THE SYMBOLISM! | NF - "Leave Me Alone" | FIRST TIME REACTION

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  • Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024

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  • @gjj101
    @gjj101 Год назад +171

    As a soldier, NF has helped me get through some rough times, this dude is so real, and he doesn't sugar coat anything.

    • @Chris12987
      @Chris12987 Год назад +14

      Appreciate your service. My cousin served in Iraq. Much respect.

    • @JayKayOkie
      @JayKayOkie Год назад +7

      Thank you for your service. Much respect! Amazing how much his music helps all of us.

    • @taylorsharkey4799
      @taylorsharkey4799 Год назад +4

      Thank you for your service, Hoo Rah!! Semper Fi

    • @SZ0H6
      @SZ0H6 Год назад +2

      Thank you for your service May God bless and keep you all in the name of Jesus become disciples of Christ and believe

    • @f2fbassist169
      @f2fbassist169 Год назад +1

      Hooah battle

  • @B-Powerful
    @B-Powerful Год назад +84

    I love how his music really connects with people who have the same feelings that he has. "Quiet Quiet Quiet Quiet Quiet Hey LEAVE ME ALONE." Just hits different.

  • @kp-iv2mp
    @kp-iv2mp Год назад +72

    Being OCD myself, I know the hell NF lives with. I hate when the illness is misconstrued. It’s unwanted intrusive thoughts that stay with you for life. There is no cure for it. It’s an every day struggle. NF is the most inspiring artist that I’ve ever listened too. It hits home.

    • @jasonwonderinthelight8098
      @jasonwonderinthelight8098 Год назад +1

      🤟

    • @kp-iv2mp
      @kp-iv2mp Год назад +1

      @@jasonwonderinthelight8098 👊🏻

    • @staytrue5307
      @staytrue5307 3 месяца назад

      Having OCD not being OCD 🙄

    • @kp-iv2mp
      @kp-iv2mp 3 месяца назад

      @@staytrue5307 thank you for the correction. Jackass!

    • @jfitz613
      @jfitz613 23 дня назад

      I feel you man, in the same boat. We just gotta train the brain like a muscle to fight them off and know it’s your brain tricking you. Quiet quiet quiet quiet leave me alone!!! Hope all is good over there.

  • @ianhoffmann2179
    @ianhoffmann2179 Год назад +40

    It was an honor to be part of that video. I was the lucky one wo pushed him in the buggy. NF is awesome on so many levels. The videos are metaphors for what's in his mind. He feels it's a mess and he sees others better off than him. And when I tell you that he is involved in EVERY aspect of his videos shoots, I mean he is involved in ALL of it, which made me respect him even more as an artist. Keep up the great reactions!

    • @realwestcoast
      @realwestcoast Год назад +1

      BRO THATS CRAZY

    • @jonathanolson1185
      @jonathanolson1185 Год назад +1

      Random question my man. How did that happen? Did he just make a post on Insta/Twitter? How'd you become a part of it?

    • @ianhoffmann2179
      @ianhoffmann2179 Год назад +5

      @Jonathan Olson He did post but also before the post he sent en email to people that were subscribed to his newsletter.

  • @natebozeman4510
    @natebozeman4510 Год назад +1

    One song that might help you understand Hope better as well is called 'WHY?'
    That line that says "what's my definition of success" is a call back to that song.

  • @gonzalocortez49
    @gonzalocortez49 Год назад +6

    It's amazing how you've been able to gravitate to him, in a time of need. I know you were dealing with some things a bit ago and then it seems NF is helping. He helped me when my daughter passed away at ten months old back in 2015, some really rough times. I took to the gym, music and keeping my mind busy as well. A lot of NF for a couple of years. Gave up drinking alcohol for 7 years too, just knew it was a bad mix with depression and addiction running in my family.

  • @ollie170
    @ollie170 Год назад +4

    I love when you do nf reactions

  • @dthompson76
    @dthompson76 15 дней назад

    Is he telling the voices and doubts in his head to be quiet, quiet, quiet… leave me alone?
    In hope he is wearing the white clothes and when standing on the hilltop the black doubt comes back in and the painted face is trying to fight back out until he tells the doubt he’s taking the reigns.
    His journey is healing and something we call all relate to. Truly a gift to all of us and the journey is a wild ride.

  • @ZackieLayton
    @ZackieLayton Год назад +2

    It's so great to see u in your journey with NF!
    Here is couple songs to recommend:
    1. Prideful (Just a vibe)
    2. Running (A great way to End the NF journey)
    3. I miss the days (u will likely empathise with this one the hardest)
    4. Nate (about his childhood and career. A must see for nf fans)
    5. Bullet (about his wife... so heartwarming)

  • @WolfmanXD
    @WolfmanXD 8 месяцев назад

    So I just started seeing this new woman, and she got me onto nf hard. She loves talking about how the words are amazing and profound, and I completely agree, but to me it's his visuals. One of the craziest visuals I've seen in an nf video so far is when he's talking to the kids and they all just point at his balloons in unison. Like how everyone jumps at the chance to always point out your flaws and burdens.

  • @jcasey2517
    @jcasey2517 Год назад

    The ballon’s are his burdens…I’ve seen him 3 times and I can’t wait to see him at the end of July in Philly

  • @ryanjackson645
    @ryanjackson645 Год назад

    SO GLAD I GOT YOUR REACT ON THIS IT WAS MAGICAL IT FELT SO RIGHT TY TY TY

  • @courtneymoore1102
    @courtneymoore1102 Год назад +1

    Nate always seems to figure out a way to put into words the thoughts and feelings that I never could. That's what makes him feel like a friend to me, someone who gets me. He is a lyrical magician and master!

  • @topdoggjb
    @topdoggjb Год назад +1

    Your reactions are so amazing, please pause and comment whenever you want without apology. I agree the symbolism in this video is great and what Nate puts in his lyrics and videos is often how I feel but can't put into words.

  • @deanboudreau9887
    @deanboudreau9887 Год назад +1

    NF - trauma .....it's amazing

  • @larryverdugo3553
    @larryverdugo3553 Год назад +7

    Please don’t say sorry for pausing. If something hits you please share with us

  • @Samferd
    @Samferd Год назад

    Yes! Keep the NF coming!

  • @chadhundley5502
    @chadhundley5502 Год назад

    ahhh i was in this video! (and a couple others) such a fun experience :)

  • @Nueral
    @Nueral Год назад +1

    Love the shirt and glad your continuing with more NF stuff ❤

  • @0racle999
    @0racle999 Год назад +1

    First of all, thank you for being so true in your reactions, that's what the people need but didn't know they did, for only when you're true to others can you be true to yourself! Nate is showing us the way and I'm glad you're part of this journey now.
    Next stops: Wake Up, Therapy Session, Why, Real, Oh Lord, Outcast, Remember This, If You Want Love.
    Then all of The Search album in order before going back to Hope in my opinion... You already listened to the most impactful songs of that new album amyway, but songs like Why will definitely make you enjoy Hope even more on future listens!

  • @stevedurnell4002
    @stevedurnell4002 Год назад

    Your looking so gererous today awesome reaction from thank you so much for sharing this video with us .❤️❤️❤️👍

  • @danialpakdel7982
    @danialpakdel7982 Год назад

    Yaaaay new NF reaction 😍🤍

  • @Rickkert2000
    @Rickkert2000 Год назад

    I got addicted to your reactions!

  • @MikeK04
    @MikeK04 Год назад

    Enjoyed the reaction! I would suggest Intro III off Perception while you have Mansion fresh in your mind.

  • @chrislepsch2524
    @chrislepsch2524 Год назад

    Healing is a process and I think this just depicts the process.

  • @rubenpeters928
    @rubenpeters928 Год назад

    Glad u found NF and joined the family. Disappointed at list someone gave u of order. A lot of songs in mansion, therapy session, and perception albums that are part of story before search album

  • @Ianragsdale_1431
    @Ianragsdale_1431 Год назад +1

    Hey AileenSenpai, I am such a huge fan.........not because you're such a beautiful person but because you show your emotions and that you give your honest opinion about a musicians work and what it symbolizes. I've been hoping you would consider doing another NF song that is my absolute favorite, I hop on everyday hoping you would get to it. It's called WHY and it is absolutely amazing, that and "When I grow up" if you haven't done it already. I'm pretty sure you didn't, again I am Ian and I'm a HUGE HUGE Fan

    • @Ianragsdale_1431
      @Ianragsdale_1431 Год назад

      Omfg you liked my comment, I am fangirling like crazy lmfao 😅🤣

  • @jacobreed953
    @jacobreed953 Год назад

    I've said this before but the heartbeat sensor is such an incredible and unique addition to reaction videos. Great idea including that

  • @experttexan
    @experttexan Год назад

    Love your videos on NF =) All of his songs form a single, creative piece of work. And it's a beautiful work of art.

  • @anthonymilette9814
    @anthonymilette9814 Год назад

    That shirt is beyond wild. I love it

  • @Rimuru_Tempest_0.0.0
    @Rimuru_Tempest_0.0.0 Год назад

    "Wierd sense of fckd up comfort" that is the best way I've heard it described, and it really is like that. I'm glad you out of all reaction creators are going on the NF journey. I'll be here for all the videos.

  • @Blyzzard26
    @Blyzzard26 Год назад

    The fact that you paused and rewind is expected as a reactor! relatability does that to you. I know Nate isn't from your normal category but I think his videos are going to be more common soon!

  • @oliverlysz8591
    @oliverlysz8591 Год назад +14

    His music can make you feel like you're not alone in feeling like this. Painting a smile on can definitely wear me out

  • @ollie170
    @ollie170 Год назад +3

    I cant wait till you listan to outcast and why and when i grow up

  • @DNAGames-sr1mg
    @DNAGames-sr1mg Год назад

    Ur a beautiful person mental and physical! Always love ur reactions.

  • @jabbazabba23
    @jabbazabba23 Год назад +5

    I’ve been on this journey before, but you’re taking me through it again with you. And it’s more personally relevant now in mental health. So thanks for a seat in your ride through this.

  • @michaeldandrea9648
    @michaeldandrea9648 Год назад +1

    Waiting for Eiley by To Close too Touch!!! 😭

  • @mclovin9014
    @mclovin9014 Год назад

    Yeea!

  • @SoulReaperSide_Eye
    @SoulReaperSide_Eye Год назад

    I don't know if this has been pointed out yet, but your most memorable line/bar in this song has always presented itself to me as an internally sustained form of "Stockholm Syndrome" because of it's overwhelming sense of familiarity and seeming normalcy. Couple that with social anxiety and OCD, plus bereavement, abuse, abandonment, and genius, and you have a helluva deep hole to claw your way to the top of. Much less getting to this height of celebrity, when all you really want is to be better and be at peace. This is highlighted even more as Nate continues to "personify" his emotions (negative and positive) along this musical journey that he is constantly crafting as an outlet as well as bridge to and for others.

  • @AngryLookingBanana
    @AngryLookingBanana Год назад +1

    Great reaction keep up the good work.
    You should react to NF - Nate

  • @mayfrancisco2376
    @mayfrancisco2376 Год назад

    I love this song!

  • @cookiemonster6222
    @cookiemonster6222 Год назад

    If i had a dollar for everytime your eyebrows moved i would be soo rich! 😂😂 Your face get so animated when you speak.... Probably 1 one of your best features... Keep it up.! 😁👍🏼

  • @willvr4
    @willvr4 Год назад

    The horns aren't fooling me Aileen, I know you're an angel at heart 😛 /shameless

  • @315njp
    @315njp Год назад

    'mistake' and 'running' next pls! (by nf obviously lol)

  • @adefazio812
    @adefazio812 Год назад +1

    And Now " No Name" should be next .... if you caught it... he said .... " Remember back when no Name I said fame called?"..... that's a reference ... and the old man is also a connection to another song and video.... I love your reactions , I rewatch them all the time... but the No name and old man is important........ I vote "No name" next to further connect the story..... and let you down for the old man ... ❤❤... whatever you do... Do not watch the video to "Outro" until you have seen all his videos, it will not make sense . Love U back 😊

  • @SeanB-wi5yh
    @SeanB-wi5yh Год назад +3

    I cant wait until you listen to Therapy Session

  • @ryanjackson645
    @ryanjackson645 Год назад

    NOT SURE ON FALLOW UP YET BUT TY FOR TAKEIN JOURNEY

  • @OhrionReacts
    @OhrionReacts Год назад

    Love me some NF! Great video 🔥🤘 hope you're doing well!

    • @AileenSenpai
      @AileenSenpai  Год назад

      Thanks, bud! Hope you’ve been well! 🤘🏼♥️

  • @TheKnightmares
    @TheKnightmares Год назад

    Nate or changes pls both are phenomenal

  • @calebsnell5273
    @calebsnell5273 Год назад +1

    You are one of my favorite reactors to NF, please, please, listen to NF -Nate. That is my favorite song he has ever written, looking forward to the rest of your journey.

  • @vg7oficial825
    @vg7oficial825 Год назад

    Trais mais de NF ❤🔥💥🇧🇷🙌🎵

  • @sbizarro1077
    @sbizarro1077 Год назад +2

    Great job on the breakdown. Love your authentic reactions.
    I'll offer my perspective on some of the symbolism, for what its worth.
    NF always has callbacks to other tracks.
    People in black have no Hope. So they finally get Hope, drop the dark and dress in white. Both still carry burdens... Noone lives life with no burdens.
    NF mentions Fame back in his No Name track.
    Those that finally have Hope no longer have to keep painting on a fake smile.
    Lastly, as NF is Christian, we are taught in the Bible to surrender your burdens to God. The final scene is a hand accepting burdens which represents God. NF's hesitation and looking back is our concern about how people may perceive us.
    Again, my point of view. Love your energy.
    God bless and peace.
    Bizarro

  • @jasonconway2193
    @jasonconway2193 Год назад

    Hey Aileen I hope your doing well. Can't wait to see another Slipknot reaction. Your friend and fellow metalhead Jason

  • @davidquinones1169
    @davidquinones1169 Год назад +1

    Hello my friend!!! Love love love your reaction! You a beautiful person and I love you!!!!!❤️

  • @ianhoffmann2179
    @ianhoffmann2179 Год назад

    May I suggest listening to his song NATE next....

  • @RICARDO_1997
    @RICARDO_1997 Год назад +4

    Thank you for continuing the NF journey. Some reactors do a few songs then just stop. Hope to see you react to more of his older and newer songs. You're awesome. 🖤

  • @papa-cheef8438
    @papa-cheef8438 Год назад +1

    Hello, how are you ? NF - NO NAME - React song please ?

  • @jesseashmore8426
    @jesseashmore8426 Год назад

    The balloons are so damn powerful to me. Once you've been depressed for awhile, it's scary to think about how life would be without it. You'd rather just hold on to it because it's become comfortable. It's easier to hold on to the balloons and hide behind them instead of going into uncharted waters that scare you.

  • @carmenhuyser808
    @carmenhuyser808 Год назад +1

    Yay I was hoping you would post today 😁🌹🔥❤️

    • @GeorgeMoore55
      @GeorgeMoore55 Год назад +1

      Hi dear🌹
      How are you doing?

    • @carmenhuyser808
      @carmenhuyser808 Год назад

      @@GeorgeMoore55 I'm doing good. How are you doing?

    • @GeorgeMoore55
      @GeorgeMoore55 Год назад

      @@carmenhuyser808 I'm doing great dear thanks

    • @GeorgeMoore55
      @GeorgeMoore55 Год назад +1

      @@carmenhuyser808 well it's my pleasure meeting you here dear. Where are you from?

    • @carmenhuyser808
      @carmenhuyser808 Год назад

      @@GeorgeMoore55 I hail from NC. Where do you rest your head?

  • @aaronallsbury9238
    @aaronallsbury9238 Год назад +2

    NF is hands down my favorite artist since 2015

  • @themmzone2517
    @themmzone2517 Год назад

    Great reaction. Can you jump back and go to the mansion album. Wake up, notepad and paralyzed are 3 songs you gotta get in. ❤💯💪🙏

  • @CountVlacula777
    @CountVlacula777 Год назад +1

    awesome reaction! i missed your NF ones. should do NF- Paid My Dues next!!

  • @danielpowell7973
    @danielpowell7973 Год назад

    The theme park represents Nate's music and the people in white are people that find comfort and a bit of healing from it. All the while Nate is looking and not finding his own healing till he begins to let go at the end.

  • @jamesheath9514
    @jamesheath9514 Год назад +3

    This is one of my favorite songs and videos from NF. Love the reaction

  • @josephmccoy1770
    @josephmccoy1770 Год назад +1

    More NF please! Your reactions are awesome! Eventually I would love for you to react to NF-Only

  • @jeremyrhoades2535
    @jeremyrhoades2535 Год назад +4

    What struck me about NF is that he was able to describe states of mind and emotions that I’ve always had, and felt, but couldn’t except and deal with because I couldn’t name them. He has helped me a lot to deal with myself and become a more complete person and he’s done it mainly just by talking about his issues. But what he did in doing that was give me the words so that I could deal with mine.

  • @ryanjackson645
    @ryanjackson645 Год назад

    YOU CHOOSE THE NEXT NF ONE WHEN DO IT'LL KEEP REACTIONS OF YOURS REAL TO EYE

  • @scottvankirk9067
    @scottvankirk9067 Год назад

    hello, im new here but i highly recommend Oh Lord by NF & No excuses by NF

  • @ilyawatson2410
    @ilyawatson2410 Год назад +2

    You break down these songs like its your college major. Its a new style, really goes into detail.

  • @hollandflorez
    @hollandflorez Год назад +1

    @AileenSenpai - Sadly he questions that he may be better with the balloons because that's what he knows.

  • @haplogan
    @haplogan 19 дней назад

    Thank. you so much, if it weren't for you , I might not have listened to NF. My opinion, NF and Red, two of the most important artists of the current times..

  • @Jettguy1202
    @Jettguy1202 Год назад

    New Subscriber Here And So Glad Your Enjoying NF And Explaining How You See The Video And Overall NF Has His Way With Words That People Will Take In There Own Way And Welcome To The NF Therapy Community I Love Your Content And Wish You The Best On This Journey And My Only Two Recommendations Is "Running" From His Recent Album And "If You Want Love." Which Is A Song That Always Stuck With Me But Listen In Whatever Order The Community Points You To And Overall So Glad I Was Recommended To You I'll Be Sure To Stick Around

  • @joedude1342
    @joedude1342 Год назад +1

    Another great reaction....love your perspective....ready for the next nf song

  • @DahakaCL
    @DahakaCL 11 месяцев назад

    I'm from Chile, where Spanish is our mother language. I've the ability to learn other languages English is one of them.
    Was listening to Tidal recommendations from other rapper, kind of different from NF, the first song i listened from NF was Hope, launched this year and I've been gone through bunch of his videos and lyrics and shit hits hard, not in a bad way but enough to drop some tears.
    We can realize many things, one of them: doesn't matter where are you from, language you speak or prefer, personalities or tastes, we as human beings go and live through the same.
    I've been watching your videos for over 2 years or so, never subscribed don't know why tbh, but beyond how beautiful and skilled you're, your eyes on this video hits different :).

  • @MrZKR2391
    @MrZKR2391 Год назад

    Imagine this song in concert, sold out show like 10k or more people, all screaming "QUITE QUITE QUITE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

  • @cowboy_fan8068
    @cowboy_fan8068 Год назад

    This is life and literally the best song on the search. This is only opinionated tho. As long as your still going down the journey of NF, Alieen, I recommend reacting to "WHY" next, it makes more sense leading to HOPE despite being released in 2018 whenever The Search was released a year later. PLEASE, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. 🙏

  • @Loki_Loki01
    @Loki_Loki01 Год назад +1

    The flow and rhyme scheme at the end before the last chorus is my favourite part, it's awesome. Caps off well a great song in general

  • @Treewaller
    @Treewaller Год назад

    Check out NF - No Name

  • @alfredmilton1619
    @alfredmilton1619 Год назад +1

    "I hate to be different but I hate to be normal" ❤

  • @Yagerbombs83
    @Yagerbombs83 Год назад

    offtopic and i might be behind the times, but i saw in the top left, GHOST. Heelllll yeah thats my favorite protein. DEFINITELY using that code from now on.

  • @lambo06bl
    @lambo06bl 3 месяца назад

    Never apologize for rewinding a NF song... I do it all the time.. He's spittin the truth and helps life happen with words!

  • @carlosdelgado7712
    @carlosdelgado7712 Год назад

    Great reaction 👍🏼 but just so you know you skipped a big chunk of the journey by skipping Therapy Session and Perception albums. Hope you go back and check them out

  • @carmenhuyser808
    @carmenhuyser808 5 месяцев назад

    Random question. Have you heard anything from Cypress Hill?

  • @sbizarro1077
    @sbizarro1077 Год назад

    If by chance you haven't hear of these two bands, it would be cool to get your reaction.
    Thousand Foot Krutch - Lifeline
    Skillet- Feel Invincible
    They're more hard rock than metal but they have a cool sound. Hopefully you'll check them out.
    Peace

  • @frankydominguez6581
    @frankydominguez6581 Год назад

    Another awesome reaction NF and many independent rappers like Tom Macdonald, Ryan Upchurch and Dax way better than the mainstream.

  • @JxckFitz
    @JxckFitz Год назад

    Idk if you're still doing these NF reactions but Therapy Session and Real are 2 of my favourite songs by NF

  • @greenpeasuit
    @greenpeasuit Год назад

    The smiley faces are the fake smiles depressed people wear to keep people from asking them if they are okay.
    The black clothes are the depression. The people going in wearing black, coming out in white, are receiving medical treatment. Nate rejects medicine because of his mother's addiction. So, Nate's therapy is his music. His clothes are dark gray, but not black. If you continue through his career his clothes get gradually lighter until most recently with Hope his clothes were very light gray.

  • @PaulJohnson-zv3hl
    @PaulJohnson-zv3hl Год назад

    I think the next reaction should be the song “why”!
    I appreciate your videos watching you feels like replaying these songs for the first time.

  • @JamieJamz
    @JamieJamz 9 месяцев назад

    Aileen I thought you were gonna lose it and break down. This song makes me feel like something especially the video. I can relate to this song so much. So many people wearing masks and hiding what’s really going on.

  • @imwithyou38
    @imwithyou38 Год назад

    im 36 m who rolled the shitty situation in life......at age 14 i got to learn the families only real dirty secert that was never talked about before i asked my aunt which she didnt wanna tell me because she knew i would worry for multiple reasons which i did it destoryed me but at the same time it helped me understand it and prepare. my mom had schizophrenia(mom left at like 5-6 and came back at 13 which i saw her 4 times in that period) but the reall thing was nearly every single perosn on my moms side of the family that goes through my grandmas generation had mental health problems but said it in lesser words and find out how deep it was later in life. clinical depression ran through everyone but later it was fouind out that my grandma a lil before she died she had bi polar disorder which earlier in her life is was called manic/major depression disorder......my great aunt had given birth to 4 kids......all 4 of them have down syndrome and 1 was blind also and 2 generations through the same tree made me fear that my kld could have any of these. my moms dad who abondoned them had schizophrenia i learned later and its kinda crazy that ive gotten lucky enough for that not to be triggered. also autoimmune disorder that gives hypothyroidism which went undiagnosised until my late 20's which means i went like at laeast 5 years with not knowing which sped up my body and it caused my bi polar to become more present and my anxiety went through the fucking rough i would literally here 6-7 voices at a single time attacking me randomly for up to half an hour or when i was under any stress what so ever that caused me to quit my job to get help in another state where i had insurance. this is just the partial situation
    how did i prepare myself for this well i started reading about psychology online at age 14, i read mostly about the current issues at hand but reading them and feeling them are 2 different things that its hard to discribe at least from back then when there was only so much info back then but i didnt stop for 20+ yeares as life grew and i grew. 15 i nearly killed myself after a mental breakdown from what was depression before the bi polar triggered in my life as bi polar doesnt usually bloom until your 20-30's at that time. i had no one to talk to about it because i didnt know what i was actually feeling. friend called to cops because she was scared and was going to kill myself after my dad went to bed but the cops rolled into house while my dad was rolling a joint which was one of the dick cops in our town(there ws like 3-4 cops that were striaght up assholes and the rest were super chill) and made him throw it out after they told my dad and i came out as i was laying in bed and have to go to the pysch hospital and had 2 options if i tell them my whole life story and how it got here and that im no longer a harm to myself or be held for 2-3 days which sounded like hell.....i spent 7 hours talking to the lady without my dad in the room for most of it. the next day at school was the worst dayn of school in my life.....i loved here the joke everoyne passed around was hey if u ever plan to shoot up the school tell me the day before so i will stay home sick. i was the wild guy who was funny to the mnetally ill perosn which changed how most people talked to me outside my closest friends. i was a different person from that next day on as it was like my childhood was destroyed and changed how i looked at friends. now im a 36 m who will never have a semi normal life for the rest of my life, i cant work a normal job and i cant live without a close friend or family member for my safety, will not have a kid for personal and genetic reasons. i will never get married most likely, me an my ex gf who were still friends and had deep feelings for each other that never went away on either side but she didnt live close to me at any point from there.......we both made a deal if were both not married at 30 we would get married and agreed but found hour she died at 26 ......im guessing she commited suicide as i talked her out of killing her self 2 other times. 1 was a literal cold call after not talking for about 3 years other was after a time in life she hated herself and everything she did.

  • @brianna9687
    @brianna9687 Год назад

    They’re actually getting the smoky faces taken off. So they’re starting the healing process while he’s still wearing black and grey and still carrying his balloons but at the same time his black painted smile is starting to disappear.

  • @stevedurnell4002
    @stevedurnell4002 Год назад

    Your looking so gererous today awesome reaction from thank you so much for sharing this video with us .❤️❤️❤️👍

  • @Topreacts54
    @Topreacts54 Год назад

    When NF is wearing black he is representing fear walking thru Nate’s head, so here you see the good thoughts turning bad and bad thoughts turning good, but all have burdens. Fear is starting to get annoyed because he knows HOPE is coming

  • @soggypeaches7527
    @soggypeaches7527 Год назад

    wow best description I've seen of all of NF's symbolisms, finally a reactor gets it. kudos to you!

  • @earendilthemariner5546
    @earendilthemariner5546 Год назад

    Idk if you take requests here but we need some Russkaja "No One Is Illegal" or "Love Revolution" up in here

  • @STEVOLOVESTHAILAND
    @STEVOLOVESTHAILAND Год назад

    I battle sever depression and Nf gives me hope. I love your reaction to NF. Your smile helps me try also. Smiles are contagious ❤️ love you

  • @justitia257
    @justitia257 Год назад

    Capisco poco..
    I understand little when you speak slowly, let alone at the speed of a repper,
    But your Beauty is a universal language 🌹

  • @lowkeygames2274
    @lowkeygames2274 Год назад

    I’ve never really used my ocd as a crutch, but he explains it pretty well. “That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about”

  • @TheAT5000
    @TheAT5000 Год назад

    Have you listened to Blackbird by Alter Bridge?
    I think you'd appreciate it

  • @Nickishere7863
    @Nickishere7863 Год назад

    You should definitely check out Intro 3 from the last album before you continue on the journey!!!!