My father wanted boys so I'm the third girl and he didn't pick up my mother from the hospital when I was born. My mother had to call her brother for a ride. The doctor also told my parents they should abort me because I would be born with downsydrym. I do have learning disability I learn slow. So I had low self esteem, depression, panic attacks, pstd, and anger issues, but I'm born again Christian and I don't need medications anymore God has healed me.
It’s so sad to hear similar things of being rejected & unwanted. How anyone can beat a baby in a crib... or violence to others is beyond me. I think demonized says it best & since they are dangerous they need to be put in straight jacket until they get prayers of deliverance from Christ setting them free! And too much watching violence on TV. What we watch over & over or think about over & over gets on us. And violent gaming & porn etc disgusting list endless
AND ALL OF GODS PROMISES ARE YES AND AMEN!!@ ALL EVIL WILL COME TO AN END AND BE NO MORE.. SOON THERE WILL NEVER BE EVEN THE THOUGHT OR DESIRE FOR ANY WRONG, NEGATIVE, BAD OR EVIL THING.. LOVE WILL BE OUR CONSTANT AND HIS LIFE OUR ETERNAL LIGHT
My mom said I cried a lot especially with people I didn’t know. My dad beat me in my crib and abused my mom. Fearful home life All makes sense. God has taken away all the fear and incorrect feelings about myself. Gods amazing and cares obout us and what we go through. Seek Him with all your heart. You will be amazed.
dearest daughter how precious is the soul our Creator has made for his loving and vital purpose..Y♡U ARE TOTALLY PERFECT ♡ A WONDER OF LIGHT AND LOVE REFLECTING HIS TRUTH AND POWER TO SAVE AND HEAL HUMANITY FROM ALL MANNER OF DARKNESS Truly you are HIS WORK MADE PERFECT IN HIS LOVE GIVING HOPE TO THE HOPELESS
I was the first born and I only have one sister. I haven't had parents since I'm 10 years old. My mother passed away when she was 42 and she had me when she was 32. But,I was very welcomed and I knew she was so happy to have me, and my sister. My only sibling my sister, came two years after me. My mother had malaria and was taking quinine for it while she was carrying me. I was due September but came in October and I only weighed a little over 4 lbs. I had a dislocated hip and one of my lungs was collapsed, and I was breach. The doctor turned me around in my mother before birth, and I suffocated. I was born half alive, so he shot adrenaline into my heart and put me in hot and cold water (1943) and I came through. But when I was 10 my mother passed away. From there my sister and I were raised with a grandmother and an aunt and those experiences were a little on the not so great side either, and she got married at 18 and I got married at 20. Neither marriage was very happy. My husband has passed going on 10 years now and my sister is divorced. We both had five children and we also have grandchildren. She lives in Texas though and I'm in the Northeast. But we text and call and stay close that way. Today we are like best friends. And it's because of the Lord in our life, and we know that. But again I didn't turn my back on the Lord Jesus, and I know now even though I'm 78, that He's been with me ALL my life, and that only He can give healing and peace to our hearts when we've been through SO very MUCH in trauma and trials and tribulations for MOST of our life. I took a position to manage a home for unwed mothers, because of All the experiences I had in my life. They gave me the job thinking I would be perfect for these poor girls suffering so much off the street and pregnant. And I got all the girls to the Lord. So good came out of all of this, even though I suffered very badly. And I know you can multiply my story millions and millions of times, for I know there's some similarities. So my prayers is that everyone will find the Lord, so you will finally find some Peace and Sanity in your life and some tranquility and know that He has all the answers, and only He can heal us COMPLETELY. God bless and love everyone. Remember you're NOT alone. Many, many, many people have GONE through what you're going through, and similar, but the Lord Jesus is THERE for you to heal you. Just have a talk with Him and Cry out to Him. And from what you've been through you can help other people who are going through difficult times. I don't mind sharing these facts because I know there are many many people out there suffering through relationships and not having a loving childhood or any kind of parents at all, and I'm telling you if you turny to the Lord Jesus there IS healing and you can be happy and peaceful and be THERE for other people who are going through DIFFICULT situations.
Thank you ever so much for posting your lovely comment - after watching this program with tears in my eyes I really needed to hear that! Thank you for being such a blessing and a real sweetheart. God loves you SO much too! 😇 💖🕊
About a year ago, it came to me my conception may have trapped my mother into a marriage she wanted out of. This idea makes total sense to me. I am the first born in our family and among all my cousins as well! She never really bonded with me, although my sister and brother were. To top it off, I was the odd man out, family scapegoat and never fit in anywhere, despite trying my very best to be a good girl! I accept this healing and my life needs to finally move forward!
Mum tried to abort me At age 46 i was born again, baptised in the HOLY SPIRIT a year later my first ministry was to lead a satan worshipper to JESUS, and at 54 i cycled around NZ with a cross on a trailer behind the bike and among many things, several people were delivered from suicide and into JESUS. SO dont give up, press into The Bible( its supernatural ) and to worship and prayer. God can and wants to bless others through you.
I hoard food...money...Spend very little on myself but also spend laviously on my young relatives and give to church and missionaries...I never felt safe and never fell in love with anyone, ever got married. As a baby, I was very fretful...cried alot....was bitten by my father as a child, then as an adult...I stayed emotionally distanced from my parents....a silent member of my family yet I contributed the most of my earnings to the family income. But never could trust a man ...or even GOD to move on in life. I want JESUS IN MY LIFE, GOD IN MY LIFE AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IN MY LIFE. HELP ME FATHER GOD!
U just come to Jesus as u are and He will transform u step by step. Don't worry He won't leave when u mess up again. Just love Jesus. Things speed up when u receive the Holyspirit, so ask for Him to fill u with Holyspirit. 👍❤️
I think this is you still trying to buy your acceptance, I'm really sorry you are going through this but you need the grace to forgive them and accept God's love because He's the only one who accept us fully. Will be praying with you 🙏
Halelujiah!!!! I am FREE!!! Thank you so much. I saw an eraser started at my head working down right before you said erasing. Too much to tell here but have experienced almost all. Losing children and Grandchildren to early deaths to addiction, rejection, abandonment etc etc. Praise God!!! He sent you to me!!!! 😀
My mother had me out of wedlock, and I had grown up rejected, abandoned, called stupid, you can't do anything right, let alone understand her. So I grew up in an a abusive environment, relatives, members of the church called me thick, stupid, and so of course that whole upbringing left me with limited education, short term employment, trouble with friendships, so I had been a loner, kept quiet because I was foolish, stupid, lazy and cursed. Could God fix laziness, stupidly and poverty
@The Church of RepentanceI'm not sure, I feel like my heart has grown cold and I'm changing returning back to my own vomit. But I'm perplexed by his grace, mercy, to allow me breath to live a new day
God absolutely CAN fix laziness, stupidity and poverty. Give him a chance by praying for him to fix those things you want him to. Also spend time reading the bible.
Dear Elaine, let me tell you that you are not alone in this. Your story touched me and I would like to ask you to go and listen to John Ramirez Testimony, or Kevin Zadai & friends or Ed Citronelli... these are all respected man of God who have a strong Testimony. I pray it will speak to you and the truth will set you free. Isaiah 54:7 "For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. 8 In a surge of anger. I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness. I will have compassion on you,".
@@turteltaube2277 Bless you, I have now just opened up my bible, having not eatened the bread for so long, nor prayed for so long either, I appreciate your kind admonishment n will, ask God to help soften my heart, n to fan the flame of the Holy Spirit, Blessings
It once again proves that babies DO feel pain and emotions during pregnancy. How on earth can abortion clinics tear a living baby, in other words a human being apart in their mothers womb.
Amen I needed to hear this my Dad Shot over My Mom's Head when I was in the Womb hallelujah released from this Demonic Pressure Amen Thank y Jesus Christ For this Day Amen
Yes My Siblings told She was Sitting doing my Sister Hair He Shot Over Her Head My Uncle Told Me About It To He Cried I Want ever Forget The Moment He Told Me Cause He's One of Those Uncles That Didn't Say To Much That's The Day My Forgiveness Truly Begun It Took Almost Past My 20's To Really Truly Get Over It We Had A Blessed life Once I Gave It To God I Had To Forgive My Dad He Raised Us Four Kids My Mom Passed When I Was Young So When I Found Out About Things Can Be Done To You Through Thought And Word Now Connected To This Beautiful Alter Of God Things Are Just Falling Off Of Me And My Family Thank You For asking God Bless you Love From Tennessee Hallelujah.
I wasn't planned my mom didn't want anymore kids she had 2 and well here I am my mom told me she didn't want me when I was a teenager she said she tried to abort me by getting hit by a car and throwing herself down the stairs but I wouldn't die. She told her mom about it and my grandma told her that I was born for a reason. I am 59 now and still don't know what that reason is. I love Jesus and he has been good to me. I have a lot of issues. But God is working it all out
You are borned for God's pleasure. He delights in you. Knowing that the father delights in you and He is pleased with you is good enough. Just know that God is pleased with you and delights in you. All the best.
I was adopted and have no idea what my dear biological Mother went through . I've been through so much trauma in my life . My therapist told me that she's never met anyone else who has been through so much trauma and lived to tell the story . Praise God for saving me 🙏
I found our years ago from a profited that my mom tried to abort me twice from the womb I was a product of an affair was born early had tons of oxygen and had retinopathy of premature birth I see very little at age 6i had epilepsy and 5 yrs ago I had I had a slow growing brain tumor from childhood and a third of my brain never developed the part that brings up frustration My mom never would tell me who my real dad was and she passed 5 yrs ago so I’ll never know but I do know God I’d a father to the fatherless and I hold fast to that truth for my life
I pray that Our God truly bless and yes this program and you might. I will say it FOR YOU your dad push your mom down those stairs. Thank God for Freedom...The Truth sets us free.Everybody in This World need to watch this program..Thanks for posting this.
I needed those prayers thank you! My mother also wanted to try to have a miscarriage bc she already had a very young baby. Thank God nothing happened. I have a great destiny and calling on my life. And nothing, nothing will stop God's plan for my life. I disconnected myself from all that trauma and recieve those prayers and loose trauma from my cellular memory. I am wanted and loved by my heavenly Father and earthly parents. Cancer I rebuke you!. Spirit death I rebuke you. I am free of trauma. I shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord! Hallelujah Amennnn!!!
I don't know of any trauma in the womb but I had an experience of coming to earth to be born. Another being that I couldn't see was escorting me to the earth and I kept saying no, I don't want to go. We stopped at one point and I sensed this being left to return to heaven. I started crying out...........no don't leave me. Please don't leave me. My life has not been easy so I wonder if I knew that would be the case.
I have been having family difficulties lately, depression, impression, self hatred and low self esteem with my children .your video made total sense. Had very traumatic pregnancies, from garbage from my ex. I have healed from it. But it makes sense my kids still have issues. We escaped an abusive husband, and their father, I married an abusive man like my father. When I was younger. I prayed for help with my son especially, the Lord lead me to your video. Thankyou for your prayers. Will keep you updated
Thankyou for this. When ever anything bad happened or I had distress when I was young, I didn't want to live. My mother finally told me when I was in my mid teens that she took a prescription to try to abort me becuse her marriage was so difficult and she had 2 boys already. When she told me, I felt like I wasn't crazy, I had felt all her pain and knew in my nervous system. My digestion has been off all my life, digsting food, energy and expereinces has been difficult. I see now it all started from teh womb time. IMy mother didn't feel safe and that too registered in my nervous system. thankyou fo ryour prayer and I'm receiving healing now. God Bless you all.
This was such a blessing to watch this broadcast. Thank you so much for the prayers and for the insights that are helping so many people and also that have just helped me today after watching and they're watching and praying with you.
With people who cut themselves, it's not necessarily about trauma in the womb. It's about the fact that Jesus had his back, his flesh ripped open, that he took all the hate of man, all of self-condemnation for you. So you don't have to cut yourself to take out your anger or negative feelings because Jesus was cut for you. He bore all the wrath and hatred of men as well as your mistakes on his body.
I was conceived through rape. Then my mother hid the pregnancy from my father. When she told him a fight erupted and my father said he hopes I die. He hated and rejected me his whole life. My mother wanted me to be a boy. So I was screwed from the beginning. I just have to forgive them. They were and are very damaged people. I still feel very broken and I get very suicidal.
My dear Read psalm 139 and you’ll understand how God sees you and how He thinks of you as so precious no matter what others may think about you. In life we may not always understand why certain things happen to us but we have a Heavenly Father who loves us more than we could ever dream of … He has a book written about you in heaven about His great plans for you on this earth .. don’t give up … seek Him and you’ll find Him.. Jesus wants you to live and fulfill your God given destiny!
You are loved beloved. Jesus died for you! If you were the only person in this world he would have still died for you. God wanted you hear, many people love you, and God will surround you with overflowing love and joy if you keep trusting him. Think of all the people that up can inspire one day. Don’t give up. 🙏🏽🌸
I am incredibly moved by your story. I watched a RUclips video by Katie Souza about dealing with a particular spirit that attempts to keep us walking among the tombs of our past pain and I know I got deliverance from the anointing and the truth from scriptures contained within it. I would recommend giving it a look, then letting God lead you to some others that may help you find the joy of living again, like how to get delivered from the spirit of death. I promise, I was given supernatural healing inside, free of cost, just by watching and seeing the truth of the things being said. I hope they will help you as well. oh yes the first is how to be delivered from the legion demon.
@@sayagarapan1686 Yes I so agree! I have a few of Katie’s teachings and they are very powerful. I’ve experienced some healing. I have her legion teachings and soaks, her soul decrees book and some of her other soaks and teachings.
Joanne, you are so loved by Jesus. Look to Him, his love is complete, invite Him into your life, He died for you, if you yourself read the Bible, you will find a peace and joy and love that you nevet knew existed. God bless you
My mother told me she didn't want another kid after her son. But, she got pregnant with me but reminded me all the time I was an accident. She also accused me of taking all her calcium and made her lose her teeth.
🙏 I was unplanned and my mom actually lied to everyone, including me...said she was raped but she wasnt. The worst part is that Ive passed it down since my first unplanned pregnancy at 16. Ive had 5 children unplanned, even twins 3 years after tubal ligation. I pray that my children heal from that rejection I put on them. The Holy Spirit is helping me learn to be a better mom to my miraculous 5 year old twin girls. 🙏 Praise Jesus, his love for us is the standard to love my children!
Thank you for making this video! I feel a lot better knowing for myself that my odd decision makings wasn’t me. It was the trauma experiences I been through 😄✨❤️
My dad impregnated my mom when she was 14 years old in school and then the whole family erupted in fights, quarrels, angst and pain. Worse still, it happened a second time with the birth of my younger sister. After that my dad got married to the girl friend of one of his house boys. This lady was so hostile to me and I suffered untold trauma from the verbal assaults plus emotional torment, not to talk about starvation, beatings, as we grew up she even went ahead to expose us to sexual molestation with her brothers and later older men. Now I am seeing this same pattern arising from my husband of 27 years of marriage and I have given him 8 children and he also abuses and disrespects me in the presence of our children. I don't know what to do anymore.
Find RC Blakes here on youtube. His teaching will help you find your value again. His teaching gave me a pillar of selfrespect that I have lacked all my life. I am sorry you’ve had to go through all this. May you be free. ❤️
I've suffered with constipation my mom said from birth. She never talked to me about before I was born she's gone now but I do know my dad was abusive but that's about all I know.
You’re comment is so interesting. I was give away for adoption and my foster mom filled out papers to tell my adoptive mother what I was eating and it said I had diarrhea all the time. I had it for 45 years and it was just my normal. I wonder if it was because I was hated by my birth mother and unwanted. My birth mom is mentally ill.
3 John 1:2 *( note: define soul-mind, will, emotions); John 9:2; Isaiah 61:1-...; Additionally, read and reflect upon the whole conversation between Mary and Angel Gabriel regarding the child Mary will bear (she was of an accepting heart, not rejecting, if anything she "pondered these things in her heart"), while having never been with a man, *see Luke 1*. Not to mention Joseph's part in accepting or rejecting Mary and the child. I highlight this because I believe it sheds light on the importance of the way a child is conceived (wanted vs unwanted/rejected) as well as the relevance as to the type of conditions the mother (and baby) will be enduring during pregnancy. Blessings and peace to you.
HEY! Also can I add Luke 1:41: When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit.(A) 42 In a loud voice she exclaimed: “Blessed are you among women,(B) and blessed is the child you will bear! Notice that the baby “leaped in the womb” Baby John the Baptist leapt for joy even though he was in the womb. But how did he know what was going on outside of the womb???Therefore a baby can be affected by its environment while still in the womb. In this case there was a positive effect so could we conclude that a baby could be negatively effected in the womb if the mother is experiencing trauma????!!!!! DEFINITELY!!!
I was pushed down stairs pregnant by my now ex husband...this child of mine even if a Christian has extreme bound with mental illness...I dreamt once of robbers breaking in the back patio door and stole her....my question is lord are the two connected?
I Went on to have a baby 5 years later.. When I became pregnant again a few years later.. My husband again GREG wanted me to have a abortion again!!!! So he made a appointment for me to get rid of baby again !!!!!! I TOLD HIM NO I WASN'T GOING TO GET A ABORTION AGAIN !!!! HE BEAT ME FOR A FEW HOURS WITH A BELT !!!! BUT I KEPT MY BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS BABY DANEALIA!!!!
No matter who treats you bad. God will take you up in his arms of love.He loved you so much he he suffered and died on the cross for our sins before we were even born .call🔑💖 on the name of Jesus he is there for you.😪🤔🙏✝️💖
Jesus was a twin less twin born with the loss of an emotional bond the truth is there is no god just self realisation and self creation thro meditation
In JESUS name we decree and declare it legally judicially Providentially Equalizer angelic equalizing graveless goodness wisdom understanding reversal of course of action of evil ans brings Revelations ans JOSIAH TRU all consuming fire everywhere activated Uriel and Xousia fire in Jesus name we decree and declare propheay rhe promise amen
To all Christians Jesus is God. He's not just love he's WRATH!! HELL wasn't created for no reason. Many of you will NOT enter Heaven. Jesus DIDN'T die so you can continue to sin. Children of God DO NOT continue to sin. (1 John 3:9 GNT "Those who are children of God DO NOT continue to sin".) You're not a child of God if you haven't stopped sinning you're a sinner. Sinners will not enter heaven. Jesus saying ["but the one who DOES the will of my father who is in heaven"] reveals you have to do something to enter heaven. That something is the will of the father. The will of the father is STOP SINNING. Stop sinning or be cast into HELL. If you have stopped continue to not sin.
You are making the sacrifice of Jesus in vain. If we could be 100% sinless on God's level,we wouldn't need Jesus. Romans explains not willfully doing sinful acts just because u can. No one is without sin im thoughts etc 100% of the time. That's why we need Jesus,we are given his righteousness in front of God
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My father wanted boys so I'm the third girl and he didn't pick up my mother from the hospital when I was born. My mother had to call her brother for a ride. The doctor also told my parents they should abort me because I would be born with downsydrym. I do have learning disability I learn slow. So I had low self esteem, depression, panic attacks, pstd, and anger issues, but I'm born again Christian and I don't need medications anymore God has healed me.
NOT SURE WHAT IS WORSE. BEING BEATEN OR BEING TOTALLY IGNORED BY YOUR FATHER AND A STEP MOTHER WHO FOUND YOU A PAIN IN THE BUTT
It’s so sad to hear similar things of being rejected & unwanted. How anyone can beat a baby in a crib... or violence to others is beyond me. I think demonized says it best & since they are dangerous they need to be put in straight jacket until they get prayers of deliverance from Christ setting them free! And too much watching violence on TV. What we watch over & over or think about over & over gets on us. And violent gaming & porn etc disgusting list endless
We serve such an Awesome God!!! That's so encouraging. He's no respector of persons what He's done for you He would do for any of us!!!! 🥰
AND ALL OF GODS PROMISES ARE YES AND AMEN!!@ ALL EVIL WILL COME TO AN END AND BE NO MORE.. SOON THERE WILL NEVER BE EVEN THE THOUGHT OR DESIRE FOR ANY WRONG, NEGATIVE, BAD OR EVIL THING..
LOVE WILL BE OUR CONSTANT AND HIS LIFE OUR ETERNAL LIGHT
Amen Janet. My sister, Bride of Jesus, New Creation with God's DNA.
My mom said I cried a lot especially with people I didn’t know. My dad beat me in my crib and abused my mom. Fearful home life All makes sense. God has taken away all the fear and incorrect feelings about myself. Gods amazing and cares obout us and what we go through. Seek Him with all your heart. You will be amazed.
😢 your comment…..Lord Jesus….Thank you Lord that Kelly knows you🌷
dearest daughter how precious is the soul our Creator has made for his loving and vital purpose..Y♡U ARE TOTALLY PERFECT ♡ A WONDER OF LIGHT AND LOVE REFLECTING HIS TRUTH AND POWER TO SAVE AND HEAL HUMANITY FROM ALL MANNER OF DARKNESS
Truly you are HIS WORK MADE PERFECT IN HIS LOVE GIVING HOPE TO THE HOPELESS
I was the first born and I only have one sister. I haven't had parents since I'm 10 years old. My mother passed away when she was 42 and she had me when she was 32. But,I was very welcomed and I knew she was so happy to have me, and my sister. My only sibling my sister, came two years after me.
My mother had malaria and was taking quinine for it while she was carrying me.
I was due September but came in October and I only weighed a little over 4 lbs. I had a dislocated hip and one of my lungs was collapsed, and I was breach.
The doctor turned me around in my mother before birth, and I suffocated. I was born half alive, so he shot adrenaline into my heart and put me in hot and cold water (1943) and I came through. But when I was 10 my mother passed away. From there my sister and I were raised with a grandmother and an aunt and those experiences were a little on the not so great side either, and she got married at 18 and I got married at 20. Neither marriage was very happy. My husband has passed going on 10 years now and my sister is divorced. We both had five children and we also have grandchildren. She lives in Texas though and I'm in the Northeast. But we text and call and stay close that way. Today we are like best friends. And it's because of the Lord in our life, and we know that.
But again I didn't turn my back on the Lord Jesus, and I know now even though I'm 78, that He's been with me ALL my life, and that only He can give healing and peace to our hearts when we've been through SO very MUCH in trauma and trials and tribulations for MOST of our life.
I took a position to manage a home for unwed mothers, because of All the experiences I had in my life.
They gave me the job thinking I would be perfect for these poor girls suffering so much off the street and pregnant.
And I got all the girls to the Lord. So good came out of all of this, even though I suffered very badly. And I know you can multiply my story millions and millions of times, for I know there's some similarities. So my prayers is that everyone will find the Lord, so you will finally find some Peace and Sanity in your life and some tranquility and know that He has all the answers, and only He can heal us COMPLETELY. God bless and love everyone. Remember you're NOT alone. Many, many, many people have GONE through what you're going through, and similar, but the Lord Jesus is THERE for you to heal you. Just have a talk with Him and Cry out to Him.
And from what you've been through you can help other people who are going through difficult times.
I don't mind sharing these facts because I know there are many many people out there suffering through relationships and not having a loving childhood or any kind of parents at all, and I'm telling you if you turny to the Lord Jesus there IS healing and you can be happy and peaceful and be THERE for other people who are going through DIFFICULT situations.
God bless you!!
Is your only proof to this, your mother's word? 😳 🙄
To whoever reads this:
Your life matters. You are so valued. No one can replace you. I'm thankful you were born. I love you; God loves you SO much!🤗💝
Wow!thank you
Thank you ever so much for posting your lovely comment - after watching this program with tears in my eyes I really needed to hear that! Thank you for being such a blessing and a real sweetheart. God loves you SO much too! 😇 💖🕊
God bless you for speaking words of life & hope into us ..may the same words you've spoken over us! you've blessed us..Thank you &Shalom!
I love you back from Romania ..
@@lilianavois4391 Wow, Romania! 🇷🇴 👋Hi, from America. 🇺🇸
About a year ago, it came to me my conception may have trapped my mother into a marriage she wanted out of. This idea makes total sense to me. I am the first born in our family and among all my cousins as well!
She never really bonded with me, although my sister and brother were. To top it off, I was the odd man out, family scapegoat and never fit in anywhere, despite trying my very best to be a good girl!
I accept this healing and my life needs to finally move forward!
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I love you in Jesus love💙
Look to Jesus prayed for you
You just described me and my life!!
@@ChosenFamily8 God Bless! Tough start in the world!
Mum tried to abort me
At age 46 i was born again, baptised in the HOLY SPIRIT a year later my first ministry was to lead a satan worshipper to JESUS, and at 54 i cycled around NZ with a cross on a trailer behind the bike and among many things, several people were delivered from suicide and into JESUS. SO dont give up, press into The Bible( its supernatural ) and to worship and prayer. God can and wants to bless others through you.
Amen, Love this!! Thank Hou, Jesus.💝
I hoard food...money...Spend very little on myself but also spend laviously on my young relatives and give to church and missionaries...I never felt safe and never fell in love with anyone, ever got married. As a baby, I was very fretful...cried alot....was bitten by my father as a child, then as an adult...I stayed emotionally distanced from my parents....a silent member of my family yet I contributed the most of my earnings to the family income. But never could trust a man ...or even GOD to move on in life. I want JESUS IN MY LIFE, GOD IN MY LIFE AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IN MY LIFE. HELP ME FATHER GOD!
U just come to Jesus as u are and He will transform u step by step. Don't worry He won't leave when u mess up again. Just love Jesus. Things speed up when u receive the Holyspirit, so ask for Him to fill u with Holyspirit. 👍❤️
I think this is you still trying to buy your acceptance, I'm really sorry you are going through this but you need the grace to forgive them and accept God's love because He's the only one who accept us fully.
Will be praying with you 🙏
So shall it be. Your desired, Father, Son and Holy Spirit are yours
@@bobbysagar140 amen
Halelujiah!!!! I am FREE!!! Thank you so much. I saw an eraser started at my head working down right before you said erasing. Too much to tell here but have experienced almost all. Losing children and Grandchildren to early deaths to addiction, rejection, abandonment etc etc. Praise God!!! He sent you to me!!!! 😀
Similar for me. God is still working out my story.
When I forgave it was just like they said. I was released from the pain. Amazing
My mother had me out of wedlock, and I had grown up rejected, abandoned, called stupid, you can't do anything right, let alone understand her. So I grew up in an a abusive environment, relatives, members of the church called me thick, stupid, and so of course that whole upbringing left me with limited education, short term employment, trouble with friendships, so I had been a loner, kept quiet because I was foolish, stupid, lazy and cursed. Could God fix laziness, stupidly and poverty
@The Church of RepentanceI'm not sure, I feel like my heart has grown cold and I'm changing returning back to my own vomit. But I'm perplexed by his grace, mercy, to allow me breath to live a new day
God absolutely CAN fix laziness, stupidity and poverty. Give him a chance by praying for him to fix those things you want him to. Also spend time reading the bible.
God can and wants to fix you. He loves you ...your heavenly daddy. Aba father knew you before you were conceived. 😇🦋🦋🦋🦋🎈🎈🎈🌈🌈🌈
Dear Elaine, let me tell you that you are not alone in this. Your story touched me and I would like to ask you to go and listen to John Ramirez Testimony, or Kevin Zadai & friends or Ed Citronelli... these are all respected man of God who have a strong Testimony. I pray it will speak to you and the truth will set you free.
Isaiah 54:7 "For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. 8 In a surge of anger. I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness. I will have compassion on you,".
@@turteltaube2277 Bless you, I have now just opened up my bible, having not eatened the bread for so long, nor prayed for so long either, I appreciate your kind admonishment n will, ask God to help soften my heart, n to fan the flame of the Holy Spirit, Blessings
I began to go through a deliverance when listening to The prayers starting at 24:00 . Trauma from conception. Etc. and digestive. Thank you ladies.
It once again proves that babies DO feel pain and emotions during pregnancy. How on earth can abortion clinics tear a living baby, in other words a human being apart in their mothers womb.
Truth!
Because, unfortunately, they are operating under the demonic realm
Amen I needed to hear this my Dad Shot over My Mom's Head when I was in the Womb hallelujah released from this Demonic Pressure Amen Thank y Jesus Christ For this Day Amen
Yes My Siblings told She was Sitting doing my Sister Hair He Shot Over Her Head My Uncle Told Me About It To He Cried I Want ever Forget The Moment He Told Me Cause He's One of Those Uncles That Didn't Say To Much That's The Day My Forgiveness Truly Begun It Took Almost Past My 20's To Really Truly Get Over It We Had A Blessed life Once I Gave It To God I Had To Forgive My Dad He Raised Us Four Kids My Mom Passed When I Was Young So When I Found Out About Things Can Be Done To You Through Thought And Word Now Connected To This Beautiful Alter Of God Things Are Just Falling Off Of Me And My Family Thank You For asking God Bless you Love From Tennessee Hallelujah.
I wasn't planned my mom didn't want anymore kids she had 2 and well here I am my mom told me she didn't want me when I was a teenager she said she tried to abort me by getting hit by a car and throwing herself down the stairs but I wouldn't die. She told her mom about it and my grandma told her that I was born for a reason. I am 59 now and still don't know what that reason is. I love Jesus and he has been good to me. I have a lot of issues. But God is working it all out
You are borned for God's pleasure. He delights in you. Knowing that the father delights in you and He is pleased with you is good enough. Just know that God is pleased with you and delights in you. All the best.
I was adopted and have no idea what my dear biological Mother went through . I've been through so much trauma in my life . My therapist told me that she's never met anyone else who has been through so much trauma and lived to tell the story . Praise God for saving me 🙏
I found our years ago from a profited that my mom tried to abort me twice from the womb I was a product of an affair was born early had tons of oxygen and had retinopathy of premature birth I see very little at age 6i had epilepsy and 5 yrs ago I had I had a slow growing brain tumor from childhood and a third of my brain never developed the part that brings up frustration My mom never would tell me who my real dad was and she passed 5 yrs ago so I’ll never know but I do know God I’d a father to the fatherless and I hold fast to that truth for my life
I pray that Our God truly bless and yes this program and you might. I will say it FOR YOU your dad push your mom down those stairs. Thank God for Freedom...The Truth sets us free.Everybody in This World need to watch this program..Thanks for posting this.
I needed those prayers thank you! My mother also wanted to try to have a miscarriage bc she already had a very young baby. Thank God nothing happened. I have a great destiny and calling on my life. And nothing, nothing will stop God's plan for my life. I disconnected myself from all that trauma and recieve those prayers and loose trauma from my cellular memory. I am wanted and loved by my heavenly Father and earthly parents. Cancer I rebuke you!. Spirit death I rebuke you. I am free of trauma. I shall live and not die and declare the works of the Lord! Hallelujah Amennnn!!!
Amen
Amen 🙏👍
I don't know of any trauma in the womb but I had an experience of coming to earth to be born. Another being that I couldn't see was escorting me to the earth and I kept saying no, I don't want to go. We stopped at one point and I sensed this being left to return to heaven. I started crying out...........no don't leave me. Please don't leave me. My life has not been easy so I wonder if I knew that would be the case.
You’re not alone…
I have been having family difficulties lately, depression, impression, self hatred and low self esteem with my children .your video made total sense. Had very traumatic pregnancies, from garbage from my ex. I have healed from it. But it makes sense my kids still have issues. We escaped an abusive husband, and their father, I married an abusive man like my father. When I was younger. I prayed for help with my son especially, the Lord lead me to your video. Thankyou for your prayers. Will keep you updated
Thankyou for this. When ever anything bad happened or I had distress when I was young, I didn't want to live. My mother finally told me when I was in my mid teens that she took a prescription to try to abort me becuse her marriage was so difficult and she had 2 boys already. When she told me, I felt like I wasn't crazy, I had felt all her pain and knew in my nervous system. My digestion has been off all my life, digsting food, energy and expereinces has been difficult. I see now it all started from teh womb time. IMy mother didn't feel safe and that too registered in my nervous system. thankyou fo ryour prayer and I'm receiving healing now. God Bless you all.
This was such a blessing to watch this broadcast. Thank you so much for the prayers and for the insights that are helping so many people and also that have just helped me today after watching and they're watching and praying with you.
With people who cut themselves, it's not necessarily about trauma in the womb. It's about the fact that Jesus had his back, his flesh ripped open, that he took all the hate of man, all of self-condemnation for you. So you don't have to cut yourself to take out your anger or negative feelings because Jesus was cut for you. He bore all the wrath and hatred of men as well as your mistakes on his body.
Wow never heard it said this way thank you for posting 🙌🙌
I was conceived through rape. Then my mother hid the pregnancy from my father. When she told him a fight erupted and my father said he hopes I die. He hated and rejected me his whole life. My mother wanted me to be a boy. So I was screwed from the beginning. I just have to forgive them. They were and are very damaged people. I still feel very broken and I get very suicidal.
My dear Read psalm 139 and you’ll understand how God sees you and how He thinks of you as so precious no matter what others may think about you. In life we may not always understand why certain things happen to us but we have a Heavenly Father who loves us more than we could ever dream of … He has a book written about you in heaven about His great plans for you on this earth .. don’t give up … seek Him and you’ll find Him.. Jesus wants you to live and fulfill your God given destiny!
You are loved beloved. Jesus died for you! If you were the only person in this world he would have still died for you. God wanted you hear, many people love you, and God will surround you with overflowing love and joy if you keep trusting him. Think of all the people that up can inspire one day. Don’t give up. 🙏🏽🌸
I am incredibly moved by your story. I watched a RUclips video by Katie Souza about dealing with a particular spirit that attempts to keep us walking among the tombs of our past pain and I know I got deliverance from the anointing and the truth from scriptures contained within it. I would recommend giving it a look, then letting God lead you to some others that may help you find the joy of living again, like how to get delivered from the spirit of death. I promise, I was given supernatural healing inside, free of cost, just by watching and seeing the truth of the things being said. I hope they will help you as well. oh yes the first is how to be delivered from the legion demon.
@@sayagarapan1686 Yes I so agree! I have a few of Katie’s teachings and they are very powerful. I’ve experienced some healing. I have her legion teachings and soaks, her soul decrees book and some of her other soaks and teachings.
Joanne, you are so loved by Jesus. Look to Him, his love is complete, invite Him into your life, He died for you, if you yourself read the Bible, you will find a peace and joy and love that you nevet knew existed. God bless you
God bless you 🙏🏻 ❤ all the courageous women of God!!!
My mother told me she didn't want another kid after her son. But, she got pregnant with me but reminded me all the time I was an accident. She also accused me of taking all her calcium and made her lose her teeth.
Am so sorry about this, God loves you dear sister
That's so sad. Idk what to say. That's just awful. So sorry.
God wanted you here! 🙏
It doesn't matter what others say,even if it's mom. it only matters what God says about you. ❤️👍
The Lord has given so many of us, this message, to heal us on a cellular level to, I have been writing for years. Praise the Lord, thankyou God .
Thank you for this.... sooooo POWERFUL!!! God bless you for sharing this ❤❤❤🔥🔥😇😇
🙏 I was unplanned and my mom actually lied to everyone, including me...said she was raped but she wasnt. The worst part is that Ive passed it down since my first unplanned pregnancy at 16. Ive had 5 children unplanned, even twins 3 years after tubal ligation. I pray that my children heal from that rejection I put on them. The Holy Spirit is helping me learn to be a better mom to my miraculous 5 year old twin girls. 🙏 Praise Jesus, his love for us is the standard to love my children!
Simply put, and so profound. Worth the listen ... 💛🕊️
Thank you for making this video! I feel a lot better knowing for myself that my odd decision makings wasn’t me. It was the trauma experiences I been through 😄✨❤️
Ohhh Joan !!
I love you !! Please come to Uk !!!!
I absolutely love Joan Hunter!
@vax, tests = mark of beast 5 I don’t know what planet you live ! Leave me alone!
amen...thank you for your prayer🌻🌿.!
This is very helpful. Thanx 🙏❤️
This is a great message
The ending prayer was amazingly helpful, and sooo comforting to hear!!! God bless you, dear sisters in Jesus Christ!! 🙏💔😌💗
Brought so much information on trauma
Really insightful
I come into agreement with your prayers in the mighty name of Jesus 🌈
My dad impregnated my mom when she was 14 years old in school and then the whole family erupted in fights, quarrels, angst and pain. Worse still, it happened a second time with the birth of my younger sister. After that my dad got married to the girl friend of one of his house boys. This lady was so hostile to me and I suffered untold trauma from the verbal assaults plus emotional torment, not to talk about starvation, beatings, as we grew up she even went ahead to expose us to sexual molestation with her brothers and later older men. Now I am seeing this same pattern arising from my husband of 27 years of marriage and I have given him 8 children and he also abuses and disrespects me in the presence of our children. I don't know what to do anymore.
Find RC Blakes here on youtube. His teaching will help you find your value again. His teaching gave me a pillar of selfrespect that I have lacked all my life.
I am sorry you’ve had to go through all this. May you be free. ❤️
I've suffered with constipation my mom said from birth. She never talked to me about before I was born she's gone now but I do know my dad was abusive but that's about all I know.
You’re comment is so interesting. I was give away for adoption and my foster mom filled out papers to tell my adoptive mother what I was eating and it said I had diarrhea all the time. I had it for 45 years and it was just my normal. I wonder if it was because I was hated by my birth mother and unwanted. My birth mom is mentally ill.
God's talking to you, don't miss it
Is there a way to scriptural back this up?? These terms, practice, etc.?
3 John 1:2 *( note: define soul-mind, will, emotions); John 9:2; Isaiah 61:1-...; Additionally, read and reflect upon the whole conversation between Mary and Angel Gabriel regarding the child Mary will bear (she was of an accepting heart, not rejecting, if anything she "pondered these things in her heart"), while having never been with a man, *see Luke 1*. Not to mention Joseph's part in accepting or rejecting Mary and the child. I highlight this because I believe it sheds light on the importance of the way a child is conceived (wanted vs unwanted/rejected) as well as the relevance as to the type of conditions the mother (and baby) will be enduring during pregnancy.
Blessings and peace to you.
HEY! Also can I add Luke 1:41:
When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit.(A) 42 In a loud voice she exclaimed: “Blessed are you among women,(B) and blessed is the child you will bear!
Notice that the baby “leaped in the womb” Baby John the Baptist leapt for joy even though he was in the womb. But how did he know what was going on outside of the womb???Therefore a baby can be affected by its environment while still in the womb. In this case there was a positive effect so could we conclude that a baby could be negatively effected in the womb if the mother is experiencing trauma????!!!!!
DEFINITELY!!!
God blessed you so machs love stringth peace to you all love trudy
They even stole my son during my awaking experience.. punch me calling me mental I was happy she said immom drugs
Charles and Frances hunter were in healing ministry !
Thank you 🌸💖🌺
I was pushed down stairs pregnant by my now ex husband...this child of mine even if a Christian has extreme bound with mental illness...I dreamt once of robbers breaking in the back patio door and stole her....my question is lord are the two connected?
I remember but the lords taken the sting of those memories away alot with writing
For my reference 24:40
I Went on to have a baby 5 years later.. When I became pregnant again a few years later.. My husband again GREG wanted me to have a abortion again!!!! So he made a appointment for me to get rid of baby again !!!!!! I TOLD HIM NO I WASN'T GOING TO GET A ABORTION AGAIN !!!! HE BEAT ME FOR A FEW HOURS WITH A BELT !!!! BUT I KEPT MY BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS BABY DANEALIA!!!!
No matter who treats you bad.
God will take you up in his arms of love.He loved you so much he he suffered and died on the cross for our sins before we were even born .call🔑💖 on the name of Jesus he is there for you.😪🤔🙏✝️💖
Amen!!!
Powerful amen amen
I still need to be married to Trump Jr. Help! I can't be alone and helpless anymore.
Jesus was a twin less twin born with the loss of an emotional bond the truth is there is no god just self realisation and self creation thro meditation
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In JESUS name we decree and declare it legally judicially Providentially Equalizer angelic equalizing graveless goodness wisdom understanding reversal of course of action of evil ans brings Revelations ans JOSIAH TRU all consuming fire everywhere activated Uriel and Xousia fire in Jesus name we decree and declare propheay rhe promise amen
To all Christians
Jesus is God. He's not just love he's WRATH!! HELL wasn't created for no reason. Many of you will NOT enter Heaven. Jesus DIDN'T die so you can continue to sin. Children of God DO NOT continue to sin. (1 John 3:9 GNT "Those who are children of God DO NOT continue to sin".) You're not a child of God if you haven't stopped sinning you're a sinner. Sinners will not enter heaven. Jesus saying ["but the one who DOES the will of my father who is in heaven"] reveals you have to do something to enter heaven. That something is the will of the father.
The will of the father is STOP SINNING.
Stop sinning or be cast into HELL. If you have stopped continue to not sin.
We were born sinful and can only not sin with the help of the Lord. It's not by our will but of the Father's (God). Just fyi
your comment has nothing to do with the subject
You are making the sacrifice of Jesus in vain. If we could be 100% sinless on God's level,we wouldn't need Jesus. Romans explains not willfully doing sinful acts just because u can. No one is without sin im thoughts etc 100% of the time. That's why we need Jesus,we are given his righteousness in front of God
Read the verse after John 3:16. Verse 17 says that Jesus did not come to the world to condemn it but to save it.
@vax, tests = mark of beast 5 you sound like a pharisee. Jesus came ro set us free from religion.
This is a LONG REACH.
You dont have a clue
I agree
They have done scientific studies on unwanted children and the physical effects. It’s real.
Stressful instances during pregnancy can have an effect on the child after it is born.