Girl w/ Daddy Issues Listens to **SUPERACHE** by Conan Gray
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- Опубликовано: 8 мар 2023
- im still mad at everyone for not warning me enough for family line. THE DISRESPECT
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some dads may have skipped town but this album had no skips xoxo gossip girl
LMAO
GOLD
JAIL
OH MY GOD
💀
this album is just an attack after attack but family line absolutely DECIMATED ME
and then to go into summer child like that ..... JAIL
@@ReactsByAsh the audacity
@@ReactsByAshhonestly I was waiting to see how you hold up from those two 😂
@@ReactsByAsh Girl it KILLED me when I found out that jigsaw was about his dad
@@pad.. IT IS ?!?!?
As someone who's been watching Ashley for so long, I'm so glad she found her people and I wanna give her the biggest hug because god DAMN family line was brutal 💀
goddamn SAME SIS, SAME 🥺
trueee
Watching Ashley explain her daddy issues makes me appreciate my dad so much. On the flip side, seeing her call her mom and describe such a beautiful relationship with her made my mommy issues SCREAM
girl same
Need some songs for us girlies on the flip side 🫡
As someone who no longer has her mother, Ash’s call made me cry buckets but I am so grateful for the relationship Ash has with her mum. That said, I still have my dad and I’m gonna go call him now. 🥺😅
Both my mommy AND daddy issues are screaming 🥲
@@Krjwzhr same here 😂😅🥲
"Honey, you got a big storm coming" sums up perfectly the first time listening to this album. My tears did ricochet
this comment!!
literally i was immediately crying at movies... i had no idea
The baddies with daddy issues are here to support and love u bestie
the baddies with bad daddies lmao
@@averyschuler8432 lmfaooo
@@averyschuler8432 lmafo 🤭😭
ashley omg yes this album is EVERYTHING 😭💔 footnote, memories & yours are my songs and like - who’s surprised? 🤭
wait i just got to the family line part and i’m wow- girl ilysm 😭♥️
@@caitlinmariereacts you're so real for this
girl footnote AND yours? Who hurt you my child?
yours decimated me the first time i heard it
you're so real for footnote
GIRL….. i knew this was gonna be rough for our internet fam I AM SO SORRY MOTHER 💔💔
i made an entire spotify playlist based on songs like family line and matilda….daddy & mommy issues girls RISE!
I need a link to that please!
link?
drop the name of that playlist right this second gIRL
Link please
imma need that link please
Family line was a song I knew was gonna hit hard but i was completely devasted after the first listen. I was just sitting there crying my eyes out 🥲
summer child being right after family line is BRUTAL
GIRL, I NEEDED YOU THE MOST TODAY... i'm ready to cry together ❤️
19:49
Amber: “Are you okay?”
Ash: “No, i’m having a mental breakdown”
Amber: “So you liked it is what i’m hearing”
Me: 👁️👄👁️
sending you lots of love. i hope that song as much as it broke you provided you comfort in knowing you’re not the only person who’s gone through this and choosing to keep fighting is something to be proud of
Guuurl finally i was wondering when you would come around to do this album....*cries in daddy issues*
this might sound weird or selfish but i love nothing more than hearing other people talk about their daddy issues and stuff because i grew up not relating to anyone so having people to relate to means everything
Same. I have divorced parents and I’m honestly so happy that more people are talking about it now, it makes me feel a bit less alone.
your phone call with your mom and amber is the sweetest thing ever
I feel like “the exit” gets overlooked sm, but once I rlly listened to the part that says “feels like we had matching wounds, but mine is still black and blue and yours is perfectly fine” it hit SM HARDER. It’s like that song that lets u just sit and mope in how unfair life is, and how I’m still in sm pain while you’re going on with your life.
Right the exit is one of my favorites 😍
For me, my favorite part is “I can’t hate you, for getting everything we wanted, I just thought that I would be part of it..”
THANK YOU!! The exit is the most underrated song on superache & I’m upset it’s not getting the respect it needss
As someone that relates to family line I just want you to know when you called your mom that was so beautiful and I'm so proud of you for sharing such a vulnerable intimate moment with us and for going on your healing journey. I cried when you called your mom because I too have issues with my dad and am close with my mom so that hit home for me. I'm sending lots of love to you and your family 🫶🏼
conan's speech before family line was so personal and beautiful and I'm so grateful that he feels comfortable to talk about it and show that you can grow from that and show that who your parents are doesn't determine who you are.
SUPERACHE TRACKLIST
[timestamps]
01:31 : 🥀 Movies
03:59 : ❤ People Watching
04:35 : 🥀 Disaster
06:12 : ❤ Best Friend
08:15 : 🥀 Astronomy
10:27 : ❤ Yours
12:34 : 🥀 Jigsaw
14:31 : ❤ Family Line
20:50 : 🥀 Summer Child
22:02 : ❤ Footnote
22:55 : 🥀 Memories
23:15 : ❤ The Exit
The 6 minute gap between Family Line and Summer Child really says it all
@@ksawayamatotoo
the portion of the video where you talk about your dad really resonated with me and even though i'm really far away from where you live, you somehow made me and i'm sure so many of us watching, feel less alone. thank you for sharing it with us!! love and light.
if it makes you feel any better, when you had a breakdown so did i!! bc your feelings & explanation of how you had to be the bigger person just hits real close to home thank you ash
SAME. I started crying, and then I literally went and hugged my mom and told her how much I loved her and appreciated her. Omg this video is just a group therapy session lol
TW M+S Abuse:
I immediately started crying just hearing those snippets of family line. This song is just too personal.
My violent father sexually abused my half sister and my mom took the blame on me because she kept him around because I 'needed' a father. I was 7 at the time (my siblings are all at least 10 years older than me) and I've been told I am just like my father my whole life. Although I sometimes was scared of my dad, he was my everything (cause mom was cold as ice and mentally abusive), he treated me like a princess , because I was his blood (and treated my half siblings like dogs - except that half sister) and my world shattered hearing what he had done for many years. After I took a stand by my sister (mom didn't) he became very violent towards me too. And because I was a child and couldn't possibly fathom that both my parents are monsters, only he became the monster. So from that age on it was my mission to save my mom from him and get them divorced.
I became my mom's diary, she told me how many times he had raped her (shortly after it happened) and I always took the punches when he wanted to kill her. She would let me touch her swollen face and curse him out, she raised my anger against him everytime she could. She would sit with me and cry, while I comforted her (mind me being 7 - 14 years old) and always promised she'd leave him. But everytime I fought with him, she was quiet and everytime I told him we were going to leave, she denied it and called me a liar. But I was a child and blind and naive and thought she was so in love with him and didn't knew better, so I stayed protecting her till I knew better.
I'm 29 now and the funny thing is she's still with him and takes the abuse. I've been to 8 years of therapy and 2 years ago I finally recognized my mom wasn't the victim but a compliance to my father's crimes. So I cut them off. I'm as healed as I can be, some days are still though, but I know I am so much more worth than my family line.
I have an amazing husband of 10 years, a mentally healthy and happy 4 year old and our second on the way. Thank you, if you read through this.. I kinda needed this reminder what happened. Hormones and the time apart are telling me again it wasn't too bad, I'm overreacting and a bad child for cutting them off and keeping them away from their grand children. It helps to list a few things (the minimum) of what happened and see it and remind me that even if it seems impossible to escape my story, I'll get through it again and again until it's just a memory from another life. They'll never have the power they had over me again. I'm way stronger than they'll ever be.
And thank you for opening up, Ashley ❤ this was a free therapy session 🙈
I'm so sorry you had to go through all this. you're so much better than them and stronger. my situation isn't as bad but it still destroys me so much. I'm 15 and I know that's very young but I still feel guilty for not being able to heal when it isn't that bad, no matter how much I try to put it to words I can't describe what has happened
@@goodnightngo4270 thank you ❤
Keep in mind that your brain is there to protect you. It probably was/is that bad of a situation, that's why it's not allowing you to fathom/understand it fully yet, cause it wants to protect you until you are ready to deal with it. The absurd thing is you have to get better first to get worse. I had to have therapy to stabilise myself first BEFORE having trauma therapy. Because if you face the trauma, you can't be that broken. The brain wont simply allow it. It will not take any new information, and things that are obvious now (after trauma therapy) seem impossible to understand.
Give yourself time, be understanding to yourself... you probably feel guilty and try to downplay your experience because your brain wants to protect you. Healing takes a effing long time.
@@adnileb567 thank you so much it means a lot to me ❤ I keep forgetting that there are people that will help me through this and I don't have to do this all alone and people like you are literally a life savor and give me hope that I can get better some day
@@goodnightngo4270
Don't make me tear up 🙈
you are waaay more self reflective than I was at your age!! And you are never alone. There are thousands of people that are going through it. The people that don't go through it are either lucky muddafuggas or are ppl that put others through hell. You will find your people, that will love you no matter what, that's a certain. And you will love yourself. Because we are not the cards we were given, we are the player that plays the shit out of them!
@@adnileb567 thank you sosososo much 🥺 and don't worry I'm tearing up too ! 😂
GIRL as someone who also has daddy issues you made me BAWL omg 😭
ashley crying about her daddy issues saying how embarrassed she felt about her dad god i FELT THAT. my parental issues had me balling throughout the song.
I knew what was coming and I still absolutely broke down watching you cry 💔 You and your mom are so cute tho
Also as a sidenote your bottom 3 is my top 3 so you continue to be absolutely tasteless! Go off mother!
the line "i know i'm not the one you really love, I guess that's why I've never given up" called me out brutally... i'm still not recovered
I haven't listened to this album so I didn't know Family Line existed and now I'm crying so like.. THANK YOU CONAN XX
~ time stamps
1. Movies 1:30
2. People Watching 3:59
3. Disaster 4:35
4. Best Friend 6:12
5. Astronomy 8:16
6. Yours 10:27
7. Jigsaw 12:36
8. Family Line 14:32
9. Summer Child 20:50
10. Footnote 22:06
11. Memories 22:55
12. The Exit 23:17
I was crying with you the whole time and just wanted to give you the biggest hug. Your mom and sister seem so sweet and just know that I love and appreciate you ash 💕😭
the way i started bawling in family line and just seeing ashley cry made me cry even harder 😭
but on a more serious note, now that i'm getting older, i've really related a lot more to this album and to ashley more, like, she has daddy issues, i've got mommy issues 🥲 and i've tried to work through it the best i can, i try to build up our relationship only for it to crumble in a matter of minutes... like, i always thought that i would never get to have a mother figure, but, thank god i have the best stepmom that could ever exist, and i just love her to death even if i don't say it as often 😊
13:48 I’m NOT afraid to say it. This guitar solo type moment is actually my absolute favorite thing from this album. It’s. SO. Good. And Conan pouring his soul out over top of it… I CAN’T. it completes my soul and heart in a way I never expected. I am so incredibly lucky and get to see Conan in October… praying Jigsaw shows up so I can scream to this guitar moment and him🥹❤️❤️
Superache is my favorite 2022 album!!! I even bought an autographed copy and I’m from Brazil… So imagine the fight to get my hands on it
girl i cried with you. but thanks for reaffirming that we can break those habits that we inherit. it's hard but at least we can try right
The way you talking to your mom and her being so nice to you made ME cry cause I never had that with either parent.
I also appreciate how you talked about not finding your people for 20 some years because I have a hard time connecting with people and I’m 22 and I still haven’t found someone to be “my people”. It can be lonely sometimes
family line had no right to be this emotionally taxing gah damn. hearing you talk a little on what you went through with your dad really meant a lot to me as someone who has gone through those similar situations theirself and i completely get the feeling, watching this made me wanna give you a big hug
Girl you're feedinggg us and I love you for that
MY GOD ASHLEY YOURE FEEDING US
Hiiii Ash, I'm happy that we finally trauma bonded through this album! Like I literally couldn't fully realize the beauty until you reacted so, thank you so much for all your hard work! These videos are getting me through college, I'm sorry you have been through such difficult things at such a young age. Wishing you love and light always
your relationship with your mom seems really beautiful, I’m so happy you have supportive people in your life bestie 🥹💗
can confirm, that part in Jigsaw goes off SO HARD live. it was one of the best concerts i’ve ever been to
I relate to Family Line so much. I have a nonexistent relationship with my dad, so you speaking a little about your dad just brought back unresolved feelings I have towards him. Then you calling your mom to tell her how much you love and appreciate her… I’m BAWLING
2:06 "If I'm not running away, I'm being delusional"
The way I audibly giggled because this is also me 😭
the part where you talk about your dad made me cry my eyes out because although i can't relate to what you're going through, i really appreciate how open you are and i'm sure it's going to help a lot of others who can relate. i'm so happy that you found your people, your dream job, your new apartment and that everything is going up for you. you deserve it more than words can describe! love you girl
I STARTED SOBBING WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION, LOVE YOU MOTHER
girl!! can't believe you actually reacted to this !!! you're a queen
I’ve been waiting for this video for literally months. I swear this album got me through my first heartbreak. Not even lying. Luv the video ❤
Im glad you have people in your life that make you happy and create positive memories with, I literally broke down crying when you started crying talking about your dad and how it’s affected you (cause girl same 😭) it’s rare for me to find a content creator I truly relate to, glad I found your channels :)
Remember you’re loved, we love, care and appreciate you! If you ever need to cry about anything it’s okay, we can all cry together 😌❤
You deserve an entire world’s hug for being brave to open up about your pain and trauma in your channel, Ashley. Seeing you cry made me cry 🤍
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS! IM SO EXCITED. LOVE YOU ASHLEY
Ashley you made me cry with your beautiful words 🥺 and the moment with your mom were so cute. Sending you a big and strong hug 🫶🏽
i’ve been watching ash for so many years and watching her get so deep and personal was such a special and touching moment. one of my favourite videos from you !!
most people dont realise that jigsaw is actually about conans dad and not about a significant other and once I realised that the song made much more sense in respect to the "ill be more like my sister say thankyou maam and mister" lyric and LOVE THIS SONG SM
I actually love watching ash go through those emotions because it reminds me that everyone has problems and watching the people I love to watch feel similar feelings is so important to me
That part with your mom and sister just warms my heart. Sending you the biggest hug Ashley ❤️❤️
LOVING the highlights in your hair Ash!! Fab video, as always! 👏🏻❤️
GOD YES, THANK YOU FOR THIS!!! I LOVE YOU! 💜
it’s been a while since I’ve liked an album entirely, every single song 😭 it’s an emotional rollercoaster! footnote and family line make me cry every time lol
Mom and sisters are the best!!!❤ You remind me of my sister. She's gone through so many similar situations as you (through what you've shared in your videos), so seeing you cry about it reminded me more of her and what she's going through. Love you, Ashley, keep being yourself. ❤
BRO I FUCKING LOVE JIGSAW, that song is so real for me.💔
I just wanna give big hug to Ash and all the daddy issues babies! We are here and we'll get through this🥹💖
This so random but I just so so so love your editing and the humor behind it! Much love Ashley! It's been a good cry and laugh!
you made me CRY with you, i was holding on my tears but when you called your mom and told her that you lover her I BROKE DOWN WITH YOUUUUUUU love you ash
SEEING ASHLEY CRY BREAKS MY HEART
WE LOVE YOU GURLIE❤
STAY STRONG AND KICK ASS❤
I’m literally bawling with you when you listened to family line and summer child. Those two songs resonate with me sooooo hard. Having abusive parents and being the oldest child, those songs dig up parts of my heart that are so broken. When you called your mum and your little sister 😭😭😭 bro I can’t stop crying wtf I love you sm Ashley
I have seen Conan in his tour here in the Philippines and I must say that hearing Family Line live really does pack a punch and I am sobbing the entire song 😭 Also, footnote being in your last spot GURLLLLLLLLLLL, like I get it the first few listens but I love that song with my whole entire being after hearing it live.
Yesss!! Ash im so happy you’re finally reacting to this!!!
i have watched you for so many years now and it just warms my heart to see how much you've grown with everything that you've had to go through. Of course, there is still a lot of pain, but I'm so happy that you found your people and know your worth and what you deserve. this video also made me very appreciative and realize how lucky I am to have a good and healthy relationship with my dad. sending you the biggest hug right now
Like the whole talk around 17:30 just wanted to say sth real quick:
Ash I’m so proud of you and you are a wonderful human being who really always helps me trough shit and helps me laugh, and I hope that u can heal from whatever you went trough. Thank you sm for evrything!!! You deserved the world❤️:))
as an eldest daughter i can confirm that summer child hits too close for comfort
you ash talking about your dad really resonated with me bc i know what that’s like and i’ve had the EXACT same thing happened to me. i think that it is so great that you (and me both) have learned that that’s not a reflection of us and it doesn’t determine who we are! i love you and your videos ashley thank you babe ❤
watching is so healing ❤ you're my favorite comfort youtuber
Protect Ashley’s mom and amber at all costs.
FINALLY SOMEONE GIVING SUMMER CHILD THE LOVE THAT IT DESERVES
YESSSS ash is catching up on albums, I'm so excited ♥️♥️♥️
As someone with daddy AND mommy issues also I really appreciate you opening up about it and thanks for being someone I can always watch and bring a smile to my face even when I’m crying 💜
I've been listening to this album a lot now that I've went through a break up. I feel like Conan's lyrics help me give sense to my feelings, so it's been helping me cope with the pain.
I was studying at the library when I first listened to the album. When family line started playing I had to go home so I wouldn’t start sobbing uncontrollably in front of everybody.
i’m crying, wow! you are my comfort person, i admire you sm ash, you deserve the world ❤️🥺
thank you for sharing about your pain ashley !! were really proud to see to who you are today and know we are your online family :))
I didn’t expect family line to hit me so hard today since I’ve heard it so many times but here I am crying with you on my lunch break
no ash dear don’t ever apologize for expressing your emotions you’re not a robot, we’re all here for you as you are 💗
I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE! TURN IT UP ❤
ash!!!! i’m so sorry that you relate so much to family like because i know what it feels like, i love you !!!!
I’ve never considered showing family line to my siblings but it’s so obvious to do it now because they’re the only people who would understand everything the song means to me 😮
Luv u Ash ❤
Family line is that song that have you reflecting on yourself. Reflect on the people who made you who you are today. Such a good song
Ashley thank u so much for sharing a bit of ur story during Family Line. We all love and support u ❤️ thanks for all the quality content :)
OMG FINALLLYYYYY, WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE LOVE U
i had the privilege to see this album live in october and let me tell you - it’s even more heartbreaking live
PLEASE REACH TO HIS NEW SINGLES I BEG YOU
I want to give grown up and little Ashley a good cuddle and tell her she's so loved
Ashley we love you & support you so much!! You’re so strong for sharing your struggles 🤍 can relate to the daddy issues girl, shit sucks
Every time i hear him harmonize I feel the need to scream MOTHER! and I think that tells you everything u need to know about me.
as someone who has mommy issues you calling your mom made me so sad and happy at the same time😭
watching you cry broke my heart. sending you so much love !!!!!
your mom sounds so sweet, sending you both all the love + amber!!
also I listened to this album and I knew family line was sad and good but I never got to dig into the lyrics so now that I'm watching this I'm currently having a mental breakdown with this vid of u having a mental breakdown to it because it reminds me of my dad too.
it was just less than 3 yrs ago when I found out that my parents weren't married and that my dad was actually married to another women (still is, but they are separated) and I was already 20 back then and it was during the pandemic so it fcked up my mental health real bad and somehow made me look at my dad differently bc of it and I felt guilt of somehow being responsible for breaking up his original family bc my mom got pregnant. it made me appreciate my mom even more too bc she's so strong handling all of that sht thrown at her when she got pregnant with me. it still got me having existential crises every now and then tbh, thinking that i was born "a mistake."
and it feels good somehow to let these feelings out bc of a song you've heard, makes u realize that you're not alone. and thank you for those words ashley abt telling us that we choose and we can be the person that we wanna be despite of our family line. sending you hugs and everyone else who can relate.
Ashley: I’ve never spiralled so much in a video before
Me: 🤨
Yes, this album lives out to its name. Like this album screams out PAIN. I love you Ashley, I hope the best for you, always. Hugs and kisses with consent.
Awww ash seeing you be so real in this video is so amazing and beautiful . Keep strong girl ❤️
I honestly appreciate you so much for showing your real emotions and feelings about family line bc it do be hitting harddd
just so you know I started bawling when you called your mom.. that was it for me 🥲