sometimes i just lay in my bed, alone in my room, listening to songs like these, thinking about the past, regreting some choices i've made, pretty much waiting for my end, knowing i'll probably be alone for the rest of my life since i have a bad past with girls, pretty much aware of the fact that there's no happy end for me, just an end
I understand you, I regret so much, I wish I didn't but i do all the time. Please don't let that distract you from your future. I also had very bad experiences with girls, to the point I was always avoiding them, but one day this wonderful girl came to me, everything I've ever wanted in a girl. I was just being myself and she liked that enough to come to me. I couldn't be happier to have her in my life, and it makes me look at the world with hope, cause now I know there are more girls like her out there, you will find yours or she will find you. Keep your head up, it's not over until it's over, you got this brother.
Mistakes are meant to be made, can’t control every aspect. You wish for that care for that importance, but just gotta make that fantasy into reality… being just yourself that’s tiring .
I'm lowkey happy in life for the first time in a while but now that I understand the meaningless of it all I don't really care especially once I'm alone I don't care it's like a disease that won't leave me alone and just keeps reminding me about the reality of living. I used to think that I would feel happy and fulfilled if I could have my ex back and make the basketball team and do good in school and have a future but honestly I don't really care about any of those things anymore. I am happy but not fulfilled and the simple happiness of life isn't enough to give meaning to it because now I know how bad it can get and how little anything means. I have happiness but not fulfillment and honesty I can't really see a future where I have fulfillment at all
I see ya bro, but fulfillment is not a constant state of one's mind. Figure out what things you enjoy doing, what you're good at or maybe take a course and learn a new skill. Change things up a little, and figure out what works for you
My guy, when you come back, if you feel like it, could you do something similar with the walking dead game. I really enjoy the stuff you have here, it brings me alot of comfort, id been looking for smthing like this, it sounds like the feeling when your sad and your heart is engulged in that feeling i can't name, it's really good when you just wanna lie down and think surrounded by unkown emotions and i really love that game, so to see both those things combined would be great. Hope to see you back, make sute to take your time and focus on yourself :>
I had a dream once, there were consequences that meant sure death. But that fact amused me, I felt relieved and hoped, just one mistake and I would be gone. just like that boom, no more Danny. Is it fucked up that I was hoping for it to happen?
Sometimes we see that as our final exit and hope for it. What we really hoping for is to stop hurting on the inside and outside. I understand where you coming from, at times you hope for it but also hold back. Take care man
A long time ago, I had a home. Everything was so bright back then, it was the last time i was truly happy. Then it was ripped from me. Instantly. Gone. The people who raised me became unrecognizable and the face i see in the mirror isnt mine anymore. I faced my fears and did the unthinkable, I escaped the very people who i didnt even recognize anymore. I drove all the way home, to that house. I got out of my car and stood in the driveway. The yard was overgrown, the windows were smashed and the brick was chipped away by the elements. At that moment I realized, seeing that broken down house, the one i took my first steps in, the one i said my first words in, the first and last place I called home has aged just as my life has. It truly was my home. But my home is broken, abandoned, left behind by the people who were supposed to take care of it and protect it. Betrayed by the people who used to love it so much. I am so sorry home, they failed you just as much as they failed me. I have never cried harder than that afternoon i spent sobbing in my old driveway...
Some may think about depression when hearing this song . But I only think bout me becoming a better version of myself. I will be playing this song on the beach somewhere late night smoking a big blunt with thousands in my pocket. Reminiscing bout the bitter days
You ever look back and just wonder were it all went wrong what caused this chain reaction of loneliness and depression what caused you to feel so distant from people even though you’ve tried to connect with them Why you lived so much of life inside your head rather than outside your head and every time you decide to try and do so something is right there to remind you why you started getting in your head in the first place and you realize that this cycle never ends after a while you’ll just learn to deal but even that is painful cause the special moments you have made are merely a glimpse of what could be before you are tragically tossed back into your pit of loneliness no amount of laughs or self care would help you in the long run but short term you might be happy for the first few weeks, or even months you think the loneliness is gone and the depression is gone and like a cyclops stalking it’s prey it snatches you back into the beginning the beginning you worked so hard to get away from and with that beginning you lose hope to even move on and keep living it gets harder to breathe and it doesn’t help that most people don’t understand you and constantly question you about how you need therapy and you should go see this person and that person when in reality we are well aware of our situation we know how to push through it we know how to do all that it’s just that the more we try the harder it hits you back after a while you just don’t even feel it anymore
I can feel what you're saying. I'd like to hear your story. Mine started a while ago. I think it was caused by unawareness of what was waiting for me next that I just fooled around all day doing the bare minimum for everything. The things I could improve were right in front of me. I still to this day don't know what was steering me into this pit, but I resorted to gaming. Any chance I got, any moment I was free I spent on games. It was very similar to substance abuse, but not visible for others. It was easy, gave meaning to my life and hid the challenges and problems that were right there to solve. Right now I don't know where to begin.
Hello there! Hope all is good. I work for Groover, a french platform based in Paris and NYC and I would love to send you a special invitation because of your amazing channel. However, I didn't find a way to contact you. Where can I do it? Looking forward to hearing from you! :)
Anyone out there, no matter if they see this comment, the lord is real and is there for you. I’ve been in a dark place before but he’s pulled me out of that hole and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. Reach out and he will answer ✝️
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The years to come seemed waste of breathe, a waste of breath the years behind.
WB Yeats
sometimes i just lay in my bed, alone in my room, listening to songs like these, thinking about the past, regreting some choices i've made, pretty much waiting for my end, knowing i'll probably be alone for the rest of my life since i have a bad past with girls, pretty much aware of the fact that there's no happy end for me, just an end
don't let mistakes define who you are and your story. what you do now depicts the story, so change before regret will be the end of you.
I understand you, I regret so much, I wish I didn't but i do all the time. Please don't let that distract you from your future. I also had very bad experiences with girls, to the point I was always avoiding them, but one day this wonderful girl came to me, everything I've ever wanted in a girl. I was just being myself and she liked that enough to come to me. I couldn't be happier to have her in my life, and it makes me look at the world with hope, cause now I know there are more girls like her out there, you will find yours or she will find you. Keep your head up, it's not over until it's over, you got this brother.
yeah, thank you guys, to the both of you
@@skregobak2bed np dude. If you ever need someone to talk to, we're here to help each other.
@@AdrianCuyubambaDiazuhh huh, i feel empty so no need to talk, i just want people hear what i upload 🤔 because music is share, right ?
"I'm not living, I'm just wasting time."
Oh wow...sound good
Why not 🙂 Let's see what happens
starting to feel like life is just one big fantasy..
I thought fantasies make you feel good...
@@kmk900___real……so real
@@kmk900___nope just hoping and wishing for things to happen that are unreal or unrealistic
Wherever the wind takes me.
Im tired of life
Real
@@catus7787it’s ok try getting closer and closer to god he will heal all your problems 💗✝️
i protested for euthanasia unfortunately the cops threw me in the paych ward now I never had a safe way out of this life
I used to think I was alone. Now I know
i loved her so much.
real.
hope you cool now
Same
same
Hey man u havent posted for 4 months now are u ok?Because i really miss ur videos
goodbye ep
rip ✝️
dont do it
Lmao...bye
Wow yall r trippin
no. don’t do that, please
this goes fucking hard
Mistakes are meant to be made, can’t control every aspect. You wish for that care for that importance, but just gotta make that fantasy into reality… being just yourself that’s tiring .
its been great while it lasted ep
I'm lowkey happy in life for the first time in a while but now that I understand the meaningless of it all I don't really care especially once I'm alone I don't care it's like a disease that won't leave me alone and just keeps reminding me about the reality of living. I used to think that I would feel happy and fulfilled if I could have my ex back and make the basketball team and do good in school and have a future but honestly I don't really care about any of those things anymore. I am happy but not fulfilled and the simple happiness of life isn't enough to give meaning to it because now I know how bad it can get and how little anything means. I have happiness but not fulfillment and honesty I can't really see a future where I have fulfillment at all
I know exactly what you mean brother you're not alone
I see ya bro, but fulfillment is not a constant state of one's mind. Figure out what things you enjoy doing, what you're good at or maybe take a course and learn a new skill. Change things up a little, and figure out what works for you
My guy, when you come back, if you feel like it, could you do something similar with the walking dead game. I really enjoy the stuff you have here, it brings me alot of comfort, id been looking for smthing like this, it sounds like the feeling when your sad and your heart is engulged in that feeling i can't name, it's really good when you just wanna lie down and think surrounded by unkown emotions and i really love that game, so to see both those things combined would be great. Hope to see you back, make sute to take your time and focus on yourself :>
YAYY NEW SONG!!
I had a dream once, there were consequences that meant sure death. But that fact amused me, I felt relieved and hoped, just one mistake and I would be gone. just like that boom, no more Danny. Is it fucked up that I was hoping for it to happen?
Sometimes we see that as our final exit and hope for it. What we really hoping for is to stop hurting on the inside and outside. I understand where you coming from, at times you hope for it but also hold back. Take care man
I wish I could be happy
This sucks man. Ep is leaving. And just yesterday I got broken up with. What a time lol
bro ☹
@@MoFlocca it’s Alri man, it’s been a bit
Life what a ride...
Congrats on 10k 🥳
A long time ago, I had a home. Everything was so bright back then, it was the last time i was truly happy. Then it was ripped from me. Instantly. Gone. The people who raised me became unrecognizable and the face i see in the mirror isnt mine anymore. I faced my fears and did the unthinkable, I escaped the very people who i didnt even recognize anymore. I drove all the way home, to that house. I got out of my car and stood in the driveway. The yard was overgrown, the windows were smashed and the brick was chipped away by the elements. At that moment I realized, seeing that broken down house, the one i took my first steps in, the one i said my first words in, the first and last place I called home has aged just as my life has. It truly was my home. But my home is broken, abandoned, left behind by the people who were supposed to take care of it and protect it. Betrayed by the people who used to love it so much. I am so sorry home, they failed you just as much as they failed me. I have never cried harder than that afternoon i spent sobbing in my old driveway...
ok an other total banger from one of the legend of this planet . thank you again sir .
I love these videos.
Some may think about depression when hearing this song . But I only think bout me becoming a better version of myself. I will be playing this song on the beach somewhere late night smoking a big blunt with thousands in my pocket. Reminiscing bout the bitter days
Then you made it
Don't stop posting art
Dude I love your videos you should definitely make more
i listen to this while watching outdoor boys just takes me somewhere else
It’s the same song but just a different background
shout out the description ong
Goodluck on your future journey,hope to see you one day again. Goodbye ep!!!
It sound good
666ep UPDATE LETS GOOOOOOO
Мой любимый канал с музыкой но очень редко заливаешь треки 😢❤
please come back man I hope you are alright
It is what it is.
gta 6 trailer dropped
Still good doe❤❤❤
Eghhh empty heart .__.
whoever makes these videos, i hope youre doing okay.
🖤💤🤙🛌
im over her but im not giving up on her
Hey bro, made one by a sample of "A BEGINNER'S GUIDE TO DESTROYING THE MOON- foster the people"
hi
I am a loser. But haven't given up yet..never will.
When that edit came out, i had maybe the best time in my life...
I don't want to comeback, but....
I am happy, but i do too many things i regret. It's so hard to control my actions
ep please come back i need you.
it is
Are you leaving ep? pls dont do it
You ever look back and just wonder were it all went wrong what caused this chain reaction of loneliness and depression what caused you to feel so distant from people even though you’ve tried to connect with them
Why you lived so much of life inside your head rather than outside your head and every time you decide to try and do so something is right there to remind you why you started getting in your head in the first place and you realize that this cycle never ends after a while you’ll just learn to deal but even that is painful cause the special moments you have made are merely a glimpse of what could be before you are tragically tossed back into your pit of loneliness no amount of laughs or self care would help you in the long run but short term you might be happy for the first few weeks, or even months you think the loneliness is gone and the depression is gone and like a cyclops stalking it’s prey it snatches you back into the beginning the beginning you worked so hard to get away from and with that beginning you lose hope to even move on and keep living it gets harder to breathe and it doesn’t help that most people don’t understand you and constantly question you about how you need therapy and you should go see this person and that person when in reality we are well aware of our situation we know how to push through it we know how to do all that it’s just that the more we try the harder it hits you back after a while you just don’t even feel it anymore
I can feel what you're saying. I'd like to hear your story. Mine started a while ago. I think it was caused by unawareness of what was waiting for me next that I just fooled around all day doing the bare minimum for everything. The things I could improve were right in front of me. I still to this day don't know what was steering me into this pit, but I resorted to gaming. Any chance I got, any moment I was free I spent on games. It was very similar to substance abuse, but not visible for others. It was easy, gave meaning to my life and hid the challenges and problems that were right there to solve. Right now I don't know where to begin.
Damn bro are you actually leaving? 😢
You want leave too ? Then give me your soul
Next time you post, I'll be there
Hello there! Hope all is good. I work for Groover, a french platform based in Paris and NYC and I would love to send you a special invitation because of your amazing channel. However, I didn't find a way to contact you. Where can I do it? Looking forward to hearing from you! :)
wouldn't know what to do with it if you had it so don't worry about it
did u delete worry off of everything?
I just wanted to start out by being friends, i didn't mean it weirdly
Need more content pls
i NEED more uploads, come back 666ep
Jesus loves you
Anyone out there, no matter if they see this comment, the lord is real and is there for you. I’ve been in a dark place before but he’s pulled me out of that hole and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. Reach out and he will answer ✝️
Where are you now (•_• ?)ʷʰᵉʳᵉ
Js wanna vanish sm times ngl
It's okay man, it'll be okay man
F song mentioned
wheres the talking audio from
hey, why you stopped posting videos?
Hi maybe no one asked you, but are you ok? You can talk abt it i can mayabe help you, take care xx
Your channel is so me 😞
What genre is this
spoken word
Depression
Why 666?
Could i please go back in time and never do the mistakes i did in life, only once?
im done.
Life’s weird
im not gonna make it
Why is everyone so mean to me 😂😂😂
The realest shit I've seen today 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣 (why am I alive)
I hope it got better.