hey, if you're here rn, crying, please remember that if you're falling, you're gonna get up too. trees are getting cutter and they're still growing. ily bestie
tysm, this song reminds me of s1 i was in love with, and still am and he has a gf but still looks at me the same he used to. it makes me want to fall into his arms and cry.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
becho, you have no idea how much i needed this. yes, i read every single word, and yes, i cried the whole time. it’s currently 4:25 AM and i can’t sleep. ive been dealing with my depression ever since january. i didn’t tell anyone till march. the whole reason this all started was because of school. i was really behind, and i would start having panic attacks when i would walk in the building, go to specific classes that i was failing in, and when i saw this one girl. the story with the girl is that we started talking, and i really liked her, and she really liked me. but i knew that it was wrong. i knew that god didnt create me to be with another girl. but it’s like she connected right to me. i couldn’t let her go for some reason. she helped me so much through my school year. she distracted me from all the pain and stress and anxiety that school brought me. so, in june, we started dating. i immediately didn’t feel well, because i felt ashamed and embarrassed. but i didn’t tell her that. and i never told ANYONE. and i was scared that she would tell someone that can get ahold of my parents too, because that’s what i was afraid of most. i couldn’t let my parents know. i was ashamed of myself. because i grew up in a christian house. we’re all christians. they constantly tell me what’s right and what’s wrong. and every time they told me that i was meant to be with a boy, while i was dating her, i immediately started crying. it’s like i knew what i was doing was wrong, but i couldn’t stop myself. we were connected. but, eventually. i made myself let go. thais is where the story gets messy for me. i started leaving her on delivered. for days, even. and then when i would text back, she would ask if i was losing interest, and i would just lie, i would say no. even though i was, but at the same time i wasn’t. so i thought about why i didn’t want to be with her anymore, but why i also wanted to talk to her constantly. so the only answer i came up with is that the time she came into my life, i was lonely. so i let her in. and she was lonely, so she let me in. we were both lonely. that’s why we couldn’t leave one another. but, i finally made myself let her go because my mom was getting suspicious, and she was starting to figure out things. so, i was texting her cousin, and i called her these awful names. i don’t even know how many things i called her, but i remember one, i called her “trial and error”. how awful is that, i mean for me to say that about someone is so horribly wrong. i haven’t spoke to her in maybe four weeks, but everyday i think about her. constantly. i’m constantly putting myself down for calling her those awful names, because i knew she didn’t deserve that, no one does. but i didn’t know any other way to let go of her. i didn’t know any other way to tell her that i’m done, so i just called her these awful names and told her that i’m straight, and she meant nothing to me. however, yes, i know that i’m straight, because when i’m in the presence of a good looking guy, i start getting butterflies in my stomach, and all those feelings that every teen gets when they see someone attractive. so, my mom put me in therapy. but i have never told the truth to anyone, except for myself, god, and now you becho. i am so greatful that i looked in the comments and found your message for me and everyone else. now guys i know that it sounds like i’m an awful person, and that’s why i’m so ashamed of myself. i cant forgive myself for what i did to her. ive tried so hard to, but i just can’t. becho, or anyone, if you see this, i want you to know that despite everything, here you are. YOURE STILL HERE. no matter what your past looks like, i promise you its not going to effect your future. your future is very bright. god has a plan for you, i promise. thank you so much becho, seriously. you’ve helped me so much. i finally chose to tell someone the truth, i have never done that before. and maybe no one will see this, but it just feels like such a relief to write this down. okay ig i’ll stop now since it’s now 4:44. i should probably go to sleep 😭. i love every single one of you that are reading this. no matter what you look like, how old you are, how tall you are, what color you are, what sexuality you are, what race you are, I. DONT. CARE. YOU MATTER. you. you you you! you got this. keep fighting. don’t let the devil take you out of the game before it even begins. don’t let the devil win, you hear me? you got this, you’re capable of everything. nothing’s impossible with god. absolutely nothing. i’m going to try to get some sleep now, and you know what, i might even go for a run when i wake up. WHO KNEW ID DO THAT HUH? okay, i love you so very much, and don’t you EVER forget it. if you want someone to talk to, or even just need to vent about something. my snapchat account is @emullins987 I PROMISE YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING, PLEASE TEXT ME!!! i love you, keep striding. keep fighting. see you in the other side 🥰 - emma 🦋
This part of the song is relaxing and sad at the same time, it just make me feel a lot of nostalgia and memories just come flooding back into my head, so I just end up crying while listening to this, it is just so beautiful, it’s a masterpiece.
Lost my ex gf to suicide in December and I blame myself for not being able to see her that day. She really needed me but I couldn’t go see her coz it was my sisters bday. Then her mum told me what had happened. And this song takes me back
I hope your ok! Stay strong your amazing and deserve the world. I'm sorry that happened I am reallyyyy sorry. I love you, stay strong and keep your chin high, in proud of you 💕☺️
My mother died one year ago, it was so sudden, i just received a phone call and she was gone. I listened to this song and close my eyes and I imagine her coming to visit me and me showing her all the places I promised to show her and remember all those warm moments i had with her.
For some reason this tune puts a scenario in my head.. similar to the one you always see in an image posted somewhere sometimes: You get home, walk through the front door and say "honey, i'm home", you're greeted by the wonderful smile of your wife after a long days work in that job you always wanted, she gives you a big warm hug and a kiss. Meanwhile your kids run towards you in excitement, it's dinner time, you feast with your family, laughs and happiness fill the room, you all watch a movie together afterwards and have a wonderful time. It's bed time for the kids and your wife is also tired and wants to go to bed with you, you reply "you go up first honey, i'll be up in a second", you go outside to your backyard and sit by your wooden chair watching the beautiful stary night above you and pop open a beer, you eventually tell yourself "this is it.. i made it.." as a single tear of happiness washes down your face, all your hardships and all the hurt was worth it, you made it. I know this was cheesy but.. i don't know, i can only dream.
reminds me of my first love. we tried two times to make things work and after the second time i was sent this song from her. she wanted to take it all back. the hurt we both caused each other and even all the good memories. i can’t help but think about her and the way she made me feel when this plays. all the memories coming back at one time. all the love. everything.
to all the ppl here, i know we sad. it prolly wont get better anytime soon, but just know that someonw, somewhere, just like you, is listening to this song and crying. we exist in a cruel world... but it DOES get better, we make it better. sending love, me
This song takes me back 2010 when I first heard about her ex that's really hurts me and then I discovered this song. Lord Huron thanks for making this Oxygen song.
wow im crying while hearing this song an reading the old chats of me with my ex i hope i could travel back time and make everything right a new beginnig you know and all the future plans we had i hope they could be reality
POV: you get kicked out of your parents house at a young age, you sit in your car parked across the street looking in on the window of your family celebrating Christmas with your siblings but not you. All you can do is sit in your car under the moon and sip whisky as you have truly hit rock bottom.
Weirdly this song is my baseline. Something to reset and remain present to. Strangely the intro to the instrumental is my favourite part something to reflect on the good and the bad both fit with it. When reflecting on the bad reminding myself that no matter how bad reflecting on it is positive and then slowly morphing it and twisting it into something worth being great full for. Somehow the intro to the song fits it :) As an old mate once said “just be happy and if your not find an excuse to be”
This is the song that i listened to every day in 6th grade bc i was in love with someone and this song made me think of him for some reason. So late at night, when im thinking, i play this song. Im still love this person, but he has a girlfriend. He still looks at me the same tho. Like hes in love.. like hed do anything for me. I saw him the other day and he kept staring at me and smiling.I cant stop thinking about him.
From: me To: to my 12 years old self Hey, I know u are just a kid but...things will going to be messy from now on, in 2 years your mom will discover that you are gay and she will hate you more than you think, she will be embarrassed of having a son like you and she will say terrible things for you...when you turn 15 a boy will get into your life and he’s going to help you and he will become your boyfriend but unfortunately 6 months later he will die from an accident, when you get to 16 the day after you’ll try to end yourself, your mom will find you in the bathroom bleeding through your eyes, ears and almost dead from venom you’ll get to the hospital and get saved...and then you’ll get to my age, 17, and you’ll be depressed and very very anxious about everything. Lil Gaby, I wish I could save you from all these terrible things but I can’t! Live your life the best u can and I’ll be here when u need. U are just a kid...see u soon🤍
I am so sorry to hear your story. Things will get better eventually. Pain will also be present, but people will step into your life. Text me. I will be there for you.
And old vid many of the people today will never see but i hope many more do because i want you all yo know you are absolutely amazing also whatever your wearing it doesnt matter you are a vib rn you are good lookin asf go be confident with a smile on that beautiful face because you are yourself and no one but you we all are unique and cool in our own way and even have skills we dont even know about yet so get out there and learn and have fun but never forget i care about you i hope you have an amazing night or day wherever you are and i hope your next meal is soon and you eat like a king or queen good luck my friends keep those heads up and dont let those crowns fall.
How unfair life is. How cruel on how you could be the only person going to every one of your brother, sisters, cousins,uncles,aunts,grandmas,grandpas, father and mother's funeral. How much I distract myself everyday to try and not think about that type of stuff, I'm the youngest out of 4 siblings. Whenever I do get a glance of reality, (usually when I'm feeling down) I think about this. How much it would hurt. My heart is not going to bare the amount of pain waiting to happen, I know they would go to a way much better place but I want them to stay here with me you know, I can't imagine losing anyone in my family again, how lost I would be, how much emptiness I would have. I just hope they give me a sign they're still here when it does happen. Give me a sign they're watching over me. Give me a sign they're okay, I wan't to know they're all up there waiting for me. It hurts so much thinking about it, but it's going to be a different type of pain when it comes inevitably, neverending. How much I wish we could live on together as a family.
I have to go to a meeting for JORTC tomorrow and I have social anxiety I’m worried about school too. Im gonna have to talk to people. I can’t do this. Im scared.
Shall we be friends If yes, I don’t know if you have ever loved me the way I loved you bcz even if I say Yes to this I don’t know if I would be able to Un love you now, there is not a single night where I have not cried for you , not a single day where I havent thought about us,since the day I met you tbhi se mny hmara future plan kra tha I know its going to be so tough to let go everything now, but if that’s what makes you happy I will do that, Just remember this always we cant be friends bcz I will always be in love with you for all those memories we have lived either good or bad I never stopped loving you and never thought to give up on us ever, and I will stick to that I will always love you whatever is the scenario good or bad, I just want you to be happy with or without me , I just want to see you succeed in life, don’t worry if I am not there as your support bcz you don’t need it anymore or syd tumhy kbhi jrurt thi bhi nhi.. Please keep making me proud as always and never loose hope keep smiling be happy , I hope you find someone jo tmko khus rkhy.
I met my wife at work after i had dated someone for a few months and i found out my ex was cheating on me with someone else and i broke down so hard and told my wife that i love her while we was working and that was back in 2014 and we recently got a separation back in November and she likes around guy but its so hard to let her go cause shes all ive known and everytime we talk we just argue cause i want her back so bad and i cant let her go but i wish i can go back to the night we met and live it all over again
I still love her, but I am a loser for giving up on her because I cared about the peoples opinion, and here I am, I broke up with her just because of the peoples opinion and now I’m the one that suffers and not the people… don’t ever listen to what others says… fight no matter what, take care of you whoever is reading this ❤️ my message for her…. I’m really sorry that I’m a loser….
Hey man, I know what it’s like to be in a tough spot in a relationship. It sucks, and I don’t even know what exactly I should say to this 😅 But keep your head up, man. You’re not a loser; you were just conflicted and didn’t know what to do
Im wasted I'm brainwashed I get blamed all my fault I'm hurt I'm tearing I Wana die I Wana lie I Wana sin I Wana lie and never waeke up I'm sorry I'm bad I'm guilty I'm not a good listener I'm full of stupidity I'm hurtful I'm blameless I'm alone I'm lonely I'm depressed I don't need somebody I need her I you I need anyone I need love I need appreciation I need energy I need a thing for my sacrifices I just Wana lay down sleep and dream and not gonna be awake 😞
Hey I know we don't know each other but please listen to me, life is worth it, don't let anyone make you think your life or existence isn't worth it, you are unique and that's why we love you, fight every day to achieve your dreams and even if you don't have any, fight anyway because the sacrifices you made are worth staying, you are a beautiful person who deserves all the happiness in the world and believe me you're not stupid you just made mistakes like everyone else so never regret your actions or your sacrifices just tell yourself that with your sacrifices you may have saved or bring to someone happiness and it's wonderful so never give up 💗
i am not sad, not angry, just disappointed in myself. I am mean to my parents, and then I regret but I can't change. they sometimes annoy me, and I remember they can be sad too. so it makes me sad that they are sad. but I cant change. it is probably not a big deal for you but, it is for me. everything changed this year. I became that loud girl that laughs like a witch at the back of the classroom and idk I am so happy like that, but I just don't know anymore.
Don't mind me, I'm just crying cuz I didn't shift YET and I'm trying for at least 5 months... But hey it's ok, cuz I know I'll make it and meet such an amazing, handsome, talented boy who really needs me cuz he's abused and insecure😔❤️
Will we get over it someday ?will we do it someday? To my future me i know we’re suffering now but are we fine there? ARE WE……? Should I give up? Should I keep going even i failed so many times? Am i a problem? I swear I tried i can’t help myself and no one is by my side. You know dear reader i am done am such a loser they all left ,they promised to stay!!! was it me to push them to leave? I was there for them they hurted me and it’s okey I am DONE i wish someone can understand the sighs i push every sec i only want me back but this is it i can’t i have to accept the way i am even i have a lil hope and the future but in the past i had the same hope but look at me now it’s getting worse
Hey man, don’t talk like that. I know life can be very difficult; I know. It sucks, and there’s always times that you feel like that. But you gotta push through, man. Life is truly worth living
I never understood the girl staring at me the way she talked and how the sounds rolled off her tongue the way her teeth didn’t align when resting the roundness of her face the messy matted black hair that strung from her head the unproportioness of her body the fullness of her stomach the rolls that came off her hips the acne that protruded from her face her pointy nose and small lips that rested ever so slightly the lack of size, yet so much of it but that’s when i realized… that girl is me.
If anyone has any recommendations for what I should do next, please let me know! 😃
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sorry if ur a girl or even non binary!
@@sabinaslivinski-2984 lmao that helps! 🤣 Jk it’s ok
Please do more humming
Idk which songs you use
@@ama__672 well, if you find something that you’d like me to do, let me know! 🙂
hey, if you're here rn, crying, please remember that if you're falling, you're gonna get up too. trees are getting cutter and they're still growing. ily bestie
thank you
tysm, this song reminds me of s1 i was in love with, and still am and he has a gf but still looks at me the same he used to. it makes me want to fall into his arms and cry.
Falling asleep to this, so calming
It is. Thank you for the comment! 😁
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
How am í going to be ók , this HURTS ME SO VERY VERY MUCH
thank u i really needed this...
becho, you have no idea how much i needed this. yes, i read every single word, and yes, i cried the whole time. it’s currently 4:25 AM and i can’t sleep. ive been dealing with my depression ever since january. i didn’t tell anyone till march. the whole reason this all started was because of school. i was really behind, and i would start having panic attacks when i would walk in the building, go to specific classes that i was failing in, and when i saw this one girl. the story with the girl is that we started talking, and i really liked her, and she really liked me. but i knew that it was wrong. i knew that god didnt create me to be with another girl. but it’s like she connected right to me. i couldn’t let her go for some reason. she helped me so much through my school year. she distracted me from all the pain and stress and anxiety that school brought me. so, in june, we started dating. i immediately didn’t feel well, because i felt ashamed and embarrassed. but i didn’t tell her that. and i never told ANYONE. and i was scared that she would tell someone that can get ahold of my parents too, because that’s what i was afraid of most. i couldn’t let my parents know. i was ashamed of myself. because i grew up in a christian house. we’re all christians. they constantly tell me what’s right and what’s wrong. and every time they told me that i was meant to be with a boy, while i was dating her, i immediately started crying. it’s like i knew what i was doing was wrong, but i couldn’t stop myself. we were connected. but, eventually. i made myself let go. thais is where the story gets messy for me. i started leaving her on delivered. for days, even. and then when i would text back, she would ask if i was losing interest, and i would just lie, i would say no. even though i was, but at the same time i wasn’t. so i thought about why i didn’t want to be with her anymore, but why i also wanted to talk to her constantly. so the only answer i came up with is that the time she came into my life, i was lonely. so i let her in. and she was lonely, so she let me in. we were both lonely. that’s why we couldn’t leave one another. but, i finally made myself let her go because my mom was getting suspicious, and she was starting to figure out things. so, i was texting her cousin, and i called her these awful names. i don’t even know how many things i called her, but i remember one, i called her “trial and error”. how awful is that, i mean for me to say that about someone is so horribly wrong. i haven’t spoke to her in maybe four weeks, but everyday i think about her. constantly. i’m constantly putting myself down for calling her those awful names, because i knew she didn’t deserve that, no one does. but i didn’t know any other way to let go of her. i didn’t know any other way to tell her that i’m done, so i just called her these awful names and told her that i’m straight, and she meant nothing to me. however, yes, i know that i’m straight, because when i’m in the presence of a good looking guy, i start getting butterflies in my stomach, and all those feelings that every teen gets when they see someone attractive.
so, my mom put me in therapy. but i have never told the truth to anyone, except for myself, god, and now you becho. i am so greatful that i looked in the comments and found your message for me and everyone else. now guys i know that it sounds like i’m an awful person, and that’s why i’m so ashamed of myself. i cant forgive myself for what i did to her. ive tried so hard to, but i just can’t. becho, or anyone, if you see this, i want you to know that despite everything, here you are. YOURE STILL HERE. no matter what your past looks like, i promise you its not going to effect your future. your future is very bright. god has a plan for you, i promise.
thank you so much becho, seriously. you’ve helped me so much. i finally chose to tell someone the truth, i have never done that before. and maybe no one will see this, but it just feels like such a relief to write this down. okay ig i’ll stop now since it’s now 4:44. i should probably go to sleep 😭. i love every single one of you that are reading this. no matter what you look like, how old you are, how tall you are, what color you are, what sexuality you are, what race you are, I. DONT. CARE. YOU MATTER. you. you you you! you got this. keep fighting. don’t let the devil take you out of the game before it even begins. don’t let the devil win, you hear me? you got this, you’re capable of everything. nothing’s impossible with god. absolutely nothing.
i’m going to try to get some sleep now, and you know what, i might even go for a run when i wake up. WHO KNEW ID DO THAT HUH? okay, i love you so very much, and don’t you EVER forget it. if you want someone to talk to, or even just need to vent about something. my snapchat account is @emullins987
I PROMISE YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING, PLEASE TEXT ME!!! i love you, keep striding. keep fighting. see you in the other side 🥰
- emma 🦋
I read half of this and started crying thank you for commenting this is very beautiful ❤️❤️
I THANK YOU very very much for your words
U make me feel that i am not alone i forgot....
God bless u
You are somebody good
From France
👍🖐
The intro is my absolute favorite part... so beautiful and sad all at once....I cry to this everytime.
Thank you for making this
This part of the song is relaxing and sad at the same time, it just make me feel a lot of nostalgia and memories just come flooding back into my head, so I just end up crying while listening to this, it is just so beautiful, it’s a masterpiece.
This is the song I cry my eyes out to
It really helps me get my emotions out
Lost my ex gf to suicide in December and I blame myself for not being able to see her that day. She really needed me but I couldn’t go see her coz it was my sisters bday. Then her mum told me what had happened. And this song takes me back
I hope your ok! Stay strong your amazing and deserve the world. I'm sorry that happened I am reallyyyy sorry. I love you, stay strong and keep your chin high, in proud of you 💕☺️
@@poppyfuller8294 awww ty 🥺🥺💞
Omg I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺🥺🥺💔💔💔
@@poppyfuller8294 sorry bro🥺
Im really sorry for you i have a friend that wanted to hurt him self i feel your pain stay strong girl 💕💕
10:55 pm, ignored my homework, listening to this at the bathroom and bawling my eyes out while everyone is asleep
I’m listening to this at 10:55 pm 😊
My mother died one year ago, it was so sudden, i just received a phone call and she was gone. I listened to this song and close my eyes and I imagine her coming to visit me and me showing her all the places I promised to show her and remember all those warm moments i had with her.
I am so sorry for your loss
For some reason this tune puts a scenario in my head.. similar to the one you always see in an image posted somewhere sometimes:
You get home, walk through the front door and say "honey, i'm home", you're greeted by the wonderful smile of your wife after a long days work in that job you always wanted, she gives you a big warm hug and a kiss. Meanwhile your kids run towards you in excitement, it's dinner time, you feast with your family, laughs and happiness fill the room, you all watch a movie together afterwards and have a wonderful time.
It's bed time for the kids and your wife is also tired and wants to go to bed with you, you reply "you go up first honey, i'll be up in a second", you go outside to your backyard and sit by your wooden chair watching the beautiful stary night above you and pop open a beer, you eventually tell yourself "this is it.. i made it.." as a single tear of happiness washes down your face, all your hardships and all the hurt was worth it, you made it.
I know this was cheesy but.. i don't know, i can only dream.
That's beautiful.
It's the best I've read!
Ok you made it. This comment made me cry...😓
This is so good! Make me teary 😭❣
Wow
reminds me of my first love. we tried two times to make things work and after the second time i was sent this song from her. she wanted to take it all back. the hurt we both caused each other and even all the good memories. i can’t help but think about her and the way she made me feel when this plays. all the memories coming back at one time. all the love. everything.
the only remedy is time, you will be okay. I know it.
i hope you meet your soulmate, the person you'll spend the rest of your life with.
Just... Thank you for that. The intro is litteraly the best part of this beautiful song
It really is. And you’re very welcome!!! 😁
@@melodyman3400 wait a min, you're answering to all the comments thats so cute...🥺
i cant listen to this without crying :/
to all the ppl here, i know we sad. it prolly wont get better anytime soon, but just know that someonw, somewhere, just like you, is listening to this song and crying. we exist in a cruel world... but it DOES get better, we make it better.
sending love,
me
This part makes me think about my whole life
Wow it’s been a year already.
@@fouz-4427 Two more
Jesus is with me right now... ❤
He's with me right now aswell
Omg thank you so much i was looking for this so so long!!! 🥺💙
You’re so welcome! 😁 Sometimes I listen to this when I fall asleep
@@melodyman3400 I watch this every night to fall sleep :]
@@claraquevedo2766 I’m so glad to hear that! 😁
Reading these comments and listening to the song, I am proud to say that it took me a ✨bedazzling✨3 minutes before absolutely bawling my eyes out.😌
Yeah, the comments on this video make me feel so sad 🥺
I love this, i love jesus
Praise Jesus. God is in control. Jesus is king.
this music makes me feel like im worth everything in this world and it makes me cry
Awww that’s awesome!!! 😁
This is just so peaceful, thank you. We all needed it :) ☆
can't express what i'm feeling with words. :')
just keep up doing such soul touchin stuffs, mate.
Thank you so much!!!
I literally don't have the courage to listen the whole video. I'm in the 2.26 and I have already bursted into heavy tears
This song takes me back 2010 when I first heard about her ex that's really hurts me and then I discovered this song. Lord Huron thanks for making this Oxygen song.
Omg thank you I was looking for exactly this 🥺
You’re very welcome! 😁
to my future soul mate : I don't know you yet, but if you're struggling, please live. I'll find you. One day.
This video+ the sunset= wow
wow im crying while hearing this song an reading the old chats of me with my ex i hope i could travel back time and make everything right a new beginnig you know and all the future plans we had i hope they could be reality
I hope you go to paradise
You’re too sweet 🙃
"Today, you will be with me in paradise." - The One above all, Jesus Christ.
Ive been looking for this oart for so long... Tysm..
You’re welcome! 🙃
Im feel bad every day but my dream is every read this stay happy
This song allowed me to spill my heart out into easily a 2 to 3 page essey it felt so good to talk about it
This song reminds me of my childhood
Great song version❤
Thank you!
This song +fog=how amazing is that
POV: you get kicked out of your parents house at a young age, you sit in your car parked across the street looking in on the window of your family celebrating Christmas with your siblings but not you. All you can do is sit in your car under the moon and sip whisky as you have truly hit rock bottom.
Hope you’re fine
THANK YOUUUU
You’re welcome! 😁
absolutely loved this!
This song always remember me how hard clays feeling for hanah, and tell US how truly he loves her so much
im sorry for him you know what u and him you both deserve the best
i love him and i love u for uploading this
Awww thx 😁
@@melodyman3400 💞💞
Weirdly this song is my baseline. Something to reset and remain present to. Strangely the intro to the instrumental is my favourite part something to reflect on the good and the bad both fit with it. When reflecting on the bad reminding myself that no matter how bad reflecting on it is positive and then slowly morphing it and twisting it into something worth being great full for. Somehow the intro to the song fits it :)
As an old mate once said “just be happy and if your not find an excuse to be”
Thank you for this...
You’re welcome! 😁
Thank you for this.
You’re welcome! 😁
omg THANK YOU
You’re welcome! 😁
Thank you ❤ :)
You're welcome 😊
This channel has to blow up
Awww you’re too nice
Meceres irte al cielo, gracias tío.
CAN YOU PUT IT ON SPOTIFY PLZ
Um how? 🤣
Thanks alot!
Hehe
Thankk youuuu 🥺🥺❤❤❤❤
You’re very welcome!!! 😁😁😁
i miss you...
I love this part😊
this hurts🥺🥺
This song made me change now I’m a different person thang god 🙏🏻:)
This is the song that i listened to every day in 6th grade bc i was in love with someone and this song made me think of him for some reason. So late at night, when im thinking, i play this song. Im still love this person, but he has a girlfriend. He still looks at me the same tho. Like hes in love.. like hed do anything for me. I saw him the other day and he kept staring at me and smiling.I cant stop thinking about him.
From: me
To: to my 12 years old self
Hey, I know u are just a kid but...things will going to be messy from now on, in 2 years your mom will discover that you are gay and she will hate you more than you think, she will be embarrassed of having a son like you and she will say terrible things for you...when you turn 15 a boy will get into your life and he’s going to help you and he will become your boyfriend but unfortunately 6 months later he will die from an accident, when you get to 16 the day after you’ll try to end yourself, your mom will find you in the bathroom bleeding through your eyes, ears and almost dead from venom you’ll get to the hospital and get saved...and then you’ll get to my age, 17, and you’ll be depressed and very very anxious about everything.
Lil Gaby, I wish I could save you from all these terrible things but I can’t! Live your life the best u can and I’ll be here when u need.
U are just a kid...see u soon🤍
There are no words to describe what you just said... idk what to say..... 🥺
I am so sorry to hear your story. Things will get better eventually. Pain will also be present, but people will step into your life.
Text me. I will be there for you.
Oh my god, I can't stop crying😭 i hope u will get better soon! I love u and I am so proud of u for being such a stong and amazing person💕💕🥰✨
Stay strong. Things will get better! Sending much much love❤
@@lara1818 wow i know its not my comment but youre a very nice person
Dude, so good. This is what I needed. I'll credit you when it comes out. Keep it up!
Post edit :_D a video, when a video comes out! :_D
Thank you so much!!!
is beautiful man wow
Thank you! 😁
And old vid many of the people today will never see but i hope many more do because i want you all yo know you are absolutely amazing also whatever your wearing it doesnt matter you are a vib rn you are good lookin asf go be confident with a smile on that beautiful face because you are yourself and no one but you we all are unique and cool in our own way and even have skills we dont even know about yet so get out there and learn and have fun but never forget i care about you i hope you have an amazing night or day wherever you are and i hope your next meal is soon and you eat like a king or queen good luck my friends keep those heads up and dont let those crowns fall.
How unfair life is. How cruel on how you could be the only person going to every one of your brother, sisters, cousins,uncles,aunts,grandmas,grandpas, father and mother's funeral. How much I distract myself everyday to try and not think about that type of stuff, I'm the youngest out of 4 siblings. Whenever I do get a glance of reality, (usually when I'm feeling down) I think about this. How much it would hurt. My heart is not going to bare the amount of pain waiting to happen, I know they would go to a way much better place but I want them to stay here with me you know, I can't imagine losing anyone in my family again, how lost I would be, how much emptiness I would have. I just hope they give me a sign they're still here when it does happen. Give me a sign they're watching over me. Give me a sign they're okay, I wan't to know they're all up there waiting for me. It hurts so much thinking about it, but it's going to be a different type of pain when it comes inevitably, neverending. How much I wish we could live on together as a family.
Wow… idk what to say to this… 🥺
@@melodyman3400 I wouldn't either, thanks for taking time to read it :)
Thanks! 😌
You’re welcome! 😁
This is like a "walking among the sand dunes in a desert with a cloak and walking stick" vibe
the intro always makes me feel suicidal and I know I shouldn't listen to songs that make me feel like that but I can't stay away from them💔
I know how that feels 😕
Good job, fr 🙇🏽♂️
Thank you! 😁
This is so beautiful , can I request a song to be slowed
Of course! What song?
@@melodyman3400 there’s so many I want done can you really do shadowboxing by cafune pretty please
I posted it!
@@melodyman3400 did u do already? I can’t see it
its amazing
Thank you! 😁
I have to go to a meeting for JORTC tomorrow and I have social anxiety I’m worried about school too. Im gonna have to talk to people. I can’t do this. Im scared.
listening to think overthinking about the time i ended my relationship while overthinking.
I’m tired of trying..
Don't give up
You will be successful!
@@bangtanstansbmk4654 Idk
im a live thanks to god
All thanks to God
Hey… it’s Hannah… Hannah Baker💔
Ill give u a sub bro
Awww thank you so much!!!
This was nice, not had something nice in a really long time...☹️💜
I cant handle this much pain :(
And people say ım not in pain ı only want attention :(
this is sad, I can confirm.
Shall we be friends
If yes,
I don’t know if you have ever loved me the way I loved you bcz even if I say Yes to this I don’t know if I would be able to Un love you now, there is not a single night where I have not cried for you , not a single day where I havent thought about us,since the day I met you tbhi se mny hmara future plan kra tha I know its going to be so tough to let go everything now, but if that’s what makes you happy I will do that, Just remember this always we cant be friends bcz I will always be in love with you for all those memories we have lived either good or bad I never stopped loving you and never thought to give up on us ever, and I will stick to that I will always love you whatever is the scenario good or bad, I just want you to be happy with or without me , I just want to see you succeed in life, don’t worry if I am not there as your support bcz you don’t need it anymore or syd tumhy kbhi jrurt thi bhi nhi.. Please keep making me proud as always and never loose hope keep smiling be happy , I hope you find someone jo tmko khus rkhy.
When you lose your grandma on mother's day.
Im hurt.
I’m crying I feel lonely
Can i help?
0.75x for a little extra depression
😂
I met my wife at work after i had dated someone for a few months and i found out my ex was cheating on me with someone else and i broke down so hard and told my wife that i love her while we was working and that was back in 2014 and we recently got a separation back in November and she likes around guy but its so hard to let her go cause shes all ive known and everytime we talk we just argue cause i want her back so bad and i cant let her go but i wish i can go back to the night we met and live it all over again
I still love her, but I am a loser for giving up on her because I cared about the peoples opinion, and here I am, I broke up with her just because of the peoples opinion and now I’m the one that suffers and not the people… don’t ever listen to what others says… fight no matter what, take care of you whoever is reading this ❤️ my message for her…. I’m really sorry that I’m a loser….
Hey man, I know what it’s like to be in a tough spot in a relationship. It sucks, and I don’t even know what exactly I should say to this 😅 But keep your head up, man. You’re not a loser; you were just conflicted and didn’t know what to do
@@melodyman3400 thanks man for this encouraging message 🥲🙏
@@bigycasy212 no problem, man
You know what I'm lonely I'm sad I'm depressed I'm alone I'm broken I'm a failure
you are great and if you ARE not you WILL!
Will we do it someday?
Im wasted I'm brainwashed I get blamed all my fault I'm hurt I'm tearing I Wana die I Wana lie I Wana sin I Wana lie and never waeke up I'm sorry I'm bad I'm guilty I'm not a good listener I'm full of stupidity I'm hurtful I'm blameless I'm alone I'm lonely I'm depressed I don't need somebody I need her I you I need anyone I need love I need appreciation I need energy I need a thing for my sacrifices I just Wana lay down sleep and dream and not gonna be awake 😞
Hey I know we don't know each other but please listen to me, life is worth it, don't let anyone make you think your life or existence isn't worth it, you are unique and that's why we love you, fight every day to achieve your dreams and even if you don't have any, fight anyway because the sacrifices you made are worth staying, you are a beautiful person who deserves all the happiness in the world and believe me you're not stupid you just made mistakes like everyone else so never regret your actions or your sacrifices just tell yourself that with your sacrifices you may have saved or bring to someone happiness and it's wonderful so never give up 💗
God sees you.
I got a problems guys and i about to insane 😂
Hey, Apple Mageddon, are you doing okay?
I’m doing fine, why?
@@melodyman3400 because you check on everyone else and nobody’s checked on you
And it’s these kinds of people that often struggle the most
@@rosh_313 I’m doing fine. Thanks for asking tho! 😀
i am not sad, not angry, just disappointed in myself. I am mean to my parents, and then I regret but I can't change. they sometimes annoy me, and I remember they can be sad too. so it makes me sad that they are sad. but I cant change. it is probably not a big deal for you but, it is for me. everything changed this year. I became that loud girl that laughs like a witch at the back of the classroom and idk I am so happy like that, but I just don't know anymore.
school is the problem of my situation
If you like this song, go listen to "If I Go, I'm Goin'" by Gregory Alan Isakov.
Trust me.
Don't mind me, I'm just crying cuz I didn't shift YET and I'm trying for at least 5 months... But hey it's ok, cuz I know I'll make it and meet such an amazing, handsome, talented boy who really needs me cuz he's abused and insecure😔❤️
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The guitar..
Girl are you okay
No
Are you okay now
No
im just tired.
It has a similar sound like "late night melancholy - ea7 lofi".
Will we get over it someday ?will we do it someday? To my future me i know we’re suffering now but are we fine there? ARE WE……? Should I give up? Should I keep going even i failed so many times? Am i a problem? I swear I tried i can’t help myself and no one is by my side. You know dear reader i am done am such a loser they all left ,they promised to stay!!! was it me to push them to leave? I was there for them they hurted me and it’s okey
I am DONE i wish someone can understand the sighs i push every sec i only want me back but this is it i can’t i have to accept the way i am even i have a lil hope and the future but in the past i had the same hope but look at me now it’s getting worse
WOOOOOOOOO OOOO OOOOOO OOOOOOOOH OO OOOOOOO
this is my last day on earth bye everybody:)
Hey man, don’t talk like that. I know life can be very difficult; I know. It sucks, and there’s always times that you feel like that. But you gotta push through, man. Life is truly worth living
Are you ok?
@@melodyman3400 💯
We love you please stay
tell me youre still alive
I’m broken .
Me too…
Jesus will put you back together
nossa 🥺😔
I never understood the girl staring at me
the way she talked and how the sounds rolled off her tongue
the way her teeth didn’t align when resting
the roundness of her face
the messy matted black hair that strung from her head
the unproportioness of her body
the fullness of her stomach
the rolls that came off her hips
the acne that protruded from her face
her pointy nose and small lips that rested ever so slightly
the lack of size, yet so much of it
but that’s when i realized…
that girl is me.