There will come a day when we take into account the fact that everything we did will become a memory, that is it.Everything will end and we will be fine again,wish you all the best
And after it has finally gone, you would be thinking: hmm, it wasn't that hard actually. Just let it go, and watch it going away my friend.. It's as hard as you think until something harder hits you, but you will be more than fine.
@@cash5593 agree , l guess every phase we lived made us stronger that's why everytime you passed a hard time in your life and you look back , you find that it wasn't that hard .
One thing that I discovered of this community and the Lofi one, is that everybody has problems and the world is full of random people who care about others by giving good advices to those problematic people. This community is so human, so pure, so lonely and so lost. Seems like we're everything and nothing at the same time. We exist but others wouldn't understand our feelings and strength when they don't see them as such. I would like to remember to all of you splendid people, whatever you're passing, you're not alone and we will do our best to help you and everyone.
I agree, you worded it perfectly. I love all of you. I wish everybody would understand this stuff, but they are so blind, so caught up in all the meaningless daily fuss, that they can't even seem to know what it is all about in the first place. I am crying and I just want you to know that I care about every single one of you and if you find yourself lost, please know that there are people who are in the same boat with you, who just wanna hug you and make you feel better, but can't. I really want to tell you about all the things that really matter and how beautiful those things are, but I can't seem to find the right words for it. I am crying and I just want to lie down and think about all the stuff that there is to explore, thinking about the time, where I will finally get to be happy and enjoy this beautiful world.
do you ever sit at home and think to yourself “I want to go home”. But you are. It’s like, I say it all the time to myself. I want to go home. I just want to go home. And I am. I want to go home but I don’t know why. I want to leave. To escape to a place and feel comfortable.To be at peace with myself. But it’s not like I’m not comfortable in this house I call home. I just want to go home. And I don’t know where it is. But I know it’s not here. update: i posted this 8 months ago during a time where my depression was at its peak. I was a little su. icidal and wanted to very much so leave this earth. I’ll have to say though, im a little glad I didn’t.
Take this however you like, as it’s based on my own personal experience, not knowing who you are, but, in my opinion, the home you long for is a place in your past in which you felt happy, warm, possibly loved. A time where life felt more simple. I know, I have that feeling all the time. My home now feels like a cave, dusty and stagnant. It’s not something that exists right now. Your only option is to find a new place, and that takes venturing out on your own into the scary, blind unknown. It takes change. Change is the only thing that may get it back. There is no easy way out, but all you have to do is make change in your life, and work toward your goals. I have a chronic neurological illness where I have a nearly constant migraine connected to various GI problems. Some days are better than others. One day I might feel great, another I can’t get out of my house or even look out the window because the sunlight is too intense. I’m so, so thankful for the things in my life that have kept me from becoming homeless and alone, but those things are slowly nearing their expiration date, and that means regardless of condition, this bird’s gotta fly somehow. But I digress. IMO, if you want that feeling of home, then too bad; that scenario that provoked that exact feeling in you is most likely gone. But that doesn’t mean you have no chance of happiness or belonging. You do. Everyone does. Every human with a soul is deserving of happiness, of love, of a home. I wish you a future full of good luck, good people, and a good home, whether it’s where you are now or somewhere new.
Its jesus man. That's where your home is. He gives us peace. He is the reason I'm still living. If you want to know more about jesus, look up "gene kim how to go to heaven"
I thought that my whole life... but its a lie, nothing ever changed, nothing ever happened. Life is worthless. Sometimes i wish there is a button to end it. Sadly there is none and i am forced to go on in this shit. I am to scared to kill myself.
@@ramireza6904 I know its not quite a good thing to say from my part but i think that button you're talking about is the trigger, which is absolutely the easiest and fastest way out. I really dont recommend it though and i really hope you dont give up if you can still do something about your situation. But on the other hand, i really understand your decision if thats what you want...
enter.the.void.II Obviously lol. A lot of people are in pain & looking for things to soothe them. This music is for everyone who feels something when you listen to it my friend. Peace & love ❤️
@@enterthevoidIi nobody is fully happy everyone is in pain.But let's help each other because everyone is in pain but nobody is alone and once you realize this,it'll get better
A chance encounter between two strangers through a simple playlist and a message, as if I'd simply picked up a cassette off the street with a note on it... And yet it feels so... personal. Thank you.
I can’t be the only one. The only one who’s lost feeling, The only one that’s significance has become insignificant, The only one who’s tears don’t fall anymore because they’ve grown cold, The only one who looses more and more friends to things like drugs, alcohol, suicide, murder and family separation. The only one who is alone, I am not the only one who feels alone, We are not alone, We are here for each other, To grow as people, to change our feelings of insignificance to feelings of importance and joy within ourselves instead of wishing we were something we’re not. Hello stranger, I’ve never met you, I have no idea where you’ve been, who you’ve met, what you’ve done or what’s been done to you. We are on this journey together, at different times in different places but nonetheless, we are together in love and hope and spirit.
It is just hard to find a reason in the present moment which shackles my all. Time ticking by while nothing changes and I am left wondering what it is all for. Is the reason found when the journey is finished? Or is the reason for the journey the journey itself? It is hard to tell, and harder still when everything seems to go wrong no matter what you try to do to mend it all. I feel isolated and estranged. I know I am not alone, but I can't seem to believe it. My fault is me. It is also my greatest strength.
I'm 17 rn, and i'm so scared. I feel lost, i have no idea what i should do after high school, and i'm feeling so lonely. I used to have some friends, but now they all gone, i stayed away from them for being a negative person. I know i'm going to get better someday, but for now i just stand here, stargazing and thinking bout the past. For those who read this comment I'm lost too, but yeah, we let's go through it. :) i love u, unknown astronaut who is also lost among stars.
@@venci6433 its nice to hear that you're good after the past five months. the future is always scary, but try and ride the wave of uncertainty and make it yours. if you're afraid of having no friends, try and tell yourself that you're excited to see what sorts of new people you're going to meet etc. worst case, you screw up and never see them again. i'd consider myself socially confident but even i screwed up more relationships this year than i've made. it happens sometimes because humans are the biggest variable in every single equation. hope you're all good dude
We could've had the universe. I could've danced on Mars And sang on jupiter I could've intertwined my fingers Around the stars And let the galaxies leap between our hearts. But without you, I'm just floating. I'm floating endlessly around this universe. And maybe you're just on another planet, In a parallel vortex. You got sucked in. Perhaps you didn't have a choice. You fell for Venus, But I can't get off Saturn. The sun burns bright, With my sanity. And sometimes, it draws me in. Sometimes I'm picked off Saturn and The brightness of my galaxy's sun is too much to stay away from. And sometimes I swear I see you, Standing on the other side of the sun. But you have the stars of Venus with you. And Saturn won't let me get too close. Because you're too far away. You're always too far away. If Saturn closes its eyes, And Venus's stars die out, Maybe we can dance on Mars. And we can sing the choruses of Pluto. We can have the universe, All in the palm of our hand. But Saturn's eyes are always open, And stars take lifetimes to blow out.
it's currently 2:42am and i'm up thinking about how i have no idea what i want for my future. i feel so restless and lost. i just wish i could pause time and enjoy the moments i have now. but i cant. i have to keep going forward everyday. making decisions. decisions that could mean something in the long run. i'm so lost in this darkness of uncertainty. of fear. of confusion. but still. i have to keep going forward everyday. there is no pause button on our lives. but you know what? thats okay. it's okay because this is a process. we make decisions, some that mean nothing, some that mean everything. trial and error. trial and error. error. error. success. keep moving forward through the errors to meet your success. success is hiding behind every single error we make. keep moving forward. even if you fall. even if you come crashing down. it's all a process. you'll meet what you're meant for at the end. you won't be lost forever.
this is exactly how i feel right now. how i've been feeling for a while now. listening to this music, reading these comments, especially yours, made me tear up. we really aren't alone in this. virtual hugs to everyone here. we'll get through this.
I just can’t be me...I feel Like I’m an whole another person when I’m with my family/school. I can’t show the real me, the only place I can be me is in the internet...ugh it’s so horrible at my place full of negativity n stuff...I just want to go and never go back. I don’t want this life at all...
we all have alot of negetive stuff in our lives ! but always remember be thankful for what you have and be greatful for everything ! even sometimes bad things teaches us a really good lessons ! life is a journey mix of negetive and positive ! you dont have to act like a another person you just need to be yourself , accept what you are !
For u I'd suggest getting rid of social media. I used to feel the same way almost. Like I had so much more potential in me to show to people than I actually did. I decided to actually completely rid of my phone since I'm still only in highschool. Worked out really well. Went about half a year (from basically end of school year, through summer, to end of first semester) without a phone. I grew a lot. Learned a lot. I think In order to live a full-filled life one must know themself first.
I know _exactly_ how you feel. I have more friends online right now in life than I'll probably ever make in the real world. I'm not me in the real world, but when I'm immersed in a game, or a conversation through a screen, It's just... better. Kinder. Safer. We all have to grow up sometime, away from screens, from technology, into the real world, but while we're still kids, we're fine.
It's currently 1:36 AM at the time i'm typing this out. I'm going though my worst depressive episode yet. i just want a hug. i want someone to squeeze me tight and tell me everything's going to be ok. i wanna bawl my eyes out and scream. If anybody else wants a hug i'm here for you.
Hey. It's 6 months later, and it's 4:33am as I type this. You're not alone anymore. I'm here, and everyone else listening to this video is here with you. We're together. I hope you're doing okay.
Hey its 9:57PM and a year later (((: Im here too ! I'd give a hug if i could cuz i most certainly need one now , it took me a year but i found u , im proud of u for being so strong this whole time , now u can rest (;
1 year later, I hope things have changed for you for the better and you're doing alright. Please don't forget that you are important and your feelings are important too. And accept this internet hug
Thank you. I feel peace. I was too scared I would really die tonight. I'm crying as I see my wounds in wrists and legs, I'm so ashamed of my mind. What did I do, again. I feel at peace with myself as I kiss and caress my scarred skin with compassion and empathy for the body I so hardly tried to destroy, as if a loved one would do if I had one, but I'll learn to love me, I'll learn how to heal. It hurts a lot. Thank you, and thank you to my body, because it forgives me once again and lets me breath, peaceful, just one more night.
Life without suffering is meaningless... come let us all suffer for a while and find a meaning to our life and set a purpose to be at the top of the world
I'm almost 30. I think I peaked in my life already. I don't have any more dreams or goals. I don't even want them anymore. Wish I could just end my life in a peaceful way like get this 3 cocktail shot and be gone forever. The non existence seems so relaxing and peaceful.
I'm barely 18 and it is the same for me except i have to stay alive because someone made my mental illness so much worse that i no longer care if i live or not and she would kill herself if she knew she drove me to suicide leaving one of my best friend alone and wondering what he could have done, i wish i could just stop thinking about others and think about what is best for me for the first time.
Replying at 24 years old, just wanted to say that I hope you continue to exist and that sparks of optimism come back and light you up again, although I’m kind of going through similar thoughts I find that having moments of mindful silence in between workouts or any activity that gets me out of my head helps me take a break from “existence”. I’m typing this out while the music plays in the background and I feel like it’s super intense lol anywho, hope you’re doing well. Be kind to yourself.
hey hey hey, I know what you can do, you can start helping others achieve their dreams or goals, or have/adopt some kids with dreams and goals, make those dreams and goals yours aswell so you can rejoice when they achieve them and are at the happiest moments of their lives. you are 30, good age to start a family or philanthropy. sure non existence seems relaxing, but "you" or your conciousness wont be there to experience that, at the very least the 2nd grade relaxation and peace you get by some things in existence are there for you.
Came here after listening to the “one of those nights” video all the way through late at night, and now I’m crying. I’ve written your typical “I’m on the verge of tears” comment where you feel like you want to cry or should, but for the first time ever I’m serious. tears are actually running down my face. Whoever you are.... thank you. I don’t feel sad per se, dunno what I’m feeling exactly, but I haven’t felt this way in a long time, maybe ever, and.... yeah. Thank you. So much. And to everyone in this comment section, I bid you a hello. I like to imagine we’re all meeting at some cliff side, looking out towards a sky of stars, and just spilling our lives out to eachother. Time doesn’t matter in this scenario. We don’t learn names. One by one we depart from eachother and move on. But we all come back to meet again someday. I like to believe that we’re all gonna find that place together someday. Some night. Yeah Thank you, again. Thank you. For the memories that don’t exist and a feeling I cannot name.
Came here after 'it's one of those nights' too! And same to all you said. Thank you. It really feels like we're all together and we'll meet again. See you
I'd been lost for so long in the darkness. I couldn't even see my hands in front of me. My path and story has been a tedious, complicated one - twisting and weaving in all directions. But I'm not where I once was before. I am in front of it. Looking ahead and not behind me - no matter how much the past calls out for me. I am not that scared, silent little girl anymore. I have a voice. And I will use it whichever way I can (my writing). I'm done keeping to myself and staying in isolation. There is only misery there. I like my solitude... but I'm going to stop using it as a crutch, a coping mechanism. Stop using it as an excuse to not make connections. I am through with being lost. I want to be found. I want to belong. I know I'm not alone in that feeling. It brings me comfort and gives me hope for more. This goes out to those who are lost, but looking - fighting, hoping to be found. The searching won't be forever. @Worldhaspostrock , you are doing great work with creating these playlists. And bringing exposure to the genre post-rock. I discovered it for the first time from your channel. The sound has changed me. Rock is not gone. It's simply going through a transitional period. Like the rest of us. Again, thank you for your talented ear!
Hey, you know I'm an absolute random person, but if you wanna talk to someone, I'm here 🤷♀ (I like to talk to random people and your comment made me want to talk with you)
This really hit me, I like my solitude, but I also want to belong somewhere, it's really not a comfortable feeling to have when you're standing outside the circle of a group of people talk to each other, and you-just a couple of feet away surrounded by silent. You want to be there, too. But, you don't know how, and when you finally squeze your words out, nobody respond, no one care, and you back down, again. Again and again. But, I just keep talking, sometimes it 's just like you're talking to yourself inside the crowd, haha.
@@screamingsappho Your comment is so inspiring. You say you're a writer, what type of things do you write? And do you post any of it online? I would love to read it :)
When did this happen? When did I lose the last piece of my childhood? Why does that feeling, that innocence have to be taken away? I can’t believe in anything like I used to. Not even in myself. I feel so anxious thinking about the future. Where am I gonna end up? Will my life amount to nothing in the end? What was the purpose of it all? Why are all of us even here? If everything that we are and we know will one day be destroyed and turned to ashes?
I wish I could give you concrete answers to your questions, but I can't. Perhaps no one can. It does seem like life will ultimately amount to nothing, which can be an enormously depressing thought. However I don't think that the pointlessnes of life automatically renders it meaningless. Something does not have to be present for an infinitely long time span to contain meaning. Even brief moments can carry a lot of it.
Heres an easy answer to you. Us humans seem to think a little too longterm when we are sad. Long term nothing matters. Not you. Not I. Not the Universe itself. But short term every bloody detail matters. Every second even. Everything. Long term nothing matters. Short term everything matters.
"For certain you have to be lost to find the place that can't be found. Elseways, everyone would know where it was." This is a quote from Pirates of the Caribbean (At World's End), and if you think about it metaphorically, it can be a good way to look at life. We often don't know where our life is going, what is our ultimate goal or even what the next step should be, but being lost is sometimes the only way to find answers. Some things can't be planned in advance. Life is uncharted waters, there is no map or compass to show us where to go, we just have to wander aimlessly until we run into something that provides a bit more clarity. Each of us is unique, and therefore any path already discovered by someone else is not exactly the path for us. Everyone is either lost, has been lost before, or will be lost. It's hard sometimes to imagine not being lost, when the fog clouds everything, but it's important never to lose hope, and always remember that being lost is part of the journey. This is something I have to keep telling myself and often struggle to accept.
I feel as if I’ve been lost yet for some reason I have so much that can go right but it’s just not. I keep living the life I know I shouldn’t live. I’m afraid that I will forever be lost and I can’t change that because i crave love that’s all I want and I can’t get it from within.
@@dehall4226 I'm sorry that you feel this way. I want to say something encouraging and uplifting to make you feel better, but nothing a stranger like me can say would be good enough. Craving love is natural and very relatable. I know how painful it can be. All I can do is wish you good luck. Maybe one day you will find what your heart is yearning for. I hope you do.
You can almost taste it, I swear. That thick, bittersweet melancholy that hangs in the air when all of a sudden that smile is wiped from your face. That stupid video you're watching, or whatever insignificant thing you're doing or have to do soon suddenly becomes just that. Insignificant. I could stare at my computer screen for hours, imagining a better life or a different abstract world with wonders inside that dwarfs this current existence. Or maybe roll those blinds up for once in a blue moon to look at the stars, wishing I'd tried harder in school so I could be up there instead, searching for something otherwordly, something worth looking for. I will be nothing but a spec of dust on the bootheel of existence. Time won't remember my name. The world even as I live and breathe doesn't know it. I'm not sad... just, tired. Just one broken, lost soul amongst many... wandering through life with dreams of perfection. And dreams are just that. Dreams.
I love this comment, because it feels so real. Not everyone will be known by the world, Not everyone will have a legacy, Not everyone will make an impact great enough to keep their name afloat in the river of time. And many of us will never be important, and so we're left doing insignificant things while wishing our lives are different. We are simply one but many. Just another one to be forgotten.
I wanna hug you too...I want to hug whoever is suffering. Everybody who's fighting a war within himself/herself...I love you, you matter. Everyone is like a star in the sky, and the stars should always shine bright. So, whoever you are and wherever you are, don't let your star go out: make it everyday brighter❤️
Post rock is the music genre that definitely has brought me to tears the most. I feel really vulnerable, small, limited, fragile. Sometimes this comes simultaneously with some peace, patience and acceptance. It usually depends on my humor, and my internal problems. But either way, this is very emotional and strong for me. It's good to know I'm not alone in much of this. Thanks for you dedication on the channel.
For those who are lost For those who are forgotten For those who are done For those who are forsaken We all gather here Completely naked Completely empty Completely broken We hold onto ourselves Fighting each day Not to live a dream But to survive a nightmare Except in this nightmare, we wake up We experience this each and every day But one thing's for sure. We never give up. We live that nightmare To achieve our dreams Even if those dreams aren't for us anymore, We still kept going. Who knows about the future Maybe it's a happy ending after all Maybe it's a sad story about to close At least we lived out lives. At least we kept going At least we made it At least we did something. I just made this on the spot. Just about my current emotion while also listening to the playlist. Its just sad that we all live for one motive and that motive is for us to find out ourselves. That's how lost we are(or me at this point). Its like going home from a long tiring day of work and once you got home, you still ask yourself, "am I really home right now?" "Is this really a place that I could call home?" I am sorry for the long rambling. I'm sorry I made you read these comment. But I do hope that one day, you found your home. A place where you are safe, where you don't feel alienated, a place for you to stay, a place where you can freely express yourself, a place where everyone accepts you as you are. Your one true home. Stay safe, my co-wanderers. It's a long, grueling journey. But one thing's for sure. The path that we chose, are the path that'll lead us home.
Do not be sorry, those who read it did it by choice, i did it by choice. It liked to read it, so thank you, and don't be sorry for the choice of other, when they are made in liberty
Is there any possibility that I could share this? It's a very good work of art, as well as something someone I know would resonate and find comfort in.
Im here. I exist. Im alive. But thats what bothers me... i don't want to die, but i dont want to keep on living either. If i had the power to choose, I'd want to not exist. With no existance, there is no happiness & pain. There is no love nor hate. There is no light or dark. There's nothing. Because I've never existed. So it wont matter.
i'm a little bit late, but this is exactly how i feel. everyday, my mind is filled with those thoughts, so it stops me from moving forward. It's an obsession. and it's constently in my mind.
I feel 13 again, crying in my bed and listening to sad music. Yet I'm almost a legal adult, and I don't know if I am mature enough to go further. I feel so small yet I am so ambitious and loud, bolt and extraverted But compared to the world as a globe, I believe that our thougthprocess is bigger than we are. I think that our ability to think the way we do makes us bigger than we really are.
Im an adult for sometime by now and i can say so much no you arent mature enough you never will be bacause noone of us "mature" adult is either. Embrasse your most positives charackteristik of childhood and you will mostlikely do well enough/ if not even better than most adults. We humans are small but our thoughprocess made us bigger we are the apex predator, we change the landscape to accomedate us, we left the only little place which allows us to survive and want to look deep into space. So as ahuman you have all the right to be loud and ambitious.
Sometimes I wonder if my life would have been better if I was alone. No family or friends, home or life. Just walking around cities and watching the sun rise and fall countless times. It doesn't seem to bad, not at all. It's only when you have that though, that you realize what you have. Every memory you have gotten from every experience, your personality grown from child to present, people you know and so on. That being said, you have something to live for, even if it takes some time to think about it. And you have plenty of time.
Same. I often think it would be better if my parents had just left me on the streets instead of keeping me. It's not a bad thought to me, even now. But I realized all that I have, and all that everyone should have. I was extremely blessed. Not everyone has that privilege.
Same here k am tired of disappointing everyone I wish I could run away and start s new life in new city . I am stuck with my family I don't want to aste any of my tine but I can't do anything
..I was walkin kinda happy... relaxed, when i see this playlist title... I just sit on a bench and begin to feel sad, i love this mood. And now i see the streets in monochrome.
It's a soul crushing feeling realizing you're gonna be alone for the rest of your life. No one to hold you at night or keep you company during the day.. this world is a prison, and I'm serving a life sentence.
I know those feels bro. Earlier this summer I thought I actually was going to get to spend the rest of my time with a good cellmate. But recently she found her happy ending in somebody else's arms.
This afternoon I fell asleep and dreamed of a girl. I was at a New Year's Day party, we laughed and ended up cuddling after everybody else had gone while fireworks lit up the sky with a thousand colors. Then I woke up and felt all the pain of having had one of the most beautiful dreams ever. Thank you for this playlist, I need it.
Music for the heartbroken & the sensitive souls who can't find love in this world..I don't know where I'm going to but this music is accompanying me on my solitary journey.....
How I know I am lost? I started crying during the first 30 seconds... love to everyone of you who comes by in a few days, months or even years. I hope you get to see the light at the end of the tunnel sooner than you aspect. I love you all
There's more to life than collecting stuff. I live in a developed country, I've never been in poverty, I have more money than most people. But still I'm miserable. All I want to do is love someone yet no one will let me. I'd give up everything to wander the earth barefoot and watch the stars with someone special. But everyone around me treats life like it's some game with a high score at the end.
I was at 4 a.m. crying myself out. I was feeling useless, guilty a lot of anxiety and such. I read through all the comments and made me realize that I'm not alone. I gotta tell you that, even if it looks harder, you can do it. You can go through everything, but you must stop and cry yourself out. It's okay to feel bad. It's okay to feel tired. Remember: There are people who love you no matter what.
I see a lot of comments here about how close and friendly this comment section feels, and it reminds me of something Years ago I actually met my best friend in a RUclips comment section. I was 16 at the time and now I'm almost 23. We have hung out, know everything about each other, have been through hell together. It all started cuz he replied to my RUclips comment and after a couple years I wanted to try actually visiting him. You truly never know who you could meet here, we sit and think back on that tiny little RUclips comment and how it's changed almost a decade for us both It can be surreal in wonderful ways
Does everybody think this way? Every night I bid the world itself goodbye, because I'm never certain if I'll wake up or not. It's kind of scary, but you know. I know I'm not alone. I know my family loves me. And I have good friends. And yet I always feel so empty, but at the same time filled to the brim with thoughts and emotions. The universe is so big. We'll never reach it all, will we? I just have to convince myself that Earth is big, too. Death is just waiting at the end of the maze for us to come. Is it a punishment or a reward? I'm not really sure. Humans are doing okay. They're not dying all at once yet, there's still some peace. But everything ends. Nothing can last forever, at least not that I know of. I don't want to last forever. But I never want to end. I am afraid
Dunno if you're okay, but I've been there, actually it didn't improve much but still I guess I'm still alive. I just wanna tell you, don't be afraid.. life or death or whatever, it will come for sure, just try to stay here in this exact moment and feel it to the fullest, that's the only we have.
@@le_nori It's strange, isn't it? And sometimes sucks too. Everyday we are moving, breathing, and one day we are not here anymore. The people we know, we love, leaving us one by one. And still time moves on, like they didn't even matter. All this beautiful experiences of life, joy or sadness, kinda makes it difficult to say goodbye. But one day, there will no trace of these feelings or our consciousness. We will be just gone, out of existence. Wish there was a way to come back. It's hard to leave all this beauty. But as long as we are here, let's try to make the best of it. Let's try to make this world better than we found it. Let's try to make other's life beautiful too, whether it's a human or an animal.
As I get older Im starting to accept the loneliness. I used to fill the hole left by it with drugs with booze with anything to not feel empty inside. But now I'm just ready to embrace it. I see the absurdity of existence and it doesn't scare me like it used to either. I still get times where I'm absolutely drowning in exisistential dread, adrift in a sea of discontentment and depression, but those times are fewer and fewer. They just hit harder when they come and it can take months to fight it off. I've come to the realization that it can only be a few options, I'm just not sure which. Maybe, I've given up hope and therefore I'm no longer scared and accept my fate. Maybe I've grown too tired to care as much as I did when I was younger. Maybe my resolve has hardened and I know the light at the end will eventually shine through? Whose to say? Normally when I see comments from others saying "it'll get better" or "just keep going", my first thought is to roll my eyes. Despite that I know those comments are in good faith and everyone is just looking to encourage one another to keep going. Because we never know it'll get better, all we can do is hope, so maybe my cynicism has taken over and poisoned my view of the world. If so there may be no coming back for me, and if thats the case so be it. At least I can go with a shred of dignity, with a modicum of self respect, knowing that I went out on my own terms. There is a catharsis, a victory in that in my opinion, I could be rationalizing it to myself but I for sure am not deluding myself. Anyway if anyone is reading my rambling and can make sense of it or maybe even relate, I won't tell you it's for sure going to get better, I lack omniscience to tell you otherwise. I can't offer any nugget of wisdom or any special piece of advice that I myself follow or believe. I'm well versed in self sabotage and well trained in trusting no one. All I can say is you're not alone out there. I'm here too, surrounded by a sea of people yet still all by myself.
I've found that accepting the sadness, letting it wash over, feeling it in the moment, has helped me through so many depressive episodes over the years. I'm almost 30 and lost count of how many times I've attempted. But I'm still here and I'm glad for that.
@@AbrahamLure I find letting the depression in helpful sometimes as well. Other times it will worsen my depression. Im coming up on 40 and looking down the barrel of "middle age". looking back at missed opportunities, regrets, unfulfilled dreams, and wasted potential just makes me spiral deeper. I haven't had a serious attempt in a long time and I'm long past the need for the "cry for help" attempts of my teens. I know that if I ever tried again, If I ever had another, it would be done in a way that was guaranteed to work. Since I posted my comment things have worsened for me, but I'm still here. Doing as best I can when I can muster the strength to even try to get out of bed and put on a face that doesn't match what's going on in my mind. It's hard to hide some days though.
@@incoldblood975 You can do nothing about those regrets or opportunities. You're only coming up to 40, that is still young. You have plenty to offer and many more years to live.
Sometimes I feel like I was born broken, like I was chipped. Each year the chip would worsen, some years more than others, and nowadays I barely do anything at all, afraid that one wrong move, a bad enough day, or a setback too severe, and I'll shatter completely.
My weird world. You're my weird world. My own private world. You're the secrets that I keep And the life that I hide. You are the warm winter sun And the cold ocean breeze. You're the rain to my parched soul And my rainbow in the blind world. Your texts fill like warm hugs Your smile kills me. Your voice soothes the soul Your weirdness heals me. You're everything I ever want And everything I'll never have. Cuz you're not my weird world. You're someone else's. I'm the intruder I'm the fiend. I'm the love that I dont receive. I'm the hate that I give. I am the thief. I am my own happiness that I steal.
I used to miss the good old days, all the memories where everything in the world was just right. I’d think ‘nows not great but it won’t be long until I’m back’. I’ve been thinking like this for years, at this point I’ve been out the good old days longer than I was in them and I’m sort of just panicking because I don’t know how to pretend to be the old me that everyone seemed to like more. I can’t get it out of my head, it’s always there, the constant reminder of something being off, like an itch I can never scratch. Fuck me I miss when times where simpler.
Hey... I went through a ton of crap last year... Major downs... met people who helped... one in particular as well... not directly, but through her influence on me, got me to finding your channel... Kind of lost her along the way (in a way), but the music posted here keeps me going. Thank you for giving all of us a safe space to escape into when we need it. I'm sure it means as much to many of your subscribers as it means to me...
I always have been alone in my life and felt really sad about it; Some months ago I found a person that I thought could make my life better, a person that could be with me and not making me feel alone anymore. Unfortunately I was wrong and here I am again, loner that ever. I'm king of happy and sad at the same time by knowing that there are a lot of other people that feel the same as me. PS: sorry if I said something wrong, english is not my main language
I feel you. I was feeling same all my life. But, believe me or not, one day, tottaly anexpected I meet a girl who became my best friend, she is my soulmate in the form of best friend. Since I met her I felt less alone... Believe me, you will somewhen, somewhere, when you the least expect meet some friend or partner who is your soulmate and anly then, you will stop being lonely, or at least less lonely... you have to believe in that and it will happen
I thought of my mom when I listened to this song, she died a year ago and I keep dreaming of us going on adventures and exploring the world. I miss her so much everyday
Drugs... they destroyed my step father...my real father...my brothers... my uncle... drugs huh... I suppose the human body and mind truly is too weak. Happy for you. I only wish others were more fortunate
@@alyssaosmer5968 how do you say it felt during that time? I'm trying to keep myself from going down that slope - I'm interested in the experience of drugs, as curiosity merits, but I'm afraid if I look too far I'll climb up with a monkey on my back
I imagine a resturant, with candles burning down to the wick on every table and no one sitting to watch them. And at the bar sits everyone here, an empty chair between, perhaps an empty bar. And each stares down at their drink in front of them and in thought looks up at the same time the one other, or all others present look up to meet their eye. And in some thought, you raise your drink, throw a half smile at one another and almost laugh. Thank you for being here you say in your head. As a gaze returns to the wood of the bartop.
Amen, my friend. Amen... For all those here: life is not what you think it "should" be. Life just "IS". Leave your self imposed burden behind and never look back again. Just live!
Great words. Let me add some more: "I think that where you go wrong is that you imagine that the reasons for living ought to fall on you, ready-made from heaven, whereas we have to find them for ourselves." Simone de Beauvoir.
Everyone here is telling their story or talking about philosophical things, y’all are so deep and insightful. I can’t put any of my thoughts into words so they make sense. It’s pleasant coming to these types of videos cos the music is nice and it helps me but also I love reading the comments, everyone is so nice to each other and willing to hear others’ stories.
Being lost.... it’s like nothing you’ve ever felt before. A place that isn’t a place, a breathe that doesn’t fill your lungs with air. A moment in time where everything feels like it’s stopped but time is actually getting faster. It’s like your body is here but your mind is in space. It’s a lonely feeling.
Do we really though maybe were the "Lost Ones" and were not meant to matter were here to make the people who do matter feel good about themselves that there happy....
I don't know if it's weird but whenever I see a comment with little to no 'likes' under any postrock or lofi song, I always put a like because I want them to know they are always heard no matter what their struggles are or how insignificant they may think it is compared to the rest of us. YOU MATTER okay? Every little issue you may have is VALID and there's nothing you should be ashamed of to speak about it.
This provides me a lil bit of motivation. I'm living in one of the most dangerous countries in America (Honduras). Our president had make everybody's life fall down. Our economy is going so down. And I just moved to live alone. Looking for a lot of ways to survive in this crisis. Because the family where I was living were destroying my mental health like no body could imagine. Now I'm alone and free, with the company of one little pet ( a hamster named Monet). We are doing our best. I know someday I will get out of this country and live a better track of life. With more opened mind people and way to survive with the career I have finished. Soon. I hope so.
@@dkutlay1282 tomorrow is my graduation ceremony. I'll get my college degree soon. After that, I hope I can get a scholarship to get out of here. It will be a long way but it is a big step for me. Hopefully I get over it. My hamster is fine and healthy.
In case you needed this today... *You are not alone. You are special. There will be an end to our pain soon. And you are loved more than you could ever know. * Don't ever forget that.
@@kostiadzoba4656 so sorry to hear that. I know i dont fully know the pain of what you are feeling, but i do know that things will get better soon even if it seems to only be getting worse. Ill be thinking of you, keep on pushing 🥺♥️♥️
Reading all the beautiful, lonely, somber, deep comments in here gives me a tiny speck of hope that I'm not alone and it also humbles me and makes me feel for others. To whoever is reading this, I hope that you overcome whatever obstacle is in your way🖤
Beautiful music and beautiful words. "Suffering from life," yeah, I guess that could describe me sometimes. I try to put on a happy persona around here but it doesn't always work. I love many different types of music but post-rock is the one I will always come back to because of how it soothes me. It's almost as if the music understands me. And sometimes that's all I need, is to be understood. Thank you for this compilation.
Never heard the term “post rock” but It was in my Spotify most played music at #5 and the second I heard this I knew it was exactly what I have been listening to for years
“What’s your greatest fear?” The man sighed it was a deep aged sigh full of knowledge,wisdom,experience.....but it was also so strained it was one of utter exhaustion...then the man said... “To die totally and utterly alone.......with no one to hold my hand, no one to cry over my grave, no one to remember me as I once was........to be totally and utterly forgotten by the world and all its peoples as if I had never existed at all....like a shadow.....” The younger man stared at the man in awe his mouth open and yet no words came out......then slowly he grabbed the older mans hand and said..... “I’ll never forget you.......” And the old man wept as they stared at the stars..........
Three months ago I broke up with my girlfriend. That was my best (and, now I realize, the first) love. I feeled incredible happy with her, but one day she told me she was bored. It broke my heart and I started do drugs to supress my depression. Your playlists make me feel this kind of pleasurable mental pain, so, thank you. I don't know you and live at the other side of the Earth, but i feel connection with you. Thank you man, you're awesome!
She didnt deserve you, but I understand how u feel I had someone I loved very much but they used drugs against me to get to my body and ruined me, but we cant let horrible people like that win, and that is a battle I am still fighting. Best wishes
I wish I could just redo everything, go back to my old self and tell them to not take the path I took. I feel so alone even though I have people around me. I never thought I would feel this way yet now I can’t imagine a day where I’m better.
One of the worst things about growing up is realizing that you have to keep moving forward, no matter what. You can’t go back to the way things were no matter how hard you try, you always have to keep changing.
I just wanna tell my future self: Hey! I know you feel everything is done right now, it feels like we're usurping someone else's time because there's no clear and defined path in life, but that's okay. The world may look cold, and it actually is, but reading through the comments section made me realize I'm never alone. I will never be. Just live one day at a time. Just do it, please. To everyone else, I love you and thanks for being here tonight with me.
For I love him like no other before. He’s all I ask of the universe. I want no money, no fame, success means nothing without love. Without someone to share happiness with. I am absolutely nothing. I want his love and affection nothing else. To be the comfort he needs and he to be what I need. But the sad reality is that we are nothing. He’s no more then my close friend. Though I want more it will never be more. A conclusion I must accept but refuse to. I am alone and can not find a person to share my life with. That is what hurts me the most. And all I ask is for that person to be the man I am crushing on right now. Yet my begging for it to happen never makes it true.
I generally don't comment, but this Playlist compels me to portray my gratitude for being able to listen to it. Thank you, so much, for sharing this. The first song "We aren't who we say we are", at 2:25, just pulled me from existence from this world and drowned me in the world of its music and chords. Normally, when one hears the name of the first song as a stand alone sentence, one would associate it with deception being found out, but this song, it made the meaning different. The slow intro, of knowing someone, but remaining unsure of who they are, the loud glorious chords that follow the intro (starting at 2:25), like getting to know them, the real them, their happiness, their joys, their dreams, their hopes, their true selves. The song goes on to explore everything else, from their brokenness in all its grandeur to their sorrow, their past, their everything. There is just so much, so much in a human being to ever be able to express it, and thank you for making me appreciate it again. The entire album, makes the name seem not like a deception having found out, but rather an incapability, an incapability to express the grandiose structure of intricate vestiges that a human just is
These weird random playlists with funny titles really are magical. Its so crazy to just imagine the fact that people all around the earth, completely different people going throigh completely different times and events in their lives just stopping somewhere for a brief moment on the internet to find out about each others existence for the first time and yet somehow understand just enough of it from just being here
I'm always struggling with myself like its constantly not feeling like I'm me until I'm crying like i am now, and then that's when i realize that this is me. Deep Deep down i didn't grow up and just a crying, lost little girl. im so lost and scared of whats ahead. I don't wanna be lost anymore. I'm envious of my friends having their families and them going out and having fun together but never inviting me. And then they tell me about all the fun they had and they show me what they bought together and all i can do is be happy for them because i can never tell them to their faces that i envy them and that i wanna be like them. They appreciate and love each other and i wanna be cared about like how they care about each other. I want someone to hug me in moments like this and no ot say anything. I just want a hug. I'm so tired. I'm in pain.
Thank you. I discovered a lot of beautiful music because of your channel and learned a lot about myself thanks to these sounds. I see people from all over the world in the comments, we are united here in this peaceful moment. Post-rock brings people together. Greetings and love from Poland.
These times the bad overwhelm the good. I'm hating people. All those sheeps, who are so full of themselves, persuaded to be the holders of the universal truth, while following the movement and being blind to everything, unless it conforms to the general opinion. This night I want to cry, I want to drown in some artificial pleasure that isn't there. Where's the stars ? They all seem so distant, so much further than they are habitually. How did everything went like that ? I had hope, I wanted to make things better... I'm sick of feeling like a victim, always nice, always comprehensive, never making any reproach, never insulting anyone or even going angry, while the entire world seems to do the opposite. Tonight, I don't reckonize myself as a human anymore. These people full of egocentrism aren't my brothers and sisters, or they forgot long ago from where they came, and they forgot the whistle of the wind, the cold breeze, the moon and the stars... I know I shouldn't smoke hash, but it's the only thing I want. Still, I have none. I'm supposed to stop smoking. What's the matter after all... I'm gonna find some. At least I'll be able to smile and laugh again, even if it's just because of the effects. When was the last time I was really happy ? I can't even remember if I ever was. Have a good night, friend. Please cherish this moments where you can still see the good in the world, for those who can't. I wish you the best.
AGKyran, our sun is a star, brother. It will guide you if you allow yourself to feel it's warmth. The moon as well, borrows her light from our sun. You know what you must do to have what you want. It starts with one thing, then another.
It's been years that I have been on this channel and yet, I find myself coming back to it when I find myself seeking meaning for something. This place truly makes me feel like home, something I am not used to feeling otherwise. It is a beautiful thing to see so many people who we have never met, or will never meet in our life come together to create something so meaningful and priceless, at the same time. Let life take us places, friends. We shall adjust our sails accordingly, in sojourn silence :)
This probably doesn’t mean much to anyone but thanks, for just being there with the music to help with thinking and getting through all the long nights and tough times. Just thanks, it means a lot.
No matter how big is your problem, there's still hope. And this channel and community is a beautiful proof of that. Count on me, hold on and never, ever give up. Peace.
I don't comment on YT usually, but in hearing this great compilation with such a title and reading comments here, I also want write something. I discovered post-rock music some years ago, maybe 4 or 5, thanks to your great channel WHPR at a time I often told myself : "music, it was better before, today there is only bad stuff". Then, the first time I heard God Is An Astronaut, Moonlit Sailor, Hyakkei and more, continuing my journey in what I call the "post-rock universe", I changed my point of view... I saw I made a mistake. I stopped blaming the “new millennium” or something similar. I understood it was just me who didn't made an effort to look for what are the good musics today. I saw post-rock like this guy or this girl, who says to other people : "hey you, come here, no matter if you come from another horizon, far from mine, I'm sure we can imagine, invent or re-invent something new, something fresh, something great together, so, let's creating! Be eclectic!" Actually, in discovering post-rock, I believe I understood what some people call the "love at the first sight". :) And, every time I feel worried, melancholic or every time I need a break in my life, I take my headphones, I sit on a chair, I choose one of my favourite album of post-rock or just clicking randomly on a track on my computer, then I observe “my inside”, sometimes I imagine stories, or I look outside, rain, sun, trees, clouds, cars in the street, people walking on sidewalk, and I just listen... A sort of contemplative journey. This music helped me to see the world through other glasses, because post-rock reminded me a truism : music is powerful, for the soul, the mind and the heart. And I'm so full of a great bliss, or something like bliss or sometimes spleen or other feelings, when I listen musics you sharing on your channel and when I read some comments below each videos : love for post-rock music, sometimes surprise, sharing of emotions/thoughts creating by an album/a track or sometimes expressing an opinion, thoughtfully, on the album. No scorn which becomes tiring in some parts of the internet, just a “light beam of poetry, of personal experience which becomes a souvenir”, just sharing a blissful feeling/thought or others emotions or reflexions that each post-rock music arouses in people. I stopped listen post-rock during a certain time, I don't know really why. Then, some weeks ago, I clicked on my post-rock playlist, as if I was called by an intuition. Then, as G Cipp said : "I'm back post-rock... I'm back." Yes, I'm back too. And I missed post-rock. So, thank you so much WHPR! Merci beaucoup ! Don't stop your work, don't stop supporting post-rock groups, it is important for humans beings. :)
Same for me, it's like a supernatural force don't want to me to find love I tried so many time and every time a last minute improbable event happen and break everything...
Same.............. :( I've been trying to come to terms with some of my chronic mental illness recently and one that is hard to accept is that I might not be able to have a stable loving relationship. Maybe one day I can get over it but this one thought has been aching me ever since I graduated. Sure I have other goals but this one thought keeps blocking the rest of my mind on some very restless nights or depressing mornings yet I continue anyways because I have to move on with life. I hope when I'm done with college and get a better job, I can finally keep those thoughts to rest but who knows.
@@bulletghost3452 i've stopped waiting for it, because i've realized the more i long for it, the more unnecessary people i let into my life and the more my heart breaks. now i don't even care about any of it. do i love people? do i hate people? do i even have any feelings? who knows 🤷🏻♀️ as the person above said, loving is not something you do, but have within yourself. so if it is meant to come, it'll come, vice versa. peace.
My heart burning, I feel tired for to much crying. I didn't know when you lost someone could be so this painfull I can't even hold the pain anymore I had nowhere to go
Remember, as Bilbo Baggins once stated; "Not all who wander are lost". Keep on keeping on, put one foot in front of the other, and make it through today. You got this because even if you don't believe in yourself, I do. And everyone else here believes in you too. Keep on keeping on my friend. It'll be okay and there will be a tomorrow.
You're the centre of this, you started it all, we just came to watch and listen. Thanks for continually sharing beautiful music with all of us. Stay strong.
"Everywhere yet nowhere Omnipresent yet still so blind My mind is all unaligned Nothing more then an mentally pathetic child So sad all over My mind gets more and more low What else could I do. Overtime everything just builds up as the thoughts either start to scream at me or turn into quiet hums within my mind All i see is the black and grey from the darkness of midnight Where there is no light Stuck there for seemingly forever To me thats somewhat comforting to know It's all one continuous flow I'm always a bit slow All of it just overflows Dont be fooled by my facade and slight nod Its all a lie. Everyday I try Just Fly high say hi sigh and comply A plea for help that won't be heard I know its all absurd and somewhat misheard Inside I'm contemplating whether to give up entirely or to just walk away silently. Within my own obscured vision of life Always filled with horrific strife that isn't even there, is it? Invisible mental conflict I don't say anything about it I just stare like a fake teddy bear At this point it might as well be a nightmare One big scare What am I supposed to do besides look at the now faded gleam in my own tired little faded eyes Inside I feel like sitting and just finally letting my own mind rot and die I don't even recognize myself anymore The face isn't what I'd want it to be The exhaustion just bores right through my psyche I try so hard to find that key It keeps getting closer Yet somehow still so far away Just sitting there mocking me Left to panic alone where no one can see Behind the curtain No one to see or hear me slam my head into the wall Just show back up seemingly just fine all along down the hall I'm all ready to say my goodbyes Instead of Hi's Ive done the latter more Yet I'm always not good at explaining why I just stand up and leave without even saying bye It's all been an elaborate lie Each day I just suck it up and heave on through barely enough to keep up the facade somedays Like a half working electrical socket Shambling across the halls My mental state feels its slowly collapsing into its self And I'm all by myself No one to console me I see that everyone else has someone Someone to actually be there But me, no. No one to care. It makes me feel like tearing out my own hair All my rational thought just gets drowned out into nothingness Like a storm washing through the street. By the end of the day I always feel so beat I Just keep on moving with no clear thought I Hope things would get better But everyday it gets filled with more sadness and hate Like a grudge filled letter Deep inside I've just accepted my own fate. it all feels like everything in my head is falling behind I try so hard to be kind But sometimes it slips my mind It feels like I'm in binds Not being able to do anything Tied down by others underlying expectations I'm scared of the future tommorows I hope I don't drown in my own sorrows Throughout the day I Just stalk around and think As I blankly blink for the hundredth time today Dissociating from this reality I don't want to be anything Waiting for spring so the bees could sting me Though I've never been stung Only left up to hung on the rope So within my empty mind I just mope Trying desperatly to find that hope But hey I say I wish I could go back to the person I was back before before everything happened But thats just it, a wish. I feel like a trash bin thats stuffed with sin But thats nothing more than a dissapointing loss My whole sanity's been at a toss Trying to make sense of this and that It feels like I've been dragged down to the level of a cat Whats missing now is the signature bat and hat Because All i am is a punchline for others This doesn't help it just leaves my sanity in teathers Pushing me only closer and closer I try desperately to find every detactched feathers of my old self. Looking inside hoping that theres a meaning behind this sad parody I don't find this bloody funny. Why can't there be a simple remedy? Each night I Lay in my bed trying not to let my social and mental life expire I Try everytime to get inspired But i'm just too tired too care So In the end i just don't dare too Negative emotions just stick like glue Looking at the pale hues of my skin I simply don't want to see Theres no Glee and there is no more energy Its like being fired It just ends up making me feel stressed and tired All my fears just fill my mind & ears And it reflects in my tears If there is any I don't want to hear others laugh and have fun while I'm over there dying inside At that point its pouring salt into the invisible wound I'm Just simply trying hard to abide And yet hide from my woes Just like A bow it gets further away until it snaps Theres been many mishaps so At this point I have multiple bows I dream that I could bash in my toes while I am at my lows But that's just how it goes I say nothing about it you just can't really tell That my sanitys been through hell And that every single voice just rings and echoes around like a bell What once was funny now is like hell going back to something I thought was hopeful But yet I do nothing bout it I continue on like always Teetering back and forth to one thought to the next Trying to come up with an answer but just like when I'm sad none show up to help In the future I fear that i would be forever stuck at the pub and eventually will have to look down at the snub. This better just be a bad dream Some days there is clearity but just as soon as it appears it disapears I wish i had tears to spare There's been a downfall ever since Right? I can barely walk through the hall And I hope that one day I'll just fall Hearing faint calls in the halls If only I had proper control over that dial But its out of my reach and it's all over the tile Smashed to pieces as of now I just wonder how I simply want to fix it Either that or take a hit onto the brick and forget I feel like I'm in a state of wanting to leave and never come back Slowly fade into the Black Those thoughts contantly playback and run around my conscious like a racetrack One of these days I'll gather my things and my backpack One final time I wonder if they'll miss me I don't know They probably wouldn't though I just keep going but it just gnaws away at me like a blood lusting piranha Everyone keeps booing me in my head I try not to think about But seriously, why? What did I do this time? Did I do something wrong again? I'm not sure anymore I'll just have to keep apologizing The cards keep slowly falling around me This isn't holy Its just one big joke, right? I try not to fight Simply put I don't have the energy like I used to But here I am stuck with them Yet again Left to bite my tongue Might as well be hung up Im not sure anymore Its been nothing but a blur Its just one big lure I cant believe that this would occur. I'm just tired I didnt get what I desired I contemplate if I should just retire my mind once and for all It seems all I do is bawl like an abondoned doll While everyone else just says lol I'm so close to the brink But I don't say anything I just Blink Blink it all away That wont help My skull might as well be a bloody pulp I feel like nothing would happen if I Just give up and let myself crumble once and for all Its not much of a secret they could faintly hear me mumble I try so hard to be humble But I fumble and stumble like a fool I thought I was cool But I'm the loser who gets left in the deep end of the pool Left to drown, frown Left all alone on the ground I'm so close So close But I just can't I've truly hit a new low In the end that is something for me to decide While I frantically hide I just hope I dont go to the underworld If there is any Negative emotions why so many? I don't want to put my irrelevant burdens onto them Thats why everythings so dim I don't have the guts too Nor the will I'm just going to stay below that hill Nowhere to go and no one to tell It truly is hell all alone within my irrational mind No one to share No one to calm me down If I don't tell how could they know when to care Thats not fair Would that truly change a thing? But I just want to go somewhere Somewhere far away where no one can see and just leave me be To think about how everythings Just been one cruel joke Each day I keep being tossed around like yolk Left to burn like oak If i could I would cry But I've cried it all away And I'm stuck here to stay To my dismay Once again I'm done In the end I can't tell if i loss or won. So for now Its nothing but fun"
This really is my shelter. When I'm feeling really down for any reason I always came here. And I love to think that we're like all together in this. I mean, I'm really sorry for anyone who is suffering right know, I just feel less lonely and it gives me hope that I might be understood by anyone, anywhere This is amazing, thank you and be strong everybody
I got my heart broken last night by a man who had given me the hope that there are still good people out there. I need this playlist more than ever. Thank you for creating this.
I know this sounds weird but it’s been years since I’ve felt true happiness and looking back on the really good memories I didn’t know I was making memories all I did know I was just having fun. And to me that cuts very deep and honestly I’m scared that I’ll never make really good memories ever again.
You'll find your way again. Even if it may seem impossible, you have to keep going. Because even though you think you're alone. You're not. We're here.
Thank you man. Thing I'm finding tough is finding something genuine. And this channel is pure. I mean I've been into all sorts but this is something real. You got people in the comments sharing poetry, you have people sharing stuff that's hit them in the gut. This is a type of channel and type of space where people who are looking right into that endless void of solidarity and loneliness have a place where they are respected and can share. And that shit is some powerful stuff to pull off. Just scrolling through these comments made me feel less like I'm a boat out to sea. Keep up the good work man.
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i don't know you, yet i think of you as a friend
U_u
Like wise ..!
I couldn’t agree more with you!
m Ngredy well said
Same here :)
I'm in the worst time of my life actually, thanks for thinking of us, I don't feel too lonely this way
There will come a day when we take into account the fact that everything we did will become a memory, that is it.Everything will end and we will be fine again,wish you all the best
And after it has finally gone, you would be thinking: hmm, it wasn't that hard actually. Just let it go, and watch it going away my friend.. It's as hard as you think until something harder hits you, but you will be more than fine.
@@cash5593 agree , l guess every phase we lived made us stronger that's why everytime you passed a hard time in your life and you look back , you find that it wasn't that hard .
Stay strong buddy
It will pass, i promise you, not gonna be forever like that ¡¡¡ stay strong stay fighting
One thing that I discovered of this community and the Lofi one, is that everybody has problems and the world is full of random people who care about others by giving good advices to those problematic people. This community is so human, so pure, so lonely and so lost. Seems like we're everything and nothing at the same time. We exist but others wouldn't understand our feelings and strength when they don't see them as such. I would like to remember to all of you splendid people, whatever you're passing, you're not alone and we will do our best to help you and everyone.
Beaver King thank you❤️
I’m not gonna lie I can’t even help but chuckle when I read your channel name but damn you worded that perfectly bud.
I agree, you worded it perfectly.
I love all of you. I wish everybody would understand this stuff, but they are so blind, so caught up in all the meaningless daily fuss, that they can't even seem to know what it is all about in the first place. I am crying and I just want you to know that I care about every single one of you and if you find yourself lost, please know that there are people who are in the same boat with you, who just wanna hug you and make you feel better, but can't. I really want to tell you about all the things that really matter and how beautiful those things are, but I can't seem to find the right words for it. I am crying and I just want to lie down and think about all the stuff that there is to explore, thinking about the time, where I will finally get to be happy and enjoy this beautiful world.
@@lucidchem I hear you
*_......that's deep_*
do you ever sit at home and think to yourself “I want to go home”. But you are. It’s like, I say it all the time to myself. I want to go home. I just want to go home. And I am. I want to go home but I don’t know why. I want to leave. To escape to a place and feel comfortable.To be at peace with myself. But it’s not like I’m not comfortable in this house I call home. I just want to go home. And I don’t know where it is. But I know it’s not here.
update: i posted this 8 months ago during a time where my depression was at its peak. I was a little su. icidal and wanted to very much so leave this earth. I’ll have to say though, im a little glad I didn’t.
Take this however you like, as it’s based on my own personal experience, not knowing who you are, but, in my opinion, the home you long for is a place in your past in which you felt happy, warm, possibly loved. A time where life felt more simple. I know, I have that feeling all the time. My home now feels like a cave, dusty and stagnant. It’s not something that exists right now. Your only option is to find a new place, and that takes venturing out on your own into the scary, blind unknown. It takes change. Change is the only thing that may get it back. There is no easy way out, but all you have to do is make change in your life, and work toward your goals. I have a chronic neurological illness where I have a nearly constant migraine connected to various GI problems. Some days are better than others. One day I might feel great, another I can’t get out of my house or even look out the window because the sunlight is too intense. I’m so, so thankful for the things in my life that have kept me from becoming homeless and alone, but those things are slowly nearing their expiration date, and that means regardless of condition, this bird’s gotta fly somehow.
But I digress. IMO, if you want that feeling of home, then too bad; that scenario that provoked that exact feeling in you is most likely gone. But that doesn’t mean you have no chance of happiness or belonging. You do. Everyone does. Every human with a soul is deserving of happiness, of love, of a home. I wish you a future full of good luck, good people, and a good home, whether it’s where you are now or somewhere new.
Its jesus man.
That's where your home is. He gives us peace. He is the reason I'm still living.
If you want to know more about jesus, look up "gene kim how to go to heaven"
I know this feeling all too well. Home may not be a PLACE for me though. I think home for me is a person. A person I haven't found yet.
@@august4476 Incredibly written.
I say this all too often
chin up lads this universe has a lot more in store for us
Little did we know
@@caseydavies2441 It had a lot more than we bargained for LMAO
yup
I thought that my whole life... but its a lie, nothing ever changed, nothing ever happened. Life is worthless. Sometimes i wish there is a button to end it. Sadly there is none and i am forced to go on in this shit. I am to scared to kill myself.
@@ramireza6904 I know its not quite a good thing to say from my part but i think that button you're talking about is the trigger, which is absolutely the easiest and fastest way out. I really dont recommend it though and i really hope you dont give up if you can still do something about your situation. But on the other hand, i really understand your decision if thats what you want...
In eternity, where there is no time, nothing can grow. Nothing can become. Nothing changes. So death created time to grow the things it would kill.
True Detective ❤️
death brings meaning to life
The Secret Fate of all Life..
Rust Cohle sure did speak the truth.
@@tomasramos3567 if everything is eventually lost, then not really, as it is completely pointless.
This channel's commentaries are like diaries. People come here share their pains. Thank you :)
No everyone who like this music is in pain
enter.the.void.II Obviously lol. A lot of people are in pain & looking for things to soothe them. This music is for everyone who feels something when you listen to it my friend. Peace & love ❤️
I agree
@@enterthevoidIi nobody is fully happy everyone is in pain.But let's help each other because everyone is in pain but nobody is alone and once you realize this,it'll get better
Well, a year has passed and nothing has changed my opinion is still the same
A chance encounter between two strangers through a simple playlist and a message, as if I'd simply picked up a cassette off the street with a note on it...
And yet it feels so... personal.
Thank you.
I think I might start recording this to cassettes and leaving them places
@@34weaselsinatrenchcoat11 Please do, you never know how that could potentially help someone
Your words...this idea... you sir, and or ma'am, have a very pleasant way with words I would say.
I think I'm going to write a short story about someone coming across an old cassette with a positive note on it during a dreary afternoon.
I can’t be the only one.
The only one who’s lost feeling,
The only one that’s significance has become insignificant,
The only one who’s tears don’t fall anymore because they’ve grown cold,
The only one who looses more and more friends to things like drugs, alcohol, suicide, murder and family separation.
The only one who is alone,
I am not the only one who feels alone,
We are not alone,
We are here for each other,
To grow as people, to change our feelings of insignificance to feelings of importance and joy within ourselves instead of wishing we were something we’re not.
Hello stranger,
I’ve never met you, I have no idea where you’ve been, who you’ve met, what you’ve done or what’s been done to you. We are on this journey together, at different times in different places but nonetheless, we are together in love and hope and spirit.
You should write something. You sound like you'd be an interesting author.
Erin B for real
@@occhii You sound like an interesting and thinking person
It is just hard to find a reason in the present moment which shackles my all. Time ticking by while nothing changes and I am left wondering what it is all for. Is the reason found when the journey is finished? Or is the reason for the journey the journey itself? It is hard to tell, and harder still when everything seems to go wrong no matter what you try to do to mend it all. I feel isolated and estranged. I know I am not alone, but I can't seem to believe it. My fault is me. It is also my greatest strength.
Funny thing is that we're together in our shared feeling of loneliness. Ha
I'm 17 rn, and i'm so scared. I feel lost, i have no idea what i should do after high school, and i'm feeling so lonely.
I used to have some friends, but now they all gone, i stayed away from them for being a negative person.
I know i'm going to get better someday, but for now i just stand here, stargazing and thinking bout the past.
For those who read this comment
I'm lost too, but yeah, we let's go through it. :)
i love u, unknown astronaut who is also lost among stars.
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You’re not alone here me friend, I realise your feelings. Post-rock community is the most warm-hearted. Btw how are you now?
@@michaelmichael6720 thx for asking! im doing great actually, still kinda scared bout the future but ha, who don't, right? hbu?
@@venci6433 its nice to hear that you're good after the past five months. the future is always scary, but try and ride the wave of uncertainty and make it yours. if you're afraid of having no friends, try and tell yourself that you're excited to see what sorts of new people you're going to meet etc.
worst case, you screw up and never see them again. i'd consider myself socially confident but even i screwed up more relationships this year than i've made. it happens sometimes because humans are the biggest variable in every single equation. hope you're all good dude
Hello stranger. I think we're twins! and yeah i'm a lost astronaut among the stars :)
We could've had the universe.
I could've danced on Mars
And sang on jupiter
I could've intertwined my fingers
Around the stars
And let the galaxies leap between our hearts.
But without you,
I'm just floating.
I'm floating endlessly around this universe.
And maybe you're just on another planet,
In a parallel vortex.
You got sucked in.
Perhaps you didn't have a choice.
You fell for Venus,
But I can't get off Saturn.
The sun burns bright,
With my sanity.
And sometimes, it draws me in.
Sometimes I'm picked off Saturn and
The brightness of my galaxy's sun is too much to stay away from.
And sometimes
I swear I see you,
Standing on the other side of the sun.
But you have the stars of Venus with you.
And Saturn won't let me get too close.
Because you're too far away.
You're always too far away.
If Saturn closes its eyes,
And Venus's stars die out,
Maybe we can dance on Mars.
And we can sing the choruses of Pluto.
We can have the universe,
All in the palm of our hand.
But Saturn's eyes are always open,
And stars take lifetimes to blow out.
Amazing ❤️
wow mate, that was actually awful
Write more
bro i was looking for this comment for like 3 hours now, i spent 3 hours going back to my watch history and i finally found it omgmaefjijtigsef
it's currently 2:42am and i'm up thinking about how i have no idea what i want for my future. i feel so restless and lost. i just wish i could pause time and enjoy the moments i have now. but i cant. i have to keep going forward everyday. making decisions. decisions that could mean something in the long run. i'm so lost in this darkness of uncertainty. of fear. of confusion. but still. i have to keep going forward everyday. there is no pause button on our lives. but you know what? thats okay. it's okay because this is a process. we make decisions, some that mean nothing, some that mean everything. trial and error. trial and error. error. error. success. keep moving forward through the errors to meet your success. success is hiding behind every single error we make. keep moving forward. even if you fall. even if you come crashing down. it's all a process. you'll meet what you're meant for at the end. you won't be lost forever.
Sunzia thank you
This is true . Hello again :)
Smwe here
this is exactly how i feel right now. how i've been feeling for a while now. listening to this music, reading these comments, especially yours, made me tear up.
we really aren't alone in this. virtual hugs to everyone here. we'll get through this.
I feel like this too almost everyday. Thank you, I don't feel so alone now :)
I just can’t be me...I feel
Like I’m an whole another person when I’m with my family/school. I can’t show the real me, the only place I can be me is in the internet...ugh it’s so horrible at my place full of negativity n stuff...I just want to go and never go back. I don’t want this life at all...
we all have alot of negetive stuff in our lives ! but always remember be thankful for what you have and be greatful for everything ! even sometimes bad things teaches us a really good lessons ! life is a journey mix of negetive and positive ! you dont have to act like a another person you just need to be yourself , accept what you are !
For u I'd suggest getting rid of social media. I used to feel the same way almost. Like I had so much more potential in me to show to people than I actually did. I decided to actually completely rid of my phone since I'm still only in highschool. Worked out really well. Went about half a year (from basically end of school year, through summer, to end of first semester) without a phone. I grew a lot. Learned a lot. I think In order to live a full-filled life one must know themself first.
I know how you feel man.. We all do
this comment really spoke to me. I relate..
I know _exactly_ how you feel. I have more friends online right now in life than I'll probably ever make in the real world. I'm not me in the real world, but when I'm immersed in a game, or a conversation through a screen, It's just... better. Kinder. Safer. We all have to grow up sometime, away from screens, from technology, into the real world, but while we're still kids, we're fine.
It's currently 1:36 AM at the time i'm typing this out. I'm going though my worst depressive episode yet. i just want a hug. i want someone to squeeze me tight and tell me everything's going to be ok. i wanna bawl my eyes out and scream. If anybody else wants a hug i'm here for you.
Hang in there 💙
Hey. It's 6 months later, and it's 4:33am as I type this.
You're not alone anymore. I'm here, and everyone else listening to this video is here with you. We're together.
I hope you're doing okay.
Hey its 9:57PM and a year later (((: Im here too ! I'd give a hug if i could cuz i most certainly need one now , it took me a year but i found u , im proud of u for being so strong this whole time , now u can rest (;
2:28 am and a year later. Please accept this Internet hug, kind stranger. I know it's not as good as the real thing, but it's the best I can do
1 year later, I hope things have changed for you for the better and you're doing alright. Please don't forget that you are important and your feelings are important too. And accept this internet hug
Thank you. I feel peace. I was too scared I would really die tonight.
I'm crying as I see my wounds in wrists and legs, I'm so ashamed of my mind. What did I do, again. I feel at peace with myself as I kiss and caress my scarred skin with compassion and empathy for the body I so hardly tried to destroy, as if a loved one would do if I had one, but I'll learn to love me, I'll learn how to heal. It hurts a lot.
Thank you, and thank you to my body, because it forgives me once again and lets me breath, peaceful, just one more night.
If there’s anything you wanna talk about I’ll be here to listen.
I know it's a month later and I really don't know what to say. Just know we're here and always will be
I hope you’re in a better headspace now.... we all love you❤️❤️❤️❤️
I swear to god you are strong as hell for this, each time you rise you go a lil higher till you find yourself flying
This will help:
www.reddit.com/r/wholesomememes
And if it will not help out of it, it'll help stay out of it.
40sec and I cried... thank you so much
Captain Cheshirecat hug bro!!! You can count on me for share your pain!!
thanks bro
Thank you kind soul, you as well my friend.
Captain Cheshirecat thank you.
Life without suffering is meaningless... come let us all suffer for a while and find a meaning to our life and set a purpose to be at the top of the world
no thanks
@@paranoidandroid6095 people like you end up no where
Paranoid Android Nobody wants to suffer. Sadly it won’t go away. So we can only say RIP, hug our friends and continue moving forward.
@@abhiruproy8592 people like me end up in some internet dumps(comments sections)
@@popopop984 sorry, dont have any
To write, to compose.
To act and cry for the lost.
May the vibrant echoes of our fireless souls
guides us all to a place we can call home.
I'm almost 30. I think I peaked in my life already. I don't have any more dreams or goals. I don't even want them anymore. Wish I could just end my life in a peaceful way like get this 3 cocktail shot and be gone forever. The non existence seems so relaxing and peaceful.
I'm barely 18 and it is the same for me except i have to stay alive because someone made my mental illness so much worse that i no longer care if i live or not and she would kill herself if she knew she drove me to suicide leaving one of my best friend alone and wondering what he could have done, i wish i could just stop thinking about others and think about what is best for me for the first time.
Replying at 24 years old, just wanted to say that I hope you continue to exist and that sparks of optimism come back and light you up again, although I’m kind of going through similar thoughts I find that having moments of mindful silence in between workouts or any activity that gets me out of my head helps me take a break from “existence”. I’m typing this out while the music plays in the background and I feel like it’s super intense lol anywho, hope you’re doing well. Be kind to yourself.
hey hey hey, I know what you can do, you can start helping others achieve their dreams or goals, or have/adopt some kids with dreams and goals, make those dreams and goals yours aswell so you can rejoice when they achieve them and are at the happiest moments of their lives. you are 30, good age to start a family or philanthropy. sure non existence seems relaxing, but "you" or your conciousness wont be there to experience that, at the very least the 2nd grade relaxation and peace you get by some things in existence are there for you.
23 years old speaking here. Often when you think you're at the end of everything, you're at the beginning of something else.
I'm 19 and same.
Came here after listening to the “one of those nights” video all the way through late at night, and now I’m crying. I’ve written your typical “I’m on the verge of tears” comment where you feel like you want to cry or should, but for the first time ever I’m serious. tears are actually running down my face.
Whoever you are.... thank you. I don’t feel sad per se, dunno what I’m feeling exactly, but I haven’t felt this way in a long time, maybe ever, and.... yeah. Thank you. So much.
And to everyone in this comment section, I bid you a hello. I like to imagine we’re all meeting at some cliff side, looking out towards a sky of stars, and just spilling our lives out to eachother. Time doesn’t matter in this scenario. We don’t learn names. One by one we depart from eachother and move on. But we all come back to meet again someday.
I like to believe that we’re all gonna find that place together someday. Some night. Yeah
Thank you, again. Thank you. For the memories that don’t exist and a feeling I cannot name.
Hey man, I'll keep that thought in mind, thank you.
Thank you hopefully we’ll meet by the cliff again
❤🙌
Came here after 'it's one of those nights' too! And same to all you said. Thank you. It really feels like we're all together and we'll meet again. See you
@@MLELELELEL I guess now we are three
I'd been lost for so long in the darkness. I couldn't even see my hands in front of me. My path and story has been a tedious, complicated one - twisting and weaving in all directions. But I'm not where I once was before. I am in front of it. Looking ahead and not behind me - no matter how much the past calls out for me. I am not that scared, silent little girl anymore. I have a voice. And I will use it whichever way I can (my writing). I'm done keeping to myself and staying in isolation. There is only misery there. I like my solitude... but I'm going to stop using it as a crutch, a coping mechanism. Stop using it as an excuse to not make connections. I am through with being lost. I want to be found. I want to belong. I know I'm not alone in that feeling. It brings me comfort and gives me hope for more.
This goes out to those who are lost, but looking - fighting, hoping to be found. The searching won't be forever.
@Worldhaspostrock , you are doing great work with creating these playlists. And bringing exposure to the genre post-rock. I discovered it for the first time from your channel. The sound has changed me. Rock is not gone. It's simply going through a transitional period. Like the rest of us. Again, thank you for your talented ear!
Hey, you know I'm an absolute random person, but if you wanna talk to someone, I'm here 🤷♀ (I like to talk to random people and your comment made me want to talk with you)
Writer's Lingo What do you dream of vividly?
This really hit me, I like my solitude, but I also want to belong somewhere, it's really not a comfortable feeling to have when you're standing outside the circle of a group of people talk to each other, and you-just a couple of feet away surrounded by silent. You want to be there, too. But, you don't know how, and when you finally squeze your words out, nobody respond, no one care, and you back down, again. Again and again. But, I just keep talking, sometimes it 's just like you're talking to yourself inside the crowd, haha.
@@screamingsappho Your comment is so inspiring. You say you're a writer, what type of things do you write? And do you post any of it online? I would love to read it :)
this is beautiful, thank you.
When did this happen? When did I lose the last piece of my childhood? Why does that feeling, that innocence have to be taken away? I can’t believe in anything like I used to. Not even in myself. I feel so anxious thinking about the future. Where am I gonna end up? Will my life amount to nothing in the end? What was the purpose of it all? Why are all of us even here? If everything that we are and we know will one day be destroyed and turned to ashes?
I wish I could give you concrete answers to your questions, but I can't. Perhaps no one can.
It does seem like life will ultimately amount to nothing, which can be an enormously depressing thought. However I don't think that the pointlessnes of life automatically renders it meaningless. Something does not have to be present for an infinitely long time span to contain meaning. Even brief moments can carry a lot of it.
Heres an easy answer to you. Us humans seem to think a little too longterm when we are sad. Long term nothing matters. Not you. Not I. Not the Universe itself. But short term every bloody detail matters. Every second even. Everything. Long term nothing matters. Short term everything matters.
Man, I feel you there. I'm finding it hard to grow up, I can't even make friends.
We all are broken pieces, trying to fit in together as it completes us.
"For certain you have to be lost to find the place that can't be found. Elseways, everyone would know where it was." This is a quote from Pirates of the Caribbean (At World's End), and if you think about it metaphorically, it can be a good way to look at life.
We often don't know where our life is going, what is our ultimate goal or even what the next step should be, but being lost is sometimes the only way to find answers. Some things can't be planned in advance. Life is uncharted waters, there is no map or compass to show us where to go, we just have to wander aimlessly until we run into something that provides a bit more clarity. Each of us is unique, and therefore any path already discovered by someone else is not exactly the path for us. Everyone is either lost, has been lost before, or will be lost. It's hard sometimes to imagine not being lost, when the fog clouds everything, but it's important never to lose hope, and always remember that being lost is part of the journey.
This is something I have to keep telling myself and often struggle to accept.
I feel as if I’ve been lost yet for some reason I have so much that can go right but it’s just not.
I keep living the life I know I shouldn’t live.
I’m afraid that I will forever be lost and I can’t change that because i crave love that’s all I want and I can’t get it from within.
@@dehall4226 I'm sorry that you feel this way. I want to say something encouraging and uplifting to make you feel better, but nothing a stranger like me can say would be good enough. Craving love is natural and very relatable. I know how painful it can be. All I can do is wish you good luck. Maybe one day you will find what your heart is yearning for. I hope you do.
You can almost taste it, I swear. That thick, bittersweet melancholy that hangs in the air when all of a sudden that smile is wiped from your face. That stupid video you're watching, or whatever insignificant thing you're doing or have to do soon suddenly becomes just that. Insignificant. I could stare at my computer screen for hours, imagining a better life or a different abstract world with wonders inside that dwarfs this current existence. Or maybe roll those blinds up for once in a blue moon to look at the stars, wishing I'd tried harder in school so I could be up there instead, searching for something otherwordly, something worth looking for.
I will be nothing but a spec of dust on the bootheel of existence. Time won't remember my name. The world even as I live and breathe doesn't know it. I'm not sad... just, tired.
Just one broken, lost soul amongst many... wandering through life with dreams of perfection.
And dreams are just that.
Dreams.
itss okk we dont have a choice . Life is a big lie and we are struck bro here and it will get better the time it all ends
I love this comment, because it feels so real. Not everyone will be known by the world, Not everyone will have a legacy, Not everyone will make an impact great enough to keep their name afloat in the river of time. And many of us will never be important, and so we're left doing insignificant things while wishing our lives are different. We are simply one but many. Just another one to be forgotten.
Here i am... alone, but not lonely. :)
/hugs everyone here
💞
@@caspeepeepoopoo ❤
welcome to lofi community
I wanna hug you too...I want to hug whoever is suffering.
Everybody who's fighting a war within himself/herself...I love you, you matter.
Everyone is like a star in the sky, and the stars should always shine bright. So, whoever you are and wherever you are, don't let your star go out: make it everyday brighter❤️
/hug
_why i am here ? . . ._
_am i lost ? . . ._
You tell me, friend.
Do you think you are lost?
Aren't we all?
@@marvit_bot Yes we all are lost
You are lost, and so am i. But yet we have to continue on our journey
Shut up cursed emoji
Post rock is the music genre that definitely has brought me to tears the most. I feel really vulnerable, small, limited, fragile. Sometimes this comes simultaneously with some peace, patience and acceptance. It usually depends on my humor, and my internal problems. But either way, this is very emotional and strong for me.
It's good to know I'm not alone in much of this. Thanks for you dedication on the channel.
For those who are lost
For those who are forgotten
For those who are done
For those who are forsaken
We all gather here
Completely naked
Completely empty
Completely broken
We hold onto ourselves
Fighting each day
Not to live a dream
But to survive a nightmare
Except in this nightmare, we wake up
We experience this each and every day
But one thing's for sure.
We never give up.
We live that nightmare
To achieve our dreams
Even if those dreams aren't for us anymore,
We still kept going.
Who knows about the future
Maybe it's a happy ending after all
Maybe it's a sad story about to close
At least we lived out lives.
At least we kept going
At least we made it
At least we did something.
I just made this on the spot. Just about my current emotion while also listening to the playlist. Its just sad that we all live for one motive and that motive is for us to find out ourselves. That's how lost we are(or me at this point). Its like going home from a long tiring day of work and once you got home, you still ask yourself, "am I really home right now?" "Is this really a place that I could call home?"
I am sorry for the long rambling. I'm sorry I made you read these comment. But I do hope that one day, you found your home. A place where you are safe, where you don't feel alienated, a place for you to stay, a place where you can freely express yourself, a place where everyone accepts you as you are. Your one true home.
Stay safe, my co-wanderers. It's a long, grueling journey. But one thing's for sure. The path that we chose, are the path that'll lead us home.
Do not be sorry, those who read it did it by choice, i did it by choice. It liked to read it, so thank you, and don't be sorry for the choice of other, when they are made in liberty
Is there any possibility that I could share this? It's a very good work of art, as well as something someone I know would resonate and find comfort in.
Im here. I exist. Im alive.
But thats what bothers me... i don't want to die, but i dont want to keep on living either. If i had the power to choose, I'd want to not exist. With no existance, there is no happiness & pain. There is no love nor hate. There is no light or dark. There's nothing. Because I've never existed. So it wont matter.
i'm a little bit late, but this is exactly how i feel. everyday, my mind is filled with those thoughts, so it stops me from moving forward. It's an obsession. and it's constently in my mind.
@@noateissere9462 me too
Search up Nihilism man, it helps make sense of the world :)
I feel 13 again, crying in my bed and listening to sad music. Yet I'm almost a legal adult, and I don't know if I am mature enough to go further.
I feel so small yet I am so ambitious and loud, bolt and extraverted
But compared to the world as a globe, I believe that our thougthprocess is bigger than we are. I think that our ability to think the way we do makes us bigger than we really are.
Im an adult for sometime by now and i can say so much no you arent mature enough you never will be bacause noone of us "mature" adult is either. Embrasse your most positives charackteristik of childhood and you will mostlikely do well enough/ if not even better than most adults.
We humans are small but our thoughprocess made us bigger we are the apex predator, we change the landscape to accomedate us, we left the only little place which allows us to survive and want to look deep into space. So as ahuman you have all the right to be loud and ambitious.
Sometimes I wonder if my life would have been better if I was alone. No family or friends, home or life. Just walking around cities and watching the sun rise and fall countless times. It doesn't seem to bad, not at all. It's only when you have that though, that you realize what you have. Every memory you have gotten from every experience, your personality grown from child to present, people you know and so on. That being said, you have something to live for, even if it takes some time to think about it. And you have plenty of time.
Same. I often think it would be better if my parents had just left me on the streets instead of keeping me. It's not a bad thought to me, even now. But I realized all that I have, and all that everyone should have. I was extremely blessed. Not everyone has that privilege.
Same here k am tired of disappointing everyone I wish I could run away and start s new life in new city . I am stuck with my family I don't want to aste any of my tine but I can't do anything
..I was walkin kinda happy... relaxed, when i see this playlist title...
I just sit on a bench and begin to feel sad, i love this mood. And now i see the streets in monochrome.
It's a soul crushing feeling realizing you're gonna be alone for the rest of your life. No one to hold you at night or keep you company during the day.. this world is a prison, and I'm serving a life sentence.
I know those feels bro. Earlier this summer I thought I actually was going to get to spend the rest of my time with a good cellmate. But recently she found her happy ending in somebody else's arms.
10pm and i'm tearing up...its just hard...fuck!
This afternoon I fell asleep and dreamed of a girl. I was at a New Year's Day party, we laughed and ended up cuddling after everybody else had gone while fireworks lit up the sky with a thousand colors. Then I woke up and felt all the pain of having had one of the most beautiful dreams ever. Thank you for this playlist, I need it.
@Ari Notary It's been happening for a while to me as well. The sense of loss you experience when you wake up never seems to change
🙏🏼
I feel so lost in my life now, so alone.. I'm so hurt inside. Yet these songs bring me some peace. Thank you. xoxo
Come here, *hugs you*, my friend, I hope you're alright... you're not alone..
You’re not alone. 💓
You'll never be alone [Sorry for my English, i'm Argentinian ;)]
Music for the heartbroken & the sensitive souls who can't find love in this world..I don't know where I'm going to but this music is accompanying me on my solitary journey.....
This night i have a thought for u my friend
You still alive?
How I know I am lost?
I started crying during the first 30 seconds...
love to everyone of you who comes by in a few days, months or even years.
I hope you get to see the light at the end of the tunnel sooner than you aspect.
I love you all
There's more to life than collecting stuff.
I live in a developed country, I've never been in poverty, I have more money than most people.
But still I'm miserable. All I want to do is love someone yet no one will let me.
I'd give up everything to wander the earth barefoot and watch the stars with someone special. But everyone around me treats life like it's some game with a high score at the end.
@TRdNTkn Yes, like so many of us here "he was despised and rejected by mankind, a man of suffering, and familiar with pain."
I was at 4 a.m. crying myself out. I was feeling useless, guilty a lot of anxiety and such. I read through all the comments and made me realize that I'm not alone.
I gotta tell you that, even if it looks harder, you can do it. You can go through everything, but you must stop and cry yourself out. It's okay to feel bad. It's okay to feel tired.
Remember: There are people who love you no matter what.
Am reading through these comments it all seem...i dont know what to do with this life. am 25
I see a lot of comments here about how close and friendly this comment section feels, and it reminds me of something
Years ago I actually met my best friend in a RUclips comment section. I was 16 at the time and now I'm almost 23. We have hung out, know everything about each other, have been through hell together. It all started cuz he replied to my RUclips comment and after a couple years I wanted to try actually visiting him. You truly never know who you could meet here, we sit and think back on that tiny little RUclips comment and how it's changed almost a decade for us both
It can be surreal in wonderful ways
Damn, your first line just broke me. Thanks pal, we all are on the same boat, but now, is a better trip.
Does everybody think this way?
Every night I bid the world itself goodbye, because I'm never certain if I'll wake up or not. It's kind of scary, but you know.
I know I'm not alone. I know my family loves me. And I have good friends.
And yet I always feel so empty, but at the same time filled to the brim with thoughts and emotions.
The universe is so big. We'll never reach it all, will we?
I just have to convince myself that Earth is big, too.
Death is just waiting at the end of the maze for us to come. Is it a punishment or a reward?
I'm not really sure.
Humans are doing okay. They're not dying all at once yet, there's still some peace.
But everything ends.
Nothing can last forever, at least not that I know of.
I don't want to last forever.
But I never want to end.
I am
afraid
I can relate...
Hey think about this. At least you'll be able to rest
Dunno if you're okay, but I've been there, actually it didn't improve much but still I guess I'm still alive. I just wanna tell you, don't be afraid.. life or death or whatever, it will come for sure, just try to stay here in this exact moment and feel it to the fullest, that's the only we have.
@@le_nori It's strange, isn't it? And sometimes sucks too. Everyday we are moving, breathing, and one day we are not here anymore. The people we know, we love, leaving us one by one. And still time moves on, like they didn't even matter. All this beautiful experiences of life, joy or sadness, kinda makes it difficult to say goodbye. But one day, there will no trace of these feelings or our consciousness. We will be just gone, out of existence. Wish there was a way to come back. It's hard to leave all this beauty. But as long as we are here, let's try to make the best of it. Let's try to make this world better than we found it. Let's try to make other's life beautiful too, whether it's a human or an animal.
To be vulnerable to the world, is to be in it
As I get older Im starting to accept the loneliness. I used to fill the hole left by it with drugs with booze with anything to not feel empty inside. But now I'm just ready to embrace it. I see the absurdity of existence and it doesn't scare me like it used to either. I still get times where I'm absolutely drowning in exisistential dread, adrift in a sea of discontentment and depression, but those times are fewer and fewer. They just hit harder when they come and it can take months to fight it off.
I've come to the realization that it can only be a few options, I'm just not sure which. Maybe, I've given up hope and therefore I'm no longer scared and accept my fate. Maybe I've grown too tired to care as much as I did when I was younger. Maybe my resolve has hardened and I know the light at the end will eventually shine through? Whose to say?
Normally when I see comments from others saying "it'll get better" or "just keep going", my first thought is to roll my eyes. Despite that I know those comments are in good faith and everyone is just looking to encourage one another to keep going. Because we never know it'll get better, all we can do is hope, so maybe my cynicism has taken over and poisoned my view of the world. If so there may be no coming back for me, and if thats the case so be it. At least I can go with a shred of dignity, with a modicum of self respect, knowing that I went out on my own terms. There is a catharsis, a victory in that in my opinion, I could be rationalizing it to myself but I for sure am not deluding myself.
Anyway if anyone is reading my rambling and can make sense of it or maybe even relate, I won't tell you it's for sure going to get better, I lack omniscience to tell you otherwise. I can't offer any nugget of wisdom or any special piece of advice that I myself follow or believe. I'm well versed in self sabotage and well trained in trusting no one. All I can say is you're not alone out there. I'm here too, surrounded by a sea of people yet still all by myself.
I've found that accepting the sadness, letting it wash over, feeling it in the moment, has helped me through so many depressive episodes over the years.
I'm almost 30 and lost count of how many times I've attempted. But I'm still here and I'm glad for that.
@@AbrahamLure I find letting the depression in helpful sometimes as well. Other times it will worsen my depression. Im coming up on 40 and looking down the barrel of "middle age". looking back at missed opportunities, regrets, unfulfilled dreams, and wasted potential just makes me spiral deeper.
I haven't had a serious attempt in a long time and I'm long past the need for the "cry for help" attempts of my teens. I know that if I ever tried again, If I ever had another, it would be done in a way that was guaranteed to work. Since I posted my comment things have worsened for me, but I'm still here. Doing as best I can when I can muster the strength to even try to get out of bed and put on a face that doesn't match what's going on in my mind. It's hard to hide some days though.
This is uplifting:
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@@incoldblood975 You can do nothing about those regrets or opportunities. You're only coming up to 40, that is still young. You have plenty to offer and many more years to live.
Sometimes I feel like I was born broken, like I was chipped. Each year the chip would worsen, some years more than others, and nowadays I barely do anything at all, afraid that one wrong move, a bad enough day, or a setback too severe, and I'll shatter completely.
My weird world.
You're my weird world.
My own private world.
You're the secrets that I keep
And the life that I hide.
You are the warm winter sun
And the cold ocean breeze.
You're the rain to my parched soul
And my rainbow in the blind world.
Your texts fill like warm hugs
Your smile kills me.
Your voice soothes the soul
Your weirdness heals me.
You're everything I ever want
And everything I'll never have.
Cuz you're not my weird world.
You're someone else's.
I'm the intruder
I'm the fiend.
I'm the love that I dont receive.
I'm the hate that I give.
I am the thief.
I am my own happiness that I steal.
This is very.... idk man. it's so nice...
that contradicted itself
What is this about?
She's not worth it man
Thank You.
Thank You so much.
I hope you find what you are looking for.
Love from Kolkata,India.
Awesome
Bhai bhai bhai ♥️♥️♥️
Kolkata is post-rock.
Bengalis Assemble!
@@ansumanroy1230 bhai joy bangla
I used to miss the good old days, all the memories where everything in the world was just right. I’d think ‘nows not great but it won’t be long until I’m back’. I’ve been thinking like this for years, at this point I’ve been out the good old days longer than I was in them and I’m sort of just panicking because I don’t know how to pretend to be the old me that everyone seemed to like more. I can’t get it out of my head, it’s always there, the constant reminder of something being off, like an itch I can never scratch.
Fuck me I miss when times where simpler.
IMO you need some thinking to do what it is that boders you so much and if possible change it.
The comments are just gold, love the humanity of this channel...
Hey...
I went through a ton of crap last year... Major downs... met people who helped... one in particular as well... not directly, but through her influence on me, got me to finding your channel...
Kind of lost her along the way (in a way), but the music posted here keeps me going. Thank you for giving all of us a safe space to escape into when we need it. I'm sure it means as much to many of your subscribers as it means to me...
Me too bro..I can relate to your comment
I always have been alone in my life and felt really sad about it;
Some months ago I found a person that I thought could make my life better, a person that could be with me and not making me feel alone anymore.
Unfortunately I was wrong and here I am again, loner that ever.
I'm king of happy and sad at the same time by knowing that there are a lot of other people that feel the same as me.
PS: sorry if I said something wrong, english is not my main language
How are you holding up
@@williammurphy5285 Actually I don't know
I EXACTLY feel the same way man, it hurts a lot.
I feel you. I was feeling same all my life. But, believe me or not, one day, tottaly anexpected I meet a girl who became my best friend, she is my soulmate in the form of best friend. Since I met her I felt less alone... Believe me, you will somewhen, somewhere, when you the least expect meet some friend or partner who is your soulmate and anly then, you will stop being lonely, or at least less lonely... you have to believe in that and it will happen
I thought of my mom when I listened to this song, she died a year ago and I keep dreaming of us going on adventures and exploring the world. I miss her so much everyday
Drug addict for 10+ years now. For those in the struggle , keep your head up...
I've been struggling with me own addiction, and it was made worse by the abuse from my dealer but I'm finally out and doing much better thank you
Hey, I hope you’re doing well man. Sending love your way.
one year strong. I already wish I never started. One year was all it took to ruin everything around me.
Drugs... they destroyed my step father...my real father...my brothers... my uncle... drugs huh... I suppose the human body and mind truly is too weak. Happy for you. I only wish others were more fortunate
@@alyssaosmer5968 how do you say it felt during that time? I'm trying to keep myself from going down that slope - I'm interested in the experience of drugs, as curiosity merits, but I'm afraid if I look too far I'll climb up with a monkey on my back
I’ve been so tired.
So tired...
I’ve wanted to end my own life.
I’ve been so alone.
So lost.
But thank you
Thank you a lot .
Cuz, what’s been putting you down lately?
commoDoggo 69 my family, my friends and me. Thank you for asking.
f a l l e n a e s t h e t i c good luck, and stay strong
commoDoggo 69 thank you
I imagine a resturant, with candles burning down to the wick on every table and no one sitting to watch them. And at the bar sits everyone here, an empty chair between, perhaps an empty bar. And each stares down at their drink in front of them and in thought looks up at the same time the one other, or all others present look up to meet their eye. And in some thought, you raise your drink, throw a half smile at one another and almost laugh. Thank you for being here you say in your head. As a gaze returns to the wood of the bartop.
A playlist for those on a sad summer night, trying to escape from it all, even if just for a while. Thank you
Amen, my friend. Amen...
For all those here: life is not what you think it "should" be. Life just "IS". Leave your self imposed burden behind and never look back again. Just live!
Great words. Let me add some more: "I think that where you go wrong is that you imagine that the reasons for living ought to fall on you, ready-made from heaven, whereas we have to find them for ourselves." Simone de Beauvoir.
So called post or past rock. Never listen back. Where is our future rock?
Everyone here is telling their story or talking about philosophical things, y’all are so deep and insightful. I can’t put any of my thoughts into words so they make sense. It’s pleasant coming to these types of videos cos the music is nice and it helps me but also I love reading the comments, everyone is so nice to each other and willing to hear others’ stories.
Being lost.... it’s like nothing you’ve ever felt before.
A place that isn’t a place, a breathe that doesn’t fill your lungs with air. A moment in time where everything feels like it’s stopped but time is actually getting faster. It’s like your body is here but your mind is in space.
It’s a lonely feeling.
*IN CASE YOU READING THIS* ..."You matter"
Do we really though maybe were the "Lost Ones" and were not meant to matter were here to make the people who do matter feel good about themselves that there happy....
PurpleTheGod Even if we are we stand united as “Lost Ones”
no
@@purplethegod Everyone's value is the same fellow. Everyone's.
Hope it’s true
I don't know if it's weird but whenever I see a comment with little to no 'likes' under any postrock or lofi song, I always put a like because I want them to know they are always heard no matter what their struggles are or how insignificant they may think it is compared to the rest of us. YOU MATTER okay? Every little issue you may have is VALID and there's nothing you should be ashamed of to speak about it.
This provides me a lil bit of motivation. I'm living in one of the most dangerous countries in America (Honduras). Our president had make everybody's life fall down. Our economy is going so down. And I just moved to live alone. Looking for a lot of ways to survive in this crisis. Because the family where I was living were destroying my mental health like no body could imagine. Now I'm alone and free, with the company of one little pet ( a hamster named Monet). We are doing our best. I know someday I will get out of this country and live a better track of life. With more opened mind people and way to survive with the career I have finished. Soon. I hope so.
any news friend? wish you the best of luck.
@@dkutlay1282 tomorrow is my graduation ceremony. I'll get my college degree soon. After that, I hope I can get a scholarship to get out of here. It will be a long way but it is a big step for me. Hopefully I get over it. My hamster is fine and healthy.
How are you and your hamster doing? And did you got the scholarship? I hope the best
The emotional power behind these songs is absolutely insane.
In case you needed this today...
*You are not alone. You are special. There will be an end to our pain soon. And you are loved more than you could ever know. *
Don't ever forget that.
Thank you
my freind i read this comment 7 months ago nothing changed even got worse but im still gonna just exist in thes endless empty sadness
@@kostiadzoba4656 so sorry to hear that. I know i dont fully know the pain of what you are feeling, but i do know that things will get better soon even if it seems to only be getting worse. Ill be thinking of you, keep on pushing 🥺♥️♥️
I have this feeling that one day, we will all meet. In this world or possibly the next.
Reading all the beautiful, lonely, somber, deep comments in here gives me a tiny speck of hope that I'm not alone and it also humbles me and makes me feel for others.
To whoever is reading this, I hope that you overcome whatever obstacle is in your way🖤
Beautiful music and beautiful words. "Suffering from life," yeah, I guess that could describe me sometimes. I try to put on a happy persona around here but it doesn't always work. I love many different types of music but post-rock is the one I will always come back to because of how it soothes me. It's almost as if the music understands me. And sometimes that's all I need, is to be understood.
Thank you for this compilation.
Never heard the term “post rock” but It was in my Spotify most played music at #5 and the second I heard this I knew it was exactly what I have been listening to for years
“What’s your greatest fear?”
The man sighed it was a deep aged sigh full of knowledge,wisdom,experience.....but it was also so strained it was one of utter exhaustion...then the man said...
“To die totally and utterly alone.......with no one to hold my hand, no one to cry over my grave, no one to remember me as I once was........to be totally and utterly forgotten by the world and all its peoples as if I had never existed at all....like a shadow.....”
The younger man stared at the man in awe his mouth open and yet no words came out......then slowly he grabbed the older mans hand and said.....
“I’ll never forget you.......”
And the old man wept as they stared at the stars..........
Three months ago I broke up with my girlfriend. That was my best (and, now I realize, the first) love. I feeled incredible happy with her, but one day she told me she was bored. It broke my heart and I started do drugs to supress my depression. Your playlists make me feel this kind of pleasurable mental pain, so, thank you. I don't know you and live at the other side of the Earth, but i feel connection with you. Thank you man, you're awesome!
She didnt deserve you, but I understand how u feel I had someone I loved very much but they used drugs against me to get to my body and ruined me, but we cant let horrible people like that win, and that is a battle I am still fighting. Best wishes
@@alyssaosmer5968 thanks. Once a heard a very wise thought. Drugs give you a lot, but then takes even more. Bope you will win your battle. Good luck!
Doomer here, this music helped me a lot, Thank you
I wish I could just redo everything, go back to my old self and tell them to not take the path I took. I feel so alone even though I have people around me. I never thought I would feel this way yet now I can’t imagine a day where I’m better.
One of the worst things about growing up is realizing that you have to keep moving forward, no matter what. You can’t go back to the way things were no matter how hard you try, you always have to keep changing.
I just wanna tell my future self:
Hey! I know you feel everything is done right now, it feels like we're usurping someone else's time because there's no clear and defined path in life, but that's okay.
The world may look cold, and it actually is, but reading through the comments section made me realize I'm never alone. I will never be.
Just live one day at a time.
Just do it, please.
To everyone else, I love you and thanks for being here tonight with me.
One day at a time ,thats my last stand .
Not all who wonder are lost ... but some just are.
For I love him like no other before.
He’s all I ask of the universe.
I want no money, no fame, success means nothing without love.
Without someone to share happiness with. I am absolutely nothing.
I want his love and affection nothing else.
To be the comfort he needs and he to be what I need.
But the sad reality is that we are nothing.
He’s no more then my close friend.
Though I want more it will never be more.
A conclusion I must accept but refuse to.
I am alone and can not find a person to share my life with.
That is what hurts me the most.
And all I ask is for that person to be the man I am crushing on right now. Yet my begging for it to happen never makes it true.
I generally don't comment, but this Playlist compels me to portray my gratitude for being able to listen to it. Thank you, so much, for sharing this. The first song "We aren't who we say we are", at 2:25, just pulled me from existence from this world and drowned me in the world of its music and chords. Normally, when one hears the name of the first song as a stand alone sentence, one would associate it with deception being found out, but this song, it made the meaning different. The slow intro, of knowing someone, but remaining unsure of who they are, the loud glorious chords that follow the intro (starting at 2:25), like getting to know them, the real them, their happiness, their joys, their dreams, their hopes, their true selves. The song goes on to explore everything else, from their brokenness in all its grandeur to their sorrow, their past, their everything. There is just so much, so much in a human being to ever be able to express it, and thank you for making me appreciate it again. The entire album, makes the name seem not like a deception having found out, but rather an incapability, an incapability to express the grandiose structure of intricate vestiges that a human just is
These weird random playlists with funny titles really are magical. Its so crazy to just imagine the fact that people all around the earth, completely different people going throigh completely different times and events in their lives just stopping somewhere for a brief moment on the internet to find out about each others existence for the first time and yet somehow understand just enough of it from just being here
I'm always struggling with myself like its constantly not feeling like I'm me until I'm crying like i am now, and then that's when i realize that this is me. Deep Deep down i didn't grow up and just a crying, lost little girl. im so lost and scared of whats ahead. I don't wanna be lost anymore. I'm envious of my friends having their families and them going out and having fun together but never inviting me. And then they tell me about all the fun they had and they show me what they bought together and all i can do is be happy for them because i can never tell them to their faces that i envy them and that i wanna be like them. They appreciate and love each other and i wanna be cared about like how they care about each other. I want someone to hug me in moments like this and no ot say anything. I just want a hug. I'm so tired. I'm in pain.
Thank you.
I discovered a lot of beautiful music because of your channel and learned a lot about myself thanks to these sounds.
I see people from all over the world in the comments, we are united here in this peaceful moment. Post-rock brings people together. Greetings and love from Poland.
Agaith s your worlds are so true, greetings from Mexico
Love bro👌🏻
That's so nice to read this, love from Poland also. Życzę miłego dnia
Ahaha Iove from IreIand💞
What a good sentiment. There is good in the world, you must decide to see it again!
These times the bad overwhelm the good.
I'm hating people.
All those sheeps, who are so full of themselves, persuaded to be the holders of the universal truth, while following the movement and being blind to everything, unless it conforms to the general opinion.
This night I want to cry, I want to drown in some artificial pleasure that isn't there.
Where's the stars ? They all seem so distant, so much further than they are habitually.
How did everything went like that ?
I had hope, I wanted to make things better... I'm sick of feeling like a victim, always nice, always comprehensive, never making any reproach, never insulting anyone or even going angry, while the entire world seems to do the opposite.
Tonight, I don't reckonize myself as a human anymore.
These people full of egocentrism aren't my brothers and sisters, or they forgot long ago from where they came, and they forgot the whistle of the wind, the cold breeze, the moon and the stars...
I know I shouldn't smoke hash, but it's the only thing I want. Still, I have none.
I'm supposed to stop smoking. What's the matter after all... I'm gonna find some.
At least I'll be able to smile and laugh again, even if it's just because of the effects.
When was the last time I was really happy ? I can't even remember if I ever was.
Have a good night, friend.
Please cherish this moments where you can still see the good in the world, for those who can't.
I wish you the best.
AGKyran, our sun is a star, brother. It will guide you if you allow yourself to feel it's warmth.
The moon as well, borrows her light from our sun.
You know what you must do to have what you want. It starts with one thing, then another.
It's been years that I have been on this channel and yet, I find myself coming back to it when I find myself seeking meaning for something. This place truly makes me feel like home, something I am not used to feeling otherwise. It is a beautiful thing to see so many people who we have never met, or will never meet in our life come together to create something so meaningful and priceless, at the same time.
Let life take us places, friends. We shall adjust our sails accordingly, in sojourn silence :)
I live in this made up perfect world in my head. But I can’t stay there forever. And that terrifies me.
This probably doesn’t mean much to anyone but thanks, for just being there with the music to help with thinking and getting through all the long nights and tough times. Just thanks, it means a lot.
No matter how big is your problem, there's still hope. And this channel and community is a beautiful proof of that. Count on me, hold on and never, ever give up. Peace.
I don't comment on YT usually, but in hearing this great compilation with such a title and reading comments here, I also want write something.
I discovered post-rock music some years ago, maybe 4 or 5, thanks to your great channel WHPR at a time I often told myself : "music, it was better before, today there is only bad stuff". Then, the first time I heard God Is An Astronaut, Moonlit Sailor, Hyakkei and more, continuing my journey in what I call the "post-rock universe", I changed my point of view... I saw I made a mistake. I stopped blaming the “new millennium” or something similar. I understood it was just me who didn't made an effort to look for what are the good musics today. I saw post-rock like this guy or this girl, who says to other people : "hey you, come here, no matter if you come from another horizon, far from mine, I'm sure we can imagine, invent or re-invent something new, something fresh, something great together, so, let's creating! Be eclectic!" Actually, in discovering post-rock, I believe I understood what some people call the "love at the first sight". :)
And, every time I feel worried, melancholic or every time I need a break in my life, I take my headphones, I sit on a chair, I choose one of my favourite album of post-rock or just clicking randomly on a track on my computer, then I observe “my inside”, sometimes I imagine stories, or I look outside, rain, sun, trees, clouds, cars in the street, people walking on sidewalk, and I just listen... A sort of contemplative journey. This music helped me to see the world through other glasses, because post-rock reminded me a truism : music is powerful, for the soul, the mind and the heart. And I'm so full of a great bliss, or something like bliss or sometimes spleen or other feelings, when I listen musics you sharing on your channel and when I read some comments below each videos : love for post-rock music, sometimes surprise, sharing of emotions/thoughts creating by an album/a track or sometimes expressing an opinion, thoughtfully, on the album. No scorn which becomes tiring in some parts of the internet, just a “light beam of poetry, of personal experience which becomes a souvenir”, just sharing a blissful feeling/thought or others emotions or reflexions that each post-rock music arouses in people.
I stopped listen post-rock during a certain time, I don't know really why. Then, some weeks ago, I clicked on my post-rock playlist, as if I was called by an intuition. Then, as G Cipp said : "I'm back post-rock... I'm back." Yes, I'm back too. And I missed post-rock.
So, thank you so much WHPR! Merci beaucoup ! Don't stop your work, don't stop supporting post-rock groups, it is important for humans beings. :)
no matter what i do, i will never learn how to love.
loveing is not something you do, love is in you and you will start loving once you find a reason to, I hope you have a better days
Same for me, it's like a supernatural force don't want to me to find love
I tried so many time and every time a last minute improbable event happen and break everything...
we really yearn for it,
like a fairy tale.
impossible.
Same..............
:(
I've been trying to come to terms with some of my chronic mental illness recently and one that is hard to accept is that I might not be able to have a stable loving relationship. Maybe one day I can get over it but this one thought has been aching me ever since I graduated. Sure I have other goals but this one thought keeps blocking the rest of my mind on some very restless nights or depressing mornings yet I continue anyways because I have to move on with life. I hope when I'm done with college and get a better job, I can finally keep those thoughts to rest but who knows.
@@bulletghost3452 i've stopped waiting for it, because i've realized the more i long for it, the more unnecessary people i let into my life and the more my heart breaks. now i don't even care about any of it. do i love people? do i hate people? do i even have any feelings? who knows 🤷🏻♀️ as the person above said, loving is not something you do, but have within yourself. so if it is meant to come, it'll come, vice versa. peace.
My heart burning, I feel tired for to much crying. I didn't know when you lost someone could be so this painfull I can't even hold the pain anymore I had nowhere to go
Remember, as Bilbo Baggins once stated; "Not all who wander are lost". Keep on keeping on, put one foot in front of the other, and make it through today. You got this because even if you don't believe in yourself, I do. And everyone else here believes in you too. Keep on keeping on my friend. It'll be okay and there will be a tomorrow.
I'm not crying, it's just sadness got in my eyes... Thank you a lot for the playlist!
Good punch bro
I never knew, until now, that this was what I was trying to find.
Thank You.
You're the centre of this, you started it all, we just came to watch and listen. Thanks for continually sharing beautiful music with all of us. Stay strong.
And thanks for keeping us strong too. I'm still speechless over the introduction message in this playlist ...
"Everywhere yet nowhere
Omnipresent yet still so blind
My mind is all unaligned
Nothing more then an mentally pathetic child
So sad all over
My mind gets more and more low
What else could I do.
Overtime everything just builds up as the thoughts either start to scream at me or turn into quiet hums within my mind
All i see is the black and grey from the darkness of midnight
Where there is no light
Stuck there for seemingly forever
To me thats somewhat comforting to know
It's all one continuous flow
I'm always a bit slow
All of it just overflows
Dont be fooled by my facade and slight nod
Its all a lie.
Everyday I try
Just Fly high say hi sigh and comply
A plea for help that won't be heard
I know its all absurd and somewhat misheard
Inside I'm contemplating whether to give up entirely or to just walk away silently.
Within my own obscured vision of life
Always filled with horrific strife that isn't even there, is it?
Invisible mental conflict
I don't say anything about it I just stare like a fake teddy bear
At this point it might as well be a nightmare
One big scare
What am I supposed to do besides
look at the now faded gleam in my own tired little faded eyes
Inside I feel like sitting and just finally letting my own mind rot and die
I don't even recognize myself anymore
The face isn't what I'd want it to be
The exhaustion just bores right through my psyche
I try so hard to find that key
It keeps getting closer
Yet somehow still so far away
Just sitting there mocking me
Left to panic alone where no one can see
Behind the curtain
No one to see or hear me slam my head into the wall
Just show back up seemingly just fine all along down the hall
I'm all ready to say my goodbyes
Instead of Hi's
Ive done the latter more
Yet I'm always not good at explaining why
I just stand up and leave without even saying bye
It's all been an elaborate lie
Each day I just suck it up and heave on through barely enough to keep up the facade somedays
Like a half working electrical socket
Shambling across the halls
My mental state feels its slowly collapsing into its self
And I'm all by myself
No one to console me
I see that everyone else has someone
Someone to actually be there
But me, no.
No one to care.
It makes me feel like tearing out my own hair
All my rational thought just gets drowned out into nothingness
Like a storm washing through the street.
By the end of the day I always feel so beat
I Just keep on moving with no clear thought
I Hope things would get better
But everyday it gets filled with more sadness and hate
Like a grudge filled letter
Deep inside I've just accepted my own fate.
it all feels like everything in my head is falling behind
I try so hard to be kind
But sometimes it slips my mind
It feels like I'm in binds
Not being able to do anything
Tied down by others underlying expectations
I'm scared of the future tommorows
I hope I don't drown in my own sorrows
Throughout the day I Just stalk around and think
As I blankly blink for the hundredth time today
Dissociating from this reality
I don't want to be anything
Waiting for spring so the bees could sting me
Though I've never been stung
Only left up to hung on the rope
So within my empty mind I just mope
Trying desperatly to find that hope
But hey I say
I wish I could go back to the person I was back before
before everything happened
But thats just it, a wish.
I feel like a trash bin thats stuffed with sin
But thats nothing more than a dissapointing loss
My whole sanity's been at a toss
Trying to make sense of this and that
It feels like I've been dragged down to the level of a cat
Whats missing now is the signature bat and hat
Because All i am is a punchline for others
This doesn't help it just leaves my sanity in teathers
Pushing me only closer and closer
I try desperately to find every detactched feathers of my old self.
Looking inside hoping that theres a meaning behind this sad parody
I don't find this bloody funny.
Why can't there be a simple remedy?
Each night I Lay in my bed trying not to let my social and mental life expire
I Try everytime to get inspired
But i'm just too tired too care
So In the end i just don't dare too
Negative emotions just stick like glue
Looking at the pale hues of my skin
I simply don't want to see
Theres no Glee and there is no more energy
Its like being fired
It just ends up making me feel stressed and tired
All my fears just fill my mind & ears
And it reflects in my tears
If there is any
I don't want to hear others laugh and have fun while I'm over there dying inside
At that point its pouring salt into the invisible wound
I'm Just simply trying hard to abide
And yet hide from my woes
Just like A bow it gets further away until it snaps
Theres been many mishaps so
At this point I have multiple bows
I dream that I could bash in my toes while I am at my lows
But that's just how it goes
I say nothing about it
you just can't really tell
That my sanitys been through hell
And that every single voice just rings and echoes around like a bell
What once was funny now is like hell going back to something I thought was hopeful
But yet I do nothing bout it
I continue on like always
Teetering back and forth to one thought to the next
Trying to come up with an answer but just like when I'm sad none show up to help
In the future I fear that i would be forever stuck at the pub and eventually will have to look down at the snub.
This better just be a bad dream
Some days there is clearity but just as soon as it appears it disapears
I wish i had tears to spare
There's been a downfall ever since
Right?
I can barely walk through the hall
And I hope that one day I'll just fall
Hearing faint calls in the halls
If only I had proper control over that dial
But its out of my reach and it's all over the tile
Smashed to pieces as of now
I just wonder how
I simply want to fix it
Either that or take a hit onto the brick and forget
I feel like I'm in a state of wanting to leave and never come back
Slowly fade into the Black
Those thoughts contantly playback and run around my conscious like a racetrack
One of these days I'll gather my things and my backpack
One final time
I wonder if they'll miss me
I don't know
They probably wouldn't though
I just keep going but it just gnaws away at me like a blood lusting piranha
Everyone keeps booing me in my head
I try not to think about
But seriously, why?
What did I do this time?
Did I do something wrong again?
I'm not sure anymore
I'll just have to keep apologizing
The cards keep slowly falling around me
This isn't holy
Its just one big joke, right?
I try not to fight
Simply put I don't have the energy like I used to
But here I am stuck with them
Yet again
Left to bite my tongue
Might as well be hung up
Im not sure anymore
Its been nothing but a blur
Its just one big lure
I cant believe that this would occur.
I'm just tired
I didnt get what I desired
I contemplate if I should just retire my mind once and for all
It seems all I do is bawl like an abondoned doll
While everyone else just says lol
I'm so close to the brink
But I don't say anything I just Blink
Blink it all away
That wont help
My skull might as well be a bloody pulp
I feel like nothing would happen if I Just give up and let myself crumble once and for all
Its not much of a secret they could faintly hear me mumble
I try so hard to be humble
But I fumble and stumble like a fool
I thought I was cool
But I'm the loser who gets left in the deep end of the pool
Left to drown, frown
Left all alone on the ground
I'm so close
So close
But I just can't
I've truly hit a new low
In the end that is something for me to decide
While I frantically hide
I just hope I dont go to the underworld
If there is any
Negative emotions why so many?
I don't want to put my irrelevant burdens onto them
Thats why everythings so dim
I don't have the guts too
Nor the will
I'm just going to stay below that hill
Nowhere to go and no one to tell
It truly is hell
all alone within my irrational mind
No one to share
No one to calm me down
If I don't tell how could they know when to care
Thats not fair
Would that truly change a thing?
But I just want to go somewhere
Somewhere far away where
no one can see and just leave me be
To think about how everythings
Just been one cruel joke
Each day I keep being tossed around like yolk
Left to burn like oak
If i could I would cry
But I've cried it all away
And I'm stuck here to stay
To my dismay
Once again I'm done
In the end I can't tell if i loss or won.
So for now Its nothing but fun"
This really is my shelter. When I'm feeling really down for any reason I always came here. And I love to think that we're like all together in this. I mean, I'm really sorry for anyone who is suffering right know, I just feel less lonely and it gives me hope that I might be understood by anyone, anywhere
This is amazing, thank you and be strong everybody
Thanks a lot for your support, I hope everything will be ok.
I got my heart broken last night by a man who had given me the hope that there are still good people out there. I need this playlist more than ever. Thank you for creating this.
I know this sounds weird but it’s been years since I’ve felt true happiness and looking back on the really good memories I didn’t know I was making memories all I did know I was just having fun. And to me that cuts very deep and honestly I’m scared that I’ll never make really good memories ever again.
You'll find your way again. Even if it may seem impossible, you have to keep going. Because even though you think you're alone. You're not. We're here.
Thank you man.
Thing I'm finding tough is finding something genuine. And this channel is pure. I mean I've been into all sorts but this is something real. You got people in the comments sharing poetry, you have people sharing stuff that's hit them in the gut. This is a type of channel and type of space where people who are looking right into that endless void of solidarity and loneliness have a place where they are respected and can share. And that shit is some powerful stuff to pull off. Just scrolling through these comments made me feel less like I'm a boat out to sea. Keep up the good work man.
So i was crying in the dark for some reason and the idea of this song/ these songs sounding like the outro of a Turkish drama popped it my head.