yourself for it witch makes it hard to help even more
“Pray to god with my arms open”
You pray that you and everyone else can get out of this mess or you pray for people to get out of the state for the risk of your life changing to make your suffering worse
“If this is it then i feel hopeless”
One of the last stages of your state where you will most likely end it off because you have tried everything.. praying. encouragement. Trying your best but always failing making you feel so hopeless and you just cant do anything about it. Your scared to get help because they might not be trustworthy so you decide to help yourself
Im not going through depression but i know a friend who did and told me to not help them cause i might make it worse... they got to the last stage of it and they didn’t make it out
.,. THANKS-
it'll be ok
Same, my friend didn't make it out of her battle :'(
Oh my gosh I am so sorry
At school: acting fun
At Home: smiling
In bed: *crying*
Me to...
SAME
I'm sorry but i do that to, is that okay to hide it ?
same
Omg same
NF always sounds so good as nightcore❤️🥺
He sounds good in general though :p
@@Sakiiboo I know right.😌
When you try to help everyone but they never think of helping you
Isabel Mejia Sometimes we just gotta help ourselves not everyone understands whats going on inside you...
@@Sarah-gr4pl I know... It just gets difficult to smile and even if it's fake. I suppose you're right...
Isabel Mejia I feel the same but we need to get trough it.. that’s life right?
@@Sarah-gr4pl It's nice to know someone who understands
@Raleigh Stone Hey, it's been a while since I commented that. I just wanted you to know that the strong one doesn't have to be you. What I mean is that you're being really strong by helping others having problems yourself. I know it ain't easy, but there might be somebody you can stop faking your smile with and finally take a portion of all you carry on your mind away. I asked for help and I'm going to therapy now. I take pills every morning and I've been better. Just a friendly reminder that you're not alone
✨lyrics✨
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 1]
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 2]
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 3]
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
girl… its a lyric video 💀
@hurgerburger7037 yeah but for some people (like me) who are trying to sing along, watching the lyrics move or disapate can be distracting. Also, it goes too fast. Good for reading, but you need lyrics that you have power over the movement of when you're trying to sing to it.
This song is so perfect for the people who are the therapist to there friends and family but are suffering in silence themselves
True:)
“therapist friend” 💀💀💀💀💀
@@ehatth bruh its true
@@ehatth "trur" omg let me look that up, i dont know what it means XDD
@@IMadeOneForfunWvW girl, what
*"Hands out tryin' to ask for love but when I get it I just pass it up and think about it later like searching through the trash for drugs."* I relate to this so much because I want people to care about me but when it happens I just end up feeling like I don't deserve it so I push it away.... Yea I know nobody cares and im sooooo late but i don't really care but good job Kenke, keep up the awesome nightcores
I do the same thing i break my own heart
One of my favourite songs, it still brings back memories that I don't want to remember but also am glad I still remember. Brings me to tears...
Only those I really trust know me better than anybody, i'm glad.
Yesterday I graduated Primary school and a girl in my class wrote on my bear
(We sign eachother's bears and share a message)' We don't talk much but you seem like a nice person'
It's quite true, I only show my real self to my friends.
But when around others who aren't my friends, I tend to hide my face behind my hair and stay silent
My friend, she backstabbed me but I forgave her because I knew she wasn't thinking straight.
We now put that behind and are the best of friends again, Though I still hate myself because
When I wan't to stay something, I hesitate because i'm afraid of how they'll respond.
When I try to be pretty, I then take it off because I knew the others would judge me cause of it.
I fit in better when I just hide my face.
When one of my friends are upset, I help.
When someone I don't know is upset, I hesitate to help because i'm scared.
Sometimes I get anxiety, I don't feel like eating, I can't sleep.
But trust me, under this bundle of tears and depression,
I'm still shining, I keep my smile.
I'm grateful for my life, I have a loving family.
I couldn't ask for anything else.
I don't tell my family about my issues
I don't want to worry them
So I smile and get over it
I also try not to take my depression on others.
Nobody really believes that I could ever be depressed.
I get as much love as most of my friends want.
But I don't have to have family issues, bullying or anything like that to be depressed
I'm just me.
*Spread these words to help a depressed person*
Hey you! Yes you, I get it. My words will not be able to help whatever you're going through but all I can say is hang on! I'd be happy to be your friend, You are *Not* here to be hated or have this type of life. If you want it to get better, stop letting those things pull you down to deeper darkness. Pull yourself up and make it better, I believe you could make a change.
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 1]
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 2]
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Verse 3]
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
[Outro]
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
Thx😊
@@L.0185 no problem (^o^)
No-one is born cool except of course people who put the lyrics in the comments
Thanks, this helps but why, it's legit a lyrics video
@@islipperysnek_4609 It goes kinda fast so you can't really read it, at least I can't
It hit me hard....... like it pierce through my heart, that's why I wanna learn to love myself even just a little.... nice song T^T
I just got numbness
Who hides there depression in front of there friends but when you get home you start to cry
Me
*bed while sleeping*
Me
I pretend un front of my family and cry myself to sleep while they are sleeping
I DONT WANT TO PRETEND ANY MORE
It feels like i am slowly dieing
I hate it
@@ali_vesia same here but hey l’m here if u need to talk on insta @haydenlc6
I’ve not cried for a while and this song hit me so hard 😭 ❤️
Fake friends are like a shadow
Never there when you need them the most
But there for the victory...
I remember a day at 7th grade when a friend was going to cut himself and listed knifes and I said the butterfly one. The two people across the table scolded me so I got quite and put myself down. Now I put myself down a lot I became suicidal after a while and I feel left out at school with my friends with anything.
Hes to far in for me to do any good, and I didnt really understand it all untill a few months later
@Daniel Gasolofua TUUSOLO why help if you wouldn’t want people to help you anyways? It sounds selfish but it’s true
Little Girl: What's on your arm?
Me: They're battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
tell you what. Whenever you see someone
else with battle scars, I want you to go
give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
me?
Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
Teen: Why are you hugging me?
Little girl: Because... points you have
battle scars just like my babysitter.
The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done with the fighting.
She bends down at eye level at the little girl
Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
to keep fighting. You are forever my war
hero.
(NOT MINE)
Hmm did u get this from a uh "baby don't cut" video thing?
This is my fight but I've gave up fighting and this war is almost over.
@@Its_ya_boi135 same
@@Its_ya_boi135 please don't give up hope..
my dad also used to call them battle scars when i asked him what that big thing on his arm was... i guess i'll do the same thing when my future kids ask me about them
"And i wish i could help
But it's hard when i hate myself"
How can I defend me if I can't even defend my friends.. I just want to be useful even if my friends are fake.
i ca relate
you are useful
im giving you happyness, im giving you my soul. Be happy. i dont need it. you need it, have my streath have my soul have my happyness have my kindness have everything you deserve, have a great day
@@sorahatumaku7842 oh wow thanks! This was quite a while ago now I feel way better! Thank you for your comment! I also wish you more happiness than you even need.
@@eischi7927 thanks
i try to make people feel better, as the world is in a bad state right now. The last thing we need is war.
"I can't stand who I am, but it don't matter"
That hit me hard
When I'm at school I can't do any of it properly since I'm caught up in different thoughts. No-one understands.
They say:
"Oh I'm so depressed" -perfect life at home with happy parents
"Ugh I hate myself" -beautiful bodies and great personalities
"I just want to die" -lies
They don't understand the true feeling of when your parents are divorced and hate eachothers guts. When your sister calls you a "Spoiled brat" Every day. When you eat all your feelings away and you feel like a mess of a person thanks to the amount of weight gained. When you mentally curse at yourself for every single mistake you do even though you know that it just happens sometimes. Yet the people who are actually hurting reply with
"I'm okay."
"Nothing is wrong."
"I'm not hungry! You eat it really.."
"Yup! I got a great nights sleep.."
"Don't worry about me!"
They put on a fake smile and cover up there negative emotions.. even though deep down they want to die.
They can't bring themselves to commit.
They know that if they stay strong people can help them fight the war they face.
They know all of this. Yet. still tell these lies instead of speaking up and letting someone know how you feel..
Make someones day!
Smile bright
compliment someone who seems down
tell them that you're there for them
any little act of kindness helps!
Just know that whoever has taken the time to read this message. You're beautiful and unique in your own ways don't let anyone take that away from you. You deserve everything and anything that anyone else on this planet does! We love you and wish you the best of luck for your future.
I'm just a basic 12 year old who wants to help make someones day! No matter how old and young. We will support you! :]💗💗💗
Problem with my parents is that they embarassed me in public several times, a few months ago I was feeling wayy too depressed so I was doing some other things to take my mind off which affected my performance so they just beated me with a sugarcane and my back was numb for literally 2 days, my brother calls me shameless, and lazy also I mess up at the most critical points always, just so my family won't feel bad I lied I had a lot of friends in school. and now I am starting to look dull and energy less so parents be like " go do some exercise and reading activity you will feel good " they act as if they know each and every bit of me a few days ago I was ignoring my family members so my mom kicked me out of my room because she got angry. Though I got it back next day the experience was terrible. ( A lot of things are still missing but I would better off not tell them since it would be too personal )
Thanks for reading this
Just because somebody appears to be perfect and have great personalities to you doesn't mean to them they are the closest thing to an imperfection. You never actually know what somebody is going through until they give you an insight into their mind. I appreciate the words of encouragement but just like you these people could also be suffering even though your perception on them is seen differently. Sometimes people won't help you even when you need it most so you just have to help yourself, so be aware of that. Yes they may not of gone through what you have, but most people can relate to what you do. Everyone's reason for their downfall is valid and just because somebody approaches it in a different way doesn't mean they aren't drowning too.
I relate to this a lot. As I type this I was listening to the words and I heard something that I actually feel all the time. I always get upset when people don’t accept my help.
This was one of the songs I listened to when I was depressed.. It gets better guys, lemme be your silver lining, the one you deserve
Is it just me or does anybody else have a bunch of fake friends that judge you for everything so you have to fake smile everyday but it hurts inside
When you relate to much
I hate it...
Yep its annoying
I love it thats a sad nightcore but its amazing for me😊😊
I feel you ❤💕
you know, people are depressed everywhere, i
t's just a matter of time when they cry out,
whether that's asking or dying.
Woah sorry, heh, that got dark, um, have a good day or night, uh, yeah
Mhm, at times y'know, feels like others don't care until something extreme happens.
@@Cats-dv1ji yeah...
@@seanrobinson4760 It's, awfully sad really.. it's only when the worst thing happens that people realise their mistakes..
@@Cats-dv1ji Life, is like a river, there are rocks and roots in the way (just like probloms in the way), then there is the flow of the river (meaning, people who are trying to push you, in a good and bad way). And if you get hurt, no one can hear you scream for help, there too busy pushing you, blindly, And that how a lot(not saying all people) met there end, whether they want to or not, Sorry this is sad too, I need to stop😶
@@seanrobinson4760 pfft. It's alright, you gotta be able to be sad sometimes to be happy. Ahah
the only time i remember that i wanna die is when i'm surrounded by happy people, and i'm an introvert who's NOT BEING LEFT ALONE.
so yeah that's my story on why on suicidal! :)
"But I feel like you don't need me." I cried so hard when I first heard this line because it reminded me of my ex. I was always ignored, always reluctant he would yell at me, always scared. I thought love was hopeless for me, I thought love was fake. Until I met this guy. Not tall, not handsome, not egotistical. He was perfect. We've been together for 4 years now and I've been the happiest I've ever been in years. Never give up on love.
Whoever composed this song is related to my story I am so in touch I feel the same pain with him/she thanks for this song
"I wish I could when I hate myself"
"Don't wanna die, just want relief"
This speaks to me so much.
I just want the opportunity to be good and the chance to help, but the circumstances makes it hard to deal with.(..)
My big sister hear "but it's hard when i ate my soul" pwp
XD I was singing it low and my brother went *but It is HarD whEn I Ate mYseLf*
Yo tell her there’s an anime she might like 😂
1stKid at school: *points at me* "Oh look! It's the Joker!" *laughs*
Me, with black rings around my eyes: *it's fine...*
2nd kid: "Just take off the makeup if you want us to stop laughing!"
Me: *snaps* "You think this is makeup?" *grabs wipe from bag and wipes the bags under my eyes* "It's not! It's something called depression!"
1st kid: "Depression isn't a personality trait you know?"
Me: *walks away knowing that as long as I hate myself and others, no one will care*
I'm tired of people not understanding that you don't have to be sexually or physically abused to have depression. Depression doesn't apply to certain types of people, it could be anyone. I'm tired people saying that "I'm acting" or "You don't have depression, your just an attention seeker" when I try to ask for help. I'm tired of not being able to have a voice because of my age. Just because your an adult doesn't mean you are feeling what we feel. Yeah, you may have experience, but you don't have the thoughts or pain that we mentally and physically feel.
focus on the positive, it may not feel like there isn't any positive in the world left and it feels like the world is slowly crumbling around you, try to talk to a therapist, I agree you don't have to be abused to be depressed... Life is hard but rememver always focus on the... on the positive always focus on the positive...don't commite suicide it isn't worth it, it might feel like everyone would have a better life without you, it won't it'll make it worse.
@@cotton_candy_icecream2773 This helped to read...thank you :D
I went to doctor for some reasons and he told me that i sound like i have depression. But i dont wanna belive him. Like how can i have depression? This song is to relatable tho
Depression is my escape actually-
It’s like the pain from a cut or a bruise, it shows you that your still standing, that your not dead yet. Even though I’m depressed I still stand up. This is something a lot of depressed people need to realize, I mean I try to make others happy cuz I’m depressed and sad. I don’t like seeing others in pain or others feeling upset. Everyone deserves happiness. Everyone can push their way to the surface and breathe. :3
Everyone thinks that we want more attention,right?But their wrong.I knew what we feel...pain.I had a best friend who left me.....I had a friend who took away my friends who I had left in my life.......but I always thinks that it's alright.....no one cares about me,at all...they have no idea what we actually feel.
"I don't wanna die i just wanna get relief"
Damn so relatable ^^
You have this one life. How do you want to spend it? Apologising? Regretting? Questioning? *Hating yourself?* Running after people who don’t see you?
Be brave
Believe in yourself
Do what feels good
Take risks
You have this ONE life
Make yourself proud
I dont wanna die..But I don't wanna live..My Boyfriend helped me through my depression...I love him so much..He deserves much more than me♡
I dont wanna die and i dont want to live eighter
My girlfriend is hurting herself and sometimes suicidal. I‘m trying to help her but it isn‘t easy. She has better days and days at which she says that she hates me and I should go and then she’s hurting herself. I try to be an role model for her but I have many problems too. It‘s so hard but I love her so much and seeing her so hopeless hurts me so much because she’s a wonderful person.
my mom: There's nothing wrong with you!
Me: **Inhale**
Personality disorders possibly depression
hyper sensitiveness possibly PTSD
Well I took a online Test/Quiz and it was for depression and anxiety and I kinda believe it but I wont talk to anybody about it at least nobody in reality.
@Shireen Makda its not that easy. for me its hard because i feel like they dont care. i dont take compliments like they should be taken
My friend is this
Me
i took a depression test but it said i'm not depressed it lide like all my "friends"
These kind of videos are so helpful to be able to see that’s others are going through the same thing as you and know you not alone
It's okay. You're valid. Your feelings are valid. You're only human. So am I.
We fuck up at the end anyway when we try to please people. I hope you know that I'm glad that you decided to tell us what you feel. I feel like I'm not alone. So are you. I got you, my angel.❤
meanie >;(
Every time my friend says I'm not depressed and ur faking, I just smile and cry inside and slowly die inside, it's the only thing I can do
This song is a description of my life...
I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief man this gets me in the feels
No wonder why i love it... It tells my whole life!
Yeah I got you...💔
Only I put other ppl before myself so much that I can't help myself anymore and everything just gets worse and worse yk...
Like me😔
dont you just love the people who make their sentences begging for attention sound happy?
My friends: “Are you ok?”
My family: “Are you ok?”
My teachers: “Are you ok?”
My peers: “Haha loser! You’re always so depressed just be happy! Outcast!”
Me: “Yea i’m fine🙂” *Says that with tears in my eyes*
**gives like 1000 hugs** you gonna be okay! i swear talk to me, im here the worlds here
@@sorahatumaku7842 aww thanks
Sometimes we are so caught up in helping others we forget to help ourself.
I love comment sections like this because we are all caring for each other and bringing each other up. We all think nobody cares about our problems but people here really care about each other because we all have the same experiences.
i just like the way my voice sounds when i sing along.
Im probly not going to be noticed but just going to say this who ever reads this youll be ok you made it this far don't throw it all away now
When people try to help you and all you can say is "I have the help I need in my heart so just help those who are drowning in their tears" and that you'd smile in sorrow knowing people try to help but know it's fake.
I'm the type who helps others but really i need help, that's why I hide it.
@Seth Jerome Great now i'm blushing
@Seth Jerome What I meant to say is that you don't deserve this pain and regret. We all have bad memories we liked to forget.
@Seth Jerome Seth, you're pretty cool ^_- you seem nice and seem to have a great personality even when you don't agree you know deep down you are a great guy
Crap I talked too much, now you got me curious.
1:28 is the part which describe me and my life
Did you know that you can’t breathe while smiling?
Try it.
I just wanted to make you smile.
Fellow depressed person trying to help everyone and anyone.
I love you ❤️💕
I always find myself coming back to this song nonstop
*"We scream to be free, but I stay captured"*
I’ve never told anyone how I actually feel
Everyone thinks I’m perfect and I always bring joy to everyone. They think I’m so loved so my cousins actually get jealous of me but still love me.
The thing is though no matter how much love and joy is given to me or no matter how much I loved I still feel empty. Yes I may bring joy to everyone around me that I interact with but the only person I cannot bring joy to is me. This song has a huge impact on me because I am constantly used by my “friends” just for their amusement and laughter. I constantly try to help them once they are upset but they don’t want help from me and only their best friend. I feel worthless and lonely. No matter how many motivational words come hitting me or no matter how many times I try to ignore it I still feel it. I feel like I do so much for everyone and don’t get a single thing is return except for “your the worst” and “I can’t believe I was friends with you” and it really sucks. So the only thing I know what to do is keep living and use music,art, daydreaming,etc. as an outlet so I don’t have to feel the pain. I just hate how great the fantasy world is and how miserable the actual world is.
This song feels like you are starting to be hopeless after years of fight. You just accept that it's bad, that you are broken and you are tired. Kinda like it.
Yea
They splash the water onto their face, trying to get a feeling in their bones. No such feeling. They look up to the mirror, watching as the makeup they applied that morning runs off, revealing the dark circles under their eyes. They long for laughter, tears - anything.
But it doesn't come.
''and I wish I could help..., but it's hard when I hate myself''
“And I wish I could help.. but it’s hard when I hate myself”
Those words were the most relatable throughout the song (For me)
NF: I hate myself
Me:
*S A M E*
Same tbh
Stay strong bro don't hate yourself 😔
Me too
I feel alone in this world with my speaking scars and deamons and this song does describe a small portion of my pain.
But I can at least try not to be a monster and support people like you who try to make a change so keep up the great work and ill stay tuned in
Bruhhh, i got caught crying in class cause of this song!!
This song hits Hardin my feelings
"u look so misunderstood "
Me: How did u....... K... Now?
Edit:omg how did I get 176 likes!! Thx everyone
Isnt everybody in some way
Because I am and I relate
Are you okay
once, i had a friend. she was amazing. 4 years after the start of our friendship, i startedd feeling mentally ill (sadness, feeling of begin empty etc.). i told her about it. she laughedd, andd saidd that i am faking. now she is talking behind my back, and calling me "miss drama". i am not faking it, but i keep smiling.
It'll be okay, some friends are fake, but if you want a friend I'm here for you
Self hate gets woven deep into ones soul and mind and uprooting it is hard... And can even be impossible..
"I dont see u like i should, u look so misunderstood"
i dont c u like i should: king -~-
u look so misunderstood: asher
Dafuq
@@islipperysnek_4609
:o senpai ;^;
Wat
Idek bro
Cool but i aint hating. My self
Thats good
Opens door good closes door opens door good
@@SAS4DEATH opens door closed door opens door closed door
This song is so relatable it scares me
I wish I could help my father but I'm going through shit myself so like when he says "I wish I could help but its hard when I hate myself" go off sis u-u
I love this song in nightcore with or without nightcore it's still really good
This song makes me cry idk why .. whenever I listen to it. It brings back memories
The dislikes are probably people who never really felt this way
My Talent is hide my Sadness behind my smile🙂💔
i don't want to die, i just want to be relieved..
such a beautiful line😍💗💗💗
Lyrics:
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it
Gotta be more for me
More than core beliefs, and every morning I wake up
And feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird, lately I've been feeling like the only way
For me to get away is if I poured a drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinking you're unique
So poor but I'm so wealthy
Need help but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me? Tell me
Lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' out of stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken wreck
Whose sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, ah
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, dreaming
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
I wish I could give you what you needed
But I can't I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
We scream to be free but I stay captured
Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
And I hate myself
It's kind hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself